As they entered they saw Dorian Gray.
He was seated at the piano, with his back to them,
turning over the pages of a volume of Schumann’s
“Forest Scenes.” “You must
lend me these, Basil,” he cried. “I
want to learn them. They are perfectly charming.”
“That entirely depends on how you sit to-day,
Dorian.”
“Oh, I am tired of sitting,
and I don’t want a life-sized portrait of myself,”
answered the lad, swinging round on the music-stool
in a wilful, petulant manner. When he caught
sight of Lord Henry, a faint blush coloured his cheeks
for a moment, and he started up. “I beg
your pardon, Basil, but I didn’t know you had
any one with you.”
“This is Lord Henry Wotton,
Dorian, an old Oxford friend of mine. I have
just been telling him what a capital sitter you were,
and now you have spoiled everything.”
“You have not spoiled my pleasure
in meeting you, Mr. Gray,” said Lord Henry,
stepping forward and extending his hand. “My
aunt has often spoken to me about you. You are
one of her favourites, and, I am afraid, one of her
victims also.”
“I am in Lady Agatha’s
black books at present,” answered Dorian with
a funny look of penitence. “I promised
to go to a club in Whitechapel with her last Tuesday,
and I really forgot all about it. We were to
have played a duet together—three duets,
I believe. I don’t know what she will say
to me. I am far too frightened to call.”
“Oh, I will make your peace
with my aunt. She is quite devoted to you.
And I don’t think it really matters about your
not being there. The audience probably thought
it was a duet. When Aunt Agatha sits down to
the piano, she makes quite enough noise for two people.”
“That is very horrid to her,
and not very nice to me,” answered Dorian, laughing.
Lord Henry looked at him. Yes,
he was certainly wonderfully handsome, with his finely
curved scarlet lips, his frank blue eyes, his crisp
gold hair. There was something in his face that
made one trust him at once. All the candour of
youth was there, as well as all youth’s passionate
purity. One felt that he had kept himself unspotted
from the world. No wonder Basil Hallward worshipped
him.
“You are too charming to go
in for philanthropy, Mr. Gray—far too charming.”
And Lord Henry flung himself down on the divan and
opened his cigarette-case.
The painter had been busy mixing his
colours and getting his brushes ready. He was
looking worried, and when he heard Lord Henry’s
last remark, he glanced at him, hesitated for a moment,
and then said, “Harry, I want to finish this
picture to-day. Would you think it awfully rude
of me if I asked you to go away?”
Lord Henry smiled and looked at Dorian
Gray. “Am I to go, Mr. Gray?” he
asked.
“Oh, please don’t, Lord
Henry. I see that Basil is in one of his sulky
moods, and I can’t bear him when he sulks.
Besides, I want you to tell me why I should not go
in for philanthropy.”
“I don’t know that I shall
tell you that, Mr. Gray. It is so tedious a
subject that one would have to talk seriously about
it. But I certainly shall not run away, now that
you have asked me to stop. You don’t really
mind, Basil, do you? You have often told me that
you liked your sitters to have some one to chat to.”
Hallward bit his lip. “If
Dorian wishes it, of course you must stay. Dorian’s
whims are laws to everybody, except himself.”
Lord Henry took up his hat and gloves.
“You are very pressing, Basil, but I am afraid
I must go. I have promised to meet a man at the
Orleans. Good-bye, Mr. Gray. Come and see
me some afternoon in Curzon Street. I am nearly
always at home at five o’clock. Write to
me when you are coming. I should be sorry to
miss you.”
“Basil,” cried Dorian
Gray, “if Lord Henry Wotton goes, I shall go,
too. You never open your lips while you are painting,
and it is horribly dull standing on a platform and
trying to look pleasant. Ask him to stay.
I insist upon it.”
“Stay, Harry, to oblige Dorian,
and to oblige me,” said Hallward, gazing intently
at his picture. “It is quite true, I never
talk when I am working, and never listen either, and
it must be dreadfully tedious for my unfortunate sitters.
