And it came to pass nigh upon
nineteen hundred and sixteen years ago
THE LITTLE HUNCHBACK ZIA
The little hunchback Zia toiled slowly
up the steep road, keeping in the deepest shadows,
even though the night had long fallen. Sometimes
he staggered with weariness or struck his foot against
a stone and smothered his involuntary cry of pain.
He was so full of terror that he was afraid to utter
a sound which might cause any traveler to glance toward
him. This he feared more than any other thing—that
some man or woman might look at him too closely.
If such a one knew much and had keen eyes, he or she
might in some way guess even at what they might not
yet see.
Since he had fled from the village
in which his wretched short life had been spent he
had hidden himself in thickets and behind walls or
rocks or bushes during the day, and had only come
forth at night to stagger along his way in the darkness.
If he had not managed to steal some food before he
began his journey and if he had not found in one place
some beans dropped from a camel’s feeding-bag,
he would have starved. For five nights he had
been wandering on, but in his desperate fear he had
lost count of time. When he had left the place
he had called his home he had not known where he was
going or where he might hide himself in the end.
The old woman with whom he had lived and for whom he
had begged and labored had driven him out with a terror
as great as his own.
“Begone!” she had cried
in a smothered shriek. “Get thee gone, accursed!
Even now thou mayest have brought the curse upon me
also. A creature born a hunchback comes on earth
with the blight of Jehovah’s wrath upon him.
Go far! Go as far as thy limbs will carry thee!
Let no man come near enough to thee to see it!
If thou go far away before it is known, it will be
forgotten that I have harbored thee.”
He had stood and looked at her in
the silence of the dead, his immense, black Syrian
eyes growing wider and wider with childish horror.
He had always regarded her with slavish fear.
What he was to her he did not know; neither did he
know how he had fallen into her hands. He knew
only that he was not of her blood or of her country
and that he yet seemed to have always belonged to
her. In his first memory of his existence, a
little deformed creature rolling about on the littered
floor of her uncleanly hovel, he had trembled at the
sound of her voice and had obeyed it like a beaten
spaniel puppy. When he had grown older he had
seen that she lived upon alms and thievery and witchlike
evil doings that made all decent folk avoid her.
She had no kinsfolk or friends, and only such visitors
as came to her in the dark hours of night and seemed
to consult with her as she sat and mumbled strange
incantations while she stirred a boiling pot.
Zia had heard of soothsayers and dealers with evil
spirits, and at such hours was either asleep on his
pallet in a far corner or, if he lay awake, hid his
face under his wretched covering and stopped his ears.
Once when she had drawn near and found his large eyes
open and staring at her in spellbound terror, she had
beaten him horribly and cast him into the storm raging
outside.
A strange passion in her seemed her
hatred of his eyes. She could not endure that
he should look at her as if he were thinking.
He must not let his eyes rest on her for more than
a moment when he spoke. He must keep them fixed
on the ground or look away from her. From his
babyhood this had been so. A hundred times she
had struck him when he was too young to understand
her reason. The first strange lesson he had learned
was that she hated his eyes and was driven to fury
when she found them resting innocently upon her.
Before he was three years old he had learned this
thing and had formed the habit of looking down upon
the earth as he limped about. For long he thought
that his eyes were as hideous as his body was distorted.
In her frenzies she told him that evil spirits looked
out from them and that he was possessed of devils.
Without thought of rebellion or resentment he accepted
with timorous humility, as part of his existence,
her taunts at his twisted limbs. What use in
rebellion or anger? With the fatalism of the East
he resigned himself to that which was. He had
been born a deformity, and even his glance carried
evil. This was life. He knew no other.
Of his origin he knew nothing except that from the
old woman’s rambling outbursts he had gathered
that he was of Syrian blood and a homeless outcast.
But though he had so long trained
himself to look downward that it had at last become
an effort to lift his heavily lashed eyelids, there
came a time when he learned that his eyes were not
so hideously evil as his task-mistress had convinced
him that they were. When he was only seven years
old she sent him out to beg alms for her, and on the
first day of his going forth she said a strange thing,
the meaning of which he could not understand.
“Go not forth with thine eyes
bent downward on the dust. Lift them, and look
long at those from whom thou askest alms. Lift
them and look as I see thee look at the sky when thou
knowest not I am near thee. I have seen thee,
hunchback. Gaze at the passers-by as if thou sawest
their souls and asked help of them.”
