A principal
personage
There exists in Provence, especially
about Avignon, a race of men with blond or chestnut
hair, fair skin, and eyes that are almost tender,
their pupils calm, feeble, or languishing, rather than
keen, ardent, or profound, as they usually are in
the eyes of Southerners. Let us remark, in passing,
that among Corsicans, a race subject to fits of anger
and dangerous irascibility, we often meet with fair
skins and physical natures of the same apparent tranquillity.
These pale men, rather stout, with somewhat dim and
hazy eyes either green or blue, are the worst species
of humanity in Provence; and Charles-Marie-Theodose
de la Peyrade presents a fine type of that race, the
constitution of which deserves careful examination
on the part of medical science and philosophical physiology.
There rises, at times, within such men, a species
of bile,—a bitter gall, which flies to
their head and makes them capable of ferocious actions,
done, apparently, in cold blood. Being the result
of an inward intoxication, this sort of dumb violence
seems to be irreconcilable with their quasi-lymphatic
outward man, and the tranquillity of their benignant
glance.
Born in the neighborhood of Avignon,
the young Provencal whose name we have just mentioned
was of middle height, well-proportioned, and rather
stout; the tone of his skin had no brilliancy; it was
neither livid nor dead-white, nor colored, but gelatinous,—that
word can alone give a true idea of the flabby, hueless
envelope, beneath which were concealed nerves that
were less vigorous than capable of enormous resistance
at certain given moments. His eyes, of a pale
cold blue, expressed in their ordinary condition a
species of deceptive sadness, which must have had
great charms for women. The forehead, finely cut,
was not without dignity, and it harmonized well with
the soft, light chestnut hair curling naturally, but
slightly, at its tips. The nose, precisely like
that of a hunting dog, flat and furrowed at the tip,
inquisitive, intelligent, searching, always on the
scent, instead of expressing good-humor, was ironical
and mocking; but this particular aspect of his nature
never showed itself openly; the young man must have
ceased to watch himself, he must have flown into fury
before the power came to him to flash out the sarcasm
and the wit which embittered, tenfold, his infernal
humor. The mouth, the curving lines and pomegranate-colored
lips of which were very pleasing, seemed the admirable
instrument of an organ that was almost sweet in its
middle tones, where its owner usually kept it, but
which, in its higher key, vibrated on the ear like
the sound of a gong. This falsetto was the voice
of his nerves and his anger. His face, kept expressionless
by an inward command, was oval in form. His manners,
in harmony with the sacerdotal calmness of the face,
were reserved and conventional; but he had supple,
pliant ways which, though they never descended to
wheedling, were not lacking in seduction; although
as soon as his back was turned their charm seemed
inexplicable. Charm, when it takes its rise in
the heart, leaves deep and lasting traces; that which
is merely a product of art, or of eloquence, has only
a passing power; it produces its immediate effect,
and that is all. But how many philosophers are
there in life who are able to distinguish the difference?
Almost always the trick is played (to use a popular
expression) before the ordinary run of men have perceived
its methods.
Everything about this young man of
twenty-seven was in harmony with his character; he
obeyed his vocation by cultivating philanthropy, —the
only expression which explains the philanthropist.
Theodose loved the People, for he limited his love
for humanity. Like the horticulturist who devotes
himself to roses, or dahlias, or heart’s-ease,
or geraniums, and pays no attention to the plants his
fancy has not selected, so this young La Rochefoucault-Liancourt
gave himself to the workingmen, the proletariat and
the paupers of the faubourgs Saint-Jacques and Saint-Marceau.
The strong man, the man of genius at bay, the worthy
poor of the bourgeois class, he cut them off from
the bosom of his charity. The heart of all persons
with a mania is like those boxes with compartments,
in which sugarplums are kept in sorts: “suum
cuique tribuere” is their motto; they measure
to each duty its dose. There are some philanthropists
who pity nothing but the man condemned to death.
Vanity is certainly the basis of philanthropy; but
in the case of this Provencal it was calculation, a
predetermined course, a “liberal” and
democratic hypocrisy, played with a perfection that
no other actor will ever attain.
Theodose did not attack the rich;
he contented himself with not understanding them;
he endured them; every one, in his opinion, ought
to enjoy the fruits of his labor. He had been,
he said, a fervent disciple of Saint-Simon, but that
mistake must be attributed to his youth: modern
society could have no other basis than heredity.
