“It was ma luck, Sinclair, an’ I couldna
win by it.”
“Ha’vers! It was
David Vedder’s whiskey that turned ma boat tapsalteerie,
Geordie Twatt.”
“Thou had better blame Hacon;
he turned the boat Widdershins an’ what
fule doesna ken that it is evil luck to go contrarie
to the sun?”
“It is waur luck to have a drunken,
superstitious pilot. Twatt, that Norse blood
i’ thy veins is o’er full o’ freets.
Fear God, an’ mind thy wark, an’ thou
needna speir o’ the sun what gate to turn the
boat.”
“My Norse blood willna stand
ony Scot stirring it up, Sinclair. I come o’
a mighty kind—”
“Tush, man! Mules mak’
an unco’ full about their ancestors having been
horses. It has come to this, Geordie: thou
must be laird o’ theesel’ before I’ll
trust thee again with ony craft o’ mine.”
Then Peter Sinclair lifted his papers, and, looking
the discharged sailor steadily in the face, bid him
“go on his penitentials an’ think things
o’er a bit.”
Geordie Twatt went sullenly out, but
Peter was rather pleased with himself; he believed
that he had done his duty in a satisfactory manner.
And if a man was in a good temper with himself, it
was just the kind of even to increase his satisfaction.
The gray old town of Kirkwall lay in supernatural
glory, the wondrous beauty of the mellow gloaming blending
with soft green and rosy-red spears of light that shot
from east to west, or charged upward to the zenith.
The great herring fleet outside the harbor was as
motionless as “a painted fleet upon a
painted ocean”—the men were sleeping
or smoking upon the piers—not a foot fell
upon the flagged streets, and the only murmur of sound
was round the public fountains, where a few women
were perched on the bowl’s edge, knitting and
gossiping.
Peter Sinclair was, perhaps, not a
man inclined to analyze such things, but they had
their influence over him; for, as he drifted slowly
home in his skiff, he began to pity Geordie’s
four motherless babies, and to wonder if he had been
as patient with him as he might have been. “An’
yet,” he murmured, “there’s the loss
on the goods, an’ the loss o’ time, and
the boat to steek afresh forbye the danger to life!
Na, na, I’m no called upon to put life i’
peril for a glass o’ whiskey.”
Then he lifted his head, and there,
on the white sands, stood his daughter Margaret.
He was conscious of a great thrill of pride as he
looked at her, for Margaret Sinclair, even among the
beautiful women of the Orcades, was most beautiful
of all. In a few minutes he had fastened his
skiff at a little jetty, and was walking with her over
the springy heath toward a very pretty house of white
stone. It was his own house, and he was proud
of it also, but not half so proud of the house as of
its tiny garden; for there, with great care and at
great cost, he had managed to rear a few pansies,
snowdrops, lilies of the valley, and other hardy English
flowers. Margaret and he stooped lovingly over
them, and it was wonderful to see how Peter’s
face softened, and how gently the great rough hands,
that had been all day handling smoked geese and fish,
touched these frail, trembling blossoms.
“Eh, lassie! I could most
greet wi’ joy to see the bonnie bit things;
when I can get time I’se e’en go wi’
thee to Edinburgh; I’d like weel to see such
fields an’ gardens an’ trees as I hear
thee tell on.”
Then Margaret began again to describe
the greenhouses, the meadows and wheat fields, the
forests of oaks and beeches she had seen during her
school days in Edinburgh. Peter listened to her
as if she was telling a wonderful fairy story, but
he liked it, and, as he cut slice after slice from
his smoked goose, he enjoyed her talk of roses and
apple-blossoms, and smacked his lips for the thousandth
time when she described a peach, and said, “It
tasted, father, as if it had been grown in the Garden
of Eden.”
After such conversations Peter was
always stern and strict. He felt an actual anger
at Adam and Eve; their transgression became a keenly
personal affair, for he had a very vivid sense of the
loss they had entailed upon him. The vague sense
of wrong made him try to fix it, and, after a short
reflection, he said in an injured tone:
“I wonder when Ronald’s coming hame again?”
“Ronald is all right, father.”
“A’ wrong, thou means,
lassie. There’s three vessels waiting to
be loaded, an’ the books sae far ahint that
I kenna whether I’m losing or saving. Where
is he?”
“Not far away. He will
be at the Stones of Stennis this week some time with
an Englishman he fell in with at Perth.”
“I wonder, now, was it for my
sins or his ain that the lad has sic auld world notions?
There isna a pagan altar-stane ‘tween John O’Groat’s
an’ Lambaness he doesna run after. I wish
he were as anxious to serve in the Lord’s temple—I
would build him a kirk an’ a manse for it.”
