TURNING OVER A NEW LEAF
When Hyde awakened, he was in that
borderland between dreams and day which we call dawn.
And as the ear is the last sense to go to sleep, and
the first sense to throw off its lethargy, the voices
of men calling “Milk Ho!” and the shrill
childish cries of “Sweep Ho!” were the
first intruders into that pleasant condition between
sleeping and waking, so hard for any of us to leave
without a sigh of regret. These sounds were quickly
supplemented by the roll of the heavy carts which purveyed
the only water suitable for drinking and culinary
purposes; and by the sounds of wood-sawing and wood-chopping
before the doors of the adjacent houses—sounds
quickly blending themselves with the shuffling feet
of the slaves cleaning the doorsteps and sidewalks,
and chattering, singing, quarrelling the while with
their neighbours, or with other early ministers to
the city’s domestic wants.
These noises had never before made
any impression on him. “I am more alive
than ever I was in my life,” he said; and he
laughed gayly, and went to the window. “It
is a lovely day; and that is so much in my favour,”
he added, “for if it were raining, Cornelia would
not leave the house.” Then a big man, with
a voice like a bull of Bashan, went down the opposite
side of the street, shouting as he went—“Milk
Ho!” and Hyde considered him. He had a
heavy wooden yoke across his shoulders; and large
tin pails, full of milk, hanging from it.
“How English we are!”
he exclaimed, with a touch of irony. “We
have not thrown off the yoke, by any means—at
Mr. Adams’, for instance, I could believe myself
in England. How exclusive is the pompous little
Minister! What respect for office! What
adoration for landed gentry! What supercilious
tolerance for tradesmen! Oh, indeed, it confounds
me! But why should I trouble myself? I,
who have the most adorable mistress in the world to
think about! What are the kings, presidents, ministers,
knaves of the world to me? Let Destiny shuffle
them back and forth. I am indifferent to whichever
is trumps.”
Then he fell into a reverie about
his proposed visit to Mrs. Adams. Last night
it had appeared to him an easy and natural thing to
do. He was not so sure of his position this morning.
Mr. Adams might be present; he was punctilious in
the extreme, and a call without an invitation at that
early hour might be considered an impertinence—especially
if he had no opportunity to enlighten Mrs. Adams about
his love for Miss Moran, and so ask her assistance.
Then he began to doubt whether his mother was on sufficient
terms of intimacy to warrant his speaking about the
swans and laburnum seeds—in short, the
visit that had seemed so natural and proper when he
first conceived it, assumed, on reflection, an aspect
of difficulty and almost of impropriety.
But there are times when laissez-aller
carries all before it, and Hyde was in just such a
mood. “I’ll run the chance,”
he said. “I’ll risk it. I’ll
let things take their course.” Then he began
to dress, and as doubt of any kind is best ended by
action, he gathered confidence as he did so.
Fortunately, there was no hesitation this morning in
his mind about his dress. He was going to ride
to Richmond Hill, and he was quite satisfied with
his riding suit. He knew that it was the next
thing to a becoming uniform. He knew that he
looked well in it; and he remembered with complaisance
that it was old enough to be individual; and new enough
to be handsome and striking.
And, after all, when a man is in love,
to be reasonable is often to be cowardly. But
Hyde was no coward; so then, it was not long ere he
put all fears and doubts behind him and set his musings
to the assertion: “I said to my heart,
last night, that I would meet Cornelia at Richmond
Hill this morning. I will not go back on my word.
Such fluctuability is only fit for failure.”
When he was dressed he went to his
hotel and breakfasted there; for the “cup of
coffee” he had intended to ask of Mrs. Adams
appeared, now, a little presumptuous. In the
enthusiasm of the previous night, with Cornelia’s
smiles warming his imagination and her words thrilling
his heart, everything had seemed possible and natural;
but last night and this morning were different epochs.
