Three days afterward Ethel called
on Dora Stanhope at the Savoy. She found her
alone, and she had evidently been crying. Indeed,
she frankly admitted the fact, declaring that she
had been “so bored and so homesick, that she
relieved she had cried her beauty away.”
She glanced at Ethel’s radiant face and neat
fresh toilet with envy, and added, “I am so
glad to see you, Ethel. But I was sure that you
would come as soon as you knew I wanted you.”
“Oh, indeed, Dora, you must
not make yourself too sure of such a thing as that!
I really came to London to get some new gowns.
I have been shopping all morning.”
“I thought you had come in answer
to my letter. I was expecting you. That
is the reason I did not go out with Basil.”
“Don’t you expect a little
too much, Dora? I have a great many interests
and duties——”
“I used to be first.”
“When a girl marries she is
supposed to——”
“Please don’t talk nonsense.
Basil does not take the place of everyone and everything
else. I think we are often very tired of each
other. This morning, when I was telling him what
trouble I had with my maid, Julia, he actually yawned.
He tried to smother the yawn, but he could not, and
of course the honeymoon is over when your bridegroom
yawns in your face while you are telling him your
troubles.”
“I should think you would be
glad it was over. Of all the words in the English
language `honeymoon’ is the most ridiculous
and imbecile.”
“I suppose when you get married
you will take a honeymoon.”
“I shall have more sense and
more selfishness. A girl could hardly enter a
new life through a medium more trying. I am sure
it would need long-tested affections and the sweetest
of tempers to make it endurable.”
“I cannot imagine what you mean.”
“I mean that all traveling just
after marriage is a great blunder. Traveling
makes the sunniest disposition hasty and peevish,
for women don’t love changes as men do.
Not one in a thousand is seen at her best while traveling,
and the majority are seen at their very worst.
Then there is the discomfort and desolation of European
hotels— their mysterious methods and hours,
and the ways of foreigners, which are not as our
ways.”
“Don’t talk of them, Ethel.
They are dreadful places, and such queer people.”
“Add to these troubles ignorance
of language and coinage, the utter weariness of railway
travel, the plague of customs, the trunk that won’t
pack, the trains that won’t wait, the tiresome
sight-seeing, the climatic irritability, broiling
suns, headache, loneliness, fretfulness—consequently
the pitiful boredom of the new husband.”
“Ethel, what you say is certainly
too true. I am weary to death of it all.
I want to be at Newport with mother, who is having
a lovely time there. Of course Basil is very
nice to me, and yet there have been little tiffs and
struggles—very gentle ones—for
the mastery, which he is not going to get. To-day
he wanted me to go with him and Canon Shackleton
to see something or other about the poor of London.
I would not do it. I am so lonely, Ethel, I want
to see some one. I feel fit to cry all the time.
I like Basil best of anyone in the world, but——”
“But in the solitude of a honeymoon
among strangers you find out that the person you like
best in the world can bore you as badly as the person
you don’t like at all. Is that so?”
“Exactly. Just fancy if
we were among our friends in Newport. I should
have some pleasure in dressing and looking lovely.
Why should I dress here? There is no one to see
me.”
“Basil.”
“Of course, but Basil spends
all the time in visiting cathedrals and clergymen.
If we go out, it is to see something about the poor,
or about schools and such like. We were not in
London two hours until he was off to Westminster Abbey,
and I didn’t care a cent about the old place.
He says I must not ask him to go to theaters, but
historical old houses don’t interest me at all.
What does it matter if Cromwell slept in a certain
ancient shabby room? And as for all the palaces
I have seen, my father’s house is a great deal
handsomer, and more convenient, and more comfortable,
and I wish I were there. I hate Europe, and England
I hate worst of all.”
“You have not seen England.
We are all enraptured with its beauty and its old
houses and pleasant life.”
“You are among friends—at
home, as it were. I have heard all about Rawdon
Court. Fred Mostyn told me. He is going
to buy it.”
“When?”
“Some time this fall. Then
next year he will entertain us, and that will be a
little different to this desolate hotel, I think.”
“How long will you be in London?”
“I cannot say. We are invited
to Stanhope Castle, but I don’t want to go there.
We stayed with the Stanhopes a week when we first
came over. They were then in their London house,
and I got enough of them.”
“Did you dislike the family?”
“No, I cared nothing about them.
They just bored me. They are extremely religious.
We had prayers night and morning, and a prayer before
and after every meal. They read only very good
books, and the Honorable Misses Stanhope sew for the
poor old women and teach the poor young ones.
They work harder than anyone I ever knew, and they
call it `improving the time.’ They thought
me a very silly, reckless young woman, and I think
they all prayed for me. One night after they
had sung some very nice songs they asked me to play,
and I began with `My Little Brown Rose’—you
know they all adore the negro— and little
by little I dropped into the funniest coon songs I
knew, and oh how they laughed! Even the old lord
stroked his knees and laughed out loud, while the
young ladies laughed into their handkerchiefs.
Lady Stanhope was the only one who comprehended I
was guying them; and she looked at me with half-shut
eyes in a way that would have spoiled some girls’
fun. It only made me the merrier. So I tried
to show them a cake walk, but the old lord rose then
and said `I must be tired, and they would excuse me.’
Somehow I could not manage him. Basil was at
a workman’s concert, and when he came home I
think there were some advices and remonstrances, but
Basil never told me. I felt as if they were all
glad when I went away, and I don’t wish to go
to the Castle— and I won’t go either.”
“But if Basil wishes to go——”
“He can go alone. I rather
think Fred Mostyn will be here in a few days, and
he will take me to places that Basil will not—innocent
places enough, Ethel, so you need not look so shocked.