I beg you to stay.”
“But what about my man at the Orleans?”
The painter laughed. “I
don’t think there will be any difficulty about
that. Sit down again, Harry. And now, Dorian,
get up on the platform, and don’t move about
too much, or pay any attention to what Lord Henry says.
He has a very bad influence over all his friends, with
the single exception of myself.”
Dorian Gray stepped up on the dais
with the air of a young Greek martyr, and made a little
moue of discontent to Lord Henry, to whom he had rather
taken a fancy. He was so unlike Basil.
They made a delightful contrast. And he had such
a beautiful voice. After a few moments he said
to him, “Have you really a very bad influence,
Lord Henry? As bad as Basil says?”
“There is no such thing as a
good influence, Mr. Gray. All influence is immoral—immoral
from the scientific point of view.”
“Why?”
“Because to influence a person
is to give him one’s own soul. He does
not think his natural thoughts, or burn with his natural
passions. His virtues are not real to him.
His sins, if there are such things as sins, are borrowed.
He becomes an echo of some one else’s music,
an actor of a part that has not been written for him.
The aim of life is self-development. To realize
one’s nature perfectly—that is what
each of us is here for. People are afraid of
themselves, nowadays. They have forgotten the
highest of all duties, the duty that one owes to one’s
self. Of course, they are charitable. They
feed the hungry and clothe the beggar. But their
own souls starve, and are naked. Courage has
gone out of our race. Perhaps we never really
had it. The terror of society, which is the basis
of morals, the terror of God, which is the secret
of religion—these are the two things that
govern us. And yet—”
“Just turn your head a little
more to the right, Dorian, like a good boy,”
said the painter, deep in his work and conscious only
that a look had come into the lad’s face that
he had never seen there before.
“And yet,” continued Lord
Henry, in his low, musical voice, and with that graceful
wave of the hand that was always so characteristic
of him, and that he had even in his Eton days, “I
believe that if one man were to live out his life fully
and completely, were to give form to every feeling,
expression to every thought, reality to every dream—I
believe that the world would gain such a fresh impulse
of joy that we would forget all the maladies of mediaevalism,
and return to the Hellenic ideal— to something
finer, richer than the Hellenic ideal, it may be.
But the bravest man amongst us is afraid of himself.
The mutilation of the savage has its tragic survival
in the self-denial that mars our lives. We are
punished for our refusals. Every impulse that
we strive to strangle broods in the mind and poisons
us. The body sins once, and has done with its
sin, for action is a mode of purification. Nothing
remains then but the recollection of a pleasure, or
the luxury of a regret. The only way to get rid
of a temptation is to yield to it. Resist it,
and your soul grows sick with longing for the things
it has forbidden to itself, with desire for what its
monstrous laws have made monstrous and unlawful.
It has been said that the great events of the world
take place in the brain. It is in the brain,
and the brain only, that the great sins of the world
take place also. You, Mr. Gray, you yourself,
with your rose-red youth and your rose-white boyhood,
you have had passions that have made you afraid, thoughts
that have filled you with terror, day-dreams and sleeping
dreams whose mere memory might stain your cheek with
shame—”
“Stop!” faltered Dorian
Gray, “stop! you bewilder me. I don’t
know what to say. There is some answer to you,
but I cannot find it. Don’t speak.
Let me think. Or, rather, let me try not to
think.”
For nearly ten minutes he stood there,
motionless, with parted lips and eyes strangely bright.
He was dimly conscious that entirely fresh influences
were at work within him. Yet they seemed to him
to have come really from himself. The few words
that Basil’s friend had said to him—words
spoken by chance, no doubt, and with wilful paradox
in them— had touched some secret chord
that had never been touched before, but that he felt
was now vibrating and throbbing to curious pulses.
Music had stirred him like that.
Music had troubled him many times. But music
was not articulate. It was not a new world, but
rather another chaos, that it created in us.
