LOVE’S YOUNG DREAM
Love is the only link that binds us
to those gone; the only link that binds us to those
who remain. Surely it is the spiritual
world—the abiding kingdom of heaven, not
far from any one of us.
On a day of grace, she came of God’s grace to
me.
One night at the end of October Mrs.
Hatton was sitting in the living-room of the Hall.
To say “sitting,” however, is barely true,
for she was in that irritably anxious mood which both
in men and women usually runs into motion, and Mrs.
Hatton was more frequently off her chair than on it.
She lifted the brass tongs and put a few pieces of
coal on the fire; she walked to the window and looked
down the long vista of trees; she arranged chairs
and cushions, that did not need arranging; she sent
away the large tortoise-shell cat that was watching
as eagerly as herself for John’s return; and
finally her restlessness found a tongue.
“What for are you worrying about
the lad, Martha Hatton? He’s grown up,
you know, and he isn’t worrying about you.
I’ll warrant that some way or other he’s
with that Harlow girl, and where’s his poor mother
then? Clean forgotten, of course. Sons and
daughters, indeed! They are a bitter pleasure,
they are that. Here’s John getting on to
thirty years old, and I never knew it in his shoes
to run after a girl before—but there—I’m
down-daunted with the changes that will have to come—yes,
that will have to come—well, well, life
is just a hurry-push! One trouble after another—that’s
John’s horse, I know its gallop, and it is high
time he was here, it is that. Besides, it’s
dribbling rain, and I wouldn’t wonder if it
was teeming down in half an hour—and there’s
Tom crying for all he’s worth—I may
as well let him in—come in, Tom!”—and
Tom walked in with an independent air to the rug and
lay down by John’s footstool. Indeed, his
attitude was impudent enough to warrant Mrs. Hatton’s
threat to “turn him out-of-doors, if he did not
carry himself more like a decent cat and less like
a blackguard.”
The creature knew well enough what
was said to him. He lay prone on the rug, with
his head on his forepaws, watching Mrs. Hatton; and
she was a little uncomfortable and glad when John
entered the room. The cat ran to meet him, but
John went straight to his mother’s side and said,
“Dear mother, I want your kiss
and blessing tonight. God has given me the desire
of my heart, but I am not satisfied until you share
my joy.”
“That means that God has given
you the love and promise of Jane Harlow.”
“Yes, that is what I mean.
Sit down, mother; I must talk the matter over with
you, or I shall miss some of the sweetest part of it.”
Then she lifted her face and looked
at him, and it was easy to see that Love and the man
had met. Never before in all his life had she
seen him so beautiful—his broad, white
forehead, his bright contemplative eyes, his sweet,
loving, thoughtful face breaking into kind smiles,
his gentle manner, and his scrupulously refined dress
made a picture of manhood that appealed to her first,
as a mother, and secondly, as a woman. And in
her heart an instantaneous change took place.
She put her hands on his shoulders and lifted her
face for his kiss.
“My good son!” she said.
“Thy love is my love, and thy joy is my joy!
Sit thee down, John, and tell me all about it.”
So they sat down together on the bright
hearth, sat down so close that John could feel the
constant touch of his mother’s hand—that
white, firm hand which had guided and comforted him
all his life long.
“Mother,” he said, “if
anyone had told me this morning that I should be Jane’s
betrothed husband before I slept this night, I would
hardly have believed in the possibility. But
Love is like a flower; it lies quiet in its long still
growth, and then in some happy hour it bursts into
perfect bloom. I had finished my business at Overton
and stayed to eat the market dinner with the spinners.
Then in the quiet afternoon I took my way home, and
about a mile above the village I met Jane. I alighted
and took the bridle off Bendigo’s neck over my
arm, and asked permission to walk with her. She
said she was going to Harlow House, and would be glad
of my company. As we walked she told me they intended
to return there; she said she felt its large rooms
with their faded magnificence to be far more respectable
than the little modern villa with its creaking floors
and rattling windows in which they were living.”
“She is quite right,”
said Mrs. Hatton. “I wonder at them for
leaving the old place. Many a time and oft I
have said that.”
