THE FIRST MAN
The mystery of the apparently occult
methods of communication among the natives of India,
between whom, it is said, news flies by means too
strange and subtle to be humanly explainable, is no
more difficult a problem to solve than that of the
lightning rapidity with which a knowledge of the transpiring
of any new local event darts through the slowest,
and, as far as outward signs go, the least communicative
English village slumbering drowsily among its pastures
and trees.
That which the Hall or Manor House
believed last night, known only to the four walls
of its drawing-room, is discussed over the cottage
breakfast tables as though presented in detail through
the columns of the Morning Post. The vicarage,
the smithy, the post office, the little provision
shop, are instantaneously informed as by magic of such
incidents of interest as occur, and are prepared to
assist vicariously at any future developments.
Through what agency information is given no one can
tell, and, indeed, the agency is of small moment.
Facts of interest are perhaps like flights of swallows
and dart chattering from one red roof to another,
proclaiming themselves aloud. Nothing is so true
as that in such villages they are the property and
innocent playthings of man, woman, and child, providing
conversation and drama otherwise likely to be lacked.
When Miss Vanderpoel walked through
Stornham village street she became aware that she
was an exciting object of interest. Faces appeared
at cottage windows, women sauntered to doors, men
in the taproom of the Clock Inn left beer mugs to
cast an eye on her; children pushed open gates and
stared as they bobbed their curtsies; the young woman
who kept the shop left her counter and came out upon
her door step to pick up her straying baby and glance
over its shoulder at the face with the red mouth,
and the mass of black hair rolled upward under a rough
blue straw hat. Everyone knew who this exotic-looking
young lady was. She had arrived yesterday from
London, and a week ago by means of a ship from far-away
America, from the country in connection with which
the rural mind curiously mixed up large wages, great
fortunes and Indians. “Gaarge” Lunsden,
having spent five years of his youth labouring heavily
for sixteen shillings a week, had gone to “Meriker”
and had earned there eight shillings a day. This
was a well-known and much-talked over fact, and had
elevated the western continent to a position of trust
and importance it had seriously lacked before the
emigration of Lunsden. A place where a man could
earn eight shillings a day inspired interest as well
as confidence. When Sir Nigel’s wife had
arrived twelve years ago as the new Lady Anstruthers,
the story that she herself “had money”
had been verified by her fine clothes and her way
of handing out sovereigns in cases where the rest
of the gentry, if they gave at all, would have bestowed
tea and flannel or shillings. There had been for
a few months a period of unheard of well-being in
Stornham village; everyone remembered the hundred
pounds the bride had given to poor Wilson when his
place had burned down, but the village had of course
learned, by its occult means, that Sir Nigel and the
Dowager had been angry and that there had been a quarrel.
Afterwards her ladyship had been dangerously ill, the
baby had been born a hunchback, and a year had passed
before its mother had been seen again. Since
then she had been a changed creature; she had lost
her looks and seemed to care for nothing but the child.
Stornham village saw next to nothing of her, and it
certainly was not she who had the dispensing of her
fortune. Rumour said Sir Nigel lived high in London
and foreign parts, but there was no high living at
the Court. Her ladyship’s family had never
been near her, and belief in them and their wealth
almost ceased to exist. If they were rich, Stornham
felt that it was their business to mend roofs and
windows and not allow chimneys and kitchen boilers
to fall into ruin, the simple, leading article of faith
being that even American money belonged properly to
England.
As Miss Vanderpoel walked at a light,
swinging pace through the one village street the gazers
felt with Kedgers that something new was passing and
stirring the atmosphere. She looked straight,
and with a friendliness somehow dominating, at the
curious women; her handsome eyes met those of the
men in a human questioning; she smiled and nodded to
the bobbing children. One of these, young enough
to be uncertain on its feet, in running to join some
others stumbled and fell on the path before her.
Opening its mouth in the inevitable resultant roar,
it was shocked almost into silence by the tall young
lady stooping at once, picking it up, and cheerfully
dusting its pinafore.
