THE DOCTOR RIDES
Hank Dwight disappeared from the doorway
and the doctor was called from his pondering by the
voice of the girl. There was something about that
voice which worried Byrne, for it was low and controlled
and musical and it did not fit with the nasal harshness
of the cattlemen. When she began to speak it
was like the beginning of a song. He turned now
and found her sitting a tall bay horse, and she led
a red-roan mare beside her. When he went out
she tossed her reins over the head of her horse and
strapped his valise behind her saddle.
“You won’t have any trouble
with that mare,” she assured him, when the time
came for mounting. Yet when he approached gingerly
he was received with flattened ears and a snort of
anger. “Wait,” she cried, “the
left side, not the right!”
He felt the laughter in her voice,
but when he looked he could see no trace of it in
her face. He approached from the left side, setting
his teeth.
“You observe,” he said,
“that I take your word at its full value,”
and placing his foot in the stirrup, he dragged himself
gingerly up to the saddle. The mare stood like
a rock. Adjusting himself, he wiped a sudden
perspiration from his forehead.
“I quite believe,” he
remarked, “that the animal is of unusual intelligence.
All may yet be well!”
“I’m sure of it.” said the girl
gravely. “Now we’re off.”
And the horses broke into a dog trot.
Now the gait of the red roan mare was a dream of softness,
and her flexible ankles gave a play of whole inches
to break the jar of every step, the sure sign of the
good saddle-horse; but the horse has never been saddled
whose trot is really a smooth pace. The hat of
Doctor Byrne began to incline towards his right eye
and his spectacles towards his left ear. He felt
a peculiar lightness in the stomach and heaviness
in the heart.
“The t-t-t-trot,” he ventured
to his companion, “is a d-d-d-dam—”
“Dr. Byrne!” she cried.
“Whoa!” called Doctor
Byrne, and drew mightily in upon the reins. The
red mare stopped as a ball stops when it meets a stout
wall; the doctor sprawled along her neck, clinging
with arms and legs. He managed to clamber back
into the saddle.
“There are vicious elements
in the nature of this brute,” he observed to
the girl.
“I’m very sorry,”
she murmured. He cast a sidelong glance but found
not the trace of a smile.
“The word upon which I—”
“Stopped?” she suggested.
“Stopped,” he agreed,
“was not, as you evidently assumed, an oath.
On the contrary, I was merely remarking that the trot
is a damaging gait, but through an interrupted—er—articulation—”
His eye dared her, but she was utterly
grave. He perceived that there was, after all,
a certain kinship between this woman of the mountain-desert
and the man thereof. Their silences were filled
with eloquence.
“We’ll try a canter,”
she suggested, “and I think you’ll find
that easier.”
So she gave the word, and her bay
sprang into a lope from a standing start. The
red mare did likewise, nearly flinging the doctor over
the back of the saddle, but by the grace of God he
clutched the pommel in time and was saved. The
air caught at his face, they swept out of the town
and onto a limitless level stretch.
“Sp-p-p-peed,” gasped
the doctor, “has never been a p-p-passion with
me!”
He noted that she was not moving in
the saddle. The horse was like the bottom of
a wave swinging violently back and forth. She
was the calm crest, swaying slightly and graciously
with a motion as smooth as the flowing of water.
And she spoke as evenly as if she were sitting in a
rocking chair.
“You’ll be used to it in a moment,”
she assured him.
He learned, indeed, that if one pressed
the stirrups as the shoulders of the horse swung down
and leaned a trifle forward when the shoulders rose
again, the motion ceased to be jarring; for she was
truly a matchless creature and gaited like one of
those fabulous horses of old, sired by the swift western
wind. In a little time a certain pride went beating
through the veins of the doctor, the air blew more
deeply into his lungs, there was a different tang
to the wind and a different feel to the sun—a
peculiar richness of yellow warmth. And the small
head of the horse and the short, sharp, pricking ears
tossed continually; and now and then the mare threw
her head a bit to one side and glanced back at him
with what he felt to be a reassuring air. Life
and strength and speed were gripped between his knees—he
flashed a glance at the girl.
But she rode with face straightforward
and there was that about her which made him turn his
eyes suddenly away and look far off. It was a
jagged country, for in the brief rainy season there
came sudden and terrific downpours which lashed away
the soil and scoured the face of the underlying rock,
and in a single day might cut a deep arroyo where
before had been smooth plain. This was the season
of grass, but not the dark, rank green of rich soil
and mild air—it was a yellowish green, a
colour at once tender and glowing. It spread everywhere
across the plains about Elkhead, broken here and there
by the projecting boulders which flashed in the sun.
So a great battlefield might appear, pockmarked with
shell-holes, and all the scars of war freshly cut upon
its face. And in truth the mountain desert was
like an arena ready to stage a conflict—a
titanic arena with space for earth-giants to struggle—and
there in the distance were the spectator mountains.
High, lean-flanked mountains they were, not clad in
forests, but rather bristling with a stubby growth
of the few trees which might endure in precarious
soil and bitter weather, but now they gathered the
dignity of distance about them. The grass of
the foothills was a faint green mist about their feet,
cloaks of exquisite blue hung around the upper masses,
but their heads were naked to the pale skies.
