It was not utterly dark in the room,
though Robin, after passing her hands carefully over
the walls, had found no electric buttons within reach
nor any signs of candles or matches elsewhere.
The night sky was clear and brilliant with many stars,
and this gave her an unshadowed and lighted space
to look at. She went to the window and sat down
on the floor, huddled against the wall with her hands
clasped round her knees, looking up. She did this
in the effort to hold in check a rising tide of frenzy
which threatened her. Perhaps, if she could fix
her eyes on the vault full of stars, she could keep
herself from going out of her mind. Though, perhaps,
it would be better if she did go out of her mind,
she found herself thinking a few seconds later.
After her first entire acceptance
of the hideous thing which had happened to her, she
had passed through nerve breaking phases of terror-stricken
imaginings. The old story of the drowning man
across whose brain rush all the images of life, came
back to her. She did not know where or when or
how she had ever heard or read of the ghastly incidents
which came trooping up to her and staring at her with
dead or mad eyes and awful faces. Perhaps they
were old nightmares-perhaps a kind of delirium had
seized her. She tried to stop their coming by
saying over and over again the prayers Dowie had taught
her when she was a child. And then she thought,
with a sob which choked her, that perhaps they were
only prayers for a safe little creature kneeling by
a white bed-and did not apply to a girl locked up
in a top room, which nobody knew about. Only
when she thought of Mademoiselle Valle and Dowie looking
for her—with all London spread out before
their helplessness—did she cry. After
that, tears seemed impossible. The images trooped
by too close to her. The passion hidden within
her being—which had broken out when she
tore the earth under the shrubbery, and which, with
torture staring her in the face, had leaped in the
child’s soul and body and made her defy Andrews
with shrieks—leaped up within her now.
She became a young Fury, to whom a mad fight with
monstrous death was nothing. She told herself
that she was strong for a girl—that she
could tear with her nails, she could clench her teeth
in a flesh, she could shriek, she could battle like
a young madwoman so that they would be forced
to kill her. This was one of the images which
rose op before her again yet again, A hideous-hideous
thing, which would not remain away.
She had not had any food since the
afternoon cap of tea and she began to feel the need
of it. If she became faint-! She lifted
her face desperately as she said it, and saw the immense
blue darkness, powdered with millions of stars and
curving over her—as it curved over the
hideous house and all the rest of the world.
How high—how immense—how fathomlessly
still it was—how it seemed as if there
could be nothing else—that nothing else
could be real! Her hands were clenched together
hard and fiercely, as she scrambled to her knees and
uttered a of prayer—not a child’s—rather
the cry of a young Fury making a demand.
“Perhaps a girl is Nothing,”
she cried, “-a girl locked up in a room!
But, perhaps, she is Something—she may he
real too! Save me-save me! But if you won’t
save me, let me be killed!”
She knelt silent after it for a few
minutes and then she sank down and lay on the floor
with her face on her arm.
How it was possible that even young
and worn-out as she was, such peace as sleep could
overcome her at such a time, one cannot say.
But in the midst of her torment she was asleep.
But it was not for long. She
wakened with a start and sprang to her feet shivering.
The carriages were still coming and going with guests
for the big house opposite. It could not be late,
though she seemed to have been in the place for years—long
enough to feel that it was the hideous centre of the
whole earth and all sane and honest memories were
a dream. She thought she would begin to walk
up and down the room.
But a sound she heard at this very
instant made her stand stock still. She had known
there would be a sound at last—she had
waited for it all the time—she had known,
of course, that it would come, but she had not even
tried to guess whether she would hear it early or
late. It would be the sound of the turning of
the handle of the locked door. It had come.
There it was! The click of the lock first and
then the creak of the turned handle!
She went to the window again and stood
with her back against it, so that her body was outlined
against the faint light. Would the person come
in the dark, or would he carry a light? Something
began to whirl in her brain. What was the low,
pumping thump she seemed to hear and feel at the same
time? It was the awful thumping of her heart.
The door opened—not stealthily,
but quite in the ordinary way. The person who
came in did not move stealthily either. He came
in as though he were making an evening call. How
tall and straight his body was, with a devilish elegance
of line against the background of light in the hall.
She thought she saw a white flower on his lapel as
his overcoat fell back. The leering footman had
opened the for him.
“Turn on the lights.”
A voice she knew gave the order, the leering footman
obeyed, touching a spot high on the wall.
She had vaguely and sickeningly felt
almost sure that it would be either Count von Hillern
or Lord Coombe—and it was not Count von
Hillern! The cold wicked face—the ironic
eyes which made her creep—the absurd, elderly
perfection of dress—even the flawless flower-made
her flash quake with repulsion. If Satan came
into the room, he might look like that and make one’s
revolting being quake so.
“I thought—it might
be you,” the strange girl’s voice said
to him aloud.
“Robin,” he said.
He was moving towards her and, as
she threw out her madly clenched little hands, he
stopped and drew back.
“Why did you think I might come?” he asked.
“Because you are the kind of
a man who would do the things only devils would do.
I have hated-hated-hated you since I was a baby.