Words! Mere words! How terrible they were!
How clear, and vivid, and cruel! One could
not escape from them. And yet what a subtle magic
there was in them! They seemed to be able to
give a plastic form to formless things, and to have
a music of their own as sweet as that of viol or of
lute. Mere words! Was there anything so
real as words?
Yes; there had been things in his
boyhood that he had not understood. He understood
them now. Life suddenly became fiery-coloured
to him. It seemed to him that he had been walking
in fire. Why had he not known it?
With his subtle smile, Lord Henry
watched him. He knew the precise psychological
moment when to say nothing. He felt intensely
interested. He was amazed at the sudden impression
that his words had produced, and, remembering a book
that he had read when he was sixteen, a book which
had revealed to him much that he had not known before,
he wondered whether Dorian Gray was passing through
a similar experience. He had merely shot an arrow
into the air. Had it hit the mark? How
fascinating the lad was!
Hallward painted away with that marvellous
bold touch of his, that had the true refinement and
perfect delicacy that in art, at any rate comes only
from strength. He was unconscious of the silence.
“Basil, I am tired of standing,”
cried Dorian Gray suddenly. “I must go
out and sit in the garden. The air is stifling
here.”
“My dear fellow, I am so sorry.
When I am painting, I can’t think of anything
else. But you never sat better. You were
perfectly still. And I have caught the effect
I wanted— the half-parted lips and the
bright look in the eyes. I don’t know what
Harry has been saying to you, but he has certainly
made you have the most wonderful expression.
I suppose he has been paying you compliments.
You mustn’t believe a word that he says.”
“He has certainly not been paying
me compliments. Perhaps that is the reason that
I don’t believe anything he has told me.”
“You know you believe it all,”
said Lord Henry, looking at him with his dreamy languorous
eyes. “I will go out to the garden with
you. It is horribly hot in the studio.
Basil, let us have something iced to drink, something
with strawberries in it.”
“Certainly, Harry. Just
touch the bell, and when Parker comes I will tell
him what you want. I have got to work up this
background, so I will join you later on. Don’t
keep Dorian too long. I have never been in better
form for painting than I am to-day. This is going
to be my masterpiece. It is my masterpiece as
it stands.”
Lord Henry went out to the garden
and found Dorian Gray burying his face in the great
cool lilac-blossoms, feverishly drinking in their perfume
as if it had been wine. He came close to him
and put his hand upon his shoulder. “You
are quite right to do that,” he murmured.
“Nothing can cure the soul but the senses,
just as nothing can cure the senses but the soul.”
The lad started and drew back.
He was bareheaded, and the leaves had tossed his
rebellious curls and tangled all their gilded threads.
There was a look of fear in his eyes, such as people
have when they are suddenly awakened. His finely
chiselled nostrils quivered, and some hidden nerve
shook the scarlet of his lips and left them trembling.
“Yes,” continued Lord
Henry, “that is one of the great secrets of life—
to cure the soul by means of the senses, and the senses
by means of the soul. You are a wonderful creation.
You know more than you think you know, just as you
know less than you want to know.”
Dorian Gray frowned and turned his
head away. He could not help liking the tall,
graceful young man who was standing by him. His
romantic, olive-coloured face and worn expression interested
him. There was something in his low languid voice
that was absolutely fascinating. His cool, white,
flowerlike hands, even, had a curious charm.
They moved, as he spoke, like music, and seemed to
have a language of their own. But he felt afraid
of him, and ashamed of being afraid. Why had
it been left for a stranger to reveal him to himself?
He had known Basil Hallward for months, but the friendship
between them had never altered him. Suddenly
there had come some one across his life who seemed
to have disclosed to him life’s mystery.
And, yet, what was there to be afraid of? He
was not a schoolboy or a girl. It was absurd
to be frightened.
“Let us go and sit in the shade,”
said Lord Henry. “Parker has brought out
the drinks, and if you stay any longer in this glare,
you will be quite spoiled, and Basil will never paint
you again. You really must not allow yourself
to become sunburnt. It would be unbecoming.”
