SANDAL AND SANDAL.
“Time will discover
every thing; it is a babbler, and speaks even
when no question is
put.”
“Run, spindles!
Run, and weave the threads of doom.”
Next morning very early, Stephen had
a letter from Charlotte. He was sitting at breakfast
with Ducie when the rector’s boy brought it;
and it came, as great events generally come, without
any premonition or heralding circumstance. Ducie
was pouring out coffee; and she went on with her employment,
thinking, not of the letter Stephen was opening, but
of the malt, and of the condition of the brewing-boiler.
An angry exclamation from Stephen made her lift her
eyes to his face. “My word, Stephen, you
are put out! What’s to do?”
“Julius has turned Mrs. Sandal
and Charlotte from house and home, yesterday afternoon.
They are at the rectory. I am going, mother.”
“Stop a moment, Steve. This is now my affair.”
Stephen looked at his mother with
amazement. Her countenance, her voice, her whole
manner, had suddenly changed. An expression of
angry purpose was in her wide-open eyes and firm mouth,
as she asked, “Can you or Jamie, or any of the
men, drive me to Kendal?”
“To-day?”
“I want to leave within an hour.”
“The rain down-pours; and it
is like to be worse yet, if the wind does not change.”
“If it were ten times worse,
I must to Kendal. I am much to blame that I have
let weather stop me so far and so long. While
Dame Nature was busy about her affairs, I should have
been minding mine. Deary me, deary me!”
“If you are for Kendal, then
I will drive. The cart-road down the fell is
too bad to trust you with any one but myself.
Can we stop a moment at the rectory on our road?”
“We can stop a goodish bit.
I have a deal to say to the parson. Have the
tax-cart ready in half an hour; for there will be no
betterness in the weather until the moon—God
bless her!—is full round; and things are
past waiting for now.”
In twenty minutes Ducie was ready.
The large cloak and hood of the Daleswoman wrapped
her close. She was almost indistinguishable in
its folds. The rector met her with a little irritation.
It was very early to be disturbed, and he thought
her visit would refer, doubtless, to some trivial
right between her son and Charlotte Sandal; besides
which, he had made up his mind to discuss the Sandal
affairs with no one.
But Ducie had spoken but a few moments
before a remarkable change took place in his manner.
He was bending eagerly forward, listening to her half-whispered
words with the greatest interest and amazement.
As she proceeded, he could scarcely control his emotion;
and very soon all other expressions were lost in one
of a satisfaction that was almost triumph.
“I will keep them here until
you return,” he answered; “but let me tell
you, Ducie, you have been less quick to do right than
I thought of you.”
“The fell has been a hard walk
for an old woman, the cart-road nearly impassable
until this rain washed away the drifts; but I did not
neglect my duty altogether, neither, parson. Moser
was written to six weeks since, and he has been at
work. Maybe, after all, no time has been lost.
I’ll away now, if you will call Stephen.
Don’t let Mrs. Sandal ‘take on’
more than you can help;” and, as Stephen lifted
the reins, “You think it best to bring all here?”
“Far away best. God speed
you!” He watched them out of sight,—his
snowy hair and strong face and black garments making
a vivid picture in the misty, drippy doorway,—and
then, returning to his study, he began his daily walk
up and down its carpeted length, with a singularly
solemn elation. Ere long, the thoughtful stride
was accompanied by low, musical mutterings, dropping
from his lips in such majestic cadences that his steps
involuntarily fell to their music in a march-like rhythm.
“Daughter of Justice,
wronged Nemesis,
Thou of the awful eyes,
Whose silent sentence
judgeth mortal life,—
Thou with
the curb of steel,
Which proudest
jaws must feel,
Stayest the snort and
champ of human strife.
Under thy wheel unresting,
trackless, all
Our joys and griefs
befall;
In thy full sight our
secret things go on;
Step after
step, thy wrath
Follows
the caitiff’s path,
And in his triumph breaks
his vile neck bone.