“She told me they had been up
there a good deal during the past summer and had enjoyed
the peace and solitude of the situation; and the large
silent rooms were full of stories, she said—love
stories of the old gay Regency days. I said something
about filling them with love stories of the present
day, and she laughed and said her mother was going
there to farm the land and make some money out of
it; and she added with a smile like sunshine, ’And
I am going to try and help her. That accounts
for our walk this afternoon, Mr. Hatton,’ and
I told her I was that well pleased with the walk,
I cared little for what had caused it.
“In a short time we came in
sight of the big, lonely house and entered the long
neglected park and garden. I noticed at once a
splendid belt of old ash-trees that shielded the house
from the north and northeast winds. I asked Jane
if she knew who planted them, and she said she had
heard that the builder of the house planted the trees.
Then I told her I suspected the builder had been a
very wise man, and when she asked why I answered,
Because he could hardly have chosen a better tree.
The ash represents some of the finest qualities in
human nature.’”
“That wasn’t much like love talk, John.”
“It was the best kind of talk,
mother. There had to be some commonplace conversation
to induce that familiarity which made love talk possible.
So I told her how the ash would grow anywhere—even
at the seaside, where all trees lean from the sea—except
the ash. Sea or no sea, it stands straight
up. Even the oak will shave up on the side of
the wind, but not the ash. And best of
all, the ash bears pruning better than any other tree.
Pruning! That is the great trial both for men
and trees, mother. None of us like it, but the
ash-tree makes the best of it.”
“What did she say to all this rigmarole about
trees?”
“She said there was something
very human about trees, that she had often watched
them tewing with a great wind, tossing and fretting,
but very seldom giving way to it. And she added,
’They are a great deal more human than mountains.
I really think they talk about people among themselves.
I have heard those ash-trees laughing and whispering
together. Many say that they know when the people
who own them are going to die. Then, on every
tree there are some leaves splashed with white.
It was so the year father died. Do you believe
in signs, Mr. Hatton?’ she asked.
“Then, mother, without my knowledge
or intention I answered, ’Oh, my dear!
The world is full of signs and the man must be deaf
and blind that does not believe in them. I have
seen just round Hatton that the whole bird world is
ruled by the signs that the trees hang out.’
And she asked me what they were, and I told her to
notice next spring that as soon as the birch-leaves
opened, the pheasant began to crow and the thrush
to sing and the blackbird to whistle; and when the
oak-leaves looked their reddest, and not a day before,
the whole tribe of finches broke into song.
“Thus talking, mother, and getting
very close and friendly with each other, we passed
through the park, and I could not help noticing the
abundance of hares and pheasants. Jane said they
had not been molested since her father’s death,
but now they were going to send some of them to market.
As we approached the house, an old man came to meet
us and I gave my horse to his care. He had the
keys of the house and he opened the great door for
us. The Hall was very high and cold and lonely,
but in a parlor on the right-hand side we found an
old woman lighting a fire which was already blazing
merrily. Jane knew her well and she told her
to make us a pot of tea and bring it there. With
her own hands she drew forward a handsome Pembroke
table, and then we went together through the main
rooms of the house. They were furnished in the
time of the Regency, Jane said, and it was easy to
recognize the rich, ornate extravagance of that period.
In all this conversation, mother, we were drawing
nearer and nearer to each other and I kept in mind
that I had called her once ‘my dear’ and
that she had shown no objection to the words.”
“I suppose the old man and woman
were John Britton and his wife Dinah. I believe
they have charge of the place.”
“I think so. I heard Jane
give the man some orders about the glass in the windows
and he spoke to her concerning the bee skeps and the
dahlia bulbs being all right for winter. In half
an hour there was a nice little tea ready for us,
and just imagine, mother, how it felt for me to be
sitting there drinking tea with Jane!”
“Was it a nice tea, John?”
“Mother, what can I tell you?
I wasn’t myself at all. I only know that
Dinah came in and out with hot cakes and that Jane
put honey on them and gave them to me with smiles
and kind words. It was all wonderful! If
I had been dreaming, I might have felt just as much
out of the body.”
“Jane can be very charming, I know that, John.”
“She was something better than
charming, mother; she was kind and just a little quiet.
If she had been laughing and noisy and in one of her
merry moods, it would not have been half so enchanting.
It was her sweet sedateness that gave sureness and
reality to the whole affair.
