MISDIRECTED LETTERS
The night so unhappy to Cornelia was
very much more unhappy to Hyde. He had sent his
letter to her before eleven in the morning, and if
Fortune were kind to him, he expected an answer soon
after leaving Madame Jacobus. Her departure from
New York depressed him very much. She had been
the good genius of his love, but he told himself that
it had now “grown to perfection, and could,
he hoped, stand in its own strength.” Restlessly
he watched the hours away, now blaming, now excusing,
anon dreaming of his coming bliss, then fidgeting
and fearing disappointment from being too forward
in its demanding. When noon passed, and one o’clock
struck, he rang for some refreshment; for he guessed
very accurately the reason of delay.
“Cornelia has been visiting
or shopping,” he thought; “and if it were
visiting, no one would part with her until the last
moment; so then if she get home by dinner-time it
is as much as I can expect. I may as well eat,
and then wait in what patience I can, another hour
or two—yes, it will be two hours.
I will give her two hours—for she will be
obliged to serve others before me. Well, well,
patience is my penance.”
But in truth he expected the letter
to be in advance of three o’clock. “Twenty
words will answer me,” he thought; “yes,
ten words; and she will find or make the time to write
them;” and between this hope and the certainty
of three o’clock, he worried the minutes away
until three struck. Then there was a knock at
his door and he went hastily to answer it. Balthazar
stood there with the longed-for letter in his hand.
He felt first of all that he must be quite alone with
it. So he turned the key and then stood a moment
to examine the outside. A letter from Cornelia!
It was a joy to see his own name written by her hand.
He kissed the superscription, and kissed the white
seal, and sank into his chair with a sigh of delight
to read it.
In a few moments a change beyond all
expression came over his face— perplexity,
anger, despair cruelly assailed him. It was evident
that some irreparable thing had ruined all his hopes.
He was for some moments dumb. He felt what he
could not express, for a great calamity had opened
a chamber of feeling, which required new words to explain
it. This trance of grief was followed by passionate
imprecations and reproaches, wearing themselves away
to an utter amazement and incredulity. He had
flung the letter to the floor, but he lifted it again
and went over the cruel words, forcing himself to
read them slowly and aloud. Every period was
like a fresh sentence of death.
“‘Your letter
has given me very great sorrow;’
let me die if that is not what she says; ’very
great sorrow. You must have
known for weeks, even months,
that marriage between us was
impossible;’ am I perfectly in my senses?
‘It always has been and
always will be;’ why, ’tis
heart treason of the worst kind! Can I bear it?
Can I bear it? Can I bear it? Oh Cornelia!
Cornelia! ‘We have been so
happy.’ Oh it is piteous, sad.
So young, so fair, so false! and she ‘GRIEVES
at my going away,’ and bids
me on ’no account call on
her father’—and takes pains
to tell me the ’no is absolute’—and
I am not to ‘blame her.’
Oh this is the vilest treachery! She might as
well have played the coquette in speech as writing.
It is Rem Van Ariens who is at the bottom of it.
May the devil take the fellow! I shall need some
heavenly power to keep my hands off him. This
is a grief beyond all griefs—I believed
she loved me so entirely. Fool! a thousand times
fool! Have I not found all women of a piece?
Did not Molly Trefuses throw me over for a duke? and
Sarah Talbot tell me my love was only calf-love and
had to be weaned? and Eliza Capel regret that I was
too young to guide a wife, and so marry a cabinet
minister old enough for her grandfather? Women
are all just so, not a cherry stone to choose between
them—I will never wonder again at anything
a woman does—Was ever a lover so betrayed?
Oh Cornelia! your ink should have frozen in your pen,
ere you wrote such words to me.”
Thus his passionate grief and anger
tortured him until midnight. Then he had a high
fever and a distracting headache, and, the physical
torment being the most insistent and distressing,
he gave way before it. With such agonizing tears
as spring from despairing wounded love he threw himself
upon his bed, and his craving, suffering heart at length
found rest in sleep from the terrible egotism of its
sorrow.
Never for one instant did he imagine
this sorrow to be a mistaken and quite unnecessary
one. Indeed it was almost impossible for him to
conceive of a series of events, which though apparently
accidental, had a fatality more pronounced than anything
that could have been arranged. Not taking Rem
Van Ariens seriously into his consideration, and not
fearing his rival in any way, it was beyond all his
suspicions that Rem should write to Cornelia in the
same hour, and for the same purpose as himself.
