THE ACID TEST
In the living-room below they heard
it, Dan and Kate Cumberland. All day she had
sat by the fire which still blazed on the hearth, replenished
from time to time by the care of Wung Lu. She
had taken up some sewing, and she worked at it steadily.
Some of that time Dan Barry was in the room, sitting
through long intervals, watching her with lynx-eyed
attention. Very rarely did he speak—almost
never, and she could have numbered upon her two hands
the words he had spoken—ay, and she could
have repeated them one by one. Now and again he
rose and went out, and the wolf-dog went with him
each time. But towards the last Black Bart preferred
to stay in the room, crouched in front of her and blinking
at the fire, as if he knew that each time his master
would return to the fire. Then, why leave the
pleasant warmth for the chilly greyness of the day
outside?
There he remained, stirring only now
and then to lift a clumsy paw and brush it across
his eyes in an oddly human gesture. Once or twice,
also, he lifted that great, scarred head and laid
it on her knees, looking curiously from her busy hands
to her face, and from her face back again to her work,
until, having apparently assured himself that all was
well, he dropped his head again and lay once more
motionless. She could see him open a listless
eye when the master entered the room again. And
with each coming of Dan Barry she felt again surrounded
as if by invisible arms. Something was prying
at her, striving to win a secret from her.
As the day wore on, a great, singing
happiness rose in her throat, and at about the same
time she heard a faint sound, impalpable, from the
farther side of the room where Dan Barry sat.
He was whistling.
A simple thing for a man to do, to
be sure, but the astonishment of it nearly stopped
the heart of Kate Cumberland. For in all her life
she had never before heard him whistle except when
he was in the open, and preferably when he was astride
of the strength and the speed of Satan, with Black
Bart scouting swiftly and smoothly ahead. But
now he whistled here by the warmth of the fire.
To be sure the sound was small and thin, but there
was such music in it as she had never heard before.
It was so thin that it was almost ghostly, as if the
soul of wild Paganini played here on a muted violin.
No tune that might be repeated, but as always when
she heard it, a picture rose before the eyes of Kate.
It wavered at first against the yellow glow of the
firelight. Then it quite shut out all else.
It was deep night, starry night.
The black horse and his rider wound up a deep ravine.
To one side a bold mountain tumbled up to an infinite
height, bristling with misshapen trees here and there,
and losing its head against the very stars. On
the other side were jagged hills, all carved in the
solid rock. And down the valley, between the mountains
and the stars, blew a soft wind; as if that wind made
the music. They were climbing up, up, up, and
now they reach—the music rising also to
a soft but triumphant outburst—a high plateau.
They were pressed up against the heart of the sky.
The stars burned low, and low. Around them the
whole earth seemed in prospect at their feet.
The moon burst through a mass of clouds, and she saw,
far off, a great river running silver through the
night.
Happy? Ay, and he was happy too,
and his happiness was one with hers. He was not
even looking out the window while he whistled, but
his eyes were fixed steadily, unchangingly, upon her
face.
It was then that they heard it:
“Dan! Dan Barry! Come out!”
A hoarse, ringing cry, as of one who
is shouting against a great wind: “Dan!
Dan Barry! Come out!”
Dan Barry was on his feet and gliding
to the wall, where he took down his belt from a nail
and buckled it swiftly around him. And Kate ran
to the window with the wolf-dog snarling beside her
and saw standing in front of the house, his hat off,
his black hair wildly tumbled, and two guns in his
hands, Buck Daniels! Behind him the tall bay mare
shook with her panting and glistened with the sweat
of the long ride.
She heard a scratching next and saw
the wolf-dog rear up and paw at the door. Once
through that door and he would be at the throat of
the man outside, she knew. Nor he alone, for
Dan Barry was coming swiftly across the room with
that strange, padding step. He had no eye for
her. He was smiling, and she had rather have
seen him in a cursing fury than to see this smile.
It curled the upper lip with something like a sneer;
and she caught the white glint of his teeth; the wolf-dog
snarled back over his shoulder to hurry his master.
It was the crisis which she had known all day was
coming, sooner or later. She had only prayed that
it might be delayed for a little time. And confronting
the danger was like stepping into the path of runaway
horses. Fear ruled her with an iron hand, and
she swayed back against the wall and supported herself
with an outstretched hand.
What was there to be done? If
she stepped in between him and his man, he would brush
her aside from his path and out of his life forever.
If he went on to his vengeance he would no less be
started on the path which led around the world away
from her. The law would be the hound which pursued
him and relentlessly nipped at his heels—an
eternal terror and unrest. No thought of Buck
Daniels who had done so much for her. She cast
his services out of her mind with the natural cruelty
of woman. Her whole thought was, selfishly, for
the man before her, and for herself.