“We’ll be proud of Ronald
yet, father. The Sinclairs have been fighting
and making money for centuries: it is a sign of
grace to have a scholar and a poet at last among them.”
Peter grumbled. His ideas of
poetry were limited by the Scotch psalms, and, as
for scholarship, he asserted that the books were better
kept when he used his own method of tallies and crosses.
Then he remembered Geordie Twatt’s misfortune,
and had his little grumble out on this subject:
“Boat and goods might hae been a total loss,
no to speak o’ the lives o’ Geordie an’
the four lads wi’ him; an’ a’ for
the sake o’ liquor!”
Margaret looked at the brandy bottle
standing at her father’s elbow, and, though
she did not speak, the look annoyed Peter.
“You arna to even my glass wi’
his, lassie. I ken when to stop—Geordie
never does.”
“It is a common fault in more
things than drinking, father. When Magnus Hay
has struck the first blow he is quite ready to draw
his dirk and strike the last one; and Paul Snackole,
though he has made gold and to spare, will just go
on making gold until death takes the balances out of
his hands. There are few folks that in all things
offend not.”
She looked so noble standing before
him, so fair and tall, her hair yellow as down, her
eyes cool and calm and blue as night; her whole attitude
so serene, assured and majestic, that Peter rose uneasily,
left his glass unfinished, and went away with a very
confused “good night.”
In the morning the first thing he
did when he reached his office, was to send for the
offending sailor.
“Geordie, my Margaret says there
are plenty folk as bad as thou art; so, thou’lt
just see to the steeking o’ the boat, an’
be ready to sail her—or upset her—i’
ten days again.”
“I’ll keep her right side
up for Margaret Sinclair’s sake—tell
her I said that, Master.”
“I’se do no promising
for thee Geordie. Between wording an’ working
is a lang road, but Kirkwall an’ Stromness kens
thee for an honest lad, an’ thou wilt mind this—things
promised are things due.”
Insensibly this act of forbearance
lightened Peter’s whole day; he was good-tempered
with the world, and the world returned the compliment.
When night came, and he watched for Margaret on the
sands, he was delighted to see that Ronald was with
her. The lad had come home and nothing was now
remembered against him. That night it was Ronald
told him fairy-stories of great cities and universities,
of miles of books and pictures, of wonderful machinery
and steam engines, of delicious things to eat and
drink. Peter felt as if he must start southward
by the next mail packet, but in the morning he thought
more unselfishly.
“There are forty families depending
on me sticking to the shop an’ the boats, Ronald,
an’ I canna go pleasuring till there is ane to
step into my shoes.”
Ronald Sinclair had all the fair,
stately beauty and noble presence of his sister, but
yet there was some lack about him easier to feel than
to define. Perhaps no one was unconscious of
this lack except Margaret; but women have a grand
invention where their idols are concerned, and create
readily for them every excellency that they lack.
Her own two years’ study in an Edinburgh boarding-school
had been very superficial, and she knew it; but this
wonderful Ronald could read Homer and Horace, could
play and sketch, and recite Shakespeare and write poetry.
If he could have done none of these things, if he
had been dull and ugly, and content to trade in fish
and wool, she would still have loved him tenderly;
how much more then, this handsome Antinous, whom she
credited with all the accomplishments of Apollo.
Ronald needed all her enthusiastic
support. He had left heavy college bills, and
he had quite made up his mind that he would not be
a minister and that he would be a lawyer. He
could scarcely have decided on two things more offensive
to his father. Only for the hope of having a
minister in the family had Peter submitted to his son’s
continued demands for money. For this end he
had bought books, and paid for all kinds of teachers
and tours, and sighed over the cost of Ronald’s
different hobbies. And now he was not only to
have a grievous disappointment, but also a great offence,
for Peter Sinclair shared fully in the Arcadean dislike
and distrust of lawyers, and would have been deeply
offended at any one requiring their aid in any business
transaction with him.
His son’s proposal to be a “writer”
he took almost as a personal insult. He had formed
his own opinion of the profession and the opinion of
any other person who would say a word in favor of
a lawyer he considered of no value. Margaret
had a hard task before her, that she succeeded at all
was due to her womanly tact. Ronald and his father
simply clashed against each other and exchanged pointed
truths which hurt worse than wounds. At length,
when the short Arcadean summer was almost over, Margaret
won a hard and reluctant consent.
“The lad is fit for naething
better, I suppose”—and the old man
turned away to shed the bitterest tears of his whole
life. They shocked Margaret; she was terrified
at her success, and, falling humbly at his feet, she
besought him to forget and forgive her importunities,
and to take back a gift baptized with such ominous
tears.