“We left Harlow House just as
the hunting-moon was rising. Its full yellow
splendor was over everything, and Jane looked almost
spiritual in its transfiguring light. Mother,
I do not remember what I said, as I walked with her
hand-in-hand through the park. Ask your own heart,
mother. I have no doubt father said the same words
to you. There can only be one language for an
emotion so powerful. Wise or foolish, Jane understood
what I said, and in words equally sweet and foolish
she gave me her promise. Oh, mother, it was not
altogether the words! It was the little tremors
and coy unfoldings and sweet agitations of love revealing
itself—it wakened in Jane’s heart
like a wandering rose. And I saw this awakening
of the woman, mother, and it was a wonderful sight.”
“John, you have had an experience
that most men miss; be thankful for it.”
“I am, mother. As long as I live, I will
remember it.”
“Did you see Mrs. Harlow?”
“For a short time only.
She was much pleased at her daughter’s choice.
She thought our marriage might disarrange some of her
own plans, but she said Jane’s happiness came
before all other considerations.”
“Well, John, it is more than
a few hours since you had that wonderful tea with
cakes and honey. You must have your proper eating,
no matter what comes or goes. What do you say
to a slice of cold roast beef and some apple pie?”
“Nay, mother, I’m not
beef hungry. I’ll have the apple pie, and
a pitcher of new milk.”
“And then thou must go to bed
and settle thyself with a good, deep sleep.”
“To be sure, mother. Joy
tires a man as trouble does, but a deep sleep will
rest and steady me.”
So John went to the deep, steadying
sleep he needed; it was Mrs. Hatton who watched the
midnight hours away in anxious thought and careful
forebodings. She had not worried much about Harry’s
passion for Lucy Lugur. She was sure that his
Mediterranean trip would introduce him to girls so
much lovelier than Lucy that he would practically have
forgotten her when he returned. Harry had been
in love with half a dozen girls before Lucy.
She let Harry slip out of her consideration.
John’s case was different.
It was vitally true and intense. She understood
that John must marry or be miserable, and she faced
the situation with brimming eyes and a very heavy
heart. She had given John her loving sympathy,
and she would not retract a word of it to him.
But to God she could open her heart and to Him she
could tell even those little things she would not
speak of to any human being. She could ask God
to remember that, boy and man, John had stood by her
side for nearly thirty years, and that he was leaving
her for a woman who had been unknown a year ago.
She could tell God that John’s
enthusiastic praise of this strange woman had been
hard to bear, and she divined that at least for a time
she might have to share her home with her. She
anticipated all the little offenses she must overlook,
all the small unconsidered slights she must pass by.
She knew there would be difficulties and differences
in which youth and beauty would carry the day against
truth and justice; and she sat hour after hour marshaling
these trials of her love and temper and facing them
all to their logical end.
Some women would have said, “Time
enough to face a trial when it comes.”
No, it is too late then. Trials apprehended are
trials defended; and Martha Hatton knew that she could
not trust herself with unexpected trials. In
that case she believed the natural woman would behave
herself naturally, and say the words and do the deeds
called forth by the situation. So Martha in this
solemn session was seeking strength to give up, strength
to bear and to forbear, strength to see her household
laws and customs violated, and not go on the aggressive
for their sanctity.
She had a custom that devout women
in all ages have naturally followed. She sat
quiet before God and spoke to Him in low, whispered
words. It was not prayer; it was rather the still
confidence of one who asks help and counsel from a
Friend, able and willing to give it.
“Dear God,” she said,
in a voice that none but God could hear, “give
me good, plain, household understanding—let
me keep in mind that there is no foolishness like
falling out—help me to hold my temper well
in hand so that I may put things right as fast as
they go wrong. I am jealous about John—it
is hard to give him up. Thou gavest him
to me, Thou knowest. Oh, let nothing that happens
unmother me!”
In this way she sat in the dark and
silence and asked and waited for the answer.
And no doubt it came, for about two o’clock she
rose up like one that had been strengthened and went
calmly to her rest.
In the morning the first shock of
the coming change was over, the everyday use and wont
of an orderly house restored the feeling of stability,
and Martha told herself things might turn out better
than looked likely. John was just as loving and
attentive as he had always been, and when he asked
her to call on Jane Harlow as soon as she could and
give her welcome into the Hatton family, she did not
impute his attentions to any selfish motive.