An ardent Catholic, like all men from the Comtat,
he went to the earliest morning masses, and thus concealed
his piety. Like other philanthropists, he practised
a sordid economy, and gave to the poor his time, his
legal advice, his eloquence, and such money as he
extracted for them from the rich. His clothes,
always of black cloth, were worn until the seams became
white. Nature had done a great deal for Theodose
in not giving him that fine manly Southern beauty which
creates in others an imaginary expectation, to which
it is more than difficult for a man to respond.
As it was, he could be what suited him at the moment,—an
agreeable man or a very ordinary one. Never, since
his admission to the Thuilliers’, had he ventured,
till this evening, to raise his voice and speak as
dogmatically as he had risked doing to Olivier Vinet;
but perhaps Theodose de la Peyrade was not sorry to
seize the opportunity to come out from the shade in
which he had hitherto kept himself. Besides,
it was necessary to get rid of the young substitute,
just as the Minards had previously ruined the hopes
of Monsieur Godeschal. Like all superior men (for
he certainly had some superiority), Vinet had never
lowered himself to the point where the threads of
these bourgeois spider-webs became visible to him,
and he had therefore plunged, like a fly, headforemost,
into the almost invisible trap to which Theodose inveigled
him.
To complete this portrait of the poor
man’s lawyer we must here relate the circumstances
of his first arrival at the Thuilliers’.
Theodose came to lodge in Mademoiselle
Thuillier’s house toward the close of the year
1837. He had taken his degree about five years
earlier, and had kept the proper number of terms to
become a barrister. Circumstances, however, about
which he said nothing, had interfered to prevent his
being called to the bar; he was, therefore, still
a licentiate. But soon after he was installed
in the little apartment on the third floor, with the
furniture rigorously required by all members of his
noble profession,—for the guild of barristers
admits no brother unless he has a suitable study, a
legal library, and can thus, as it were, verify his
claims,—Theodose de la Peyrade began to
practise as a barrister before the Royal Court of Paris.
The whole of the year 1838 was employed
in making this change in his condition, and he led
a most regular life. He studied at home in the
mornings till dinner-time, going sometimes to the Palais
for important cases. Having become very intimate
with Dutocq (so Dutocq said), he did certain services
to the poor of the faubourg Saint-Jacques who were
brought to his notice by that official. He pleaded
their cases before the court, after bringing them
to the notice of the attorneys, who, according to
the statutes of their order, are obliged to take turns
in doing business for the poor. As Theodose was
careful to plead only safe cases, he won them all.
Those persons whom he thus obliged expressed their
gratitude and their admiration, in spite of the young
lawyer’s admonitions, among their own class,
and to the porters of private houses, through whom
many anecdotes rose to the ears of the proprietors.
Delighted to have in their house a tenant so worthy
and so charitable, the Thuilliers wished to attract
him to their salon, and they questioned Dutocq about
him. The mayor’s clerk replied as the envious
reply; while doing justice to the young man he dwelt
on his remarkable avarice, which might, however, be
the effect of poverty.
“I have had other information
about him. He belongs to the Peyrades, an old
family of the ‘comtat’ of Avignon; he came
here toward the end of 1829, to inquire about an uncle
whose fortune was said to be considerable; he discovered
the address of the old man only three days before
his death; and the furniture of the deceased merely
sufficed to bury him and pay his debts. A friend
of this useless uncle gave a couple of hundred louis
to the poor fortune-hunter, advising him to finish
his legal studies and enter the judiciary career.
Those two hundred louis supported him for three years
in Paris, where he lived like an anchorite. But
being unable to discover his unknown friend and benefactor,
the poor student was in abject distress in 1833.
He worked then, like so many other licentiates, in
politics and literature, by which he kept himself
for a time above want—for he had nothing
to expect from his family. His father, the youngest
brother of the dead uncle, has eleven other children,
who live on a small estate called Les Canquoelles.
He finally obtained a place on a ministerial newspaper,
the manager of which was the famous Cerizet, so celebrated
for the persecutions he met with, under the Restoration,
on account of his attachment to the liberals,—a
man whom the new Left will never forgive for having
made his paper ministerial. As the government
of these days does very little to protect even its
most devoted servants (witness the Gisquet affair),
the republicans have ended by ruining Cerizet.