To all alike, thou meetest
out their due,
Cubit for cubit, inch
for inch,—stern, true.”
At the word “true” he
paused a moment, and touched with his finger an old
black volume on one of the book-shelves. “‘Stern,
true,’ whether Euripides says ‘cubit for
cubit,’ or Moses ‘an eye for an eye,’
or Solomon that ‘he that troubleth his own house
shall inherit the wind.’ Stern, true; for
surely that which a man sows he shall also reap.”
After a while he went up-stairs and
talked with Mrs. Sandal and Charlotte. They were
much depressed and very anxious, and had what Charlotte
defined “a homeless feeling.” “But
you must be biddable, Charlotte,” said the rector;
“you must remain here until Stephen returns.
Ducie had business that could not wait, and who but
Stephen should drive her? When he comes back,
we will all look to it. You shall not be very
long out of your own home; and, in the mean time, how
welcome you are here!”
“It seems such a weary time,
sir; so many months that we have been in trouble.”
“It was all night long, once,
with some tired, fearful ones ’toiling in rowing;’
but in the fourth watch came Christ and help to them.
It is nigh hand—the ’fourth watch’—with
you; so be cheerful.”
Yet it was the evening of the sixth
day before Ducie and Stephen returned. It was
still raining heavily, and Ducie only waited a moment
or two at the rectory gate. Charlotte was amazed
to see the old clergyman hasten through the plashing
shower to speak to her. “Surely Ducie’s
business must have a great deal of interest to the
rector, mother: he has gone out to speak to her,
and such weather too.”
“Ducie was always a favorite
with him. I hope, now that her affairs have been
attended to, ours may receive some care.”
Charlotte answered only by a look
of sympathy. It had seemed to her a little hard
that their urgent need must wait upon Ducie’s
business; that Stephen should altogether leave them
in their extremity; that her anxious inquiries and
suggestions, her plans and efforts about their new
home, should have been so coldly received, and so positively
put aside until Ducie and Stephen came back.
And she had a pang of jealousy when she saw the rector,
usually so careful of his health, hasten with slippered
feet and uncovered head, through the wet, chilling
atmosphere, to speak to them.
He came back with a radiant face,
however, and Charlotte could hear him moving about
his study; now rolling out a grand march of musical
Greek syllables from Homer or Euripides, anon breaking
into some familiar verse of Christian song. And,
when tea was served, he went up-stairs for the ladies,
and escorted them to the table with a manner so beaming
and so happily predictive that Charlotte could not
but catch some of its hopeful spirit.
Just as they sat down to the tea-table,
the wet, weary travellers reached Up-Hill. With
a sigh of pleasure and content, Ducie once more passed
into its comfortable shelter; and never had it seemed
to her such a haven of earthly peace. Her usually
placid face bore marks of strong emotion; she was
physically tired; and Stephen was glad to see her among
the white fleeces of his grandfather’s big chair,
with her feet outstretched to the blazing warmth of
the fire, and their cosey tea-service by her side.
Always reticent with him, she had been very tryingly
so on their journey. No explanation of it had
been given; and he had been permitted to pass his
time among the looms in Ireland’s mill, while
she and the lawyer were occupied about affairs to which
even his signature was not asked.
As they sat together in the evening,
she caught his glance searching her face tenderly;
and she bent forward, and said, “Kiss me, Stephen,
my dear lad. I have seen this week how kind and
patient, how honorable and trustful, thou art.
Well, then, the hour has come that will try thy love
to the uttermost. But wise or unwise, all that
has been done has been done with good intent, and
I look for no word to pain me from thy mouth.
Stephen, what is thy name?”
“Stephen Latrigg.”
“Nay, but it isn’t.”
Stephen blushed vividly; his mother’s
face was white and calm. “I would rather
be called Latrigg than—the other name, than
by my father’s name.”
“Has any one named thy father to thee?”
