The next morning, on her breakfast
tray, Miss Bart found a note from her hostess.
“Dearest Lily,” it ran,
“if it is not too much of a bore to be down
by ten, will you come to my sitting-room to help me
with some tiresome things?”
Lily tossed aside the note and subsided
on her pillows with a sigh. It was a bore
to be down by ten—an hour regarded at Bellomont
as vaguely synchronous with sunrise—and
she knew too well the nature of the tiresome things
in question. Miss Pragg, the secretary, had been
called away, and there would be notes and dinner-cards
to write, lost addresses to hunt up, and other social
drudgery to perform. It was understood that Miss
Bart should fill the gap in such emergencies, and
she usually recognized the obligation without a murmur.
Today, however, it renewed the sense
of servitude which the previous night’s review
of her cheque-book had produced. Everything in
her surroundings ministered to feelings of ease and
amenity. The windows stood open to the sparkling
freshness of the September morning, and between the
yellow boughs she caught a perspective of hedges and
parterres leading by degrees of lessening formality
to the free undulations of the park. Her maid
had kindled a little fire on the hearth, and it contended
cheerfully with the sunlight which slanted across the
moss-green carpet and caressed the curved sides of
an old marquetry desk. Near the bed stood a table
holding her breakfast tray, with its harmonious porcelain
and silver, a handful of violets in a slender glass,
and the morning paper folded beneath her letters.
There was nothing new to Lily in these tokens of a
studied luxury; but, though they formed a part of
her atmosphere, she never lost her sensitiveness to
their charm. Mere display left her with a sense
of superior distinction; but she felt an affinity
to all the subtler manifestations of wealth.
Mrs. Trenor’s summons, however,
suddenly recalled her state of dependence, and she
rose and dressed in a mood of irritability that she
was usually too prudent to indulge. She knew that
such emotions leave lines on the face as well as in
the character, and she had meant to take warning by
the little creases which her midnight survey had revealed.
The matter-of-course tone of Mrs.
Trenor’s greeting deepened her irritation.
If one did drag one’s self out of bed at such
an hour, and come down fresh and radiant to the monotony
of note-writing, some special recognition of the sacrifice
seemed fitting. But Mrs. Trenor’s tone
showed no consciousness of the fact.
“Oh, Lily, that’s nice
of you,” she merely sighed across the chaos
of letters, bills and other domestic documents which
gave an incongruously commercial touch to the slender
elegance of her writing-table.
“There are such lots of horrors
this morning,” she added, clearing a space in
the centre of the confusion and rising to yield her
seat to Miss Bart.
Mrs. Trenor was a tall fair woman,
whose height just saved her from redundancy.
Her rosy blondness had survived some forty years of
futile activity without showing much trace of ill-usage
except in a diminished play of feature. It was
difficult to define her beyond saying that she seemed
to exist only as a hostess, not so much from any exaggerated
instinct of hospitality as because she could not sustain
life except in a crowd. The collective nature
of her interests exempted her from the ordinary rivalries
of her sex, and she knew no more personal emotion
than that of hatred for the woman who presumed to
give bigger dinners or have more amusing house-parties
than herself. As her social talents, backed by
Mr. Trenor’s bank-account, almost always assured
her ultimate triumph in such competitions, success
had developed in her an unscrupulous good nature toward
the rest of her sex, and in Miss Bart’s utilitarian
classification of her friends, Mrs. Trenor ranked
as the woman who was least likely to “go back”
on her.
“It was simply inhuman of Pragg
to go off now,” Mrs. Trenor declared, as her
friend seated herself at the desk. “She
says her sister is going to have a baby—as
if that were anything to having a house-party!
