It came vividly to Selden on the Casino
steps that Monte Carlo had, more than any other place
he knew, the gift of accommodating itself to each
man’s humour. His own, at the moment, lent
it a festive readiness of welcome that might well,
in a disenchanted eye, have turned to paint and facility.
So frank an appeal for participation—so
outspoken a recognition of the holiday vein in human
nature—struck refreshingly on a mind jaded
by prolonged hard work in surroundings made for the
discipline of the senses. As he surveyed the
white square set in an exotic coquetry of architecture,
the studied tropicality of the gardens, the groups
loitering in the foreground against mauve mountains
which suggested a sublime stage-setting forgotten
in a hurried shifting of scenes—as he took
in the whole outspread effect of light and leisure,
he felt a movement of revulsion from the last few months
of his life.
The New York winter had presented
an interminable perspective of snow-burdened days,
reaching toward a spring of raw sunshine and furious
air, when the ugliness of things rasped the eye as
the gritty wind ground into the skin. Selden,
immersed in his work, had told himself that external
conditions did not matter to a man in his state, and
that cold and ugliness were a good tonic for relaxed
sensibilities. When an urgent case summoned him
abroad to confer with a client in Paris, he broke
reluctantly with the routine of the office; and it
was only now that, having despatched his business,
and slipped away for a week in the south, he began
to feel the renewed zest of spectatorship that is
the solace of those who take an objective interest
in life.
The multiplicity of its appeals—the
perpetual surprise of its contrasts and resemblances!
All these tricks and turns of the show were upon him
with a spring as he descended the Casino steps and
paused on the pavement at its doors. He had not
been abroad for seven years—and what changes
the renewed contact produced! If the central
depths were untouched, hardly a pin-point of surface
remained the same. And this was the very place
to bring out the completeness of the renewal.
The sublimities, the perpetuities, might have left
him as he was: but this tent pitched for a day’s
revelry spread a roof of oblivion between himself
and his fixed sky.
It was mid-April, and one felt that
the revelry had reached its climax and that the desultory
groups in the square and gardens would soon dissolve
and re-form in other scenes. Meanwhile the last
moments of the performance seemed to gain an added
brightness from the hovering threat of the curtain.
The quality of the air, the exuberance of the flowers,
the blue intensity of sea and sky, produced the effect
of a closing tableau, when all the lights are
turned on at once. This impression was presently
heightened by the way in which a consciously conspicuous
group of people advanced to the middle front, and
stood before Selden with the air of the chief performers
gathered together by the exigencies of the final effect.
Their appearance confirmed the impression that the
show had been staged regardless of expense, and emphasized
its resemblance to one of those “costume-plays”
in which the protagonists walk through the passions
without displacing a drapery. The ladies stood
in unrelated attitudes calculated to isolate their
effects, and the men hung about them as irrelevantly
as stage heroes whose tailors are named in the programme.
It was Selden himself who unwittingly fused the group
by arresting the attention of one of its members.
“Why, Mr. Selden!” Mrs.
Fisher exclaimed in surprise; and with a gesture toward
Mrs. Jack Stepney and Mrs. Wellington Bry, she added
plaintively: “We’re starving to death
because we can’t decide where to lunch.”
Welcomed into their group, and made
the confidant of their difficulty, Selden learned
with amusement that there were several places where
one might miss something by not lunching, or forfeit
something by lunching; so that eating actually became
a minor consideration on the very spot consecrated
to its rites.
“Of course one gets the best
things at the TERRASSE—but that looks as
if one hadn’t any other reason for being there:
the Americans who don’t know any one always
rush for the best food. And the Duchess of Beltshire
has taken up Becassin’s lately,” Mrs.
Bry earnestly summed up.
Mrs. Bry, to Mrs. Fisher’s despair,
had not progressed beyond the point of weighing her
social alternatives in public. She could not
acquire the air of doing things because she wanted
to, and making her choice the final seal of their
fitness.
Mr. Bry, a short pale man, with a
business face and leisure clothes, met the dilemma
hilariously.
“I guess the Duchess goes where
it’s cheapest, unless she can get her meal paid
for. If you offered to blow her off at the TERRASSE
she’d turn up fast enough.”
But Mrs. Jack Stepney interposed.