And all day long, with deliberate alteration, the
garb of the mountains changed. When the sudden
morning came they leaped naked upon the eye, and then
withdrew, muffling themselves in browns and blues
until at nightfall they covered themselves to the
eyes in thickly sheeted purple—Tyrian purple—and
prepared for sleep with their heads among the stars.
Something of all this came to Doctor
Randall Byrne as he rode, for it seemed to him that
there was a similarity between these mountains and
the girl beside him. She held that keen purity
of the upper slopes under the sun, and though she
had no artifice or careful wiles to make her strange,
there was about her a natural dignity like the mystery
of distance. There was a rhythm, too, about that
line of peaks against the sky, and the girl had caught
it; he watched her sway with the gallop of her horse
and felt that though she was so close at hand she was
a thousand miles from him. She concealed nothing,
and yet he could no more see her naked soul than he
could tear the veils of shadow from the mountains.
Not that the doctor phrased his emotions in words.
He was only conscious of a sense of awe and the necessity
of silence.
A strange feeling for the doctor!
He came from the region of the mind where that which
is not spoken does not exist, and now this girl was
carrying him swiftly away from hypotheses, doubts,
and polysyllabic speech into the world—of
what? The spirit? The doctor did not know.
He only felt that he was about to step into the unknown,
and it held for him the fascination of the suspended
action of a statue. Let it not be thought that
he calmly accepted the sheer necessity for silence.
He fought against it, but no words came.
It was evening: the rolling hills
about them were already dark; only the heads of the
mountains took the day; and now they paused at the
top of a rise and the girl pointed across the hollow.
“There we are,” she said. It was
a tall clump of trees through which broke the outlines
of a two-storied house larger than any the doctor
had seen in the mountain-desert; and outside the trees
lay long sheds, a great barn, and a wide-spread wilderness
of corrals. It struck the doctor with its apparently
limitless capacity for housing man and beast.
Coming in contrast with the rock-strewn desolation
of the plains, this was a great establishment; the
doctor had ridden out with a waif of the desert and
she had turned into a princess at a stroke. Then,
for the first time since they left Elkhead, he remembered
with a start that he was to care for a sick man in
that house.
“You were to tell me,”
he said, “something about the sickness of your
father—the background behind his condition.
But we’ve both forgotten about it.”
“I have been thinking how I
could describe it, every moment of the ride,”
she answered. Then, as the gloom fell more thickly
around them every moment, she swerved her horse over
to the mare, as if it were necessary that she read
the face of the doctor while she spoke.
“Six months ago,” she
said, “my father was robust and active in spite
of his age. He was cheerful, busy, and optimistic.
But he fell into a decline. It has not been a
sudden sapping of his strength. If it were that
I should not worry so much; I’d attribute it
to disease. But every day something of vitality
goes from him. He is fading almost from hour
to hour, as slowly as the hour hand of a clock.
You can’t notice the change, but every twelve
hours the hand makes a complete revolution. It’s
as if his blood were evaporating and nothing we can
do will supply him with fresh strength.”
“Is this attended by irritability?”
“He is perfectly calm and seems
to have no care for what becomes of him.”
“Has he lost interest in the
things which formerly attracted and occupied him?”
“Yes, he minds nothing now.
He has no care for the condition of the cattle, or
for profit or loss in the sales. He has simply
stepped out of every employment.”
“Ah, a gradual diminution of the faculties of
attention.”
“In a way, yes. But also
he is more alive than he has ever been. He seems
to hear with uncanny distinctness, for instance.”
The doctor frowned.
“I was inclined to attribute
his decline to the operation of old age,” he
remarked, “but this is unusual. This—er—inner
acuteness is accompanied by no particular interest
in any one thing?”.
As she did not reply for the moment
he was about to accept the silence for acquiescence,
but then through the dimness he was arrested by the
lustre of her eyes, fixed, apparently, far beyond him.
“One thing,” she said
at length. “Yes, there is one thing in which
he retains an interest.”
The doctor nodded brightly.
“Good!” he said. “And that—?”
The silence fell again, but this time
he was more roused and he fixed his eyes keenly upon
her through the gloom. She was deeply troubled;
one hand gripped the horn of her saddle strongly;
her lips had parted; she was like one who endures
inescapable pain. He could not tell whether it
was the slight breeze which disturbed her blouse or
the rapid panting of her breath.
“Of that,” she said, “it is hard
to speak—it is useless to speak!”
“Surely not!” protested
the doctor. “The cause, my dear madame,
though perhaps apparently remote from the immediate
issue, is of the utmost significance in diagnosis.”
She broke in rapidly: “This
is all I can tell you: he is waiting for something
which will never come. He has missed something
from his life which will never come back into it.
Then why should we discuss what it is that he has
missed.”
“To the critical mind,”
replied the doctor calmly, and he automatically adjusted
his glasses closer to his eyes, “nothing is without
significance.”
“It is nearly dark!” she
exclaimed hurriedly. “Let us ride on.”
“First,” he suggested,
“I must tell you that before I left Elkhead I
heard a hint of some remarkable story concerning a
man and a horse and a dog. Is there anything—”
But it seemed that she did not hear.
He heard a sharp, low exclamation which might have
been addressed to her horse, and the next instant she
was galloping swiftly down the slope. The doctor
followed as fast as he could, jouncing in the saddle
until he was quite out of breath.