Why do you not ask me to Rawdon Court?”
“Because I am only a guest there.
I have no right to ask you.”
“I am sure if you told Squire
Rawdon how fond you are of me, and how lonely I am,
he would tell you to send for me.”
“I do not believe he would.
He has old-fashioned ideas about newly married people.
He would hardly think it possible that you would be
willing to go anywhere without Basil—yet.”
“He could ask Basil too.”
“If Mr. Mostyn is coming home,
he can ask you to Mostyn Hall. It is very near
Rawdon Court.”
“Yes. Fred said as soon
as he had possession of the Court he could put both
places into a ring fence. Then he would live
at the Court. If he asks us there next summer
I shall be sure to beg an invitation for you also;
so I think you might deserve it by getting me one
now. I don’t want to go to Mostyn yet.
Fred says it needs entire refurnishing, and if we
come to the Court next summer, I have promised to
give him my advice and help in making the place pretty
and up to date. Have you seen Mostyn Hall?”
“I have passed it several times.
It is a large, gloomy-looking place I was going to
say haunted-looking. It stands in a grove of
yew trees.”
“So you are not going to ask
me to Rawdon Court?”
“I really cannot, Dora.
It is not my house. I am only a guest there.”
“Never mind. Make no more
excuses. I see how it is. You always were
jealous of Fred’s liking for me. And of
course when he goes down to Mostyn you would prefer
me to be absent.”
“Good-by, Dora! I have
a deal of shopping to do, and there is not much time
before the ball, for many things will be to make.”
“The ball! What ball?”
“Only one at Rawdon Court.
The neighbors have been exceedingly kind to us, and
the Squire is going to give a dinner and ball on the
first of August.”
“Sit down and tell me about
the neighbors —and the ball.”
“I cannot. I promised Ruth
to be back at five. Our modiste is to see us
at that hour.”
“So Ruth is with you! Why
did she not call on me?”
“Did you think I should come
to London alone? And Ruth did not call because
she was too busy.”
“Everyone and everything comes
before me now. I used to be first of all.
I wish I were in Newport with dad and mamma; even
Bryce would be a comfort.”
“As I said before, you have
Mr. Stanhope.”
“Are you going to send for me
to the ball?”
“I cannot promise that, Dora. Good-by.”
Dora did not answer. She buried
her face in the soft pillow, and Ethel closed the
door to the sound of her sobs. But they did not
cause her to return or to make any foolish promises.
She divined their insincerity and their motive, and
had no mind to take any part in forwarding the latter.
And Ruth assured her she had acted
wisely. “If trouble should ever come of
this friendship,” she said, “Dora would
very likely complain that you had always thrown Mostyn
in her way, brought him to her house in New York,
and brought her to him at Rawdon, in England.
Marriage is such a risk, Ethel, but to marry without
the courage to adapt oneself. Ah!”
“You think that condition unspeakably
hard?”
“There are no words for it.”
“Dora was not reticent, I assure you.”
“I am sorry. A wife’s
complaints are self-inflicted wounds; scattered seeds,
from which only misery can spring. I hope you
will not see her again at this time.”
“I made no promise to do so.”
“And where all is so uncertain,
we had better suppose all is right than that all is
wrong. Even if there was the beginning of wrong,
it needs but an accident to prevent it, and there
are so many.”
“Accidents!”
“Yes, for accident is God’s
part in affairs. We call it accident; it would
be better to say an interposition.”
“Dora told me Mostyn intended
to buy Rawdon Court in September, and he has even
invited the Stanhopes to stay there next summer.”
“What did you say?”
“Nothing against it.”
“Very good. Do you think Mostyn is in
London now?”
“I should not wonder. I
am sure Dora is expecting him.”
In fact, the next morning they met
Dora and Basil Stanhope, driving in Hyde Park with
Mostyn, but the smiling greeting which passed between
the parties did not, except in the case of Basil Stanhope,
fairly represent the dominant feeling of anyone.
As for Stanhope, his nature was so clear and truthful
that he would hardly have comprehended a smile which
was intended to veil feelings not to be called either
quite friendly or quite pleasant. After this
meeting all the joy went out of Ruth and Ethel’s
shopping. They wanted to get back to the Court,
and they attended strictly to business in order to
do so.
Mostyn followed them very quickly.
He was exceedingly anxious to see and hear for himself
how his affairs regarding Rawdon stood. They
were easily made plain to him, and he saw with a pang
of disappointment that all his hopes of being Squire
of Rawdon Manor were over. Every penny he could
righteously claim was paid to him, and on the title
deeds of the ancient place he had no longer the shadow
of a claim. The Squire looked ten years younger
as he affectionately laid both hands on the redeemed
parchments, and Mostyn with enforced politeness congratulated
him on their integrity and then made a hurried retreat.
Of its own kind this disappointment was as great as
the loss of Dora. He could think of neither without
a sense of immeasurable and disastrous failure.
One petty satisfaction regarding the payment of the
mortgage was his only com-fort. He might now
show McLean that it was not want of money that had
made him hitherto shy of “the good investments”
offered him. He had been sure McLean in their
last interview had thought so, and had, indeed, felt
the half-veiled contempt with which the rich young
man had expressed his pity for Mostyn’s inability
to take advantage at the right moment of an exceptional
chance to play the game of beggaring his neighbor.
Now, he told himself, he would show McLean and his
braggart set that good birth and old family was for
once allied with plenty of money, and he also promised
his wounded sensibilities some very desirable reprisals,
every one of which he felt fully competent to take.
