I
After luncheon, grinning amiably when
Mrs. Abbott hinted that Englishmen liked to be out
of doors, she led Gathbroke to the confines of the
park, where they sat down under one of the oaks that
reminded him of England; for which he was in truth
desperately homesick, and never more so than at this
moment.
Everything combined to make him realize
uneasily his youth. In England a man of twenty-three
was a man-of-the-world if he had had the proper opportunities;
but this girl who had infatuated him, and even the
far more sympathetic Miss Dwight, made him feel that
he was a mere boy; and so had this entire family,
however unwittingly.
II
He spoke of Miss Dwight suddenly,
for Alexina, who had been duly enlightened while the
men were smoking with Tom, had tactfully conveyed her
sympathy, her eyes almost round with fascinated horror
and curiosity.
He set his teeth and gave a rapid
but graphic account of the whole dreadful episode,
willing to interest her at any price; and Alexina,
sitting opposite on the ground, her long spine curved,
her long arms embracing her knees, listened with a
breathless interest, spurring him to potent words,
even to stressing of detail.
“My goodness gracious me!”
she ejaculated when he paused. “I should
have gone raving mad. You are a perfect wonder.
I never heard of anything so gor—perfectly
thrilling. And that girl, what did you say her
name was?”
Gathbroke, who had purposely withheld it, said explosively:
“Dwight.”
“Dwight?”
“I think she is a sister of
a friend of yours.” And he was made as
miserable as he could wish by a crimson tide that swept
straight from her heart pump up to her widow’s
peak.
“Dwight? Sister? I
didn’t know he had one. I saw him several
times during the fire and he didn’t mention
her.”
“I suspect he was too absorbed.”
Gathbroke muttered the words, but man’s instinct
of loyalty to his own sex is strong. “A
city doesn’t burn every day, you know.”
“Still…what is she like? Like him?”
“I do not remember him at all…She?
Oh, she has a tremendous amount of dark hair that
looks as if falling off the top of her head and down
her face. Uncommonly heavy eyebrows, and very
light gray—Ah, I have it! I have been
groping for the word ever since—sinister
eyes….That is the effect in that dark face.
She has a curious character, I should think. Not
very frank. She—well, she rather struck
me as having been born for drama; tragic drama, I
am afraid.”
“Not a bit like her brother. How old is
she?”
“Twenty-two, she told me.”
“What—what does she do? They
are not a bit well off.”
He hesitated a moment. “Well—as
I recall it, she is studying something or other at
the University of California.”
“And of course she boards down
there with her brother, who takes care of her while
she is studying to be a teacher or something.”
Alexina having arranged it to her satisfaction dismissed
the subject. She had no mind to betray herself
to this good-looking young Englishman who had been
sent to her providentially on a very dull day.
He would, no doubt, have been frantically interesting
if he had not been so idiotic as to fall head over
ears the first shot.
Still…Alexina examined him covertly
as he transferred his gaze for a moment to the mountains
across the distant bay, swimming now in a pale blue
mist with a wide banner of pale pink above them….If
she had met him first, or had never met the other
at all…who knew?
III
Alexina, for all her passion for romance,
had a remarkably level head. She was quite aware
that there had been a certain amount of deliberation
in her own headlong plunge, convinced as she was that
high romance belonged to youth alone, and fearful
lest it pass her by; aware also that a part of Dwight’s
halo, aside from his looks and manners and chivalrous
charm, consisted in his being a martyr to an unjust
fate, and, as such, under the ban of her august family.
It was all quite too perfect….But if Gathbroke had
come first his qualifications might have proved quite
as puissant, and no doubt Tom Abbott, who retained
his school-history hatred of the entire English race,
would have provided the opposition and perhaps influenced
the family.
She swept her intoxicating lashes
along the faint bloom high on her olive cheeks and
then raised her eyes suddenly to the tormented ones
opposite. She also smiled softly, alluringly,
as little fascinating wretches will who know nothing
of the passions of men.
“I think you should follow Mr.
Gwynne’s example and stay here with us.”
He thought of silver chimes and contrasted her voice
with Gora Dwight’s angry contralto: he
always thought of Gora in phrases. “So many
Englishmen live out here and adore it.”
“I’m perfectly satisfied with my own country,
thank you.”
Alexina, who was feeling intensely
American at the moment, curled her lip. “Oh,
of course. We have had plenty of those, too.
Scarcely any of them becomes naturalized. Just
use and enjoy the country and give as little in return
as possible.”
“Really? I fancy they must
give rather a lot in return or they would hardly be
tolerated. No native has worked harder than Elton
these last days. I understand most of them are
in business or ranching and have married California
girls.”
“Oh, they have redeeming points.”
And then having satisfied her curiosity as to how
hazel eyes looked when angry she gave him a dazzling
smile. “We love them like brothers, and
that is a proof that we are not snobbish, for most
of them are not of your or Mr. Gwynne’s class—just
middle-class business people at home.”
