I
She was quite breathless as she reached
the eucalyptus grove and paused for a moment before
slipping into the house and climbing the stairs.
The city lying in the valleys and
on the hills arrested her attention, for it was a
long while since she had been awake and out of doors
at five in the morning.
It looked like the ghost of a city
in that pallid dawn. The houses seemed to have
huddled together as if in fear before they sank into
sleep, to crouch close to the earth as if warding
off a blow. Only the ugly dome of the City Hall,
the church steeples, and the old shot tower held up
their heads, and they had an almost terrifying sharpness
of outline, of alertness, as if ready to spring.
In that far-off district known as
“South of Market Street,” which she had
never entered save in a closed carriage on her way
to the Southern Pacific Station or to pay a yearly
call on some old family that still dwelt on that oasis,
Rincon Hill—sole outpost of the social life
of the sixties—infrequent thin lines of
smoke rose from humble chimneys. It was the region
of factories and dwellings of the working-class, but
its inhabitants were not early risers in these days
of high wages and short hours.
Even those gray spirals ascended as
if the atmosphere lay heavy on them. They accentuated
the lifelessness, the petrifaction, the intense and
sinister quiet of the prostrate city.
Alexina shuddered and her volatile
spirits winged their way down into those dark and
intuitive depths of her mind she had never found time
to plumb. She knew that the hour of dawn was
always still, but she had never imagined a stillness
so complete, so final as this. Nor was there any
fresh lightness in the morning air. It seemed
to press downward like an enormous invisible bat;
or like the shade of buried cities, vain outcroppings
of a vanished civilization, brooding menacingly over
this recent flimsy accomplishment of man that Nature
could obliterate with a sneer.
Alexina, holding her breath, glanced
upward. That ghost of evening’s twilight,
the sad gray of dawn, had retreated, but not before
the crimson rays of sunrise. The unflecked arc
above was a hard and steely blue. It looked as
if marsh lights would play over its horrid surface
presently, and then come crashing down as the pillars
of the earth gave way.
II
Alexina was a child of California
and knew what was coming. She barely had time
to brace herself when she saw the sleeping city jar
as if struck by a sudden squall, and with the invisible
storm came a loud menacing roar of imprisoned forces
making a concerted rush for freedom.
She threw her arms about one of the
trees, but it was bending and groaning with an accent
of fear, a tribute it would have scorned to offer the
mighty winds of the Pacific. Alexina sprang clear
of it and unable to keep her feet sat down on the
bouncing earth.
Then she remembered that it was a
rigid convention among real Californians to treat
an earthquake as a joke, and began to laugh. There
was nothing hysterical in this perfunctory tribute
to the lesser tradition and it immediately restored
her courage. Moreover, the curiosity she felt
for all phases of life, psychical and physical, and
her naïve delight in everything that savored of experience,
caused her to stare down upon the city now tossing
and heaving like the sea in a hurricane, with an almost
impersonal interest.
The houses seemed to clutch at their
precarious foundations even while they danced to the
tune of various and appalling noises. Above the
ascending roar of the earthquake Alexina heard the
crashing of steeples, the dome of the City Hall, of
brick buildings too hastily erected, of ten thousand
falling chimneys; of creaking and grinding timbers,
and of the eucalyptus trees behind her, whose leaves
rustled with a shrill rising whisper that seemed addressed
to heaven; the neighing and pawing of horses in the
stables, the sharp terrified yelps of dogs; and through
all a long despairing wail. The mountains across
the bay and behind the city were whirling in a devil’s
dance and the scattered houses on their slopes looked
like drunken gnomes. The shot tower bowed low
and solemnly but did not fall.
III
As the earth with a final leap and
twist settled abruptly into peace, the streets filled
suddenly with people, many in their nightclothes, but
more in dressing-gowns, opera cloaks, and overcoats.
All were silent and apparently self-possessed.
Whence came that long wail no one ever knew.
Alexina, remembering her own attire,
sprang to her feet and ran through the little side
door and up the stair, praying that her mother, with
her usual monumental poise, would have disdained to
rise. She had never been known to leave her room
before eight.
But as Alexina ran along the upper
hall she became only too aware that Mrs. Groome had
surrendered to Nature, for she was pounding on her
door and in a haughty but quivering voice demanding
to be let out.
Alexina tiptoed lightly to the threshold
of her room and called out sympathetically:
“What is the matter, mother dear! Has your
door sprung?”
“It has. Tell James to
come here at once and bring a crow-bar if necessary.”
“Yes, darling.”
Alexina let down her hair and tore
off her evening gown, kicking it into a closet, then
threw on a bathrobe and ran over to the servants’
quarters in an extension behind the house. They
were deserted, but wild shrieks and gales of unseemly
laughter arose from the yard. She opened a window
and saw the cook, a recent importation, on the ground
in hysterics, the housemaid throwing water on her,
and the inherited butler calmly lighting his pipe,
“James,” she called.