He had no knowledge of Rem’s intention to go
to Boston, and could not therefore imagine Cornelia
“grieving” at any journey but his own
impending one to England. And that she should
be forced by circumstances to answer both Rem and
himself in the same hour, and in the very stress and
hurry of her great love and anxiety should misdirect
the letters, were likelihoods outside his consciousness.
It was far otherwise with Rem.
The moment he opened the letter brought him by Cornelia’s
messenger, in that very moment he knew that it was
not his letter. He understood at once the
position, and perceived that he held in his hand an
instrument, which if affairs went as he desired, was
likely to make trouble he could perchance turn to his
own advantage. The fate that had favoured him
so far would doubtless go further—if he
let it alone. These thoughts sprang at once into
his reflection, but were barely entertained before
nobler ones displaced them. As a Christian gentleman
he knew what he ought to do without cavil and without
delay, and he rose to follow the benignant justice
of his conscience. Into this obedience, however,
there entered an hesitation of a second of time, and
that infinitesimal period was sufficient for his evil
genius.
“Why will you meddle?”
it asked. “This is a very dubious matter,
and common prudence suggests a little consideration.
It will be far wiser to let Hyde take the first step.
If the letter he has received is so worded, that he
knows it is your letter, it is his place to make the
transfer—and he will be sure to do it.
Why should you continue the chase? let the favoured
one look after his own affairs—being a lawyer,
you may well tell yourself, that it is not your interest
to move the question.”
And he hesitated and then sat down,
and as there is wickedness even in hesitating about
a wicked act, Rem easily drifted from the negative
to the positive of the crime contemplated.
“I had better keep it,”
he mused, “and see what will come of the keeping.
All things are fair in love and war”—a
stupid and slanderous assertion, as far as love is
concerned, for love that is noble and true, will not
justify anything which Christian ethics do not justify.
He suffered in this decision, suffered
in his own way quite as much as Hyde did. Cornelia
had been his dream from his youth up, and Hyde had
been his aversion from the moment he first saw him.
The words were not to seek with which he expressed
himself, and they were such words as do not bear repeating.
But of all revelations, the revelation of grief is
the plainest. He saw clearly in that hour that
Cornelia had never loved him, that his hopes had always
been vain, and he experienced all the bitterness of
being slighted and humbled for an enemy.
After a little while he remembered
that Hyde might possibly do the thing which he had
resolved not to do. Involuntarily he did Hyde
this justice, and he said to himself, “if there
is anything in the letter intended for me, which determines
its ownership, Hyde will bring it. He will understand
that I have the answer to his proposal, and demand
it from me—and whether I shall feel in
a mood to give it to him, will depend on the manner
in which the demand is made. If he is in one of
his lordly ways he will get no satisfaction from me.
I am not apt to give myself, nor anything I have,
away; in fact it will be best not to see him—if
he holds a letter of mine he may keep it. I know
its tenor and I am not eager to know the very words
in which my lady says ‘No.’ Ho!
Ho! Ho!” he laughed, “I
will go to the Swamp; my scented rival in his perfumed
clothing, will hardly wish the smell of the tanning
pits to come between him and his gentility.”
The thought of Hyde’s probable
visit and this way of escaping it made him laugh again;
but it was a laughter that had that something terrible
in it which makes the laughter of the insane and drunken
and cruel, worse than the bitterest lamentation.
He felt a sudden haste to escape himself, and seizing
his hat walked rapidly to his father’s office.
Peter looked up as he entered, and the question in
his eyes hardly needed the simple interrogatary—
“Well then?”
“It is ‘No.’
I shall go to Boston early in the morning. I wish
to go over the business with Blume and Otis, and to
possess myself of all particulars.”
“I have just heard that General
Hyde came back this morning. He is now the Right
Honourable the Earl of Hyde, and his son is, as you
know, Lord George Hyde. Has this made a difference?”
“It has not. Let us count
up what is owing to us. After all there is a
certain good in gold.”
“That is the truth. I am
an old man and I have seen what altitudes the want
of gold can abase, and what impossible things it makes
possible. In any adversity gold can find friends.”
“I shall count every half-penny after Blume
and Otis.”
“Be not too strict—too
far east is west. You may lose all by demanding
all.”
Then the two men spent several hours
in going over their accounts, and during this time
no one called on Rem and he received no message.
When he returned home he found affairs just as he
had left them. “So far good,” he
thought, “I will let sleeping dogs lie.
Why should I set them baying about my affairs?
I will not do it”—and with this determination
in his heart he fell asleep.
