Fantastic passions’
maddening brawl!
And shame and terror over all!
Deeds to be hid which were not hid,
Which, all confused, I could not
know
Whether I suffer’d or I
did,
For all seem’d guilt, remorse,
or woe;
My own, or others, still the
same
Life-stifling fear, soul-stifling
shame.
Coleridge.
During the interval while she was
thus left alone, Jeanie anxiously revolved in her
mind what course was best for her to pursue. She
was impatient to continue her journey, yet she feared
she could not safely adventure to do so while the
old hag and her assistants were in the neighbourhood,
without risking a repetition of their violence.
She thought she could collect from the conversation
which she had partly overheard, and also from the
wild confessions of Madge Wildfire, that her mother
had a deep and revengeful motive for obstructing her
journey if possible. And from whom could she
hope for assistance if not from Mr. Staunton?
His whole appearance and demeanour seemed to encourage
her hopes. His features were handsome, though
marked with a deep cast of melancholy; his tone and
language were gentle and encouraging; and, as he had
served in the army for several years during his youth,
his air retained that easy frankness which is peculiar
to the profession of arms. He was, besides, a
minister of the gospel; and, although a worshipper,
according to Jeanie’s notions, in the court of
the Gentiles, and so benighted as to wear a surplice;
although he read the Common Prayer, and wrote down
every word of his sermon before delivering it; and
although he was, moreover, in strength of lungs, as
well as pith and marrow of doctrine, vastly inferior
to Boanerges Stormheaven, Jeanie still thought he
must be a very different person from Curate Kilstoup,
and other prelatical divines of her father’s
earlier days, who used to get drunk in their canonical
dress, and hound out the dragoons against the wandering
Cameronians. The house seemed to be in some disturbance,
but as she could not suppose she was altogether forgotten,
she thought it better to remain quiet in the apartment
where she had been left, till some one should take
notice of her.
The first who entered was, to her
no small delight, one of her own sex, a motherly-looking
aged person of a housekeeper. To her Jeanie explained
her situation in a few words, and begged her assistance.
The dignity of a housekeeper did not
encourage too much familiarity with a person who was
at the Rectory on justice-business, and whose character
might seem in her eyes somewhat precarious; but she
was civil, although distant.
“Her young master,” she
said, “had had a bad accident by a fall from
his horse, which made him liable to fainting fits;
he had been taken very ill just now, and it was impossible
his Reverence could see Jeanie for some time; but
that she need not fear his doing all that was just
and proper in her behalf the instant he could get
her business attended to.”—She concluded
by offering to show Jeanie a room, where she might
remain till his Reverence was at leisure.
Our heroine took the opportunity to
request the means of adjusting and changing her dress.
The housekeeper, in whose estimation
order and cleanliness ranked high among personal virtues,
gladly complied with a request so reasonable; and
the change of dress which Jeanie’s bundle furnished
made so important an improvement in her appearance,
that the old lady hardly knew the soiled and disordered
traveller, whose attire showed the violence she had
sustained, in the neat, clean, quiet-looking little
Scotch-woman, who now stood before her. Encouraged
by such a favourable alteration in her appearance,
Mrs. Dalton ventured to invite Jeanie to partake of
her dinner, and was equally pleased with the decent
propriety of her conduct during the meal.
“Thou canst read this book,
canst thou, young woman?” said the old lady,
when their meal was concluded, laying her hand upon
a large Bible.
“I hope sae, madam,” said
Jeanie, surprised at the question “my father
wad hae wanted mony a thing ere I had wanted that
schuling.”
“The better sign of him, young
woman. There are men here, well to pass in the
world, would not want their share of a Leicester plover,
and that’s a bag-pudding, if fasting for three
hours would make all their poor children read the
Bible from end to end. Take thou the book, then,
for my eyes are something dazed, and read where thou
listest—it’s the only book thou canst
not happen wrong in.”