It was, after all, a poor compensation,
but there was also the gold. He thanked his
father that day for the great thoughtfulness and care
with which he had amassed this sum for him, and he
tried to console himself with the belief that gold
answered all purposes, and that the yellow metal was
a better possession than the house and lands which
he had longed for with an inherited and insensate
craving.
Two days after this event Ethel, at
her father’s direction, signed a number of papers,
and when that duty was completed, the Squire rose
from his chair, kissed her hands and her cheeks, and
in a voice full of tenderness and pride said, “I
pay my respects to the future lady of Rawdon Manor,
and I thank God for permitting me to see this hour.
Most welcome, Lady Ethel, to the rights you inherit,
and the rights you have bought.” It was
a moment hardly likely to be duplicated in any life,
and Ethel escaped from its tense emotions as soon
as possible. She could not speak, her heart was
too full of joy and wonder. There are souls that
say little and love much. How blessed are they!
On the following morning the invitations
were sent for the dinner and dance, but the time was
put forward to the eighth of August. In everyone’s
heart there was a hope that before that day Mostyn
would have left Rawdon, but the hope was barely mentioned.
In the meantime he came and went between Mostyn and
Rawdon as he desired, and was received with that modern
politeness which considers it best to ignore offenses
that our grandfathers and grandmothers would have
held for strict account and punishment.
It was evident that he had frequent
letters from Dora. He knew all her movements,
and spoke several times of opening Mostyn Hall and
inviting the Stanhopes to stay with him until their
return to America. But as this suggestion did
not bring from any member of the Rawdon family the
invitation hoped for, it was not acted upon.
He told himself the expense would be great, and the
Hall, in spite of all he could do in the interim,
would look poor and shabby compared with Rawdon Court;
so he put aside the proposal on the ground that he
could not persuade his aunt to do the entertaining
necessary. And for all the irritation and humiliations
centering round his loss of Rawdon and his inabilities
with regard to Dora he blamed Ethel. He was sure
if he had been more lovable and encouraging he could
have married her, and thus finally reached Rawdon
Court; and then, with all the unreason imaginable,
nursed a hearty dislike to her because she would not
understand his desires, and provide means for their
satisfaction. The bright, joyous girl with her
loving heart, her abounding vitality, and constant
cheerfulness, made him angry. In none of her
excellencies he had any share, consequently he hated
her.
He would have quickly returned to
London, but Dora and her husband were staying with
the Stanhopes, and her letters from Stanhope Castle
were lachrymose complaints of the utter weariness
and dreariness of life there the preaching and reading
aloud, the regular walking and driving—all
the innocent method of lives which recognized they
were here for some higher purpose than mere physical
enjoyment. And it angered Mostyn that neither
Ruth nor Ethel felt any sympathy for Dora’s
ennui, and proposed no means of releasing her from
it. He considered them both disgustingly selfish
and ill-natured, and was certain that all their
reluctance at Dora’s presence arose from their
jealousy of her beauty and her enchanting grace.
On the afternoon of the day preceding
the intended entertainment Ruth, Ethel, and the Squire
were in the great dining-room superintending its decoration.
They were merrily laughing and chatting, and were
not aware of the arrival of any visitors until Mrs.
Nicholas Rawdon’s rosy, good-natured face appeared
at the open door. Everyone welcomed her gladly,
and the Squire offered her a seat.
“Nay, Squire,” she said,
“I’m come to ask a favor, and I won’t
sit till I know whether I get it or not; for if I
don’t get it, I shall say good-by as quickly
as I can. Our John Thomas came home this morning
and his friend with him, and I want invitations for
the young men, both of them. My great pleasure
lies that way—if you’ll give it to
me.”
“Most gladly,” answered
the Squire, and Ethel immediately went for the necessary
passports. When she returned she found Mrs. Nicholas
helping Ruth and the Squire to arrange the large silver
and cut crystal on the sideboard, and talking at the
same time with unabated vivacity.
“Yes,” she was saying,
“the lads would have been here two days ago,
but they stayed in London to see some American lady
married. John Thomas’s friend knew her.
She was married at the Ambassador’s house.
A fine affair enough, but it bewilders me this taking
up marriage without priest or book. It’s
a new commission. The Church’s warrant,
it seems, is out of date. It may be right’
it may be legal, but I told John Thomas if he ever
got himself married in that kind of a way, he wouldn’t
have father or me for witnesses.”
“I am glad,” said the
Squire, “that the young men are home in time
for our dance. The young like such things.”
“To be sure they do. John
Thomas wouldn’t give me a moment’s rest
till I came here. I didn’t want to come.
I thought John Thomas should come himself, and I told
him plainly that I was ready to do anyone a favor
if I could, but if he wanted me to come because he
was afraid to come himself, I was just as ready to
shirk the journey. And he laughed and said he
was not feared for any woman living, but he did want
to make his first appearance in his best clothes—and
that was natural, wasn’t it? So I came
for the two lads.” Then she looked at the
girls with a smile, and said in a comfortable kind
of way: “You’ll find them very nice
lads, indeed. I can speak for John Thomas, I
have taken his measure long since; and as far as
I can judge his friend, Nature went about some full
work when she made a man of him. He’s got
a sweet temper, and a strong mind, and a straight
judgment, if I know anything about men—which
Nicholas sometimes makes me think I don’t.
But Nicholas isn’t an ordinary man, he’s
what you call `an exception.’” Then shaking
her head at Ethel, she continued reprovingly:
“You were neither of you in church Sunday.
I know some young women who went to the parish church—Methodists
they are—specially to see your new hats.
There’s some talk about them, I can tell you,
and the village milliner is pestered to copy them.
