When Mr. Howland threatened his son
with exclusion from the house, if he were away at
ten o’clock, Andrew’s feelings were in
a state of reaction against his father, and he said
to himself, in a rebellious spirit—
“We’ll see if you will.”
But after growing cooler, he came
into a better state of mind; and, in view of consequences
such as he knew would be visited on him, decided not
to come in contact with his father in this particular—at
least not for the present. If turned from his
own door at midnight, where was he to find shelter?
This question he could not answer to his own satisfaction.
After supper, on the evening succeeding
that in which he had visited the theatre, Andrew left
home and went to an engine-house. in the neighborhood,
where he joined about a dozen lads and young men as
idle and aimless as himself. With these he spent
an hour or two, entering into their vicious and debasing
conversation, when a person with whom he had gone
to see the play on the previous evening, proposed
to him to go around to the theatre again. Andrew
objected that he had no money, but the other said
that he could easily procure checks, and volunteered
to ask for them. Still Andrew, whose thoughts
were on the passing time, refused to go. He meant
to be home before the clock struck ten.
“Come round with me, then,” urged the
lad.
“What time is it?” asked Andrew.
“Only a little after nine o’clock,”
was replied.
“Are you certain?”
“Oh, yes. I heard the clock
strike a short time ago. It isn’t more
than a quarter past nine.”
“I thought it was later than that.”
“No. It’s early yet; so, come along.
I want to talk to you.”
Thus urged, Andrew went with the boy.
The theatre was some distance away. Just as they
reached it, a clock was heard to strike.
“Bless me!” exclaimed
Andrew. Three—four—five—six—seven—eight—nine—ten!”
And, as he uttered the last word, he started back
the way he had come, running at full speed. It
was ten o’clock—the hour he was required
to be at home, under penalty of having the door closed
against him. How troubled he felt! How strongly
his heart beat! He had not intended to disregard
his father’s command in this instance. In
fact, during the day, he had reflected more than usual,
and many good resolutions had formed themselves in
his mind.
“I wish I could be better,”
he said to himself involuntarily, a great many times.
And then he would sigh as he thought of the difficulties
that were in his way. At dinner time he came to
the table with his feelings a good deal subdued.
But it so happened, that, during the morning, Mr.
Howland had heard of some impropriety of which he
had been guilty a month previous, and felt called upon
to reprimand him, therefore, with considerable harshness.
The consequence was, that the boy left the table without
finishing his dinner, at which his father became very
much incensed. The angry feelings of the latter
had not subsided when tea-time came, and he met the
family at their evening meal with the clouded face
he too often wore. The supper hour passed in
silence. After leaving the table, Andrew, to
whom the sphere of the house was really oppressive,
from its entire want of cheerfulness and mutual good
feeling, went out to seek the companionship of those
who were more congenial.
“There’s nothing pleasant
here,” he said, as he stood in the door, half
disposed to leave the house. “If there only
was! But I won’t think of it!” he
added with impulsive quickness; and, as he murmured
these words, he descended the steps to the street,
and walked slowly away.
Thus, it will be seen, the wayward
boy was virtually driven out by the harshness and
want of sympathy which prevailed at home, to seek
the society of those who presented a more attractive
exterior, but who were walking in the paths of evil,
and whose steps tended to destruction.
But, though thus thrust out, as it
were, from the circle of safety, Andrew still preserved
his intention of being at home at the hour beyond
which his father had warned him not to be away.
It has been seen how, through an error as to time,
he was betrayed into unintentional transgression.
Not an instant did he pause on his return from the
theatre, but ran all the way homeward at a rapid speed.
Arriving at the door, he pulled the bell, and then
stood panting from excitement. For a short time
he waited, in trembling anxiety, but no one answered
his summons. Then he rung the bell more violently
than before. Still none came to let him in, and
his heart began to fail him.
“Surely father don’t mean
to keep me out!” said he to himself. “He
wouldn’t do that. Where am I to go for shelter
at this hour?”