I tell you this to explain how it is that Cerizet is
now a copying clerk in my office. Well, in the
days when he flourished as managing editor of a paper
directed by the Perier ministry against the incendiary
journals, the ‘Tribune’ and others, Cerizet,
who is a worthy fellow after all, though he is too
fond of women, pleasure, and good living, was very
useful to Theodose, who edited the political department
of the paper; and if it hadn’t been for the death
of Casimir Perier that young man would certainly have
received an appointment as substitute judge in Paris.
As it was, he dropped back in 1834-35, in spite of
his talent; for his connection with a ministerial
journal of course did him harm. ’If it had
not been for my religious principles,’ he said
to me, ’I should have thrown myself into the
Seine.’ However, it seems that the friend
of his uncle must have heard of his distress, for
again he sent him a sum of money; enough to complete
his terms for the bar; but, strange to say, he has
never known the name or the address of this mysterious
benefactor. After all, perhaps, under such circumstances,
his economy is excusable, and he must have great strength
of mind to refuse what the poor devils whose cases
he wins by his devotion offer him. He is indignant
at the way other lawyers speculate on the possibility
or impossibility of poor creatures, unjustly sued,
paying for the costs of their defence. Oh! he’ll
succeed in the end. I shouldn’t be surprised
to see that fellow in some very brilliant position;
he has tenacity, honesty, and courage. He studies,
he delves.”
Notwithstanding the favor with which
he was greeted, la Peyrade went discreetly to the
Thuilliers’. When reproached for this reserve
he went oftener, and ended by appearing every Sunday;
he was invited to all dinner-parties, and became at
last so familiar in the house that whenever he came
to see Thuillier about four o’clock he was always
requested to take “pot-luck” without ceremony.
Mademoiselle Thuillier used to say:—
“Then we know that he will get
a good dinner, poor fellow!”
A social phenomenon which has certainly
been observed, but never, as yet, formulated, or,
if you like it better, published, though it fully
deserves to be recorded, is the return of habits, mind,
and manners to primitive conditions in certain persons
who, between youth and old age, have raised themselves
above their first estate. Thus Thuillier had
become, once more, morally speaking, the son of a concierge.
He now made use of many of his father’s jokes,
and a little of the slime of early days was beginning
to appear on the surface of his declining life.
About five or six times a month, when the soup was
rich and good he would deposit his spoon in his empty
plate and say, as if the proposition were entirely
novel:—
“That’s better than a kick on the shin-bone!”
On hearing that witticism for the
first time Theodose, to whom it was really new, laughed
so heartily that the handsome Thuillier was tickled
in his vanity as he had never been before. After
that, Theodose greeted the same speech with a knowing
little smile. This slight detail will explain
how it was that on the morning of the day when Theodose
had his passage at arms with Vinet he had said to
Thuillier, as they were walking in the garden to see
the effect of a frost:—
“You have much more wit than
you give yourself credit for.”
To which he received this answer:—
“In any other career, my dear
Theodose, I should have made my way nobly; but the
fall of the Emperor broke my neck.”
“There is still time,”
said the young lawyer. “In the first place,
what did that mountebank, Colleville, ever do to get
the cross?”
There la Peyrade laid his finger on
a sore wound which Thuillier hid from every eye so
carefully that even his sister did not know of it;
but the young man, interested in studying these bourgeois,
had divined the secret envy that gnawed at the heart
of the ex-official.
“If you, experienced as you
are, will do the honor to follow my advice,”
added the philanthropist, “and, above all, not
mention our compact to any one, I will undertake to
have you decorated with the Legion of honor, to the
applause of the whole quarter.”
“Oh! if we succeed in that,”
cried Thuillier, “you don’t know what I
would do for you.”
This explains why Thuillier carried
his head high when Theodose had the audacity that
evening to put opinions into his mouth.
In art—and perhaps Moliere
had placed hypocrisy in the rank of art by classing
Tartuffe forever among comedians—there exists
a point of perfection to which genius alone attains;
mere talent falls below it. There is so little
difference between a work of genius and a work of
talent, that only men of genius can appreciate the
distance that separates Raffaelle from Correggio,
Titian from Rubens. More than that; common minds
are easily deceived on this point. The sign of
genius is a certain appearance of facility. In
fact, its work must appear, at first sight, ordinary,
so natural is it, even on the highest subjects.
Many peasant-women hold their children as the famous
Madonna in the Dresden gallery holds hers. Well,
the height of art in a man of la Peyrade’s force
was to oblige others to say of him later: “Everybody
would have been taken in by him.”