“Don’t cry,” she said; “you
are not hurt, you know.”
The deep dimple near her mouth showed
itself, and the laugh in her eyes was so reassuring
that the penny she put into the grubby hand was less
productive of effect than her mere self. She walked
on, leaving the group staring after her breathless,
because of a sense of having met with a wonderful
adventure. The grand young lady with the black
hair and the blue hat and tall, straight body was
the adventure. She left the same sense of event
with the village itself. They talked of her all
day over their garden palings, on their doorsteps,
in the street; of her looks, of her height, of the
black rim of lashes round her eyes, of the chance
that she might be rich and ready to give half-crowns
and sovereigns, of the “Meriker” she had
come from, and above all of the reason for her coming.
Betty swung with the light, firm step
of a good walker out on to the highway. To walk
upon the fine, smooth old Roman road was a pleasure
in itself, but she soon struck away from it and went
through lanes and by-ways, following sign-posts because
she knew where she was going. Her walk was to
take her to Mount Dunstan and home again by another
road. In walking, an objective point forms an
interest, and what she had heard of the estate from
Rosalie was a vague reason for her caring to see it.
It was another place like Stornham, once dignified
and nobly representative of fine things, now losing
their meanings and values. Values and meanings,
other than mere signs of wealth and power, there had
been. Centuries ago strong creatures had planned
and built it for such reasons as strength has for
its planning and building. In Bettina Vanderpoel’s
imagination the First Man held powerful and moving
sway. It was he whom she always saw. In
history, as a child at school, she had understood and
drawn close to him. There was always a First Man
behind all that one saw or was told, one who was the
fighter, the human thing who snatched weapons and
tools from stones and trees and wielded them in the
carrying out of the thought which was his possession
and his strength. He was the God made human;
others waited, without knowledge of their waiting,
for the signal he gave. A man like others—with
man’s body, hands, and limbs, and eyes—the
moving of a whole world was subtly altered by his
birth. One could not always trace him, but with
stone axe and spear point he had won savage lands
in savage ways, and so ruled them that, leaving them
to other hands, their march towards less savage life
could not stay itself, but must sweep on; others of
his kind, striking rude harps, had so sung that the
loud clearness of their wild songs had rung through
the ages, and echo still in strains which are theirs,
though voices of to-day repeat the note of them.
The First Man, a Briton stained with woad and hung
with skins, had tilled the luscious greenness of the
lands richly rolling now within hedge boundaries.
The square church towers rose, holding their slender
corner spires above the trees, as a result of the
First Man, Norman William. The thought which held
its place, the work which did not pass away, had paid
its First Man wages; but beauties crumbling, homes
falling to waste, were bitter things. The First
Man, who, having won his splendid acres, had built
his home upon them and reared his young and passed
his possession on with a proud heart, seemed but ill
treated. Through centuries the home had enriched
itself, its acres had borne harvests, its trees had
grown and spread huge branches, full lives had been
lived within the embrace of the massive walls, there
had been loves and lives and marriages and births,
the breathings of them made warm and full the very
air. To Betty it seemed that the land itself
would have worn another face if it had not been trodden
by so many springing feet, if so many harvests had
not waved above it, if so many eyes had not looked
upon and loved it.
She passed through variations of the
rural loveliness she had seen on her way from the
station to the Court, and felt them grow in beauty
as she saw them again. She came at last to a
village somewhat larger than Stornham and marked by
the signs of the lack of money-spending care which
Stornham showed. Just beyond its limits a big
park gate opened on to an avenue of massive trees.
She stopped and looked down it, but could see nothing
but its curves and, under the branches, glimpses of
a spacious sweep of park with other trees standing
in groups or alone in the sward. The avenue was
unswept and untended, and here and there boughs broken
off by wind.
Storms lay upon it. She turned
to the road again and followed it, because it enclosed
the park and she wanted to see more of its evident
beauty. It was very beautiful. As she walked
on she saw it rolled into woods and deeps filled with
bracken; she saw stretches of hillocky, fine-grassed
rabbit warren, and hollows holding shadowy pools; she
caught the gleam of a lake with swans sailing slowly
upon it with curved necks; there were wonderful lights
and wonderful shadows, and brooding stillness, which
made her footfall upon the road a too material thing.