Last night, he had been better, stronger than himself;
this morning, he felt all the limitations of social
conveniences and tyrannies. Early as it was, there
were many members and senators present—eating,
drinking coffee, and talking of Franklin, or of the
question of the Senate sitting with closed doors, or
of some other of the great little subjects then agitating
society. Hyde took no notice of any of these
disputes until a man—evidently an Englishman—called
Franklin “a beggar-on-horseback-Yankee.”
Then he put down his knife and fork, and looked steadily
at the speaker, saying with the utmost coolness and
firmness—
“You are mistaken, sir.
The beggar-on-horseback is generally supposed to ride
to the devil. Franklin rode to the highest posts
of political honour and to the esteem and affection
of worthy men in all the civilized world.”
“I understand, I understand,
sir,” was the reply. “The infatuation
of a nation for some particular genius or leader is
very like that of a man for an ugly woman. When
they do get their eyes opened, they wonder what bewitched
them.”
“Sir, what is unreasonable is
irrefutable.” With these words he rose,
pushed aside his chair with a little temper, and, turning,
met Jefferson face to face. The great man smiled,
and put his hand affectionately on Hyde’s shoulder.
He had evidently heard the conversation, for when he
had made the usual greetings, he added—
“You spoke well, my young friend.
Now, I will give you a piece of advice—when
any one abuses a great man in your presence, ask them
what kind of people, they admire. You will
certainly be consoled.” With these words
he took Hyde’s chair; and Hyde, casting his eyes
a moment on this tall, loose-limbed man, whose cold
blue eyes and red hair emphasized the stern anger
of his whole appearance, was well disposed to leave
the scurrilous Englishman to his power of reproof.
Besides, the badge of mourning which Jefferson wore
had reminded him of his own neglect. Probably,
it was the want of this badge that had made the stranger
believe he was speaking to one who would sympathize
with his views.
So he went at once to his tailor’s
and procured the necessary band of crape for his arm.
But these events took time, and though he rode hard
afterwards, it was quite half-past nine when he drew
rein at the door of Richmond Hill. A slave in
a fine livery was lounging there; and he gave him
his card. In a few moments the man returned with
an invitation to dismount and come into the breakfast-room.
Thus far, he had suffered himself to be carried forward
by the impulse of his heart; and he still put firmly
down any wonder as to what he should say or do.
He was shown into a bright little
parlour with open windows. A table, elegantly
and plentifully spread, occupied the centre of the
room; and sitting at it were the Vice-President and
Mrs. Adams; and also their only daughter, the beautiful,
but not very intellectual, Mrs. Smith. It was
easy to see that the meal was really over, and that
the trio had been simply lingering over the table
because of some interesting discussion; and it was
quite as easy to understand that his entrance had
put an end to the conversation. Mrs. Adams met
him with genuine, though formal, kindness; Mrs. Smith
with courtesy; and the Vice-President rose, bowed
handsomely, hoped he was well, and then after a minute’s
reflection said—
“We were talking about the official
title proper for General Washington. What do
you think, Lieutenant? Or have you heard General
Hyde express any opinion on the subject?”
“Sir, I do not presume to understand
the ceremonials of government. My father is of
the opinion, that ‘The President of the United
States’ has a Roman and republican simplicity,
and that any addition to it would be derogatory and
childish.”
“My dear young man, the eyes
of the world are upon us. To give a title to
our leaders and rulers belongs to history. In
the Roman republic great conquerors assumed even distinctive
titles, as well as national ones.”
“Then our Washington is superior
to them. Let us be grateful that he has not yet
called himself—Americanus. I like Doctor
Kunz’s idea of Washington best, but I see not
how it could be put into a civil title.”
“Doctor Kunz! Doctor Kunz!
Oh yes, of the Dutch congregation. Pray what
is it?”
“‘And there came up a
lion out of Judah.’ My grandfather is an
elder in that church, and he said the verse and the
sermon on it lifted the people to their feet.”
“That might do very well for
one side of a state seal; but it is a proper prefix
we need. I don’t think we can say ’Your
Majesty the President.’”
“I should think not,”
replied Mrs. Adams with an air of decision.
