Section 7
And then the story tells, with an
engaging simplicity, of his descent from this ecstatic
vision of reality.
’Presently I found myself again,
and I was beginning to feel cold and a little hungry.’
He bethought himself of the John Burns
Relief Offices which stood upon the Thames Embankment.
He made his way through the galleries of the booksellers
and the National Gallery, which had been open continuously
day and night to all decently dressed people now for
more than twelve years, and across the rose-gardens
of Trafalgar Square, and so by the hotel colonnade
to the Embankment. He had long known of these
admirable offices, which had swept the last beggars
and matchsellers and all the casual indigent from
the London streets, and he believed that he would,
as a matter of course, be able to procure a ticket
for food and a night’s lodgings and some indication
of possible employment.
But he had not reckoned upon the new
labour troubles, and when he got to the Embankment
he found the offices hopelessly congested and besieged
by a large and rather unruly crowd. He hovered
for a time on the outskirts of the waiting multitude,
perplexed and dismayed, and then he became aware of
a movement, a purposive trickling away of people, up
through the arches of the great buildings that had
arisen when all the railway stations were removed
to the south side of the river, and so to the covered
ways of the Strand. And here, in the open glare
of midnight, he found unemployed men begging, and
not only begging, but begging with astonishing assurance,
from the people who were emerging from the small theatres
and other such places of entertainment which abounded
in that thoroughfare.
This was an altogether unexampled
thing. There had been no begging in London streets
for a quarter of a century. But that night the
police were evidently unwilling or unable to cope
with the destitute who were invading those well-kept
quarters of the town. They had become stonily
blind to anything but manifest disorder.
Barnet walked through the crowd, unable
to bring himself to ask; indeed his bearing must have
been more valiant than his circumstances, for twice
he says that he was begged from. Near the Trafalgar
Square gardens, a girl with reddened cheeks and blackened
eyebrows, who was walking alone, spoke to him with
a peculiar friendliness.
‘I’m starving,’ he said to her abruptly.
‘Oh! poor dear!’ she said;
and with the impulsive generosity of her kind, glanced
round and slipped a silver piece into his hand….
It was a gift that, in spite of the
precedent of De Quincey, might under the repressive
social legislation of those times, have brought Barnet
within reach of the prison lash. But he took it,
he confesses, and thanked her as well as he was able,
and went off very gladly to get food.