I
The darkness had come early with the
high rolling fog that shut out the stars. The
fog horn and the bells were silent but the wind had
a thin anxious note as if lost, and the long creaking
eucalyptus trees angrily repelled it as if irritated
beyond endurance by its eternal visitations.
Alexina, who had been reading in her
bedroom, realized that it must be quite half an hour
since she had turned a page. She lifted her shoulders
impatiently. She was in no humor for reading.
It was only eight o’clock.
Far too early for bed. Mortimer had gone to Los
Angeles on business. He had been gone a week,
and she admitted to herself with the new frankness
she had determined to cultivate—that she
might meet, with the clearest possible vision, whatever
three-cornered deals Life might have in store for
her—that she had not missed him at all.
His absence had been a heavenly interlude. She
and Aileen had gone to the moving pictures unescorted
every night (a performance of which he would have
disapproved profoundly), and they had lunched downtown
every day until Alexina had suddenly discovered that
she had no more money in her purse; and, knowing nothing
whatever even of minor finance, was under the impression
that having given Mortimer her power of attorney she
would not be able to draw from the bank.
Aileen had gone down to Burlingame
to visit Sibyl Bascom for a few days. Alexina
had declined to go, although it was a quiet party;
it would be embarrassing not to tip the servants.
The wind gave a long angry shriek
as it flew round the corner of the house and fastened
its teeth in its enemies, the eucalyptus trees; who
shook it off with a loud furious rattle of their leaves
and slapped the window severely for good measure.
Alexina was used to San Francisco
in all her many moods, but to-night, the wind and
the high gray fog shutting out the stars, the silent
house—silent that is but for the mice playing
innocently between the walls—her complete
solitude, made her restless and a little nervous.
What could she do?
She knew quite well that she had wanted
to go to see Gora for a week. She had not indulged
in any silly dreams about Gathbroke but she was curious
to see his photograph. She remembered that it
had crossed her mind that April day under the oak
tree that if he had been older, if he had outgrown
his hopelessly youthful curve of cheek, his fresh
color, and the inability to conceal the asinine condition
to which she had immediately reduced him, she might
have given him an equal chance with Morty.
Aileen had said that he looked older.
She had a quite natural curiosity to decide for herself
if, had he been born several years earlier, he would
have proved the successful rival in that foundational
period of their youth….Or perhaps she was the reason
of his rather sudden maturity. After all there
was no great chasm between twenty-three and twenty-six
and three-quarters. She looked little if any
older. Neither did Morty, nor any one she knew.
This idea thrilled her, and, grimly
determined upon no compromise or evasion, she admitted
it.
Moreover, she wanted to sound out Gora.
Somehow she had no real belief that
he had transferred his affections to her dissimilar
sister-in-law, but her interest in Gora was growing.
She wanted to know her better.
Besides, although she had often invited
her to tea on her free afternoons, and to dinner whenever
possible, and had occasionally dropped in to see her
while she was still in the hospital, she had never
called on her in her home. As Gora only slept
there after a killing day’s or night’s
work, visitors were anything but welcome; nevertheless
she felt that she had been negligent, rude—three
years!—and as Gora was not on a case for
a day or two, now was the time to atone.
Moreover, she had never been out quite
alone at night, except to run down the avenue and
across the street to Aileen’s. It was a
long way down to Geary Street, and Fillmore Street
at night was “tough.” Mortimer would
be furious.
She hastily changed her dinner gown
to a plain walking suit of black tweed and pinned
on a close hat firmly, prepared to defy the wind and
thoroughly to enjoy her little adventure. Not
since she had stolen out to go to forbidden parties
with Aileen had she felt such a sense of altogether
reprehensible elation.