I
Mrs. Abbott entered Alexina’s
room and caught her hanging out of the window.
She had motored up to the city during the afternoon,
and, after a vain attempt to persuade her mother to
go down at once to Alta, had concluded to remain over
night. The spectacle was the most horrifyingly
interesting she had ever witnessed in her temperate
life, and her self-denying Aunt Clara was in charge
of the children. Her husband had driven himself
to town as soon as he heard of the fire and been sworn
in a member of the Committee of Fifty.
“Darling,” she said firmly
to the sister who was little older than her first-born,
“I want to have a talk with you. Come into
papa’s old dressing-room. I had a cot put
there, and as there is no room for another I am quite
alone.”
Alexina followed with lagging feet.
She had always given her elder sister the same surface
obedience that she gave her mother. It “saved
trouble.” But life had changed so since
morning that she was in no mood to keep up the rôle
of “little sister,” sweet and malleable
and innocent as a Ballinger-Groome at the age of eighteen
should be.
II
She dropped on the floor and embraced
her knees with her arms. Mrs. Abbott seated herself
in as dignified an attitude as was possible on the
edge of the cot. Even the rocking-chairs had
been taken down to the dining-room.
“Well?” queried Alexina,
pretending to stifle a yawn. “What is it?
I am too sleepy to think.”
“Sleepy? You looked sleepy
with your eyes like saucers watching that young man.”
“Everybody that can is watching the fire—”
“Don’t quibble, Alexina.
You are naturally a truthful child. Do you mean
to tell me you were not watching Mr. Dwight?”
“Well, if I say yes, it is not
because I care a hang about living up to my reputation,
but because I don’t care whether you know it
or not.”
“That is very naughty—”
“Stop talking to me as if I were a child.”
“You are excited, darling, and no wonder.”
Maria Abbott was in the process of
raising a family and she did it with tact and firmness.
Nature had done much to assist her in her several
difficult rôles. She was very tall straight and
slender, with a haughty little head, as perfect in
shape as Alexina’s, set well back on her shoulders,
and what had been known in her Grandmother Ballinger’s
day as a cameo-profile. Her abundant fair hair
added to the high calm of her mien and it was always
arranged in the prevailing fashion. On the street
she invariably wore the tailored suit, and her tailor
was the best in New York. She thought blouses
in public indecent, and wore shirtwaists of linen or
silk with high collars, made by the same master-hand.
There was nothing masculine in her appearance, but
she prided herself upon being the best groomed woman
even in that small circle of her city that dressed
as well as the fashionable women of New York.
At balls and receptions she wore gowns of an austere
but expensive simplicity, and as the simple jewels
of her inheritance looked pathetic beside the blazing
necklaces and sunbursts (there were only two or three
tiaras in San Francisco) of those new people whom
she both deplored and envied, she wore none; and she
was assured that the lack added to the distinction
of her appearance.
But although she felt it almost a
religious duty to be smart, determined as she was
that the plutocracy should never, while she was alive,
push the aristocracy through, the wall and out of
sight, she was a strict conformer to the old tradition
that had looked upon all arts to enhance and preserve
youth as the converse of respectable. Her once
delicate pink and white skin was wrinkled and weather-beaten,
her nose had never known powder; but even in the glare
of the fire her skin looked cool and pale, for the
heat had not crimsoned her. Her blood was rather
thin and she prided herself upon the fact. She
may have lost her early beauty, but she looked the
indubitable aristocrat, the lady born, as her more
naïve grandmothers would have phrased it.
It sufficed.
III
By those that did not have the privilege
of her intimate acquaintance she was called “stuck-up,”
“a snob,” a mid-victorian who ought to
dress like her more consistent mother, “rather
a fool, if the truth were known, no doubt.”
In reality she was a tender-hearted
and anxious mother, daughter, and sister, and an impeccable
wife, if a somewhat monotonous one. At all events
her husband never found fault with her in public or
private. He had his reasons. To the friends
of her youth and to all members of her own old set,
she was intensely loyal; and although she had a cold
contempt for the institution of divorce, if one of
that select band strayed into it, no matter at which
end, her loyalty rose triumphant above her social code,
and she was not afraid to express it publicly.
