THE FAVORITE
CHILD.
[Illustration: THE FAVORITE CHILD.]
In a very pretty little village not
many miles from N——, in Connecticut,
lived Susan Meredith. She was the youngest of
three sisters, the eldest of whom could not be more
than twelve or thirteen years of age. A year or
two before the period when our history of this little
group commences, the mother had gone to her rest.
Weighed down with a sorrow too heavy
to be borne, and of a nature too delicate to be confided
to others, she sank under it while in the noon of
life, and died commending her children to God.
Susan—little Sue, as she was frequently
called—young as she was, remembered a thousand
incidents connected with the departed one, and seemed,
so late as the time at which our story begins, to
be never happier than when her mother was the theme
of conversation.
There was something remarkable in
this. One reason for it might have been, that
the surviving parent of these sisters, though once
a kind and affectionate father, was now so altered
by habits of intemperance, that they found very little
enjoyment in his society. But there was another
reason. Little Sue was an unusually thoughtful,
serious child, for one of her years. Was there
not another reason, still? I do not know.
I cannot tell what words God may whisper to the child
that loves him; but this I know, that little Sue talked
much of heaven, and seemed to have learned more of
the language of heaven than men can teach.
One bright Saturday, in the early
spring time, when there was no school, these sisters
might have been seen winding their way through the
woods, not far from the house where they lived, searching
for the first wild flowers. Little Sue, the youngest,
was very happy, but, as usual, more grave than the
other sisters. By and by, wearied with their walk,
they sat down under the shadow, of a tree, and talked
a great while. At first, the conversation was
about birds and flowers; but Sue soon gave a serious
turn to it.
“I wonder,” said she,
“if dear mother has pretty flowers in heaven.
I hope so—she loved them so well.
Do you remember the little monthly rose she wanted
we should bring into her room, just before she died?
How happy she was, when one of us went and brought
it to her bed. And she went to heaven so soon
after that! Oh, I think there must be flowers
up there in the sky, or she would not have thought
of them and loved them so, when she was dying.
Don’t you think so?”
And she was silent. So were her
sisters, awhile. Thoughts of heaven made them
serious. They were sad, too. When the youngest—their
darling Sue—conversed in this strain, a
cloud always came over their sunny faces. They
could scarcely tell why it was so; for they, too, loved
to think of heaven. But the language of their
sister seemed to them to belong to another world;
and often, in the midst of their brightest hopes, would
come the fear, like a thunderbolt, that God would
crush that cherished flower, and remove her from their
embrace while she was young.
“Sue,” at length said
Eliza, the eldest sister, “why do you always
talk so much about heaven?”
“I don’t know,”
was the reply; “perhaps, because I think a good
deal about it. I dreamed last night”——
“Oh, I thought so,” said
Maria, playfully interrupting her sister; “I
should think the little fairies were playing hide and
seek all around your pillow every night. I wish
they would whisper in my ears as they do in yours.
Why, the naughty things hardly ever speak to me, and
when they do, they tell a very different story from
those they tell you. It is generally about falling
down from a church steeple, or something of that kind.
Well, what did they say to you this time, dear?”
“I never had such a dream before,”
said the favorite, her face glowing with a new, almost
an unearthly radiance; “I mean I never had one
just like it. When dear mother died, you remember
I told you a dream about the angels. Last night
I thought they came to me again, and I saw mother,
too, so clearly!”
She stopped, and her eyes fell.
She seemed almost sorry that she had said as much;
for she had not forgotten that the former dream to
which she alluded had caused her sisters pain, and
she thought, that perhaps she should make them unhappy
again, if she related her dream of the night before.
But her sisters begged her to go on, and she did so.
“When I went to sleep,”
said she, “I was thinking of—of—what
father had said to me”—and she burst
into a flood of tears. Her sisters wept, too;
for they well remembered that their father had come
home intoxicated that night, and that he had spoken
very harshly to them all, and especially to the youngest.
They could not say much to console her. What could
they say? Silently they wept, and by their tears
and embraces they told her how deeply they sympathized
with her, and how much they would do for her, if they
could. When the little dreamer was able to go
on, she said,
“I was thinking about this when
I went to sleep. I thought I was crying, and
wondering why God should let dear mother die, and leave
us all alone, when I heard some one say, ‘Look
up,’ I looked up in the sky, and all the stars
were windows, and I saw through them. I saw heaven—so
beautiful—so beautiful! I saw mother
looking out of one of these windows, and she smiled,
as she did when we brought the rose to her bed-side.
I heard her call my name, and she reached her arms
toward me, and said, ‘You may come,’ Oh,
this was not like other dreams”——
“Don’t think of it, dear
sister; don’t think of it any more,” said
Eliza. “You was not well last night, and
I have often heard, that when people are ill, their
dreams are more apt to be disturbed. But we will
not say any more about it now, dear.”
“No,” said Maria; “we
shall all feel too sad, if we do.” And she
made an effort to be cheerful; though tears stood
in her eyes as she spoke.
“I don’t know why it makes
others feel sad to think of heaven,” said the
favorite. “I should love dearly to go there.”
“But then it is so dreadful to die!”
“I know it; but mother was so happy when she
died!”
“Would you be willing to leave your sisters,
dear Sue?”
“No; not unless I could see
my mother and Christ. Oh, I do love Christ more
than all the rest of my friends! Do you think
that is wrong?”
The three sisters slowly and thoughtfully
bent their steps homeward, and just as the sun was
setting, and the western clouds were spread with the
beauty and glory of twilight, they entered that cottage
which, though the abode of sorrow, was yet dear and
sacred to them, because it was once the home of their
mother.
From that time, the gentle, loving,
thoughtful little Sue, faded—faded as a
flower in the autumn wind. She had not been well
for weeks; and soon it was evident that she was rapidly
declining. Was her dream a cause or an effect—a
cause of her decline, or an effect of an illness already
preying upon her frail system? Perhaps we cannot
tell. There is something very remarkable about
many dreams. It is not easy to account for them
all, by what is known of the laws of the mind.
But we must not stop now to inquire into this matter.
Step by step, that cherished sister
went downward to the grave; and before the summer
had come, while the early violet and the pure anemone
were still in bloom, God called her home. Peacefully
and beautifully her sun went down. “They
have come,” she said. So died the youngest—the
favorite child.