I
Gora Dwight with a quick turn of a
strong and supple wrist flung a folding chair up through
the trap door of the roof. She followed with a
pitcher of water, opened the chair, and sat down.
It was the second day of the fire,
which was now raging in the valleys north of Market
Street and up the hills. It was still some distance
from all but the lower end of Van Ness Avenue, the
wide street that divides the eastern and western sections
of the city, as Market Street divides the northern
and southern, and her own home on Geary Street was
beyond Franklin and safe for the present. It
was expected that the fire would be halted by dynamiting
the blocks east of the avenue, but as it had already
leapt across not far from Market Street and was running
out toward the Mission, Gora pinned her faith in nothing
less than a change of wind.
Life has many disparate schools.
The one attended by Miss Gora Dwight had taught her
to hope for the best, prepare for the worst, and be
thankful if she escaped (to use the homely phrase;
one rarely found leisure for originality in this particular
school) by the skin of her teeth.
Gora fully expected to lose the house
she sat on, and had packed what few valuables she
possessed in two large bags: the fine underclothes
she had made at odd moments, and a handsome set of
toilet articles her brother had given her on the Christmas
before last. He had had a raise of salary and
her experiment with lodgers had proved even more successful
than she had dared to hope. On the following
Christmas he had given her a large book with a fancy
binding (which she had exchanged for something she
could read). After satisfying the requirements
of a wardrobe suitable for the world of fashion, supplemented
by the usual toll of flowers and bon-bons, he had
little surplus for domestic presents.
Gora’s craving for drama was
far deeper and more significant than young Alexina
Groome’s, and she determined to watch until the
last moment the terrific spectacle of the burning
city. The wind had carried the smoke upward for
a mile or more and pillars of fire supported it at
such irregular intervals that it looked like a vast
infernal temple in which demons were waging war, and
undermining the roof in their senseless fury.
In some places whole blocks of houses
were blazing; here and there high buildings burned
in solitary grandeur, the flames leaping from every
window or boiling from the roof. Sometimes one
of these buildings would disappear in a shower of
sparks and an awful roar, or a row of humbler houses
was lifted bodily from the ground to burst into a
thousand particles of flying wood, and disappear.
The heat was overpowering (she bathed
her face constantly from the pitcher) and the roar
of the flames, the constant explosions of dynamite,
the loud vicious crackling of wood, the rending and
splitting of masonry, the hoarse impact of walls as
they met the earth, was the scene’s wild orchestral
accompaniment and, despite underlying apprehension
and horror, gave Gora one of the few pleasurable sensations
of her life.
But she moved her chair after a moment
and fixed her gaze, no longer rapt but ironic, on
the flaming hillcrests, the long line of California
Street, nucleus of the wealth and fashion of San Francisco.
The Western Addition was fashionable and growing more
so, but it had been too far away for the pioneers
of the fifties and sixties, the bonanza kings of the
seventies, the railroad magnates of the eighties,
and they had built their huge and hideous mansions
upon the hill that rose almost perpendicularly above
the section where they made and lost their millions.
Some wag or toady had named it Nob Hill and the inhabitants
had complacently accepted the title, although they
refrained from putting it on their cards. And
now it was in flames.
II
Gora recalled the day when she had
walked slowly past those mansions, staring at each
in turn as she assimilated the disheartening and infuriating
fact that she and the children that inhabited them
belonged to different worlds.
Her family at that time lived in a
cottage at the wrong end of Taylor Street Hill, and,
Mrs. Dwight having received a small legacy from a sister
recently deceased which had convinced her, if not her
less mercurial husband, that their luck had finally
turned, had sent Gora, then a rangy girl of thirteen,
fond of books and study, to a large private school
in the fashionable district.
Gora, after all these years, ground
her teeth as she had a sudden blighting vision of
the day a week later, when, puzzled and resentful,
she had walked up the steep hill with several of the
girls whose homes were on California and Taylor Streets,
and two of whom, like herself, were munching an apple.
