“It’s Dan,” whispered Kate.
“He’s come.”
“Maybe Daddy Dan sent Bart back alone, munner.”
“Does he do that often? Come quickly, Joan.
Run!”
She ran towards the entrance, stumbling
over the uneven ground and dragging Joan behind her,
but when they came close the wolf-dog bristled and
sent down the cavern a low growl that stopped them
like an invisible barrier. The softest sounds
in his register were ominous warnings to those who
did not know Black Bart, but Kate and Joan understood
that this muttering, harsh thunder was an ultimatum.
If she had worn her revolver, a light, beautifully
mounted thirty-two which Dan had given her, Kate would
have shot the wolf and gone on across his body; for
she had learned from Whistling Dan to shoot quickly
as one points a finger and straight by instinct.
Even as she stood there barehanded she looked about
her desperately for a weapon, seeing the daylight
and the promise of escape beyond and only this dumb
beast between her and freedom.
Once before, many a year before, she
had gone like this, with empty hands, and subdued
Black Bart simply through the power of quiet courage
and the human eye. She determined to try again.
“Stand there quietly, Joan. Don’t
move until I tell you.”
She made a firm step towards Bart.
“Manner, he’ll bite!”
“Hush, Joan. Don’t speak!”
At her forward movement the wolf-dog
flattened his belly to the rock, and she saw his forepaws,
large, almost, as the hands of a man, dig and work
for a purchase from which he could throw himself at
her throat.
“Steady, Bart!”
His silence was more terrible than
a snarl; yet she stretched out her hand and made another
step. It brought a sharp tensing of the body of
Bart—the fur stood up about his throat
like the mane of a lion, and his eyes were a devilish
green. Another instant she kept her place, and
then she remembered the story of Haines—how
Bart had gone with his master to that killing at Alder.
If he had killed once, he would kill again; wild as
he had been on that other time when she quelled him,
he had never before been like this. The courage
melted out of her; she forgot the pleasant day outside;
she saw only those blazing eyes and shrank back towards
the center of the cave. The muscles of the wolf
relaxed visibly, and not till that moment did she
realize how close she had been to the crisis.
“Bad Bart!” cried Joan, running in between.
“Bad, bad dog!”
“Stop, Joan! Don’t go near him!”
But Joan was already almost to Bart.
When Kate would have run to snatch the child away
that deep, rattling growl stopped her again, and now
she saw that Joan ran not the slightest danger.
She stood beside the huge beast with her tiny fist
raised.
“I’ll tell Daddy Dan on you,” she
shrilled.
Black Bart made a furtive, cringing
movement towards the child, but instantly stiffened
again and sent his warning down the cave to Kate.
Then a shadow fell across the entrance and Dan stood
there with Satan walking behind. His glance ran
from the bristling body of Bart to Kate, shrinking
among the shadows, and lingered without a spark of
recognition.
“Satan,” he ordered, “go on in to
your place.”
The black stallion glided past the
master and came on until he saw Kate. He stopped,
snorting, and then circled her with his head suspiciously
high, and ears back until he reached the place where
his saddle was usually hung. There he waited,
and Kate felt the eyes of the horse, the wolf, the
man, and even Joan, curiously upon her. “Evenin’,”
nodded Dan, “might you have come up for supper?”
That was all. Not a step towards her, not a smile,
not a greeting, and between them stood Joan, her hands
clasped idly before her while she looked from face
to face, trying to understand. All the pangs of
heart which come to woman between girlhood and old
age went burningly through Kate in that breathing
space, and afterwards she was cold, and saw herself
and all the others clearly.
“I haven’t come for supper. I’ve
come to bring you back, Dan.”
Not that she had the slightest hope
that he would come, but she watched him curiously,
almost as if he were a stranger, to see how he would
answer.
“Come back?” he echoed. “To
the cabin?”
“Where else?”
“It ain’t happy there.” He
started. “You come up here with us, Kate.”
“And raise Joan like a young animal in a cave?”
He looked at her with wonder, and then at the child.
“Ain’t you happy, Joan, up here?”
“Oh, Daddy Dan, Joan’s so happy!”
“You see,” he said to Kate, “she’s
terribly happy.”
It was his utter simplicity which
convinced her that arguments and pleas would be perfectly
useless. Just behind the cool command which she
kept over herself now was hysteria. She knew
that if she relaxed her purposefulness for an instant
the love for him would rush over her, weaken her.
She kept her mind clear and steady with a great effort
which was like divorcing herself from herself.
When she spoke, there was another being which stood
aside listening in wonder to the words.
“You’ve chosen this life,
Dan, I won’t blame you for leaving me this time
any more than I blamed you the other times. I
suppose it isn’t you. It’s the same
impulse, after all, that took you south after—after
the wild geese.” She stopped, almost broken
down by the memory, and then recalled herself sternly.
