But before I finish this chapter and
book altogether and go on with the great adventure
of my uncle’s career. I may perhaps tell
what else remains to tell of Marion and Effie, and
then for a time set my private life behind me.
For a time Marion and I corresponded
with some regularity, writing friendly but rather
uninforming letters about small business things.
The clumsy process of divorce completed itself.
She left the house at Ealing and went
into the country with her aunt and parents, taking
a small farm near Lewes in Sussex. She put up
glass, she put in heat for her father, happy man! and
spoke of figs and peaches. The thing seemed to
promise well throughout a spring and summer, but the
Sussex winter after London was too much for the Ramboats.
They got very muddy and dull; Mr. Ramboat killed
a cow by improper feeding, and that disheartened them
all. A twelvemonth saw the enterprise in difficulties.
I had to help her out of this, and then they returned
to London and she went into partnership with Smithie
at Streatham, and ran a business that was intimated
on the firm’s stationery as “Robes.”
The parents and aunt were stowed away in a cottage
somewhere. After that the letters became infrequent.
But in one I remember a postscript that had a little
stab of our old intimacy: “Poor old Miggles
is dead.”
Nearly eight years slipped by.
I grew up. I grew in experience, in capacity,
until I was fully a man, but with many new interests,
living on a larger scale in a wider world than I could
have dreamt of in my Marion days. Her letters
become rare and insignificant. At last came
a gap of silence that made me curious. For eighteen
months or more I had nothing from Marion save her
quarterly receipts through the bank. Then I damned
at Smithie, and wrote a card to Marion.
“Dear Marion,” I said, “how goes
it?”
She astonished me tremendously by
telling me she had married again—“a
Mr. Wachorn, a leading agent in the paper-pattern
trade.” But she still wrote on the Ponderevo
and Smith (Robes) notepaper, from the Ponderevo and
Smith address.
And that, except for a little difference
of opinion about the continuance of alimony which
gave me some passages of anger, and the use of my
name by the firm, which also annoyed me, is the end
of Marion’s history for me, and she vanishes
out of this story. I do not know where she is
or what she is doing. I do not know whether
she is alive or dead. It seems to me utterly
grotesque that two people who have stood so close
to one another as she and I should be so separated,
but so it is between us.
Effie, too, I have parted from, though
I still see her at times. Between us there was
never any intention of marriage nor intimacy of soul.
She had a sudden, fierce, hot-blooded passion for
me and I for her, but I was not her first lover nor
her last. She was in another world from Marion.
She had a queer, delightful nature; I’ve no
memory of ever seeing her sullen or malicious.
She was—indeed she was magnificently—eupeptic.
That, I think, was the central secret of her agreeableness,
and, moreover, that she was infinitely kind-hearted.
I helped her at last into an opening she coveted,
and she amazed me by a sudden display of business
capacity. She has now a typewriting bureau in
Riffle’s Inn, and she runs it with a brisk vigour
and considerable success, albeit a certain plumpness
has overtaken her. And she still loves her kind.
She married a year or so ago a boy half her age—a
wretch of a poet, a wretched poet, and given to drugs,
a thing with lank fair hair always getting into his
blue eyes, and limp legs. She did it, she said,
because he needed nursing….
But enough of this disaster of my
marriage and of my early love affairs; I have told
all that is needed for my picture to explain how I
came to take up aeroplane experiments and engineering
science; let me get back to my essential story, to
Tono-Bungay and my uncle’s promotions and to
the vision of the world these things have given me.