“Chief Justice McKean thinks
’His Serene Highness the President of the United
States’ is very suitable. Roger Sherman
is of the opinion that neither ‘His Highness’
nor ‘His Excellency’ are novel and dignified
enough; and General Muhlenberg says Washington himself
is in favour of ‘High Mightiness,’ the
title used by the Stadtholder of Holland.”
“That would please the Dutch-Americans,”
said Mrs. Adams—” if a title at all
is necessary, which I confess I cannot understand.
Is it to be ‘High Mightiness’ then?”
she asked with a little laugh.
“I think not. Muhlenberg,
however, has seriously offended the President by making
a joke of the proposition; and I must say, it was ill-timed
of Muhlenberg, and not what I should have expected
of him.”
“But what was the joke?”
“Something to the effect that
if the office was certain to be held by men as large
as Washington, the title of ‘High Mightiness’
would not be amiss; but that if a little man—say
like Aaron Burr—should be elected, the
title would be a ridiculous one. The fact is,
Muhlenberg is against any title whatever but that
of ‘President of the United States.’”
“And how will you vote, John?”
“In favour of a title.
Certainly, I shall. Your Majesty is a very good
prefix. It would draw the attention of England,
and show her that we were not afraid to assume ‘the
majesty’ of our conquest.”
“And if you wish to please France,”
continued Mrs. Adams—“which seems
the thing in fashion—you might have the
prefix ‘Citizen.’ ’Citizen
Washington’ is not bad.”
“It is execrable, Mrs. Adams;
and I am ashamed that you should make it, even as
a pleasantry.”
“Indeed, my friend, there is
no foretelling what may be. The French fever
is rising every day. I even may be compelled to
drop the offensive ‘Mistress’ and call
myself Citoyenne Adams. And, after all, I do believe
that the President regards his citizenship far above
his office. What say you, Lieutenant?”
“I think, madame, that fifty,
one hundred, one thousand years after this day, it
will be of little importance what prefix is put before
the name of the President. He will be simply
George Washington in every heart and on
every page.”
“That is true,” said Mrs.
Adams. “Fame uses no prefixes. It is
Pompey, Julius Caesar, Pericles, Alfred, Hampden,
Oliver Cromwell. Or it is a suffix like Alexander
the Great; or Richard Coeur-de-Lion. I have no
objection to Washington the Great, or Washington Coeur-de-Lion.”
“Washington will do for love
and for fame,” continued Hyde. “The
next generation may say Mr. Madison, or Mr.
Monroe, or Mr. Jay; but they will want neither
prefix nor suffix to Washington, Jefferson, Franklin,—and,
if you permit me, sir—Adams.”
The Vice-president was much pleased.
He said “Pooh! Pooh!” and stood up
and stepped loftily across the hearth-rug, but the
subtle compliment went warm to his heart, and the
real worth of the man’s nature came straight
to the front, as he looked, under its influence, the
honest, positive, honourable gentleman that every
great occasion found him to be.
“Well, well,” he answered;
“heartily, and from our souls, we must do our
best, and then trust to Truth and Time, our name and
our memory. But I must now go to town—our
affairs give us no holidays.” And then
instantly the room was in a fuss and a flurry.
No Englishman could have made a more bustling exit;
and, indeed, even in his physical aspect, John Adams
was a perfect picture of the traditional John Bull.
His natural temperament carried out this likeness:
high-mettled as a game-cock during the Revolutionary
war, he was, in politics, passionate, dogmatic and
unconciliating, and in social life ceremonious and
showy as any Englishman could be.
After he had gone, Mrs. Adams proposed
a walk in the lovely garden; and Hyde hoped then to
obtain a few words with her. But Mrs. Smith accompanied
them, and introduced immediately a grievance she had
evidently been previously discussing. With a provoking
petulance she told and re-told some slight which Sir
John Temple had offered Mr. Smith: adding always
“Lady Temple is very civil to me; but I cannot,
and I will not, exchange visits with any lady who
does not pay my William an equal civility.”