I’m sure I shall get most horribly mixed up
and there will be some awful rows. When I was
down at Tuxedo I asked a lot of people for next week,
and I’ve mislaid the list and can’t remember
who is coming. And this week is going to be a
horrid failure too—and Gwen Van Osburgh
will go back and tell her mother how bored people
were. I did mean to ask the Wetheralls—that
was a blunder of Gus’s. They disapprove
of Carry Fisher, you know. As if one could help
having Carry Fisher! It was foolish of her
to get that second divorce—Carry always
overdoes things—but she said the only way
to get a penny out of Fisher was to divorce him and
make him pay alimony. And poor Carry has to consider
every dollar. It’s really absurd of Alice
Wetherall to make such a fuss about meeting her, when
one thinks of what society is coming to. Some
one said the other day that there was a divorce and
a case of appendicitis in every family one knows.
Besides, Carry is the only person who can keep Gus
in a good humour when we have bores in the house.
Have you noticed that all the husbands like her?
All, I mean, except her own. It’s rather
clever of her to have made a specialty of devoting
herself to dull people—the field is such
a large one, and she has it practically to herself.
She finds compensations, no doubt—I know
she borrows money of Gus—but then I’d
pay her to keep him in a good humour, so I can’t
complain, after all.”
Mrs. Trenor paused to enjoy the spectacle
of Miss Bart’s efforts to unravel her tangled
correspondence.
“But it is only the Wetheralls
and Carry,” she resumed, with a fresh note of
lament. “The truth is, I’m awfully
disappointed in Lady Cressida Raith.”
“Disappointed? Had you known her before?”
“Mercy, no—never
saw her till yesterday. Lady Skiddaw sent her
over with letters to the Van Osburghs, and I heard
that Maria Van Osburgh was asking a big party to meet
her this week, so I thought it would be fun to get
her away, and Jack Stepney, who knew her in India,
managed it for me. Maria was furious, and actually
had the impudence to make Gwen invite herself here,
so that they shouldn’t be quite out of
it—if I’d known what Lady Cressida
was like, they could have had her and welcome!
But I thought any friend of the Skiddaws’ was
sure to be amusing. You remember what fun Lady
Skiddaw was? There were times when I simply had
to send the girls out of the room. Besides, Lady
Cressida is the Duchess of Beltshire’s sister,
and I naturally supposed she was the same sort; but
you never can tell in those English families.
They are so big that there’s room for all kinds,
and it turns out that Lady Cressida is the moral one—married
a clergy-man and does missionary work in the East
End. Think of my taking such a lot of trouble
about a clergyman’s wife, who wears Indian jewelry
and botanizes! She made Gus take her all through
the glass-houses yesterday, and bothered him to death
by asking him the names of the plants. Fancy treating
Gus as if he were the gardener!”
Mrs. Trenor brought this out in a
CRESCENDO of indignation.
“Oh, well, perhaps Lady Cressida
will reconcile the Wetheralls to meeting Carry Fisher,”
said Miss Bart pacifically.
“I’m sure I hope so!
But she is boring all the men horribly, and if she
takes to distributing tracts, as I hear she does, it
will be too depressing. The worst of it is that
she would have been so useful at the right time.
You know we have to have the Bishop once a year, and
she would have given just the right tone to things.
I always have horrid luck about the Bishop’s
visits,” added Mrs. Trenor, whose present misery
was being fed by a rapidly rising tide of reminiscence;
“last year, when he came, Gus forgot all about
his being here, and brought home the Ned Wintons and
the Farleys—five divorces and six sets of
children between them!”
“When is Lady Cressida going?” Lily enquired.
Mrs. Trenor cast up her eyes in despair.
“My dear, if one only knew! I was in such
a hurry to get her away from Maria that I actually
forgot to name a date, and Gus says she told some one
she meant to stop here all winter.”
“To stop here? In this house?”
“Don’t be silly—in
America. But if no one else asks her—you
know they never go to hotels.”
“Perhaps Gus only said it to frighten you.”
“No—I heard her tell
Bertha Dorset that she had six months to put in while
her husband was taking the cure in the Engadine.
You should have seen Bertha look vacant! But
it’s no joke, you know—if she stays
here all the autumn she’ll spoil everything,
and Maria Van Osburgh will simply exult.”