She keeps her eyes open for you. You disappointed
a lot of people. You ought to go to church in
the country. It’s the most respectable
thing you can do.”
“We were both very tired,”
said Ruth, “and the sun was hot, and we had
a good Sabbath at home. Ethel read the Psalms,
Epistle and Gospel for the day, and the Squire gave
us some of the grandest organ music I ever heard.”
“Well, well! Everyone knows
the Squire is a grand player. I don’t suppose
there is another to match him in the whole world,
and the old feeling about church-going is getting
slack among the young people. They serve God
now very much at their ease.”
“Is not that better than serving
Him on compulsion?” asked Ruth.
“I dare say. I’m
no bigot. I was brought up an Independent, and
went to their chapel until I married Nicholas Rawdon.
My fa-ther was a broad-thinking man. He never
taught me to locate God in any building; and I’m
sure I don’t believe our parish church is His
dwelling-place. If it is, they ought to mend
the roof and put a new carpet down and make things
cleaner and more respectable. Well, Squire, you
have silver enough to tempt all the rogues in Yorkshire,
and there’s a lot of them. But now I’ve
seen it, I’ll go home with these bits of paper.
I shall be a very important woman to-night. Them
two lads won’t know how to fleech and flatter
me enough. I’ll be waited on hand and foot.
And Nicholas will get a bit of a set-down. He
was bragging about Miss Ethel bringing his invitation
to his hand and promising to dance with him.
I wouldn’t do it if I were Miss Ethel.
She’ll find out, if she does, what it means
to dance with a man that weighs twenty stone, and
who has never turned hand nor foot to anything but
money-making for thirty years.”
She went away with a sweep and a rustle
of her shimmering silk skirt, and left behind her
such an atmosphere of hearty good-nature as made the
last rush and crowd of preparations easily ordered
and quickly accomplished. Before her arrival
there had been some doubt as to the weather.
She brought the shining sun with her, and when he
set, he left them with the promise of a splendid to-morrow—a
promise amply redeemed when the next day dawned.
Indeed, the sunshine was so brilliant, the garden
so gay and sweet, the lawn so green and firm, the
avenues so shady and full of wandering songs, that
it was resolved to hold the preliminary reception
out of doors. Ethel and Ruth were to receive
on the lawn, and at the open hall door the Squire
would wait to welcome his guests.
Soon after five o’clock there
was a brilliant crowd wandering and resting in the
pleasant spaces; and Ethel, wearing a diaphanously
white robe and carrying a rush basket full of white
carnations, was moving among them distributing the
flowers. She was thus the center of a little
laughing, bantering group when the Nicholas Rawdon
party arrived. Nicholas remained with the Squire,
Mrs. Rawdon and the young men went toward Ethel.
Mrs. Rawdon made a very handsome appearance—“an
aristocratic Britannia in white liberty silk and old
lace,” whispered Ruth, and Ethel looked up quickly,
to meet her merry eyes full of some unexplained triumph.
In truth, the proud mother was anticipating a great
pleasure, not only in the presentation of her adored
son, but also in the curiosity and astonishment she
felt sure would be evoked by his friend. So,
with the boldness of one who brings happy tidings,
she pressed forward. Ethel saw her approach,
and went to meet her. Suddenly her steps were
arrested. An extraordinary thing was going to
happen. The Apollo of her dreams, the singer
of the Holland House pavement, was at Mrs. Rawdon’s
side, was talking to her, was evidently a familiar
friend. She was going to meet him, to speak to
him at last. She would hear his name in a few
moments; all that she had hoped and believed was coming
true. And the clear, resonant voice of Lydia
Rawdon was like music in her ears as she said, with
an air of triumph she could not hide:
“Miss Rawdon, I want you to
know my son, Mr. John Thomas Rawdon, and also John
Thomas’s cousin, Mr. Tyrrel Rawdon, of the United
States.” Then Mr. Tyrrel Rawdon looked
into Ethel’s face, and in that marvelous meeting
of their eyes, swift as the firing of a gun, their
pupils dilated and flashed with recognition, and the
blood rushed crimson over both faces. She gave
the gentlemen flowers, and listened to Mrs. Rawdon’s
chatter, and said in reply she knew not what.
A swift and exquisite excitement had followed her
surprise. Feelings she could not voice were beating
at her lips, and yet she knew that without her conscious
will she had expressed her astonishment and pleasure.
It was, indeed, doubtful whether any after speech
or explanation would as clearly satisfy both hearts
as did that momentary flash from soul to soul of mutual
remembrance and interest.
“I thought I’d give you
a surprise,” said Mrs. Rawdon delightedly.
“You didn’t know the Tyrrel-Rawdons had
a branch in America, did you? We are a bit proud
of them, I can tell you that.”
And, indeed, the motherly lady had
some reason. John Thomas was a handsome youth
of symmetrical bone and flesh and well-developed muscle.
He had clear, steady, humorous eyes; a manner frank
and independent, not to be put upon; and yet Ethel
divined, though she could not have declared, the “want”
in his appearance—that all-overish grace
and elasticity which comes only from the development
of the brain and nervous system. His face was
also marred by the seal of commonness which trade
impresses on so many men, the result of the subjection
of the intellect to the will, and of the impossibility
of grasping things except as they relate to self.
In this respect the American cousin was his antipodes.
His whole body had a psychical expression—slim,
elastic, alert. Over his bright gray eyes the
eyelids drew themselves horizontally, showing his
dexterity and acuteness of mind; indeed, his whole
expression and mien
“Were, as are the eagle’s
keen,
All the man was aquiline.”