Enlarging and enlarging on this text, Hyde found no
opportunity to get a word in on his own affairs; and
then, suddenly, as they turned into the main avenue,
Doctor Moran and Cornelia appeared.
Quite as suddenly, Mrs. Adams divined
the motive of Hyde’s early visit; she opened
her eyes wide, and looked at him with a comprehension
so clear and real that Hyde was compelled to answer,
and acknowledge her suspicion by a look and movement
quite as unequivocal. Yet this instantaneous
understanding contained neither promise nor sympathy;
and he could not tell whether he had gained a friend
or simply made a confession.
Doctor Moran was evidently both astonished
and annoyed. He stepped out of his carriage and
joined Mrs. Adams but kept Cornelia by his side, so
that Hyde was compelled to escort Mrs. Smith.
And Cornelia, beyond a very civil “Good-morning,
sir,” gave him no sign. He could watch her
slight, virginal figure, and the bend of her head in
answering Mrs. Adams gave him transient glimpses of
her fair face; but there was no message in all its
changes for him. In fact, in spite of Mrs. Smith’s
little rill of social complaining, he felt quite “out”
of the inner circle of the company’s interests,
and he was also deeply mortified at Cornelia’s
apparent indifference.
When the party reached the steps before
the house door, though Mrs. Adams certainly invited
him to remain, he had come to the conclusion that
he was just the one person not wanted at that
time; yet as he had plenty of self-command he completely
hid beneath a gay and charming manner the chagrin
and disappointment that were really tormenting him.
For one moment he caught Cornelia’s eyes, but
his glance was too rapid and inquisitive. She
was embarrassed, and a little frightened by it; and
with a deep blush turned towards Mrs. Smith and said
something trivial about the weather and the fine view.
He could not understand this attitude. Feelings
of tenderness, anger, mortification,—feelings
strong and threefold crowded his beating heart and
vivid brain. He longed to set his restless thoughts
to rapid movement—to gallop—to
ejaculate—to do any foolish thing that
would relieve his sense of vexation and defeat.
But until he was out of sight and hearing he rode slowly,
with the easy air of a man who was only sensitive
to the beauty of his surroundings, and thoroughly
enjoying them.
He kept this pace till quite outside
the precincts of Richmond Hill, then he struck his
horse with a passion that astonished the animal and
the next moment shamed himself. He stooped instantly
and apologized to the quivering creature; and was
as instantly forgiven. Then he began to talk
to himself in those elliptical, unfinished sentences,
which the inner man understands, and so thoroughly
finishes—” If I were not morally
sure—It is as plain as can be—How
in the name of wonder?—I’ll say so
much for myself—I am sorry that I went there—A
couple of uninteresting women—This for
you, sir!—Whistled myself up this morning
on a fool’s errand—No more! no more
to save my life!—Grant me patience—Mrs.
Smith giving herself a parcel of airs—Oh,
adorable Cornelia!”
Such reflections, blended with pet
names and apologies to his horse, brought him in sight
of the Van Heemskirk house, and he instantly felt
how good his grandmother’s sympathy would be.
He saw her at the door, leaning over the upper-half
and watching his approach.
“I knew it was thee!”
she cried; “always, the clatter of thy horse’s
hoofs says plainly to me, ‘Grand-moth-er! grand-moth-er!
grand-moth-er!’ Now, then, what is the matter
with thee? Disappointed, wert thou last night?”
“No—but this morning
I have been badly used; and I am angry at it.”
Then he told her all the circumstances of his visit
to Richmond Hill, and she listened patiently, as was
her way with all complainers.
“In too great haste art thou,”
were her first words. “No worse I think
of Cornelia, because a little she draws back.
To want, and to have thy want, that has been the way
with thee all thy life long. Even thy sword and
the battlefield were not denied thee; but a woman’s
love!—that is to be won. Little wouldst
thou value it, lightly wouldst thou hold it, if it
were thine for the wishing. Thy mother has taught
thee to expect too much.”