She said it with a fierce laugh of
derision, but when in his astonishment he involuntarily
lifted his gaze to hers, she struck at him, her harsh
laugh broken in two.
“Not at me, hunchback!
Not at me! At those who are ready to give!”
she cried out.
He had gone out stunned with amazement.
He wondered so greatly that when he at last sat down
by the roadside under a fig-tree he sat in a dream.
He looked up at the blueness above him as he always
did when he was alone. His eyelids did not seem
heavy when he lifted them to look at the sky.
The blueness and the billows of white clouds brought
rest to him, and made him forget what he was.
The floating clouds were his only friends. There
was something—yes, there was something,
he did not know what. He wished he were a cloud
himself, and could lose himself at last in the blueness
as the clouds did when they melted away. Surely
the blueness was the something.
The soft, dull pad of camel’s
feet approached upon the road without his hearing
them. He was not roused from his absorption until
the camel stopped its tread so near him that he started
and looked up. It was necessary that he should
look up a long way. He was a deformed little
child, and the camel was a tall and splendid one, with
rich trappings and golden bells. The man it carried
was dressed richly, and the expression of his dark
face was at once restless and curious. He was
bending down and staring at Zia as if he were something
strange.
“What dost thou see, child?”
he said at last, and he spoke almost in a breathless
whisper. “What art thou waiting for?”
Zia stumbled to his feet and held
out his bag, frightened, because he had never begged
before and did not know how, and if he did not carry
back money and food, he would be horribly beaten again.
“Alms! alms!” he stammered.
“Master—Lord—I beg for—for
her who keeps me. She is poor and old. Alms,
great lord, for a woman who is old!”
The man with the restless face still
stared. He spoke as if unaware that he uttered
words and as if he were afraid.
“The child’s eyes!”
he said. “I cannot pass him by! What
is it? I must not be held back. But the
unearthly beauty of his eyes!” He caught his
breath as he spoke. And then he seemed to awaken
as one struggling against a spell.
“What is thy name?” he asked.
Zia also had lost his breath.
What had the man meant when he spoke of his eyes?
He told his name, but he could answer
no further questions. He did not know whose son
he was; he had no home; of his mistress he knew only
that her name was Judith and that she lived on alms.
Even while he related these things
he remembered his lesson, and, dropping his eyelids,
fixed his gaze on the camel’s feet.
“Why dost thou cast thine eyes
downward?” the man asked in a troubled and intense
voice.
Zia could not speak, being stricken
with fear and the dumbness of bewilderment. He
stood quite silent, and as he lifted his eyes and let
them rest on the stranger’s own, they became
large with tears—big, piteous tears.
“Why?” persisted the man,
anxiously. “Is it because thou seest evil
in my soul?”
“No, no!” sobbed Zia.
“One taught me to look away because I am hideous
and—my eyes—are evil.”
“Evil!” said the stranger.
“They have lied to thee.” He was trembling
as he spoke. “A man who has been pondering
on sin dare not pass their beauty by. They draw
him, and show him his own soul. Having seen them,
I must turn my camel’s feet backward and go
no farther on this road which was to lead me to a
black deed.” He bent down, and dropped a
purse into the child’s alms-bag, still staring
at him and breathing hard. “They have the
look,” he muttered, “of eyes that might
behold the Messiah. Who knows? Who knows?”
And he turned his camel’s head, still shuddering
a little, and he rode away back toward the place from
which he had come.
There was gold in the purse he had
given, and when Zia carried it back to Judith, she
snatched it from him and asked him many questions.
She made him repeat word for word all that had passed.
After that he was sent out to beg
day after day, and in time he vaguely understood
[Illustration with caption: “’Perhaps
when he is a man he will be a great soothsayer and
reader of the stars’”]
that the old woman had spoken falsely
when she had said that evil spirits looked forth hideously
from his eyes. People often said that they were
beautiful, and gave him money because something in
his gaze drew them near to him. But this was
not all. At times there were those who spoke
under their breath to one another of some wonder of
light in them, some strange luminousness which was
not earthly.
“He surely sees that which we
cannot. Perhaps when he is a man he will be a
great soothsayer and reader of the stars,” he
heard a woman whisper to a companion one day.
Those who were evil were afraid to
meet his gaze, and hated it as old Judith did, though,
as he was not their servant, they dared not strike
him when he lifted his soft, heavy eyelids.