“The Grand Dukes go to that little place at
the Condamine. Lord Hubert says it’s the
only restaurant in Europe where they can cook peas.”
Lord Hubert Dacey, a slender shabby-looking
man, with a charming worn smile, and the air of having
spent his best years in piloting the wealthy to the
right restaurant, assented with gentle emphasis:
“It’s quite that.”
“PEAS?” said Mr. Bry contemptuously.
“Can they cook terrapin? It just shows,”
he continued, “what these European markets are,
when a fellow can make a reputation cooking peas!”
Jack Stepney intervened with authority.
“I don’t know that I quite agree with
Dacey: there’s a little hole in Paris, off
the Quai Voltaire—but in any case, I can’t
advise the Condamine GARGOTE; at least not with ladies.”
Stepney, since his marriage, had thickened
and grown prudish, as the Van Osburgh husbands were
apt to do; but his wife, to his surprise and discomfiture,
had developed an earth-shaking fastness of gait which
left him trailing breathlessly in her wake.
“That’s where we’ll
go then!” she declared, with a heavy toss of
her plumage. “I’m so tired of the
TERRASSE: it’s as dull as one of mother’s
dinners. And Lord Hubert has promised to tell
us who all the awful people are at the other place—hasn’t
he, Carry? Now, Jack, don’t look so solemn!”
“Well,” said Mrs. Bry,
“all I want to know is who their dress-makers
are.”
“No doubt Dacey can tell you
that too,” remarked Stepney, with an ironic
intention which the other received with the light murmur,
“I can at least find out, my dear fellow”;
and Mrs. Bry having declared that she couldn’t
walk another step, the party hailed two or three of
the light phaetons which hover attentively on the
confines of the gardens, and rattled off in procession
toward the Condamine.
Their destination was one of the little
restaurants overhanging the boulevard which dips steeply
down from Monte Carlo to the low intermediate quarter
along the quay. From the window in which they
presently found themselves installed, they overlooked
the intense blue curve of the harbour, set between
the verdure of twin promontories: to the right,
the cliff of Monaco, topped by the mediaeval silhouette
of its church and castle, to the left the terraces
and pinnacles of the gambling-house. Between the
two, the waters of the bay were furrowed by a light
coming and going of pleasure-craft, through which,
just at the culminating moment of luncheon, the majestic
advance of a great steam-yacht drew the company’s
attention from the peas.
“By Jove, I believe that’s
the Dorsets back!” Stepney exclaimed; and Lord
Hubert, dropping his single eye-glass, corroborated:
“It’s the Sabrina—yes.”
“So soon? They were to
spend a month in Sicily,” Mrs. Fisher observed.
“I guess they feel as if they
had: there’s only one up-to-date hotel
in the whole place,” said Mr. Bry disparagingly.
“It was Ned Silverton’s
idea—but poor Dorset and Lily Bart must
have been horribly bored.” Mrs. Fisher added
in an undertone to Selden: “I do hope there
hasn’t been a row.”
“It’s most awfully jolly
having Miss Bart back,” said Lord Hubert, in
his mild deliberate voice; and Mrs. Bry added ingenuously:
“I daresay the Duchess will dine with us, now
that Lily’s here.”
“The Duchess admires her immensely:
I’m sure she’d be charmed to have it arranged,”
Lord Hubert agreed, with the professional promptness
of the man accustomed to draw his profit from facilitating
social contacts: Selden was struck by the businesslike
change in his manner.
“Lily has been a tremendous
success here,” Mrs. Fisher continued, still
addressing herself confidentially to Selden. “She
looks ten years younger—I never saw her
so handsome. Lady Skiddaw took her everywhere
in Cannes, and the Crown Princess of Macedonia had
her to stop for a week at Cimiez. People say that
was one reason why Bertha whisked the yacht off to
Sicily: the Crown Princess didn’t take
much notice of her, and she couldn’t bear to
look on at Lily’s triumph.”
Selden made no reply. He was
vaguely aware that Miss Bart was cruising in the Mediterranean
with the Dorsets, but it had not occurred to him that
there was any chance of running across her on the
Riviera, where the season was virtually at an end.
As he leaned back, silently contemplating his filigree
cup of Turkish coffee, he was trying to put some order
in his thoughts, to tell himself how the news of her
nearness was really affecting him. He had a personal
detachment enabling him, even in moments of emotional
high-pressure, to get a fairly clear view of his feelings,
and he was sincerely surprised by the disturbance which
the sight of the Sabrina had produced in him.