“And my grandmother?”
“That is so. A very foolish
old woman is thy grandmother. Too much she loves
thee, or she had not sent thee to Arenta’s last
night with her best ivory winders.”
“Oh, Arenta is a very darling!
Had she been present this morning, she had taken the
starch out of all our fine talk and fine manners.
We should have chattered like the swallows about pleasant
homely things; and left title-making to graver fools.”
“If, now, thou had fallen in
love with Arenta, it had been a good thing.”
“If I had not seen Cornelia,
I might have adored Arenta—but, then, Arenta
has already a lover.”
“So? And pray who is it?”
“Of all men in the world, the
gay, handsome Frenchman, Athanase Tounnerre, a member
of the French embassy. How a girl so plainly Dutch
can endure the creature confounds me.”
“Stop a little. The grandmother
of Arenta was French. Very well I remember her—a
girl all alive, from head to foot; never still.
Thy grandfather used to say, ‘In her veins is
quick-silver, not blood,’ And, too soon, she
wore away her life; Arenta’s mother was but a
baby, when she died.”
“Ah! So it is! We
are the past, as well as the present. As for myself—”
“Thou art thy father over again;
only sweeter, and better—that is the Dutch
in thee—the happy, easy-going Dutch—if
only thou wert not so lazy.”
“That is the English in me—the
self-indulgent, masterful English. So then, Arenta,
being partly French, back to the French she goes.
’Tis passing strange.”
“Of this, art thou sure?”
“I have listened to the man.
Every one has. He wears Arenta’s name on
his sleeve. He drinks her health in all companies.
He will talk to any stranger he meets, for an hour
at a time, about his ‘fair Arenta.’
I can but wonder at the fellow. It is inconceivable
to me; for though I am passionately taken with Cornelia
Moran, I hide her close in my heart. I should
want to strike any man who breathed her name.
Yet it is said of Athanase de Tounnerre that he paid
a visit to every one he knew, in order to tell them
of his felicity.”
“And her father? To such a marriage what
will he say?”
Hyde stretched out his legs and struck
them lightly with his riding whip. Then, with
a smile, he answered, “He will be proud enough
in his heart. Arenta would certainly leave him
soon, and the Dutch are very sensible to the charm
of a title. His daughter, the Marquise de Tounnerre,
will be a very great woman in his eyes.”
“That is the truth. I was
glad for thy mother to be a lady, and go to Court,
and see the Queen. Yes, indeed! in my heart I
was proud of it ’Twas about that very thing
poor Janet Semple and I became unfriends.”
“Indeed, it is the common failing;
and at present, there is no one like the French.
I will except the President, and Mr. Adams, and Mr.
Hamilton, and say the rest of us are French mad.”
“Thy grandfather, and thy grandmother
too, thou may except. And as for thy father,
with a great hatred he names them.”
“My father is English; and the
English and French are natural and salutary enemies.
I once heard Lord Exmouth say that France was to England
all that Carthage was to Rome—the natural
outlet for the temper of a people so quarrelsome that
they would fight each other if they had not the French
to fight.”
“Listen! That is thy father’s
gallop. Far off, I know it. So early in
the morning, what is he coming for?”
“He had an intention to go to Mr. Semple’s
funeral.”
“That is good. Thy grandfather
is already gone—” and she looked so
pointedly down at her black petticoat and bodice, that
Hyde answered—
“Yes; I see that you are in
mourning. Is it for Mr. Franklin, or for Mr.
Semple?”
“Franklin was far off; by my
fireside Alexander Semple often sat; and at my table
often he ate. Good friends were we once—good
friends are we now; for all but Love, Death buries.”
At this moment General Hyde entered
the room. Hurry and excitement were in his face,
though they were well controlled. He gave his
hand to Madame Van Heemskirk, saying—
“Good-morning, mother!
You look well, as you always do:”—then
turning to his son and regarding the young man’s
easy, smiling indifference, he said with some temper,
“What the devil, George, are you doing here,
so early in the day? I have been through the
town seeking you—everywhere—
even at that abominable Club, where Frenchmen and vagabonds
of all kinds congregate.”
