I
The city below—the new
solid city—was obliterated under a heavy
fog, pierced here and there by steeples and towers
that looked like jagged dark rocks in that white and
tranquil sea.
On Angel Island and on the north shore
of the bay the deep sad bells were tolling their warning
to moving craft; and from out at sea, beyond the Golden
Gate, the fog horn sent forth its long lugubrious groans.
The bells sounded muffled, so dense was the fog, and
there was no other sound in the sleeping city.
Alexina wrapped her long cloak more
closely about her and pulled the hood over her head.
As she walked slowly down the steep
avenue it came to her with something of a shock that
she had not thought of her husband since she had expressed
to Gora her reluctance to disturb him.
She was doing the least conventional
thing possible in leaving the house at four o’clock
in the morning to seek the sympathy of a girl friend
when any other young wife she knew (unless getting
a divorce) would have flown to her husband and wept
out her sorrow in his arms.
And she had been married only three
years, and found Mortimer quite as irreproachable
as ever, always kind, thoughtful, and considerate.
He assuredly would have said just the right things
to her and not have resented in the least being deprived
of a few hours of rest.
On the contrary, he would no doubt
resent being ignored, for not only was he devoted
to his lovely young wife but such behavior was unorthodox,
and he disliked the unorthodox exceedingly.
Well, she didn’t want him and
that was the end of it. He didn’t fill the
present bill. She had never regretted her marriage,
for he had quite measured up to the best feats of
her maiden imagination. He made love charmingly,
he was manly chivalrous and honorable, and his eager
spontaneity of manner when he arrived home at six o’clock
every evening never varied; to whatever level of flatness
he might drop immediately afterward. When they
entered a ballroom or a restaurant she knew that they
made a “stunning couple” and that people
commented upon their good looks, their harmonious
slenderness and inches, and contrasts in nature’s
coloring.
II
Alexina, almost unconsciously, sat
down on a bench under the trees. Her mind sought
the pleasant past as a brief respite from the present;
she knew that that part of her mind called heart was
frozen by the suddenness of her mother’s death,
and that her emotions would be fluid a few hours hence.
They had had a simply heavenly time
together until her mother’s illness. As
a clerk in the family was unthinkable Mrs. Groome had
lent him the insurance on one of her burned buildings
and he had started a modest exporting and importing
house, that being the only business of which he had
any knowledge. Judge Lawton and Tom Abbott had
suggested that he open an insurance office, or start
himself in any business where little capital besides
office furniture was needed; as Mrs. Groome’s
advisors they were averse to launching any of her
moderate fortune on a doubtful venture. But Dwight
had insisted that he was more likely to succeed in
a business he understood than in one of which he knew
nothing, and Mrs. Groome had agreed with him.
Judge Lawton and Abbott paid over the insurance money
with the worst grace possible.
And then Mortimer had a piece of the
most astounding good luck. His aunt Eliza Goring
had left stock in a mine which had run out of pay ore
soon after her investment, and shut down. It
had recently been recapitalized and a new vein discovered.
Mrs. Goring’s executor had sold her stock for
something under twenty thousand dollars, delivering
the proceeds, as directed in her will, to two of her
amazed heirs, Mortimer and Gora Dwight.
Gora had been opposed to her brother
leaving the firm of Cheever Harrison and Cheever,
where, beyond question, he would be head of a department
in time and safely anchored for life; but he had taken
the step, and she reasoned that he must have a considerable
knowledge of a business with which he had been associated
for fourteen years, she knew his energy and powers
of application, and she resented the attitude of “the
family.” Appreciating what his triumph
would mean to him she had consented to invest her
inheritance in his business and enable him to make
immediate restitution to Mrs. Groome. As a matter
of fact his “stock did go up” with the
family, particularly as he seemed to be doing well
and had the reputation of working harder than any
young man on the street. As he had anticipated,
a good deal of business was thrown his way.
He had accepted as a matter of course
Mrs. Groome’s invitation to live with her, paying,
as he insisted upon it, a stipulated sum toward the
current expenses. He thought her offer quite
natural; not only would she be lonely without the
child of her old age, but she must desire that Alexina
continue to live in the conditions to which she was
accustomed; the sum Mrs. Groome consented to accept
would not have kept them in a fashionable family hotel,
much less an apartment with several servants.