Suddenly she heard a stirring in the
bracken a yard or two away from her. Something
was moving slowly among the waving masses of huge fronds
and caused them to sway to and fro. It was an
antlered stag who rose from his bed in the midst of
them, and with majestic deliberation got upon his
feet and stood gazing at her with a calmness of pose
so splendid, and a liquid darkness and lustre of eye
so stilly and fearlessly beautiful, that she caught
her breath. He simply gazed as her as a great
king might gaze at an intruder, scarcely deigning wonder.
As she had passed on her way, Betty
had seen that the enclosing park palings were decaying,
covered with lichen and falling at intervals.
It had even passed through her mind that here was
one of the demands for expenditure on a large estate,
which limited resources could not confront with composure.
The deer fence itself, a thing of wire ten feet high,
to form an obstacle to leaps, she had marked to be
in such condition as to threaten to become shortly
a useless thing. Until this moment she had seen
no deer, but looking beyond the stag and across the
sward she now saw groups near each other, stags cropping
or looking towards her with lifted heads, does at
a respectful but affectionate distance from them,
some caring for their fawns. The stag who had
risen near her had merely walked through a gap in
the boundary and now stood free to go where he would.
“He will get away,” said
Betty, knitting her black brows. Ah! what a shame!
Even with the best intentions one
could not give chase to a stag. She looked up
and down the road, but no one was within sight.
Her brows continued to knit themselves and her eyes
ranged over the park itself in the hope that some
labourer on the estate, some woodman or game-keeper,
might be about.
“It is no affair of mine,”
she said, “but it would be too bad to let him
get away, though what happens to stray stags one doesn’t
exactly know.”
As she said it she caught sight of
someone, a man in leggings and shabby clothes and
with a gun over his shoulder, evidently an under keeper.
He was a big, rather rough-looking fellow, but as
he lurched out into the open from a wood Betty saw
that she could reach him if she passed through a narrow
gate a few yards away and walked quickly.
He was slouching along, his head drooping
and his broad shoulders expressing the definite antipodes
of good spirits. Betty studied his back as she
strode after him, her conclusion being that he was
perhaps not a good-humoured man to approach at any
time, and that this was by ill luck one of his less
fortunate hours.
“Wait a moment, if you please,”
her clear, mellow voice flung out after him when she
was within hearing distance. “I want to
speak to you, keeper.”
He turned with an air of far from
pleased surprise. The afternoon sun was in his
eyes and made him scowl. For a moment he did not
see distinctly who was approaching him, but he had
at once recognised a certain cool tone of command
in the voice whose suddenness had roused him from
a black mood. A few steps brought them to close
quarters, and when he found himself looking into the
eyes of his pursuer he made a movement as if to lift
his cap, then checking himself, touched it, keeper
fashion.
“Oh!” he said shortly. “Miss
Vanderpoel! Beg pardon.”
Bettina stood still a second.
She had her surprise also. Here was the unexpected
again. The under keeper was the red-haired second-class
passenger of the Meridiana.
He did not look pleased to see her,
and the suddenness of his appearance excluded the
possibility of her realising that upon the whole she
was at least not displeased to see him.
“How do you do?” she said,
feeling the remark fantastically conventional, but
not being inspired by any alternative. “I
came to tell you that one of the stags has got through
a gap in the fence.”
“Damn!” she heard him
say under his breath. Aloud he said, “Thank
you.”
“He is a splendid creature,”
she said. “I did not know what to do.
I was glad to see a keeper coming.”
“Thank you,” he said again,
and strode towards the place where the stag still
stood gazing up the road, as if reflecting as to whether
it allured him or not.
