“As a city broken
down and without walls, so is he that hath no
rule over his own spirit.”
“My soul! Master
Jesus, my soul!
My soul!
Dar’s a little thing
lays in my heart,
An’ de more I dig him
de better he spring:
My soul!
Dar’s a little thing
lays in my heart
An’ he sets my soul
on fire:
My soul!
Master Jesus, my soul! my
soul!”
The singer was a negro man, with a
very, black but very kindly face; and he was hoeing
corn in the rich bottom lands of the San Gabriel river
as he chanted his joyful little melody. It was
early in the morning, yet he rested on his hoe and
looked anxiously toward the cypress swamp on his left
hand.
“I’se mighty weary ’bout
Massa Davie; he’ll get himself into trouble ef
he stay dar much longer. Ole massa might be ’long
most any time now.” He communed with himself
in this strain for about five minutes, and then threw
his hoe across his shoulder, and picked a road among
the hills of growing corn until he passed out of the
white dazzling light of the field into the grey-green
shadows of the swamp. Threading his way among
the still black bayous, he soon came to a little clearing
in the cypress.
Here a young man was standing in an
attitude of expectancy—a very handsome
man clothed in the picturesque costume of a ranchero.
He leaned upon his rifle, but betrayed both anger
and impatience in the rapid switching to and fro of
his riding-whip. “Plato, she has not come!”
He said it reproachfully, as if the negro was to blame.
“I done tole you, Massa Davie,
dat Miss Lulu neber do noffing ob dat kind; ole massa
’ticlarly objects to Miss Lulu seeing you at
de present time.”
“My father objects to every one I like.”
“Ef Massa Davie jist ’lieve
it, ole massa want ebery thing for his good.”
“You oversize that statement
considerably, Plato. Tell my father, if he asks
you, that I am going with Jim Whaley, and give Miss
Lulu this letter.”
“I done promise ole massa neber
to gib Miss Lulu any letter or message from you, Massa
Davie.”
In a moment the youth’s handsome
face was flaming with ungovernable passion, and he
lifted his riding-whip to strike.
“For de Lord Jesus’ sake
don’t strike, Massa Davie! Dese arms done
carry you when you was de littlest little chile.
Don’t strike me!”
“I should be a brute if I did,
Plato;” but the blow descended upon the trunk
of the tree against which he had been leaning with
terrible force. Then David Lorimer went striding
through the swamp, his great bell spurs chiming to
his uneven, crashing tread.
Plato looked sorrowfully after him.
“Poor Massa Davie! He’s got de drefful
temper; got it each side ob de house—father
and mother, bofe. I hope de good Massa above
will make ’lowances for de young man—got
it bofe ways, he did.” And he went thoughtfully
back to his work, murmuring hopes and apologies for
the man he loved, with all the forgiving unselfishness
of a prayer in them.
In some respects Plato was right.
David Lorimer had inherited, both from father and
mother, an unruly temper. His father was a Scot,
dour and self-willed; his mother had been a Spanish
woman, of San Antonio—a daughter of the
grandee family of Yturris. Their marriage had
not been a happy one, and the fiery emotional Southern
woman had fretted her life away against the rugged
strength of the will which opposed hers. David
remembered his mother well, and idolized her memory;
right or wrong, he had always espoused her quarrel,
and when she died she left, between father and son,
a great gulf.
He had been hard to manage then, but
at twenty-two he was beyond all control, excepting
such as his cousin, Lulu Yturri, exercised over him.
But this love, the most pure and powerful influence
he acknowledged, had been positively forbidden.
The elder Lorimer declared that there had been too
much Spanish blood in the family; and it is likely
his motives commended themselves to his own conscience.
It was certain that the mere exertion of his will
in the matter gave him a pleasure he would not forego.
Yet he was theoretically a religious man, devoted to
the special creed he approved, and rigidly observing
such forms of worship as made any part of it.
But the law of love had never yet been revealed to
him; he had feared and trembled at the fiery Mount
of Sinai, but he had not yet drawn near to the tenderer
influences of Calvary.
He was a rich man also. Broad
acres waved with his corn and cotton, and he counted
his cattle on the prairies by tens of thousands; but
nothing in his mode of life indicated wealth.
The log-house, stretching itself out under gigantic
trees, was of the usual style of Texan architecture—broad
passages between every room, sweeping from front to
rear; and low piazzas, festooned with flowery vines,
shading it on every side. All around it, under
the live oaks, were scattered the negro cabins, their
staring whitewash looking picturesque enough under
the hanging moss and dark green foliage. But,
simple as the house was, it was approached by lordly
avenues, shaded with black-jack and sweet gum and
chincapin, interwoven with superb magnolias and gorgeous
tulip trees.
The Scot in a foreign country, too,
often steadily cultivates his national peculiarities.