At this affecting vision Mrs. Trenor’s
voice trembled with self-pity.
“Oh, Judy—as if any
one were ever bored at Bellomont!” Miss Bart
tactfully protested. “You know perfectly
well that, if Mrs. Van Osburgh were to get all the
right people and leave you with all the wrong ones,
you’d manage to make things go off, and she
wouldn’t.”
Such an assurance would usually have
restored Mrs. Trenor’s complacency; but on this
occasion it did not chase the cloud from her brow.
“It isn’t only Lady Cressida,”
she lamented. “Everything has gone wrong
this week. I can see that Bertha Dorset is furious
with me.”
“Furious with you? Why?”
“Because I told her that Lawrence
Selden was coming; but he wouldn’t, after all,
and she’s quite unreasonable enough to think
it’s my fault.”
Miss Bart put down her pen and sat
absently gazing at the note she had begun.
“I thought that was all over,” she said.
“So it is, on his side.
And of course Bertha has been idle since. But
I fancy she’s out of a job just at present—and
some one gave me a hint that I had better ask Lawrence.
Well, I did ask him—but I couldn’t
make him come; and now I suppose she’ll take
it out of me by being perfectly nasty to every one
else.”
“Oh, she may take it out of
him by being perfectly charming—to
some one else.”
Mrs. Trenor shook her head dolefully.
“She knows he wouldn’t mind. And
who else is there? Alice Wetherall won’t
let Lucius out of her sight. Ned Silverton can’t
take his eyes off Carry Fisher—poor boy!
Gus is bored by Bertha, Jack Stepney knows her too
well—and—well, to be sure, there’s
Percy Gryce!”
She sat up smiling at the thought.
Miss Bart’s countenance did not reflect the
smile.
“Oh, she and Mr. Gryce would not be likely to
hit it off.”
“You mean that she’d shock
him and he’d bore her? Well, that’s
not such a bad beginning, you know. But I hope
she won’t take it into her head to be nice to
him, for I asked him here on purpose for you.”
Lily laughed. “MERCI DU
COMPLIMENT! I should certainly have no show against
Bertha.”
“Do you think I am uncomplimentary?
I’m not really, you know. Every one knows
you’re a thousand times handsomer and cleverer
than Bertha; but then you’re not nasty.
And for always getting what she wants in the long
run, commend me to a nasty woman.”
Miss Bart stared in affected reproval.
“I thought you were so fond of Bertha.”
“Oh, I am—it’s
much safer to be fond of dangerous people. But
she is dangerous—and if I ever saw
her up to mischief it’s now. I can tell
by poor George’s manner. That man is a perfect
barometer—he always knows when Bertha is
going to—–”
“To fall?” Miss Bart suggested.
“Don’t be shocking!
You know he believes in her still. And of course
I don’t say there’s any real harm in Bertha.
Only she delights in making people miserable, and
especially poor George.”
“Well, he seems cut out for
the part—I don’t wonder she likes
more cheerful companionship.”
“Oh, George is not as dismal
as you think. If Bertha did worry him he would
be quite different. Or if she’d leave him
alone, and let him arrange his life as he pleases.
But she doesn’t dare lose her hold of him on
account of the money, and so when he isn’t
jealous she pretends to be.”
Miss Bart went on writing in silence,
and her hostess sat following her train of thought
with frowning intensity.
“Do you know,” she exclaimed
after a long pause, “I believe I’ll call
up Lawrence on the telephone and tell him he simply
must come?”
“Oh, don’t,” said
Lily, with a quick suffusion of colour. The blush
surprised her almost as much as it did her hostess,
who, though not commonly observant of facial changes,
sat staring at her with puzzled eyes.
“Good gracious, Lily, how handsome
you are! Why? Do you dislike him so much?”
“Not at all; I like him.
But if you are actuated by the benevolent intention
of protecting me from Bertha—I don’t
think I need your protection.”