These personal characteristics taking
some minutes to describe were almost an instantaneous
revelation to Ethel, for what the soul sees it sees
in a flash of understanding. But at that time
she only answered her impressions without any inquiry
concerning them. She was absorbed by the personal
presence of the men, and all that was lovely and lovable
in her nature responded to their admiration.
As they strolled together through
a flowery alley, she made them pass their hands through
the thyme and lavender, and listen to a bird singing
its verses, loud and then soft, in the scented air
above them. They came out where the purple plums
and golden apricots were beginning to brighten a southern
wall, and there, moodily walking by himself, they
met Mostyn face to face. An angry flash and
movement interpreted his annoyance, but he immediately
recovered himself, and met Ethel and his late political
opponent with polite equanimity. But a decided
constraint fell on the happy party, and Ethel was
relieved to hear the first tones of the great bell
swing out from its lofty tower the call to the dining-room.
As far as Mostyn was concerned, this
first malapropos meeting indicated the whole evening.
His heart was beating quickly to some sense of defeat
which he did not take the trouble to analyze.
He only saw the man who had shattered his political
hopes and wasted his money in possession also of what
he thought he might rightly consider his place at
Ethel’s side. He had once contemplated
making Ethel his bride, and though the matrimonial
idea had collapsed as completely as the political
one, the envious, selfish misery of the “dog
in the manger” was eating at his heartstrings.
He did not want Ethel; but oh, how he hated the thought
of either John Thomas or that American Raw-don winning
her! His seat at the dinner-table also annoyed
him. It was far enough from the objects of his
resentment to prevent him hearing or interfering in
their merry conversation; and he told himself with
passionate indignation that Ethel had never once
in all their intercourse been so beautiful and bright
as she revealed herself that evening to those two
Rawdon youths—one a mere loom-master, the
other an American whom no one knew anything about.
The long, bewitching hours of the
glorious evening added fuel to the flame of his anger.
He could only procure from Ethel the promise of one
unimportant dance at the close of her programme; and
the American had three dances, and the mere loom-man
two. And though he attempted to restore his self-complacency
by devoting his whole attentions to the only titled
young ladies in the room, he had throughout the evening
a sense of being snubbed, and of being a person no
longer of much importance at Rawdon Court. And
the reasoning of wounded self-love is a singular
process. Mostyn was quite oblivious of any personal
cause for the change; he attributed it entirely to
the Squire’s ingratitude.
“I did the Squire a good turn
when he needed it, and of course he hates me for the
obligation; and as for the Judge and his fine daughter,
they interfered with my business —did me
a great wrong—and they are only illustrating
the old saying, `Since I wronged you I never liked
you.’” After indulging such thoughts awhile,
he resolved to escort the ladies Aurelia and Isolde
Danvers to Danvers Castle, and leave Miss Ethel to
find a partner for her last dance, a decision that
favored John Thomas, greatly relieved Ethel, and bestowed
upon himself that most irritating of all punishments,
a self-inflicted disappointment.
This evening was the inauguration
of a period of undimmed delight. In it the Tyrrel-Rawdons
concluded a firm and affectionate alliance with the
elder branch at the Court, and one day after a happy
family dinner John Thomas made the startling proposal
that “the portrait of the disinherited, disowned
Tyrrel should be restored to its place in the family
gallery.” He said he had “just walked
through it, and noticed that the spot was still vacant,
and I think surely,” he added, “the young
man’s father must have meant to recall him home
some day, but perhaps death took him unawares.”
“Died in the hunting-field,”
murmured the Squire.
John Thomas bowed his head to the
remark, and proceeded, “So perhaps, Squire,
it may be in your heart to forgive the dead, and
bring back the poor lad’s picture to its place.
They who sin for love aren’t so bad, sir, as
they who sin for money. I never heard worse of
Tyrrel Rawdon than that he loved a poor woman instead
of a rich woman—and married her. Those
that have gone before us into the next life, I should
think are good friends together; and I wouldn’t
wonder if we might even make them happier there if
we conclude to forget all old wrongs and live together
here—as Rawdons ought to live—like
one family.”
“I am of your opinion, John
Thomas,” said the Squire, rising, and as he
did so he looked at the Judge, who immediately indorsed
the proposal. One after the other rose with sweet
and strong assent, until there was only Tyrrel Rawdon’s
voice lacking. But when all had spoken he rose
also, and said:
“I am Tyrrel Rawdon’s
direct descendant, and I speak for him when I say
to-day, `Make room for me among my kindred!’
He that loves much may be forgiven much.”
Then the housekeeper was called, and
they went slowly, with soft words, up to the third
story of the house. And the room unused for a
century was flung wide open; the shutters were unbarred,
and the sunshine flooded it; and there amid his fishing
tackle, guns, and whips, and faded ballads upon the
wall, and books of wood lore and botany, and dress
suits of velvet and satin, and hunting suits of scarlet—all
faded and falling to pieces— stood the
picture of Tyrrel Rawdon, with its face turned to
the wall. The Squire made a motion to his descendant,
and the young American tenderly turned it to the light.
There was no decay on those painted lineaments.
The almost boyish face, with its loving eyes and laughing
mouth, was still twenty-four years old; and with
a look of pride and affection the Squire lifted the
picture and placed it in the hands of the Tyrrel Rawdon
of the day.