Now, in the salon Thuillier, he noted
a dawning opposition; he perceived in Colleville the
somewhat clear-sighted and criticising nature of an
artist who has missed his vocation. The barrister
felt himself displeasing to Colleville, who (as the
result of circumstances not necessary to here report)
considered himself justified in believing in the science
of anagrams. None of this anagrams had ever failed.
The clerks in the government office had laughed at
him when, demanding an anagram on the name of the
poor helpless Auguste-Jean-Francois Minard, he had
produced, “J’amassai une si grande fortune”;
and the event had justified him after the lapse of
ten years! Theodose, on several occasions, had
made advances to the jovial secretary of the mayor’s
office, and had felt himself rebuffed by a coldness
which was not natural in so sociable a man. When
the game of bouillotte came to an end, Colleville
seized the moment to draw Thuillier into the recess
of a window and say to him:—
“You are letting that lawyer
get too much foothold in your house; he kept the ball
in his own hands all the evening.”
“Thank you, my friend; forewarned
is forearmed,” replied Thuillier, inwardly scoffing
at Colleville.
Theodose, who was talking at the moment
to Madame Colleville, had his eye on the two men,
and, with the same prescience by which women know
when and how they are spoken of, he perceived that
Colleville was trying to injure him in the mind of
the weak and silly Thuillier. “Madame,”
he said in Flavie’s ear, “if any one here
is capable of appreciating you it is certainly I.
You seem to me a pearl dropped into the mire.
You say you are forty-two, but a woman is no older
than she looks, and many women of thirty would be
thankful to have your figure and that noble countenance,
where love has passed without ever filling the void
in your heart. You have given yourself to God,
I know, and I have too much religion myself to regret
it, but I also know that you have done so because
no human being has proved worthy of you. You
have been loved, but you have never been adored—I
have divined that. There is your husband, who
has not known how to please you in a position in keeping
with your deserts. He dislikes me, as if he thought
I loved you; and he prevents me from telling you of
a way that I think I have found to place you in the
sphere for which you were destined. No, madame,”
he continued, rising, “the Abbe Gondrin will
not preach this year through Lent at our humble Saint-Jacques
du Haut-Pas; the preacher will be Monsieur d’Estival,
a compatriot of mine, and you will hear in him one
of the most impressive speakers that I have ever known,—a
priest whose outward appearance is not agreeable,
but, oh! what a soul!”
“Then my desire will be gratified,”
said poor Madame Thuillier. “I have never
yet been able to understand a famous preacher.”
A smile flickered on the lips of Mademoiselle
Thuillier and several others who heard the remark.
“They devote themselves too
much to theological demonstration,” said Theodose.
“I have long thought so myself—but
I never talk religion; if it had not been for Madame
de Colleville, I—”
“Are there demonstrations in
theology?” asked the professor of mathematics,
naively, plunging headlong into the conversation.
“I think, monsieur,” replied
Theodose, looking straight at Felix Phellion, “that
you cannot be serious in asking me such a question.”
“Felix,” said old Phellion,
coming heavily to the rescue of his son, and catching
a distressed look on the pale face of Madame Thuillier,
—“Felix separates religion into two
categories; he considers it from the human point of
view and the divine point of view,—tradition
and reason.”
“That is heresy, monsieur,”
replied Theodose. “Religion is one; it
requires, above all things, faith.”
Old Phellion, nonplussed by that remark,
nodded to his wife:—
“It is getting late, my dear,”
and he pointed to the clock.
“Oh, Monsieur Felix,”
said Celeste in a whisper to the candid mathematician,
“Couldn’t you be, like Pascal and Bossuet,
learned and pious both?”
The Phellions, on departing, carried
the Collevilles with them. Soon no one remained
in the salon but Dutocq, Theodose, and the Thuilliers.
The flattery administered by Theodose
to Flavie seems at the first sight coarsely commonplace,
but we must here remark, in the interests of this
history, that the barrister was keeping himself as
close as possible to these vulgar minds; he was navigating
their waters; he spoke their language. His painter
was Pierre Grassou, and not Joseph Bridau; his book
was “Paul and Virginia.” The greatest
living poet for him was Casimire de la Vigne; to his
eyes the mission of art was, above all things, utility.