He had reason to think that his three months of engrossing
professional work, following on the sharp shock of
his disillusionment, had cleared his mind of its sentimental
vapours. The feeling he had nourished and given
prominence to was one of thankfulness for his escape:
he was like a traveller so grateful for rescue from
a dangerous accident that at first he is hardly conscious
of his bruises. Now he suddenly felt the latent
ache, and realized that after all he had not come
off unhurt.
An hour later, at Mrs. Fisher’s
side in the Casino gardens, he was trying to find
fresh reasons for forgetting the injury received in
the contemplation of the peril avoided. The party
had dispersed with the loitering indecision characteristic
of social movements at Monte Carlo, where the whole
place, and the long gilded hours of the day, seem
to offer an infinity of ways of being idle. Lord
Hubert Dacey had finally gone off in quest of the
Duchess of Beltshire, charged by Mrs. Bry with the
delicate negotiation of securing that lady’s
presence at dinner, the Stepneys had left for Nice
in their motor-car, and Mr. Bry had departed to take
his place in the pigeon shooting match which was at
the moment engaging his highest faculties.
Mrs. Bry, who had a tendency to grow
red and stertorous after luncheon, had been judiciously
prevailed upon by Carry Fisher to withdraw to her
hotel for an hour’s repose; and Selden and his
companion were thus left to a stroll propitious to
confidences. The stroll soon resolved itself into
a tranquil session on a bench overhung with laurel
and Banksian roses, from which they caught a dazzle
of blue sea between marble balusters, and the fiery
shafts of cactus-blossoms shooting meteor-like from
the rock. The soft shade of their niche, and the
adjacent glitter of the air, were conducive to an
easy lounging mood, and to the smoking of many cigarettes;
and Selden, yielding to these influences, suffered
Mrs. Fisher to unfold to him the history of her recent
experiences. She had come abroad with the Welly
Brys at the moment when fashion flees the inclemency
of the New York spring. The Brys, intoxicated
by their first success, already thirsted for new kingdoms,
and Mrs. Fisher, viewing the Riviera as an easy introduction
to London society, had guided their course thither.
She had affiliations of her own in every capital,
and a facility for picking them up again after long
absences; and the carefully disseminated rumour of
the Brys’ wealth had at once gathered about
them a group of cosmopolitan pleasure-seekers.
“But things are not going as
well as I expected,” Mrs. Fisher frankly admitted.
“It’s all very well to say that every body
with money can get into society; but it would be truer
to say that nearly everybody can. And the
London market is so glutted with new Americans that,
to succeed there now, they must be either very clever
or awfully queer. The Brys are neither. He
would get on well enough if she’d let him alone;
they like his slang and his brag and his blunders.
But Louisa spoils it all by trying to repress him
and put herself forward. If she’d be natural
herself—fat and vulgar and bouncing—it
would be all right; but as soon as she meets anybody
smart she tries to be slender and queenly. She
tried it with the Duchess of Beltshire and Lady Skiddaw,
and they fled. I’ve done my best to make
her see her mistake—I’ve said to
her again and again: ’Just let yourself
go, Louisa’; but she keeps up the humbug even
with me—I believe she keeps on being queenly
in her own room, with the door shut.
“The worst of it is,”
Mrs. Fisher went on, “that she thinks it’s
all my fault. When the Dorsets turned up
here six weeks ago, and everybody began to make a
fuss about Lily Bart, I could see Louisa thought that
if she’d had Lily in tow instead of me she would
have been hob-nobbing with all the royalties by this
time. She doesn’t realize that it’s
Lily’s beauty that does it: Lord Hubert
tells me Lily is thought even handsomer than when he
knew her at Aix ten years ago. It seems she was
tremendously admired there. An Italian Prince,
rich and the real thing, wanted to marry her; but
just at the critical moment a good-looking step-son
turned up, and Lily was silly enough to flirt with
him while her marriage-settlements with the step-father
were being drawn up. Some people said the young
man did it on purpose. You can fancy the scandal:
there was an awful row between the men, and people
began to look at Lily so queerly that Mrs. Peniston
had to pack up and finish her cure elsewhere.