“What can it matter?”
cried Dorian Gray, laughing, as he sat down on the
seat at the end of the garden.
“It should matter everything to you, Mr. Gray.”
“Why?”
“Because you have the most marvellous
youth, and youth is the one thing worth having.”
“I don’t feel that, Lord Henry.”
“No, you don’t feel it
now. Some day, when you are old and wrinkled
and ugly, when thought has seared your forehead with
its lines, and passion branded your lips with its
hideous fires, you will feel it, you will feel it terribly.
Now, wherever you go, you charm the world. Will
it always be so? . . . You have a wonderfully
beautiful face, Mr. Gray. Don’t frown.
You have. And beauty is a form of genius—
is higher, indeed, than genius, as it needs no explanation.
It is of the great facts of the world, like sunlight,
or spring-time, or the reflection in dark waters of
that silver shell we call the moon. It cannot
be questioned. It has its divine right of sovereignty.
It makes princes of those who have it. You smile?
Ah! when you have lost it you won’t smile.
. . . People say sometimes that beauty is only
superficial. That may be so, but at least it
is not so superficial as thought is. To me,
beauty is the wonder of wonders. It is only shallow
people who do not judge by appearances. The true
mystery of the world is the visible, not the invisible.
. . . Yes, Mr. Gray, the gods have been good to
you. But what the gods give they quickly take
away. You have only a few years in which to
live really, perfectly, and fully. When your
youth goes, your beauty will go with it, and then you
will suddenly discover that there are no triumphs left
for you, or have to content yourself with those mean
triumphs that the memory of your past will make more
bitter than defeats. Every month as it wanes
brings you nearer to something dreadful. Time
is jealous of you, and wars against your lilies and
your roses. You will become sallow, and hollow-cheeked,
and dull-eyed. You will suffer horribly….
Ah! realize your youth while you have it. Don’t
squander the gold of your days, listening to the tedious,
trying to improve the hopeless failure, or giving
away your life to the ignorant, the common, and the
vulgar. These are the sickly aims, the false
ideals, of our age. Live! Live the wonderful
life that is in you! Let nothing be lost upon
you. Be always searching for new sensations.
Be afraid of nothing. . . . A new Hedonism—
that is what our century wants. You might be
its visible symbol. With your personality there
is nothing you could not do. The world belongs
to you for a season. . . . The moment I met
you I saw that you were quite unconscious of what you
really are, of what you really might be. There
was so much in you that charmed me that I felt I must
tell you something about yourself. I thought
how tragic it would be if you were wasted. For
there is such a little time that your youth will last—such
a little time. The common hill-flowers wither,
but they blossom again. The laburnum will be
as yellow next June as it is now. In a month
there will be purple stars on the clematis, and year
after year the green night of its leaves will hold
its purple stars. But we never get back our youth.
The pulse of joy that beats in us at twenty becomes
sluggish. Our limbs fail, our senses rot.
We degenerate into hideous puppets, haunted by the
memory of the passions of which we were too much afraid,
and the exquisite temptations that we had not the
courage to yield to. Youth! Youth!
There is absolutely nothing in the world but youth!”
Dorian Gray listened, open-eyed and
wondering. The spray of lilac fell from his
hand upon the gravel. A furry bee came and buzzed
round it for a moment. Then it began to scramble
all over the oval stellated globe of the tiny blossoms.
He watched it with that strange interest in trivial
things that we try to develop when things of high
import make us afraid, or when we are stirred by some
new emotion for which we cannot find expression, or
when some thought that terrifies us lays sudden siege
to the brain and calls on us to yield. After
a time the bee flew away. He saw it creeping
into the stained trumpet of a Tyrian convolvulus.
The flower seemed to quiver, and then swayed gently
to and fro.
Suddenly the painter appeared at the
door of the studio and made staccato signs for them
to come in. They turned to each other and smiled.