Jeanie was at first tempted to turn
up the parable of the good Samaritan, but her conscience
checked her, as if it were a use of Scripture, not
for her own edification, but to work upon the mind
of others for the relief of her worldly afflictions;
and under this scrupulous sense of duty, she selected,
in preference, a CHAPTER of the prophet Isaiah, and
read it, notwithstanding her northern’ accent
and tone, with a devout propriety, which greatly edified
Mrs. Dalton.
“Ah,” she said, “an
all Scotchwomen were sic as thou but it was our luck
to get born devils of thy country, I think—every
one worse than t’other. If thou knowest
of any tidy lass like thysell that wanted a place,
and could bring a good character, and would not go
laiking about to wakes and fairs, and wore shoes and
stockings all the day round—why, I’ll
not say but we might find room for her at the Rectory.
Hast no cousin or sister, lass, that such an offer
would suit?”
This was touching upon a sore point,
but Jeanie was spared the pain of replying by the
entrance of the same man-servant she had seen before.
“Measter wishes to see the young
woman from Scotland,” was Tummas’s address.
“Go to his Reverence, my dear,
as fast as you can, and tell him all your story—his
Reverence is a kind man,” said Mrs. Dalton.
“I will fold down the leaf, and wake you a cup
of tea, with some nice muffin, against you come down,
and that’s what you seldom see in Scotland, girl.”
“Measter’s waiting for
the young woman,” said Tummas impatiently.
“Well, Mr. Jack-Sauce, and what
is your business to put in your oar?—And
how often must I tell you to call Mr. Staunton his
Reverence, seeing as he is a dignified clergyman,
and not be meastering, meastering him, as if he were
a little petty squire?”
As Jeanie was now at the door, and
ready to accompany Tummas, the footman said nothing
till he got into the passage, when he muttered, “There
are moe masters than one in this house, and I think
we shall have a mistress too, an Dame Dalton carries
it thus.”
Tummas led the way through a more
intricate range of passages than Jeanie had yet threaded,
and ushered her into an apartment which was darkened
by the closing of most of the window-shutters, and
in which was a bed with the curtains partly drawn.
“Here is the young woman, sir,” said Tummas.
“Very well,” said a voice
from the bed, but not that of his Reverence; “be
ready to answer the bell, and leave the room.”
“There is some mistake,”
said Jeanie, confounded at finding herself in the
apartment of an invalid; “the servant told me
that the minister”
“Don’t trouble yourself,”
said the invalid, “there is no mistake.
I know more of your affairs than my father, and I
can manage them better.—Leave the room,
Tom.” The servant obeyed.—“We
must not,” said the invalid, “lose time,
when we have little to lose. Open the shutters
of that window.”
She did so, and as he drew aside the
curtain of his bed, the light fell on his pale countenance,
as, turban’d with bandages, and dressed in a
night-gown, he lay, seemingly exhausted, upon the bed.
“Look at me,” he said,
“Jeanie Deans; can you not recollect me?”
“No, sir,” said she, full
of surprise. “I was never in this country
before.”
“But I may have been in yours.
Think—recollect. I should faint did
I name the name you are most dearly bound to loathe
and to detest. Think—remember!”
A terrible recollection flashed on
Jeanie, which every tone of the speaker confirmed,
and which his next words rendered certainty.
“Be composed—remember
Muschat’s Cairn, and the moonlight night!”
Jeanie sunk down on a chair with clasped
hands, and gasped in agony.
“Yes, here I lie,” he
said, “like a crushed snake, writhing with impatience
at my incapacity of motion—here I lie, when
I ought to have been in Edinburgh, trying every means
to save a life that is dearer to me than my own.—How
is your sister?—how fares it with her?—condemned
to death, I know it, by this time! O, the horse
that carried me safely on a thousand errands of folly
and wickedness, that he should have broke down with
me on the only good mission I have undertaken for years!