Parmentier, the discoverer of the potato, was greater
to him that thirty Raffaelles; the man in the blue
cloak seemed to him a sister of charity. These
were Thuillier’s expressions, and Theodose remembered
them all—on occasion.
“That young Felix Phellion,”
he now remarked, “is precisely the academical
man of our day; the product of knowledge which sends
God to the rear. Heavens, what are we coming
to? Religion alone can save France; nothing but
the fear of hell will preserve us from domestic robbery,
which is going on at all hours in the bosom of families,
and eating into the surest fortunes. All of you
have a secret warfare in your homes.”
After this shrewd tirade, which made
a great impression upon Brigitte, he retired, followed
by Dutocq, after wishing good evening to the three
Thuilliers.
“That young man has great capacity,”
said Thuillier, sententiously.
“Yes, that he has,” replied
Brigitte, extinguishing the lamps.
“He has religion,” said
Madame Thuillier, as she left the room.
“Monsieur,” Phellion was
saying to Colleville as they came abreast of the Ecole
de Mines, looking about him to see that no one was
near, “it is usually my custom to submit my
insight to that of others, but it is impossible for
me not to think that that young lawyer plays the master
at our friend Thuillier’s.”
“My own opinion,” said
Colleville, who was walking with Phellion behind his
wife, Madame Phellion, and Celeste, “is that
he’s a Jesuit; and I don’t like Jesuits;
the best of them are no good. To my mind a Jesuit
means knavery, and knavery for knavery’s sake;
they deceive for the pleasure of deceiving, and, as
the saying is, to keep their hand in. That’s
my opinion, and I don’t mince it.”
“I understand you, monsieur,”
said Phellion, who was arm-in-arm with Colleville.
“No, Monsieur Phellion,”
remarked Flavie in a shrill voice, “you don’t
understand Colleville; but I know what he means, and
I think he had better stop saying it. Such subjects
are not to be talked of in the street, at eleven o’clock
at night, and before a young lady.”
“You are right, wife,” said Colleville.
When they reached the rue des Deux-Eglises,
which Phellion was to take, they all stopped to say
good-night, and Felix Phellion, who was bring up the
rear, said to Colleville:—
“Monsieur, your son Francois
could enter the Ecole Polytechnique if he were well-coached;
I propose to you to fit him to pass the examinations
this year.”
“That’s an offer not to
be refused! Thank you, my friend,” said
Colleville. “We’ll see about it.”
“Good!” said Phellion to his son, as they
walked on.
“Not a bad stroke!” said the mother.
“What do you mean by that?” asked Felix.
“You are very cleverly paying court to Celeste’s
parents.”
“May I never find the solution
of my problem if I even thought of it!” cried
the young professor. “I discovered, when
talking with the little Collevilles, that Francois
has a strong turn for mathematics, and I thought I
ought to enlighten his father.”
“Good, my son!” repeated
Phellion. “I wouldn’t have you otherwise.
My prayers are granted! I have a son whose honor,
probity, and private and civic virtues are all that
I could wish.”
Madame Colleville, as soon as Celeste
had gone to bed, said to her husband:—
“Colleville, don’t utter
those blunt opinions about people without knowing
something about them. When you talk of Jesuits
I know you mean priests; and I wish you would do me
the kindness to keep your opinions on religion to
yourself when you are in company with your daughter.
We may sacrifice our own souls, but not the souls
of our children. You don’t want Celeste
to be a creature without religion? And remember,
my dear, that we are at the mercy of others; we have
four children to provide for; and how do you know
that, some day or other, you may not need the services
of this one or that one? Therefore don’t
make enemies. You haven’t any now, for
you are a good-natured fellow; and, thanks to that
quality, which amounts in you to a charm, we have got
along pretty well in life, so far.”
“That’s enough!”
said Colleville, flinging his coat on a chair and
pulling off his cravat. “I’m wrong,
and you are right, my beautiful Flavie.”
“And on the next occasion, my
dear old sheep,” said the sly creature, tapping
her husband’s cheek, “you must try to be
polite to that young lawyer; he is a schemer and we
had better have him on our side. He is playing
comedy—well! play comedy with him; be his
dupe apparently; if he proves to have talent, if he
has a future before him, make a friend of him.
Do you think I want to see you forever in the mayor’s
office?”
“Come, wife Colleville,”
said the former clarionet, tapping his knee to indicate
the place he wished his wife to take. “Let
us warm our toes and talk.—When I look
at you I am more than ever convinced that the youth
of women is in their figure.”