But Zia could not understand what
people meant when they whispered about him or turned
away fiercely. A weight was lifted from his soul
when he realized that he was not as revolting as he
had believed. And when people spoke kindly to
him he began to know something like happiness for
the first time in his life. He brought home so
much in his alms-bag that the old woman ceased to
beat him and gave him more liberty. He was allowed
to go out at night and sleep under the stars.
At such times he used to lie and look up at the jeweled
myriads until he felt himself drawn upward and floating
nearer and nearer to that unknown something which
he felt also in the high blueness of the day.
When he first began to feel as if
some mysterious ailment was creeping upon him he kept
himself out of Judith’s way as much as possible.
He dared not tell her that sometimes he could scarcely
crawl from one place to another. A miserable
fevered weakness became his secret. As the old
woman took no notice of him except when he brought
back his day’s earnings, it was easy to evade
her. One morning, however, she fixed her eyes
on him suddenly and keenly.
“Why art thou so white?”
she said, and caught him by the arm, whirling him
toward the light. “Art thou ailing?”
“No! no!” cried Zia.
She held him still for a few seconds, still staring.
“Thou art too white,”
she said. “I will have no such whiteness.
It is the whiteness of—of an accursed thing.
Get thee gone!”
He went away, feeling cold and shaken.
He knew he was white. One or two almsgivers had
spoken of it, and had looked at him a little fearfully.
He himself could see that the flesh of his thin body
was becoming an unearthly color. Now and then
he had shuddered as he looked at it because—because—There
was one curse so horrible beyond all others that the
strongest man would have quailed in his dread of its
drawing near him. And he was a child, a twelve-year-old
boy, a helpless little hunchback mendicant.
When he saw the first white-and-red
spot upon his flesh he stood still and stared at it,
gasping, and the sweat started out upon him and rolled
down in great drops.
“Jehovah!” he whispered,
“God of Israel! Thy servant is but a child!”
But there broke out upon him other
spots, and every time he found a new one his flesh
quaked, and he could not help looking at it in secret
again and again. Every time he looked it was because
he hoped it might have faded away. But no spot
faded away, and the skin on the palms of his hands
began to be rough and cracked and to show spots also.
In a cave on a hillside near the road
where he sat and begged there lived a deathly being
who, with face swathed in linen and with bandaged
stumps of limbs, hobbled forth now and then, and came
down to beg also, but always keeping at a distance
from all human creatures, and, as he approached the
pitiful, rattled loudly his wooden clappers, wailing
out: “Unclean! Unclean!”
It was the leper Berias, whose hopeless
tale of awful days was almost done. Zia himself
had sometimes limped up the hillside and laid some
of his own poor food upon a stone near his cave so
that he might find it. One day he had also taken
a branch of almond-blossom in full flower, and had
laid it by the food. And when he had gone away
and stood at some distance watching to see the poor
ghost come forth to take what he had given, he had
seen him first clutch at the blossoming branch and
fall upon his face, holding it to his breast, a white,
bound, shapeless thing, sobbing, and uttering hoarse,
croaking, unhuman cries. No almsgiver but Zia
had ever dreamed of bringing a flower to him who was
forever cut off from all bloom and loveliness.
It was this white, shuddering creature
that Zia remembered with the sick chill of horror
when he saw the spots.
“Unclean! Unclean!”
he heard the cracked voice cry to the sound of the
wooden clappers. “Unclean! Unclean!”
Judith was standing at the door of
her hovel one morning when Zia was going forth for
the day. He had fearfully been aware that for
days she had been watching him as he had never known
her to watch him before. This morning she had
followed him to the door, and had held him there a
few moments in the light with some harsh speech, keeping
her eyes fixed on him the while.
Even as they so stood there fell upon
the clear air of the morning a hollow, far-off sound—the
sound of wooden clappers rattled together, and the
hopeless crying of two words, “Unclean!
Unclean!”
Then silence fell. Upon Zia descended
a fear beyond all power of words to utter. In
his quaking young torment he lifted his eyes and met
the gaze of the old woman as it flamed down upon him.
“Go within!” she commanded
suddenly, and pointed to the wretched room inside.
He obeyed her, and she followed him, closing the door
behind them.
“Tear off thy garment!”
she ordered. “Strip thyself to thy skin—to
thy skin!”