But I must rein in my passion—my frame
cannot endure it, and I have much to say. Give
me some of the cordial which stands on that table.—Why
do you tremble? But you have too good cause.—Let
it stand—I need it not.”
Jeanie, however reluctant, approached
him with the cup into which she had poured the draught,
and could not forbear saying, “There is a cordial
for the mind, sir, if the wicked will turn from their
transgressions, and seek to the Physician of souls.”
“Silence!” he said sternly—“and
yet I thank you. But tell me, and lose no time
in doing so, what you are doing in this country?
Remember, though I have been your sister’s worst
enemy, yet I will serve her with the best of my blood,
and I will serve you for her sake; and no one can serve
you to such purpose, for no one can know the circumstances
so well—so speak without fear.”
“I am not afraid, sir,”
said Jeanie, collecting her spirits. “I
trust in God; and if it pleases Him to redeem my sister’s
captivity, it is all I seek, whosoever be the instrument.
But, sir, to be plain with you, I dare not use your
counsel, unless I were enabled to see that it accords
with the law which I must rely upon.”
“The devil take the Puritan!”
cried George Staunton, for so we must now call him—“I
beg your pardon; but I am naturally impatient, and
you drive me mad! What harm can it possibly do
to tell me in what situation your sister stands, and
your own expectations of being able to assist her?
It is time enough to refuse my advice when I offer
any which you may think improper. I speak calmly
to you, though ’tis against my nature; but don’t
urge me to impatience—it will only render
me incapable of serving Effie.”
There was in the looks and words of
this unhappy young man a sort of restrained eagerness
and impetuosity which seemed to prey upon itself, as
the impatience of a fiery steed fatigues itself with
churning upon the bit. After a moment’s
consideration, it occurred to Jeanie that she was
not entitled to withhold from him, whether on her sister’s
account or her own, the fatal account of the consequences
of the crime which he had committed, nor to reject
such advice, being in itself lawful and innocent,
as he might be able to suggest in the way of remedy.
Accordingly, in as few words as she could express it,
she told the history of her sister’s trial and
condemnation, and of her own journey as far as Newark.
He appeared to listen in the utmost agony of mind,
yet repressed every violent symptom of emotion, whether
by gesture or sound, which might have interrupted
the speaker, and, stretched on his couch like the
Mexican monarch on his bed of live coals, only the
contortions of his cheek, and the quivering of his
limbs, gave indication of his sufferings. To
much of what she said he listened with stifled groans,
as if he were only hearing those miseries confirmed,
whose fatal reality he had known before; but when
she pursued her tale through the circumstances which
had interrupted her journey, extreme surprise and earnest
attention appeared to succeed to the symptoms of remorse
which he had before exhibited. He questioned
Jeanie closely concerning the appearance of the two
men, and the conversation which she had overheard between
the taller of them and the woman.
When Jeanie mentioned the old woman
having alluded to her foster-son—“It
is too true,” he said; “and the source
from which I derived food, when an infant, must have
communicated to me the wretched—the fated—propensity
to vices that were strangers in my own family.—But
go on.”
Jeanie passed slightly over her journey
in company with Madge, having no inclination to repeat
what might be the effect of mere raving on the part
of her companion, and therefore her tale was now closed.
Young Staunton lay for a moment in
profound meditation and at length spoke with more
composure than he had yet displayed during their interview.—“You
are a sensible, as well as a good young woman, Jeanie
Deans, and I will tell you more of my story than I
have told to any one.— Story did I call
it?—it is a tissue of folly, guilt, and
misery.—But take notice—I do
it because I desire your confidence in return—that
is, that you will act in this dismal matter by my
advice and direction. Therefore do I speak.”
“I will do what is fitting for
a sister, and a daughter, and a Christian woman to
do,” said Jeanie; “but do not tell me any
of your secrets.—It is not good that I
should come into your counsel, or listen to the doctrine
which causeth to err.”