Toward Alexina she felt less a sister
than a second mother, and gave her freely of her abundant
maternal reservoir. That “little sister”
had at times sulked under this proud determination
to assist in the bringing-up of the last of the Ballinger-Groomes,
did not discourage her. She might be soft in
her affections but she never swerved from her duty
as she saw it. Alexina was a darling wayward
child, who only needed a firm hand to guide her along
that proud secluded old avenue of the city’s
elect, until she had ambled safely to established
respectability and power.
She had been alarmed at one time at
certain symptoms of cleverness she noticed in the
child, and at certain enthusiastic remarks in the letters
of Ballinger Groome, with whose family Alexina had
spent her vacations during her two years in New York
at school. But there had been no evidence of
anything but a young girl’s natural love of pleasure
since her début in society, and she was quite unaware
of Alexina’s wicked divagations. She had
spent the winter in Santa Barbara, for the benefit
of her oldest, boy, whose lungs were delicate, and,
like her mother, never deigned to read the society
columns of the newspapers. Her reason, however,
was her own. In spite of her blood, her indisputable
position, her style, she cut but a small figure in
those columns. She was not rich enough to vie
with those who entertained constantly, and was merely
set down as one of many guests. The fact induced
a slight bitterness.
IV
She began tactfully. “I
like this young Mr. Dwight very much, and shall ask
him down, as mother desires it. But I hope, darling,
that you will follow my example and not marry until
you have had four years of society, in other words
have seen something of the world—”
“California is not the world.”
“Society, in other words human
nature, is everywhere much alike. As you know,
I spent a year in England when I was a young lady,
and was presented at court—by Lady Barnstable,
who was Lee Tarlton, one of us. It was merely
San Francisco on a large scale, with titles, and greater
and older houses and parks, and more jewels, and more
arrogance, and everything much grander, of course.
And they talked politics a great deal, which bored
me as I am sure they would bore you. The beauty
of our society is its simplicity and lack of arrogance—consciousness
of birth or of wealth. Even the more recent members
of society, who owe their position to their fortunes,
have a simplicity and kindness quite unknown in New
York. Eastern people always remark it. And
yet, owing to their constant visits to the East and
to Europe, they know all of the world there is to know.”
“So do the young men, I suppose!
I never heard of their doing much traveling—”
“I should call them remarkably
sophisticated young men. But the point is, darling,
that if you wait as long as I did you will discover
that the men who attract a girl in her first season
would bore her to extinction in her fourth.”
“You mean after I’ve had
all the bloom rubbed off, and men are forgetting to
ask me to dance. Then I’ll be much more
likely to take what I can get. I want to marry
with all the bloom on and all my illusions fresh.”
“But should you like to have
them rubbed off by your husband? You’ve
heard the old adage: ‘marry in haste and
repent—’”
“I’ve been brought up
on adages. They are called bromides now.
As for illusions, everybody says they don’t
last anyway. I’d rather have them dispelled
after a long wonderful honeymoon by a husband than
by a lot of flirtations in a conservatory and in dark
corners—”
“Good heavens! Do you suppose
that I flirted in a conservatory and in dark corners?”
“I’ll bet you didn’t,
but lots do. And in the haute noblesse, the ancient
aristocracy! I’ve seen ’em.”
“It isn’t possible that you—”
“Oh, no, I love to dance too
much. But I’m not easily shocked. I
’ll tell you that right here. And I ’ll
tell you what I confessed to mother this morning.”
V
When she had finished Mrs. Abbott
sat for a few moments petrified; but she was thirty-eight,
not sixty-five, and there was neither dismay nor softening
in her narrowed light blue eyes.
“But that is abominable! Abominable!”
And Alexina, who was prepared for
a scolding, shrank a little, for it was the first
time that her doting sister had spoken to her with
severity.
“I don’t care,”
she said stubbornly, and she set her soft lips until
they looked stern and hard.
“But you must care. You are a Groome.”
“Oh, yes, and a Ballinger, and
a Geary, and all the rest of it. But I’m
also going to annex another name of my own choosing.
I’ll marry whom I damn please, and that is the
end of it.”
“Alexina Groome!” Mrs.