But Rem’s sleep was the sleep
of pure matter; his soul never knew the expansion
and enlightenment and discipline of the oracles that
speak in darkness. The winged dreams had no message
or comfort for him, and he took no counsel from his
pillow. His sleep was the sleep of tired flesh
and blood, and heavy as lead. But the waking from
such sleep—if there is trouble to meet—is
like being awakened with a blow. He leaped to
his feet, and the thought of his loss and the shame
of it, and the horror of the dishonourable thing he
had done, assailed him with a brutal force and swiftness.
He was stunned by the suddenness and the inexorable
character of his trouble. And he told himself
it was “best to run away from what he could
not fight.” He had no fear of Hyde’s
interference so early in the morning, and once in
Boston all attacks would lose much of their hostile
virulence, by the mere influence of distance.
He knew these were cowardly thoughts, but when a man
knows he is in the wrong, he does not challenge his
thoughts, he excuses them. And as soon as he
was well on the road to Boston, he even began to assume
that Hyde, full of the glory of his new position,
would doubtless be well disposed to let all old affairs
drop quietly “and if so,” he mused, “Cornelia
will not be so dainty, and I may get ‘Yes’
where I got ‘No.’”
He was of course arguing from altogether
wrong premises, for Hyde at that hour was unconscious
of his new dignity, and if he had been aware of it,
would have been indifferent to its small honour.
He had spent a miserable night, and a sense of almost
intolerable desertion and injury awoke with him.
His soul had been in desolate places, wandering in
immense woods, vaguely apprehended as stretches of
time before this life. He had called the lost
Cornelia through all their loneliness, and answers
faint as the faintest echo, had come back to that sense
of spiritual hearing attuned in other worlds than
this. But sad as such experience was, the sole
effort had strengthened him. He was indeed in
better case mentally than physically.
“I must get into the fresh air,”
he said. “I am faint and weak. I must
have movement. I must see my mother. I will
tell her everything.” Then he went to his
mirror, and looked with a grim smile at its reflection.
“I have the face of a lover kicked out of doors,”
he continued scornfully. He took but small pains
with his toilet, and calling for some breakfast sat
down to eat it. Then for the first time in his
life, he was conscious of that soul sickness which
turns from all physical comfort; and of that singular
obstruction in the throat which is the heart’s
sob, and which would not suffer him to swallow.
“I am most wretched,”
he said mournfully; “and no trouble comes alone.
Of all the days in all the years, why should Madame
Jacobus have to take herself out of town yesterday?
It is almost incredible, and she could, and would
have helped me. She would have sent for Cornelia.
I might have pleaded my cause face to face with her.”
Then angrily—” Faith! can I yet care
for a girl so cruel and so false? I am not to
be pitied if I do. I will go to my dear mother.
Mother-love is always sure, and always young.
Whatever befalls, it keeps constant truth. I will
go to my mother.”
He rode rapidly through the city and
spoke to no one, but when he reached his Grandfather
Van Heemskirk’s house, he saw him leaning over
the half-door smoking his pipe. He drew rein then,
and the old gentleman came to his side:
“Why art thou here?” he
asked. “Is thy father, or Lady Annie sick?”
“I know nothing new. There was no letter
yesterday.”
“Yesterday! Surely thou
must know that they are now at home? Yesterday,
very early in the morning, they landed.”
“My father at home!”
“That is the truth. Where wert thou, not
to know this?”
“I came to town yesterday morning.
I had a great trouble. I was sick and kept my
room.”
“And sick thou art now, I can
see that,” said Madame Van Heemskirk coming
forward—“What is the matter with thee,
my Joris?”
“Cornelia has refused me.
I know not how it is, that no woman will love me.
Am I so very disagreeable?”
“Thou art as handsome and as
charming as can be; and it is not Cornelia that has
said ‘no’ to thee, it is her father.
Now he will be sorry, for thy uncle is dead and thy
father is Earl Hyde, and thou thyself art a lord.”
“I care not for such things.
I am a poor lord, if Cornelia be not my lady.”
“I wonder they sent not after thee!”
“They would be expecting me
every hour. If there had been a letter I should
have gone directly back with it, but it was beyond
all surmising, that my father should return.
Grandfather, will you see Doctor Moran for me?
You can speak a word that will prevail.”
“I will not, my Joris.
If thy father were not here, that would be different.
He is the right man to move in the matter. Ever
thou art in too much of a hurry. Think now of
thy life as a book of uncut leaves, and do not turn
a page till thou hast read it to the very last word.”