The hanging of the picture in its
old place was a silent and tender little ceremony,
and after it the party separated. Mrs. Rawdon
went with Ruth to rest a little. She said “she
had a headache,” and she also wanted a good
womanly talk over the affair. The Squire, Judge
Rawdon, Mr. Nicholas Rawdon, and John Thomas returned
to the dining-room to drink a bottle of such mild
Madeira as can only now be found in the cellars of
old county magnates, and Ethel and Tyrrel Rawdon strolled
into the garden. There had not been in either
mind any intention of leaving the party, but as they
passed through the hall Tyrrel saw Ethel’s garden
hat and white parasol lying on a table, and, impelled
by some sudden and unreasoned instinct, he offered
them to her. Not a word of request was spoken;
it was the eager, passionate command of his eyes she
obeyed. And for a few minutes they were speechless,
then so intensely conscious that words stumbled and
were lame, and they managed only syllables at a time.
But he took her hand, and they came by sunny alleys
of boxwood to a great plane tree, bearing at wondrous
height a mighty wealth of branches. A bank of
soft, green turf encircled its roots, and they sat
down in the trembling shadows. It was in the
midst of the herb garden; beds of mint and thyme,
rosemary and marjoram, basil, lavender, and other
fragrant plants were around, and close at hand a little
city of straw skeps peopled by golden brown bees;
From these skeps came a delicious aroma of riced flowers
and virgin wax. It was a new Garden of Eden,
in which life was sweet as perfume and pure as prayer.
Nothing stirred the green, sunny afternoon but the
murmur of the bees, and the sleepy twittering of the
birds in the plane branches. An inexpressible
peace swept like the breath of heaven through the
odorous places. They sat down sighing for very
happiness. The silence became too eloquent.
At length it was almost unendurable, and Ethel said
softly:
“How still it is!”
Tyrrel looked at her steadily with
beaming eyes. Then he took from his pocket a
little purse of woven gold and opal-tinted beads,
and held it in his open hand for her to see, watching
the bright blush that spread over her face, and the
faint, glad smile that parted her lips.
“You understand?”
“Yes. It is mine.”
“It was yours. It is now mine.”
“How did you get it?”
“I bought it from the old man
you gave it to.”
“Oh! Then you know him?
How is that?”
“The hotel people sent a porter
home with him lest he should be robbed. Next
day I made inquiries, and this porter told me where
he lived. I went there and bought this purse
from him. I knew some day it would bring me to
you. I have carried it over my heart ever since.”
“So you noticed me?”
“I saw you all the time I was
singing. I have never forgotten you since that
hour.”
“What made you sing?”
“Compassion, fate, an urgent
impulse; perhaps, indeed, your piteous face—I
saw it first.”
“Really?”
“I saw it first. I saw
it all the time I was singing. When you dropped
this purse my soul met yours in a moment’s greeting.
It was a promise. I knew I should meet you again.
I have loved you ever since. I wanted to tell
you so the hour we met. It has been hard to keep
my secret so long.”
“It was my secret also.”
“I love you beyond all words.
My life is in your hands. You can make me the
gladdest of mortals. You can send me away forever.”
“Oh, no, I could not! I
could not do that!” The rest escapes words;
but thus it was that on this day of days these two
came by God’s grace to each other.
For all things come by fate to flower,
At their unconquerable hour.
And the very atmosphere of such bliss
is diffusive; it seemed as if all the living creatures
around understood. In the thick, green branches
the birds began to twitter the secret, and certainly
the wise, wise bees knew also, in some occult way,
of the love and joy that had just been revealed.
A wonderful humming and buzzing filled the hives,
and the air vibrated with the movement of wings.
Some influence more swift and secret than the birds
of the air carried the matter further, for it finally
reached Royal, the Squire’s favorite collie,
who came sauntering down the alley, pushed his nose
twice under Ethel’s elbow, and then with a significant
look backward, advised the lovers to follow him to
the house.
When they finally accepted his invitation,
they found Mrs. Rawdon drinking a cup of tea with
Ruth in the hall. Ethel joined them with affected
high spirits and random explanations and excuses,
but both women no-ticed her radiant face and exulting
air. “The garden is such a heavenly place,”
she said ecstatically, and Mrs Rawdon remarked, as
she rose and put her cup on the table, “Girls
need chaperons in gardens if they need them anywhere.
I made Nicholas Rawdon a promise in Mossgill Garden
I’ve had to spend all my life since trying to
keep.”
“Tyrrel and I have been sitting
under the plane tree watching the bees. They
are such busy, sensible creatures.”
“They are that,” answered
Mrs. Rawdon. “If you knew all about them
you would wonder a bit. My father had a great
many; he studied their ways and used to laugh at
the ladies of the hive being so like the ladies of
the world. You see the young lady bees are just
as inexperienced as a schoolgirl. They get lost
in the flowers, and are often so overtaken and reckless,
that the night finds them far from the hive, heavy
with pollen and chilled with cold. Sometimes
father would lift one of these imprudent young things,
carry it home, and try to get it admitted. He
never could manage it. The lady bees acted just
as women are apt to do when other women go where
they don’t go, or do as they don’t
do.”
“But this is interesting,”
said Ruth. “Pray, how did the ladies of
the hive behave to the culprit?”
“They came out and felt her
all over, turned her round and round, and then pushed
her out of their community. There was always
a deal of buzzing about the poor, silly thing, and
I shouldn’t wonder if their stings were busy
too. Bees are ill-natured as they can be.
Well, well, I don’t blame anyone for sitting
in the garden such a day as this; only, as I was saying,
gardens have been very dangerous places for women
as far as I know.”
Ruth laughed softly. “I
shall take a chaperon with me, then, when I go into
the garden.”
“I would, dearie. There’s
the Judge; he’s a very suitable, sedate-looking
one but you never can tell. The first woman found
in a garden and a tree had plenty of sorrow for herself
and every woman that has lived after her. I wish
Nicholas and John Thomas would come. I’ll
warrant they’re talking what they call politics.”