He was there—his hand was
upon the knob of the door. And then she remembered
how the teeth of Black Bart had closed over her arm—and
how they had not broken even the skin. In an
instant she was pressed against the door before Dan
Barry—her arms outstretched.
He fell back the slightest bit before
her, and then he came again and brushed her slowly,
gently, to one side, with an irresistible strength.
She had to meet his eyes now—there was no
help for it—and she saw there that swirl
of yellow light—that insatiable hunger.
And she knew, fully and bitterly, that she had failed.
With the wolf-dog, indeed, she had conquered, but
the man escaped her. If time had been granted
her she would have won, she knew, but the hand of
Buck Daniels, so long her ally, had destroyed her
chances. It was his hand now which shook the
knob of the door, and she turned with a sob of despair
to face the new danger.
In her wildest dreams she had never
visioned Buck Daniels transformed like this.
She knew that in his past, as one of those long-riders
who roam the mountain-desert, their hand against the
hands of every man, Buck Daniels had been known and
feared by the strongest. But all she had seen
of Buck Daniels had been gentleness itself. Yet
what faced her as the door flew wide was a nightmare
thing with haggard face and shadow-buried, glittering
eyes—unshaven, unkempt of hair, his shirt
open at the throat, his great hands clenched for the
battle. The wolf-dog, at that familiar sight,
whined a low greeting, but with a glance at his master
knew that there was a change—the old alliance
was broken—so he bared his white teeth
and changed his whine to a snarl of hate.
Then a strange terror struck Kate
Cumberland. She had never dreamed that she could
fear for Dan Barry at the hands of any man, but now
the desperate resolve which breathed from every line
of Buck Daniels, chilled her blood at the heart.
She sprang back before Dan Barry. Facing him,
she saw that demoniac glitter of yellow rising momently
brighter in his eyes, and he was smiling. No
execration or loud voiced curse could have contained
the distilled malignancy of that smile. All this
she caught in a single glimpse. The next instant
she had whirled and stood before Dan, shielding him
with outspread arms and facing Buck Daniels.
The latter thrust back into the holster the gun which
he had drawn when he entered the room.
“Stand away from him, Kate,”
he commanded, and his eyes went past her to dwell
on the face of Barry. “Stand away from him.
It’s been comin’ for a long time, and
now it’s here. Barry I’m takin’
no start on you. Stand away from the girl and
pull your gun—and I’ll pump you full
of lead.”
The softest of soft voices murmured
behind her: “I been waitin’ for you,
Buck, days and days and days. I ain’t never
been so glad to see anybody!”
And she felt Barry slip shadowlike
to one side. She sprang in front of him again
with a wild cry.
“Buck!” she begged, “don’t
shoot!”
Laughter, ringing and unhuman, filled the throat of
Buck Daniels.
“Is it him you’re beggin’
for?” he sneered at her. “Is it him
you got your fears for? Ain’t you got a
word of pity for poor Buck Daniels that sneaked off
like a whipped puppy? Bah! Dan Barry, the
time is come. I been leadin’ the life of
a houn’ dog for your sake. But it’s
ended. Pull your gun and get out from behind
the skirts of that girl!”
As long as they faced each other with
the challenge in their eyes, nothing on earth could
avert the fight, she knew, but if she could delay
them for one moment—she felt that swift
moving form behind her slipping away from behind her—she
could follow Barry’s movements by the light in
Daniels’ eyes.
“Buck!” she cried, “for
God’s sake—for my sake turn away from
him—and—roll another cigarette!”
For she remembered the story—how
Daniels had turned under the very nose of danger and
done this insane thing in the saloon at Brownsville
and in her despair she could think of no other appeal.
It was the very strangeness of it
that gave it point. Buck Daniels turned on his
heel.
“It’s the last kindness
I do you, Dan,” he said, with his broad back
to them. “But before you die you got to
know why I’m killin’ you. I’m
going to roll one cigarette and smoke it and while
I smoke it I’m goin’ to tell you the concentrated
truth about your worthless self and when I’m
done smokin’ I’m goin’ to turn around
and drop you where you stand. D’ye hear?”
“They’s no need of waitin’,”
answered the soft voice of Barry. “Talkin’
don’t mean much.”
But Kate Cumberland turned and faced
him. He was fairly a-quiver with eagerness and
the hate welled and blazed and flickered in his eyes;
his face was pale—very pale—and
it seemed to her that she could make out in the pallor
the print of the fingers of Buck Daniels and that blow
those many days before. And she feared him as
she had never feared him before—yet she
blocked his way still with the outspread arms.
They could hear the crinkle of the
cigarette paper as Buck rolled his smoke.
“No,” said Buck, his voice
suddenly altered to an almost casual moderation, “talk
don’t mean nothin’ to you. Talk is
human, and nothin’ human means nothin’
to you. But I got to tell you why you ought to
die, Barry.