“I will see Cornelia
for thee,” said Madame Van Heernskirk. “I
will ask the girl what she means. Very often
she passes here, sometimes she comes in. I will
say to her—why did thou throw my grandson’s
love away like an old shoe? Art thou not ashamed
to be so light of love, for I know well thou said
to my Joris, thou loved him. And she will tell
me the truth. Yes, indeed, if into my house she
comes, out of it she goes not, until I have the why,
and the wherefore.”
“Do not be unkind to her, grandmother—perhaps
it is not her fault—if she had only said
a few sorrowful words—Let me show you her
letter.”
“No,” said Van Heernskirk.”
One thing at a time, Joris. Now it is the time
to go and welcome thy father and thy cousin—too
long has been the delay already.”
“Then good-bye! Grandmother,
you will speak or me?” And she smiled and nodded,
and stood on her tiptoe while Joris stooped and kissed
her— “Fret not thyself at all.
I will see Cornelia and speak for thee.”
And then he kissed her again and rode away.
Very near the great entrance gates
of Hyde Manor he met his father and mother walking.
Madame, the Right Honourable the Countess of Hyde,
was pointing out the many improvements she had made;
and the Earl looked pleased and happy. George
threw himself off his horse with a loving impetuosity,
and his mother questioned him about his manner of spending
the previous day. “How could thou help knowing
thy father had landed?” she asked.”
Was not the whole city talking of the circumstance?”
“I was not in the city, mother.
I went to the post office and from there to Madame
Jacobus. She was just leaving for Charleston,
and I went with her to the boat.”
“What an incredible thing!
Madame Jacobus leaving New York! For what?
For why?”
“She has gone to nurse her sister-in-law,
who is dying. That is of all things the most
likely—for she has a great heart.”
“You say that—I know not.”
“It is the truth itself.
Afterwards I had my lunch and then came on a fever
and a distracting headache, and I was compelled to
keep my room; and so heard nothing at all until my
grandfather told me the good news this morning.”
“Madame Kippon was on the dock
and saw thy father and cousin land. The news
would be a hot coal in her mouth till she told it,
and I am amazed she did not call at thy lodging.
Now go forward; when thy father and I have been round
the land, we will come to thee. Thy cousin Annie
is here.”
“That confounds me. I could hardly believe
it true.”
“She is frail, and her physicians
thought the sea voyage might give her the vitality
she needs. It was at least a chance, and she was
determined to take it. Then thy father put all
his own desires behind him, and came with her.
We will talk more in a little while. I see thy
dress is untidy, and I dare say thou art hungry.
Go, eat and dress, by that time we shall be home.”
But though his mother gave him a final
charge “to make haste,” he went slowly.
The thought of Cornelia had returned to his memory
with a sweet, strong insistence that carried all before
it. He wondered what she was doing—how
she was dressed—what she was thinking—what
she was feeling— -He wondered if she was
suffering—if she thought he was suffering—if
she was sorry for him—He made himself as
wretched as possible, and then some voice of comfort
anteceding all reasoning, told him to be of good cheer;
for if Cornelia had ever loved him, she must love him
still; and if she had only been amusing herself with
his devotion, then what folly to break his heart for
a girl who had no heart worth talking about.
Poor Cornelia! She was at that
moment the most unhappy woman in New York. She
had excused the “ten words” he might have
written yesterday. She had found in the unexpected
return of his father and cousin reason sufficient
for his neglect; but it was now past ten o’clock
of another day, and there was yet no word from him.
Perhaps then he was coming. She sat at her tambour
frame listening till all her senses and emotions seemed
to have fled to her ear. And the ear has memory,
it watches for an accustomed sound, it will not suffer
us to forget the voice, the step of those we love.
Many footsteps passed, but none stopped at the gate;
none came up the garden path, and no one lifted the
knocker. The house itself was painfully still;
there was no sound but the faint noise made by Mrs.
Moran as she put down her Dobbin or her scissors.
The tension became distressing. She longed for
her father—for a caller—for any
one to break this unbearable pause in life.
Yet she could not give up hope.
A score of excuses came into her mind; she was sure
he would come in the afternoon. He must come.
She read and reread his letter. She dressed herself
with delightful care and sat down to watch for him.
He came not. He sent no word, no token, and as
hour after hour slipped away, she was compelled to
drop her needle.
“Mother,” she said, “I
am not well. I must go upstairs.” She
had been holding despair at bay so many hours she
could bear it no longer. For she was so young,
and this was the first time she had been yoke-fellow
with sorrow. She was amazed at her own suffering.