“Charlotte told me what you
and she said on the matter. She understood his
name to be Pattison. We were wondering if our
marriage could be under my adopted name, that was
all, and things like it.”
Ducie was watching his handsome face
as he spoke, and feeling keenly the eager deprecation
of pain to herself, mingling with the natural curiosity
about his own identity, which the cloud upon his early
years warranted. She looked at him steadily,
with eyes shining brightly through tears.
“Your name is not Pattison,
neither is it Latrigg. When you marry Charlotte
Sandal, it must be by your own true name; and that
is Stephen Sandal.”
“Stephen Sandal, mother?”
“Yes. You are the son of
Launcelot Sandal, the late squire’s eldest brother.”
“Then, mother, then I am—What am
I, mother?”
“You are squire of Sandal-Side
and Torver. No living man but you has a right
to the name, or the land, or to Seat-Sandal.”
“I should have known this before, mother.”
“I think not. We had, father
and I, what we believed good reasons, and kind reasons,
for holding our peace. But times and circumstances
have changed; and, where silence was once true friendship
and kindness, it is now wrong and cruelty. Many
years ago, Stephen, when I was young and beautiful,
Launcelot Sandal loved me. And my father and Launcelot’s
father loved each other as David and Jonathan loved.
They were scarcely happy apart; and not even to please
the proud mistress Charlotte, would the squire loosen
the grip of heart and hand between them. But your
father was more under his mother’s influence:
proud lad as he was, he feared her; and when she discovered
his love for me, there was such a scene between them
as no man will go through twice in his lifetime.
I have no excuse to make for marrying him secretly
except the old, old one, Stephen. I loved him,
loved him as women have loved, and will love, from
the beginning to the end of time.”
“Dear mother, there was no wrong
in that. But why did you let the world think
you loved a man beneath you? an uneducated shepherd
like my reputed father? That wronged not only
you, but those behind and those after you.”
“We were afraid of many things,
and we wished to spare the friendship between our
fathers. There were many other reasons, scarcely
worth repeating now.”
“And what became of the shepherd?”
“He was not Cumberland born.
He came from the Cheviot Hills, and was always fretting
for the border life: so he gladly fell in with
the proposal your father made him. One summer
morning he said he was going to herd the lambs on
Latrigg Fell, but he went to Egremont. Your father
had gone there a week before; but he came back that
night, and met me at Ravenglass. We were married
in Egremont church, by Parson Sellafield, and went
to Whitehaven, where we lived quietly and happily for
many a week. Pattison witnessed our marriage,
and then, with gold in his pocket, took the border
road. He went to Moffat and wed the girl he loved,
and has been shepherding on Loch Fell ever since.”
“He is alive, then?”
“He is at the Salutation Inn
at Ambleside to-night. So, also, is Parson Sellafield,
and the man and woman with whom we staid in Whitehaven,
and in whose house you were born and lived until your
fourth year. They are called Chisholm, and have
been at Up-Hill many times.”
“I remember them.”
“And I did not intend that they should forget
you.”
“I have always heard that Launcelot Sandal was
drowned.”
“You have always heard that
your father was drowned? That was near by the
truth. While in Whitehaven, he wrote to his brother
Tom, who was living and doing well in India.
When his answer came, we determined to go to Calcutta;
but I was not in a state of health fit for such a
journey as that then was. So it was decided that
your father should go first, and get a home ready
for me. He left in the ‘Lady Liddel,’
and she was lost at sea. Your father was in an
open boat for many days, and died of exhaustion.”
“Who told you so, mother?”
“The captain lived to reach
his home again, and he brought me his watch and ring
and last message. He never saw your face, my lad,
he never saw your face.”
A silence of some minutes ensued.
Ducie had long ceased to weep for her dead love, but
he was unforgotten. Her silence was not oblivion:
it was a sanctuary where lights were burning round
the shrine, over which the wings of affection were
folded.
“When my father was gone, then you came back
to Up-Hill?”