But Peter Sinclair, having been compelled
to take such a step, was not the man to retrace it;
he shook his head in a dour, hopeless way: “He
couldna say ‘yes’ an’ ‘no’
in a breath, an’ Ronald must e’en drink
as he brewed.”
These struggles, so real and sorrowful
to his father and sister, Ronald had no sympathy with—not
that he was heartless, but that he had taught himself
to believe they were the result of ignorance of the
world and old-fashioned prejudices. He certainly
intended to become a great man—perhaps
a judge—and, when he was one of “the
Lords,” he had no doubt his father would respect
his disobedience. He knew his father as little
as he knew himself. Peter Sinclair was only Peter
Sinclair’s opinions incorporate; and he could
no more have changed them than he could have changed
the color of his eyes or the shape of his nose; and
the difference between a common lawyer and a “lord,”
in his eyes, would only have been the difference between
a little oppressor and a great one.
For the first time in all her life
Margaret suspected a flaw in this perfect crystal
of a brother; his gay debonnaire manner hurt her.
Even if her father’s objections were ignorant
prejudices, they were positive convictions to him,
and she did not like to see them smiled at, entertained
by the cast of the eye, and the put-by of the turning
hand. But loving women are the greatest of philistines:
knock their idol down daily, rob it of every beauty,
cut off its hands and head, and they will still “set
it up in its place,” and fall down and worship
it.
Undoubtedly Margaret was one of the
blindest of these characters, but the world may pause
before it scorns them too bitterly. It is faith
of this sublime integrity which, brought down to personal
experience, believes, endures, hopes, sacrifices and
loves on to the end, winning finally what never would
have been given to a more prudent and reasonable devotion.
So, if Margaret had her doubts, she put them arbitrarily
down, and sent her brother away with manifold tokens
of her love—among them, with a check on
the Kirkwall Bank for sixty pounds, the whole of her
personal savings.
To this frugal Arcadean maid it seemed
a large sum, but she hoped by the sacrifice to clear
off Ronald’s college debts, and thus enable him
to start his new race unweighted. It was but
a mouthful to each creditor, but it put them off for
a time, and Ronald was not a youth inclined to “take
thought” for their “to-morrow.”
He had been entered for four years’
study with the firm of Wilkes & Brechen, writers and
conveyancers, of the city of Glasgow. Her father
had paid the whole fee down, and placed in the Western
Bank to his credit four hundred pounds for his four
years’ support. Whatever Ronald thought
of the provision, Peter considered it a magnificent
income, and it had cost him a great struggle to give
up at once, and for no evident return, so much of
his hard-earned gold. To Ronald he said nothing
of this reluctance; he simply put vouchers for both
transactions in his hand, and asked him to “try
an’ spend the siller as weel as it had been
earned.”
But to Margaret he fretted not a little.
“Fourteen hun’red pounds a’ thegither,
dawtie,” he said in a tearful voice. “I
warked early an’ late through mony a year for
it; an’ it is gane a’ at once, though I
hae naught but words an’ promises for it.
I ken, Margaret, that I am an auld farrant trader,
but I’se aye say that it is a bad well into which
are must put water.”
When Ronald went, the summer went
too. It became necessary to remove at once to
their rock-built house in one of the narrow streets
of Kirkwall. Margaret was glad of the change;
her father could come into the little parlor behind
the shop any time in the day and smoke his pipe beside
her. He needed this consolation sorely; his son’s
conduct had grieved him far more deeply than he would
allow, and Margaret often saw him gazing southward
over the stormy Pentland Frith with a very mournful
face.
But a good heart soon breaks bad fortune
and Peter had a good heart, sound and sweet and true
to his fellow-creatures and full of faith in God.
It is true that his creed was of the very strictest
and sternest; but men are always better than their
theology and Margaret knew from the Scriptures chosen
for their household worship that in the depth and
stillness of his soul his human fatherhood had anchored
fast to the fatherhood of God.
Arcadean winters are long and dreary,
but no one need much pity the Arcadeans; they have
learned how to make them the very festival of social
life. And, in spite of her anxiety about Ronald,
Margaret thoroughly enjoyed this one—perhaps
the more because Captain Olave Thorkald spent two
months of it with them in Kirkwall. There had
been a long attachment between the young soldier and
Margaret; and having obtained his commission, he had
come to ask also for the public recognition of their
engagement. Margaret was rarely beautiful and
rarely happy, and she carried with a charming and kindly
grace the full cup of her felicity. The Arcadeans
love to date from a good year, and all her life afterward
Margaret reckoned events from this pleasant winter.