James Lorimer was a Scot of this type. As far
as it was possible to do so in that sunshiny climate,
he introduced the grey, sombre influence of the land
of mists and east winds. His household was ruled
with stern gravity; his ranch was a model of good
management; and though few affected his society, he
was generally relied upon and esteemed; for, though
opinionated, egotistical, and austere, there was about
him a grand honesty and a sense of strength that would
rise to every occasion.
And so great is the influence of any
genuine nature, that David loved his father in a certain
fashion. The creed he held was a hard one; but
when he called his family and servants together, and
unflinchingly taught it, David, even in his worst
moods, was impressed with his sincerity and solemnity.
There was between them plenty of ground on which they
could have stood hand in hand, and learned to love
one another; but a passionate authority on the one
hand, and a passionate independence on the other,
kept them far apart.
Shortly before my story opens there
had been a more stubborn quarrel than usual, and James
Lorimer had forbidden his son to enter his house until
he chose to humble himself to his father’s authority.
Then David joined Jim Whaley, a great cattle drover,
and in a week they were on the road to New Mexico
with a herd of eight thousand.
This news greatly distressed James
Lorimer. He loved his son better than he was
aware of. There was a thousand deaths upon such
a road; there was a moral danger in the companionship
attending such a business, which he regarded with
positive horror. The drove had left two days when
he heard of its departure; but such droves travel
slowly, and he could overtake it if he wished to do
so. As he sat in the moonlight that night, smoking,
he thought the thing over until he convinced himself
that he ought to overtake it. Even if Davie would
not return with him, he could tell him of his danger,
and urge him to his duty and thus, at any rate, relieve
his own conscience of a burden.
Arriving at this conclusion, he looked
up and saw his niece Lulu leaning against one of the
white pilasters supporting the piazza. He regarded
her a moment curiously, as one may look at a lovely
picture. The pale, sensitive face, the swaying,
graceful figure, the flowing white robe, the roses
at her girdle, were all sharply revealed by the bright
moonlight, and nothing beautiful in them escaped his
notice. He was just enough to admit that the
temptation to love so fair a woman must have been
a great one to David. He had himself fallen into
just such a bewitching snare, and he believed it to
be his duty to prevent a recurrence of his own married
life at any sacrifice.
“Lulu!”
“Yes, uncle.”
“Have you spoken with or written to Davie lately?”
“Not since you forbid me.”
He said no more. He began wondering
if, after all, the girl would not have been better
than Jim Whaley. In a dim way it struck him that
people for ever interfering with destiny do not always
succeed in their intentions. It was an unusual
and unpractical vein of thought for James Lorimer,
and he put it uneasily away. Still over and over
came back the question, “What if Lulu’s
influence would have been sufficient to have kept
David from the wild reckless men with whom he was now
consorting?” For the first time in his life
he consciously admitted to himself that he might have
made a mistake.
The next morning he was early in the
saddle. The sky was blue and clear, the air full
of the fresh odor of earth and clover and wild flowers.
The swallows were making a jubilant twitter, the larks
singing on the edge of the prairie—the
glorious prairie, which the giants of the unflooded
world had cleared off and leveled for the dwelling-place
of Liberty. In his own way he enjoyed the scene;
but he could not, as he usually did, let the peace
of it sink into his heart. He had suddenly become
aware that he had an unpleasant duty to perform, and
to shirk a duty was a thing impossible to him.
Until he had obeyed the voice of Conscience, all other
voices would fail to arrest his interest or attention.
He rode on at a steady pace, keeping
the track very easily, and thinking of Lulu in a persistent
way that was annoying to him. Hitherto he had
given her very little thought. Half reluctantly
he had taken her into his household when she was four
years of age, and she had grown up there with almost
as little care as the vines which year by year clambered
higher over the piazzas. As for her beauty he
had thought no more of it than he did of the beauty
of the magnolias which sheltered his doorstep.
Mrs. Lorimer had loved her niece, and he had not interfered
with the affection. They were both Yturris; it
was natural that they should understand one another.
But his son was of a different race,
and the inheritor of his own traditions and prejudices.
A Scot from his own countryside had recently settled
in the neighborhood, and at the Sabbath gathering he
had seen and approved his daughter. To marry
his son David to Jessie Kennedy appeared to him a
most desirable thing, and he had considered its advantages
until he could not bear to relinquish the idea.
But when both fathers had settled the matter, David
had met the question squarely, and declared he would
marry no woman but his cousin Lulu. It was on
this subject father and son had quarrelled and parted;
but for all that, James Lorimer could not see his
only son taking a high road to ruin, and not make
an effort to save him.
At sundown he rested a little, but
the trail was so fresh he determined to ride on.
