Section 8
‘We had cursed our luck,’
says Barnet, ’that we could not get to our quarters
at Alkmaar that night. There, we were told, were
provisions, tobacco, and everything for which we craved.
But the main canal from Zaandam and Amsterdam was
hopelessly jammed with craft, and we were glad of
a chance opening that enabled us to get out of the
main column and lie up in a kind of little harbour
very much neglected and weedgrown before a deserted
house. We broke into this and found some herrings
in a barrel, a heap of cheeses, and stone bottles
of gin in the cellar; and with this I cheered my starving
men. We made fires and toasted the cheese and
grilled our herrings. None of us had slept for
nearly forty hours, and I determined to stay in this
refuge until dawn and then if the traffic was still
choked leave the barge and march the rest of the way
into Alkmaar.
’This place we had got into
was perhaps a hundred yards from the canal and underneath
a little brick bridge we could see the flotilla still,
and hear the voices of the soldiers. Presently
five or six other barges came through and lay up in
the meer near by us, and with two of these, full of
men of the Antrim regiment, I shared my find of provisions.
In return we got tobacco. A large expanse of
water spread to the westward of us and beyond were
a cluster of roofs and one or two church towers.
The barge was rather cramped for so many men, and I
let several squads, thirty or forty perhaps altogether,
bivouac on the bank. I did not let them go into
the house on account of the furniture, and I left a
note of indebtedness for the food we had taken.
We were particularly glad of our tobacco and fires,
because of the numerous mosquitoes that rose about
us.
’The gate of the house from
which we had provisioned ourselves was adorned with
the legend, Vreugde bij Vrede, “Joy with Peace,”
and it bore every mark of the busy retirement of a
comfort-loving proprietor. I went along his garden,
which was gay and delightful with big bushes of rose
and sweet brier, to a quaint little summer-house, and
there I sat and watched the men in groups cooking
and squatting along the bank. The sun was setting
in a nearly cloudless sky.
’For the last two weeks I had
been a wholly occupied man, intent only upon obeying
the orders that came down to me. All through this
time I had been working to the very limit of my mental
and physical faculties, and my only moments of rest
had been devoted to snatches of sleep. Now came
this rare, unexpected interlude, and I could look detachedly
upon what I was doing and feel something of its infinite
wonderfulness. I was irradiated with affection
for the men of my company and with admiration at their
cheerful acquiescence in the subordination and needs
of our positions. I watched their proceedings
and heard their pleasant voices. How willing
those men were! How ready to accept leadership
and forget themselves in collective ends! I thought
how manfully they had gone through all the strains
and toil of the last two weeks, how they had toughened
and shaken down to comradeship together, and how much
sweetness there is after all in our foolish human blood.
For they were just one casual sample of the species—their
patience and readiness lay, as the energy of the atom
had lain, still waiting to be properly utilised.
Again it came to me with overpowering force that the
supreme need of our race is leading, that the supreme
task is to discover leading, to forget oneself in
realising the collective purpose of the race.
Once more I saw life plain….’
Very characteristic is that of the
‘rather too corpulent’ young officer,
who was afterwards to set it all down in the Wander
Jahre. Very characteristic, too, it is of the
change in men’s hearts that was even then preparing
a new phase of human history.
He goes on to write of the escape
from individuality in science and service, and of
his discovery of this ‘salvation.’
All that was then, no doubt, very moving and original;
now it seems only the most obvious commonplace of
human life.
The glow of the sunset faded, the
twilight deepened into night. The fires burnt
the brighter, and some Irishmen away across the meer
started singing. But Barnet’s men were
too weary for that sort of thing, and soon the bank
and the barge were heaped with sleeping forms.
’I alone seemed unable to sleep.
I suppose I was over-weary, and after a little feverish
slumber by the tiller of the barge I sat up, awake
and uneasy….
’That night Holland seemed all
sky. There was just a little black lower rim
to things, a steeple, perhaps, or a line of poplars,
and then the great hemisphere swept over us.
As at first the sky was empty. Yet my uneasiness
referred itself in some vague way to the sky.
’And now I was melancholy.
I found something strangely sorrowful and submissive
in the sleepers all about me, those men who had marched
so far, who had left all the established texture of
their lives behind them to come upon this mad campaign,
this campaign that signified nothing and consumed
everything, this mere fever of fighting. I saw
how little and feeble is the life of man, a thing
of chances, preposterously unable to find the will
to realise even the most timid of its dreams.
And I wondered if always it would be so, if man was
a doomed animal who would never to the last days of
his time take hold of fate and change it to his will.
Always, it may be, he will remain kindly but jealous,
desirous but discursive, able and unwisely impulsive,
until Saturn who begot him shall devour him in his
turn….
’I was roused from these thoughts
by the sudden realisation of the presence of a squadron
of aeroplanes far away to the north-east and very
high. They looked like little black dashes against
the midnight blue. I remember that I looked up
at them at first rather idly—as one might
notice a flight of birds. Then I perceived that
they were only the extreme wing of a great fleet that
was advancing in a long line very swiftly from the
direction of the frontier and my attention tightened.
’Directly I saw that fleet I
was astonished not to have seen it before.
’I stood up softly, undesirous
of disturbing my companions, but with my heart beating
now rather more rapidly with surprise and excitement.
I strained my ears for any sound of guns along our
front. Almost instinctively I turned about for
protection to the south and west, and peered; and
then I saw coming as fast and much nearer to me, as
if they had sprung out of the darkness, three banks
of aeroplanes; a group of squadrons very high, a main
body at a height perhaps of one or two thousand feet,
and a doubtful number flying low and very indistinct.