“I was at the Vice-President’s,
sir,” answered George, with a comical assumption
of the Vice-President’s manner.
“You were where?”
“At Richmond Hill. I made an early call
on Mrs. Adams.”
Then General Hyde laughed heartily.
“You swaggering dandy!” he replied.
“Did you take a bet at the Belvedere to intrude
on His Loftiness? And have you a guinea or two
on supping a cup of coffee with him? Upon my
honour, you must now be nearly at the end of your follies.
Mother, where is the Colonel?”
“He has gone to Elder Semple’s house.
You know—”
“I know well. For a long
time I have purposed to call on the old gentleman,
and what I have neglected I am now justly denied.
I meant, at least, to pay him the last respect; but
even that is to-day impossible. For I must leave
for England this afternoon at five o’clock, and
I have more to do than I can well accomplish.”
George leaped to his feet at these
words. Nothing could have been more unexpected;
but that is the way with Destiny, her movements are
ever unforeseen and inevitable. “Sir,”
he cried, “what has happened?”
“Your uncle is dying—perhaps
dead. I received a letter this morning urging
me to take the first packet. The North Star sails
this afternoon, and I do not wish to miss her, for
she flies English colours, and they are the only ones
the Barbary pirates pretend to respect. Now, George,
you must come with me to Mr. Hamilton’s office;
we have much business to arrange there; then, while
I pay a farewell visit to the President, you can purchase
for me the things I shall require for the voyage.”
So far his manner had been peremptory
and decided, but, suddenly, a sweet and marvellous
change occurred. He went close to Madame Van
Heemskirk, and taking both her hands, said in a voice
full of those tones that captivate women’s hearts—
“Mother! mother! I bid
you a loving, grateful farewell! You have ever
been to me good, and gentle, and wise—the
very best of mothers. God bless you!” Then
he kissed her with a solemn tenderness, and Lysbet
understood that he believed their parting to be a final
one. She sat down, weeping, and Hyde with an
authoritative motion of the head, commanding his son’s
attendance, went hastily out. It was then eleven
o’clock, and there was business that kept both
men hurrying here and there until almost the last
hour. It had been agreed that they were to meet
at the City Hotel at four o’clock; and soon after
that hour General Hyde joined his son. He looked
weary and sad, and began immediately to charge George
concerning his mother.
“We parted with kisses and smiles
this morning,” he said; “and I am glad
of it; if I went back, we should both weep; and a wet
parting is not a lucky one. I leave her in your
charge, George; and when I send her word to come to
England, look well to her comfort. And be sure
to come with her. Do you hear me?”
“Yes, sir.”
“On no account—even
if she wishes it—permit her to come alone.
Promise me.”
“I promise you, sir. What
is there that I would not do for my mother? What
is there I would not do to please you, sir?”
“Let me tell you, George, such
words are very sweet to me. As to yourself, I
do not fear for you. It is above, and below reason,
that you should do anything to shame your kindred,
living or dead—the living indeed, you might
reconcile; the dead are implacable; and their vengeance
is to be feared.”
“I fear not the dead, and I
love the living. The honour of Hyde is safe in
my keeping. If you have any advice to give me,
sir, pray speak plainly.”
“With all my soul. I ask
you, then, to play with some moderation. I ask
you to avoid any entanglement with women. I ask
you to withdraw yourself, as soon as possible, from
those blusterers for French liberty— or
rather French license, robbery, and assassination—I
tell you there is going to be a fierce national fracas
on the subject. Stand by the President, and every
word he says. Every word is sure to be wise and
right.”
“Father, I learnt the word ‘Liberty’
from your lips. I drew my sword under your command
for ‘Liberty.’ I know not how to discard
an idea that has grown into my nature as the veining
grows into the wood.”