“No: I did not come back
until you were in your fourth year. Then my mother
died, and I brought you home. At the first moment
you went straight to your grandfather’s heart;
and that night, as you lay asleep upon his knee, I
told him the truth, as I tell it to you this night.
And he said to me, ’Ducie, things have settled
a bit lately. The squire has got over his trouble
about Launcie; and young William is the acknowledged
heir, and the welcome heir. He is going to marry
Alice Morecombe at the long last, but it will make
a big difference if Launcelot’s son steps in
where nobody wants him. Now, then,’ he said,
’I will tell thee a far better way. We
will give this dear lad my own name, none better in
old Cumbria; and we will save gold, and we will make
gold, to put it to the very front in the new times
that are coming. And he will keep my name on
the face of the earth, and so please the great company
of his kin behind him. And it will be far better
for him to be the top-sheaf of the Latriggs, than
to force his way into Seat-Sandal, where there is
neither love nor welcome for him.’
“And I thought the same thing,
Stephen; and after that, our one care was to make
you happy, and to do well to you. That you were
a born Sandal, was a great joy to him, for he loved
your father and your grandfather; and, when Harry
came, he loved him also, and he liked well to see you
two on the fells together. Often he called me
to come and look at you going off with your rods or
guns; and often he said, ’Both fine lads, Ducie,
but our Steve is the finer.’”
“Oh, mother, I cannot take Harry’s
place! I love Harry, and I did not know how much
until this hour”—
“Stop a bit, Stephen. When
Harry grew up, and went into the army, your grandfather
wasn’t so satisfied with what he had done.
’Here’s a fine property going to sharpers
and tailors and Italian singing-women,’ he used
to say; and he felt baddish about it. And yet
he loved Squire William, as he had loved his father,
and Mistress Alice and Harry and Sophia and Charlotte;
why, he thought of them like his own flesh and blood.
And he could not bear to undo his kindness. And
he could not bear to tell Squire William the truth,
for he knew well that he would undo it. So one
day he sent for Lawyer Moser; and the two of them together
found out a plan that seemed fair, for both Sandal
and Latrigg.
“You were to remain Stephen
Latrigg, unless it was to ward off wrong or ruin in
Sandal-Side. But if ever the day came when Sandal
needed Latrigg, you were to claim your right, and
stand up for Sandal. Such a state of things as
Harry brought about, my father never dreamed of.
He would not have been able to think of a man selling
away his right to a place like Seat-Sandal; and among
all the villains he ever knew, or heard tell of, he
couldn’t have picked out one to lead him to such
a villain as Julius Sandal. So, you see, he left
no special directions for such a case, and I was a
bit feared to move in too big a hurry; and, maybe,
I was a bit of a coward about setting every tongue
in Sandal-Side talking about me and my bygone days.
“But, when the squire died,
I thought from what Charlotte told me of the Julius
Sandals, that there would have to be a change; and
when I saw your grandfather sorting the papers for
me, and heard that Mistress Alice and Charlotte had
been forced to leave their home, I knew that the hour
for the change had struck, and that I must be about
the business. Moser was written to soon after
the funeral of Squire William. He has now all
the necessary witnesses and papers ready. He is
at Ambleside with them, and to-morrow morning they
will have a talk with Mr. Julius at Seat-Sandal.”
“I wonder where Harry Sandal is.”
“After you, comes Harry.
Your grandfather did not forget him. There is
a provision in the will, which directs, that if, for
any cause not conceivable by the testator, Harry Sandal
must resign in favor of Stephen Sandal, then the land
and money devised to you, as his heir, shall become
the property of Harry Sandal. In a great measure
you would only change places, and that is not a very
hard punishment for a man who cared so little for
his family home as Harry did. So you see, Stephen,
you must claim your rights in order to give Harry his.”
The facts of this conversation opened
up endlessly to the mother and son, and hour after
hour it was continued without any loss of interest.
But the keenest pleasure his new prospects gave Stephen
referred itself to Mrs. Sandal and Charlotte.