Not that she ever understood: to this day
she thinks that Aix didn’t suit her, and mentions
her having been sent there as proof of the incompetence
of French doctors. That’s Lily all over,
you know: she works like a slave preparing the
ground and sowing her seed; but the day she ought
to be reaping the harvest she over-sleeps herself or
goes off on a picnic.”
Mrs. Fisher paused and looked reflectively
at the deep shimmer of sea between the cactus-flowers.
“Sometimes,” she added, “I think
it’s just flightiness—and sometimes
I think it’s because, at heart, she despises
the things she’s trying for. And it’s
the difficulty of deciding that makes her such an
interesting study.” She glanced tentatively
at Selden’s motionless profile, and resumed
with a slight sigh: “Well, all I can say
is, I wish she’d give me some of her discarded
opportunities. I wish we could change places
now, for instance. She could make a very good
thing out of the Brys if she managed them properly,
and I should know just how to look after George Dorset
while Bertha is reading Verlaine with Neddy Silverton.”
She met Selden’s sound of protest
with a sharp derisive glance. “Well, what’s
the use of mincing matters? We all know that’s
what Bertha brought her abroad for. When Bertha
wants to have a good time she has to provide occupation
for George. At first I thought Lily was going
to play her cards well this time, but there are
rumours that Bertha is jealous of her success here
and at Cannes, and I shouldn’t be surprised
if there were a break any day. Lily’s only
safeguard is that Bertha needs her badly—oh,
very badly. The Silverton affair is in the acute
stage: it’s necessary that George’s
attention should be pretty continuously distracted.
And I’m bound to say Lily does distract
it: I believe he’d marry her tomorrow if
he found out there was anything wrong with Bertha.
But you know him—he’s as blind as
he’s jealous; and of course Lily’s present
business is to keep him blind. A clever woman
might know just the right moment to tear off the bandage:
but Lily isn’t clever in that way, and when George
does open his eyes she’ll probably contrive
not to be in his line of vision.”
Selden tossed away his cigarette.
“By Jove—it’s time for my train,”
he exclaimed, with a glance at his watch; adding, in
reply to Mrs. Fisher’s surprised comment—“Why,
I thought of course you were at Monte!”—a
murmured word to the effect that he was making Nice
his head-quarters.
“The worst of it is, she snubs
the Brys now,” he heard irrelevantly flung after
him.
Ten minutes later, in the high-perched
bedroom of an hotel overlooking the Casino, he was
tossing his effects into a couple of gaping portmanteaux,
while the porter waited outside to transport them
to the cab at the door. It took but a brief plunge
down the steep white road to the station to land him
safely in the afternoon express for Nice; and not
till he was installed in the corner of an empty carriage,
did he exclaim to himself, with a reaction of self-contempt:
“What the deuce am I running away from?”
The pertinence of the question checked
Selden’s fugitive impulse before the train had
started. It was ridiculous to be flying like
an emotional coward from an infatuation his reason
had conquered. He had instructed his bankers
to forward some important business letters to Nice,
and at Nice he would quietly await them. He was
already annoyed with himself for having left Monte
Carlo, where he had intended to pass the week which
remained to him before sailing; but it would now be
difficult to return on his steps without an appearance
of inconsistency from which his pride recoiled.
In his inmost heart he was not sorry to put himself
beyond the probability of meeting Miss Bart. Completely
as he had detached himself from her, he could not
yet regard her merely as a social instance; and viewed
in a more personal wayshe was not likely to be a reassuring
object of study. Chance encounters, or even the
repeated mention of her name, would send his thoughts
back into grooves from which he had resolutely detached
them; whereas, if she could be entirely excluded from
his life, the pressure of new and varied impressions,
with which no thought of her was connected, would
soon complete the work of separation. Mrs. Fisher’s
conversation had, indeed, operated to that end; but
the treatment was too painful to be voluntarily chosen
while milder remedies were untried; and Selden thought
he could trust himself to return gradually to a reasonable
view of Miss Bart, if only he did not see her.
Having reached the station early,
he had arrived at this point in his reflections before
the increasing throng on the platform warned him that
he could not hope to preserve his privacy; the next
moment there was a hand on the door, and he turned
to confront the very face he was fleeing.
