FANNIE’S BRIDAL.
PART I.
IT was to be a quiet wedding.
Fannie would have it so; only his relations.
She, poor thing, was an orphan, and only spirit-parents
could hover around her on this great era of her life.
The bride entered the large, sunny
parlour, leaning upon the arm of her stately husband.
Her white lace robe, and the fleecy veil upon her
head, floated cloud-like around her fragile, almost
child-like form. Peace hovered like a white dove
over her pure brow, and a truthful earnestness dwelt
in the dark brown eyes.
On one side of the room nearest the bay-windows,
Where the sunset kept shining
and shining between
The old hawthorn blossoms
and branches so green,
stood the eight brothers of the groom.
All tall, dark, stately men, pride in ever black glancing
eye; the same curl upon every finely formed lip, harsh
upon some, softer upon others, yet still there, tracing
the same blood through all; the same inherent qualities
of the father transmitted to the sons. One brother
was a type of all, differing only as pictures and
copies—in the shade and touch.
Upon the opposite aside were seated
the five sisters of the groom, not so like one another.
One had blue eyes, another auburn curls, one a nose
retrousse, a fourth was fresh and rosy, a fifth round-faced;
still the same pride had found a resting-place on some
fine feature of each face, and stamped it with the
seal of sisterhood. The same sap ran in all the
branches, and each branch put forth the same leaves.
The thirteen faces had been stern
and cold, but when their youngest brother and his
fair bride came in, affection and curiosity softened
their eyes, as for the first time she appeared before
them. Some thought her too delicate, others too
young; the sisters, that Harwood could have looked
higher; but all felt drawn to that shrinking form
and pale countenance; each hand had a warm grasp for
hers, each curling lip a sweet smile, and the manly
voices softened to welcome her into their proud family.
Gracefully she received all, happy and joyful as a
child. But the first shadow fell with the sunlight.
“Brothers and sisters,”
said Harwood pleadingly, “upon this my wedding
day cast aside your bitterness of spirit for ever,
and become as one—”
“Harwood!” replied quickly
the elder sister, “upon this—this
happy day, we hide all feelings called forth by the
malice and unbrother-like conduct of our brothers,
but only for the present; we, can never become reconciled.”
A silence fell upon all; strange as
it may seem, the sisters were colder and sterner than
the brothers. A frown settled upon every brow;
the lips curled with contempt. A storm was tossing
the waves, but peace breathed upon the waters and
all was calm. The presence of the bride restrained
angry expressions of feeling.
This was the first knowledge that
Fannie had of the family feud; tears stood in her
soft eyes, and the rosy lips trembled; but her husband’s
bright glance, and gentle pressure of her hand, reassured
her. There was no more warmth that day—during
the ceremony and the brief stay of the newly married.
The sisters gathered around the young wife, and the
brothers around Harwood. Occasional words were
interchanged; but there reigned an invisible barrier,
that seemed to say “so far shalt thou come but
no farther.”
When the carriage stood at the door
and Fannie and Harwood stepped in, she stretched out
her pretty hand and beckoned to the elder brother
and sister; they approached; she took a hand of each,
saying in a trembling voice:
“You both breathe the same air;
the same beautiful sunlight shines upon you; you pray
to the same God, both say ’forgive us our trespasses
as we forgive them that trespass against us.’
Be examples for those younger—let me join
your hands—” But the sister, with
a frown, threw aside the little hand rudely, the brother
pressed the one he held, but laughed maliciously.
The carriage drove on, and the fair head rested sobbing
upon the shoulder of her husband. Sadly did he
relate to her the family feud, a quarrel of ten years’
standing; sisters against brothers, resting on a belief
of unfairness in the disposition of the will of a
relation. The sisters passed the brothers upon
the street without speaking, refused them admittance
to their house. Harwood being the youngest, was
too young to take part in the quarrel, and had never
been expected to do so.
Poor Fannie wept bitterly; but tears
more bitter yet were in store for her.
PART II.
Upon her return from the bridal tour,
no sooner was Fannie settled in her new home, than
the family feud endeavoured to draw her from her quiet
course, to take part for or against. Numberless
were the grievances related to her. All that
could be said or done, to convince her that the sisters
were “sinned against instead of sinning,”
were brought forward.