“And in their heart.”
“Well, both,” assented Colleville; “waist
slender, heart solid—”
“No, you old stupid, deep.”
“What is good about you is that
you have kept your fairness without growing fat.
But the fact is, you have such tiny bones. Flavie,
it is a fact that if I had life to live over again
I shouldn’t wish for any other wife than you.”
“You know very well I have always
preferred you to others. How unlucky that
monseigneur is dead! Do you know what I covet
for you?”
“No; what?”
“Some office at the Hotel de
Ville,—an office worth twelve thousand
francs a year; cashier, or something of that kind;
either there, or at Poissy, in the municipal department;
or else as manufacturer of musical instruments—”
“Any one of them would suit me.”
“Well, then! if that queer barrister
has power, and he certainly has plenty of intrigue,
let us manage him. I’ll sound him; leave
me to do the thing—and, above all, don’t
thwart his game at the Thuilliers’.”
Theodose had laid a finger on a sore
sport in Flavie Colleville’s heart; and this
requires an explanation, which may, perhaps, have the
value of a synthetic glance at women’s life.
At forty years of age a woman, above
all, if she has tasted the poisoned apple of passion,
undergoes a solemn shock; she sees two deaths before
her: that of the body and that of the heart.
Dividing women into two great categories which respond
to the common ideas, and calling them either virtuous
or guilty, it is allowable to say that after that
fatal period they both suffer pangs of terrible intensity.
If virtuous, and disappointed in the deepest hopes
of their nature —whether they have had
the courage to submit, whether they have buried their
revolt in their hearts or at the foot of the altar—they
never admit to themselves that all is over for them
without horror. That thought has such strange
and diabolical depths that in it lies the reason of
some of those apostasies which have, at times, amazed
the world and horrified it. If guilty, women of
that age fall into one of several delirious conditions
which often turn, alas! to madness, or end in suicide,
or terminate in some with passion greater than the
situation itself.
The following is the “dilemmatic”
meaning of this crisis. Either they have known
happiness, known it in a virtuous life, and are unable
to breathe in any air but that surcharged with incense,
or act in any but a balmy atmosphere of flattery and
worship,—if so, how is it possible to renounce
it?—or, by a phenomenon less rare than singular,
they have found only wearying pleasures while seeking
for the happiness that escaped them—sustained
in that eager chase by the irritating satisfactions
of vanity, clinging to the game like a gambler to his
double or quits; for to them these last days of beauty
are their last stake against despair.
“You have been loved, but never adored.”
That speech of Theodose, accompanied
by a look which read, not into her heart, but into
her life, was the key-note to her enigma, and Flavie
felt herself divined.
The lawyer had merely repeated ideas
which literature has rendered trivial; but what matter
where the whip comes from, or how it is made, if it
touches the sensitive spot of a horse’s hide?
The emotion was in Flavie, not in the speech, just
as the noise is not in the avalanche, though it produces
it.
A young officer, two fops, a banker,
a clumsy youth, and Colleville, were poor attempts
at happiness. Once in her life Madame Colleville
had dreamed of it, but never attained it. Death
had hastened to put an end to the only passion in
which she had found a charm. For the last two
years she had listened to the voice of religion, which
told her that neither the Church, nor its votaries,
should talk of love or happiness, but of duty and
resignation; that the only happiness lay in the satisfaction
of fulfilling painful and costly duties, the rewards
for which were not in this world. All the same,
however, she was conscious of another clamoring voice;
but, inasmuch as her religion was only a mask which
it suited her to wear, and not a conversion, she did
not lay it aside, thinking it a resource. Believing
also that piety, false or true, was a becoming manner
in which to meet her future, she continued in the
Church, as though it were the cross-roads of a forest,
where, seated on a bench, she read the sign-posts,
and waited for some lucky chance; feeling all the
while that night was coming on.
Thus it happened that her interest
was keenly excited when Theodose put her secret condition
of mind into words, seeming to promise her the realization
of her castle in the air, already built and overthrown
some six or eight times.
From the beginning of the winter she
had noticed that Theodose was examining and studying
her, though cautiously and secretly. More than
once, she had put on her gray moire silk with its black
lace, and her headdress of Mechlin with a few flowers,
in order to appear to her best advantage; and men
know very well when a toilet has been made to please
them. The old beau of the Empire, that handsome
Thuillier, overwhelmed her with compliments, assuring
her she was queen of the salon, but la Peyrade said
infinitely more to the purpose by a look.