Betty walked back more slowly, watching
him with interest. She wondered what he would
find it necessary to do. She heard him begin a
low, flute-like whistling, and then saw the antlered
head turn towards him. The woodland creature
moved, but it was in his direction. It had without
doubt answered his call before and knew its meaning
to be friendly. It went towards him, stretching
out a tender sniffing nose, and he put his hand in
the pocket of his rough coat and gave it something
to eat. Afterwards he went to the gap in the
fence and drew the wires together, fastening them
with other wire, which he also took out of the coat
pocket.
“He is not afraid of making
himself useful,” thought Betty. “And
the animals know him. He is not as bad as he
looks.”
She lingered a moment watching him,
and then walked towards the gate through which she
had entered. He glanced up as she neared him.
“I don’t see your carriage,”
he said. “Your man is probably round the
trees.”
“I walked,” answered Betty.
“I had heard of this place and wanted to see
it.”
He stood up, putting his wire back into his pocket.
“There is not much to be seen
from the road,” he said. “Would you
like to see more of it?”
His manner was civil enough, but not
the correct one for a servant. He did not say
“miss” or touch his cap in making the suggestion.
Betty hesitated a moment.
“Is the family at home?” she inquired.
“There is no family but—his lordship.
He is off the place.”
“Does he object to trespassers?”
“Not if they are respectable and take no liberties.”
“I am respectable, and I shall
not take liberties,” said Miss Vanderpoel, with
a touch of hauteur. The truth was that she had
spent a sufficient number of years on the Continent
to have become familiar with conventions which led
her not to approve wholly of his bearing. Perhaps
he had lived long enough in America to forget such
conventions and to lack something which centuries
of custom had decided should belong to his class.
A certain suggestion of rough force in the man rather
attracted her, and her slight distaste for his manner
arose from the realisation that a gentleman’s
servant who did not address his superiors as was required
by custom was not doing his work in a finished way.
In his place she knew her own demeanour would have
been finished.
“If you are sure that Lord Mount
Dunstan would not object to my walking about, I should
like very much to see the gardens and the house,”
she said. “If you show them to me, shall
I be interfering with your duties?”
“No,” he answered, and
then for the first time rather glumly added, “miss.”
“I am interested,” she
said, as they crossed the grass together, “because
places like this are quite new to me. I have never
been in England before.”
“There are not many places like
this,” he answered, “not many as old and
fine, and not many as nearly gone to ruin. Even
Stornham is not quite as far gone.”
“It is far gone,” said
Miss Vanderpoel. “I am staying there—with
my sister, Lady Anstruthers.”
“Beg pardon—miss,”
he said. This time he touched his cap in apology.
Enormous as the gulf between their
positions was, he knew that he had offered to take
her over the place because he was in a sense glad to
see her again. Why he was glad he did not profess
to know or even to ask himself. Coarsely speaking,
it might be because she was one of the handsomest
young women he had ever chanced to meet with, and while
her youth was apparent in the rich red of her mouth,
the mass of her thick, soft hair and the splendid
blue of her eyes, there spoke in every line of face
and pose something intensely more interesting and compelling
than girlhood. Also, since the night they had
come together on the ship’s deck for an appalling
moment, he had liked her better and rebelled less
against the unnatural wealth she represented.
He led her first to the wood from which she had seen
him emerge.
“I will show you this first,”
he explained. “Keep your eyes on the ground
until I tell you to raise them.”
Odd as this was, she obeyed, and her
lowered glance showed her that she was being guided
along a narrow path between trees. The light was
mellow golden-green, and birds were singing in the
boughs above her. In a few minutes he stopped.
“Now look up,” he said.
She uttered an exclamation when she
did so. She was in a fairy dell thick with ferns,
and at beautiful distances from each other incredibly
splendid oaks spread and almost trailed their lovely
giant branches. The glow shining through and
between them, the shadows beneath them, their great
boles and moss-covered roots, and the stately, mellow
distances revealed under their branches, the ancient
wildness and richness, which meant, after all, centuries
of cultivation, made a picture in this exact, perfect
moment of ripening afternoon sun of an almost unbelievable
beauty.
“There is nothing lovelier,”
he said in a low voice, “in all England.”