Mrs. Trenor sat up with an exclamation.
“Lily!—–Percy? Do
you mean to say you’ve actually done it?”
Miss Bart smiled. “I only
mean to say that Mr. Gryce and I are getting to be
very good friends.”
“H’m—I see.”
Mrs. Trenor fixed a rapt eye upon her. “You
know they say he has eight hundred thousand a year—and
spends nothing, except on some rubbishy old books.
And his mother has heart-disease and will leave him
a lot more. Oh, lily, do go
slowly,” her friend adjured her.
Miss Bart continued to smile without
annoyance. “I shouldn’t, for instance,”
she remarked, “be in any haste to tell him that
he had a lot of rubbishy old books.”
“No, of course not; I know you’re
wonderful about getting up people’s subjects.
But he’s horribly shy, and easily shocked, and—and—–”
“Why don’t you say it,
Judy? I have the reputation of being on the hunt
for a rich husband?”
“Oh, I don’t mean that;
he wouldn’t believe it of you—at first,”
said Mrs. Trenor, with candid shrewdness. “But
you know things are rather lively here at times—I
must give Jack and Gus a hint—and if he
thought you were what his mother would call fast—oh,
well, you know what I mean. Don’t wear your
scarlet CREPE-de-CHINE for dinner, and don’t
smoke if you can help it, Lily dear!”
Lily pushed aside her finished work
with a dry smile. “You’re very kind,
Judy: I’ll lock up my cigarettes and wear
that last year’s dress you sent me this morning.
And if you are really interested in my career, perhaps
you’ll be kind enough not to ask me to play
bridge again this evening.”
“Bridge? Does he mind bridge,
too? Oh, Lily, what an awful life you’ll
lead! But of course I won’t—why
didn’t you give me a hint last night? There’s
nothing I wouldn’t do, you poor duck, to see
you happy!”
And Mrs. Trenor, glowing with her
sex’s eagerness to smooth the course of true
love, enveloped Lily in a long embrace.
“You’re quite sure,”
she added solicitously, as the latter extricated herself,
“that you wouldn’t like me to telephone
for Lawrence Selden?”
“Quite sure,” said Lily.
The next three days demonstrated to her own complete
satisfaction
Miss Bart’s ability to manage her affairs without
extraneous aid.
As she sat, on the Saturday afternoon,
on the terrace at Bellomont, she smiled at Mrs. Trenor’s
fear that she might go too fast. If such a warning
had ever been needful, the years had taught her a
salutary lesson, and she flattered herself that she
now knew how to adapt her pace to the object of pursuit.
In the case of Mr. Gryce she had found it well to
flutter ahead, losing herself elusively and luring
him on from depth to depth of unconscious intimacy.
The surrounding atmosphere was propitious to this
scheme of courtship. Mrs. Trenor, true to her
word, had shown no signs of expecting Lily at the
bridge-table, and had even hinted to the other card-players
that they were to betray no surprise at her unwonted
defection. In consequence of this hint, Lily
found herself the centre of that feminine solicitude
which envelops a young woman in the mating season.
A solitude was tacitly created for her in the crowded
existence of Bellomont, and her friends could not
have shown a greater readiness for self-effacement
had her wooing been adorned with all the attributes
of romance. In Lily’s set this conduct implied
a sympathetic comprehension of her motives, and Mr.
Gryce rose in her esteem as she saw the consideration
he inspired.
The terrace at Bellomont on a September
afternoon was a spot propitious to sentimental musings,
and as Miss Bart stood leaning against the balustrade
above the sunken garden, at a little distance from
the animated group about the tea-table, she might
have been lost in the mazes of an inarticulate happiness.
In reality, her thoughts were finding definite utterance
in the tranquil recapitulation of the blessings in
store for her. From where she stood she could
see them embodied in the form of Mr. Gryce, who, in
a light overcoat and muffler, sat somewhat nervously
on the edge of his chair, while Carry Fisher, with
all the energy of eye and gesture with which nature
and art had combined to endow her, pressed on him
the duty of taking part in the task of municipal reform.