“Simple fool!” said the
young man. “Look at me. My head is
not horned, my foot is not cloven, my hands are not
garnished with talons; and, since I am not the very
devil himself, what interest can any one else have
in destroying the hopes with which you comfort or
fool yourself? Listen to me patiently, and you
will find that, when you have heard my counsel, you
may go to the seventh heaven with it in your pocket,
if you have a mind, and not feel yourself an ounce
heavier in the ascent.”
At the risk of being somewhat heavy,
as explanations usually prove, we must here endeavour
to combine into a distinct narrative, information
which the invalid communicated in a manner at once
too circumstantial, and too much broken by passion,
to admit of our giving his precise words. Part
of it indeed he read from a manuscript, which he had
perhaps drawn up for the information of his relations
after his decease.
“To make my tale short—this
wretched hag—this Margaret Murdockson, was
the wife of a favourite servant of my father—she
had been my nurse—her husband was dead—she
resided in a cottage near this place—she
had a daughter who grew up, and was then a beautiful
but very giddy girl; her mother endeavoured to promote
her marriage with an old and wealthy churl in the
neighbourhood—the girl saw me frequently—She
was familiar with me, as our connection seemed to
permit—and I—in a word, I wronged
her cruelly—It was not so bad as your sister’s
business, but it was sufficiently villanous—her
folly should have been her protection. Soon after
this I was sent abroad—To do my father justice,
if I have turned out a fiend it is not his fault—he
used the best means. When I returned, I found
the wretched mother and daughter had fallen into disgrace,
and were chased from this country.—My deep
share in their shame and misery was discovered—my
father used very harsh language—we quarrelled.
I left his house, and led a life of strange adventure,
resolving never again to see my father or my father’s
home.
“And now comes the story!—Jeanie,
I put my life into your hands, and not only my own
life, which, God knows, is not worth saving, but the
happiness of a respectable old man, and the honour
of a family of consideration. My love of low
society, as such propensities as I was cursed with
are usually termed, was, I think of an uncommon kind,
and indicated a nature, which, if not depraved by
early debauchery, would have been fit for better things.
I did not so much delight in the wild revel, the low
humour, the unconfined liberty of those with whom I
associated as in the spirit of adventure, presence
of mind in peril, and sharpness of intellect which
they displayed in prosecuting their maraudings upon
the revenue, or similar adventures.—Have
you looked round this rectory?—is it not
a sweet and pleasant retreat?”
Jeanie, alarmed at this sudden change
of subject, replied in the affirmative.
“Well! I wish it had been
ten thousand fathoms under ground, with its church-lands,
and tithes, and all that belongs to it. Had it
not been for this cursed rectory, I should have been
permitted to follow the bent of my own inclinations
and the profession of arms, and half the courage and
address that I have displayed among smugglers and deer-stealers
would have secured me an honourable rank among my
contemporaries. Why did I not go abroad when
I left this house!—Why did I leave it at
all!—why—But it came to that
point with me that it is madness to look back, and
misery to look forward!”
He paused, and then proceeded with more composure.
“The chances of a wandering
life brought me unhappily to Scotland, to embroil
myself in worse and more criminal actions than I had
yet been concerned in. It was now I became acquainted
with Wilson, a remarkable man in his station of life;
quiet, composed, and resolute, firm in mind, and uncommonly
strong in person, gifted with a sort of rough eloquence
which raised him above his companions. Hitherto
I had been
As
dissolute as desperate, yet through both
Were
seen some sparkles of a better hope.