“Well, you are a business nation,
so why not? I have met hardly any but business
men out here and I feel quite at home with them.
My mother’s family are in trade and I enjoy
myself immensely when I visit them.”
“Oh!” His halo slipped….Still,
what did it matter? “I suppose you told
me that to let me know you didn’t need to come
out here in search of an heiress. But many of
our most charming girls are not. Just now it seems
to me that more young men in California have money
than girls…but they are so uninteresting.”
She looked pathetic, her mouth drooped;
then she smiled at him confidingly.
He knew quite as well as if he had
not been hard hit that she was flirting with him,
but as long as she gave him his chance to win her she
might do her transparent little best to make a fool
of him.
“Have you ever been in love?” asked Alexina
softly.
“Oh, about half-way several
times, but always drew back in time…knew it wasn’t
the real thing…Youth fools itself, you know, for
the sake of the sensation—or the race.
Have you?”
“Oh—” Alexina
lifted her thin flexible shoulders airily and this
time her color did not flow. “How is one
to tell…a girl in her first season…when all men
look so much alike? It is fun to flirt with them,
when you have been shut up in boarding-school and
hardly had a glimpse of life even in vacation.
My New York relatives are terribly old-fashioned.
It’s great fun to give one man all the dances
and watch the dado of dowagers look disapproving.”
And once more she gave him the quick smile of understanding
that springs so spontaneously between youth and youth.
“Well…you might have given
all those dances to me the other night, instead of
to that fellow Dwight.”
“Oh, but you see, I had already
promised them to him. Lady Victoria always comes
so late.”
“That’s true enough.” His spirits
rose a trifle.
“When do you go—back
to England, I mean? Not for a good long time,
I hope. We have awfully good times down here.
Janet Maynard and Olive Bascom live at San Mateo in
the summer, and Aileen Lawton at Burlingame. They
are my chums and we’d give you a ripping time.
We’d like to have you take away the pleasantest
possible memory of California instead of such a terrible
one. I don’t mean anything very gay of
course. You mustn’t think I’m heartless.”
And she showed the lower pearl of her eyes and looked
like a madonna.
“I’m afraid I must go
soon. I’ve had an extension of leave already,
and Hofer told me just before we left to-day that
he thought he could let me have his private car inside
of a week. They’ve been using it.”
IV
There was not a dwelling in sight.
The quiet of that old park with its brooding oaks
was primeval. Behind her was the pink and blue
glory of sky and mountain. Her eyes were like
stars.
He burst out boyishly: “If
I only had more time! If only I could have met
you even when I first came to San Francisco…before…before…I’d—I’d
like to marry you. It’s fearfully soon to
say such a thing. I feel like a fool. But
I’m not the first man to fall madly in love at
first sight…and you…you…If I tell you now instead
of waiting it’s because there’s so little
time. Would you…do you think you could marry
me?”
“Oh! Ah!” (She almost
said Ow.) After all it was her first proposal.
She was thrilled in spite of the fact that she was
in love with another man, for she felt close to something
elemental, hazily understood…something in her own
unsounded depths rushed to meet it.
But he was too young, and too “easy,”
and she didn’t like his gray flannel shirt;
which, laundry being out of the question, he had bought
in Fillmore Street almost opposite the undertaker’s.
“Suppose we correspond for a
year? That is, if you must really go so soon.”
“I must. I want you to go with me.”
His eyes had turned almost black and
he had set his jaw in a way she didn’t like
at all. In nerving himself to go through the ordeal
he had worked up his fermenting mind into a positively
brutal mood.
“Oh—mercy! I
couldn’t do that. My people are the most
conventional in the world.”
The situation was getting beyond her.
She had not intended to make him propose for at least
a week and then he would have been abject and she
majestic. She sprang to her feet with a swift
sidewise movement that made her limp young body melt
into a series of curves; and, standing at bay as it
were, looked at him with a little frown.
He rose as quickly and she liked the
set of his jaw bones less and less.
“Are you refusing me outright?”
he demanded. “That would be only fair, you
know, if I have no chance.”
“Well….I think so. That is—”
“Do you love another man?”
Coquetry flashed back. Nevertheless,
she told the exact truth little as she suspected it.
“I love myself, and youth, and
life, and liberty. What is a man in comparison
with all that?”
“This.” And before
she could make another leap he had her in his arms;
and under the fire of his lips and eyes she lay inert,
intoxicated, her first flash of young passion completely
responsive to his.
But only for a moment.
She wrenched herself away, her face
livid, her eyes black with fury. She beat his
chest with her fists.
“You! You! How I hate
you! To think I should have given that to you…to
think that another man should have been the first to
kiss me…I’m in love with another man, I tell
you. Why don’t you go? I hate myself
and I never want to lay eyes on you again. Go!
Go! Go!”