Abbott arose in her wrath. “Cannot you see
for yourself what association with all these common
people has done to you? It’s the influence—”
“Of two years in New York principally.
The girls there are as hard as nails—try
to imitate the English. Ours are not a patch,
not even Aileen, although she does her best.
But I hadn’t finished—I even powder
my face.” Alexina grinned up at her still
rudderless sister. “After mother is asleep
and I am ready to slip out.”
“I thought you were safe in
New York under the eyes of Ballinger and Geary, or
rather of Mattie and Charlotte. They are such
earnest good women, so interested in charities—”
“Deadly. But you don’t know the girls,”
“And I have told mother again
and again that she should not permit you to associate
with Aileen Lawton.”
“She can’t help herself.
Aileen is one of us. Besides, mother is devoted
to the Judge.”
“But powder! None of us
has ever put anything but clean cold water on her
face.”
“You’d look a long sight
better if you did. Cold cream, too. You
wouldn’t have any wrinkles at your age, if you
weren’t so damn respectable-aristocratic, you
call it. It’s just middle class. And
as out of date as speech without slang. As for
me, I’d paint my lips as Aileen does, only I
don’t like the taste, and they’re too red,
anyhow. It’s much smarter to make up than
not to. Times change. You don’t wear
hoopskirts because our magnificent Grandmother Ballinger
did. You dress as smartly as the Burlingame crowd.
Why does your soul turn green at make-up? All
these people you look down upon because our families
were rich and important in the fifties are more up-to-date
than you are, although I will admit that none of them
has the woman-of-the-world air of the smartest New
York women —not that terribly respectable
inner set in New York—Aunt Mattie’s
and Aunt Charlotte’s—that
just revels in looking mid-Victorian….The newer
people I’ve met here—their manners
are just as good as ours, if not better, for, as you
said just now, they don’t put on airs. You
do, darling. You don’t know it, but you
would put an English duchess to the blush, when you
suddenly remember who you are—”
Mrs. Abbott had resumed her seat on
the cot. “If you have finished criticizing
your elder sister, I should like to ask you a few questions.
Do you smoke and drink cocktails?”
“No, I don’t. But
I should if I liked them, and if they didn’t
make me feel queer.”
“You—you—”
Mrs. Abbot’s clear crisp voice sank to an agonized
whisper. For the first time she was really terrified.
“Do you gamble?”
“Why, of course not. I
have too much fun to think of anything so stupid.”
“Does Aileen Lawton gamble?”
“She just doesn’t, and don’t you
insinuate such a thing.”
“She has bad blood in her. Her mother—”
“I thought her mother was your best friend.”
“She was. But she went
to pieces, poor dear, and Judge Lawton wisely sent
her East. I can’t tell you why. There
are things you don’t understand.”
“Oh, don’t I? Don’t you fool
yourself.”
Mrs. Abbott leaned back on the cot and pressed it
hard with either hand.
“Alexina, I have never been as disturbed as
I am at this moment. When
Sally and I were your age, we were beautifully innocent.
If I thought that
Joan—”
“Oh, Joan’ll get away
from you. She’s only fourteen now, but when
she’s my age—well, I guess you and
your old crowd are the last of the Mohicans. I
doubt if there’ll even be any chaperons left.
Joan may not smoke nor drink. Who cares for ‘vices,’
anyhow? But you haven’t got a moat and drawbridge
round Rincona, and she’ll just get out and mix.
She’ll float with the stream—and
all streams lead to Burlingame.”
“I have no fear about Joan,”
said Mrs. Abbott, with dignity. “Four years
are a long time. I shall sow seeds, and she is
a born Ballinger—I am dreadfully afraid
that my dear father is coming out in you. Even
the boys are Ballingers—”
VI
“Tell me about father?”
coaxed Alexina, who was repentant, now that the excitement
of the day had reached its climax in the baiting of
her admirable sister and was rapidly subsiding.
“Mother let fall something this morning; and
once Aileen…she began, but shut up like a clam.
Was he so very dreadful?”
“Well, since you know so much,
he was what is called fast. Married men of his
position often were in his day—quite openly.