Moreover, housing room was scarce;
they might have been obliged to live across the Bay;
and, in his opinion, the duty of parents to their offspring
never ceased.
Alexina at that time thought every
sentiment he expressed “simply great,”
and had continued to feed from her mother’s hand
even in the matter of pin money. Mortimer felt
it to be right, so he told her, to put his surplus
profits back in his business; all he could spare he
needed for “front,” to say nothing of
pleasant little dinners at restaurants to their hospitable
young friends; who thought it no adequate return to
be asked to dine on Ballinger Hill.
Moreover, he often gave her a far
handsomer present than he should have done, considering
the “hard times;” or at least she would
have preferred that he give her the combined values
in the form of a monthly allowance; she would have
enjoyed the sensation of being in a measure supported
by her husband.
However, she and her mother assured
each other that he was bound to make a fortune in
time, and then she would have an allowance as large
as that of Sibyl Thorndyke, who had married Frank
Bascom.
It had been like playing at marriage.
Alexina put it into concrete words. Subconsciously
she had always known it. She had had no cares,
no responsibilities. She had merely continued
to play, to keep her imagination on that plane sometimes
called the fool’s paradise.
III
She realized abruptly that here was
the secret of her longing for children. They
would have been the real thing, given a serious translation
to life.
But she had enjoyed the gay life of
her little world, nevertheless, and with all the abandon
of a youth which had just closed its first long chapter
in that silent room on top of the hill. And no
one could have asked for a more delightful companion
to play with than Morty, when his working hours were
over.
Mortimer loved society. It had
been simply delicious, poor darling, to watch his
secret delight, under his perfect repose, the first
time they spent a week-end in Mrs. Hunter’s
magnificent “villa” at Burlingame.
Even Aileen had treated his initiation as a matter
of course; and they had spent the afternoon at the
club, where he drank whiskey and soda on equal terms
with many millionaires.
IV
It was doubtful if he enjoyed similarly
his first visit to Rincona during their engagement:
after all the powwow was over and the family had grimly
surrendered to avoid the scandal of an elopement.
Alexina recalled that dreadful day.
They had all sat on the verandah on the shady side
of the house: her mother, Aunt Clara Groome, Maria,
Susan Belling and Grace Montgomery, Tom Abbott’s
sisters, whose homes were in Alta, and Coralie Geary,
born Brannan, of Fair Oaks (now Atherton) who had
married a nephew of Mrs. Groome. All these were
as one united family. They met every day, wandering
in and out at all hours, and although they had many
healthy disagreements they agreed on all the fine old
fundamentals, and they stood by one another through
thick and thin.
The hair of all looked freshly washed.
Their complexions had perished asking no quarter.
Mrs. Montgomery and Mrs. Geary were as slim and smart
as Mrs. Abbott, but the others were expanding rapidly,
and Aunt Clara, who was only a year older than Mrs.
Groome, was shamelessly fat, and her face was so weather-beaten
that the freckled skin hung as loosely as her old
wrapper.
All wore white, the simplest white,
and all sewed quietly for the new refugee babies;
all except Alexina who talked feverishly to cover the
awful pauses, and young Joan, who had crawled under
the table and stuffed an infant’s flannel petticoat
into her mouth to muffle her giggles.
Tom had escaped to the golf links.
Mortimer sat in the midst of the Irregular circle
and smoked three cigars. He smiled when he spoke,
which was seldom, and appeared appreciative of the
determined efforts to be “nice” of these
ladies who had called him Mortimer as soon as he arrived,
and who made him fed more like a poor relation whose
feelings must be spared, every moment.
Finally Alexina, who was on the verge
of hysteria, dragged Joan from under the table, and
the two carried him off to the tennis court.
In subsequent visits, now covering
a period of three years, their gracious civil “kind”
attitude had never varied, save only when their consciences
hurt them for disliking him more than usual, and then
they were not only heroic but fairly effusive in their
efforts to be nice.
Nevertheless, it was quite patent
to Alexina that he enjoyed smoking his after-dinner
cigar on that old verandah whose sweet-scented vines
had been planted in the historic sixties; or under
the ancient oaks of the park where he dreamed aloud
to her of sitting under similar oaks of England, the
guest of Lady Barnstable or Lady Arrowmount, belles
of the eighties who faithfully exchanged letters once
a year with Maria Abbott and Coralie Geary.