Flavie had expected, Sunday after
Sunday, a declaration, saying to herself at times:—
“He knows I am ruined and haven’t
a sou. Perhaps he is really pious.”
Theodose did nothing rashly; like
a wise musician, he had marked the place in his symphony
where he intended to tap his drum. When he saw
Colleville attempting to warn Thuillier against him,
he fired his broadside, cleverly prepared during the
three or four months in which he had been studying
Flavie; he now succeeded with her as he had, earlier
in the day, succeeded with Thuillier.
While getting into bed, Theodose said to himself:—
“The wife is on my side; the
husband can’t endure me; they are now quarrelling;
and I shall get the better of it, for she does what
she likes with that man.”
The lawyer was mistaken in one thing:
there was no dispute whatever, and Colleville was
sleeping peacefully beside his dear little Flavie,
while she was saying to herself:—
“Certainly Theodose must be a superior man.”
Many men, like la Peyrade, derive
their superiority from the audacity, or the difficulty,
of an enterprise; the strength they display increases
their muscular power, and they spend it freely.
Then when success is won, or defeat is met, the public
is astonished to find how small, exhausted, and puny
those men really are. After casting into the
minds of the two persons on whom Celeste’s fate
chiefly depended, an interest and curiosity that were
almost feverish, Theodose pretended to be a very busy
man; for five or six days he was out of the house
from morning till night, in order not to meet Flavie
until the time when her interest should increase to
the point of overstepping conventionality, and also
in order to force the handsome Thuillier to come and
fetch him.
The following Sunday he felt certain
he should find Madame Colleville at church; he was
not mistaken, for they came out, each of them, at
the same moment, and met at the corner of the rue des
Deux-Eglises. Theodose offered his arm, which
Flavie accepted, leaving her daughter to walk in front
with her brother Anatole. This youngest child,
then about twelve years old, being destined for the
seminary, was now at the Barniol institute, where
he obtained an elementary education; Barniol, the
son-in-law of the Phellions, was naturally making the
tuition fees light, with a view to the hoped-for alliance
between Felix and Celeste.
“Have you done me the honor
and favor of thinking over what I said to you so badly
the other day?” asked the lawyer, in a caressing
tone, pressing the lady’s arm to his heart with
a movement both soft and strong; for he seemed to
wish to restrain himself and appear respectful, in
spite of his evident eagerness. “Do not
misunderstand my intentions,” he continued,
after receiving from Madame Colleville one of those
looks which women trained to the management of passion
know how to give,—a look that, by mere expression,
can convey both severe rebuke and secret community
of sentiment. “I love you as we love a
noble nature struggling against misfortune; Christian
charity enfolds both the strong and the weak; its
treasure belongs to both. Refined, graceful,
elegant as you are, made to be an ornament of the
highest society, what man could see you without feeling
an immense compassion in his heart—buried
here among these odious bourgeois, who know nothing
of you, not even the aristocratic value of a single
one of your attitudes, or those enchanting inflections
of your voice! Ah! if I were only rich! if I
had power! your husband, who is certainly a good fellow,
should be made receiver-general, and you yourself could
get him elected deputy. But, alas! poor ambitious
man, my first duty is to silence my ambition.
Knowing myself at the bottom of the bag like the last
number in a family lottery, I can only offer you my
arm and not my heart. I hope all from a good
marriage, and, believe me, I shall make my wife not
only happy, but I shall make her one of the first
in the land, receiving from her the means of success.
It is so fine a day, will you not take a turn in the
Luxembourg?” he added, as they reached the rue
d’Enfer at the corner of Colleville’s house,
opposite to which was a passage leading to the gardens
by the stairway of a little building, the last remains
of the famous convent of the Chartreux.
The soft yielding of the arm within
his own, indicated a tacit consent to this proposal,
and as Flavie deserved the honor of a sort of enthusiasm,
he drew her vehemently along, exclaiming:—
“Come! we may never have so
good a moment—But see!” he added,
“there is your husband at the window looking
at us; let us walk slowly.”
“You have nothing to fear from
Monsieur Colleville,” said Flavie, smiling;
“he leaves me mistress of my own actions.”