“I am waiting,” he cried.
“Do come in. The light is quite perfect,
and you can bring your drinks.”
They rose up and sauntered down the
walk together. Two green-and-white butterflies
fluttered past them, and in the pear-tree at the corner
of the garden a thrush began to sing.
“You are glad you have met me,
Mr. Gray,” said Lord Henry, looking at him.
“Yes, I am glad now. I wonder shall I
always be glad?”
“Always! That is a dreadful
word. It makes me shudder when I hear it.
Women are so fond of using it. They spoil every
romance by trying to make it last for ever.
It is a meaningless word, too. The only difference
between a caprice and a lifelong passion is that the
caprice lasts a little longer.”
As they entered the studio, Dorian
Gray put his hand upon Lord Henry’s arm.
“In that case, let our friendship be a caprice,”
he murmured, flushing at his own boldness, then stepped
up on the platform and resumed his pose.
Lord Henry flung himself into a large
wicker arm-chair and watched him. The sweep and
dash of the brush on the canvas made the only sound
that broke the stillness, except when, now and then,
Hallward stepped back to look at his work from a distance.
In the slanting beams that streamed through the open
doorway the dust danced and was golden. The heavy
scent of the roses seemed to brood over everything.
After about a quarter of an hour Hallward
stopped painting, looked for a long time at Dorian
Gray, and then for a long time at the picture, biting
the end of one of his huge brushes and frowning.
“It is quite finished,” he cried at last,
and stooping down he wrote his name in long vermilion
letters on the left-hand corner of the canvas.
Lord Henry came over and examined
the picture. It was certainly a wonderful work
of art, and a wonderful likeness as well.
“My dear fellow, I congratulate
you most warmly,” he said. “It is
the finest portrait of modern times. Mr. Gray,
come over and look at yourself.”
The lad started, as if awakened from some dream.
“Is it really finished?” he murmured,
stepping down from the platform.
“Quite finished,” said
the painter. “And you have sat splendidly
to-day. I am awfully obliged to you.”
“That is entirely due to me,”
broke in Lord Henry. “Isn’t it,
Mr. Gray?”
Dorian made no answer, but passed
listlessly in front of his picture and turned towards
it. When he saw it he drew back, and his cheeks
flushed for a moment with pleasure. A look of
joy came into his eyes, as if he had recognized himself
for the first time. He stood there motionless
and in wonder, dimly conscious that Hallward was speaking
to him, but not catching the meaning of his words.
The sense of his own beauty came on him like a revelation.
He had never felt it before. Basil Hallward’s
compliments had seemed to him to be merely the charming
exaggeration of friendship. He had listened to
them, laughed at them, forgotten them. They had
not influenced his nature. Then had come Lord
Henry Wotton with his strange panegyric on youth,
his terrible warning of its brevity. That had
stirred him at the time, and now, as he stood gazing
at the shadow of his own loveliness, the full reality
of the description flashed across him. Yes, there
would be a day when his face would be wrinkled and
wizen, his eyes dim and colourless, the grace of his
figure broken and deformed. The scarlet would
pass away from his lips and the gold steal from his
hair. The life that was to make his soul would
mar his body. He would become dreadful, hideous,
and uncouth.
As he thought of it, a sharp pang
of pain struck through him like a knife and made each
delicate fibre of his nature quiver. His eyes
deepened into amethyst, and across them came a mist
of tears. He felt as if a hand of ice had been
laid upon his heart.
“Don’t you like it?”
cried Hallward at last, stung a little by the lad’s
silence, not understanding what it meant.
“Of course he likes it,”
said Lord Henry. “Who wouldn’t like
it? It is one of the greatest things in modern
art. I will give you anything you like to ask
for it. I must have it.”
“It is not my property, Harry.”
“Whose property is it?”
“Dorian’s, of course,” answered
the painter.
“He is a very lucky fellow.”