Peter Sinclair’s house being
one of the largest in Kirkwall, was a favorite gathering
place, and Peter took his full share in all the home-like,
innocent amusements which beguiled the long, dreary
nights. No one in Orkney or Zetland could recite
Ossian with more passion and tenderness, and he enjoyed
his little triumph over the youngsters who emulated
him. No one could sing a Scotch song with more
humor, and few of the lads and lassies could match
Peter in a blithe foursome reel or a rattling strathspey.
Some, indeed, thought that good Dr. Ogilvie had a
more graceful spring and a longer breath, but Peter
always insisted that his inferiority to the minister
was a voluntary concession to the Dominie’s
superior dignity. It was, however, a rivalry that
always ended in a firmer grip at parting. These
little festivals, in which young and old freely mingled,
cultivated to perfection the best and kindest feelings
of both classes. Age mellowed to perfect sweetness
in the sunshine of youthful gayety, and youth learned
from age how at once to be merry and wise.
At length June arrived; and though
winter lingered in spates, the song of the
skylark and the thrush heralded the spring. When
the dream-like voice of the cuckoo should be heard
once more, Peter and Margaret had determined to take
a long summer trip. They were to go first to Perth,
where Captain Thorkald was stationed, and then to Glasgow
and see Ronald. But God had planned another journey
for Peter, even one to a “land very far off.”
A disease, to which he had been subject at intervals
for many years, suddenly assumed a fatal character
and Peter needed no one to tell him that his days
were numbered.
He set his house in order, and then,
going with Margaret to his summer dwelling, waited
quietly. He said little on the subject, and as
long as he was able, gave himself up with the delight
of a child to watching the few flowers in his garden;
but still one solemn, waylaying thought made these
few last weeks of life peculiarly hushed and sacred.
Ronald had been sent for, and the old man, with the
clear prescience that sometimes comes before death,
divined much and foresaw much he did not care to speak
about—only that in some subtle way he made
Margaret perceive that Ronald was to be cared for
and watched over, and that to her this charge was
committed.
Before the summer was quite over Peter
Sinclair went away. In his tarrying by the eternal
shore he became, as it were, purified of the body,
and one lovely night, when gloaming and dawning mingled,
and the lark was thrilling the midnight skies, he
heard the Master call him, and promptly answered,
“Here am I.” Then “Death, with
sweet enlargement, did dismiss him hence.”
He had been considered a rich man
in Orkney, and, therefore, Ronald—who had
become accustomed to a Glasgow standard of wealth—was
much disappointed. His whole estate was not worth
over six thousand pounds; about two thousand pounds
of this was in gold, the rest was invested in his
houses in Kirkwall, and in a little cottage in Stromness,
where Peter’s wife had been born. He gave
to Ronald £1800, and to Margaret £200 and the life
rent of the real property. Ronald had already
received £1400, and, therefore, had no cause of complaint,
but somehow he felt as if he had been wronged.
He was older than his sister, and the son of the house,
and use and custom were not in favor of recognizing
daughters as having equal rights. But he kept
such thoughts to himself, and when he went back to
Glasgow took with him solid proof of his sister’s
devotion.
It was necessary, now, for Margaret
to make a great change in her life. She determined
to remove to Stromness and occupy the little four-roomed
cottage that had been her mother’s. It stood
close to that of Geordie Twatt, and she felt that
in any emergency she was thus sure of one faithful
friend. “A lone woman” in Margaret’s
position has in these days numberless objects of interest
of which Margaret never dreamed. She would have
thought it a kind of impiety to advise her minister,
or meddle in church affairs. These simple parents
attended themselves to the spiritual training of their
children—there was no necessity for Sunday
Schools, and they did not exist. She was not one
of those women whom their friends call “beings,”
and who have deep and mysterious feelings that interpret
themselves in poems and thrilling stories. She
had no taste for philosophy or history or social science,
and had been taught to regard novels as dangerously
sinful books.
But no one need imagine that she was
either wretched or idle. In the first place,
she took life much more calmly and slowly than we do;
a very little pleasure or employment went a long way.
She read her Bible and helped her old servant Helga
to keep the house in order. She had her flowers
to care for,—and her brother and lover to
write to. She looked after Geordie Twatt’s
little motherless lads, went to church and to see
her friends, and very often had her friends to see
her. It happened to be a very stormy winter,
and the mails were often delayed for weeks together.
This was her only trouble. Ronald’s letters
were more and more unsatisfactory; he was evidently
unhappy and dissatisfied and heartily tired of his
new study. Posts were so irregular that often
their letters seemed to be playing at cross purposes.
She determined as soon as spring opened to go and
have a straightforward talk with him.
So the following June Geordie Twatt
took her in his boat to Thurso, where Captain Thorkald
was waiting for her. They had not met since Peter
Sinclair’s death, and that event had materially
affected their prospects. Before it their marriage
had been a possible joy in some far future; now there
was no greater claim on her care and love than the
captain’s, and he urged their early marriage.