He could now reinstate them in their old home and
in their old authority in it. For the bright visions
underneath his eyelids, he could not sleep,—visions
of satisfied affection, and of grief and humiliation
crowned with joy and happiness and honor.
It had been decided that Stephen should
drive his mother to the rectory in the morning, and
there they were to wait the result of Moser’s
interview with Julius. The dawning came up with
sunshine; the storm was over, the earth lay smiling
in that “clear shining after rain,” which
is so exhilarating and full of promise. The sky
was as blue, the air as fresh, fell and wood, meadow
and mountain, as clean and bright as if they had just
come new from the fingers of the Almighty. Ducie
was handsomely dressed in dark violet-colored satin,
and Stephen noticed with pride how well her rich clothing
and quiet, dignified manner became her; while Ducie
felt even a greater pride in the stately, handsome
young man who drove her with such loving care down
Latrigg fell that eventful morning.
Julius was at breakfast when the company
from Ambleside were shown into the master’s
room in Seat-Sandal. The lawyer sent in his card;
and Julius, who knew him well, was a trifle annoyed
by the visit. “It will be about your mother’s
income, Sophia,” he said, as he viciously broke
the egg he was holding; “now mind, I am not going
to yield one inch.”
“Why should you, Julius?
I am sure we have been blamed and talked over enough.
We never can be popular here.”
“We don’t want to be popular
here. When we have refurnished the house, we
will bring our company from Oxford and London and elsewhere.
We will have fine dinners and balls, hunting-parties
and fishing-parties; and, depend upon it, we shall
very soon have these shepherd lords and gentlemen
begging for our favor.”
“Oh, you don’t know them,
Julius! They would not break bread with us if
they were starving.”
“Very well. What do I care?”
But he did care. When the wagoners
driving their long teams pretended not to hear his
greeting, for the jingling of their bells, he knew
it was pretence, and the wagoners’ aversion
hurt him. When the herdsmen sauntered away from
his path, and preferred not to talk to him, he felt
the bitterness of their dislike, though they were only
shepherds. When the gentlemen of the neighborhood
looked straight before them, and did not see him in
their path, he burned with an indignation he would
have liked well to express. But no one took the
trouble to offend him by word or deed, and a man cannot
pick a quarrel with people for simply letting him
alone.
Sophia’s opinion recalled one
or two of these events that were particularly galling;
and he finished his breakfast in a sulky, leisurely
fashion, to such reflections as they evoked. Then,
with a cigar in his mouth, he went to the master’s
room to see Moser. He had been told that other
parties were there also, but he did not surmise that
their business was identical. Yet he noticed the
clergyman on entering, and appeared inclined to attend
to his request first; but as he courteously waved
his claim away, and retired to the other end of the
room, Julius said curtly,—
“Well, Mr. Moser, good-morning, sir.”
The lawyer was pretending to be absorbed
in the captions of the papers in his hand, for he
was offended at being kept waiting so long: “As
if a bite of victuals was of more ado than business
that could bring Matthew Moser all the road from Kendal.”
“Good-morning, Mr. Sandal.”
The omission of “Squire,”
and the substitution of “Mr.,” annoyed
Julius very much, though he had not a suspicion of
the lawyer’s errand; and he corrected the mistake
with a bland smile on his lips, and an angry light
in his eyes. Moser, in reply, selected one particular
paper, and put it into the hand of Julius.
“Acting for Squire Sandal, I
would be a middling bad sort of a lawyer to give you
his name. Eh?”
“You are talking in riddles, sir.”
“Eh! But I always read
my riddles, Mr. Sandal. I am here to take possession
of house and land, for the real heir of Sandal-Side.”
“I bought his right, as you
know very well. You have Harry Sandal’s
own acknowledgment.”
“Eh? But you see, Harry
Sandal never had a penny-worth of right to sell.
Launcelot Sandal left a son, and for him I am acting.
Eh?”
“Launcelot Sandal was drowned. He never
married.”