“How sad it is!” murmured
Dorian Gray with his eyes still fixed upon his own
portrait. “How sad it is! I shall
grow old, and horrible, and dreadful. But this
picture will remain always young. It will never
be older than this particular day of June. . . .
If it were only the other way! If it were I who
was to be always young, and the picture that was to
grow old! For that—for that—I
would give everything! Yes, there is nothing
in the whole world I would not give! I would
give my soul for that!”
“You would hardly care for such
an arrangement, Basil,” cried Lord Henry, laughing.
“It would be rather hard lines on your work.”
“I should object very strongly, Harry,”
said Hallward.
Dorian Gray turned and looked at him.
“I believe you would, Basil. You like
your art better than your friends. I am no more
to you than a green bronze figure. Hardly as
much, I dare say.”
The painter stared in amazement.
It was so unlike Dorian to speak like that.
What had happened? He seemed quite angry.
His face was flushed and his cheeks burning.
“Yes,” he continued, “I
am less to you than your ivory Hermes or your silver
Faun. You will like them always. How long
will you like me? Till I have my first wrinkle,
I suppose. I know, now, that when one loses
one’s good looks, whatever they may be, one loses
everything. Your picture has taught me that.
Lord Henry Wotton is perfectly right. Youth
is the only thing worth having. When I find that
I am growing old, I shall kill myself.”
Hallward turned pale and caught his
hand. “Dorian! Dorian!” he
cried, “don’t talk like that. I
have never had such a friend as you, and I shall never
have such another. You are not jealous of material
things, are you?— you who are finer than
any of them!”
“I am jealous of everything
whose beauty does not die. I am jealous of the
portrait you have painted of me. Why should it
keep what I must lose? Every moment that passes
takes something from me and gives something to it.
Oh, if it were only the other way! If the picture
could change, and I could be always what I am now!
Why did you paint it? It will mock me some day—mock
me horribly!” The hot tears welled into his
eyes; he tore his hand away and, flinging himself
on the divan, he buried his face in the cushions, as
though he was praying.
“This is your doing, Harry,” said the
painter bitterly.
Lord Henry shrugged his shoulders.
“It is the real Dorian Gray— that
is all.”
“It is not.”
“If it is not, what have I to do with it?”
“You should have gone away when I asked you,”
he muttered.
“I stayed when you asked me,” was Lord
Henry’s answer.
“Harry, I can’t quarrel
with my two best friends at once, but between you
both you have made me hate the finest piece of work
I have ever done, and I will destroy it. What
is it but canvas and colour? I will not let it
come across our three lives and mar them.”
Dorian Gray lifted his golden head
from the pillow, and with pallid face and tear-stained
eyes, looked at him as he walked over to the deal painting-table
that was set beneath the high curtained window.
What was he doing there? His fingers were straying
about among the litter of tin tubes and dry brushes,
seeking for something. Yes, it was for the long
palette-knife, with its thin blade of lithe steel.
He had found it at last. He was going to rip
up the canvas.
With a stifled sob the lad leaped
from the couch, and, rushing over to Hallward, tore
the knife out of his hand, and flung it to the end
of the studio. “Don’t, Basil, don’t!”
he cried. “It would be murder!”
“I am glad you appreciate my
work at last, Dorian,” said the painter coldly
when he had recovered from his surprise. “I
never thought you would.”
“Appreciate it? I am in
love with it, Basil. It is part of myself.
I feel that.”
“Well, as soon as you are dry,
you shall be varnished, and framed, and sent home.
Then you can do what you like with yourself.”
And he walked across the room and rang the bell for
tea. “You will have tea, of course, Dorian?
And so will you, Harry? Or do you object to
such simple pleasures?”
“I adore simple pleasures,”
said Lord Henry. “They are the last refuge
of the complex. But I don’t like scenes,
except on the stage. What absurd fellows you
are, both of you! I wonder who it was defined
man as a rational animal. It was the most premature
definition ever given. Man is many things, but
he is not rational. I am glad he is not, after
all— though I wish you chaps would not
squabble over the picture. You had much better
let me have it, Basil. This silly boy doesn’t
really want it, and I really do.”