Margaret had her two hundred pounds
with her, and she promised to buy her “plenishing”
during her visit to Glasgow. In those days girls
made their own trousseau, sewing into every garment
solemn and tender hopes and joys. Margaret thought
that proper attention to this dear stitching as well
as proper respect for her father’s memory, asked
of her yet at least another year’s delay; and
for the present Captain Thorkald thought it best not
to urge her further.
Ronald received his sister very joyfully.
He had provided lodgings for her with their father’s
old correspondent, Robert Gorie, a tea merchant in
the Cowcaddens. The Cowcaddens was then a very
respectable street, and Margaret was quite pleased
with her quarters. She was not pleased with Ronald,
however. He avowed himself thoroughly disgusted
with the law, and declared his intention of forfeiting
his fee and joining his friend Walter Cashell in a
manufacturing scheme.
Margaret could feel that he
was all wrong, but she could not reason about a business
of which she knew nothing, and Ronald took his own
way. But changing and bettering are two different
things, and, though he was always talking of his “good
luck” and his “good bargains”, Margaret
was very uneasy. Perhaps Robert Gorie was partly
to blame for this; his pawky face and shrewd little
eyes made visible dissents to all such boasts; nor
did he scruple to say, “Guid luck needs guid
elbowing, Ronald, an’ it is at the guid bargains
I aye pause an’ ponder.”
The following winter was a restless,
unhappy one; Ronald was either painfully elated or
very dull; and, soon after the New Year, Walter Cashell
fell into bad health, went to the West Indies, and
left Ronald with the whole business to manage.
He soon now began to come to his sister, not only
for advice, but for money. Margaret believed at
first that she was only supplying Walter’s sudden
loss, but when her cash was all gone, and Ronald urged
her to mortgage her rents she resolutely shut her
ears to all his plausible promises, and refused to
“throw more good money after bad.”
It was the first ill-blood between
them, and it hurt Margaret sorely. She was glad
when the fine weather came, and she could escape to
her island home, for Ronald was cool to her, and said
cruel things of Captain Thorkald, for whose sake he
declared his sister had refused to help him.
One day, at the end of the following
August, when most of the towns-people—men
and women—had gone to the moss to cut the
winter’s peat, she saw Geordie Twatt coming
toward the house. Something about his appearance
troubled her, and she went to the open door and stood
waiting for him.
“What is it, Geordie?”
“I am bidden to tell thee, Margaret
Sinclair, to be at the Stanes o’ Stennis to-night
at eleven o’clock.”
“Who trysts me there, Geordie, at such an hour?”
“Thy brother; but thou’lt come—yes,
thou wilt.”
Margaret’s very lips turned
white as she answered: “I’ll be there—see
thou art, too.”
“Sure as death! If naebody
spiers after me, thou needna say I was here at a’,
thou needna.”
Margaret understood the caution, and
nodded her head. She could not speak, and all
day long she wandered about like a soul in a restless
dream.
Fortunately, every one was weary at
night, and went early to rest, and she found little
difficulty in getting outside the town without notice;
and one of the ponies on the common took her speedily
across the moor.
Late as it was, twilight lingered
over the silent moor, with its old Pictish mounds
and burial places, giving them an indescribable aspect
of something weird and eerie. No one could have
been insensible to the mournful, brooding light and
the unearthly stillness, and Margaret was trembling
with a supernatural terror as she stood amid the solemn
circle of gray stones and looked over the lake of
Stennis and the low, brown hills of Harray.
From behind one of these gigantic
pillars Ronald came toward her—Ronald,
and yet not Ronald. He was dressed as a common
sailor, and otherwise shamefully disguised. There
was no time to soften things—he told his
miserable story in a few plain words:
“His business had become so
entangled that he knew not which way to turn, and,
sick of the whole affair, he had taken a passage for
Australia, and then forged a note on the Western Bank
for £900. He had hoped to be far at sea with
his ill-gotten money before the fraud was discovered,
but suspicion had gathered around him so quickly, that
he had not even dared to claim his passage. Then
he fled north, and, fortunately, discovering Geordie’s
boat at Wick, had easily prevailed on him to put off
at once with him.”
What cowards sin makes of us!
Margaret had seen this very lad face death often,
among the sunken rocks and cruel surfs, that he might
save the life of a ship-wrecked sailor, and now, rather
than meet the creditors whom he had wronged, he had
committed a robbery and was flying from the gallows.
She was shocked and stunned, and stood
speechless, wringing her hands and moaning pitifully.
Her brother grew impatient. Often the first result
of a bitter sense of sin is to make the sinner peevish
and irritable.