“My mother’s door is jammed. Please
come right away.”
“Yes, miss.” He knocked
his pipe against the wall and ground out the life
of the coal with his slippered heel. “Just
what happened to your grandmother in the ’quake
of sixty-eight. I mind the time I had getting
her out.”
IV
It was quite half an hour before the
door yielded to the combined efforts of James and
the gardener-coachman, and during the interval Mrs.
Groome recovered her poise and made her morning toilette.
She had taken her iron-gray hair from
its pins and patted the narrow row of frizzes into
place; the flat side bands, the concise coil of hair
on top were as severely disdainful of untoward circumstance
or passing fashion as they had been any morning these
forty years or more.
She wore old-fashioned corsets and
was abdominally correct for her years; a long gown
of black voile with white polka dots, and a guimpe
of white net whose raff of chiffon somewhat disguised
the wreck of her throat. On her shoulders, disposed
to rheumatism, she wore a tippet of brown marabout
feathers, and in her ears long jet earrings.
She had the dark brown eyes of the
Ballingers, but they were bleared at the rims, and
on the downward slope of her fine aquiline nose she
wore spectacles that looked as if mounted in cast
iron. Altogether an imposing relic; and “that
built-up look” as Aileen expressed it, was the
only one that would have suited her mental style.
Mrs. Abbott, who dressed with a profound regard for
fashion, had long since concluded that her mother’s
steadfast alliance with the past not only became her
but was a distinct family asset. Only a woman
of her overpowering position could afford it.
Mrs. Groome’s skin had never
felt the guilty caress of cold-cream or powder, and
if it was mahogany in tint and deeply wrinkled, it
was at least as respectable as her past. In her
day that now bourgeois adjective—twin to
genteel—had been synchronous with the equally
obsolete word swell, but it had never occurred to
even the more modern Mrs. Abbott and her select inner
circle of friends, dwelling on family estates in the
San Mateo valley, to change in this respect at least
with the changing times.
V
Alexina had washed the powder from
her own fresh face and put on a morning frock of green
and brown gingham, made not by her mother’s dressmaker
but by her sister’s. Her soft dusky hair,
regardless of the fashion of the moment, was brushed
back from her forehead and coiled at the base of her
beautiful little head. Her long widely set gray
eyes, their large irises very dark and noticeably
brilliant even for youth, had the favor of black lashes
as fine and lusterless as her hair, and very narrow
black polished eyebrows. Her skin was a pale
olive lightly touched with color, although the rather
large mouth with its definitely curved lips was scarlet.
Her long throat like the rest of her body was white.
All the other children had been clean-cut
Ballingers or Groomes, consistently dark or fair;
but it would seem that Nature, taken by surprise when
the little Alexina came along several years after her
mother was supposed to have discharged her debt, had
mixed the colors hurriedly and quite forgotten her
usual nice proportions.
The face, under the soft lines of
youth, was less oval than it looked, for the chin
was square and the jaw bone accentuated. The short
straight thin nose reclaimed the face and head from
too classic a regularity, and the thin nostrils drew
in when she was determined and shook quite alarmingly
when she was angry.
These more significant indications
of her still embryonic personality were concealed
by the lovely curves and tints of her years, the brilliant
happy candid eyes (which she could convert into a
madonna’s by the simple trick of lifting them
a trifle and showing a lower crescent of devotional
white), the love of life and eagerness to enjoy that
radiated from her thin admirably proportioned body,
which, at this time, held in the limp slouching fashion
of the hour, made her look rather small. In reality
she was nearly as tall as her mother or the dignified
Mrs. Abbott, who rejoiced in every inch of her five
feet eight, and retained the free erect carriage of
her girlhood.
Alexina, with a sharp glance about
her disordered room, hastily disarranged her bed,
and, sending her ball slippers after the gown, ran
across the hall and threw herself into her mother’s
arms.
“Some earthquake, what?
You are sure you are not hurt, mommy dear? The
plaster is down all over the house.”
“More slang that you have learned
from Aileen Lawton, I presume. It certainly was
a dreadful earthquake, worse than that of eighteen-sixty-eight.
Is anything valuable broken? There is always less
damage done on the hills. What is that abominable
noise?”
The cook, who had recovered from her
first attack, was emitting another volley of shrieks,
in which the word “fire” could be distinguished
in syllables of two.
Mrs. Groome rang the bell violently
and the imperturbable James appeared.
“Is the house on fire?”
“No, ma’am; only the city.
It’s worth looking at, if you care to step out
on the lawn.”
Mrs. Groome followed her daughter
downstairs and out of the house. Her eyebrows
were raised but there was a curious sensation in her
knees that even the earthquake had failed to induce.