From the family there was always the
refuge of the tennis court and he played an excellent
game. He also seemed to enjoy those dinners given
them in certain other old Peninsula mansions, and
if they were dull he was duller.
V
Alexina had admitted to herself some
time since (never to that wretch, Aileen Lawton) that
he was rather dull, poor darling.
For a long time the aftermath of the
earthquake and fire had supplied topics for conversation.
For quite two years there had been an acutely painful
interest in the Graft Prosecution, which, beginning
with an attempt merely to bring to justice the political
boss, his henchman the mayor, and his ignorant obedient
board of supervisors, had unthinkably resolved itself
into a declaration of war, with State’s Prison
as its goal, upon some of the most prominent capitalists
in San Francisco.
The prosecution had been started by
a small group of eminent citizens, bent upon cleaning
up their city, notorious for graft, misgovernment,
and the basest abuses of political power. They
had assumed as a matter of course that those of their
own class, who for years had expressed in private
their bitter resentment against paying out small fortunes
to the board of supervisors every time they wanted
a franchise, would be only too glad to expose the
malefactors.
But it immediately transpired that
they had no intention whatever of admitting to the
world that they had been guilty of corruption and bribery.
They might have been “held up,” forced
to “come through,” or renounce their great
enterprises; helpless, in other words; but the law
had technical terms for their part in the shameful
transactions, and so had the public.
All solemnly vowed that they had neither
been approached by the city administration for bribe
money, nor paid a cent for franchises, some of which
the prosecution knew had cost them no less than two
hundred thousand dollars. Therefore did the prosecutors
change their tactics. Supervisors, by various
means, were induced to confess, and the Grand Jury
indicted not only the boss and the mayor, but a large
number of eminent citizens.
Society was riven in twain. Life-long
friends cut one another, and now and again they burst
into hysteria as they did it. Mrs. Ferdinand Thornton,
at a dinner party, left the room as Mrs. Hofer entered
it, and Mrs. Hofer gave a magnificent exhibition of
Celtic temperament.
The editor who supported the prosecution
with the full strength of his historic sheet was kidnapped.
The prosecuting attorney was shot in the court room
by a former convict who afterward was found dead in
his cell. There were moments when it looked as
if excited mobs would reinstitute the lynch law of
the fifties.
Nothing came of it all but such a
prolonged exposure of general vileness that it was
possible to effect a certain number of reforms later
by popular vote. The system remained inviolate,
even during the mayorship of a fine old citizen too
estimable to build up a rival machine; and the men
of the prosecution, after many bitter harassed months,
when they walked and slept with their lives in their
hands, resigned themselves to the fact that no San
Francisco jury would ever convict a man who had the
money to bribe it.
All this had given Mortimer abundant
material for conversation and he had entertained Mrs.
Groome and Alexina night after night with a report
of the day’s events and the gossip of the street.
Mrs. Groome had been intensely interested, for this
upheaval reminded her of personal episodes in the life
of her husband and father, the latter having been a
member of the vigilance committees of the fifties.
She had been so delighted with the
efforts of the prosecuting group to bring the boss
and the mayor to justice that she had permitted Alexina
to invite the Hofers to dinner; but when men of her
own proud circle were accused of crimes against society
and threatened with San Quentin, nothing could convince
her of their guilt; and she asked Alexina to follow
the example of Maria and cut that Mrs. Hofer.
Alexina had never been interested
in the details of the prosecution; the large moments
of the drama and the social convulsions were enough
for her. She refused to cut Mrs. Hofer, although
she ceased to call on her, as her mother and her husband
made such a point of it; but she gave little thought
to the sorrows of that ambitious young matron.
She had other fish to fry.
Two great hotels whose interiors had
been swept by the fire were renovated and furnished
and their restaurants and ballrooms eagerly patronized.
The Assembly balls were resumed. There were dinners
and dances in the Western Addition, where many of
the finest homes in the city had been built during
the past ten or twenty years; and entertaining Down
the Peninsula had not paused for more than two months
after the disaster.
Nevertheless, she had exulted in the
fact that the husband of her choice was able to please
and entertain her mother-no easy feat. Moreover,
as time went on and interest in the Graft Prosecution
wore thin, it was evident that Mortimer had established
himself firmly in his mother-in-law’s graces.
He was not only the perfect husband but the son of
her old age.
