HOW I REACHED HOME
For my own part, I remember nothing
of my flight except the stress of blundering against
trees and stumbling through the heather. All
about me gathered the invisible terrors of the Martians;
that pitiless sword of heat seemed whirling to and
fro, flourishing overhead before it descended and
smote me out of life. I came into the road between
the crossroads and Horsell, and ran along this to the
crossroads.
At last I could go no further; I was
exhausted with the violence of my emotion and of my
flight, and I staggered and fell by the wayside.
That was near the bridge that crosses the canal by
the gasworks. I fell and lay still.
I must have remained there some time.
I sat up, strangely perplexed.
For a moment, perhaps, I could not clearly understand
how I came there. My terror had fallen from me
like a garment. My hat had gone, and my collar
had burst away from its fastener. A few minutes
before, there had only been three real things before
me—the immensity of the night and space
and nature, my own feebleness and anguish, and the
near approach of death. Now it was as if something
turned over, and the point of view altered abruptly.
There was no sensible transition from one state of
mind to the other. I was immediately the self
of every day again—a decent, ordinary citizen.
The silent common, the impulse of my flight, the
starting flames, were as if they had been in a dream.
I asked myself had these latter things indeed happened?
I could not credit it.
I rose and walked unsteadily up the
steep incline of the bridge. My mind was blank
wonder. My muscles and nerves seemed drained
of their strength. I dare say I staggered drunkenly.
A head rose over the arch, and the figure of a workman
carrying a basket appeared. Beside him ran a
little boy. He passed me, wishing me good night.
I was minded to speak to him, but did not.
I answered his greeting with a meaningless mumble
and went on over the bridge.
Over the Maybury arch a train, a billowing
tumult of white, firelit smoke, and a long caterpillar
of lighted windows, went flying south—clatter,
clatter, clap, rap, and it had gone. A dim group
of people talked in the gate of one of the houses
in the pretty little row of gables that was called
Oriental Terrace. It was all so real and so
familiar. And that behind me! It was frantic,
fantastic! Such things, I told myself, could
not be.
Perhaps I am a man of exceptional
moods. I do not know how far my experience is
common. At times I suffer from the strangest
sense of detachment from myself and the world about
me; I seem to watch it all from the outside, from
somewhere inconceivably remote, out of time, out of
space, out of the stress and tragedy of it all.
This feeling was very strong upon me that night.
Here was another side to my dream.
But the trouble was the blank incongruity
of this serenity and the swift death flying yonder,
not two miles away. There was a noise of business
from the gasworks, and the electric lamps were all
alight. I stopped at the group of people.
“What news from the common?” said I.
There were two men and a woman at the gate.
“Eh?” said one of the men, turning.
“What news from the common?” I said.
“’Ain’t yer just been there?”
asked the men.
“People seem fair silly about
the common,” said the woman over the gate.
“What’s it all abart?”
“Haven’t you heard of
the men from Mars?” said I; “the creatures
from Mars?”
“Quite enough,” said the
woman over the gate. “Thenks”; and
all three of them laughed.
I felt foolish and angry. I
tried and found I could not tell them what I had seen.
They laughed again at my broken sentences.
“You’ll hear more yet,” I said,
and went on to my home.
I startled my wife at the doorway,
so haggard was I. I went into the dining room, sat
down, drank some wine, and so soon as I could collect
myself sufficiently I told her the things I had seen.
The dinner, which was a cold one, had already been
served, and remained neglected on the table while
I told my story.
“There is one thing,”
I said, to allay the fears I had aroused; “they
are the most sluggish things I ever saw crawl.
They may keep the pit and kill people who come near
them, but they cannot get out of it. . . . But
the horror of them!”
“Don’t, dear!” said
my wife, knitting her brows and putting her hand on
mine.
“Poor Ogilvy!” I said.
“To think he may be lying dead there!”
My wife at least did not find my experience
incredible. When I saw how deadly white her
face was, I ceased abruptly.
“They may come here,” she said again and
again.
I pressed her to take wine, and tried to reassure
her.
“They can scarcely move,” I said.
I began to comfort her and myself
by repeating all that Ogilvy had told me of the impossibility
of the Martians establishing themselves on the earth.
In particular I laid stress on the gravitational
difficulty. On the surface of the earth the force
of gravity is three times what it is on the surface
of Mars. A Martian, therefore, would weigh three
times more than on Mars, albeit his muscular strength
would be the same. His own body would be a cope
of lead to him. That, indeed, was the general
opinion. Both The Times and the Daily
Telegraph, for instance, insisted on it the next
morning, and both overlooked, just as I did, two obvious
modifying influences.
The atmosphere of the earth, we now
know, contains far more oxygen or far less argon (whichever
way one likes to put it) than does Mars. The
invigorating influences of this excess of oxygen upon
the Martians indisputably did much to counterbalance
the increased weight of their bodies. And, in
the second place, we all overlooked the fact that
such mechanical intelligence as the Martian possessed
was quite able to dispense with muscular exertion
at a pinch.
But I did not consider these points
at the time, and so my reasoning was dead against
the chances of the invaders. With wine and food,
the confidence of my own table, and the necessity of
reassuring my wife, I grew by insensible degrees courageous
and secure.
“They have done a foolish thing,”
said I, fingering my wineglass. “They are
dangerous because, no doubt, they are mad with terror.
Perhaps they expected to find no living things—certainly
no intelligent living things.”
“A shell in the pit” said
I, “if the worst comes to the worst will kill
them all.”
The intense excitement of the events
had no doubt left my perceptive powers in a state
of erethism. I remember that dinner table with
extraordinary vividness even now. My dear wife’s
sweet anxious face peering at me from under the pink
lamp shade, the white cloth with its silver and glass
table furniture—for in those days even
philosophical writers had many little luxuries—the
crimson-purple wine in my glass, are photographically
distinct. At the end of it I sat, tempering
nuts with a cigarette, regretting Ogilvy’s rashness,
and denouncing the shortsighted timidity of the Martians.
So some respectable dodo in the Mauritius
might have lorded it in his nest, and discussed the
arrival of that shipful of pitiless sailors in want
of animal food. “We will peck them to death
tomorrow, my dear.”
I did not know it, but that was the
last civilised dinner I was to eat for very many strange
and terrible days.