“Eh, but he did!—Parson Sellafield,
what do you say about that?”
“I married him on July 11, 18—,
at Egremont church. There,” pointing to
Matt Pattison, “is the witness. Here is
a copy of the license and the ‘lines.’
They are signed, ‘Launcelot Sandal’ and
‘Ducie Latrigg.’”
“Confusion!”
“Eh? No, no! There’s
not a bit of confusion, Mr. Sandal. It is all
as clear as the multiplication table, and there is
nothing clearer than that. Launcelot Sandal married
Ducie Latrigg; they had one son, Stephen Sandal, otherwise
known as Stephen Latrigg: proofs all ready, sir,
not a link missing, Mr. Sandal. When will you
vacate? The squire is inclined to be easy with
you, and not to back-reckon, unless you force him to
do so.”
“This is a conspiracy, Moser.”
“Conspiracy! Eh? Ugly word, Mr. Sandal.
An actionable word, I may say.”
“It is a conspiracy. You
shall hear from me through some respectable lawyer.”
“In the mean time, Mr. Sandal,
I have taken, as you will see, the proper legal steps
to prevent you wasting any more of the Sandal revenues.
Every shilling you touch now, you will be held responsible
for. Also,” and he laid another paper down,
“you are hereby restrained from removing, injuring,
or in any way changing, or disposing of, the present
furniture of the Seat. The squire insists specially
on this direction, and he kindly allows you seven
days to remove your private effects. A very reasonable
gentleman is Squire Sandal.”
Without further courtesies they parted;
and the deposed squire locked the room-door, lifted
the various documents, and read them with every sense
he had. Then he went to Sophia; and at that hour
he was almost angry with her, although he could not
have told how, or why, such a feeling existed.
When he opened the door of the parlor, her first words
were a worry over the non-arrival, by mail, of some
floss-silks, needful in the bird’s-nest she
was working for a fire-screen.
“They have not come, Julius,”
she cried, with a face full of inquiry and annoyance.
“They? Who?”
“The flosses for my bird’s-nest.
The eggs must be in white floss.”
“The bird’s nest can go
to Jericho, or Calcutta, or into the fire. We
are ordered to leave Seat-Sandal in seven days.”
“I would not be so absurd, Julius, so unfeeling,
so ungentlemanly.”
“Well, then, my soul,”
and he bowed with elaborate grace, “Stephen
Latrigg, squire of Sandal-Side, orders us to leave
in seven days. Can you be ready?”
She looked into the suave, mocking,
inscrutable face, shrugged her shoulders, and began
to count her stitches. Julius had many varieties
of ill-humor. She regarded this statement only
as a new phase of his temper; but he soon undeceived
her. With a pitiless exactness he went over his
position, and, in doing so, made the hopelessness of
his case as clear to himself as it was to others.
And yet he was determined not to yield without a struggle;
though, apart from the income of Sandal, which he
could not reach, he had little money and no credit.
The story, with all its romance of
attachment and its long trial of faithful secrecy,
touched the prejudices and the sympathies of every
squire and shepherd between Duddon and Esk and Windermere.
Stephen came to his own, and they received him with
open arms. But for Julius, there was not a “seat”
in the Dales, nor a cottage on the fells, no, nor a
chair in any of the local inns, where he was welcome.
He stood his social excommunication longer than could
have been expected; and, even at the end, his surrender
was forced from him by the want of money, and the
never-ceasing laments of Sophia. She was clever
enough to understand from the first, that fighting
the case was simply “indulging Julius in his
temper;” and she did not see the wisdom of spending
what little money they had in such a gratification.
“You have been caught in your
own trap, Julius,” she said aggravatingly.
“Very clever people often are. It is folly
to struggle. You had better ask Stephen to pay
you back the ten thousand pounds. I think he ought
to do that. It is only common honesty.”
But Stephen had not the same idea
of common honesty as Sophia had. He referred
Julius to Harry.