Bettina turned to look at him, because
his tone was a curious one for a man like himself.
He was standing resting on his gun and taking in the
loveliness with a strange look in his rugged face.
“You—you love it!” she said.
“Yes,” but with a suggestion of stubborn
reluctance in the admission.
She was rather moved.
“Have you been keeper here long?” she
asked.
“No—only a few years. But I
have known the place all my life.”
“Does Lord Mount Dunstan love it?”
“In his way—yes.”
He was plainly not disposed to talk
of his master. He was perhaps not on particularly
good terms with him. He led her away and volunteered
no further information. He was, upon the whole,
uncommunicative. He did not once refer to the
circumstance of their having met before. It was
plain that he had no intention of presuming upon the
fact that he, as a second-class passenger on a ship,
had once been forced by accident across the barriers
between himself and the saloon deck. He was stubbornly
resolved to keep his place; so stubbornly that Bettina
felt that to broach the subject herself would verge
upon offence.
But the golden ways through which
he led her made the afternoon one she knew she should
never forget. They wandered through moss walks
and alleys, through tangled shrubberies bursting into
bloom, beneath avenues of blossoming horse-chestnuts
and scented limes, between thickets of budding red
and white may, and jungles of neglected rhododendrons;
through sunken gardens and walled ones, past terraces
with broken balustrades of stone, and fallen Floras
and Dianas, past moss-grown fountains splashing in
lovely corners. Arches, overgrown with yet unblooming
roses, crumbled in their time stained beauty.
Stillness brooded over it all, and they met no one.
They scarcely broke the silence themselves. The
man led the way as one who knew it by heart, and Bettina
followed, not caring for speech herself, because the
stillness seemed to add a spell of enchantment.
What could one say, to a stranger, of such beauty
so lost and given over to ruin and decay.
“But, oh!” she murmured
once, standing still, with indrawn breath, “if
it were mine!—if it were mine!” And
she said the thing forgetting that her guide was a
living creature and stood near.
Afterwards her memories of it all
seemed to her like the memories of a dream. The
lack of speech between herself and the man who led
her, his often averted face, her own sense of the
desertedness of each beauteous spot she passed through,
the mossy paths which gave back no sound of footfalls
as they walked, suggested, one and all, unreality.
When at last they passed through a door half hidden
in an ivied wall, and crossing a grassed bowling green,
mounted a short flight of broken steps which led them
to a point through which they saw the house through
a break in the trees, this last was the final touch
of all. It was a great place, stately in its
masses of grey stone to which thick ivy clung.
To Bettina it seemed that a hundred windows stared
at her with closed, blind eyes. All were shuttered
but two or three on the lower floors. Not one
showed signs of life. The silent stone thing stood
sightless among all of which it was dead master—rolling
acres, great trees, lost gardens and deserted groves.
“Oh!” she sighed, “Oh!”
Her companion stood still and leaned
upon his gun again, looking as he had looked before.
“Some of it,” he said,
“was here before the Conquest. It belonged
to Mount Dunstans then.”
“And only one of them is left,”
she cried, “and it is like this!”
“They have been a bad lot, the
last hundred years,” was the surly liberty of
speech he took, “a bad lot.”
It was not his place to speak in such
manner of those of his master’s house, and it
was not the part of Miss Vanderpoel to encourage him
by response. She remained silent, standing perhaps
a trifle more lightly erect as she gazed at the rows
of blind windows in silence.
Neither of them uttered a word for
some time, but at length Bettina roused herself.
She had a six-mile walk before her and must go.
“I am very much obliged to you,”
she began, and then paused a second. A curious
hesitance came upon her, though she knew that under
ordinary circumstances such hesitation would have
been totally out of place. She had occupied the
man’s time for an hour or more, he was of the
working class, and one must not be guilty of the error
of imagining that a man who has work to do can justly
spend his time in one’s service for the mere
pleasure of it. She knew what custom demanded.
Why should she hesitate before this man, with his
not too courteous, surly face. She felt slightly
irritated by her own unpractical embarrassment as she
put her hand into the small, latched bag at her belt.