Nevertheless, it was as the Lady of
Hatton Manor, rather than as John’s mother,
she went to make this necessary call. She dressed
with the greatest care, and though she was a good
walker, chose to have her victoria with its pair of
white ponies carry her to the village. Jane met
her at the gate of their villa and the few words of
necessary welcome were spoken with a kindness which
there was no reason to doubt.
With Mrs. Harlow Martha had a queer
motherly kind of friendship, and it was really by
her advice the ladies had been led to think of a return
to Harlow House. For she saw that the elder woman
was unhappy for want of some interest in life, and
she was sure that the domestic instinct, as well as
the instinct for buying and selling, was well developed
in her and only wanted exercise. Indeed, an hour’s
conversation on the possibilities of Harlow House,
of the money to be made on game, poultry, eggs, milk,
butter, honey, fruit, had roused such good hopes in
Mrs. Harlow’s heart that she could hardly wait
until the house was put in order and the necessary
servants hired.
She relied on Martha like a child,
and anyone who did that was sure of her motherly kindness.
On this day Martha was particularly glad to turn the
conversation on the subject. She spoke of Jane’s
marriage and pointed out what a comfort it would be
when she was alone to be making a bit of money at
every turn. “Why!” she cried enthusiastically.
“Instead of moping over the fire with some silly
tale of impossible tragedy, you will have your dairy
and poultry to look after. Even in winter they
bring in money, and there’s game to send to market
every week. Hares come as fast as they go, and
partridge are hardy and plentiful. Why, there’s
a little fortune lying loose in Harlow! If I were
you, I would make haste to pick it up.”
This was a safe and encouraging subject,
and Mrs. Hatton pressed it for all it was worth.
It was only Jane that saw any objections to their
immediate removal to Harlow House. She said Lord
Harlow, as her nearest relative and the head of their
house, had been written to that morning, being informed
of her intended marriage, and she thought no fresh
step ought to be taken until they heard from him.
But this or that, Martha Hatton spent
more than two hours with the Harlow ladies, and she
left them full of hope and enthusiasm. And oh,
how good, how charming, how strengthening is a new
hope in life! The two ladies were ten or twelve
degrees higher in moral atmosphere when Mrs. Hatton
left them than they had been before her call.
And she went away laughing and saying pleasant things
and the last flirt of her white kerchief as her victoria
turned up the hill was like the flutter of some glad
bird’s wing.
In four days there was a letter of
great interest and kindness from Lord Harlow.
He said that he was well acquainted with Mr. John Hatton
from many favorable sources and that the marriage
arranged between him and his niece Jane Harlow was
satisfactory in all respects. Further she was
informed that Lady Harlow requested her company during
the present season in London. It would, she said,
be her duty and her pleasure to assist in getting
ready her niece’s wedding outfit, but she left
her to fix the day on which she would come to London.
This letter was a little thunderbolt
in the Harlow villa, and Jane said she could not go
away until her mother was settled at Harlow House.
John was much troubled at this early break in his
love dream, but Mrs. Harlow would not listen to any
refusal of Lord and Lady Harlow’s invitation.
She said Jane had never seen anything of life, and
it was only right she should do so before settling
down at Hatton. Besides, her uncle and aunt’s
gifts would be very necessary for her wedding outfit.
In the privacy of her own thoughts—yes,
and several times to her daughter—she sighed
deeply over this late kindness of Lord and Lady Harlow.
She wished that Jane had been asked before she was
engaged; nobody knew in that case what good fortune
might have come. It was such a pity!
Mrs. Harlow’s removal was not
completed until Christmas was so close at hand that
it was thought best to make it the time for their return
home. It was really John and Mrs. Hatton who
managed the whole business of the removal, and to
their efforts the complete comfort—and even
beauty—of the old residence was due.
But the days spent in this work were days full of
the sweet intimacies of love. John could never
forget one hour of them, and it added to their charm
to see and hear Martha Hatton everywhere, her hands
making beauty and comfort, her voice sounding like
a cheerful song in all the odd corners and queer places
of the house.
Upon the whole it was a wonderful
Christmas, but when it was over the realities of life
were to face. Jane was going to London and John
wondered how he was to bear the days without her.
In the spring he would begin to build the house for
himself he had long contemplated building. The
plan of it had been fully explained to Jane, and had
been approved by her, and John was resolved to break
ground for the foundation as soon as it was possible
to do so. And he calculated somewhat on the diversion
he would find in building a home for the woman he so
dearly loved.