“Margaret,” he said, almost
angrily, “I came to bid you farewell, and to
promise you, by my father’s name! to retrieve
all this wrong. If you can speak a kind word
speak it, for God’s sake—if not, I
must go without it!”
Then she fell upon his neck, and,
amid sobs and kisses, said all that love so sorely
and suddenly tried could say. He could not even
soothe her anguish by any promise to write, but he
did promise to come back to her sooner or later with
restitution in his hand. All she could do now
for this dear brother was to call Geordie to her side
and put him in his care; taking what consolation she
could from his assurance that “he would keep
him out at sea until the search was cold, and if followed
carry him into some of the dangerous ‘races’
between the islands.” If any sailor could
keep his boat above water in them, she knew Geordie
could; and if not—she durst follow
that thought no further, but, putting her hands before
her face, stood praying, while the two men pulled
silently away in the little skiff that had brought
them up the outlet connecting the lake of Stennis
with the sea. Margaret would have turned away
from Ronald’s open grave less heart-broken.
It was midnight now, but her real
terror absorbed all imaginary ones; she did not even
call a pony, but with swift, even steps walked back
to Stromness. Ere she had reached it, she had
decided what was to be done, and next day she left
Kirkwall in the mail packet for the mainland.
Thence by night and day she traveled to Glasgow, and
a week after her interview with Ronald she was standing
before the directors of the defrauded bank and offering
them the entire proceeds of her Kirkwall property
until the debt was paid.
The bank had thoroughly respected
Peter Sinclair, and his daughter’s earnest,
decided offer won their ready sympathy. It was
accepted without any question of interest, though
she could not hope to clear off the obligation in
less than nine years. She did not go near any
of her old acquaintances; she had no heart to bear
their questions and condolences, and she had no money
to stay in Glasgow at charges. Winter was coming
on rapidly, but before it broke over the lonely islands
she had reached her cottage in Stromness again.
There had been, of course, much talk
concerning her hasty journey, but no one had suspected
its cause. Indeed, the pursuit after Ronald had
been entirely the bank’s affair, had been committed
to private detectives and had not been nearly so hot
as the frightened criminal believed. His failure
and flight had indeed been noticed in the Glasgow
newspapers, but this information did not reach Kirkwall
until the following spring, and then in a very indefinite
form.
About a week after her return, Geordie
Twatt came into port. Margaret frequently went
to his cottage with food or clothing for the children,
and she contrived to meet him there.
“Yon lad is a’ right,
indeed is he,” he said, with an assumption of
indifference.
“Oh, Geordie! where?”
“A ship going westward took him off the boat.”
“Thank God! You will say naught at all,
Geordie?”
“I ken naught at a’ save
that his father’s son was i’ trouble, an’
trying to gie thae weary, unchancy lawyers the go-by.
I was fain eneuch mesel’ to balk them.”
But Margaret’s real trials were
all yet to come. The mere fact of doing a noble
deed does not absolve one often from very mean and
petty consequences. Before the winter was half
over she had found out how rapid is the descent from
good report. The neighbors were deeply offended
at her for giving up the social tea parties and evening
gatherings that had made the house of Sinclair popular
for more than one generation. She gave still
greater offence by becoming a workingwoman, and spending
her days in braiding straw into the (once) famous Orkney
Tuscans, and her long evenings in the manufacture of
those delicate knitted goods peculiar to the country.
It was not alone that they grudged
her the money for these labors, as so much out of
their own pockets—they grudged her also
the time; for they had been long accustomed to rely
on Margaret Sinclair for their children’s garments,
for nursing the sick and for help in weddings, funerals
and all the other extraordinary occasions of sympathy
among a primitively social people.
Little by little, all winter, the
sentiment of disapproval and dislike gathered.
Some one soon found out that Margaret’s tenants
“just sent every bawbee o’ the rent-siller
to the Glasgow Bank;” and this was a double
offence, as it implied a distrust of her own townsfolk
and institutions. If from her humble earnings
she made a little gift to any common object its small
amount was a fresh source of anger and contempt; for
none knew how much she had to deny herself even for
such curtailed gratuities.
In fact, Margaret Sinclair’s
sudden stinginess and indifference to her townsfolk
was the common wonder and talk of every little gathering.
Old friends began to either pointedly reprove her,
or pointedly ignore her; and at last even old Helga
took the popular tone and said, “Margaret Sinclair
had got too scrimping for an auld wife like her to
bide wi’ langer.”
Through all this Margaret suffered
keenly. At first she tried earnestly to make
her old friends understand that she had good reasons
for her conduct; but as she would not explain these
good reasons, she failed in her endeavor. She
had imagined that her good conscience would support
her, and that she could live very well without love
and sympathy; she soon found out that it is a kind
of negative punishment worse than many stripes.