She sank into the chair James had provided and clutched
the arms with both hands.
“There are always fires after
earthquakes,” she muttered. “Impossible!
Impossible!”
“Oh, do you think San Francisco
is really going?” cried Alexina, but there was
a thrill in her regret. “Oh, but it couldn’t
be.”
“No! impossible, impossible!”
Black clouds of smoke shot with red
tongues of flame overhung the city at different points,
although they appeared to be more dense and frequent
down in the “South of Market Street” region.
There was also a rolling mass of flame above the water
front and sporadic fires in the business district.
The streets were black with people,
now fully dressed, and long processions were moving
steadily toward the bay as well as in the direction
of the hills behind the western rim of the city.
James brought a pair of field glasses, and Mrs. Groome
discovered that the hurrying throngs were laden with
household goods, many pushing them in baby carriages
and wheelbarrows. It was the first flight of
the refugees.
“James!” said Mrs. Groome
sharply. “Bring me a cup of coffee and then
go down and find out exactly what is happening.”
James, too wise in the habits of earthquakes
to permit the still distracted cook to make a fire
in the range, brewed the coffee over a spirit lamp,
and then departed, nothing loath, on his mission.
Mrs. Groome swallowed the coffee hastily, handed the
cup to Alexina and burst into tears.
“Mother!” Alexina was
really terrified for the first time that morning.
Mrs. Groome practiced the severe code, the repressions
of her class, and what tears she had shed in her life,
even over the deaths of those almost forgotten children,
had been in the sanctity of her bedroom. Alexina,
who had grown up under her wing, after many sorrows
and trials had given her a serenity that was one secret
of her power over this impulsive child of her old
age, could hardly have been more appalled if her mother
had been stricken with paralysis.
“You cannot understand,”
sobbed Mrs. Groome. “This is my city!
The city of my youth; the city my father helped to
make the great and wonderful city it is. Even
your father—he may not have been a good
husband—Oh, no! Not he!—but
he was a good citizen; he helped to drag San Francisco
out of the political mire more than once. And
now it is going! It has always been prophesied
that San Francisco would burn to the ground some time,
and now the time has come. I feel it in my bones.”
This was the first reference other
than perfunctory, that Alexina had ever heard her
mother make to her father, who had died when she was
ten. The girl realized abruptly that this elderly
parent who, while uniformly kind, had appeared to
be far above the ordinary weaknesses of her sex, had
an inner life which bound her to the plane of mere
mortals. She had a sudden vision of an unhappy
married life, silently borne, a life of suppressions,
bitter disappointments. Her chief compensation
had been the unwavering pride which had made the world
forget to pity her.
And it was the threatened destruction
of her city that had beaten down the defenses and
given her youngest child a brief glimpse of that haughty
but shivering spirit.
VI
Alexina’s mind, in spite of
a great deal of worldly garnering with an industrious
and investigating scythe, was as immature as her years,
for she had felt little and lived not at all.
But she had swift and deep intuitions, and in spite
of the natural volatility of youth, free of care,
she was fundamentally emotional and intense.
Swept from her poor little girlish
moorings in the sophisticated sea of the twentieth-century
maiden, she had a sudden wild access of conscience;
she flung herself into her mother’s arms and
poured out the tale of her nocturnal transgressions,
her frequent excursions into the forbidden realm of
modern San Francisco, of her immense acquaintance with
people whose very names were unknown to Mrs. Groome,
born Ballinger.
Then she scrambled to her feet and
stood twisting her hands together, expecting a burst
of wrath that would further reveal the pent-up fires
in this long-sealed volcano; for Alexina was inclined
to the exaggerations of her sex and years and would
not have been surprised if her mother, masterpiece
of a lost art, had suddenly become as elementary as
the forces that had devastated San Francisco.
But there was only dismay in Mrs.
Groome’s eyes as she stared at her repentant
daughter. Her heart sank still lower. She
had never been a vain woman, but she had prided herself
upon not feeling old. Suddenly, she felt very
old, and helpless.
“Well,” she said in a
moment. “Well—I suppose I have
been wrong. There are almost two generations
between us. I haven’t kept up. And
you are naturally a truthful child—I should
have—”
“Oh, mother, you are not blaming
yourself!” Alexina felt as if the earth once
more were dancing beneath her unsteady feet. “Don’t
say that!”
The sharpness of her tone dispelled
the confusion in Mrs. Groome’s mind. She
hastily buckled on her armor.
“Let us say no more about it.
I fancy it will be a long time before there are any
more parties in San Francisco, but when there are—well,
I shall consult Maria. I want your youth to be
happy—as happy as mine was. I suppose
you young people can only be happy in the new way,
but I wish conditions had not changed so lamentably
in San Francisco….Who is this?”