He shook from head to foot, his trembling
hands almost refusing to obey him. She did not
touch him, but stood apart, glaring. His garments
fell from him and lay in a heap at his feet, and he
stood among them naked.
One look, and she broke forth, shaking
with fear herself, into a breathless storm of fury.
“Thou hast known this thing
and hidden it!” she raved. “Leper!
Leper! Accursed hunchback thing!”
As he stood in his nakedness and sobbed
great, heavy childish sobs, she did not dare to strike
him, and raged the more.
If it were known that she had harbored
him, the priests would be upon her, and all that she
had would be taken from her and burned. She would
not even let him put his clothes on in her house.
“Take thy rags and begone in
thy nakedness! Clothe thyself on the hillside!
Let none see thee until thou art far away! Rot
as thou wilt, but dare not to name me! Begone!
begone! begone!”
And with his rags he fled naked through
the doorway, and hid himself in the little wood beyond.
Later, as he went on his way, he had
hidden himself in the daytime behind bushes by the
wayside or off the road; he had crouched behind rocks
and boulders; he had slept in caves when he had found
them; he had shrunk away from all human sight.
He knew it could not be long before he would be discovered,
and then he would be shut up; and afterward he would
be as Berias until he died alone. Like unto Berias!
To him it seemed as though surely never child had
sobbed before as he sobbed, lying hidden behind his
boulders, among his bushes, on the bare hill among
the rocks.
For the first four nights of his wandering
he had not known where he was going, but on this fifth
night he discovered. He was on the way to Bethlehem—beautiful
little Bethlehem curving on the crest of the Judean
mountains and smiling down upon the fairness of the
fairest of sweet valleys, rich with vines and figs
and olives and almond-trees. He dimly recalled
stories he had overheard of its loveliness, and when
he found that he had wandered unknowingly toward it,
he was aware of a faint sense of peace. He had
seen nothing of any other part of the world than the
poor village outside which the hovel of his bond-mistress
had clung to a low hill. Since he was near it,
he vaguely desired to see Bethlehem.
He had learned of its nearness as
he lay hidden in the undergrowth on the mountain-side
that he had begun to climb the night before. Awakening
from sleep, he had heard many feet passing up the climbing
road—the feet of men and women and children,
of camels and asses, and all had seemed to be of a
procession ascending the mountainside. Lying flat
upon the earth, he had parted the bushes cautiously,
and watched, and listened to the shouts, cries, laughter,
and talk of those who were near enough to be heard.
So bit by bit he had heard the story of the passing
throng. The great Emperor Augustus, who, to the
common herd seemed some strange omnipotent in his
remote and sumptuous paradise of Rome, had issued
a decree that all the world of his subjects should
be enrolled, and every man, woman, and child must
enroll himself in his own city. And to the little
town of Bethlehem all these travelers were wending
their way, to the place of their nativity, in obedience
to the great Caesar’s command.
All through the day he watched them—men
and women and children who belonged to one another,
who rode together on their beasts, or walked together
hand in hand. Women on camels or asses held their
little ones in their arms, or walked with the youngest
slung on their backs. He heard boys laugh and
talk with their fathers—boys of his own
age, who trudged merrily along, and now and again
ran forward, shouting with glee. He saw more
than one strong man swing his child up to his shoulder
and bear him along as if he found joy in his burden.
Boy and girl companions played as they went and made
holiday of their journey; young men or women who were
friends, lovers, or brothers and sisters bore one
another company.
“No one is alone,” said
Zia, twisting his thin fingers together—“no
one! no one! And there are no lepers. The
great Caesar would not count a leper. Perhaps,
if he saw one, he would command him to be put to death.”
And then he writhed upon the grass
and sobbed again, his bent chest almost bursting with
his efforts to make no sound. He had always been
alone—always, always; but this loneliness
was such as no young human thing could bear.
He was no longer alive; he was no longer a human being.
Unclean! Unclean! Unclean!
At last he slept, exhausted, and past
his piteous, prostrate childhood and helplessness
the slow procession wound its way up the mountain road
toward the crescent of Bethlehem, knowing nothing of
his nearness to its unburdened comfort and simple
peace.
When he awakened, the night had fallen,
and he opened his eyes upon a high vault of blue velvet
darkness strewn with great stars. He saw this
at the first moment of his consciousness; then he realized
that there was no longer to be heard the sound either
of passing hoofs or treading feet. The travelers
who had gone by during the day had probably reached
their journey’s end, and gone to rest in their
tents, or had found refuge in the inclosing khan that
gave shelter to wayfarers and their beasts of burden.
