There were three things discussed
by Lee Haines and Buck Daniels in the dreary days
which followed. The first was to keep on their
way across the mountains and cut themselves away from
the sorrow of that cabin. The second was to strike
the trail of Barry and hunt until they found his refuge
and attempt to lead him back to his family. The
third was simply to stay on and where they found the
opportunity, help Kate. They discarded the first
idea without much talk; it would be yellow, they decided,
and the debt they owed to the Dan Barry of the old
days was too great to be shouldered off so easily:
they cast away the second thought still more quickly,
for the trail which baffled the shrewd sheriff, as
they knew, would be too much for them. It remained
to stay with Kate, making excursions through the mountains
from day to day to maintain the pretence of carrying
on their own business, and always at hand in time
of need.
It was no easy part to play, for in
the house they found Kate more and more silent, more
and more thoughtful, never speaking of her trouble,
but behind her eyes a ghost of waiting that haunted
them. If the wind shrilled down the pass, if
a horse neighed from the corral, there was always the
start in her, the thrill of hope, and afterwards the
pitiful deadening of her smile. She was not less
beautiful they thought, as she grew paler, but the
terrible silence of the place drove them away time
and again. Even Joan no longer pattered about
the house, and when they came down out of the mountains
they never heard her shrill laughter. She sat
cross-legged by the hearth in her old place during
the evenings with her chin resting on one hand and
her eyes fixed wistfully upon the fire; and sometimes
they found her on the little hillock behind the house,
from the top of which she could view every approach
to the cabin. Of Dan and even of Black Bart, her
playmate she soon learned not to speak, for the mention
of them made her mother shrink and whiten. Indeed,
the saddest thing in that house was the quiet in which
the child waited, waited, waited, and never spoke.
“She ain’t more’n
a baby,” said Buck Daniels, “and you can
leave it to time to make her forget.”
“But,” growled Lee Haines,
“Kate isn’t a baby. Buck, it drives
me damn near crazy to see her fade this way.”
“Now you lay to this,”
answered Buck. “She’ll pull through.
She’ll never forget, maybe, but she’ll
go on livin’ for the sake of the kid.”
“You know a hell of a lot about
women, don’t you?” said Haines.
“I know enough, son,” nodded Buck.
He had, in fact, reduced women to
a few distinct categories, and he only waited to place
a girl in her particular class before he felt quite
intimate acquaintance with her entire mind and soul.
“It’ll kill her,”
pronounced Lee Haines. “Why, she’s
like a flower, Buck, and sorrow will cut her off at
the root. Think of a girl like that thrown away
in these damned deserts! It makes me sick—sick!
She ought to have nothing but velvet to touch—nothing
but a millionaire for a husband, and never a worry
in her life.” He grew excited. “But
here’s the flower thrown away and the heel crushing
it without mercy.”
Buck Daniels regarded him with pity.
“I feel kind of sorry for you,
Lee, when I hear you talk about girls. No wonder
they make a fool of you. A flower crushed under
the foot, eh? You just listen to me, my boy.
You and me figure to be pretty hard, don’t we?
Well, soft pine stacked up agin’ quartzite, is
what we are compared to Kate.”
Lee Haines gaped at him, too astonished
to be angry. He suggested softening of the brain
to Buck, but the latter waved aside the implications.
“Now, supposin’ Kate was
one of these dark girls with eyes like black diamonds
and a lot of snap and zip to her. If she was like
that I s’pose you’d figure her to forget
all about Dan inside of a month—and maybe
marry you?”
“You be damned!”
“Maybe I am. Them hard,
snappy lookin’ girls are the ones that smash.
They’re brittle, that’s why; but you take
a soft lookin’ girl like Kate, maybe she ain’t
a diamond point to cut glass, but she’s tempered
steel that’ll bend, and bend, and bend, and
then when you wait for it to break it flips up and
knocks you down. That’s Kate.”
Lee Haines rolled a cigarette in silence.
He was too disgusted to answer, until his first puff
of smoke dissolved Buck in a cloud of thin blue.
“You ought to sing to a congregation
instead of to cows, Buck. You have the tune,
and you might get by in a church; but cows have sense.”
“Kate will buckle and bend and
fade for a while,” went on Buck, wholly unperturbed,
“but just when you go out to pick daisies for
her you’ll come back and find her singing to
the stove. Her strength is down deep, like some
of these outlaw hosses that got a filmy, sleepy lookin’
eye. They save their hell till you sink the spurs
in ’em. You think she loves Dan, don’t
you?”
“I have a faint suspicion of
it,” sneered Haines. “I suppose I’m
wrong?”
“You are.”
“Buck, I may have slipped a
nickel into you, but you’re playing the wrong
tune. Knock off and talk sense, will you?”
“When you grow up, son, you’ll
understand some of the things I’m tryin’
to explain in words of one syllable.
“She don’t love Dan.