The middle ones were so thick they kept putting out
groups of stars. And I realised that after all
there was to be fighting in the air.
’There was something extraordinarily
strange in this swift, noiseless convergence of nearly
invisible combatants above the sleeping hosts.
Every one about me was still unconscious; there was
no sign as yet of any agitation among the shipping
on the main canal, whose whole course, dotted with
unsuspicious lights and fringed with fires, must have
been clearly perceptible from above. Then a long
way off towards Alkmaar I heard bugles, and after
that shots, and then a wild clamour of bells.
I determined to let my men sleep on for as long as
they could….
’The battle was joined with
the swiftness of dreaming. I do not think it
can have been five minutes from the moment when I first
became aware of the Central European air fleet to
the contact of the two forces. I saw it quite
plainly in silhouette against the luminous blue of
the northern sky. The allied aeroplanes—they
were mostly French—came pouring down like
a fierce shower upon the middle of the Central European
fleet. They looked exactly like a coarser sort
of rain. There was a crackling sound—the
first sound I heard—it reminded one of the
Aurora Borealis, and I supposed it was an interchange
of rifle shots. There were flashes like summer
lightning; and then all the sky became a whirling confusion
of battle that was still largely noiseless. Some
of the Central European aeroplanes were certainly
charged and overset; others seemed to collapse and
fall and then flare out with so bright a light that
it took the edge off one’s vision and made the
rest of the battle disappear as though it had been
snatched back out of sight.
’And then, while I still peered
and tried to shade these flames from my eyes with
my hand, and while the men about me were beginning
to stir, the atomic bombs were thrown at the dykes.
They made a mighty thunder in the air, and fell like
Lucifer in the picture, leaving a flaring trail in
the sky. The night, which had been pellucid and
detailed and eventful, seemed to vanish, to be replaced
abruptly by a black background to these tremendous
pillars of fire….
’Hard upon the sound of them
came a roaring wind, and the sky was filled with flickering
lightnings and rushing clouds….
’There was something discontinuous
in this impact. At one moment I was a lonely
watcher in a sleeping world; the next saw every one
about me afoot, the whole world awake and amazed….
’And then the wind had struck
me a buffet, taken my helmet and swept aside the summerhouse
of Vreugde bij Vrede, as a scythe sweeps away grass.
I saw the bombs fall, and then watched a great crimson
flare leap responsive to each impact, and mountainous
masses of red-lit steam and flying fragments clamber
up towards the zenith. Against the glare I saw
the country-side for miles standing black and clear,
churches, trees, chimneys. And suddenly I understood.
The Central Europeans had burst the dykes. Those
flares meant the bursting of the dykes, and in a little
while the sea-water would be upon us….’
He goes on to tell with a certain
prolixity of the steps he took—and all
things considered they were very intelligent steps—to
meet this amazing crisis. He got his men aboard
and hailed the adjacent barges; he got the man who
acted as barge engineer at his post and the engines
working, he cast loose from his moorings. Then
he bethought himself of food, and contrived to land
five men, get in a few dozen cheeses, and ship his
men again before the inundation reached them.
He is reasonably proud of this piece
of coolness. His idea was to take the wave head-on
and with his engines full speed ahead. And all
the while he was thanking heaven he was not in the
jam of traffic in the main canal. He rather,
I think, overestimated the probable rush of waters;
he dreaded being swept away, he explains, and smashed
against houses and trees.
He does not give any estimate of the
time it took between the bursting of the dykes and
the arrival of the waters, but it was probably an
interval of about twenty minutes or half an hour.
He was working now in darkness—save for
the light of his lantern—and in a great
wind. He hung out head and stern lights….
Whirling torrents of steam were pouring
up from the advancing waters, which had rushed, it
must be remembered, through nearly incandescent gaps
in the sea defences, and this vast uprush of vapour
soon veiled the flaring centres of explosion altogether.
’The waters came at last, an
advancing cascade. It was like a broad roller
sweeping across the country. They came with a
deep, roaring sound. I had expected a Niagara,
but the total fall of the front could not have been
much more than twelve feet. Our barge hesitated
for a moment, took a dose over her bows, and then
lifted. I signalled for full speed ahead and
brought her head upstream, and held on like grim death
to keep her there.
’There was a wind about as strong
as the flood, and I found we were pounding against
every conceivable buoyant object that had been between
us and the sea. The only light in the world now
came from our lamps, the steam became impenetrable
at a score of yards from the boat, and the roar of
the wind and water cut us off from all remoter sounds.
The black, shining waters swirled by, coming into
the light of our lamps out of an ebony blackness and
vanishing again into impenetrable black. And
on the waters came shapes, came things that flashed
upon us for a moment, now a half-submerged boat, now
a cow, now a huge fragment of a house’s timberings,
now a muddle of packing-cases and scaffolding.
The things clapped into sight like something shown
by the opening of a shutter, and then bumped shatteringly
against us or rushed by us. Once I saw very clearly
a man’s white face….
’All the while a group of labouring,
half-submerged trees remained ahead of us, drawing
very slowly nearer. I steered a course to avoid
them. They seemed to gesticulate a frantic despair
against the black steam clouds behind. Once a
great branch detached itself and tore shuddering by
me. We did, on the whole, make headway. The
last I saw of Vreugde bij Vrede before the night swallowed
it, was almost dead astern of us….’