One day he resolved to set forth on
a visit to the Saint of the Rock, who lived on the
other side of the mountains. Travellers had brought
the Hermit report of this solitary, how he lived in
great holiness and austerity in a desert place among
the hills, where snow lay all winter, and in summer
the sun beat down cruelly. The Saint, it appeared,
had vowed that he would withdraw from the world to
a spot where there was neither shade nor water, lest
he should be tempted to take his ease and think less
continually upon his Maker; but wherever he went he
found a spreading tree or a gushing spring, till at
last he climbed up to the bare heights where nothing
grows, and where the only water comes from the melting
of the snow in spring. Here he found a tall rock
rising from the ground, and in it he scooped a hollow
with his own hands, labouring for five years and wearing
his fingers to the bone. Then he seated himself
in the hollow, which faced the west, so that in winter
he should have small warmth of the sun and in summer
be consumed by it; and there he had sat without moving
for years beyond number.
The Hermit was greatly drawn by the
tale of such austerities, which in his humility he
did not dream of emulating, but desired, for his soul’s
good, to contemplate and praise; so one day he bound
sandals to his feet, cut an alder staff from the stream,
and set out to visit the Saint of the Rock.
It was the pleasant spring season,
when seeds are shooting and the bud is on the tree.
The Hermit was troubled at the thought of leaving
his plants without water, but he could not travel in
winter by reason of the snows, and in summer he feared
the garden would suffer even more from his absence.
So he set out, praying that rain might fall while
he was away, and hoping to return again in five days.
The peasants labouring in the fields left their work
to ask his blessing; and they would even have followed
him in great numbers had he not told them that he
was bound on a pilgrimage to the Saint of the Rock,
and that it behoved him to go alone, as one solitary
seeking another. So they respected his wish, and
he went on and entered the forest. In the forest
he walked for two days and slept for two nights.
He heard the wolves crying, and foxes rustling in
the covert, and once, at twilight, a shaggy brown man
peered at him through the leaves and galloped away
with a soft padding of hoofs; but the Hermit feared
neither wild beasts nor evil-doers, nor even the fauns
and satyrs who linger in unhallowed forest depths where
the Cross has not been raised; for he said: “If
I die, I die to the glory of God, and if I live it
must be to the same end.” Only he felt
a secret pang at the thought that he might die without
seeing his lauds again. But the third day, without
misadventure, he came out on another valley.
Then he began to climb the mountain,
first through brown woods of beech and oak, then through
pine and broom, and then across red stony ledges where
only a pinched growth of lentisk and briar spread
in patches over the rock. By this time he thought
to have reached his goal, but for two more days he
fared on through the same scene, with the sky close
over him and the green valleys of earth receding far
below. Sometimes for hours he saw only the red
glistering slopes tufted with thin bushes, and the
hard blue heaven so close that it seemed his hand
could touch it; then at a turn of the path the rocks
rolled apart, the eye plunged down a long pine-clad
defile, and beyond it the forest flowed in mighty
undulations to a plain shining with cities and another
mountain-range many days’ journey away.
To some eyes this would have been a terrible spectacle,
reminding the wayfarer of his remoteness from his
kind, and of the perils which lurk in waste places
and the weakness of man against them; but the Hermit
was so mated to solitude, and felt such love for all
things created, that to him the bare rocks sang of
their Maker and the vast distance bore witness to
His greatness. So His servant journeyed on unafraid.
But one morning, after a long climb
over steep and difficult slopes, the wayfarer halted
suddenly at a bend of the way; for beyond the defile
at his feet there was no plain shining with cities,
but a bare expanse of shaken silver that reached away
to the rim of the world; and the Hermit knew it was
the sea. Fear seized him then, for it was terrible
to see that great plain move like a heaving bosom,
and, as he looked on it, the earth seemed also to heave
beneath him. But presently he remembered how
Christ had walked the waves, and how even Saint Mary
of Egypt, who was a great sinner, had crossed the
waters of Jordan dry-shod to receive the Sacrament
from the Abbot Zosimus; and then the Hermit’s
heart grew still, and he sang as he went down the
mountain: “The sea shall praise Thee, O
Lord.”
All day he kept seeing it and then
losing it; but toward night he came to a cleft of
the hills, and lay down in a pine-wood to sleep.
He had now been six days gone, and once and again he
thought anxiously of his herbs; but he said to himself:
“What though my garden perish, if I see a holy
man face to face and praise God in his company?”
So he was never long cast down.
Before daylight he was afoot under
the stars; and leaving the wood where he had slept,
began climbing the face of a tall cliff, where he
had to clutch the jutting ledges with his hands, and
with every step he gained, a rock seemed thrust forth
to hurl him back. So, footsore and bleeding,
he reached a little stony plain as the sun dropped
to the sea; and in the red light he saw a hollow rock,
and the Saint sitting in the hollow.
The Hermit fell on his knees, praising
God; then he rose and ran across the plain to the
rock. As he drew near he saw that the Saint was
a very old man, clad in goatskin, with a long white
beard. He sat motionless, his hands on his knees,
and two red eye-sockets turned to the sunset.
Near him was a young boy in skins who brushed the
flies from his face; but they always came back, and
settled on the rheum which ran from his eyes.
He did not appear to hear or see the
approach of the Hermit, but sat quite still till the
boy said: “Father, here is a pilgrim.”
Then he lifted up his voice and asked
angrily who was there and what the stranger sought.
The Hermit answered: “Father,
the report of your holy practices came to me a long
way off, and being myself a solitary, though not worthy
to be named with you for godliness, it seemed fitting
that I should cross the mountains to visit you, that
we might sit together and speak in praise of solitude.”
The Saint replied: “You
fool, how can two sit together and praise solitude,
since by so doing they put an end to the thing they
pretend to honour?”
The Hermit, at that, was sorely abashed,
for he had thought his speech out on the way, reciting
it many times over; and now it appeared to him vainer
than the crackling of thorns under a pot.
Nevertheless he took heart and said:
“True, Father; but may not two sinners sit together
and praise Christ, who has taught them the blessings
of solitude?”
But the other only answered:
“If you had really learned the blessings of
solitude you would not squander them in idle wandering.”
And, the Hermit not knowing how to reply, he said again:
“If two sinners meet they can best praise Christ
by going each his own way in silence.”
After that he shut his lips and continued
motionless while the boy brushed the flies from his
eye-sockets; but the Hermit’s heart sank, and
for the first time he felt all the weariness of the
way he had fared, and the great distance dividing
him from home.
He had meant to take counsel with
the Saint concerning his lauds, and whether he ought
to destroy them; but now he had no heart to say another
word, and turning away he began to descend the mountain.
Presently he heard steps running behind him, and the
boy came up and pressed a honey-comb in his hand.
“You have come a long way and
must be hungry,” he said; but before the Hermit
could thank him he had hastened back to his task.
So the Hermit crept down the mountain till he reached
the wood where he had slept before; and there he made
his bed again, but he had no mind to eat before sleeping,
for his heart hungered more than his body; and his
salt tears made the honey-comb bitter.