Then the parting came, and John with
tears and misgivings sent his darling into the unknown
world of London. It was a great trial to him;
fears and doubts and sad forebodings gave him tragic
hours. It was a new kind of loneliness that he
felt; nothing like it had ever come to him before.
“My food has lost all flavor,”
he said to his mother, “and I cannot get any
good sleep. I am very unhappy.”
“Well, my dear,” she answered,
“if you don’t turn your suffering into
some sort of gain, you’ll be a great loser.
But if you turn it into patience or good hope or good
temper you will make gain out of it. You will
buy it with a price. You will pay yourself down
for it. It will be yours forever. To be
plain with you, John, you have been peevish all day
long. I wouldn’t if I were you. Nothing
makes life taste so bitter in your mouth as a peevish
temper.”
“Why, mother! What do you mean?”
“Just what I say, John, and
it is not like you. You have no real trouble.
Jane Harlow is having what any girl would call a happy
time. There is nothing wrong in it. She
does not forget you, and you must not make troubles
out of nothing, or else real troubles are sure to come.
Surely you know who to go to in your trouble?”
“Yes! Yes! In anxiety
and fear we learn how necessary it was that God should
come to us as man. ’It is our flesh that
we seek and that we find in the Godhead. It is
a face like my face that receives me, a Man like to
me that I love and am loved by forever.’
I have learned how necessary the revelation of Christ
was in these lonely weeks. I did not know I was
cross. I will mend that.”
“Do, my dear. It isn’t
like John Hatton to be cross. No, it isn’t!”
Slowly the winter passed. John
went several times to London during it and was kindly
and honorably entertained by Lord Harlow during his
visits. Then he saw his Jane in environments that
made him a little anxious about the future. Surrounded
by luxury, a belle and favorite in society, a constant
participator in all kinds of amusement and the recipient
of much attention, how would she like to settle down
to the exact monotony of life at Hatton?
It was well for John that he had none
of the Hellenic spirit in him. He was not tempted
to sit down and contemplate his worries. No, the
Hebrew spirit was the nobler one, and he persistently
chose it—“get thee forth into their
midst, and whatsoever thy hand findeth to do, do it
with thy might.” John instinctively followed
this advice, so that even his employees noticed his
diligence and watchfulness about everything going
on.
In the earliest days of April when
spring was making the world fresh and lovely and filling
the balmy air with song, John thought of the home for
himself that he would build and he determined to see
the man who was to dig the foundation that night.
He had just received a letter from Jane, and she said
she was weary of London, and longing to be with her
dear mother at Harlow House, or indeed anywhere that
would allow her to see him every day. A very
little kindness went a long way with John and such
words lying near his heart made him wonderfully happy.
And because he was happy he was exceedingly busy.
Even Greenwood did not trouble him with observations;
and official conversation was reduced to monosyllables.
People came in and left papers and went out without
a word; and there was a pressure on John to “do
whatsoever his hand found to do with all his might.”
Suddenly the door was flung open with
unrestricted force and noise and John raised his head
to reprove the offender. Instead of this, he rose
from his chair and with open arms took his brother
to his heart. “Why, Harry!” he cried.
“Mother will be glad to see you. I was thinking
of you while I dressed myself this morning. When
did you reach England?”
“I got to London three days ago.”
“Never! I wouldn’t
tell mother that! She will think you ought to
have been at Hatton three days ago.”
“I had to look after Lucy, first
thing. I found her, John, in Bradford in a sad
state.”
“I don’t understand you, Harry.”
“Her father had left her with
a very strict aunt, and she was made to do things
she never had done—work about the house,
you know—and she looked ill and sorrowful
and my heart ached for her. Her father was away
from her, and she thought I had forgotten her.
The dear little woman! I married her the next
day.”
“Henry Hatton! What are you saying?”
“I married there and then, as it were.
It was my duty to do so.”
“It was your will. There was no duty in
it.”
“Call it what you like, John.
She is now my wife and I expect you and mother will
remember this.”
“You are asking too much of mother.”
“You said you would stand by me in this matter.”
“I thought you would behave
with some consideration for others. Is it right
for you to expect mother to take an entire stranger
into her home, a girl for whom she had no liking?
Why should mother do this?”