They had hardly noticed her sufficiently
to ignore her, either then or during the previous
week, so absorbed were they in their own close common
interests. She listened to allusions which she
barely could comprehend, but it was evident that one
was to give a party on Friday night and the others
were expected as a matter of course. Gora assumed
that Jim and Sam and Rex and Bob were brothers or
beaux. Last names appeared to be no more necessary
than labels to inform the outsider of the social status
of these favored maidens, too happy and contented
to be snobs but quite callous to the feelings of strange
little girls.
They drifted one by one into their
opulent homes, bidding one another a careless or a
sentimental good-by, and Gora, throwing her head as
far back on her shoulders as it would go without dislocation,
stalked down to the unfashionable end of Taylor Street
and up to the solitude of her bedroom under the eaves
of the cottage.
On the following day she had lingered
in the school yard until the other girls were out
of sight, then climbing the almost perpendicular hill
so rapidly that she arrived on the crest with little
breath and a pain in her side, she had sauntered deliberately
up and down before the imposing homes of her schoolmates,
staring at them with angry and puzzled eyes, her young
soul in tumult. It was the old inarticulate cry
of class, of the unchosen who seeks the reason and
can find none.
III
As she had a tendency not only to
brood but to work out her own problems it was several
days before she demanded an explanation of her mother.
Mrs. Dwight, a prematurely gray and
wrinkled woman, who had once been handsome with good
features and bright coloring, and who wore a deliberately
cheerful expression that Gora often wanted to wipe
off, was sitting in the dining-room making a skirt
for her daughter; which, Gora reflected bitterly,
was sure to be too long on one side if not in front.
Mrs. Dwight’s smile faded as
she looked at the somber face and huddled figure in
the worn leather arm-chair in which Mr. Dwight spent
his silent evenings.
“Why, my dear, you surely knew
long before this that some people are rich and others
poor—to say nothing of the betwixts and
betweens.” She was an exact woman in small
matters. “That’s all there is to it.
I thought it a good idea to send you to a private
school where you might make friends among girls of
your own class.”
“Own class? They treat
me like dirt. How am I of their class when they
live in palaces and I in a hovel?”
“I have reproved you many times
for exaggerated speech. What I meant was that
you are as well-born as any of them (better than many)
only we have been unfortunate. Your father tried
hard enough, but he just doesn’t seem to have
the money-making faculty like so many men. Now,
we’ve had a little luck I’m really hopeful.
I’ve just had a nice letter from your Aunt Eliza
Goring—I named you for her, but I couldn’t
inflict you with Eliza. You know she is many
years older than I am and has no children. She
was out here once just before you were born.
We—we were very hard up indeed. It
was she who furnished this cottage for us and paid
a year’s rent. Soon after, your father
got his present position and we have managed to get
along. She always sends me a little cheque at
Christmas and I am sure—well, there are
some things we don’t say….But this legacy from
your Aunt Jane is the only real stroke of luck we
ever had, and I can’t help feeling hopeful.
I do believe better times are coming….It used to
seem terribly hard and unjust that so many people
all about us had so much and we nothing, and that
in this comparatively small city we knew practically
no one. But I have got over being bitter and envious.
You do when you are busy every minute. And then
we have the blessing of health, and Mortimer is the
best boy in the world, and you are a very good child
when you are not in a bad temper. I think you
will be handsome, too, although you are pretty hopeless
at present; but of course you will never have anything
like Mortimer’s looks. He is the living
image of the painting of your Great-great-great-grandfather
Dwight that used to hang in the dining-room in Utica,
and who was in the first Congress. Now, do try
and make friends with the nicer of the children.”
But Gora’s was not a conciliating
nor a compromising nature. Her idea of “squaring
things” was to become the best scholar in her
classes and humiliate several young ladies of her
own age who had held the first position with an ease
that had bred laxity. Greatly to the satisfaction
of the teachers an angry emulation ensued with the
gratifying result that although the girls could not
pass Gora, their weekly marks were higher, and for
the rest of the term they did less giggling even after
school hours, and more studying.
But Gora would not return for a second
term. She had made no friends among the girls,
although, no doubt, having won their respect, they
would, with the democracy of childhood, have admitted
her to intimacy by degrees, particularly if she had
proved to be socially malleable.