“Liberty! Yes; cherish
it with your life-blood. But France has polluted
the name and outraged the idea. Neither you nor
I can wish to be swept into the common sewers, being
by birth, nobles and aristocrats. Earl Stanhope,
who was heart and soul with the French Revolution while
it was a movement for liberty, has just scratched
his name with his own hand from the revolutionary
Club. And Burke, who was once its most enthusiastic
defender, has now written a pamphlet which has given
it, in England, a fatal blow. This news came
in my letters to-day.” Then taking out
his watch, he rose, saying, “Come, it is time
to go to the ship—my dear George!”
George could not speak. He clasped
his father’s hand, and then walked by his side
to Coffee House Slip, where the North Star was lying.
There was no time to spare, and the General was glad
of it; for oh, these last moments! Youth may
prolong them, but age has lost youth’s rebound,
and willingly escapes their disintegrating emotion.
Before either realized the fact, the General had crossed
the narrow plank; it was quickly withdrawn; the anchor
was lifted to the chanty of “Homeward bound boys,”
and the North Star, with wind and tide in her favour,
was facing the great separating ocean.
George turned from the ship in a maze.
He felt as if his life had been cut sharply asunder;
at any rate, its continuity was broken, and what other
changes this change might bring it was impossible to
foresee. In any extremity, however, there is
generally some duty to do; and the doing of that duty
is the first right step onward. Without reasoning
on the matter, George followed this plan. He
had a letter to deliver to his mother; it was right
that it should be delivered as soon as possible; and
indeed he felt as if her voice and presence would be
the best of all comfort at that hour; so late as it
was, he rode out to Hyde Manor. His mother, with
a lighted candle in her hand, opened the door for him.
“I thought it was thy father,
Joris,” she said; “but what? Is there
anything wrong? Why art thou alone?”
“There is nothing wrong, dear
mother. Come, I will tell you what has happened.”
Then she locked the door carefully,
and followed her son into the small parlour, where
she had been sitting. He gave her his father’s
letter, and assumed for her sake, the air of one who
has brought good tidings. She silently read,
and folded it; and George said, “It was the most
fortunate thing, the North Star being ready for sea.
Father could hardly have had a better boat; and they
started with wind and tide in their favour. We
shall hear in a few weeks from him. Are you not
pleased, mother?”
“It is too late, Joris;—twenty
years too late. And I wish not to go to England.
Very unhappy was I in that cold, grey country.
Very happy am I here.”
“But you must have expected this change?”
“Not until your cousin died
was there any thought of such a thing. And long
before that, we had built and begun to love dearly
this home. I wish, then, it had been God’s
will that your cousin had not died.”
“My father—”
“Ah, Joris, your father has
always longed in his heart for England. Like
a weaning babe that never could be weaned was he.
In many ways, he has lately shown me that he felt
himself to be a future English earl. And thou
too? Wilt thou become an Englishman? Then
this fair home I have made for thee will forget thy
voice and thy footstep. Woe is me! I have
planted and planned, for whom I know not.”
“You have planned and planted
for your Joris. I swear to you that I like England
as little as you do. I despise the tomfoolery
of courts and ceremonies. I count an earl no
better than any other honourable gentleman. I
desire most of all to marry the woman I love, and live
here in the home that reminds me of you wherever I
turn. I want your likeness on the great stairway,
and in all the rooms; so that those who may never
see your face may love you; and say, ’How good
she looks! How beautiful she is!’”
“So true art thou! So loving!
So dear to me! Even in England I can be happy
if I think of thee Here—filling these big
rooms with good company; riding, shooting, over thine
own land, fishing in thy own waters, telling thy boys
and girls how dear grandmother had this pond dug—this
hedge planted—these woods filled with game—these
streams set with willows—these summerhouses
built for pleasure. Oh, I have thought ever as
I worked, I shall leave my memory here—and
here—and here again—for never,
Joris, never, dear Joris, while thou art in this world,
must thou forget me!”
“Never! Never, oh never, dear, dear mother!”
And that night they said no more.
Both felt there would be plenty of time in the future
to consider whatever changes it might have in store
for them.