At the end of the winter Captain Thorkald
again earnestly pressed their marriage, saying that,
“his regiment was ordered to Chelsea, and any
longer delay might be a final one.” He proposed
also, that his father, the Udaller Thorkald of Serwick,
should have charge of her Orkney property, as he understood
its value and changes. Margaret wrote and frankly
told him that her property was not hers for at least
seven years, but that it was under good care, and
he must accept her word without explanation.
Out of this only grew a very unsatisfactory correspondence.
Captain Thorkald went south without Margaret, and a
very decided coolness separated them farther than
any number of miles.
Udaller Thorkald was exceedingly angry,
and his remarks about Margaret Sinclair’s refusal
“to trust her bit property in as guid hands as
her own” increased very much the bitter feeling
against the poor girl. At the end of three years
the trial became too great for her; she began to think
of running away from it.
Throughout these dark days she had
purposely and pointedly kept apart from her old friend
Dr. Ogilvie, for she feared his influence over her
might tempt her to confidence. Latterly the doctor
had humored her evident desire, but he had never ceased
to watch over and, in a great measure, to believe
in her; and, when he heard of this determination to
quit Orkney forever, he came to Stromness with a resolution
to spare no efforts to win her confidence.
He spoke very solemnly and tenderly
to her, reminded her of her father’s generosity
and good gifts to the church and the poor, and said:
“O, Margaret, dear lass! what good at a’
will thy silent money do thee in that Day?
It ought to speak for thee out o’ the mouths
o’ the sorrowfu’ an’ the needy,
the widows an’ the fatherless—indeed
it ought. And thou hast gien naught for thy Master’s
sake these three years! I’m fair ’shamed
to think thou bears sae kind a name as thy father’s.”
What could Margaret do? She broke
into passionate sobbing, and, when the good old man
left the cottage an hour afterward there was a strange
light on his face, and he walked and looked as if he
had come from some interview that had set him for
a little space still nearer to the angels. Margaret
had now one true friend, and in a few days after this
she rented her cottage and went to live with the dominie.
Nothing could have so effectually reinstated her in
public opinion; wherever the dominie went on a message
of help or kindness Margaret went with him. She
fell gradually into a quieter but still more affectionate
regard—the aged, the sick and the little
children clung to her hands, and she was comforted.
Her life seemed, indeed, to have wonderfully
narrowed, but when the tide is fairly out, it begins
to turn again. In the fifth year of her poverty
there was from various causes, such an increase in
the value of real estate, that her rents were nearly
doubled, and by the end of the seventh year she had
paid the last shilling of her assumed debt, and was
again an independent woman.
It might be two years after this that
she one day received a letter that filled her with
joy and amazement. It contained a check for her
whole nine hundred pounds back again. “The
bank had just received from Ronald Sinclair, of San
Francisco, the whole amount due it, with the most
satisfactory acknowledgment and interest.”
It was a few minutes before Margaret could take in
all the joy this news promised her; but when she did,
the calm, well-regulated girl had never been so near
committing extravagances.
She ran wildly upstairs to the dominie,
and, throwing herself at his knees, cried out, amid
tears and smiles: “Father! father!
Here is your money! Here is the poor’s
money and the church’s money! God has sent
it back to me! Sent it back with such glad tidings!”—and
surely if angels rejoice with repenting sinners, they
must have felt that day a far deeper joy with the
happy, justified girl.
She knew now that she also would soon
hear from Ronald, and she was not disappointed.
The very next day the dominie brought home the letter.
Margaret took it upstairs to read it upon her knees,
while the good old man walked softly up and down his
study praying for her. Presently she came to
him with a radiant face.
“Is it weel wi’ the lad, ma dawtie?”
“Yes, father; it is very well.” Then
she read him the letter.
Ronald had been in New Orleans and
had the fever; he had been in Texas, and spent four
years in fighting Indians and Mexicans and in herding
cattle. He had suffered many things, but had worked
night and day, and always managed to grow a little
richer every year. Then, suddenly, the word “California!”
rung through the world, and he caught the echo even
on the lonely southwestern prairies. Through incredible
hardships he had made his way thither, and a sudden
and wonderful fortune had crowned his labors, first
in mining and afterward in speculation and merchandising.
He said that he was indeed afraid to tell her how rich
he was lest to her Arcadean views the sum might appear
incredible.
Margaret let the letter fall on her
lap and clasped her hands above it. Her face
was beautiful. If the prodigal son had a sister
she must have looked just as Margaret looked when
they brought in her lost brother, in the best robe
and the gold ring.
The dominie was not so satisfied.
A good many things in the letter displeased him, but
he kissed Margaret tenderly and went away from her.