Yesterday, I should have hesitated—”
“Fire away. Don’t
mind me. Yes, I know what fast is. Lots of
men are to-day. Even members of the A. A.”
“A. A.?”
“Ancient Aristocracy. The kind England
and France would like to have.”
“I’m ashamed of you.
Have you no pride of blood? The best blood of
the South, to say nothing of—”
“I’m tickled to death.
I just dote on being a Groome, plus Ballinger, plus.
And I’m not guying, neither. I’d hate
like the mischief to be second rate, no matter what
I won later. It must be awful to have to try to
get to places that should be yours by divine right,
as it were. But all that’s no reason for
being a moss-back, a back number, for not having any
fun—to be glued to the ancestral rock like
a lot of old limpets….And it should preserve us
from being snobs,” she added.
“Snobs?”
“The ‘I will maintain’ sort, as
Aileen puts it.”
“Don’t quote that dreadful
child to me. I haven’t an atom of snobbery
in my composition. I reserve the right to know
whom I please, and to exclude from my house people
to whom I cannot accustom myself. Why I know quite
a number of people at Burlingame. I dined there
informally last night.”
“Yes, because it has the fascination
for you that wine has for the clergyman’s son.”
Alexina once more yielded to temptation. “But
the only people you really know at Burlingame except
Mrs. Hunter are those of the old set, what you would
call the pick of the bunch, if you were one of us.
They went there to live because they were tired of
being moss-backs. Why don’t you follow
their example and go the whole hog? They—and
their girls—have a ripping time.”
“At least they have not picked
up your vocabulary. I seldom see the young people.
And I have never been to the Club. I am told the
women drink and smoke quite openly on the verandah.”
“You may bet your sweet life
they do. They are honest, and quite as sure of
their position as you are. But tell me about father.
How did mother come to marry him? If he was such
a naughty person I should think she would have exercised
the sound Ballinger instincts and thrown him down.”
“Mother met him in Washington.
Grandfather Ballinger was senator at the time—”
“From Virginia or California?”
“It is shocking that you do
not know more of the family history. From California,
of course. He had great gifts and political aspirations,
and realized that there would be more opportunity in
the new state— particularly in such a famous
one—than in his own where all the men in
public life seemed to have taken root—I
remember his using that expression. So, he came
here with his bride, the beauty of Richmond—”
“Oh, Lord, I know all about
her. Remember the flavor in my mother’s
milk—”
“Well, you’d look like
her if you had brown eyes and a white skin, and if
your mouth were smaller. And until you learn to
stand up straight you’ll never have anything
like her elegance of carriage. However….Of course
they had plenty of money—for those days.
They had come to Virginia in the days of Queen Elizabeth
and received a large grant of land—”
“Don’t fancy I haven’t heard that!”
“Grandfather had inherited the plantation—”
“Sold his slaves, I suppose,
to come to California and realize his ambitions.
Funny, how ideals change!”
“His abilities were recognized
as soon as lie arrived in the new community, and our
wonderful grandmother became at once one of that small
band of social leaders that founded San Francisco
society: Mrs. Hunt McLane, the Hathaways, Mrs.
Don Pedro Earle, the Montgomerys, the Gearys, the Talbots,
the Belmonts, Mrs. Abbott, Tom’s grandmother—”
“Never mind about them.
I have them dished up occasionally by mother, although
she prefers to descant upon the immortal eighties,
when she was a leader herself and ‘money wasn’t
everything.’ We never had so much of it
anyhow. I know Grandfather Ballinger built this
ramshackle old house—”
Mrs. Abbott sat forward and drew herself
up. She felt as if she were talking to a stranger,
as, indeed, she was.
“This house and its traditions are sacred—”
“I know it. Yon were telling me how mother
came to marry a bad fast man.”
“He was not fast when she met
him. It was at a ball in Washington. He was
a young congressman—he was wounded in his
right arm during the first year of the war and returned
at once to California; of course he had been one of
the first to enlist. He was of a fine old family
and by no means poor. Of course in Washington
he was asked to the best houses. At that time
he was very ambitious and absorbed in politics and
the advancement of California. Afterward he renounced
Washington for reasons I never clearly understood;
although he told me once that California was the only
place for a man to live; and—well—I
am afraid he could do more as he pleased out here
without criticism—from men, at least.