But for some obscure reason it made
Gora happier to hate them all, and when she had passed
her examinations victoriously, and taken every prize,
except for tidiness and deportment, she said good-by
with some regret to the teachers, who had admired
and encouraged her but did not pretend to love her,
and announced as soon as she arrived at home that she
should enter the High School at the beginning of the
following term.
IV
Her parents were secretly relieved.
Even Mrs. Dwight’s vision of future prosperity
had faded. She had been justified in believing
that her sister Eliza would make a will in favor of
her family, but unfortunately Mrs. Goring had amused
herself with speculation in her old age, and had left
barely enough to pay her funeral expenses.
Mrs. Dwight broached the subject of
their immediate future to her husband that evening.
She had some time since made up her mind, in case the
school experiment was not a success, to furnish a
larger house with what remained of the legacy, and
take boarders.
“I wouldn’t do it if Gora
had made the friends I hoped for her,” she said,
turning the heel of the first of her son’s winter
socks, “and there’s no such thing as a
social come-down for us; for that matter, there is
more than one lady, once wealthy, who is keeping a
boarding-house in this town. Gora will have to
work anyhow, and as for Mortimer—”
she glanced fondly at her manly young son, who was
amiably playing checkers in the parlor with his sister,
“he is sure to make his fortune.”
“I don’t know,” said Mr. Dwight
heavily. “I don’t know.”
“Why, what do you mean?” asked his wife
sharply.
Mrs. Dwight belonged to that type
of American women whose passions in youth are weak
and anæmic, not to say exceedingly shame-faced, but
which in mature years become strong and selfish and
jealous, either for a lover or a son. Mrs. Dwight,
being a perfectly respectable woman, had centered all
the accumulated forces of her being on the son whom
she idealized after the fashion of her type; and as
she had corrected his obvious faults when he was a
boy, it was quite true that he was kind, amiable, honest,
honorable, patriotic, industrious, clean, polite,
and moral; if hardly as handsome as Apollo or as brilliant
and gifted as she permitted herself to believe.
“What do you mean?” she
repeated, although she lowered her voice. It was
rarely that it assumed an edge when addressing her
husband. She had never reproached him for being
a failure, for she had recognized his limitations
early and accepted her lot. But something in his
tone shook her maternal complacence and roused her
to instant defense.
Mr. Dwight took his pipe from his
mouth and also cast a glance toward the parlor, but
the absorbed players were beyond the range of his rather
weak voice.
“I mean this,” he said
with nothing of his usual vague hesitancy of speech.
“I’m not so sure that Morty is beyond clerk
size.”
“You—you—John
Dwight—your son—” The thin
layer of pale flesh on Mrs. Dwight’s face seemed
to collapse upon its harsh framework with the terrified
wrath that shook her. Her mouth fell apart, and
hot smarting tears welled slowly to her eyes, faded
with long years of stitching; not only for her own
family but for many others when money had been more
than commonly scarce. “Mortimer can do
anything. Anything.”
“Can he?” Why doesn’t
he show it then? He went to work at sixteen and
is now twenty-two. He is drawing just fifty dollars
a month. He’s well liked in the firm, too.”
“Why don’t they raise his salary?”
“Because that’s all he’s
worth to them. He’s a good steady honest
clerk, nothing more.”
“He’s very young—”
“If a man has initiative, ability,
any sort of constructive power in his brain he shows
it by the time he is twenty-two—if he has
been in that forcing house for four or five years.
That is the whole history of this country. And
employers are always on the look-out for those qualities
and only too anxious to find them and push a young
man on and up. Many a president of a great business
started life as a clerk, or even office boy—”
“That is what I have always
known would happen to Morty. I am sure, sure,
that you are doing him a cruel injustice.”
“I hope I am. But I am
a failure myself and I know what a man needs in the
way of natural equipment to make a success of his life.”
“But he is so energetic and
industrious and honorable and likable and—”
“I was all that.”
“Then—” Mrs.
Dwight’s voice trailed off; it sounded flat and
old. “What do you both lack?”
“Brains.”
V
Mrs. Dwight had repeated this conversation
to Gora shortly before her death, and the girl in
her reminiscent mood recalled it as she stared with
somber eyes and ironic lips at the havoc the fire was
playing with those lofty mansions which had stood
to her all these intervening years as symbols of the
unpardonable injustice of class.