“But it was this man’s
misfortune, as well as mine, that, notwithstanding
the difference of our rank and education, he acquired
an extraordinary and fascinating influence over me,
which I can only account for by the calm determination
of his character being superior to the less sustained
impetuosity of mine. Where he led I felt myself
bound to follow; and strange was the courage and address
which he displayed in his pursuits. While I was
engaged in desperate adventures, under so strange and
dangerous a preceptor, I became acquainted with your
unfortunate sister at some sports of the young people
in the suburbs, which she frequented by stealth—and
her ruin proved an interlude to the tragic scenes in
which I was now deeply engaged. Yet this let me
say—the villany was not premeditated, and
I was firmly resolved to do her all the justice which
marriage could do, so soon as I should be able to extricate
myself from my unhappy course of life, and embrace
some one more suited to my birth. I had wild
visions—visions of conducting her as if
to some poor retreat, and introducing her at once
to rank and fortune she never dreamt of. A friend,
at my request, attempted a negotiation with my father,
which was protracted for some time, and renewed at
different intervals. At length, and just when
I expected my father’s pardon, he learned by
some means or other my infamy, painted in even exaggerated
colours, which was, God knows, unnecessary. He
wrote me a letter—how it found me out I
know not—enclosing me a sum of money, and
disowning me for ever. I became desperate—I
became frantic—I readily joined Wilson in
a perilous smuggling adventure in which we miscarried,
and was willingly blinded by his logic to consider
the robbery of the officer of the customs in Fife
as a fair and honourable reprisal. Hitherto I
had observed a certain line in my criminality, and
stood free of assaults upon personal property, but
now I felt a wild pleasure in disgracing myself as
much as possible.
“The plunder was no object to
me. I abandoned that to my comrades, and only
asked the post of danger. I remember well that
when I stood with my drawn sword guarding the door
while they committed the felony, I had not a thought
of my own safety. I was only meditating on my
sense of supposed wrong from my family, my impotent
thirst of vengeance, and how it would sound in the
haughty cars of the family of Willingham, that one
of their descendants, and the heir apparent of their
honours, should perish by the hands of the hangman
for robbing a Scottish gauger of a sum not equal to
one-fifth part of the money I had in my pocket-book.
We were taken—I expected no less.
We were condemned—that also I looked for.
But death, as he approached nearer, looked grimly;
and the recollection of your sister’s destitute
condition determined me on an effort to save my life.—
I forgot to tell you, that in Edinburgh I again met
the woman Murdockson and her daughter. She had
followed the camp when young, and had now, under pretence
of a trifling traffic, resumed predatory habits, with
which she had already been too familiar. Our first
meeting was stormy; but I was liberal of what money
I had, and she forgot, or seemed to forget, the injury
her daughter had received. The unfortunate girl
herself seemed hardly even to know her seducer, far
less to retain any sense of the injury she had received.
Her mind is totally alienated, which, according to
her mother’s account, is sometimes the consequence
of an unfavourable confinement. But it was my
doing. Here was another stone knitted round my
neck to sink me into the pit of perdition. Every
look—every word of this poor creature—her
false spirits—her imperfect recollections—her
allusions to things which she had forgotten, but which
were recorded in my conscience, were stabs of a poniard—stabs
did I say?—they were tearing with hot pincers,
and scalding the raw wound with burning sulphur—they
were to be endured however, and they were endured.—
I return to my prison thoughts.
“It was not the least miserable
of them that your sister’s time approached.
I knew her dread of you and of her father. She
often said she would die a thousand deaths ere you
should know her shame—yet her confinement
must be provided for. I knew this woman Murdockson
was an infernal hag, but I thought she loved me, and
that money would make her true. She had procured
a file for Wilson, and a spring-saw for me; and she
undertook readily to take charge of Effie during her
illness, in which she had skill enough to give the
necessary assistance. I gave her the money which
my father had sent me. It was settled that she
should receive Effie into her house in the meantime,
and wait for farther directions from me, when I should
effect my escape. I communicated this purpose,
and recommended the old hag to poor Effie by a letter,
in which I recollect that I endeavoured to support
the character of Macheath under condemnation-a fine,
gay, bold-faced ruffian, who is game to the last.
Such, and so wretchedly poor, was my ambition!