“I started out this mornin’
hatin’ the ground you walked on, but now I see
that they ain’t no use to hate you. Is they
any use hatin’ a mountain-lion that kills calves?
No, you don’t hate it, but you get a gun and
trail it and shoot it down. And that’s the
way with you.”
They heard the scratch of his match.
“That’s the way with you.
I got my back to you right now because if I looked
you in the eye I couldn’t let you live no more’n
I could let a mountain-lion live. I know you’re
faster with your gun than I am and stronger than I
am, and made to fight. But I know I’m going
to kill you. You’ve done your work—you’ve
left hell on all sides of you—it’s
your time to die. I know it! You been lyin’
like a snake in the rocks with your poison ready for
any man that walks past you. Now your poison is
about used up.”
He paused, and then when he spoke
again there was a ring of exultation in his voice:
“I tell you, Dan, I don’t fear you, and
I know that the bullet in this gun here on my hips
is the one that’s goin’ to tear your heart
out. I know it!”
Something like a sob came from the
lips of Dan Barry. His hands moved out towards
Buck Daniels as though he were plucking something from
the empty air.
“You’ve said enough,”
he said. “You said plenty. Now turn
around and fight!”
And Kate Cumberland stepped back,
out of line of the two. She knew that in what
followed she could not play the part of the protector
or the delayer. Here they stood, hungry, for
battle, and there was no power in her weak hands to
separate them. She stood far back and fumbled
with her hands at the wall for support. She tried
to close her eyes, but the fascination of the horror
forced her to watch against her strongest will.
And the chief part of that dreadful suspense lay in
the even, calm voice of Buck Daniels as he went on:
“I’ll turn around and fight soon enough.
But Kate asked me to smoke another cigarette.
I know what she means. She wants me to leave
you the way I done in the saloon that day. I
ain’t goin’ to leave, Dan. But I’m
glad she asked me to turn away, because it gives me
a chance to tell you some things you got to know before
you go west.
“Dan, you been like a fire that
burns every hand that touches you.” He
inhaled a long breath of smoke and blew it up towards
the ceiling. “You’ve busted the heart
of the friend that follered you; you’ve busted
the heart of the girl that loves you.”
He paused again, for another long
inhalation, and Kate Cumberland, staring in fearful
suspense, waiting for the instant when Buck should
at last turn and when the shots should explode, saw
that the yellow glow was now somewhat misted in the
eyes of Barry. He frowned, as one bewildered.
“Think of her, Dan!” went
on Buck Daniels. “Think of her wasting herself
on a no-good houn’ dog like you—a
no-good wild wolf! My God A’mighty,
she might of made some good man happy—some
man with a soul and a heart—but instead
of that God sent you like a blast across her—you
with your damned soul of wind and your heart of stone!
Think of it! When you see what you been, Barry,
I wonder you don’t go out and take your own
gun and blow off your head.”
“Buck,” called Dan Barry,
“so help me God, if you don’t turn your
face to me—I’ll shoot you through
the back!”
“I knew,” said the imperturbable
Daniels, “that you’d come to that in the
end. You used to fight like a man, but now you’re
followin’ your instincts, and you fight like
a huntin’ wolf. Look at the brute that’s
slinkin’ up to me there! That’s what
you are. You kill for the sake of killin’—like
the beasts.
“If you was a man, could you
treat me like you’ve done? Your damned cold
heart and your yaller eyes and all would of burned
up in the barn the other night—you and
your wolf and your damned hoss. Why didn’t
I let you burn? Because I was a fool. Because
I still thought they was something of the man in you.
But I seen afterwards what you was, and I rode off
to get out of your way—to keep your hands
from gettin’ red with my blood. And then
you plan on follerin’ me—damn you!—on
follerin’ me!
“So that, Dan, is why I’ve
come to put you out of the world—as I’m
goin’ to do now! Once you hated to give
pain, and if you hurt people it was because you couldn’t
help it. But now you live on torturin’ others.
Barry, pull your gun!”
And as he spoke, he whirled, the heavy
revolver leaping into his hand.
Still Kate Cumberland could not close
her eyes on the horror. She could not even cry
out; she was frozen.
But there was no report—no
spurt of smoke—no form of a man stumbling
blindly towards death. Dan Barry stood with one
hand pressed over his eyes and the other dangled at
his side, harmless, while he frowned in bewilderment
at the floor.
He said slowly, at length: “Buck,
I kind of think you’re right. They ain’t
no use in me. I been rememberin’, Buck,
how you sent Kate to me when I was sick.”
There was a loud clatter; the revolver
dropped from the hand of Buck Daniels.
The musical voice of Dan Barry murmured
again: “And I remember how you stood up
to Jim Silent, for my sake. Buck, what’s
come between us since them days? You hit me a
while back, and since then I been wantin’ your
blood—but hearin’ you talk now, somehow—I
feel sort of lost and lonesome—like I’d
thrown somethin’ away that I valued most.”