“If you let any one have it
but me, Basil, I shall never forgive you!” cried
Dorian Gray; “and I don’t allow people
to call me a silly boy.”
“You know the picture is yours,
Dorian. I gave it to you before it existed.”
“And you know you have been
a little silly, Mr. Gray, and that you don’t
really object to being reminded that you are extremely
young.”
“I should have objected very
strongly this morning, Lord Henry.”
“Ah! this morning! You have lived since
then.”
There came a knock at the door, and
the butler entered with a laden tea-tray and set it
down upon a small Japanese table. There was a
rattle of cups and saucers and the hissing of a fluted
Georgian urn. Two globe-shaped china dishes were
brought in by a page. Dorian Gray went over
and poured out the tea. The two men sauntered
languidly to the table and examined what was under
the covers.
“Let us go to the theatre to-night,”
said Lord Henry. “There is sure to be something
on, somewhere. I have promised to dine at White’s,
but it is only with an old friend, so I can send him
a wire to say that I am ill, or that I am prevented
from coming in consequence of a subsequent engagement.
I think that would be a rather nice excuse: it
would have all the surprise of candour.”
“It is such a bore putting on
one’s dress-clothes,” muttered Hallward.
“And, when one has them on, they are so horrid.”
“Yes,” answered Lord Henry
dreamily, “the costume of the nineteenth century
is detestable. It is so sombre, so depressing.
Sin is the only real colour-element left in modern
life.”
“You really must not say things
like that before Dorian, Harry.”
“Before which Dorian?
The one who is pouring out tea for us, or the one
in the picture?”
“Before either.”
“I should like to come to the
theatre with you, Lord Henry,” said the lad.
“Then you shall come; and you
will come, too, Basil, won’t you?”
“I can’t, really.
I would sooner not. I have a lot of work to
do.”
“Well, then, you and I will go alone, Mr. Gray.”
“I should like that awfully.”
The painter bit his lip and walked
over, cup in hand, to the picture. “I shall
stay with the real Dorian,” he said, sadly.
“Is it the real Dorian?”
cried the original of the portrait, strolling across
to him. “Am I really like that?”
“Yes; you are just like that.”
“How wonderful, Basil!”
“At least you are like it in
appearance. But it will never alter,”
sighed Hallward. “That is something.”
“What a fuss people make about
fidelity!” exclaimed Lord Henry. “Why,
even in love it is purely a question for physiology.
It has nothing to do with our own will. Young
men want to be faithful, and are not; old men want
to be faithless, and cannot: that is all one
can say.”
“Don’t go to the theatre
to-night, Dorian,” said Hallward. “Stop
and dine with me.”
“I can’t, Basil.”
“Why?”
“Because I have promised Lord Henry Wotton to
go with him.”
“He won’t like you the better for keeping
your promises.
He always breaks his own. I beg you not to go.”
Dorian Gray laughed and shook his head.
“I entreat you.”
The lad hesitated, and looked over
at Lord Henry, who was watching them from the tea-table
with an amused smile.
“I must go, Basil,” he answered.
“Very well,” said Hallward,
and he went over and laid down his cup on the tray.
“It is rather late, and, as you have to dress,
you had better lose no time. Good-bye, Harry.
Good-bye, Dorian. Come and see me soon.
Come to-morrow.”
“Certainly.”
“You won’t forget?”
“No, of course not,” cried Dorian.
“And … Harry!”
“Yes, Basil?”
“Remember what I asked you, when we were in
the garden this morning.”
“I have forgotten it.”
“I trust you.”
“I wish I could trust myself,”
said Lord Henry, laughing. “Come, Mr. Gray,
my hansom is outside, and I can drop you at your own
place. Good-bye, Basil. It has been a most
interesting afternoon.”
As the door closed behind them, the
painter flung himself down on a sofa, and a look of
pain came into his face.