“Ah! here, indeed, is the woman
I have dreamed of,” cried the Provencal, with
that ecstasy that inflames the soul only, and in tones
that issue only from Southern lips. “Pardon
me, madame,” he said, recovering himself, and
returning from an upper sphere to the exiled angel
whom he looked at piously,—“pardon
me, I abandon what I was saying; but how can a man
help feeling for the sorrows he has known himself
when he sees them the lot of a being to whom life should
bring only joy and happiness? Your sufferings
are mine; I am no more in my right place than you
are in yours; the same misfortune has made us brother
and sister. Ah! dear Flavie, the first day it
was granted to me to see you—the last Sunday
in September, 1838—you were very beautiful;
I shall often recall you to memory in that pretty little
gown of mousseline-de-laine of the color of some Scottish
tartan! That day I said to myself: ‘Why
is that woman so often at the Thuilliers’; above
all, why did she ever have intimate relations with
Thuillier himself?—’”
“Monsieur!” said Flavie,
alarmed at the singular course la Peyrade was giving
to the conversation.
“Eh! I know all,”
he cried, accompanying the words with a shrug of his
shoulders. “I explain it all to my own mind,
and I do not respect you less. You now have to
gather the fruits of your sin, and I will help you.
Celeste will be very rich, and in that lies your own
future. You can have only one son-in-law; chose
him wisely. An ambitious man might become a minister,
but you would humble your daughter and make her miserable;
and if such a man lost his place and fortune he could
never recover it. Yes, I love you,” he
continued. “I love you with an unlimited
affection; you are far above the mass of petty considerations
in which silly women entangle themselves. Let
us understand each other.”
Flavie was bewildered; she was, however,
awake to the extreme frankness of such language, and
she said to herself, “He is not a secret manoeuvrer,
certainly.” Moreover, she admitted to her
own mind that no one had ever so deeply stirred and
excited her as this young man.
“Monsieur,” she said,
“I do not know who could have put into your mind
so great an error as to my life, nor by what right
you—”
“Ah! pardon me, madame,”
interrupted the Provencal with a coolness that smacked
of contempt. “I must have dreamed it.
I said to myself, ‘She is all that!’ But
I see I was judging from the outside. I know
now why you are living and will always live on a fourth
floor in the rue d’Enfer.”
And he pointed his speech with an
energetic gesture toward the Colleville windows, which
could be seen through the passage from the alley of
the Luxembourg, where they were walking alone, in that
immense tract trodden by so many and various young
ambitions.
“I have been frank, and I expected
reciprocity,” resumed Theodose. “I
myself have had days without food, madame; I have managed
to live, pursue my studies, obtain my degree, with
two thousand francs for my sole dependence; and I
entered Paris through the Barriere d’Italie,
with five hundred francs in my pocket, firmly resolved,
like one of my compatriots, to become, some day, one
of the foremost men of our country. The man who
has often picked his food from baskets of scraps where
the restaurateurs put their refuse, which are emptied
at six o’clock every morning—that
man is not likely to recoil before any means,—avowable,
of course. Well, do you think me the friend of
the people?” he said, smiling. “One
has to have a speaking-trumpet to reach the ear of
Fame; she doesn’t listen if you speak with your
lips; and without fame of what use is talent?
The poor man’s advocate means to be some day
the advocate of the rich. Is that plain speaking?
Don’t I open my inmost being to you? Then
open your heart to me. Say to me, ‘Let
us be friends,’ and the day will come when we
shall both be happy.”
“Good heavens! why did I ever
come here? Why did I ever take your arm?”
cried Flavie.
“Because it is in your destiny,”
he replied. “Ah! my dear, beloved Flavie,”
he added, again pressing her arm upon his heart, “did
you expect to hear the vulgarities of love from me?
We are brother and sister; that is all.”
And he led her towards the passage
to return to the rue d’Enfer.
Flavie felt a sort of terror in the
depths of the contentment which all women find in
violent emotions; and she took that terror for the
sort of fear which a new passion always excites; but
for all that, she felt she was fascinated, and she
walked along in absolute silence.
“What are you thinking of?”
asked Theodose, when they reached the middle of the
passage.
“Of what you have just said to me,” she
answered.
“At our age,” he said,
“it is best to suppress preliminaries; we are
not children; we both belong to a sphere in which we
should understand each other. Remember this,”
he added, as they reached the rue d’Enfer.
—“I am wholly yours.”
So saying, he bowed low to her.
“The iron’s in the fire
now!” he thought to himself as he watched his
giddy prey on her way home.