Buck Daniels threw out his great arms
and his voice was broken terribly.
“Oh, God A’mighty, Dan,”
he cried, “jest take one step back to me and
I’ll come all the way around the world to meet
you!”
He stumbled across the floor and grasped
at the hand of Barry, for a mist had half-blinded
his eyes.
“Dan,” he pleaded, “ain’t
things as they once was? D’you forgive me?”
“Why, Buck,” murmured
Dan Barry, in that same bewildered fashion, “seems
like we was bunkies once.”
“Dan,” muttered Buck Daniels,
choking, “Dan——” but
he dared not trust his voice further, and turning,
he fairly fled from the room.
The dazed eyes of Dan Barry followed
him. Then they moved until they encountered the
face of Kate Cumberland. A shock, as if of surprise,
widened the lids. For a long moment they stared
in silence, and then he began to walk, very slowly,
a step at a time, towards the girl. Now, as he
faced her, she saw that there was no longer a hint
of the yellow in his eyes, but he stepped closer and
closer; he was right before her, watching her with
an expression of mute suffering that made her heart
grow large.
He said, more to himself than to her:
“Seems like I been away a long time.”
“A very long time,” she whispered.
He drew a great breath.
“Is it true, what Buck said? About you?”
“Oh, my dear, my dear!” she cried.
“Don’t you see?”
He started a little, and taking both
her hands he made her face the dull light from the
windows.
“Seems like you’re kind of pale, Kate.”
“The colour went while I waited for you, Dan.”
“But there comes a touch of
red—like morning—in your throat,
and runnin’ up your cheeks.”
“Don’t you see? It’s because
you’ve come back!”
He closed his eyes and murmured:
“I remember we was close—closer than
this. We were sittin’ here—in
this room—by a fire. And then something
called me out and I follered it.”
“The wild geese—yes.”
“Wild geese?” he repeated
blankly, and then shook his head. “How could
wild geese call me? But things happened.
I was kept away. Sometimes I wanted to come back
to you, but somehow I could never get started.
Was it ten years ago that I left?”
“Months—months longer than years.”
“What is it?” he asked.
“I been watchin’ you, and waitin’
to find out what was different in you. Black
Bart seen something in you. I dunno what.
Today I sort of guessed what it is. I can feel
it now. It’s something like a pain.
It starts sort of in the stomach, Kate. It’s
like bein’ away from a place where you want
to be. Queer, ain’t it? I ain’t
far from you. I’ve got your hands in mine,
but somehow you don’t feel near. I want
to walk—a long ways—closer.
And the pain keeps growin’.”
His voice fell away to a murmur, and
now a deadly silence lay between them, and it seemed
as if lights were varying upon their faces, so swift
and subtle were the changes of expression. And
they drew closer by imperceptible degrees. So
his arms, fumbling, found their away about her, drew
her closer, till her head drooped back, and her face
was close beneath his.
“Was it true,” he whispered, “what
Buck said?”
“There’s nothing true except that we’re
together.”
“But your eyes are brimful of tears!”
“The same pain you feel, Dan; the same loneliness
and the hurt.”
“But it’s going now.
I feel as if I’d been riding three days without
more’n enough water to moisten my tongue every
hour; with the sand white hot, and my hoss staggerin’,
and the sun droppin’ closer and closer till
the mountains are touched with white fire. Then
I come, in the evenin’, to a valley with cool
shadows beginning to slip across from the western
side, and I stand in the shadow and feel the red-hot
blood go smashin’, smashin’, smashin’
in my temples—and then—a sound
of runnin’ water somewhere up the hill-side.
Runnin’, cool, fresh, sparkling water whispering
over the rocks. Ah, God, that’s what it
means to me to stand here close to you, Kate!
“And it’s like standin’
up in the mornin’ on the top of a high hill and
seein’ the light jump up quick in the east, and
there lies all the world at my feet, mile after mile
of it—they’s a river like silver away
off yonder—and they’s range after
range walkin’ off into a blue nothing.
That’s what it’s like to stand here and
look down into them blue eyes of yours, Kate—miles
and miles into ’em, till I feel as if I seen
your heart beneath. And they’s the rose
of the mornin’ on your cheeks, and the breath
of the mornin’ stirrin’ between your lips,
and the light of the risin’ sun comes flarin’
in your eyes. And I own the world—I
own the world.’
“Two burnin’ pieces of
wood, that’s you and me, and when I was away
from you the fire went down to a smoulder; but now
that we’re close a wind hits us, and the flames
come together and rise and jump and twine together.
Two pieces of burnin’ wood, but only one flame—d’you
feel it?—Oh, Kate, our bodies is ashes
and dust, and all that’s worth while is that
flame blowin’ up from us, settin’ the world
on fire!”