She recalled another of the few occasions
when Mrs. Dwight, who believed in acceptance and contentment,
had been persuaded to discuss the idiosyncrasies of
her adopted city.
“It isn’t that money is
the standard here as it is in New York. Of course
there is a very wealthy set these late years and they
set a pace that makes it difficult for the older families,
like the Groomes for instance—I met Mrs.
Groome once at a summer resort where I was housekeeper
that year, and I thought her very typical and interesting.
She was so kind to me without seeing me at all….But
those fine old families, who are all of good old Eastern
or Southern stock—if they manage to keep
in society are still the most influential element
in it….Family….Having lived in California long
enough to be one of that old set….To be, without
question, one of them. That is all that matters.
I’ve come in contact with a good many of them
first and last in my poor efforts to help your father,
and I believe the San Franciscans to be the most loyal
and disinterested people in the world-to one another.
“But if you come in from the
outside you must bring money, or tremendous family
prestige, or the right kind of social personality with
the best kind of letters. We just crept in and
were glad to be permitted to make a living. Why
should they have taken any notice of us? They
don’t go hunting about for obscure people of
possibly gentle blood. That doesn’t happen
anywhere in the world. You must be reasonable,
my dear child. That is life, ‘The World.’”
But Gora was not gifted with that
form of reasonableness. She had wished in her
darker moments that she had been born outright in the
working-class; then, no doubt, she would have trudged
contentedly every morning (except when on strike)
to the factory or shop, or been some one’s cook.
She was an excellent cook. What galled her was
the fact of virtually belonging to the same class
as these people who were still unaware of the existence
of her family, although it had lived for over thirty
years in a city numbering to-day only half a million
inhabitants.
She was almost fanatically democratic
and could see no reason for differences of degree
in the aspiring classes. To her mind the only
line of cleavage between the classes was that which
divided people of education, refinement of mind manners
and habits, certain inherited traditions, and the
mental effort no matter how small to win a place in
this difficult world, from commonness, ignorance,
indifference to dirt, coarse pleasures. and habits,
and manual labor. She respected Labor as the solid
foundation stones upon which civilization upheld itself,
and believed it to have been biologically chosen;
if she had been born in its class she would have had
the ambition to work her way out of it, but without
resentment.
There her recognition of class stopped.
That wealth or family prominence even in a great city
or an old community should create an exclusive and
favored society seemed to her illogical and outrageous.
A woman was a lady or she wasn’t. A man
was a gentleman or he wasn’t. That should
be the beginning and the end of the social code….When
she had been younger she had lamented her mean position
because it excluded her from the light-hearted and
brilliant pleasures of youth; but as she grew older
this natural craving had given place to a far deeper
and more corrosive resentment.
She had no patience with her brother’s
ingenuous snobbery. A good-natured friend had
introduced him to one or two houses where there were
young people and much dancing and he had been “taken
up.” Nothing would have filled Gora with
such murderous rage as to be taken up. She wanted
her position conceded as a natural right.
Had it been in her power she would
have forced her conception of democracy upon the entire
United States. But as this was quite impossible
she longed passionately for some power, personal and
irresistible, that would compel the attention of the
elect in the city of her birth and ultimately bring
them to her feet. And here she had a ray of hope.
VI
Meanwhile it was some satisfaction
to watch them being burned out of house and home.
Then she gave a short impatient sigh
that was almost a groan, as she wondered if her own
home would go. The family had moved into it eight
years ago; and after Mr. Dwight’s death his
widow had barely made a living for herself and her
daughter out of the uncertain boarders. Mortimer
had paid his share, but she had encouraged him to
dress well and no one knew the value of “front”
better than he. After her death, three years ago,
Gora had turned out the boarders and the last slatternly
wasteful cook and let her rooms to business women
who made their morning coffee over the gas jet.
The new arrangement paid very well and left her time
for lectures at the University of California, and
for other studies. A Jap came in daily to put
the rooms in order and she cooked for herself and her
brother. So unknown was she that even Aileen
Lawton was unaware that the “boarding-house down
on Geary Street” was a lodging house kept by
Mortimer Dwight’s sister. Fortunately Gora
was spared one more quivering arrow in her pride.