“I am very much obliged, keeper,”
she said. “You have given me a great deal
of your time. You know the place so well that
it has been a pleasure to be taken about by you.
I have never seen anything so beautiful—and
so sad. Thank you—thank you.”
And she put a goldpiece in his palm.
His fingers closed over it quietly.
Why it was to her great relief she did not know—because
something in the simple act annoyed her, even while
she congratulated herself that her hesitance had been
absurd. The next moment she wondered if it could
be possible that he had expected a larger fee.
He opened his hand and looked at the money with a grim
steadiness.
“Thank you, miss,” he
said, and touched his cap in the proper manner.
He did not look gracious or grateful,
but he began to put it in a small pocket in the breast
of his worn corduroy shooting jacket. Suddenly
he stopped, as if with abrupt resolve. He handed
the coin back without any change of his glum look.
“Hang it all,” he said,
“I can’t take this, you know. I suppose
I ought to have told you. It would have been
less awkward for us both. I am that unfortunate
beggar, Mount Dunstan, myself.”
A pause was inevitable. It was
a rather long one. After it, Betty took back
her half-sovereign and returned it to her bag, but
she pleased a certain perversity in him by looking
more annoyed than confused.
“Yes,” she said.
“You ought to have told me, Lord Mount Dunstan.”
He slightly shrugged his big shoulders.
“Why shouldn’t you take
me for a keeper? You crossed the Atlantic with
a fourth-rate looking fellow separated from you by
barriers of wood and iron. You came upon him
tramping over a nobleman’s estate in shabby
corduroys and gaiters, with a gun over his shoulder
and a scowl on his ugly face. Why should you
leap to the conclusion that he is the belted Earl
himself? There is no cause for embarrassment.”
“I am not embarrassed,” said Bettina.
“That is what I like,” gruffly.
“I am pleased,” in her mellowest velvet
voice, “that you like it.”
Their eyes met with a singular directness
of gaze. Between them a spark passed which was
not afterwards to be extinguished, though neither
of them knew the moment of its kindling, and Mount
Dunstan slightly frowned.
“I beg pardon,” he said.
“You are quite right. It had a deucedly
patronising sound.”
As he stood before her Betty was given
her opportunity to see him as she had not seen him
before, to confront the sum total of his physique.
His red-brown eyes looked out from rather fine heavy
brows, his features were strong and clear, though
ruggedly cut, his build showed weight of bone, not
of flesh, and his limbs were big and long. He
would have wielded a battle-axe with power in centuries
in which men hewed their way with them. Also
it occurred to her he would have looked well in a
coat of mail. He did not look ill in his corduroys
and gaiters.
“I am a self-absorbed beggar,”
he went on. “I had been slouching about
the place, almost driven mad by my thoughts, and when
I saw you took me for a servant my fancy was for letting
the thing go on. If I had been a rich man instead
of a pauper I would have kept your half-sovereign.”
“I should not have enjoyed that
when I found out the truth,” said Miss Vanderpoel.
“No, I suppose you wouldn’t.
But I should not have cared.”
He was looking at her straightly and
summing her up as she had summed him up. A man
and young, he did not miss a line or a tint of her
chin or cheek, shoulder, or brow, or dense, lifted
hair. He had already, even in his guise of keeper,
noticed one thing, which was that while at times her
eyes were the blue of steel, sometimes they melted
to the colour of bluebells under water. They
had been of this last hue when she had stood in the
sunken garden, forgetting him and crying low:
“Oh, if it were mine! If it were mine!”
He did not like American women with
millions, but while he would not have said that he
liked her, he did not wish her yet to move away.
And she, too, did not wish, just yet, to move away.
There was something dramatic and absorbing in the
situation. She looked over the softly stirring
grass and saw the sunshine was deepening its gold and
the shadows were growing long. It was not a habit
of hers to ask questions, but she asked one.
“Did you not like America?” was what she
said.
“Hated it! Hated it!