“Harry, indeed! Harry who
is in New York making ducks and drakes of your money,
Julius,—trying to buy shares and things
that he knows no more of than he knows of Greek.
It’s a shame!” and Sophia burst into some
genuine tears over the reflection.
Still the idea, on a less extravagant
basis, seemed possible to Steve. He began to
think that it would be better to compromise matters
with the Julius Sandals; better to lose a thousand
pounds, or even two thousand pounds, if, by doing
so, he could at once restore Mrs. Sandal and Charlotte
to their home. And he was on the point of making
a proposition of this kind, when it was discovered
that Julius and his wife had silently taken their
departure.
“It is a hopeless fight against
destiny,” said Julius. “When the purse
is empty, any cause is weak. I have barely money
to take us to Calcutta, Sophia. It is very disagreeable
to go there, of course; but my father advised this
step, and I shall remind him of it. He ought,
therefore, to re-arrange my future. It is hard
enough for me to have lost so much time carrying out
his plans. And I should write a letter to your
mother before you go, if I were you, Sophia.
It is your duty. She ought to have her cruel
behavior to you pointed out to her.”
Sophia did her duty. She wrote
a very clever letter, which really did make both her
mother and sister wretchedly uncomfortable. Charlotte
held it in her hand with a heartache, wondering whether
she had indeed been as envious and unjust and unkind
as Sophia felt her to have been; and Mrs. Sandal buried
her face in her sofa pillow, and had a cry over her
supposed partiality and want of true motherly feeling.
“They had been so misunderstood, Julius and
she,—wilfully misunderstood, she feared;
and they were being driven to a foreign land, a deadly
foreign land, because Charlotte and Stephen had raised
against them a social hatred they had not the heart
to conquer. If they defended themselves, they
must accuse those of their own blood and house, and
they were not mean enough to do such a thing as that.
Oh, no! Sophia Sandal had always done her duty,
and always would do it forever.” And broad
statements are such confusing, confounding things,
that for one miserable hour the mother and sister
felt as mean and remorseful as Sophia and Julius could
desire. Then the rector read the letter aloud,
and dived down into its depths as if it was a knotty
text, and showed the two simple women on what false
conditions all of its accusations rested.
At the same time Julius wrote a letter
also. It was to Harry Sandal,—a very
short letter, but destined to cause nearly six years
of lonely, wretched wandering and anxious sorrow.
DEAR HARRY,—There
is great trouble about that ten thousand pounds.
It seems you had no
right to sell. “Money on false pretences,”
I
think they call it.
I should go West, far West, if I were you.
Your friend,
JULIUS SANDAL.
He read it to Sophia, and she said,
“What folly! Let Harry return home.
You have heard that he comes into the Latrigg money.
Very well, let him come home, and then you can make
him pay you back. Harry is very honorable.”
“There is not the slightest
chance of Harry paying me back. If he had a million,
he wouldn’t pay me back. Harry spoke me
fair, but I caught one look which let me see into
his soul. He hated me for buying his right.
With my money in his hand, he hated me. He would
toss his hat to the stars if he heard how far I have
been over-reached. Next to Charlotte Sandal,
I hate Harry Sandal; and I am going to send him a road
that he is not likely to return. I don’t
intend Stephen and Harry to sit together, and chuckle
over me. Besides, your mother and Charlotte are
surely calculating upon having ‘dear Harry’
and ‘poor Harry’ at home again very soon.
I have no doubt Charlotte is planning about that Emily
Beverley already. For Harry is to have Latrigg
Hall when it is finished, I hear.”
“Really? Is that so? Are you sure?”
“Harry is to have the new hall,
and all of old Latrigg’s gold and property.”
“Julius, would it not be better
to try and get around Harry? We could stay with
him. I cannot endure Calcutta, and I always did
like Harry.”
“And I always detested him.
And he always detested me. No, my sweet Sophia,
there is really nothing for us but a decent lodging-house
on the shady side of the Chowringhee Road. My
father can give me a post in ‘The Company,’
and I must get as many of its rupees as I can manage.