Politics was precisely the subject
which had been occupying them, for when Tyrrel entered
the dining-room, the Squire, Judge Rawdon, and Mr.
Nicholas Rawdon were all standing, evidently just
finishing a Conservative argument against the Radical
opinions of John Thomas. The young man was still
sitting, but he rose with smiling good-humor as Tyrrel
entered.
“Here is Cousin Tyrrel,”
he cried; “he will tell you that you may call
a government anything you like radical, conservative,
republican, democratic, socialistic, but if it isn’t
a cheap government, it isn’t a good government;
and there won’t be a cheap government in England
till poor men have a deal to say about making laws
and voting taxes.”
“Is that the kind of stuff you
talk to our hands, John Thomas? No wonder they
are neither to hold nor to bind.”
They were in the hall as John Thomas
finished his political creed, and in a few minutes
the adieux were said, and the wonderful day was over.
It had been a wonderful day for all, but perhaps no
one was sorry for a pause in life—a pause
in which they might rest and try to realize what it
had brought and what it had taken away. The Squire
went at once to his room, and Ethel looked at Ruth
inquiringly. She seemed exhausted, and was out
of sympathy with all her surroundings.
“What enormous vitality these
Yorkshire women must have!” she said almost
crossly. “Mrs. Rawdon has been talking
incessantly for six hours. She has felt all she
said. She has frequently risen and walked about.
She has used all sorts of actions to emphasize her
words, and she is as fresh as if she had just taken
her morning bath. How do the men stand them?”
“Because they are just as vital.
John Thomas will overlook and scold and order his
thousand hands all day, talk even his mother down
while he eats his dinner, and then lecture or lead
his Musical Union, or conduct a poor man’s concert,
or go to `the Weaver’s Union,’ and what
he calls `threep them’ for two or three hours
that labor is ruining capital, and killing the goose
that lays golden eggs for them. Oh, they are
a wonderful race, Ruth!”
“I really can’t discuss
them now, Ethel.”
“Don’t you want to know
what Tyrrel said to me this afternoon?”
“My dear, I know. Lovers
have said such things before, and lovers will say
them evermore. You shall tell me in the morning.
I thought he looked distrait and bored with our company.”
Indeed, Tyrrel was so remarkably quiet
that John Thomas also noticed his mood, and as they
sat smoking in Tyrrel’s room, he resolved to
find out the reason, and with his usual directness
asked:
“What do you think of Ethel
Rawdon, Tyrrel,”
“I think she is the most beautiful
woman I ever saw. She has also the most sincere
nature, and her high spirit is sweetly tempered by
her affectionate heart.”
“I am glad you know so much
about her. Look here, Cousin Tyrrel, I fancied
to-night you were a bit jealous of me. It is
easy to see you are in love, and I’ve no doubt
you were thinking of the days when you would be thousands
of miles away, and I should have the ground clear
and so on, eh?”
“Suppose I was, cousin, what then?”
“You would be worrying for nothing.
I don’t want to marry Ethel Rawdon. If
I did, you would have to be on the ground all the
time, and then I should best you; but I picked out
my wife two years ago, and if we are both alive and
well, we are going to be married next Christmas.”
“I am delighted. I——”
“I thought you would be.”
“Who is the young lady?”
“Miss Lucy Watson. Her
father is the Independent minister. He is a gentleman,
though his salary is less than we give our overseer.
And he is a great scholar. So is Lucy. She
finished her course at college this summer, and with
high honors. Bless you, Tyrrel, she knows far
more than I do about everything but warps and looms
and such like. I admire a clever woman, and I’m
proud of Lucy.”
“Where is she now?”
“Well, she was a bit done up
with so much study, and so she went to Scarborough
for a few weeks. She has an aunt there.
The sea breezes and salt water soon made her fit for
anything. She may be home very soon now.
Then, Tyrrel, you’ll see a beauty—face
like a rose, hair brown as a nut, eyes that make
your heart go galloping, the most enticing mouth,
the prettiest figure, and she loves me with all her
heart. When she says `John Thomas, dear one,’
I tremble with pleasure, and when she lets me kiss
her sweet mouth, I really don’t know where I
am. What would you say if a girl whispered, `I
love you, and nobody but you,’ and gave you
a kiss that was like—like wine and roses?
Now what would you say?”
“I know as little as you do
what I would say. It’s a situation to make
a man coin new words. I suppose your family are
pleased.”
“Well, I never thought about
my family till I had Lucy’s word. Then
I told mother. She knew Lucy all through.
Mother has a great respect for Independents, and though
father sulked a bit at first, mother had it out with
him one night, and when mother has father quiet in
their room father comes to see things just as she
wants him. I suppose that’s the way with
wives. Lucy will be just like that. She’s
got a sharp little temper, too. She’ll
let me have a bit of it, no doubt, now and then.”
“Will you like that?”
“I wouldn’t care a farthing
for a wife without a bit of temper. There would
be no fun in living with a woman of that kind.
My father would droop and pine if mother didn’t
spur him on now and then. And he likes it.
Don’t I know? I’ve seen mother snappy
and awkward with him all breakfast time, tossing
her head, and rattling the china, and declaring she
was worn out with men that let all the good bargains
pass them; perhaps making fun of us because we couldn’t
manage to get along without strikes. She had
no strikes with her hands, she’d like to see
her women stand up and talk to her about shorter hours,
and so on; and father would look at me sly-like, and
as we walked to the mill together he’d laugh
contentedly and say, `Your mother was quite refreshing
this morning, John Thomas. She has keyed me up
to a right pitch. When Jonathan Arkroyd comes
about that wool he sold us I’ll be all ready
for him.’ So you see I’m not against
a sharp temper. I like women as Tennyson says
English girls are, `roses set round with little wilful
thorns,’ eh?”