It seemed so impossible. It had come upon her
so swiftly, so suddenly, and as yet she was not able
to seek any comfort or sympathy from God or man.
For to do so, was to admit the impossibility of things
yet turning out right; and this conclusion she would
not admit; she was angry at a word or a look that
suggested such a termination.
The next morning she called Balthazar
to her and closely questioned him. It had struck
her in the night, that the slave might have lost the
letter, and be afraid to confess the accident.
But Balthazar’s manner and frank speech was
beyond suspicion. He told her exactly what clothing
Lieutenant Hyde was wearing, how he looked, what words
he said, and then with a little hesitation took a
silver crown piece from his pocket and added “he
gave it to me. When he took the letter in his
hand he looked down at it and laughed like he was
very happy; and he gave me the money for bringing
it to him; that is the truth, sure, Miss Cornelia.”
She could not doubt it. There
was then nothing to be done but wait in patience for
the explanation she was certain would yet come.
But on with what leaden motion the hours went by!
For a few days she made a pretence of her usual employments,
but at the end of a week her embroidery frame stood
uncovered, her books were unopened her music silent,
and she declared herself unable to take her customary
walk. Her mother watched her with unspeakable
sympathy, but Cornelia’s grief was dumb; it made
no audible moan, and preserved an attitude which repelled
all discussion. As yet she would not acknowledge
a doubt of her lover’s faith; his conduct was
certainly a mystery, but she told her heart with a
passionate iteration that it would positively be cleared
up.
Now and then the Doctor, or a visitor,
made a remark which might have broken this implicit
trust, and probably did facilitate that end; for it
was evident from them, that Hyde was in health, and
that he was taking his share in the usual routine
of daily life:—thus, one day Mrs. Wiley
while making a call said—
“I met the new Countess and
the Lady Annie Hyde, and I can tell you the new Countess
is very much of a Countess. As for the Lady Annie,”
she added, “she was wrapped to her nose in furs,
and you could see nothing of her but two large black
eyes, that even at a distance made you feel sad and
uncomfortable. However Lord George Hyde appeared
to be very much her servant.”
“There has been talk of a marriage
between them,” answered Mrs. Moran, for she
was anxious to put her daughter out of all question.
“I should think it would be a very proper marriage.”
“Oh, indeed, ‘proper marriages’
seldom come off. Love marriages are the fashion
at present.”
“Are they not the most proper of all?”
“On the contrary, is there anything
more indiscreet? Of a thousand couples who marry
for love, hardly one will convince us that the thing
can be done, and not repented of afterwards.”
“I think you are mistaken,”
said Mrs. Moran coldly.” Love should always
seek its match, and that is love—or nothing.”
“Oh indeed! It is you are
mistaken,” continued Mrs. Wiley.”
As the times go, Cupid has grown to cupidity, and
seeks his match in money or station, or such things.”
“Money, or station, or such
things find their match in money, or station, or such
things.—They are not love.”
“Well then the three may go
together in this case. But the girl has an uncanny,
unworldlike face. Captain Wiley says he has seen
mermaids with the same long look in their eyes.
Do you know that Rem Van Ariens has gone to Boston?”
“We have heard so;”—and
then the Doctor entered, and after the usual formalities
said, “I have just met Earl Hyde and his Countess
parading themselves in the fine carriage he brought
with him, ’Tis a thousand pities the President
did not wait in New York to see the sight.”
“Was Lady Annie with them?”
asked Mrs. Wiley, “we were just talking about
her.”
“Yes, but one forgets that she
is there—or anywhere. She seems as
if she were an accident.”
“And the young lord?”
“The young lord affects the democratic.”
Such conversations were not uncommon,
and Mrs. Moran could not with any prudence put a sudden
stop to them. They kept Cornelia full of wondering
irritation, and gradually drove the doubt into her
soul—the doubt of her lover’s sincerity
which was the one thing she could not fight against.
It loosened all the props of life; she ceased to struggle
and to hope. The world went on, but Cornelia’s
heart stood still; and at the end of the third week
things came to this—her father looked at
her keenly one morning and sent her instantly to bed.
At the last the breakdown had come in a night, but
it had found all ready for it.
“She has typhoid, or I am much
mistaken,” he said to the anxious mother.
“Why have you said nothing to me? How has
it come about? I have heard no complaining.
To have let things go thus far without help is dreadful—it
is almost murder.”
“John! John! What
could I do? She could not bear me to ask after
her health. She said always that she was not
sick. She would not hear of my speaking to you.
