I
The next day Alexina found herself
suddenly free of office duty, A very handsome and
wealthy American woman who had not been able to visit
her beloved Paris since the beginning of the World’s
War, and finding the State Department obdurate to
the whims of pretty women, had induced Mrs. Ballinger
Groome, on one of whose committees she had worked faithfully,
to ask her sister-in-law to inform the Department
of State that her services at the oeuvre in Paris
were indispensable.
Alexina had passed the letter on to
the President, Madame de Morsigny, and forgotten the
incident. Olive wrote the necessary letter promptly.
Not only did she believe that the time had come for
Alexina to rest, but she longed for a fresh access
of energy in the office that would in a measure relieve
herself. Moreover, Mrs. Wallack was wealthy and
had many wealthy friends. That meant more money
for the oeuvre, always in need of money. Olive
had given large sums herself, but the president of
a charity is yet to be found who will not permit its
constant demands to be relieved by the generous public.
Mrs. Wallack had not only promised a substantial donation
at once, but a monthly contribution. This had
not been named, but Madame de Morsigny meant that
it should be something more than nominal. She
could do so much for Mrs. Wallack socially, now that
it was possible to entertain again, that she felt
reasonably confident of rousing the enthusiasm of any
ambitious New Yorker. Moreover, Olive had a very
insinuating way with her.
II
Mrs. Wallack presented herself at
the imposing headquarters of the oeuvre, radiant,
fresh, energetic, beautifully dressed. The war
had interested her and commanded her sympathies to
some purpose, but nothing short of personal affliction
could subdue that inexhaustible vitality, and she seemed
to bring into the dark and solemn rooms something
of the atmospheric gayety and sunshine of a land that
had done much but suffered little.
By no one was she received with more
warmth of welcome than by Alexina. The sudden
release made her realize sharply her lowered vitality.
Moreover, the semi-yearly income which had just arrived
from California was her own now and she could replenish
her wardrobe and feel feminine and irresponsible once
more. The reaction was so violent that after inducting
Mrs. Wallack into the mysteries of her desk she remained
in bed, prostrate, for two days. Then, feeling
several years younger, she sallied forth in search
of many things.
III
There is no such antidote to the migraines
of the woman soul as clothes. Their only rival
is travel and there are cases where they know none.
Sometimes women remember to pity men, that have no
such happy playground.
Alexina for all her ramifications,
some of them too deep, had a light and feminine side.
During the following fortnight she gave it full rein;
she was absorbed, almost happy. She spent quite
recklessly and after the years of economy and self-denial
this alone gave her an intense satisfaction. In
addition to her income forwarded by Judge Lawton, who
had charge of her affairs, her brother Ballinger,
who was as fond of her as of his own children, and
very proud of her—she had received two decorations—sent
her a large check with the mandate to spend it on
herself.
IV
Even so, she was not always in the
shops and the dressmakers’ ateliers. She
found much amusement in strolling up and down the arcades
of the Rue de Rivoli, watching the odd throngs at
which Paris herself seemed, to bend her head and stare.
Some poet had called Paris the mistress
of Europe. She looked like an old trollop.
She was dirty and dreary, unpainted and unwashed.
The rain was almost incessant and the shop windows
were soon denuded of the few attractive novelties
scrambled together to meet the sudden demand after
the long drought.
But under the long arcades the curious
sauntering throngs were sheltered from the rain and
found all things in Paris novel. Men in the American
khaki, from generals to striplings, were there by the
hundred; endless streams of young women in the uniform
of the Red Cross, the Y.M.C.A., the Salvation Army;
British and American nurses; members of the fashionable
oeuvres artlessly watching this novel phase of Paris;
the beautiful violet uniform of Le Bien-Être du Blessé;
girls with worn faces and relaxed bodies fresh from
the front, hundreds of them, arriving daily in camions
and cars, thanking heaven for the sudden cessation
of work, sleeping heaven knew where. The American
women of the Commission, and others who, like Mrs.
Wallack, had invented a plausible excuse to get to
Paris and looked almost anachronistic in their smart
gowns, their fresh faces, their bright, curious, glancing
eyes.
There were also officers in the uniform
of Britain, and Alexina regarded them frankly, with
no effort to deceive herself. The spirit of adventure
was awake in her, now that the dark mood had passed,
or slept. She hoped to meet the man of the embassy
again, whether he were Gathbroke or another.
She had liked his eyes.
She had met many charming and interesting
men during the last two and a half years at Olive
de Morsigny’s table, especially when André,
convalescent, was at home. But their eyes had
said nothing to her whatever, if not for the want
of trying. Alexina’s imagination, torpid
for many months, ran riot. This man might disappoint
her, might have nothing in him for her, but she refused
for more than a moment to contemplate anything so
flat. Something must come of that adventure, that
vital intensely personal moment when their eyes had
met above flames so tiny the wonder was they could
see anything but a white blur on the dark. She
was as sure of meeting him again as that she trod
on air after she had ordered a new gown or brought
an inordinately becoming hat. She had forgotten
Mortimer’s existence.