“Because I love the girl.”
“You are shamelessly selfish,
and a girl who could make a mother’s love for
you a pretext for entering Hatton Hall as her right
is not a nice girl.”
“Lucy has done nothing of the
kind. She is satisfied in the hotel. Do
you want me to stay at the hotel?”
“I should feel very much hurt if you did.”
“But I shall stay where my wife stays.”
“You had better go and see mother. What
she does I will second.”
“John, can you settle the matter
of the mill now? I want no more to do with it
and you know you promised to buy my share in that case.”
“I want to build my home. I cannot build
and buy at the same time.”
“Why need you build? There
is Hatton Hall for you, and mother will not object
to the nobly born Jane Harlow.”
“We will not talk of Miss Harlow.
Harry, my dear, dear brother, you have come home to
turn everything upside down. Let me have a little
time to think. Go and see mother. I will
talk to you immediately afterwards. Where did
you leave the yacht?”
“At London. I disliked
Captain Cook. I felt as if I was with a tutor
of some sort all the time. He said he would take
the yacht to her wharf at Whitby and then write to
you. You ought to have a letter today. I
don’t think you are very glad to see me, John.”
“Oh, Harry, you have married
that girl, quite regardless of how your marriage would
affect your family! You ought to have given us
some time to prepare ourselves for such a change.”
“Lucy was in trouble, and I
could not bear to see her in trouble.”
“Well, go and see mother.
Perhaps you can bear mother’s trouble more easily.”
“I hope mother will be kinder
to me than you have been. John, I have no money.
Let me have a thousand pounds till we settle about
the mill.”
“Do you know what you are asking,
Harry? A thousand pounds would run Hatton Hall
for a year.”
“I have to live decently, I suppose.”
With these words he left the mill
and went at once to the Hall. Mrs. Hatton was
in the garden, tying up some straying branches of
honeysuckle. At her feet were great masses of
snowdrops tall and white among moss and ivy, and the
brown earthen beds around were cloth of gold with
splendid crocus flowers; but beyond these things, she
saw her son as soon as he reached the gate. And
she called him by his name full and heartily and stood
with open arms to receive him.
Harry plunged at once into his dilemma.
“Mother! Mother!” he cried, taking
both her hands in his. “Mother, John is
angry with me, but you will stand by me, I know you
will. It is about Lucy, mother. I found her
in great trouble, and I took her out of it. Don’t
say I did wrong, mother. Stand by me—you
always have done so.”
“You took her out of it!
Do you mean that you married her?”
“How else could I help her?
She is my wife now, and I will take care that no one
troubles her. May I bring her to see you, mother?”
Mrs. Hatton stood looking at Harry.
It was difficult for her to take in and believe what
she heard, but in a few moments she said,
“Where is she?”
“At the little hotel in the village.”
“You must bring her here at
once. She ought never to have gone to the hotel.
Dear me! What will people say?”
“Thank you, mother.”
“Take my victoria. James
is in the stable and he will drive it. Go for
your wife at once. She must come to your home.”
“And you will try and love her for my sake,
mother?”
“Nay, nay! If I can’t
love the lass for her own sake, I’ll never love
her for thy sake. But if she is thy wife, she
will get all the respect due thy wife. If she
can win more, she’ll get more, and that is all
there is to it.”
With this concession Harry had to
be satisfied. He brought his wife to the Hall
and Mrs. Hatton met her with punctilious courtesy.
She gave her the best guest room and sent her own
maid to help her dress. The little woman was
almost frightened by the ceremonious nature of her
reception. But when John came home he called
her “Lucy,” and tempered by many little
acts of brotherly kindness, that extreme politeness
which is harder to bear than hard words.
And as John and his mother sat alone
and unhappy after Harry and his wife had bid them
good night, John attempted to comfort his mother.
“You carried yourself bravely and kindly, mother,”
he said, “but I see that you suffer. What
do you think of her?”
“She is pretty and docile, but
she isn’t like a mother of Hatton men.
Look at the pictured women in the corridor upstairs.
They were born to breed and to suckle men of brain
and muscles like yourself, John. The children
of little women are apt to be little in some way or
other. Lucy does not look motherly, but Harry
is taken up with her. We must make the best of
the match, John, and don’t let the trial of their
stay here be too long. Get them away as soon
as possible.”