But though there was no human creature
near, and no sound of human voice or human tread,
a strange change had taken place in him. His loneliness
had passed away, and left him lying still and calm
as though it had never existed, as though the crushed
and broken child who had plunged from a precipice
of woe into deadly, exhausted sleep was only a vague
memory of a creature in a dark past dream.
Had it been himself? Lying upon
his back, seeing only the immensity of the deep blue
above him and the greatness of the stars, he scarcely
dared to draw breath lest he should arouse himself
to new anguish. It had not been he who had so
suffered; surely it had been another Zia. What
had come upon him, what had come upon the world?
All was so still that it was as if the earth waited—as
if it waited to hear some word that would be spoken
out of the great space in which it hung. He was
not hungry or cold or tired. It was as if he
had never staggered and stumbled up the mountain path
and dropped shuddering, to hide behind the bushes
before the daylight came and men could see his white
face. Surely he had rested long. He had
never felt like this before, and he had never seen
so wonderful a night. The stars had never been
so many and so large. What made them so soft
and brilliant that each one was almost like a sun?
And he strangely felt that each looked down at him
as if it said the word, though he did not know what
the word was. Why had he been so terror-stricken?
Why had he been so wretched? There were no lepers;
there were no hunchbacks. There was only Zia,
and he was at peace, and akin to the stars that looked
down.
How heavenly still the waiting world
was, how heavenly still! He lay and smiled and
smiled; perhaps he lay so for an hour. Then high,
high above he saw, or thought he saw, in the remoteness
of the vault of blue a brilliant whiteness float.
Was it a strange snowy cloud or was he dreaming?
It seemed to grow whiter, more brilliant. His
breath came fast, and his heart beat trembling in
his breast, because he had never seen clouds so strangely,
purely brilliant. There was another, higher,
farther distant, and yet more dazzling still.
Another and another showed its radiance until at last
an arch of splendor seemed to stream across the sky.
“It is like the glory of the
ark of the covenant,” he gasped, and threw his
arm across his blinded eyes, shuddering with rapture.
He could not uncover his face, and
it was as he lay quaking with an unearthly joy that
he first thought he heard sounds of music as remotely
distant as the lights.
“Is it on earth?” he panted. “Is
it on earth?”
He struggled to his knees. He
had heard of miracles and wonders of old, and of the
past ages when the sons of God visited the earth.
“Glory to God in the highest!”
he stammered again and again and again. “Glory
to the great Jehovah!” and he touched his forehead
seven times to the earth.
Then he beheld a singular thing.
When he had gone to sleep a flock of sheep had been
lying near him on the grass. The flock was still
there, but something seemed to be happening to it.
The creatures were awakening from their sleep as if
they had heard something. First one head was
raised, and then another and another and another, until
every head was lifted, and every one was turned toward
a certain point as if listening. What were they
listening for? Zia could see nothing, though he
turned his own face toward the climbing road and listened
with them. The floating radiance was so increasing
in the sky that at this point of the mountain-side
it seemed no longer to the night, and the far-away
paeans held him breathless with mysterious awe.
Was the sound on earth? Where did it come from?
Where?
“Praised be Jehovah!”
he heard his weak and shaking young voice quaver.
Some belated travelers were coming
slowly up the road. He heard an ass’s feet
and low voices.
The sheep heard them also. Had
they been waiting for them? They rose one by
one—the whole flock—to their
feet, and turned in a body toward the approaching
sounds.
Zia stood up with them. He waited
also, and it was as if at this moment his soul so
lifted itself that it almost broke away from his body—
almost.
Around the curve an ass came slowly
bearing a woman, and led by a man who walked by his
side. He was a man of sober years and walked wearily.
Zia’s eyes grew wide with awe and wondering as
he gazed, scarce breathing.
The light upon the hillside was so
softly radiant and so clear that he could
[Illustration with caption: “Zia’s
eyes grew wide with awe and wondering as he gazed,
scarce breathing”—Page 38]
see that the woman’s robe was
blue and that she lifted her face to the stars as
she rode. It was a young face, and pale with the
pallor of lilies, and her eyes were as stars of the
morning. But this was not all. A radiance
shone from her pure pallor, and bordering her blue
robe and veil was a faint, steady glow of light.