She had lost Ballinger and Geary in
her comparative youth, and Tom was rarely in the house
when she visited Rincona. But Mortimer was as
devoted to her in the little ways so appreciated by
women of any age as he was to his wife, and he was
noiseless in the house and as prompt as the clock.
During her illness his devotion touched even Mrs. Abbott,
although Mrs. Groome was the only member of the family
he ever won over.
VI
Poor Morty. In a way he was a
failure, after all. The men of her set did not
seem to care any more for him than they did before
her marriage, although they were always polite and
amiable; and the promise of those old family friends
to throw business in his way seemed to be forgotten
as time went on.
No doubt they had thought he was able
to stand on his own feet after a while, but he had
often looked depressed during the panic of nineteen-seven
and the long period of business drought that had followed.
Still, he had managed to hold his own, and his constitutional
optimism was unshaken. He knew that when
times changed he would soon be a rich man, and Alexina
shared his faith. Not that she had ever cared
particularly for great wealth, but he talked so much
about it that he had excited her imagination; after
all money was the thing these days, no doubt of that,
and she had heard “poor talk” all her
life and was tired of it.
Moreover, nothing could be more positive
than that if Morty’s father had made a fortune
in his own day, and the son inherited and administered
it with the canny vigilance which distinguished the
sons of rich men to-day from the mad spendthrifts
of a former generation, he would be as logically intimate
with those young capitalists who were the renewed pillars
of San Francisco society, as she was with the most
aloof and important of her own sex.
She had heard Judge Lawton and other
men say that if a man were still a clerk at thirty
he was hopeless. The ruts were packed with the
mediocre whose destiny was the routine work of the
world, whatever might be their secret opinions of
their unrecognized abilities and their resentment
against a system that anchored them.
The young man of brains and initiative,
of energy, ambition, vision and balance, provided
he were honorable as well, and temperate in his pleasures,
was the man the eager world was always waiting for.
Alexina knew that the United States
was almost as prolific in this fine breed of young
men as she still was in opportunities for the exceptional
of every class.
And it was possible that Mortimer was not one of them.
Once more she put a fact into bald
words. She knew that her butterfly youth had
come to an end with her mother’s death, and for
a year she should be very much alone, to say nothing
of her new burden of responsibilities. Thinking
during that period was inevitable. She might as
well begin now.
Mortimer had some of those gifts.
He worked like a dog, he was ambitious and temperate
and he was the soul of honor. But although his
brain was clear enough, the blindest love would, perceive
in time that it lacked originality.
Did it also lack initiative, resource,
that peculiar alertness and quick pouncing quality
of which she had heard? She wished she knew, but
she had never discussed her husband with any one.
Certainly he had stood still. Or was that merely
the fault of the hard times? She had heard other
men complain as bitterly.
“Fate handed you a lemon, old girl.”
Alexina could almost hear Aileen’s
mocking voice. She even gave a startled glance
down the quiet avenue. Well, she would never discuss
him with Aileen or any one else.
Did she love him any longer?
Had she ever loved him? What was love? She
had been quite happy with him in her own little way.
What did girls of eighteen know of love? Deliberately
in her youthful arrogance and unlicensed imagination
she had manufactured a fool’s paradise; and,
a hero being indispensable, had dragged him in after
her.
Perhaps she still loved him.
She had read and seen enough to know that love changed
its character as the years went on. She respected
his many admirable qualities and she would never forget
his devotion to her mother.
She certainly liked him. And
the family attitude roused her obstinate championship
as much as ever. At least she would always remain
his good friend, helping him as far as lay in her
power. She had deliberately selected her life
partner and she would keep her part of the contract.
He filled his to the letter, or as far as in him lay.
If he were not the masterful superman of her dreams,
at least he was quite obstinate enough to have his
own way in many things, in spite of his unswerving
devotion to her charming self. He was whitely
angry when she received Bob Cheever one afternoon
when she was alone, and had forbidden her ever to receive
a man in the daytime again. If men wanted to
call on a married woman they could do so in the evening.
She no longer danced more than twice with any man at
a party, and he refused to read her favorite books,
new or old, and chilled any attempt to discuss them
in his presence.
VII
Well, after all, what did it matter?
She had dreamed her dream and he was better than most.
She sprang to her feet and ran down the hill and across
the street to the house of Judge Lawton.