Mrs. Fisher’s latest hobby was
municipal reform. It had been preceded by an
equal zeal for socialism, which had in turn replaced
an energetic advocacy of Christian Science. Mrs.
Fisher was small, fiery and dramatic; and her hands
and eyes were admirable instruments in the service
of whatever causes he happened to espouse. She
had, however, the fault common to enthusiasts of ignoring
any slackness of response on the part of her hearers,
and Lily was amused by her unconsciousness of the
resistance displayed in every angle of Mr. Gryce’s
attitude. Lily herself knew that his mind was
divided between the dread of catching cold if he remained
out of doors too long at that hour, and the fear that,
if he retreated to the house, Mrs. Fisher might follow
him up with a paper to be signed. Mr. Gryce had
a constitutional dislike to what he called “committing
himself,” and tenderly as he cherished his health,
he evidently concluded that it was safer to stay out
of reach of pen and ink till chance released him from
Mrs. Fisher’s toils. Meanwhile he cast agonized
glances in the direction of Miss Bart, whose only response
was to sink into an attitude of more graceful abstraction.
She had learned the value of contrast in throwing
her charms into relief, and was fully aware of the
extent to which Mrs. Fisher’s volubility was
enhancing her own repose.
She was roused from her musings by
the approach of her cousin Jack Stepney who, at Gwen
Van Osburgh’s side, was returning across the
garden from the tennis court.
The couple in question were engaged
in the same kind of romance in which Lily figured,
and the latter felt a certain annoyance in contemplating
what seemed to her a caricature of her own situation.
Miss Van Osburgh was a large girl with flat surfaces
and no high lights: Jack Stepney had once said
of her that she was as reliable as roast mutton.
His own taste was in the line of less solid and more
highly-seasoned diet; but hunger makes any fare palatable,
and there had been times when Mr. Stepney had been
reduced to a crust.
Lily considered with interest the
expression of their faces: the girl’s turned
toward her companion’s like an empty plate held
up to be filled, while the man lounging at her side
already betrayed the encroaching boredom which would
presently crack the thin veneer of his smile.
“How impatient men are!”
Lily reflected. “All Jack has to do to
get everything he wants is to keep quiet and let that
girl marry him; whereas I have to calculate and contrive,
and retreat and advance, as if I were going through
an intricate dance, where one misstep would throw
me hopelessly out of time.”
As they drew nearer she was whimsically
struck by a kind of family likeness between Miss Van
Osburgh and Percy Gryce. There was no resemblance
of feature. Gryce was handsome in a didactic
way—he looked like a clever pupil’s
drawing from a plaster-cast—while Gwen’s
countenance had no more modelling than a face painted
on a toy balloon. But the deeper affinity was
unmistakable: the two had the same prejudices
and ideals, and the same quality of making other standards
non-existent by ignoring them. This attribute
was common to most of Lily’s set: they had
a force of negation which eliminated everything beyond
their own range of perception. Gryce and Miss
Van Osburgh were, in short, made for each other by
every law of moral and physical correspondence—–“Yet
they wouldn’t look at each other,” Lily
mused, “they never do. Each of them wants
a creature of a different race, of Jack’s race
and mine, with all sorts of intuitions, sensations
and perceptions that they don’t even guess the
existence of. And they always get what they want.”
She stood talking with her cousin
and Miss Van Osburgh, till a slight cloud on the latter’s
brow advised her that even cousinly amenities were
subject to suspicion, and Miss Bart, mindful of the
necessity of not exciting enmities at this crucial
point of her career, dropped aside while the happy
couple proceeded toward the tea-table.
Seating herself on the upper step
of the terrace, Lily leaned her head against the honeysuckles
wreathing the balustrade. The fragrance of the
late blossoms seemed an emanation of the tranquil
scene, a landscape tutored to the last degree of rural
elegance. In the foreground glowed the warm tints
of the gardens. Beyond the lawn, with its pyramidal
pale-gold maples and velvety firs, sloped pastures
dotted with cattle; and through a long glade the river
widened like a lake under the silver light of September.