Yet I had resolved to forsake the courses I had been
engaged in, should I be so fortunate as to escape
the gibbet. My design was to marry your sister,
and go over to the West Indies. I had still a
considerable sum of money left, and I trusted to be
able, in one way or other, to provide for myself and
my wife.
“We made the attempt to escape,
and by the obstinacy of Wilson, who insisted upon
going first, it totally miscarried. The undaunted
and self-denied manner in which he sacrificed himself
to redeem his error, and accomplish my escape from
the Tolbooth Church, you must have heard of—all
Scotland rang with it. It was a gallant and extraordinary
deed—All men spoke of it—all
men, even those who most condemned the habits and
crimes of this self-devoted man, praised the heroism
of his friendship. I have many vices, but cowardice
or want of gratitude, are none of the number.
I resolved to requite his generosity, and even your
sister’s safety became a secondary consideration
with me for the time. To effect Wilson’s
liberation was my principal object, and I doubted not
to find the means.
“Yet I did not forget Effie
neither. The bloodhounds of the law were so close
after me, that I dared not trust myself near any of
my old haunts, but old Murdockson met me by appointment,
and informed me that your sister had happily been
delivered of a boy. I charged the hag to keep
her patient’s mind easy, and let her want for
nothing that money could purchase, and I retreated
to Fife, where, among my old associates of Wilson’s
gang, I hid myself in those places of concealment where
the men engaged in that desperate trade are used to
find security for themselves and their uncustomed
goods. Men who are disobedient both to human and
divine laws are not always insensible to the claims
of courage and generosity. We were assured that
the mob of Edinburgh, strongly moved with the hardship
of Wilson’s situation, and the gallantry of his
conduct, would back any bold attempt that might be
made to rescue him even from the foot of the gibbet.
Desperate as the attempt seemed, upon my declaring
myself ready to lead the onset on the guard, I found
no want of followers who engaged to stand by me, and
returned to Lothian, soon followed by some steady
associates, prepared to act whenever the occasion
might require.
“I have no doubt I should have
rescued him from the very noose that dangled over
his head,” he continued with animation, which
seemed a flash of the interest which he had taken
in such exploits; “but amongst other precautions,
the magistrates had taken one, suggested, as we afterwards
learned, by the unhappy wretch Porteous, which effectually
disconcerted my measures. They anticipated, by
half-an-hour, the ordinary period for execution; and,
as it had been resolved amongst us, that, for fear
of observation from the officers of justice, we should
not show ourselves upon the street until the time
of action approached, it followed, that all was over
before our attempt at a rescue commenced. It did
commence, however, and I gained the scaffold and cut
the rope with my own hand. It was too late!
The bold, stouthearted, generous criminal was no more—and
vengeance was all that remained to us—a
vengeance, as I then thought, doubly due from my hand,
to whom Wilson had given life and liberty when he
could as easily have secured his own.”
“O sir,” said Jeanie,
“did the Scripture never come into your mind,
‘Vengeance is mine, and I will repay it?’”
“Scripture! Why, I had
not opened a Bible for five years,” answered
Staunton.
“Wae’s me, sirs,” said Jeanie—“and
a minister’s son too!”