Miss Bart, glowing with the haste
of a precipitate descent upon the train, headed a
group composed of the Dorsets, young Silverton and
Lord Hubert Dacey, who had barely time to spring into
the carriage, and envelop Selden in ejaculations of
surprise and welcome, before the whistle of departure
sounded. The party, it appeared, were hastening
to Nice in response to a sudden summons to dine with
the Duchess of Beltshire and to see the water-fete
in the bay; a plan evidently improvised—in
spite of Lord Hubert’s protesting “Oh,
I say, you know,”—for the express
purpose of defeating Mrs. Bry’s endeavour to
capture the Duchess.
During the laughing relation of this
manoeuvre, Selden had time for a rapid impression
of Miss Bart, who had seated herself opposite to him
in the golden afternoon light. Scarcely three
months had elapsed since he had parted from her on
the threshold of the Brys’ conservatory; but
a subtle change had passed over the quality of her
beauty. Then it had had a transparency through
which the fluctuations of the spirit were sometimes
tragically visible; now its impenetrable surface suggested
a process of crystallization which had fused her whole
being into one hard brilliant substance. The
change had struck Mrs. Fisher as a rejuvenation:
to Selden it seemed like that moment of pause and
arrest when the warm fluidity of youth is chilled into
its final shape.
He felt it in the way she smiled on
him, and in the readiness and competence with which,
flung unexpectedly into his presence, she took up
the thread of their intercourse as though that thread
had not been snapped with a violence from which he
still reeled. Such facility sickened him—but
he told himself that it was with the pang which precedes
recovery. Now he would really get well—would
eject the last drop of poison from his blood.
Already he felt himself calmer in her presence than
he had learned to be in the thought of her. Her
assumptions and elisions, her short-cuts and long
DETOURS, the skill with which she contrived to meet
him at a point from which no inconvenient glimpses
of the past were visible, suggested what opportunities
she had had for practising such arts since their last
meeting. He felt that she had at last arrived
at an understanding with herself: had made a pact
with her rebellious impulses, and achieved a uniform
system of self-government, under which all vagrant
tendencies were either held captive or forced into
the service of the state.
And he saw other things too in her
manner: saw how it had adjusted itself to the
hidden intricacies of a situation in which, even after
Mrs. Fisher’s elucidating flashes, he still
felt himself agrope. Surely Mrs. Fisher could
no longer charge Miss Bart with neglecting her opportunities!
To Selden’s exasperated observation she was
only too completely alive to them. She was “perfect”
to every one: subservient to Bertha’s anxious
predominance, good-naturedly watchful of Dorset’s
moods, brightly companionable to Silverton and Dacey,
the latter of whom met her on an evident footing of
old admiration, while young Silverton, portentously
self-absorbed, seemed conscious of her only as of
something vaguely obstructive. And suddenly, as
Selden noted the fine shades of manner by which she
harmonized herself with her surroundings, it flashed
on him that, to need such adroit handling, the situation
must indeed be desperate. She was on the edge
of something—that was the impression left
with him. He seemed to see her poised on the
brink of a chasm, with one graceful foot advanced
to assert her unconsciousness that the ground was
failing her.
On the Promenade des Anglais, where
Ned Silverton hung on him for the half hour before
dinner, he received a deeper impression of the general
insecurity. Silverton was in a mood of Titanic
pessimism. How any one could come to such a damned
hole as the Riviera—any one with a grain
of imagination—with the whole Mediterranean
to choose from: but then, if one’s estimate
of a place depended on the way they broiled a spring
chicken! Gad! what a study might be made of the
tyranny of the stomach—the way a sluggish
liver or insufficient gastric juices might affect the
whole course of the universe, overshadow everything
in reach—chronic dyspepsia ought to be
among the “statutory causes”; a woman’s
life might be ruined by a man’s inability to
digest fresh bread. Grotesque? Yes—and
tragic—like most absurdities. There’s
nothing grimmer than the tragedy that wears a comic
mask…. Where was he? Oh—the
reason they chucked Sicily and rushed back? Well—partly,
no doubt, Miss Bart’s desire to get back to
bridge and smartness. Dead as a stone to art and
poetry—the light never was on sea or
land for her! And of course she persuaded Dorset
that the Italian food was bad for him. Oh, she
could make him believe anything—anything!