“It’s the same thing that led you away
after MacStrann through the storm. But whether
it’s a weakness in you, or the force of something
outside your control, I see this thing clearly; we
can’t go on. This is the end.”
He seemed troubled, vaguely, as a
dog is anxious when it sees a child weep and cannot
make out the reason.
“Oh, Dan,” she burst out,
“I love you more than ever! If it were I
alone, I’d follow you to the end of the world,
and live as you live, and do as you do. But it’s
Joan. She has to be raised as a child should be
raised. She isn’t going to live with—with
wild horses and wolves all her life. And if she
stays on here, don’t you see that the same thing
which is a curse in you will grow strong and be a
curse in her? Don’t you see it growing?
It’s in her eyes! Her step is too light.
She’s lost her fear of the dark. She’s
drifting back into wildness. Dan, she has to go
with me back to the cabin!”
At that she saw him start again, and
his hand went out with a swift, subtle gesture towards
Joan.
“Let me have her! I have
to have her! She’s mine!” Then more
gently: “You can come to see her whenever
you will. And, finally pray God you will come
and stay with us always.”
He had stepped to Joan while she spoke,
and his hands made a quick movement of cherishing
about her golden head, without touching it. For
the first and the last time in her life, she saw something
akin to fear in his eyes.
“Kate, I can’t come back. I got things
to do—out here!”
“Then let me take her.”
She watched the wavering in him.
“Things would be kind of empty if she was gone,
Kate.”
“Why?” she asked bitterly. “You
say you have your work to do—out here?”
He considered this gravely.
“I dunno. Except that I sort of need her.”
She knew from of old that such questions
only puzzled him, and soon he would cast away the
attempt to decide, and act. Action was his sphere.
There was only one matter in which he was unfailingly,
relentlessly the same, and that was justice.
To that sense in him she would make her last appeal.
“Dan, I can’t take her.
I only ask you to see that I’m right. She
belongs to me, I bought her with pain.”
It was a staggering blow to Whistling
Dan. He took off his sombrero and passed his
hand slowly across his forehead, then looked at her
with a dumb appeal.
“I only want you to do the thing you think is
square, Dan.”
Once more he winced.
Then, slowly: “I’m
tryin’ to be square. Tryin’ hard.
I know you got a claim in her. But it seems like
I have, too. She’s like a part of me, mostly.
When she’s happy, I feel like smilin’ sort
of. When she cries it hurts me so’s I can’t
hardly stand it.”
He paused, looking wistfully from the staring child
to Kate.
He said with sudden illumination:
“Let her do the judgin’! You ask her
to go to you, and I’ll ask her to come to me.
Ain’t that square?”
For a moment Kate hesitated, but as
she looked at Joan it seemed to her that when she
stretched out her arms to her baby nothing in the world
could keep them apart.
“It’s fair,” she answered.
Dan dropped to one knee.
“Joan, you got to make up your
mind. If you want to stay with, with Satan—
speak up, Satan!”
The stallion whinnied softly, and Joan smiled.
“With Satan and Black Bart”—the
wolf-dog had glided near, and now stood watching—“and
with Daddy Dan, you just come to me. But if you
want to go to—to Munner, you just go.”
On his face the struggle showed—the struggle
to be perfectly just. “If you stay here,
maybe it’ll be cold, sometimes when the wind
blows, and maybe it’ll be hard other ways.
And if you go to munner, she always be takin’
care of you, and no harm’ll ever come to you
and you’ll sleep soft between sheets, and if
you wake up in the night she’ll be there to
talk to you. And you’ll have pretty little
dresses with all kinds of colors on ’em, most
like. Joan, do you want to go to munner, or stay
here with me?”
Perhaps the speech was rather long
for Joan to follow, but the conclusion was plain enough;
and there was Kate, she also upon one knee and her
arms stretched out.
“Joan, my baby, my darling!”
“Munner!” whispered the child and ran
towards her.
A growl came up in the throat of Black
Bart and then sank away into a whine; Joan stopped
short, and turned her head.
“Joan!” cried Kate.
Anguish made her voice loud, and from
the loudness Joan shrank, for there was never a harsh
sound in the cave except the growl of Bart warning
away danger. She turned quite around and there
stood Daddy Dan, perfectly erect, quite indifferent,
to all seeming, as to her choice. She went to
him with a rush and caught at his hands.
“Oh, Daddy Dan, I don’t want to go.
Don’t you want Joan?”
He laid a hand upon her head, and
she felt the tremor of his fingers; the wolf-dog lay
down at her feet and looked up in her face; Satan,
from the shadows beyond, whinnied again.
After that there was not a word spoken,
for Kate looked at the picture of the three, saw the
pity in the eyes of Whistling Dan, saw the wonder in
the eyes of Joan, saw the truth of all she had lost.
She turned towards the entrance and went out, her
head bowed, stumbling over the pebbles.