Unusual as this conversation was,
its general tone was assumed by Ethel in her confidential
talk with Ruth the following day. Of course,
Ruth was not at all surprised at the news Ethel brought
her, for though the lovers had been individually sure
they had betrayed their secret to no one, it had really
been an open one to Ruth since the hour of their meeting.
She was sincerely ardent in her praises of Tyrrel
Rawdon, but—and there is always a but—she
wondered if Ethel had “noticed what a quick
temper he had.”
“Oh, yes,” answered Ethel,
“I should not like him not to have a quick temper.
I expect my husband to stand up at a moment’s
notice for either mine or his own rights or opinions.”
And in the afternoon when all preliminaries
had been settled and approved, Judge Rawdon expressed
himself in the same manner to Ruth. “Yes,”
he said, in reply to her timid suggestion of temper,
“you can strike fire anywhere with him if you
try it, but he has it under control. Besides,
Ethel is just as quick to flame up. It will be
Rawdon against Rawdon, and Ethel’s weapons are
of finer, keener steel than Tyrrel’s. Ethel
will hold her own. It is best so.”
“How did the Squire feel about
such a marriage?”
“He was quite overcome with
delight. Nothing was said to Tyrrel about Ethel
having bought the reversion of Rawdon Manor, for
things have been harder to get into proper shape than
I thought they would be, and it may be another month
before all is finally settled; but the Squire has
the secret satisfaction, and he was much affected
by the certainty of a Rawdon at Rawdon Court after
him. He declined to think of it in any other
way but `providential,’ and of course I let
him take all the satisfaction he could out of the
idea. Ever since he heard of the engagement he
has been at the organ singing the One Hundred and
Third Psalm.”
“He is the dearest and noblest
of men. How soon shall we go home now?”
“In about a month. Are
you tired of England?”
“I shall be glad to see America
again. There was a letter from Dora this morning.
They sail on the twenty-third.”
“Do you know anything of Mostyn?”
“Since he wrote us a polite
farewell we have heard nothing.”
“Do you think he went to America?”
“I cannot tell. When he
bid us good-by he made no statement as to his destination;
he merely said `he was leaving England on business.’”
“Well, Ruth, we shall sail as
soon as I am satisfied all is right. There is
a little delay about some leases and other matters.
In the meantime the lovers are in Paradise wherever
we locate them.”
And in Paradise they dwelt for another
four weeks. The ancient garden had doubtless
many a dream of love to keep, but none sweeter or
truer than the idyl of Tyrrel and Ethel Rawdon.
They were never weary of rehearsing it; every incident
of its growth had been charming and romantic, and,
as they believed, appointed from afar. As the
sum-mer waxed hotter the beautiful place took on
an appearance of royal color and splendor, and the
air was languid with the perfume of the clove carnations
and tall white August lilies. Fluted dahlias,
scarlet poppies, and all the flowers that exhale their
spice in the last hot days of August burned incense
for them. Their very hair was laden with odor,
their fingers flower-sweet, their minds took on the
many colors of their exquisite surroundings.
And it was part of this drama of love
and scent and color that they should see it slowly
assume the more ethereal loveliness of September,
and watch the subtle amber rays shine through the
thinning boughs, and feel that all nature was becoming
idealized. The birds were then mostly silent.
They had left their best notes on the hawthorns and
among the roses; but the crickets made a cheerful
chirrup, and the great brown butterflies displayed
their richest velvets, and the gossamer-like insects
in the dreamy atmosphere performed dances and undulations
full of grace and mystery. And all these marvelous
changes imparted to love that sweet sadness which
is beyond all words poetic and enchaining.
Yet however sweet the hours, they
pass away, and it is not much memory can save from
the mutable, happy days of love. Still, when
the hour of departure came they had garnered enough
to sweeten all the after-straits and stress of time.
September had then perceptibly begun to add to the
nights and shorten the days, and her tender touch
had been laid on everything. With a smile and
a sigh the Rawdons turned their faces to their pleasant
home in the Land of the West. It was to be but
a short farewell. They had promised the Squire
to return the following summer, but he felt the desolation
of the parting very keenly. With his hat slightly
lifted above his white head, he stood watching them
out of sight. Then he went to his organ, and
very soon grand waves of melody rolled outward and
upward, and blended themselves with the clear, soaring
voice of Joel, the lad who blew the bellows of the
instrument, and shared all his master’s joy in
it. They played and sang until the Squire rose
weary, but full of gladness. The look of immortality
was in his eyes, its sure and certain hope in his
heart. He let Joel lead him to his chair by the
window, and then he said to himself with visible triumph:
“What Mr. Spencer or anyone
else writes about `the Unknowable’ I care not.
I know in whom I have believed.
Joel, sing that last sequence again. Stand where
I can see thee.” And the lad’s joyful
voice rang exulting out:
“Lord, Thou hast been our dwelling-place
in all generations. Before the mountains were
brought forth, or ever Thou hadst formed the world,
from everlasting to everlasting Thou art God!
Thou art God! Thou art God!”
“That will do, Joel. Go
thy ways now. Lord, Thou hast been our dwelling-place
in all generations. `Unknowable,’ Thou hast
been our dwelling-place in all generations. No,
no, no, what an ungrateful sinner I would be to change
the Lord everlasting for the Unknowable.’”