It was about the close of the month,
that, yielding at length to the urgent importunities
of Rose, I accompanied her in a visit to Wildfell
Hall. To our surprise, we were ushered into a
room where the first object that met the eye was a
painter’s easel, with a table beside it covered
with rolls of canvas, bottles of oil and varnish,
palette, brushes, paints, &c. Leaning against
the wall were several sketches in various stages of
progression, and a few finished paintings —
mostly of landscapes and figures.
‘I must make you welcome to
my studio,’ said Mrs. Graham; ’there is
no fire in the sitting-room to-day, and it is rather
too cold to show you into a place with an empty grate.’
And disengaging a couple of chairs
from the artistical lumber that usurped them, she
bid us be seated, and resumed her place beside the
easel — not facing it exactly, but now and then
glancing at the picture upon it while she conversed,
and giving it an occasional touch with her brush,
as if she found it impossible to wean her attention
entirely from her occupation to fix it upon her guests.
It was a view of Wildfell Hall, as seen at early morning
from the field below, rising in dark relief against
a sky of clear silvery blue, with a few red streaks
on the horizon, faithfully drawn and coloured, and
very elegantly and artistically handled.
‘I see your heart is in your
work, Mrs. Graham,’ observed I: ’I
must beg you to go on with it; for if you suffer our
presence to interrupt you, we shall be constrained
to regard ourselves as unwelcome intruders.’
‘Oh, no!’ replied she,
throwing her brush on to the table, as if startled
into politeness. ’I am not so beset with
visitors but that I can readily spare a few minutes
to the few that do favour me with their company.’
‘You have almost completed your
painting,’ said I, approaching to observe it
more closely, and surveying it with a greater degree
of admiration and delight than I cared to express.
’A few more touches in the foreground will
finish it, I should think. But why have you
called it Fernley Manor, Cumberland, instead of Wildfell
Hall, -shire?’ I asked, alluding to the name
she had traced in small characters at the bottom of
the canvas.
But immediately I was sensible of
having committed an act of impertinence in so doing;
for she coloured and hesitated; but after a moment’s
pause, with a kind of desperate frankness, she replied:-
’Because I have friends —
acquaintances at least — in the world, from
whom I desire my present abode to be concealed; and
as they might see the picture, and might possibly
recognise the style in spite of the false initials
I have put in the corner, I take the precaution to
give a false name to the place also, in order to put
them on a wrong scent, if they should attempt to trace
me out by it.’
‘Then you don’t intend
to keep the picture?’ said I, anxious to say
anything to change the subject.
‘No; I cannot afford to paint for my own amusement.’
‘Mamma sends all her pictures
to London,’ said Arthur; ’and somebody
sells them for her there, and sends us the money.’
In looking round upon the other pieces,
I remarked a pretty sketch of Linden-hope from the
top of the hill; another view of the old hall basking
in the sunny haze of a quiet summer afternoon; and
a simple but striking little picture of a child brooding,
with looks of silent but deep and sorrowful regret,
over a handful of withered flowers, with glimpses
of dark low hills and autumnal fields behind it, and
a dull beclouded sky above.
‘You see there is a sad dearth
of subjects,’ observed the fair artist.
’I took the old hall once on a moonlight night,
and I suppose I must take it again on a snowy winter’s
day, and then again on a dark cloudy evening; for
I really have nothing else to paint. I have
been told that you have a fine view of the sea somewhere
in the neighbourhood. Is it true? — and
is it within walking distance?’
’Yes, if you don’t object
to walking four miles — or nearly so —
little short of eight miles, there and back —
and over a somewhat rough, fatiguing road.’
‘In what direction does it lie?’
I described the situation as well
as I could, and was entering upon an explanation of
the various roads, lanes, and fields to be traversed
in order to reach it, the goings straight on, and
turnings to the right and the left, when she checked
me with, —
’Oh, stop! don’t tell
me now: I shall forget every word of your directions
before I require them. I shall not think about
going till next spring; and then, perhaps, I may trouble
you. At present we have the winter before us,
and — ’
She suddenly paused, with a suppressed
exclamation, started up from her seat, and saying,
‘Excuse me one moment,’ hurried from the
room, and shut the door behind her.
Curious to see what had startled her
so, I looked towards the window — for her eyes
had been carelessly fixed upon it the moment before
— and just beheld the skirts of a man’s
coat vanishing behind a large holly-bush that stood
between the window and the porch.
‘It’s mamma’s friend,’ said
Arthur.
Rose and I looked at each other.
‘I don’t know what to make of her at all,’
whispered Rose.
The child looked at her in grave surprise.
She straightway began to talk to him on indifferent
matters, while I amused myself with looking at the
pictures. There was one in an obscure corner
that I had not before observed. It was a little
child, seated on the grass with its lap full of flowers.
The tiny features and large blue eyes, smiling through
a shock of light brown curls, shaken over the forehead
as it bent above its treasure, bore sufficient resemblance
to those of the young gentleman before me to proclaim
it a portrait of Arthur Graham in his early infancy.
In taking this up to bring it to the
light, I discovered another behind it, with its face
to the wall. I ventured to take that up too.
It was the portrait of a gentleman in the full prime
of youthful manhood — handsome enough, and not
badly executed; but if done by the same hand as the
others, it was evidently some years before; for there
was far more careful minuteness of detail, and less
of that freshness of colouring and freedom of handling
that delighted and surprised me in them. Nevertheless,
I surveyed it with considerable interest. There
was a certain individuality in the features and expression
that stamped it, at once, a successful likeness.
The bright blue eyes regarded the spectator with a
kind of lurking drollery — you almost expected
to see them wink; the lips — a little too voluptuously
full — seemed ready to break into a smile; the
warmly-tinted cheeks were embellished with a luxuriant
growth of reddish whiskers; while the bright chestnut
hair, clustering in abundant, wavy curls, trespassed
too much upon the forehead, and seemed to intimate
that the owner thereof was prouder of his beauty than
his intellect — as, perhaps, he had reason to
be; and yet he looked no fool.
I had not had the portrait in my hands
two minutes before the fair artist returned.
‘Only some one come about the
pictures,’ said she, in apology for her abrupt
departure: ‘I told him to wait.’
‘I fear it will be considered
an act of impertinence,’ said ’to presume
to look at a picture that the artist has turned to
the wall; but may I ask -’
’It is an act of very great
impertinence, sir; and therefore I beg you will ask
nothing about it, for your curiosity will not be gratified,’
replied she, attempting to cover the tartness of her
rebuke with a smile; but I could see, by her flushed
cheek and kindling eye, that she was seriously annoyed.
‘I was only going to ask if
you had painted it yourself,’ said I, sulkily
resigning the picture into her hands; for without a
grain of ceremony she took it from me; and quickly
restoring it to the dark corner, with its face to
the wall, placed the other against it as before, and
then turned to me and laughed.
But I was in no humour for jesting.
I carelessly turned to the window, and stood looking
out upon the desolate garden, leaving her to talk
to Rose for a minute or two; and then, telling my sister
it was time to go, shook hands with the little gentleman,
coolly bowed to the lady, and moved towards the door.
But, having bid adieu to Rose, Mrs. Graham presented
her hand to me, saying, with a soft voice, and by
no means a disagreeable smile, — ’Let not
the sun go down upon your wrath, Mr. Markham.
I’m sorry I offended you by my abruptness.’
When a lady condescends to apologise,
there is no keeping one’s anger, of course;
so we parted good friends for once; and this time
I squeezed her hand with a cordial, not a spiteful
pressure.