And as she passed the standing and waiting sheep,
they slowly bowed themselves upon their knees before
her, and so knelt until she had passed by and was out
of sight. Then they returned to their places,
and slept as before.
When she was gone, Zia found that
he also was kneeling. He did not know when his
knees had bent. He was faint with ecstasy.
“She goes to Bethlehem,”
he heard himself say as he had heard himself speak
before. “I, too; I, too.”
He stood a moment listening to the
sound of the ass’s retreating feet as it grew
fainter in the distance. His breath came quick
and soft. The light had died away from the hillside,
but the high-floating radiance seemed to pass to and
fro in the heavens, and now and again he thought he
heard the faint, far sound that was like music so distant
that it was as a thing heard in a dream.
“Perhaps I behold visions,”
he murmured. “It may be that I shall awake.”
But he found himself making his way
through the bushes and setting his feet upon the road.
He must follow, he must follow. Howsoever steep
the hill, he must climb to Bethlehem. But as
he went on his way it did not seem steep, and he did
not waver or toil as he usually did when walking.
He felt no weariness or ache in his limbs, and the
high radiance gently lighted the path and dimly revealed
that many white flowers he had never seen before seemed
to have sprung up by the roadside and to wave softly
to and fro, giving forth a fragrance so remote and
faint, yet so clear, that it did not seem of earth.
It was perhaps part of the vision.
Of the distance he climbed his thought
took no cognizance. There was in this vision
neither distance nor time. There was only faint
radiance, far, strange sounds, and the breathing of
air which made him feel an ecstasy of lightness as
he moved. The other Zia had traveled painfully,
had stumbled and struck his feet against wayside stones.
He seemed ten thousand miles, ten thousand years away.
It was not he who went to Bethlehem, led as if by
some power invisible. To Bethlehem! To Bethlehem,
where went the woman whose blue robe was bordered with
a glow of fair luminousness and whose face, like an
uplifted lily, softly shone. It was she he followed,
knowing no reason but that his soul was called.
When he reached the little town and
stood at last near the gateway of the khan in which
the day-long procession of wayfarers had crowded to
take refuge for the night, he knew that he would find
no place among the multitude within its walls.
Too many of the great Caesar’s subjects had
been born in Bethlehem and had come back for their
enrolment. The khan was crowded to its utmost,
and outside lingered many who had not been able to
gain admission and who consulted plaintively with one
another as to where they might find a place to sleep,
and to eat the food they carried with them.
Zia had made his way to the entrance-gate
only because he knew the travelers he had followed
would seek shelter there, and that he might chance
to hear of them.
He stood a little apart from the gate
and waited. Something would tell him what he
must do. Almost as this thought entered his mind
he heard voices speaking near him. Two women
were talking together, and soon he began to hear their
words.
“Joseph of Nazareth and Mary
his wife,” one said. “Both of the
line of David. There was no room for them, even
as there was no room for others not of royal lineage.
To the mangers in the cave they have gone, seeing
the woman had sore need of rest. She, thou knowest—”
Zia heard no more. He did not
ask where the cave lay. He had not needed to
ask his way to Bethlehem. That which had led him
again directed his feet away from the entrance-gate
of the khan, past the crowded court and the long,
low wall of stone within the inclosure of which the
camels and asses browsed and slept, on at last to
a pathway leading to the gray of rising rocks.
Beneath them was the cave, he knew, though none had
told him so. Only a short distance, and he saw
what drew him trembling nearer. At the open entrance,
through which he could see the rough mangers of stone,
the heaps of fodder, and the ass munching slowly in
a corner, the woman who wore the blue robe stood leaning
wearily against the heavy wooden post. And the
soft light bordering her garments set her in a frame
of faint radiance and glowed in a halo about her head.
“The light! the light!”
cried Zia in a breathless whisper. And he crossed
his hands upon his breast.
Her husband surely could not see it.
He moved soberly about, unpacking the burden the ass
had carried and seeming to see naught else. He
heaped straw in a corner with care, and threw his
mantle upon it.
“Come,” he said.
“Here thou canst rest, and I can watch by thy
side. The angels of the Lord be with thee!”
The woman turned from the door and went toward him,
walking with slow steps. He gazed at her with
mild, unillumined eyes.
“Does he not see the light!”
panted Zia. “Does he not see the light!”
Soon he himself no longer saw it.