I thought it was only sorrow and heart-ache.”
“Only sorrow and heart-ache.
Is not that enough to call typhoid or any other death?
What is the trouble? Oh I need not ask, I know
it is that young Hyde. I feel it. I saw
this trouble coming; now let me know the whole truth.”
He listened to it with angry amazement.
He said he ought to have been told at the time—he
threw aside all excuses—for being a man
how could he understand why women put off, and hope,
and suffer? He was sure the rascal ought to have
been brought to explanation the very first day:—
and then he broke down and wept his wife’s tears,
and echoed all her piteous moan for her daughter’s
wronged love and breaking heart.
“What is left us now, is to
try and save her dear life,” said the miserable
father.” Suffering we cannot spare her.
She must pass alone through the Valley of the Shadow;
but it may be she will lose this sorrow in its dreadful
paths. I have known this to happen often; for
there the soul has to strip itself of all encumbrances,
and fight for life, and life only.”
This was the battle waged in Doctor
Moran’s house for many awful weeks. The
girl lay at Death’s door, and her father and
mother watched every breath she drew. One day,
while she was in extremity, the Doctor went himself
to the apothecary’s for medicine. This medicine
was his last hope and he desired to prepare it himself.
As be came out of the store with it in his hand, Hyde
looked at him with a steady imploration. He had
evidently been waiting his exit.
“Sir!” he said, “I
have heard a report that I cannot, I dare not believe.”
“Believe the worst—and
stand aside, sir. I have neither patience nor
words for you.”
“I beseech you, sir—”
“Touch me not! Out of my
sight! Broadway is not wide enough for us two,
unless you take the other side.”
“Your daughter? Oh sir, have some pity!”
“My daughter is dying.”
“Then sir, let me tell you,
that your behaviour has been so brutal to her, and
to me, that the Almighty shows both kindness and intelligence
in taking her away:”—and with these
words uttered in a blazing passion of indignation
and pity, the young lord crossed to the other side
of the street, leaving the Doctor confounded by his
words and manner.
“There is something strange
here,” he said to himself; “the fellow
may be as bad as bad can be, but he neither looked
nor spoke as if he had wronged Cornelia. If she
lives I must get to the bottom of this affair.
I should not wonder if it is the work of Dick Hyde—earl
or general—as detestable a man as ever
crossed my path.”
With this admission and wonder, the
thought of Hyde passed from his mind; for at that
hour the issue he had to consider was one of life or
death. And although it was beyond all hope or
expectation, Cornelia came back to life; came back
very slowly, but yet with a solemn calm and a certain
air of conscious dignity, as of one victorious over
death and the grave. But she was perilously delicate,
and the Doctor began to consider the dangers of her
convalescence.
“Ava,” he said one evening
when Cornelia had been downstairs awhile—“it
will not do for the child to run the risk of meeting
that man. I see him on the street frequently.
The apothecary says he comes to his store to ask after
her recovery nearly every day. He has not given
her up, I am sure of that. He spoke to me once
about her, and was outrageously impudent. There
is something strange in the affair, but how can I move
in it?”
“It is impossible. Can
you quarrel with a man because he has deceived Cornelia?
How cruel that would be to the child! You must
bear and I must bear. Anything must be borne,
rather than set the town wondering and talking.”
“It is a terrible position.
I see not how I can endure it.”
“Put Cornelia before everything.”
“The best plan is to remove
Cornelia out of danger. Why not take her to visit
your brother Joseph? He has long desired you to
do so.”
“Go to Philadelphia now!
Joseph tells me Congress is in session, and the city
gone mad over its new dignity. Nothing but balls
and dinners are thought of; even the Quakers are to
be seen in the finest modes and materials at entertainments;
and Cornelia will hardly escape the fever of fashion
and social gaiety. She has many acquaintances
there.”
“I do not wish her to escape
it. A change of human beings is as necessary
as a change of air, or diet. She has had too much
of George Hyde, and Madame Jacobus, and Rem Van Ariens.”
“I hear that Rem is greatly
taken with Boston, and thinks of opening an office
there.”
“Very prudent of Rem. What
chance has he in New York with Hamilton and Burr,
to carry off all the big prey? Make your arrangements
as soon as possible to leave New York.”
“You are sure that you are right
in choosing Philadelphia?”
“Yes—while Hyde is
in New York. Write to your brother to-day; and
as soon as Cornelia is a little stronger, I will go
with you to Philadelphia.”
“And stay with us?”
“That is not to be expected. I have too
much to do here,”