I
She concluded, while she dressed for
dinner, that she must be a coward.
Alexina was far from satisfied with
herself as she was; she would have liked to possess
a great talent like Gora, or be an intellectual power
in the world of some sort. She was far from stultification
by the national gift of complacence, careless self-satisfaction—racial
rather than individual…qualities that have made
the United States lag far behind the greater European
nations in all but material development and a certain
inventiveness; both of which in some cases are outclassed
in the older world.
A California woman of her mother’s
generation had become a great and renowned archæologist
and lived romantically in a castle in the City of
Mexico. She bad often wished, since her serious
mental life had begun, that this gift had descended
upon her—the donee had also been a member
of the A. A., and this striking endowment might just
as well have tarried a generation and a half longer.
She was by no means avid of publicity—people
seldom are until they have tasted of it—but
she would have enjoyed a rapid and brilliant development
of her mental faculties with productiveness of some
sort either as a sequel or an interim. It was
impossible to advance much farther in her present
circumstances.
No, she was far from perfect, and
willing to admit it; but she had always assumed that
courage, moral as well as physical, was an accompaniment
of race, like breeding and certain automatic impulses.
But her hands were trembling and her cheeks drained
of every drop of color because she must have a plain
and serious talk with a guilty wretch. She had
nothing to fear, but she could not have felt worse
if she had been the culprit herself. What was
human nature but a bundle of paradoxes?
At least she had the respite of the
dinner hour. Only a fiend would spoil a man’s
dinner—and cigar—no matter what
he had done. That would make the full time of
her own respite about an hour and twenty minutes.
In a moment of panic she contemplated
telephoning to Aileen and begging her to come over
to dinner. She also no doubt could get Bascom
Luning and Jimmie Thorne. Then it would not be
possible to speak to Mortimer before to-morrow as
he always fell asleep at ten o’clock when there
was no dancing….To-morrow it would be easier, and
wiser. One should never speak in anger….
But she was quite aware that her anger
had burnt itself out. Her mind felt as cold as
her hands. Better have it over. She put on
a severe black frock, not only suitable to the occasion
but as a protection from disarming compliments.
Mortimer, who dressed so well himself that it would
have been as impossible for him to overdress as to
be rude to a woman, disliked dark severity in woman’s
attire. He never criticized his wife’s clothes,
but when they displeased him he ignored them with
delicate ostentation.
II
Alexina had begun to feel that she
should scream in the complete silence of the dining-room
when Mortimer unexpectedly made a remark.
“Gora arrives to-morrow.
Will you meet her? I shall not have time.”
“Of course. I shall be
delighted to see her again. It would have been
an ideal arrangement if I could have left her here
with you when I went to Europe.”
“Yes. She was here for a week. I missed
her when she left.”
“W-h-at? When was she here? You never
told me.”
“I forgot. It was soon
after you left. The ship was disabled—fire,
I think,—and put back. I asked her
to stay here until the next sailing.”
“How jolly.”
Again there was a complete silence.
But Alexina did not notice it. Her brain was
whirling. After all, she might be mistaken!
Mortimer! He might be innocent….To think of
Gora as a thief was fantastic…was it?...Was she
not Mortimer’s sister?...Why he rather than she?...And
what after all did she know of Gora?...She inspired
some people with distrust, even fear….That might
be the cause of Mortimer’s depression….He knew
it….
At all events it was a straw and she
grasped it as if it had been a plank in mid-ocean.
With even a bare chance that Mortimer was innocent
it would be unpardonable to insult and wound him….Nor
was it quite possible to ask him if his sister were
a thief. She must wait, of course.
And if Gora had taken the bonds they
might be recovered. It would be like a woman
to secrete them in a reaction of terror after having
nerved herself up to the deed.
She wished that Gora had gone to Hong
Kong. Bolted. Then she could be certain.
But at least she had a respite, and she felt so ebullient
that she almost forgot her loss, and swept Morty over
to the Lawtons after dinner; and the Judge took them
all to the movies.