I
Gora closed the door of Mrs. Groome’s
room as the clock struck two, the old Ballinger clock
that had seemed to toll the hours on a deep note of
solemn acquiescence for the past six weeks.
She crossed the hall and entered Alexina’s
room without knocking. Mortimer, during the past
fortnight, had moved from the room adjoining his wife’s
to one at the back of the house, lest it should be
necessary to call Alexina in the night. He worked
very hard.
Alexina still occupied her old room
in the front of the house where the creaking eucalyptus
trees sometimes brushed the window pane. It had
been refurnished and fitted in various elusive shades
of pink by Mrs. Abbott as her wedding present.
There was a dim point of light above a gas jet and
Gora saw that Alexina was asleep. The pillows
were on the floor. She was lying flat, her arms
thrown out, the dusky fine mass of her hair spread
over the low head board. Her clear olive cheeks
were pale with sleep and her eyelashes looked like
two little black clouds.
Gora watched her for a moment.
Why awaken the poor child? She was sleeping as
peacefully as if that tall old clock of her forefathers
had not tolled out the last of another generation
of Ballingers. Her soft red lips were half parted.
It was now three years since her marriage
but she still looked like a very young girl.
Gora always felt vaguely sorry for her although she
seemed happy enough. At all events it was quite
obvious that she did little thinking except when she
remembered to wish for a baby.
Gora wore the white uniform of a nurse,
and a little cap with wings on the coronet of her
heavy hair. It was a becoming costume and made
her eyes in their dark setting look less pale and
cold.
She had a secret contempt for most
of the old conventions but she had given her word
to awaken Alexina the moment any change occurred, and
she reluctantly shook her sister-in-law’s shoulder.
II
Alexina sprang out of bed on the instant.
“Mother?” she cried. “Is she
worse?”
Gora nodded.
Alexina made a dart for the door,
but Gora threw a strong arm about her. Those
arms had held more than one violent man in his bed.
“Better wait,” she said softly.
Alexina’s body grew rigid as
she slowly drew back on Gora’s arm and stared
up at her. In a moment she asked in a hard steady
voice: “Is my mother dead?”
“Yes. It was very sudden.
I had no time to telephone for the doctor; to call
you. She was sleeping. I was sitting beside
her. Suddenly I knew that she had stopped breathing—”
“Would you mind telephoning
to Maria and Sally? Maria will never forgive
herself—but mother seemed so much better—”
“I will telephone at once. Shall I call
Mortimer?”
“No. Why disturb him?”
Gora, watching Alexina, saw a curious
remoteness enter the depths of her eyes, and her own
narrowed with something of her old angry resentment.
In this hour of profound sorrow, when the human heart
is quite honest, Alexina, however her conscious mind
might be averted from the fact, regarded Mortimer
Dwight as an outsider, an agreeable alien who had no
permanent place in the immense permanency of the Ballinger-Groomes.
She wanted only her own family, her own inherent sort.
Sally had hastened to California as soon as her mother’s
illness had been pronounced dangerous, and had stayed
in the house until a week ago when she had been ordered
by the doctor to Santa Barbara to get rid of a heavy
cold on her chest. She had telegraphed the day
before that she was threatened with pneumonia, and
Maria, assured that her mother was in no immediate
danger, had gone down to spend two days with her.
Possibly Alexina caught a flash from
the mind of this strange and interesting sister-in-law,
for she added hastily:
“You know how hard Mortimer
works, poor dear. And I do not feel in the least
like crying. I shall write telegrams to Ballinger
and Geary: my brothers, you know.” (Gora
ground her teeth.) “It was too sad they could
not get here, but Ballinger is in South America and
Geary on a diet. I must also write a cablegram
to an old friend of mine who has married a Frenchman,
Olive de Morsigny. She was always so fond of mother.
Would you also mind telephoning to Rincona about seven?”
“I’ll do all the telephoning.
Go back to bed as soon as possible. It is only
a little after two.” As Gora turned to leave
the room Alexina put her hand on her arm and summoned
a faint sweet smile.
“I cannot tell you how grateful
I am, Gora dear, how grateful we all are. You
have been simply wonderful—”
“I am a good nurse if I do say
it myself,” said Gora lightly. “But
you must remember there are others quite as good;
and that I—“.
“I know you would do your duty
as devotedly by any stranger.” Alexina
interrupted her with sweet insistence. “But
it has been wonderful to be able to have you, all
the same. It has also given me the chance to know
you at last, and I shall never quite let you go again.”
Gora, to her secret anger, had never
accustomed herself to the unswerving graciousness
of these people, and all that it implied, but her sharp
mind had long since warned her that as she had neither
the position nor the training to emulate it, at least
she must not betray a sense of social inferiority
by open resentment.
Her voice was deep and naturally abrupt
but she achieved a fair imitation of Alexina’s
sweet cordiality. “It has meant quite as
much to me, Alexina, I can assure you. And now
that I am on my own and shall have a day or two between
cases I know where I shall spend them. I am only
too thankful that I graduated in time to take care
of dear Mrs. Groome. Write your telegrams and
I will give them to the doctor when he comes.
I must telephone to him at once.”
III
After she had gone Alexina wrote not
only her telegrams and cablegrams, but the “letters
to follow.” It was nearly four o’clock
when she finished. Old Dr. Maitland had not yet
come and she put her bulletins on the table in the
hall.
She heard Gora moving about her mother’s
room and retreated into her own. She did not
want to go to her mother yet nor did she care particularly
to see Gora again, although she had certainly been
very nice and a great comfort to them all.
Alexina was quite unaware that her
attitude to her sister-in-law was one of unconsicous
condescension, of a well-bred determination never to
wound the pride of a social inferior. She found
Gora an “interesting personality” and
quite extraordinarily efficient.
It had been the greatest relief to
all the family when that very capable Miss Dwight—Gora,
that is; one must remember—had been brought
by Dr. Maitland to take charge of the case after Mrs.
Groome’s cardiac trouble became acute and she
demanded constant attention.
Gora had slept in Mrs. Groome’s
bedroom for six weeks, relieved for several hours
of the afternoon by a member of the family or one of
Mrs. Groome’s many anxious friends. It
was her first case and it interested her profoundly.
Moreover, her personal devotion placed her for the
moment on a certain basis of equality with a family
whose mental processes were quite transparent to her
contemptuous mind. She was excessively annoyed
with herself for still caring, but the roots were
too deep, and there had been nothing in her life during
the past three years to diminish her fierce sense
of democracy as she interpreted it.
Alexina had never given a thought
to her sister-in-law’s psychology, although
the sensitive plates of her brain received an impression
now and again of a violent inner life behind that
business-like exterior. But she had seen little
of her until lately, and during the past six weeks
her mind had been too concentrated upon her mother’s
sufferings and possible danger to have any disposition
for analysis.
She certainly did not feel the least
need of her now. She wished, indeed, that she
had asked Aileen to remain in the house last night.
Aileen was her own age, they had been intimate since
childhood, often without the slightest regard for
each other’s feelings, and was more like a sister
than even dear Sally and Maria.
Suddenly she determined to go to her.
She had her own latch key and would disturb no one
but Aileen. She dressed herself warmly and slipped
down stairs and out of the house.