The standards—for men—were very
low in those days. But when he met mother—”
“Was mother ever very pretty?”
“She was handsome,” replied
Mrs. Abbott guardedly. “Of course she had
the freshness and roundness of youth. I am told
she had a lovely color and the brightest eyes.
And she had a beautiful figure. She had several
proposals, but she chose father.”
“And had the devil’s own
time with him. She let out that much this morning.”
“I am growing accustomed to
your language.” Once more Mrs. Abbott was
determined to be amiable and tactful. She realized
that the child’s brain was seething with the
excitements of the day, but was aghast at the revelations
it had recklessly tossed out, and admitted that the
problem of “handling her” could no longer
be disposed of with home-made generalities.
“Yes, mother did not have a
bed of roses. Father was mayor at one time and
held various other public offices, and no one, at least,
ever accused him of civic corruptness. Quite
the contrary. The city owes more than one reform
to his determination and ability.
“He even risked his life fighting
the bosses and their political gangs, for he was shot
at twice. But he was very popular in his own class;
what men call a good fellow, and at that time there
was quite a brilliant group of disreputable women
here; one could not help hearing things, for the married
women here have always been great gossips. Well—you
may as well know it—it may have the same
effect on you that it did on Ballinger and Geary,
who are the most abstemious of men—he drank
and gambled and had too much to do with those unspeakable
women….
“Nevertheless, he made a great
deal of money for a long time, and if he hadn’t
gambled (not only in gambling houses and in private
but in stocks), he would have left a large fortune.
As it is, poor darling, you will only have this house
and about six thousand a year. Father was quite
well off when Sally and I married and Ballinger and
Geary went to New York after marrying the Lyman girls,
who were such belles out here when they paid us a
visit in the nineties. They had money of their
own and father gave the boys a hundred thousand each.
He gave the same to Sally and me when we married.
But when you came along, or rather when you were ten,
and he died—well, he had run through nearly
everything, and had lost his grip. Mother got
her share of the community property, and of course
she had this house and her share of the Ballinger
estate—not very much.”
VII
“Why didn’t mother keep
father at home and make him behave himself?”
“Mother did everything a good woman could do.”
“Maybe she was too good.”
“You abominable child. A woman can’t
be too good.”
“Perhaps not. But I fancy
she can make a man think so. When he has different
tastes.”
“Women are as they are born.
My mother would not have condescended to lower herself
to the level of those creatures who fascinated my father.”
“Well, I wouldn’t, neither.
I’d just light out and leave him. Why didn’t
mother get a divorce?”
“A divorce? Why, she has
never received any one in her house who has been divorced.
Neither have I except in one or two cases where very
dear friends had been forced by circumstances into
the divorce court. I didn’t approve even
then. People should wash their dirty linen at
home.”
“Time moves, as I remarked just
now. Nothing would stop me; if, for instance,
I had been persuaded into marrying a member of the
A. A. and he was in the way of ruining my young life.
You should be thankful if I did decide to marry Mr.
Dwight—mind, I don’t say I care the
tip of my little finger for him. I barely know
him. But if I did you would have to admit that
I was following the best Ballinger instincts, for he
doesn’t drink, or dissipate in any way; and
everybody says he works hard and is as steady as—I
was going to say as a judge, but I’ve been told
that all judges, in this town at least, are not as
steady as you think. Anyhow, he is. His
family is as old as ours, even if it did have reverses
or something. And you can’t deny that he
is a gentleman, every inch of him.”
“I do not deny that he has a
very good appearance indeed. But—well,
he was brought up in San Francisco and no one ever
heard of his parents. He admitted to me at the
table that his father was only a clerk in a broker’s
office. He is not one of us and that is the end
of it.”
“Why not make him one?
Quite easy. And you ought to rejoice in what power
you have left.”
She rose and stretched and yawned
in a most unladylike fashion.
“I’m going to make a cup
of coffee for our sentinel, and have a little chat
with him, chaperoned by the great bonfire. Don’t
think you can stop me, for you can’t. Heavens,
what a noise that dynamite does make! We shall
have to shout. It will be more than proper.
Good night, darling.”