I
Mortimer went off that night and got
drunk. It was the first time in his life and
possibly his last, but he made a thorough job of it.
He took the precaution to telephone to the house that
he was going out of town, but when he returned two
days later he experienced a distinct pleasure in telling
Alexina what he had done. Alexina, who still hoped
that she would always be able to regard Life as God’s
good joke, rather sympathized with him, and assured
him that he would have nothing to apprehend from Gora
in the future: she had no more fervent wish than
to keep out of his way.
II
He found himself on the whole very
comfortable. Maria was always most kind, Alexina
polite and amiable, and Tom “decent.”
Joan liked him as well as she liked anybody, and when
the family spent a quiet evening at home he undertook
to improve her dancing and she was correspondingly
grateful; it had been her weak point. The fiction
was carefully preserved that the Dwights were conferring
a favor on the Abbotts and that all expenses were
equally shared. In time he came to believe it,
and his hours of deep depression, when he had pondered
over his inexplicable roguery, grew rarer and finally
ceased. After all he had had nothing to lose as
far as Alexina was concerned; one’s sister hardly
mattered (Did women matter much, anyhow?); and his
sense of security, which he hugged at this time as
the most precious thing he had ever possessed, at
last made him a little arrogant. He had done
what he should not, of course, but it was over and
done with, ancient history; and where other men had
gone to State’s Prison for less, he had been
protected like an infant from a rude wind. He
knew that he would never do it again and that his
position in life was as assured as it ever had been.
III
He spent a good many evenings at the
club, and Maria found him a willing cavalier when
Tom “drew the line” at dancing parties.
Alexina, who had sold her car to Janet and her new
gowns to Polly, had announced that she was bored with
dancing and should devote the winter to study.
She spent the evenings either in her library upstairs
or with her friends. Mortimer saw her only at
the table.
He wondered if Tom Abbott would rent
the house every winter. A pleasant feeling of
irresponsibility was beginning to possess his jaded
spirit. He made a little money occasionally,
but he was no longer expected to hand anything over
when the first of the month came round—a
date that had haunted him like a nightmare for four
long years. Pie could spend it on himself, and
he felt an. increasing pleasure in doing so.