He might reach David while they were camping, and then
he could talk matters over with more ease and freedom.
Near midnight the great white Texas moon flooded everything
with a light wondrously soft, but clear as day, and
he easily found Whaley’s camp—a ten-acre
patch of grass on the summit of some low hills.
The cattle had all settled for the
night, and the “watch” of eight men were
slowly riding in a circle around them. Lorimer
was immediately challenged; and he gave his name and
asked to see the captain. Whaley rose at once,
and confronted him with a cool, civil movement of his
hand to his hat. Then Lorimer observed the man
as he had never done before. He was evidently
not a person to be trifled with. There was a fixed
look about him, and a deliberate coolness, sufficiently
indicating a determined character; and a belt around
his waist supported a six-shooter and revealed the
glittering hilt of a bowie knife.
“Captain, good night. I
wish to speak with my son, David Lorimer.”
“Wall, sir, you can’t
do it, not by no manner of means, just yet. David
Lorimer is on watch till midnight.”
He was perfectly civil, but there
was something particularly irritating in the way Whaley
named David Lorimer. So the two men sat almost
silent before the camp fire until midnight. Then
Whaley said, “Mr. Lorimer, your son is at liberty
now. You’ll excuse me saying that the shorter
you make your palaver the better it will suit me.”
Lorimer turned angrily, but Whaley
was walking carelessly away; and the retort that rose
to his lips was not one to be shouted after a man of
Whaley’s desperate character with safety.
As his son approached him he was conscious of a thrill
of pleasure in the young man’s appearance.
Physically, he was all he could desire.
No Lorimer that ever galloped through Eskdale had
the national peculiarities more distinctively.
He was the tall, fair Scot, and his father complacently
compared his yellow hair and blue eyes with the “dark,
deil-like beauty” of Whaley.
“Davie,” and he held out
his hand frankly, “I hae come to tak ye back
to your ain hame. Let byganes be byganes, and
we’ll start a new chapter o’ life, my
lad. Ye’ll try to be a gude son, and I’ll
aye be a gude father to ye.”
It was a great deal for James Lorimer
to say; and David quite appreciated the concession,
but he answered—
“Lulu, father? I cannot give her up.”
“Weel, weel, if ye are daft
to marry a strange woman, ye must e’en do sae.
It is an auld sin, and there have aye been daughters
o’ Heth to plague honest houses wi’.
But sit down, my lad; I came to talk wi’ ye
anent some decenter way of life than this.”
The talk was not altogether a pleasant
one; but both yielded something, and it was finally
agreed that as soon as Whaley could pick up a man to
fill Davie’s place Davie should return home.
Lorimer did not linger after this decision. Whaley’s
behavior had offended him and without the ceremony
of a “good-bye,” he turned his horse’s
head eastward again.
Picking up a man was not easy; they
certainly had several offers from emigrants going
west, and from Mexicans on the route, but Whaley seemed
determined not to be pleased. He disliked Lorimer
and was deeply offended at him interfering with his
arrangements. Every day that he kept David was
a kind of triumph to him. “He might as well
have asked me how I’d like my drivers decoyed
away. I like a man to be on the square,”
he grumbled. And he said these and similar things
so often, that David began to feel it impossible to
restrain his temper.
Anger, fed constantly by spiteful
remarks and small injustices, grows rapidly; and as
they approached the Apache mountains, the men began
to notice a fixed tightening of the lips, and a stern
blaze in the young Scot’s eyes, which Whaley
appeared to delight in intensifying.
“Thar’ll be mischief atween
them two afore long,” remarked an old drover;
“Lorimer is gittin’ to hate the captain
with such a vim that he’s no appetite for his
food left.”
“It’ll be a fair fight,
and one or both’ll get upped; that’s about
it.”
At length they met a party of returning
drovers, and half a dozen men among them were willing
to take David’s place. Whaley had no longer
any pretence for detaining him. They were at
the time between two long, low spurs of hills, enclosing
a rich narrow valley, deep with ripened grass, gilded
into flickering gold by the sun and the dewless summer
days. All the lower ridges were savagely bald
and hot—a glen, paved with gold and walled
with iron. Oh, how the sun did beat and shiver,
and shake down into the breathless valley!
The cattle were restless, and the
men had had a hard day. David was weary; his
heart was not in the work; he was glad it was his last
watch. It began at ten o’clock, and would
end at midnight. The weather was gloomy, and
the few stars which shone between the rifts of driving
clouds just served to outline the mass of sleeping
cattle.
The air also was surcharged with electricity,
though there had been no lightning.
“I wouldn’t wonder ef
we have a ‘run’ to-night,” said one
of the men. “I’ve seen a good many
stampedes, and they allays happens on such nights
as this one.”
“Nonsense!” replied David.