Lily did not want to join the circle about the tea-table.
They represented the future she had chosen, and she
was content with it, but in no haste to anticipate
its joys. The certainty that she could marry
Percy Gryce when she pleased had lifted a heavy load
from her mind, and her money troubles were too recent
for their removal not to leave a sense of relief which
a less discerning intelligence might have taken for
happiness. Her vulgar cares were at an end.
She would be able to arrange her life as she pleased,
to soar into that empyrean of security where creditors
cannot penetrate. She would have smarter gowns
than Judy Trenor, and far, far more jewels than Bertha
Dorset. She would be free forever from the shifts,
the expedients, the humiliations of the relatively
poor. Instead of having to flatter, she would
be flattered; instead of being grateful, she would
receive thanks. There were old scores she could
pay off as well as old benefits she could return.
And she had no doubts as to the extent of her power.
She knew that Mr. Gryce was of the small chary type
most inaccessible to impulses and emotions. He
had the kind of character in which prudence is a vice,
and good advice the most dangerous nourishment.
But Lily had known the species before: she was
aware that such a guarded nature must find one huge
outlet of egoism, and she determined to be to him
what his Americana had hitherto been: the one
possession in which he took sufficient pride to spend
money on it. She knew that this generosity to
self is one of the forms of meanness, and she resolved
so to identify herself with her husband’s vanity
that to gratify her wishes would be to him the most
exquisite form of self-indulgence. The system
might at first necessitate a resort to some of the
very shifts and expedients from which she intended
it should free her; but she felt sure that in a short
time she would be able to play the game in her own
way. How should she have distrusted her powers?
Her beauty itself was not the mere ephemeral possession
it might have been in the hands of inexperience:
her skill in enhancing it, the care she took of it,
the use she made of it, seemed to give it a kind of
permanence. She felt she could trust it to carry
her through to the end.
And the end, on the whole, was worthwhile.
Life was not the mockery she had thought it three
days ago. There was room for her, after all,
in this crowded selfish world of pleasure whence,
so short a time since, her poverty had seemed to exclude
her. These people whom she had ridiculed and
yet envied were glad to make a place for her in the
charmed circle about which all her desires revolved.
They were not as brutal and self-engrossed as she
had fancied—or rather, since it would no
longer be necessary to flatter and humour them, that
side of their nature became less conspicuous.
Society is a revolving body which is apt to be judged
according to its place in each man’s heaven;
and at present it was turning its illuminated face
to Lily.
In the rosy glow it diffused her companions
seemed full of amiable qualities. She liked their
elegance, their lightness, their lack of emphasis:
even the self-assurance which at times was so like
obtuseness now seemed the natural sign of social ascendency.
They were lords of the only world she cared for, and
they were ready to admit her to their ranks and let
her lord it with them. Already she felt within
her a stealing allegiance to their standards, an acceptance
of their limitations, a disbelief in the things they
did not believe in, a contemptuous pity for the people
who were not able to live as they lived.
The early sunset was slanting across
the park. Through the boughs of the long avenue
beyond the gardens she caught the flash of wheels,
and divined that more visitors were approaching.
There was a movement behind her, a scattering of steps
and voices: it was evident that the party about
the tea-table was breaking up. Presently she
heard a tread behind her on the terrace. She
supposed that Mr. Gryce had at last found means to
escape from his predicament, and she smiled at the
significance of his coming to join her instead of
beating an instant retreat to the fire-side.
She turned to give him the welcome
which such gallantry deserved; but her greeting wavered
into a blush of wonder, for the man who had approached
her was Lawrence Selden.
“You see I came after all,”
he said; but before she had time to answer, Mrs. Dorset,
breaking away from a lifeless colloquy with her host,
had stepped between them with a little gesture of
appropriation.