“Well, Fannie,” said the
elder brother, one day, “I met my immaculate
elder sister, just coming out of your door. Has
she been giving you a catalogue of fraternal sins?
She would not speak to me. She carries
her head high. It maddens me to think how contemptuously
we are treated, and being food for talk beside.”
Fannie hesitated; she could not reply,
for Jessie had been venting a fit of ill humour upon
him, and it was only adding fuel to the fire, to repeat.
“Say, Fannie, what did
the old maid say? That it was a, pity we were
not all dead?”
“Oh! hush,” she replied,
holding up her hand reprovingly. “I am very
unhappy at your continued disagreements. If,”
she continued, timidly, “you would but take
a little advice—I know I am young, but—
“Let us have it,” he returned,
quickly, turning away from the pleading eyes.
“You will not be angry with me?”
“No, no; let me hear!”
“You are the eldest; your example,
is followed by the seven brothers; your influence
with them is great; you give an ’eye for an eye,
a tooth for a tooth.’ Jessie and the others
may have a foundation for their ill-will. You
have never endeavoured to discover what this is.
Your pride took offence, and you say to yourself that
can never bend. Was this right?”
Her voice trembled, her head drooped,
and in spite of her self-command, she burst into tears.
“Fannie! sister Fannie!”
“Don’t mind me; I am weak,
nervous, foolish. I shall soon be better; but
it makes me so very unhappy to see you all at enmity.
I had hoped, when I came among you, to have been the
olive branch, but—”
“Fannie! dear sister Fannie!”
he exclaimed, walking up and down the room, “you
have been—we are fire-brands plucked from
the burning. You have said all that any one could
have said; yes, and done all that could be done; never
repeated any malicious speech, selected all the wheat
that could be culled from the chaff. You have
softened my obdurate heart. I have done wrong;
you have shown me to the way of return. If Jessie
will come forward and forgive and forget, then will
I.”
But Fannie knew that it was not so
easy to make Jessie be the first to own her errors
and forgive. The brothers had done much to make
the division wider, in the way of hints and malicious
whisperings; and she continued weeping so wildly and
hysterically, that the elder brother endeavoured to
console her, and was glad when Harwood came, and lifting
her in his arms, carried her up to her room.
When he returned, the elder brother
still stood by the fire-place. He turned and
spoke.
“Fannie is very fragile and pale. Is she
not well?”
“Not very. This family
feud troubles her. She has taken it to heart.
When we were first married, she told me a dozen plans
she had made for your reunion, and made me a party
to them, but now—”
He sighed; the elder brother sighed
more deeply; both were silent; the fire-light leaped
up, lighting the room—a fierce, avenging
blaze; then died out, and all was gloom. Where
were the thoughts of that elder brother? They
were wandering among the graves of the past.
In his imagination, new ones were there; the names
on the tomb-stones were familiar; the thirteen were
all there; twelve sleeping; his the only restless,
wandering spirit. Fannie stood before him, her
face pale and tearful. She pointed to the graves,
and said, sadly, “This is the end of all earthly
things.” That night he knocked at the door
of his sister’s mansion but gained no admittance.
PART III
The anniversary of Fannie’s
bridal was the counterpart of the original. Sunny
and genial, with here and there a white cloud floating
near the horizon, denoting a long and happy married
life, with but threatening troubles. How was
the prophecy realized? Like all riddles of earthly
solution, to the contrary?
The eight brothers, with faces of
stern grief in the same old corner, side by side;
the five sisters sobbing, tearful and quite overwhelmed
with sorrow, sat opposite, Their eyes were fixed upon
the same pair. Harwood knelt beside a couch in
the middle of the room, and there lay Fannie; but
how changed! They had all been summoned there,
to see that new sister depart for another world; to
see the young breath grow fainter and fainter; the
bright eyes close for ever on them and their love.
Oh! mystery of Life! thee we can know and understand;
but, mystery of Death, dark and fearful, only thy
chosen ones can comprehend thee. We walk to the
verge of the valley of the shadow of death with those
we love; but there our steps are stayed, and we look
into the black void with wonder and despair.
Oh! faith! if ye come not then to the rescue, that
death is eternal.