“It is natural for you to say
so; yet do not interrupt me, but let me finish my
most accursed history. The beast, Porteous, who
kept firing on the people long after it had ceased
to be necessary, became the object of their hatred
for having overdone his duty, and of mine for having
done it too well. We that is, I and the other
determined friends of Wilson, resolved to be avenged—but
caution was necessary. I thought I had been marked
by one of the officers, and therefore continued to
lurk about the vicinity of Edinburgh, but without
daring to venture within the walls. At length
I visited, at the hazard of my life, the place where
I hoped to find my future wife and my son—they
were both gone. Dame Murdockson informed me,
that so soon as Effie heard of the miscarriage of the
attempt to rescue Wilson, and the hot pursuit after
me, she fell into a brain fever; and that being one
day obliged to go out on some necessary business and
leave her alone, she had taken that opportunity to
escape, and she had not seen her since. I loaded
her with reproaches, to which she listened with the
most provoking and callous composure; for it is one
of her attributes, that, violent and fierce as she
is upon most occasions, there are some in which she
shows the most imperturbable calmness. I threatened
her with justice; she said I had more reason to fear
justice than she had. I felt she was right, and
was silenced. I threatened her with vengeance;
she replied in nearly the same words, that, to judge
by injuries received, I had more reason to fear her
vengeance, than she to dread mine. She was again
right, and I was left without an answer. I flung
myself from her in indignation, and employed a comrade
to make inquiry in the neighbourhood of Saint Leonard’s
concerning your sister; but ere I received his answer,
the opening quest of a well-scented terrier of the
law drove me from the vicinity of Edinburgh, to a
more distant and secluded place of concealment.
A secret and trusty emissary at length brought me
the account of Porteous’s condemnation, and
of your sister’s imprisonment on a criminal charge;
thus astounding one of mine ears, while he gratified
the other.
“I again ventured to the Pleasance—again
charged Murdockson with treachery to the unfortunate
Effie and her child, though I could conceive no reason,
save that of appropriating the whole of the money I
had lodged with her. Your narrative throws light
on this, and shows another motive, not less powerful
because less evident—the desire of wreaking
vengeance on the seducer of her daughter,—the
destroyer at once of her reason and reputation.
Great God! how I wish that, instead of the revenge
she made choice of, she had delivered me up to the
cord!”
“But what account did the wretched
woman give of Effie and the bairn?” said Jeanie,
who, during this long and agitating narrative, had
firmness and discernment enough to keep her eye on
such points as might throw light on her sister’s
misfortunes.
“She would give none,”
said Staunton; “she said the mother made a moonlight
flitting from her house, with the infant in her arms—that
she had never seen either of them since—that
the lass might have thrown the child into the North
Loch or the Quarry Holes for what she knew, and it
was like enough she had done so.”
“And how came you to believe
that she did not speak the fatal truth?” said
Jeanie, trembling.
“Because, on this second occasion,
I saw her daughter, and I understood from her, that,
in fact, the child had been removed or destroyed during
the illness of the mother. But all knowledge to
be got from her is so uncertain and indirect, that
I could not collect any farther circumstances.
Only the diabolical character of old Murdockson makes
me augur the worst.”
“The last account agrees with
that given by my poor sister,” said Jeanie;
“but gang on wi’ your ain tale, sir.”
“Of this I am certain,”
said Staunton, “that Effie, in her senses, and
with her knowledge, never injured living creature.—But
what could I do in her exculpation?—Nothing—and,
therefore, my whole thoughts were turned toward her
safety. I was under the cursed necessity of suppressing
my feelings towards Murdockson; my life was in the
hag’s hand—that I cared not for;
but on my life hung that of your sister. I spoke
the wretch fair; I appeared to confide in her; and
to me, so far as I was personally concerned, she gave
proofs of extraordinary fidelity. I was at first
uncertain what measures I ought to adopt for your sister’s
liberation, when the general rage excited among the
citizens of Edinburgh on account of the reprieve,
of Porteous, suggested to me the daring idea of forcing
the jail, and at once carrying off your sister from
the clutches of the law, and bringing to condign punishment
a miscreant, who had tormented the unfortunate Wilson,
even in the hour of death as if he had been a wild
Indian taken captive by a hostile tribe. I flung
myself among the multitude in the moment of fermentation—so
did others among Wilson’s mates, who had, like
me, been disappointed in the hope of glutting their
eyes with Porteous’s execution. All was
organised, and I was chosen for the captain.
I felt not—I do not now feel, compunction
for what was to be done, and has since been executed.”
