“COME WITH ME”
When they came back from the graveyard,
The Rat was silent all the way. He was thinking
of what had happened and of what lay before him.
He was, in fact, thinking chiefly that nothing lay
before him—nothing. The certainty
of that gave his sharp, lined face new lines and sharpness
which made it look pinched and hard.
He had nothing before but a corner
in a bare garret in which he could find little more
than a leaking roof over his head—when he
was not turned out into the street. But, if policemen
asked him where he lived, he could say he lived in
Bone Court with his father. Now he couldn’t
say it.
He got along very well on his crutches,
but he was rather tired when they reached the turn
in the street which led in the direction of his old
haunts. At any rate, they were haunts he knew,
and he belonged to them more than he belonged elsewhere.
The Squad stopped at this particular corner because
it led to such homes as they possessed. They
stopped in a body and looked at The Rat, and The Rat
stopped also. He swung himself to Loristan’s
side, touching his hand to his forehead.
“Thank you, sir,” he said.
“Line and salute, you chaps!” And the Squad
stood in line and raised their hands also. “Thank
you, sir. Thank you, Marco. Good-by.”
“Where are you going?” Loristan asked.
“I don’t know yet,” The Rat answered,
biting his lips.
He and Loristan looked at each other
a few moments in silence. Both of them were thinking
very hard. In The Rat’s eyes there was a
kind of desperate adoration. He did not know
what he should do when this man turned and walked
away from him. It would be as if the sun itself
had dropped out of the heavens—and The
Rat had not thought of what the sun meant before.
But Loristan did not turn and walk
away. He looked deep into the lad’s eyes
as if he were searching to find some certainty.
Then he said in a low voice, “You know how poor
I am.”
“I—I don’t
care!” said The Rat. “You—you’re
like a king to me. I’d stand up and be
shot to bits if you told me to do it.”
“I am so poor that I am not
sure I can give you enough dry bread to eat—always.
Marco and Lazarus and I are often hungry. Sometimes
you might have nothing to sleep on but the floor.
But I can find a place for you if I take you
with me,” said Loristan. “Do you know
what I mean by a place?”
“Yes, I do,” answered
The Rat. “It’s what I’ve never
had before—sir.”
What he knew was that it meant some
bit of space, out of all the world, where he would
have a sort of right to stand, howsoever poor and bare
it might be.
“I’m not used to beds
or to food enough,” he said. But he did
not dare to insist too much on that “place.”
It seemed too great a thing to be true.
Loristan took his arm.
“Come with me,” he said.
“We won’t part. I believe you are
to be trusted.”
The Rat turned quite white in a sort
of anguish of joy. He had never cared for any
one in his life. He had been a sort of young Cain,
his hand against every man and every man’s hand
against him. And during the last twelve hours
he had plunged into a tumultuous ocean of boyish hero-worship.
This man seemed like a sort of god to him. What
he had said and done the day before, in what had been
really The Rat’s hours of extremity, after that
appalling night—the way he had looked into
his face and understood it all, the talk at the table
when he had listened to him seriously, comprehending
and actually respecting his plans and rough maps;
his silent companionship as they followed the pauper
hearse together—these things were enough
to make the lad longingly ready to be any sort of
servant or slave to him if he might see and be spoken
to by him even once or twice a day.
The Squad wore a look of dismay for
a moment, and Loristan saw it.
“I am going to take your captain
with me,” he said. “But he will come
back to Barracks. So will Marco.”
“Will yer go on with the game?”
asked Cad, as eager spokesman. “We want
to go on being the ‘Secret Party.’”
“Yes, I’ll go on,”
The Rat answered. “I won’t give it
up. There’s a lot in the papers to-day.”
So they were pacified and went on
their way, and Loristan and Lazarus and Marco and
The Rat went on theirs also.
“Queer thing is,” The
Rat thought as they walked together, “I’m
a bit afraid to speak to him unless he speaks to me
first. Never felt that way before with any one.”
He had jeered at policemen and had
impudently chaffed “swells,” but he felt
a sort of secret awe of this man, and actually liked
the feeling.
“It’s as if I was a private
and he was commander-in-chief,” he thought.
“That’s it.”
Loristan talked to him as they went.
He was simple enough in his statements of the situation.
There was an old sofa in Marco’s bedroom.
It was narrow and hard, as Marco’s bed itself
was, but The Rat could sleep upon it. They would
share what food they had. There were newspapers
and magazines to be read. There were papers and
pencils to draw new maps and plans of battles.
There was even an old map of Samavia of Marco’s
which the two boys could study together as an aid to
their game. The Rat’s eyes began to have
points of fire in them.
“If I could see the papers every
morning, I could fight the battles on paper by night,”
he said, quite panting at the incredible vision of
splendor. Were all the kingdoms of the earth going
to be given to him? Was he going to sleep without
a drunken father near him?
Was he going to have a chance to wash
himself and to sit at a table and hear people say
“Thank you,” and “I beg pardon,”
as if they were using the most ordinary fashion of
speech? His own father, before he had sunk into
the depths, had lived and spoken in this way.
“When I have time, we will see
who can draw up the best plans,” Loristan said.
“Do you mean that you’ll
look at mine then—when you have time?”
asked The Rat, hesitatingly. “I wasn’t
expecting that.”
“Yes,” answered Loristan,
“I’ll look at them, and we’ll talk
them over.”
As they went on, he told him that
he and Marco could do many things together. They
could go to museums and galleries, and Marco could
show him what he himself was familiar with.
“My father said you wouldn’t
let him come back to Barracks when you found out about
it,” The Rat said, hesitating again and growing
hot because he remembered so many ugly past days.
“But—but I swear I won’t do
him any harm, sir. I won’t!”
“When I said I believed you
could be trusted, I meant several things,” Loristan
answered him. “That was one of them.
You’re a new recruit. You and Marco are
both under a commanding officer.” He said
the words because he knew they would elate him and
stir his blood.