Thus felt the thirteen; all older,
care-worn, world-weary, standing beside the mere child-sister
of the family, whose star of life was setting from
their view behind an impassable mountain.
The sweet face was calm, but a hectic
flush lay upon the cheek, as though some life-chord
still bound her to earth.
“My child,” said the old
white-haired physician, “if you have aught to
say, speak now; when you will awaken from the sleep
this draught will produce, it may then be too late.”
“My darling Fannie,” said
the kneeling Harwood, “for my sake let no thoughts
of earth disturb you; all will be well if—”
His voice was broken. He bowed
his head upon the wasted hand he held, and wept.
“All will be well,”
she said, smiling faintly. “I feel it now.
Jessie, and you, elder brother, come near; nearer yet.
I love you both, love you all. Having no relatives
of my own, my husband’s are doubly mine.
My heart, since our marriage-day, has been living in
the hope of your reconciliation. I was too young;
I undertook too much. I wept when my health began
to fail; I did not then know that God was giving me
my wish. I would have died to have seen you all
happy. He has heard my prayer; the sacrifice
is made; I go happy. Jessie, my dying wish is
to see you once more the forgiving girl you were,
when you knelt with your brothers at your mother’s
knee. Oh! the chain of family love is never so
rudely broken but it can be renewed. Jessie,
the young lover, who died in his youth, would counsel
you to forgive. The beloved parent would whisper,
’love thy brother as thyself;’ He who
bore the cross said ’Father forgive them—.’
Jessie, a weak, dying girl begs you, for her sake,
to be true to yourself.”
Jessie fell upon her brother’s
neck, and wept. One universal sob arose from
lip to lip. Brothers and sisters so long estranged,
rushed into each other’s arms. Some cried
aloud, others’ tears flowed silently: some
there were, whose calm joys betrayed the disquietude
of long years of disunion. They were all recalled
by Harwood’s voice.
“Fannie! Fannie! This excitement will
kill her.”
Half raised in the bed, her cheeks
scarlet and eyes glowing with perfect delight, the
sunlight making a halo around her head, was the young
wife. She drank the draught the old physician
gave her, with her eyes fixed on her husband.
She murmured,
“‘Now lettest thou thy servant depart
in peace.’”
With a sigh she dropped back upon
the pillow; the eyes closed, the face became waxen
white. Soon, those who watched could not tell
her slumber from the sleep of death. Silence
stole on tiptoe through the room, with her finger
on her lip—
While the sunset kept shining and shining
between
The old hawthorn blossoms and branches
so green.
PART IV.
Day was dawning in the watch room;
the lamp was dying away, the thirteen with pale expectant
faces, now shadowed by fear, now lighted with hope,
were motionless. With his face bowed upon his
arms, Harwood had neither looked up nor spoken since
Fannie slept. The old clock had struck each hour
from the dial of time into the abyss of the past.
Never before had time seemed to them so precious,
worth so much.
The physician with his fingers upon
the patient’s pulse had sat all night; once
he placed his hand over her mouth, and rising with
a puzzled look, walked to the window and thrust his
head into the vines; then drawing his hand over his
eyes, he resumed his place, and all was silent again,
save the clock with its monotonous tick, tick, beating
as calmly as, though human passions were trifles, and
the passing away of a soul from earth, only the falling
of the niches of eternity.
The sun arose, and a little bird alighting
on a spray near the window, poured a flood of melody
into the room. The sleeper smiled; the doctor
could have sworn it was so. Her breath comes more
quickly, you could see it now, fluttering between her
lips; she opened her eyes and fixed them on Harwood;
he took her hand and gave her the cordial prepared
by the physician.
“She is saved,” was telegraphed
through the apartment. The brothers prepared
to go to their duties. The sisters divided, part
to go home, the rest to stay and watch Fannie.
Harwood, with a radiant yet anxious face, could not
be persuaded to lie down, but still held the little
hand and counted the life beats of her heart.
“Ah! well!” said the old
doctor to the elder brother, as he buttoned his coat
and pressed his hat down upon his head. “Well;
there was one great doubt upon my mind—in
spite of all favourable symptoms—she
was too good for earth;—it says somewhere—and
it kept coming into my mind all the night long—’Blessed
are the peace-makers, for they shall be called the
children of God.’”