Mrs. Dorset was aware of it—oh, perfectly:
nothing she didn’t see! But she could
hold her tongue—she’d had to, often
enough. Miss Bart was an intimate friend—she
wouldn’t hear a word against her. Only it
hurts a woman’s pride—there are some
things one doesn’t get used to . . . All
this in confidence, of course? Ah—and
there were the ladies signalling from the balcony
of the hotel…. He plunged across the Promenade,
leaving Selden to a meditative cigar.
The conclusions it led him to were
fortified, later in the evening, by some of those
faint corroborative hints that generate a light of
their own in the dusk of a doubting mind. Selden,
stumbling on a chance acquaintance, had dined with
him, and adjourned, still in his company, to the brightly
lit Promenade, where a line of crowded stands commanded
the glittering darkness of the waters. The night
was soft and persuasive. Overhead hung a summer
sky furrowed with the rush of rockets; and from the
east a late moon, pushing up beyond the lofty bend
of the coast, sent across the bay a shaft of brightness
which paled to ashes in the red glitter of the illuminated
boats. Down the lantern-hung Promenade, snatches
of band-music floated above the hum of the crowd and
the soft tossing of boughs in dusky gardens; and between
these gardens and the backs of the stands there flowed
a stream of people in whom the vociferous carnival
mood seemed tempered by the growing languor of the
season.
Selden and his companion, unable to
get seats on one of the stands facing the bay, had
wandered for a while with the throng, and then found
a point of vantage on a high garden-parapet above
the Promenade. Thence they caught but a triangular
glimpse of the water, and of the flashing play of
boats across its surface; but the crowd in the street
was under their immediate view, and seemed to Selden,
on the whole, of more interest than the show itself.
After a while, however, he wearied of his perch and,
dropping alone to the pavement, pushed his way to the
first corner and turned into the moonlit silence of
a side street. Long garden-walls overhung by
trees made a dark boundary to the pavement; an empty
cab trailed along the deserted thoroughfare, and presently
Selden saw two persons emerge from the opposite shadows,
signal to the cab, and drive off in it toward the centre
of the town. The moonlight touched them as they
paused to enter the carriage, and he recognized Mrs.
Dorset and young Silverton.
Beneath the nearest lamp-post he glanced
at his watch and saw that the time was close on eleven.
He took another cross street, and without breasting
the throng on the Promenade, made his way to the fashionable
club which overlooks that thoroughfare. Here,
amid the blaze of crowded baccarat tables, he caught
sight of Lord Hubert Dacey, seated with his habitual
worn smile behind a rapidly dwindling heap of gold.
The heap being in due course wiped out, Lord Hubert
rose with a shrug, and joining Selden, adjourned with
him to the deserted terrace of the club. It was
now past midnight, and the throng on the stands was
dispersing, while the long trails of red-lit boats
scattered and faded beneath a sky repossessed by the
tranquil splendour of the moon.
Lord Hubert looked at his watch.
“By Jove, I promised to join the Duchess for
supper at the London house; but it’s
past twelve, and I suppose they’ve all scattered.
The fact is, I lost them in the crowd soon after dinner,
and took refuge here, for my sins. They had seats
on one of the stands, but of course they couldn’t
stop quiet: the Duchess never can. She and
Miss Bart went off in quest of what they call adventures—gad,
it ain’t their fault if they don’t have
some queer ones!” He added tentatively, after
pausing to grope for a cigarette: “Miss
Bart’s an old friend of yours, I believe?
So she told me.—Ah, thanks—I
don’t seem to have one left.” He lit
Selden’s proffered cigarette, and continued,
in his high-pitched drawling tone: “None
of my business, of course, but I didn’t introduce
her to the Duchess. Charming woman, the Duchess,
you understand; and a very good friend of mine; but
rather a liberal education.”
Selden received this in silence, and
after a few puffs Lord Hubert broke out again:
“Sort of thing one can’t communicate to
the young lady—though young ladies nowadays
are so competent to judge for themselves; but in this
case—I’m an old friend too, you know
. . . and there seemed no one else to speak to.
The whole situation’s a little mixed, as I see
it—but there used to be an aunt somewhere,
a diffuse and innocent person, who was great at bridging
over chasms she didn’t see . . . Ah, in
New York, is she? Pity New York’s such
a long way off!”