She thinks she does, but down deep they ain’t
a damned thing in the world she gives a rap about
exceptin’ Joan. Men? What are they
to her? Marriage? That’s simply an
accident that’s needed so she can have a baby.
Delicate, shrinkin’ flower, is she? I tell
you, my boy, if it was necessary for Joan she’d
tear out your heart and mine and send Dan plumb to
hell. You fasten on to them words, because they’re
gospel.”
It was late afternoon while they talked,
and they were swinging slowly down a gulch towards
the home cabin. At that very time Kate, from the
door of the house where she sat, saw a dark form slink
from rock to rock at the rim of the little plateau,
a motion so swift that it flicked through the corner
of her eye, a thing to be sensed rather than seen.
She set up very stiff, her lips white as chalk, but
nothing more stirred. A few minutes later, when
her heart was beating almost at normal she heard Joan
scream from behind the house, not in terror, or pain,
as her keen mother-ear knew perfectly well, but with
a wild delight. She whipped about the corner of
the house and there she saw Joan with her pudgy arms
around the neck of Black Bart.
“Bart! Dear old Bart! Has he come?
Has he come?”
And she strained her eyes against
the familiar mountains around her as if she would
force her vision through rock. There was no trace
of Dan, no sign or sound when she would even have
welcomed the eerie whistle. The wolf-dog was
already at play with Joan. She was on his back
and he darted off in an effortless gallop, winding
to and fro among the rocks. Most children would
have toppled among the stones at the first of his swerves,
but Joan clung like a burr, both hands dug into his
hair, shrieking with excitement. Sometimes she
reeled and almost slid at one of those lightning turns,
for the game was to almost unseat her, but just as
she was sliding off Bart would slacken his pace and
let her find a firm seat once more. They wound
farther and farther away, and suddenly Kate cried,
terror-stricken: “Joan! Come back!”
A tug at the ear of the wolf-dog swung
them around; then as they approached, the fear left
the mind of the mother and a new thought came in its
place. She coaxed Joan from Bart—they
could play later on, she promised, to their heart’s
desire—and led her into the house.
Black Bart followed to the door, but not all their
entreaty or scolding could make him cross the threshold.
He merely snarled at Kate, and even Joan’s tugging
at his ears could not budge him. He stood canting
his head and watching them wistfully while Kate changed
Joan’s clothes.
She dressed her as if for a festival,
with a blue bonnet that let the yellow hair curl out
from the edges, and a little blue cloak, and shiny
boots incredibly small, and around the bonnet she laid
a wreath of yellow wild flowers. Then she wrote
her letter, closed it in an envelope, and fastened
it securely in the pocket of the cloak.
She drew Joan in front of her and held her by both
hands.
“Joan, darling,” she said,
“munner wants you to go with Bart up through
the mountains. Will you be afraid?”
A very decided shake of the head answered
her, for Joan’s eyes were already over her shoulder
looking towards the big dog. And she was a little
sullen at these unnecessary words.
“It might grow dark,” she said. “You
wouldn’t care?”
Here Joan became a little dubious,
but a whine from Bart seemed to reassure her.
“Bart will keep Joan,” she said.
“He will. And he’ll take you up through
the rocks to Daddy Dan.”
The face of the child grew brilliant.
“Daddy Dan?” she whispered.
“And when you get to him, take
this little paper out of your pocket and give it to
him. You won’t forget?”
“Give the paper to Daddy Dan,” repeated
Joan solemnly.
Kate dropped to her knees and gathered
the little close, close, until Joan cried out, but
when she was eased the child reached up an astonished
hand, touched the face of Kate with awe, and then
stared at her finger tips.
A moment later, Joan stood in front
of Black Bart, with the head of the wolf-dog seized
firmly between her hands while she frowned intently
into his face.
“Take Joan to Daddy Dan,” she ordered.
At the name, the sharp ears pricked;
a speaking intelligence grew up in his eyes.
“Giddap,” commanded Joan,
when she was in position on the back of Bart.
And she thumped her heels against the furry ribs.
Towards Kate, who stood trembling
in the door, Bart cast the departing favor of a throat-tearing
growl, and then shambled across the meadow with that
smooth trot which wears down all other four-footed
creatures. He was already on the far side of
the meadow, and beginning the ascent of the first
slope when the glint of the sun on the yellow wild
flowers flashed on the eye of Kate. It had all
seemed natural until that moment, the only possible
thing to do, but now she felt suddenly that Joan was
thrown away thought of the darkness which would soon
come—remembered the yellow terror which
sometimes gleamed in the eyes of Black Bart after nightfall.
She cried out, but the wolf-dog kept
swiftly on his way. She began to run, still calling,
but rapidly as she went, Black Bart slid steadily away
from her, and when she reached the shoulder of the
mountain, she saw the dark form of Bart with the blue
patch above it drifting up the wall of the opposite
ravine.
She knew where they were going now;
it was the old cave upon which she and Dan had come
one day in their rides, and Dan had prowled for a long
time through the shadowy recesses.