“O, God forgive ye, sir, and
bring ye to a better sense of your ways!” exclaimed
Jeanie, in horror at the avowal of such violent sentiments.
“Amen,” replied Staunton,
“if my sentiments are wrong. But I repeat,
that, although willing to aid the deed, I could have
wished them to have chosen another leader; because
I foresaw that the great and general duty of the night
would interfere with the assistance which I proposed
to render Effie. I gave a commission however,
to a trusty friend to protect her to a place of safety,
so soon as the fatal procession had left the jail.
But for no persuasions which I could use in the hurry
of the moment, or which my comrade employed at more
length, after the mob had taken a different direction,
could the unfortunate girl be prevailed upon to leave
the prison. His arguments were all wasted upon
the infatuated victim, and he was obliged to leave
her in order to attend to his own safety. Such
was his account; but, perhaps, he persevered less steadily
in his attempts to persuade her than I would have done.”
“Effie was right to remain,”
said Jeanie; “and I love her the better for
it.”
“Why will you say so?” said Staunton.
“You cannot understand my reasons,
sir, if I should render them,” answered Jeanie
composedly; “they that thirst for the blood of
their enemies have no taste for the well-spring of
life.”
“My hopes,” said Staunton,
“were thus a second time disappointed. My
next efforts were to bring her through her trial by
means of yourself. How I urged it, and where,
you cannot have forgotten. I do not blame you
for your refusal; it was founded, I am convinced,
on principle, and not on indifference to your sister’s
fate. For me, judge of me as a man frantic; I
knew not what hand to turn to, and all my efforts were
unavailing. In this condition, and close beset
on all sides, I thought of what might be done by means
of my family, and their influence. I fled from
Scotland—I reached this place—my
miserably wasted and unhappy appearance procured me
from my father that pardon, which a parent finds it
so hard to refuse, even to the most undeserving son.
And here I have awaited in anguish of mind, which
the condemned criminal might envy, the event of your
sister’s trial.”
“Without taking any steps for her relief?”
said Jeanie.
“To the last I hoped her ease
might terminate more favourably; and it is only two
days since that the fatal tidings reached me.
My resolution was instantly taken. I mounted
my best horse with the purpose of making the utmost
haste to London and there compounding with Sir Robert
Walpole for your sister’s safety, by surrendering
to him, in the person of the heir of the family of
Willingham, the notorious George Robertson, the accomplice
of Wilson, the breaker of the Tolbooth prison, and
the well-known leader of the Porteous mob.”
“But would that save my sister?”
said Jeanie, in astonishment.
“It would, as I should drive
my bargain,” said Staunton. “Queens
love revenge as well as their subjects—Little
as you seem to esteem it, it is a poison which pleases
all palates, from the prince to the peasant. Prime
ministers love no less the power of gratifying sovereigns
by gratifying their passions.—The life
of an obscure village girl! Why, I might ask
the best of the crown-jewels for laying the head of
such an insolent conspiracy at the foot of her majesty,
with a certainty of being gratified. All my other
plans have failed, but this could not—Heaven
is just, however, and would not honour me with making
this voluntary atonement for the injury I have done
your sister. I had not rode ten miles, when my
horse, the best and most sure-footed animal in this
country, fell with me on a level piece of road, as
if he had been struck by a cannon-shot. I was
greatly hurt, and was brought back here in the condition
in which you now see me.”
As young Staunton had come to the
conclusion, the servant opened the door, and, with
a voice which seemed intended rather for a signal,
than merely the announcing of a visit, said, “His
Reverence, sir, is coming up stairs to wait upon you.”
“For God’s sake, hide
yourself, Jeanie,” exclaimed Staunton, “in
that dressing closet!”
“No, sir,” said Jeanie;
“as I am here for nae ill, I canna take the shame
of hiding mysell frae the master of the house.”
“But, good Heavens!” exclaimed
George Staunton, “do but consider—”
Ere he could complete the sentence,
his father entered the apartment.