Go through the old rooms, and bid them farewell, my
soul. We shall not come back to Seat-Sandal again
in this chapter of our eternity.” And with
a mocking laugh he turned away to make his own preparations.
“But why go in the night, Julius?
You said to-night at eleven o’clock. Why
not wait until morning?”
“Because, beloved, I owe a great
deal of money in the neighborhood. Stephen can
pay it for me. I have sent him word to do so.
Why should we waste our money? We have done with
these boors. What they think of us, what they
say of us, shall we mind it, my soul, when we drive
under the peopuls and tamarinds at Barrackpore, or
jostle the crowds upon the Moydana, or sit under the
great stars and listen to the tread of the chokedars?
All fate, Sophia! All fate, soul of my soul!
What is Sandal-Side? Nothing. What is Calcutta?
Nothing. What is life itself, my own one?
Only a little piece out of something that was before,
and will be after.”
* * * *
*
Who that has seen the Cumberland moors
and fells in July can ever forget them?—the
yellow broom and purple heather, the pink and white
waxen balls of the rare vacciniums, the red-leaved
sundew, the asphodels, the cranberries and blueberries
and bilberries, and the wonderful green mosses in
all the wetter places; and, above and around all, the
great mountain chains veiled in pale, ethereal atmosphere,
and rising in it as airy and unsubstantial as if they
could tremble in unison with every thrill of the ether
above them.
It was thus they looked, and thus
the fells and the moors looked, one day in July, eighteen
months after the death of Squire William Sandal,—his
daughter Charlotte’s wedding-day. From far
and near, the shepherd boys and lasses were travelling
down the craggy ways, making all the valleys ring
to their wild and simple songs, and ever and anon
the bells rung out in joyful peals; and from Up-Hill
to Seat-Sandal, and around the valley to Latrigg Hall,
there were happy companies telling each other, “Oh,
how beautiful was the bride with her golden hair flowing
down over her dress of shining white satin!”
“And how proud and handsome the bridegroom!”
“And how lovely in their autumn days the two
mothers! Mistress Alice Sandal leaning so confidently
upon the arm of the stately Mrs. Ducie Sandal.”
“And how glad was the good rector!” Little
work, either in field or house or fellside, was done
that day; for, when all has been said about human
selfishness, this truth abides,—in the
main, we do rejoice with those who rejoice, and we
do weep with those who weep.
The old Seat was almost gay in the
sunshine, all its windows open for the wandering breezes,
and its great hall doors set wide for the feet of
the new squire and his bride. For they were too
wise to begin their married life by going away from
their home; they felt that it was better to come to
it with the bridal benediction in their ears, and the
sunshine of the wedding-day upon their faces.
The ceremony had been delayed some
months, for Stephen had been in America seeking Harry;
seeking him in the great cities and in the lonely
mining-camps, but never coming upon his foot steps
until they had been worn away into forgetfulness.
At last the rector wrote to him, “Return home,
Stephen. We are both wrong. It is not human
love, but God love, that must seek the lost ones.
If you found Harry now, and brought him back, it would
be too soon. When his lesson is learned, the heart
of God will be touched, and he will say, ’That
will do, my son. Arise, and go home.’”
And when Mrs. Sandal smiled through
her tears, for the hope’s sake, he took her
hand, and added solemnly, “Be confident and glad,
you shall see Harry come joyfully to his own home.
Oh, if you could only listen, angels still talk with
men! Raphael, the affable angel, loves to bring
them confidences. God also speaks to his children
in dreams, and by the oracles that wait in darkness.
If we know not, it is because we ask not. But
I know, and am sure, that Harry will return in joy
and in peace. And if the dead look over the golden
bar of heaven upon their earthly homes, Barf Latrigg,
seeing the prosperity of the two houses, which stand
upon his love and his self-denial, will say once more
to his friend, ‘William, I did well to Sandal.’”