“If a cayote frightens one in a drove the panic
Spreads to all. Any night would do for a ‘run.’”
“’Taint so, Lorimer.
Ef you’ve a drove of one thousand or of ten
thousand it’s all the same; the panic strikes
every beast at the same moment. It’s somethin’
in the air; ’taint my business to know what.
But you look like a ‘run’ yourself, restless
and hot, and as ef somethin’ was gitting ‘the
mad’ up in you. I noticed Whaley is ’bout
the same. I’d keep clear of him, ef I was
you.”
“No, I won’t. He owes me money, and
I’ll make him pay me!”
“Don’t! Thar, I’ve
warned you, David Lorimer, and that let’s me
out. Take your own way now.”
For half an hour David pondered this
caution, and something in his own heart seconded it.
But when the trial of his temper came he turned a
deaf ear to every monition. Whaley went swaggering
by him, and as he passed issued an unnecessary order
in a very insolent manner. David asked pointedly,
“Were you speaking to me, Captain?”
“I was.”
“Then don’t you dare to do it again, sir;
never, as long as you live!”
Before the words were out of his mouth,
every one of the drove of eight thousand were on their
feet like a flash of lightning; every one of them
exactly at the same instant. With a rush like
a whirlwind leveling a forest, they were off in the
darkness.
The wild clatter, the crackling of
a river of horns, and the thundering of hoofs, was
deafening. Whaley, seeing eighty thousand dollars’
worth of cattle running away from him, turned with
a fierce imprecation, and gave David a passionate
order “to ride up to the leaders,” and
then he sprang for his own mule.
David’s time was now fully out,
and he drew his horse’s rein tight and stood
still.
“Coward!” screamed Whaley;
“try and forget for an hour that you have Spanish
blood in you.”
A pistol shot answered the taunt.
Whaley staggered a second, then fell without a word.
The whole scene had not occupied a minute; but it was
a minute that branded itself on the soul of David
Lorimer. He gazed one instant on the upturned
face of his slain enemy, and then gave himself up
to the wild passion of the pursuit.
By the spectral starlight he could
see the cattle outlined as a black, clattering, thundering
stream, rushing wildly on, and every instant becoming
wilder. But David’s horse had been trained
in the business; he knew what the matter was, and
scarce needed any guiding. Dashing along by the
side of the stampede, they soon overtook the leaders
and joined the men, who were gradually pushing against
the foremost cattle on the left so as to turn them
to the right. When once the leaders were turned
the rest blindly followed and thus, by constantly turning
them to the right, the leaders were finally swung
clear around, and overtook the fag end of the line.
Then they rushed around in a circle,
the centre of which soon closed up, and they were
“milling;” that is, they had formed a solid
wheel, and were going round and round themselves in
the same space of ground. Men who had noticed
how very little David’s heart had been in his
work were amazed to see the reckless courage he displayed.
Round and round the mill he flew, keeping the outside
stock from flying off at a tangent, and soothing and
quieting the beasts nearest to him with his voice.
The “run” was over as suddenly as it commenced,
and the men, breathless and exhausted, stood around
the circle of panting cattle.
“Whar’s the Captain?”
said one; “he gin’rally soop’rintends
a job like this himself.”
“And likes to do it. Who’s
seen the Captain? Hev you, Lorimer?”
“He was in camp when I started.
My time was up just as the ‘run’ commenced.”
No more was said; indeed, there was
little opportunity for conversation. The cattle
were to watch; it was still dark; the men were weary
with the hard riding and the unnatural pitch to which
their voices had been raised. David felt that
he must get away at once; any moment a messenger from
the camp might bring the news of Whaley’s murder;
and he knew well that suspicion would at once rest
upon him.
He offered to return to camp and report
“all right,” and the offer was accepted;
but, at the first turn, he rode away into the darkness
of a belt of timber. The cayotes howled in the
distance; there was a rush of unclean night birds
above him, and the growling of panther cats in the
underwood. But in his soul there was a terror
and a darkness that made all natural terrors of small
account. His own hands were hateful to him.
He moaned out loudly like a man in an agony. He
measured in every moments’ space the height
from which he had fallen; the blessings from which
he must be an outcast, if by any means he might escape
the shameful punishment of his deed. He remembered
at that hour his father’s love, the love that
had so finely asserted itself when the occasion for
it came. Lulu’s tenderness and beauty, the
hope of home and children, the respect of his fellow-men,
all sacrificed for a moment’s passionate revenge.
He stood face to face with himself, and, dropping the
reins, cowered down full of terror and grief at the
future which he had evoked. Within hopeless sight
of Hope and Love and Home, he was silent for hours
gazing despairingly after the life which had sailed
by him, and not daring—
“—to search
through what sad maze,
Thenceforth his incommunicable
ways
Follow the feet of death.”