I went there lured by a belief that a man like myself,
with muscle and will, even without experience, could
make a fortune out of small capital on a sheep ranch.
Wind and weather and disease played the devil with
me. I lost the little I had and came back to
begin over again—on nothing—here!”
And he waved his hand over the park with its sward
and coppice and bracken and the deer cropping in the
late afternoon gold.
“To begin what again?”
said Betty. It was an extraordinary enough thing,
seen in the light of conventions, that they should
stand and talk like this. But the spark had kindled
between eye and eye, and because of it they suddenly
had forgotten that they were strangers.
“You are an American, so it
may not seem as mad to you as it would to others.
To begin to build up again, in one man’s life,
what has taken centuries to grow—and fall
into this.”
“It would be a splendid thing
to do,” she said slowly, and as she said it
her eyes took on their colour of bluebells, because
what she had seen had moved her. She had not
looked at him, but at the cropping deer as she spoke,
but at her next sentence she turned to him again.
“Where should you begin?”
she asked, and in saying it thought of Stornham.
He laughed shortly.
“That is American enough,”
he said. “Your people have not finished
their beginnings yet and live in the spirit of them.
I tell you of a wild fancy, and you accept it as a
possibility and turn on me with, ’Where should
you begin?’”
“That is one way of beginning,”
said Bettina. “In fact, it is the only
way.”
He did not tell her that he liked
that, but he knew that he did like it and that her
mere words touched him like a spur. It was, of
course, her lifelong breathing of the atmosphere of
millions which made for this fashion of moving at
once in the direction of obstacles presenting to the
rest of the world barriers seemingly insurmountable.
And yet there was something else in it, some quality
of nature which did not alone suggest the omnipotence
of wealth, but another thing which might be even stronger
and therefore carried conviction. He who had raged
and clenched his hands in the face of his knowledge
of the aspect his dream would have presented if he
had revealed it to the ordinary practical mind, felt
that a point of view like this was good for him.
There was in it stimulus for a fleeting moment at
least.
“That is a good idea,”
he answered. “Where should you begin?”
She replied quite seriously, though
he could have imagined some girls rather simpering
over the question as a casual joke.
“One would begin at the fences,”
she said. “Don’t you think so?”
“That is practical.”
“That is where I shall begin at Stornham,”
reflectively.
“You are going to begin at Stornham?”
“How could one help it?
It is not as large or as splendid as this has been,
but it is like it in a way. And it will belong
to my sister’s son. No, I could not help
it.”
“I suppose you could not.”
There was a hint of wholly unconscious resentment
in his tone. He was thinking that the effect produced
by their boundless wealth was to make these people
feel as a race of giants might—even their
women unknowingly revealed it.
“No, I could not,” was
her reply. “I suppose I am on the whole
a sort of commercial working person. I have no
doubt it is commercial, that instinct which makes
one resent seeing things lose their value.”
“Shall you begin it for that reason?”
“Partly for that one—partly
for another.” She held out her hand to him.
“Look at the length of the shadows. I must
go. Thank you, Lord Mount Dunstan, for showing
me the place, and thank you for undeceiving me.”
He held the side gate open for her
and lifted his cap as she passed through. He
admitted to himself, with some reluctance, that he
was not content that she should go even yet, but,
of course, she must go. There passed through
his mind a remote wonder why he had suddenly unbosomed
himself to her in a way so extraordinarily unlike himself.
It was, he thought next, because as he had taken her
about from one place to another he had known that
she had seen in things what he had seen in them so
long—the melancholy loneliness, the significance
of it, the lost hopes that lay behind it, the touching
pain of the stateliness wrecked. She had shown
it in the way in which she tenderly looked from side
to side, in the very lightness of her footfall, in
the bluebell softening of her eyes. Oh, yes,
she had understood and cared, American as she was!
She had felt it all, even with her hideous background
of Fifth Avenue behind her.
When he had spoken it had been in
involuntary response to an emotion in herself.
So he stood, thinking, as he for some
time watched her walking up the sunset-glowing road.