“It is a’ I did this, an’
I did that, an’ I suffered you;
there is nae word o’ God’s help, or o’
what ither folk had to thole. I’ll no be
doing ma duty if I dinna set his sin afore his e’en.”
The old man was little used to writing,
and the effort was a great one, but he bravely made
it, and without delay. In a few curt, idiomatic
sentences he told Ronald Margaret’s story of
suffering and wrong and poverty; her hard work for
daily bread; her loss of friends, of her good name
and her lover, adding: “It is a puir success,
ma lad, that ye dinna acknowledge God in; an’
let me tell thee, thy restitution is o’er late
for thy credit. I wad hae thought better o’
it had thou made it when it took the last plack i’
thy pouch. Out o’ thy great wealth, a few
hun’red pounds is nae matter to speak aboot.”
But people did speak of it. In
spite of our chronic abuse of human nature it is,
after all, a kindly nature, and rejoices in good more
than in evil. The story of Ronald’s restitution
is considered honorable to it, and it was much made
of in the daily papers. Margaret’s friends
flocked round her again, saying, “I’m sorry,
Margaret!” as simply and honestly as little
children, and the dominie did not fail to give them
the lecture on charity that Margaret neglected.
Whether the Udaller Thorkald wrote
to his son anent these transactions, or whether the
captain read in the papers enough to satisfy him, he
never explained; but one day he suddenly appeared at
Dr. Ogilvie’s and asked for Margaret. He
had probably good excuses for his conduct to offer;
if not, Margaret was quite ready to invent for him—as
she had done for Ronald—all the noble qualities
he lacked. The captain was tired of military
life, and anxious to return to Orkney; and, as his
own and Margaret’s property was yearly increasing:
in value, he foresaw profitable employment for his
talents. He had plans for introducing many southern
improvements—for building a fine modern
house, growing some of the hardier fruits and for
the construction of a grand conservatory for Margaret’s
flowers.
It must be allowed that Captain Thorkald
was a very ordinary lord for a woman like Margaret
Sinclair to “love, honor and obey;” but
few men would have been worthy of her, and the usual
rule which shows us the noblest women marrying men
manifestly their inferiors is doubtless a wise one.
A lofty soul can have no higher mission
than to help upward one upon a lower plane, and surely
Captain Thorkald, being, as the dominie said, “no
that bad,” had the fairest opportunities
to grow to Margaret’s stature in Margaret’s
atmosphere.
While these things were occurring,
Ronald got Margaret’s letter. It was full
of love and praise, and had no word of blame or complaint
in it. He noticed, indeed, that she still signed
her name “Sinclair,” and that she never
alluded to Captain Thorkald, and the supposition that
the stain on his character had caused a rupture did,
for a moment, force itself upon his notice; but he
put it instantly away with the reflection that “Thorkald
was but a poor fellow, after all, and quite unworthy
of his sister.”
The very next mail-day he received
the dominie’s letter. He read it once,
and could hardly take it in; read it again and again,
until his lips blanched, and his whole countenance
changed. In that moment he saw Ronald Sinclair
for the first time in his life. Without a word,
he left his business, went to his house and locked
himself in his own room.
Then Margaret’s silent money
began to speak. In low upbraidings it showed him
the lonely girl in that desolate land trying to make
her own bread, deserted of lover and friends, robbed
of her property and good name, silently suffering
every extremity, never reproaching him once, not even
thinking it necessary to tell him of her sufferings,
or to count their cost unto him.
What is this bitterness we call remorse?
This agony of the soul in all its senses? This
sudden flood of intolerable light in the dark places
of our hearts? This truth-telling voice which
leaves us without a particle of our self-complacency?
For many days Ronald could find no words to speak
but these, “O, wretched man that I am!”
But at length the Comforter came as
swiftly and surely and mysteriously as the accuser
had come, and once more that miracle of grace was
renewed—“that day Jesus was guest
in the house of one who was a sinner.”
Margaret’s “silent money”
now found a thousand tongues. It spoke in many
a little feeble church that Ronald Sinclair held in
his arms until it was strong enough to stand alone.
It spoke in schools and colleges and hospitals, in
many a sorrowful home and to many a lonely, struggling
heart—and at this very day it has echoes
that reach from the far West to the lonely islands
beyond the stormy Pentland Firth, and the sea-shattering
precipices of Duncansbay Head.
It is not improbable that some of
my readers may take a summer’s trip to the Orkney
Islands; let me ask them to wait at Thurso—the
old town of Thor—for a handsome little
steamer that leaves there three times a week for Kirkwall.
It is the sole property of Captain Geordie Twatt, was
a gift from an old friend in California, and is called
“The Margaret Sinclair.”