Joseph of Nazareth came to the wooden doors and drew
them together, and the boy stood alone on the mountain-side,
trembling still, and wet with the dew of the night;
but not weary, not hungered, not athirst or afraid,
only quaking with wonder and joy— he, the
little hunchback Zia, who had known no joy before since
the hour of his birth.
He sank upon the earth slowly in an
exquisite peace—a peace that thrilled his
whole being as it stole over his limbs, deepening moment
by moment. His head drooped softly upon a cushion
of moss. As his eyelids fell, he saw the splendor
of whiteness floating in the height of the purple
vault above him.
The dawn was breaking and yet the
stars had not faded away. This was his thought
when his eyes first opened on a great one, greater
than any other in the sky, and of so pure a brilliance
that it seemed as if even the sun would not be bright
enough to put it out. It hung high in the paling
blue, high as the white radiance; and as he lay and
gazed, he thought it surely moved. What new star
was it that in that one night had been born?
He had watched the stars through so many desolate hours
that he knew each great one as a friend, and this
one he had never seen before.
The morning was cold, and his clothes
were wet with dew, but he felt no chill. He remembered;
yes, he remembered. If he had lived in a vision
the day before, he was surely living in one yet.
The Zia who had been starved and beaten and driven
out naked into the world, who had clutched his thin
breast and sobbed, writhing upon the earth, where was
he? He looked down upon his hands and saw the
cracked and scaling palms, and it was as though they
were not. He thrust back the covering from his
chest and saw the spots there. But there were
no lepers, there were no hunchbacks; there were only
Zia and the light. He knelt and turned himself
toward the cave and prayed, and as he so knelt and
prayed the man Joseph rolled open the heavy wooden
door.
Then Zia, still kneeling, beat himself
softly upon the breast and prayed again, not as before
to Jehovah, but to that which he beheld.
The light was there, fair, radiant,
wonderful. The cave was bathed in it. The
woman in the blue robe sat upon the straw, and in her
arms she held a new-born child. Zia touched his
forehead to the earth again, again, again, unknowing
that he did so. The child was the light itself!
He must rise and draw near. That
which had drawn him up the mountainside drew him again.
The child was the light itself! As he crept near
the cave’s entrance, the woman’s eyes
rested upon him soft and wonderful.
She spoke to him—she spoke!
“Be not afraid,” she said. “Draw
nigh and behold!”
Her voice was not as the voice of
other women; it was like her eyes, his body, through
his blood, through every limb and fleshy atom of him,
he felt it steal—new life, warming, thrilling,
wakening in his veins new life! As he felt it,
he knelt quaking with rapture even as he had stood
the night before gazing at the light. The new-born
hand lay still.
He did not know how long he knelt.
He did not know that the woman leaned toward him,
scarce drawing breath, her wondrous eyes resting upon
him as if she waited for a sign. Even as she
so gazed she beheld it, and spoke, whispering as in
awed prayer:
“Go forth and cleanse thy flesh
in running water,” she said. “Go forth.”
He moved, he rose, he stood upright—the
hunchback Zia who had never stood upright before!
His body was straight, his limbs were strong.
He looked upon his hands, and there was no blemish
or spot to be seen!
“I am made whole!” he
cried in ecstasy so wild that his boy’s voice
rang and echoed in the cave’s hollowed roof.
“I am made whole!”
“Go forth,” she said softly. “Go
forth and give praise.”
He turned and went into the dawning
day. He stood swaying, and heard himself sob
forth a rapturous cry of prayer. His flesh was
fresh and pure; he stood erect and tall. He was
as others whom God had not cursed. The light!
the light! He stretched forth his arms to the
morning sky.
Some shepherds roughly clothed in
the skins of lambs and kids were climbing the hill
toward the cave. They carried their crooks, and
they talked eagerly as though in wonderment at some
strange thing which had befallen them, looking up
at the heavens, and one pointed with his crook.
“Surely it draws nearer, the star!” he
said. “Look!”
As they passed a thicket where a brook
flowed through the trees a fair boy came forth, cleansed,
fresh, and radiant as if he had but just bathed in
its clear waters. It was the boy Zia.
“Who is this one?” said the oldest shepherd.
“How beautiful he is! How
the light shines on him! He looks like a king’s
son.”
[Illustration with caption: “‘How
beautiful he is!’”—Page 54]
And as they passed, they made obeisance to him.