And again he pulled the bell, causing
it to ring longer and louder than before. Then
he leaned close to the door and listened, but no sound
reached his ears. Growing impatient, he next tried
knocking. All his efforts to gain admission,
however, proved unavailing; and ceasing at last to
ring or knock, he sat down upon the stone steps, and
covering his face with his hands, wept bitterly.
For over a quarter of an hour he remained seated at
the threshold of his father’s house, from which
he had been excluded. During that period, much
of his previous life passed in review before him, and
the conclusions of the boy’s mind were at last
expressed in these words—
“I believe father hates the
very sight of me! He says I’m going to
ruin, and so I am; but he is driving me there.
What does he think I’m going to do, to-night?
If he cared for me, would he let me sleep in the streets?
I have tried to do right, but it was of no use.
When I tried the hardest, he was the crossest, and
made me do wrong whether I would or not. I don’t
care what becomes of me now!”
As Andrew uttered these last words,
a reckless spirit seized him, and starting up, he
walked away with a firm step. But he had gone
only a block or two, before his mind again became oppressed
with a sense of his houseless condition, and pausing,
he murmured, in a sad under tone—
“Where shall I go?”
For a little while he stood irresolute,
and then moved on again. For several squares
farther he walked, with no definite purpose in his
mind, when he came to a row of three or four unfinished
houses, the door of one of which was partially opened;
at least so much so, that it was only necessary to
pull off a narrow strip of board in order to effect
an entrance. With the sight of these houses came
the suggestion to the mind of Andrew that he might
find a place to sleep therein for the night, and acting
upon this, he passed up the plank leading to the door
least securely fastened, and soon succeeded in getting
it open. But, just as he stepped within, a heavy
hand was laid upon him from behind, and a rough voice
said—
“What are you doing here, sir?”
Turning, Andrew found himself in the custody of a
policeman.
For a few moments every power of mind
and body forsook the unhappy boy, and he stood shrinking
and stammering before the officer—thus
confirming a suspicion of intended incendiarism in
the mind of that functionary.
“Come! you must go with me.”
And the officer commenced moving down the plank that
connected the door with the ground, drawing Andrew
after him.
“I was only going to sleep there,”
said the frightened boy, as soon as the power of speech
had returned.
“Of course,” returned
the policeman, “I understand all that. But
I’ll find a better place in which you can spend
the night. So come along with me.”
Remonstrance on the part of Andrew
was all in vain, and so, watching an opportunity,
he made an effort to escape. But he ran only a
few yards before he was tripped up by the officer,
when falling, he struck his forehead on the curb-stone,
wounding it severely.
“Look here!” said the
officer, in a resolute voice, passing his heavy mace
before the eyes of Andrew; “if you try this again
I’ll knock you senseless!”
Then grasping his arm more firmly, he added—
“Move along quickly!”
With his head aching severely from
the fall, and the blood trickling down his face from
the wound on his forehead, Andrew walked along by
the side of the officer, who continued to keep hold
of him. In passing under a gas-lamp, they met
a lady and gentleman. The former Andrew recognized
at a glance, and she knew him, even with his bloody
face, and uttered a cry of surprise and alarm.
It was Emily Winters returning with her father from
the house of a friend, where they had stayed to an
unusually late hour. The officer was about pausing,
but Andrew sprung forward, saying as he did so, in
an under tone—
“Don’t stop!”
At the same instant Mr. Winters urged
on his daughter, and the parties were separated in
a moment.
“Unhappy boy!” said the
father of Emily, who had also recognized Andrew, “his
folly and evil are meeting a just but severe return.
His poor mother!—when she hears of this
it will almost break her heart. What an affliction
to have such a son!”
“Did you see the blood on his
face?” asked Emily, in a choking voice, while
her hand shook so violently, as it rested on the arm
of, her father, that he felt the tremor in every nerve.
“I did,” he replied.
“What was the matter? He
must be badly hurt. What could have done it?”
“He’s been quarreling
with some one, I presume,” coldly replied Mr.
Winters, who did not like the interest his daughter
manifested.
Emily made no reply to this, and they
walked the rest of the way home in silence.