“Harry says that he has decided
to make his home in or near London.”
“Then he is going to leave the mill?”
“Yes.”
“What is he thinking of?”
“Music or art. He has no
settled plans. He says he must settle his home
first.”
“Well, when Harry can give up
thee and me for that girl, we need not think much
of ourselves. I feel a bit humiliated by being
put below her.”
“Don’t look at it in that way, mother.”
“Nay, but I can’t help
it. I wonder wherever Harry got his fool notions.
He was brought up in the mill and for the mill, and
I’ve always heard say that as the twig is bent
the tree is inclined.”
“That is only a half-truth,
mother. You have the nature of the tree to reckon
with. You may train a willow-tree all you like
but you will never make it an oak or an ash.
Here is Harry who has been trained for a cotton-spinner
turns back on us and says he will be an artist or a
singer, and what can we do about it? It is past
curing or altering now.”
But though the late owner of Hatton
Mill had left the clearest instructions concerning
its relation to his two sons, the matter was not easily
settled. He had tied both of them so clearly down
to his will in the matter that it was found impossible
to alter a tittle of his directions. Practically
it amounted to a just division of whatever the mill
had made after the tithe for charities had been first
deducted. It gave John a positive right to govern
the mill, to decide all disputes, and to stand in
his place as master. It gave to Henry the same
financial standing as his brother, but strictly denied
to either son who deserted the mill any sum of larger
amount than five thousand pounds; “to be made
in one payment, and not a shilling more.”
A codicil, however, three years later, permitted one
brother to buy the other out at a price to be settled
by three large cotton-spinners who had long been friends
of the Hatton family. These directions appeared
to be plain enough but there was delay after delay
in bringing the matter to a finish. It was nearly
a month before Harry had his five thousand pounds in
his pocketbook, and during this time he made no progress
with his mother. She thought him selfish and
indifferent about the mill and his family. In
fact, Harry was at that time a very much married man,
and though John was capable of considering the value
of this affection, John’s mother was not.
John looked on it as a safeguard for the future.
John’s mother saw it only as a marked and offensive
detail of the present. Lucy did nothing to help
the situation. In spite of the attention paid
her, she knew that she was unwelcome. “Your
people do not like me, Harry,” she complained;
and Harry said some unkind things concerning his people
in reply.
So the parting was cool and constrained,
and Harry went off with his bride and his five thousand
pounds, caring little at that time for any other consideration.
“He will come to himself soon,
mother,” said John. “It isn’t
worth while to fret about him.”
“I never waste anything, John,
least of all love and tears. I can learn to do
without, as well as other mothers.”
But it was a hard trial, and her tired
eyes and weary manner showed it. John was not
able to make any excuse she would listen to about Harry’s
marriage. Its hurried and almost clandestine character
deeply offended her; and the young wife during her
visit had foolishly made a point of exhibiting her
power over her husband, while both of them seemed
possessed by that egotistical spirit which insists
on their whole world seeing how vastly superior their
love is to any other love that ever had been.
Undoubtedly the young couple were offensive to everyone,
and Mrs. Hatton said they had proved to her perfect
satisfaction the propriety and even the necessity
for the retirement of newly married people to some
secluded spot for their honeymoon.
Soon after their departure Jane Harlow
returned. She came home attended by the rumor
of her triumphs and enriched by a splendid wardrobe
and many fine pieces of jewelry. She told modestly
enough the story of the life she had been leading,
and Mrs. Hatton was intensely interested in it.
“Jane Harlow is a woman of a
thousand parts, and you have chosen a wife to bring
you friendship and honor,” she said to John.
“Dear knows one cannot weary in her company.
She has an opinion on every subject.”
“She has been in highly cultivated
society and it has improved her a great deal, mother.
Perhaps if Lucy had had the same opportunity she would
have been equally benefited.”
“I beg to remind you, John,
of what you said about training trees—’the
nature of the tree has to be taken into account’;
no amount of training could make an oak out of a willow.”
“True, mother. Yet there
are people who would prefer the willow to the oak.”
“And you couldn’t help
such people, now could you? You might be sorry
for them. But there—what could you
do?”
And John said softly,
“What can we do o’er
whom the unbeholden
Hangs in a night,
wherewith we dare not cope;
What but look sunward, and
with faces golden,
Speak to each
other softly of our Hope?”