Come and kill me if you like. Call the footman
back to help you, if yon like. I can’t
get away. Kill me—kill me—kill
me!”
She was lost in her frenzy and looked
as if she were mad.
One moment he hesitated, and then
he pointed politely to the sofa.
“Go and sit down, please,”
he suggested. It was no more then a courteous
suggestion. “I shall remain here. I
have no desire to approach you—if you’ll
pardon my saying so.”
But she would not leave the window.
“It is natural that you should be overwrought,”
he said.
“This is a damnable thing.
You are too young to know the worst of it.”
“You are the worst of it!” she cried.
“You.”
“No” as the chill of his
even voice struck her, she wondered if he were really
human. “Von Hillern would have been the
worst of it. I stopped him at the front door
and knew how to send him away. Now, listen, my
good child. Hate me as ferociously as you like.
That is a detail. You are in the house of a woman
whose name stands for shame and infamy and crime.”
“What are you doing in
it—” she cried again, “—in
a place where girls are trapped-and locked up in top
rooms—to be killed?”
“I came to take you away.
I wish to do it quietly. It would be rather horrible
if the public discovered that you have spent some
hours here. If I had not slipped in when they
were expecting von Hillern, and if the servants were
not accustomed to the quiet entrance of well dressed
men, I could not have got in without an open row and
the calling of the policemen,—which I wished
to avoid. Also, the woman downstairs knows me
and realized that I was not lying when I said the
house was surrounded and she was on the point of being
‘run in’. She is a woman of broad
experience, and at once knew that she might as well
keep quiet.”
Despite his cold eyes and the bad
smile she hated, despite his almost dandified meticulous
attire and the festal note of his white flower, which
she hated with the rest—he was, perhaps,
not lying to her. Perhaps for the sake of her
mother he had chosen to save her—and, being
the man he was, he had been able to make use of his
past experiences.
She began to creep away from the window,
and she felt her legs, all at once, shaking under
her. By the time she reached the Chesterfield
sofa she fell down by it and began to cry. A sort
of hysteria seized her, and she shook from head to
foot and clutched at the upholstery with weak hands
which clawed. She was, indeed, an awful, piteous
sight. He was perhaps not lying, but she was
afraid of him yet.
“I told the men who are waiting
outside that if I did not bring you out in half an
hour, they were to break into the house. I do
not wish them to break in. We have not any time
to spare. What you are doing is quite natural,
but you must try and get up.” He stood
by her and said this looking down at her slender, wrung
body and lovely groveling head.
He took a flask out of his overcoat
pocket—and it was a gem of goldsmith’s
art. He poured some wine into its cup and bent
forward to hold it out to her.
“Drink this and try to stand
on your feet,” he said. He knew better
than to try to help her to rise—to touch
her in any way. Seeing to what the past hours
had reduced her, he knew better. There was mad
fear in her eyes when she lifted her head and threw
out her hand again.
“No! No!” she cried
out. “No, I will drink nothing!” He
understood at once and threw the wine into the grate.
“I see,” he said.
“You might think it might be drugged. You
are right. It might be. I ought to have
thought of that.” He returned the flask
to his pocket. “Listen again. You must.
The time will soon be up and we must not let those
fellows break in and make a row that will collect
a crowd We must go at once. Mademoiselle Valle
is waiting for you in my carriage outside. You
will not be afraid to drink wine she gives you.”
“Mademoiselle!” she stammered.
“Yes. In my carriage, which
is not fifty yards from the house. Can you stand
on your feet?” She got up and stood but she was
still shuddering all over.
“Can you walk downstairs?
If you cannot, will you let me carry you? I am
strong enough-in spite of my years.”
“I can walk,” she whispered.
“Will you take my arm?”
She looked at him for a moment with awful, broken-spirited
eyes.
“Yes. I will take your arm.”
He offered it to her with rigid punctiliousness
of manner. He did not even look at her.
He led her out of the room and down the three flights
of stairs. As they passed by the open drawing-room
door, the lovely woman who had called herself Lady
Etynge stood near it and watched them with eyes no
longer gentle.
“I have something to say to
you, Madam,” he said; “When I place this
young lady in the hands of her governess, I will come
back and say it.”
“Is her governess Fraulein Hirsch?” asked
the woman lightly.
“No. She is doubtless on
her way back to Berlin—and von Hillern
will follow her.”
There was only the first floor flight
of stairs now. Robin could scarcely see her way.
But Lord Coombe held her up firmly and, in a few moments
more, the leering footman, grown pale, opened the
large door, they crossed the pavement to the carriage,
and she was helped in and fell, almost insensible,
across Mademoiselle Valle’s lap, and was caught
in a strong arm which shook as she did.
“Ma cherie,” she heard,
“The Good God! Oh, the good—good
God!—And Lord Coombe! Lord Coombe!”
Coombe had gone back to the house.
Four men returned with him, two in plain clothes and
two heavily-built policemen. They remained below,
but Coombe went up the staircase with the swift lightness
of a man of thirty.
He merely stood upon the threshold
of the drawing-room. This was what he said, and
his face was entirely white his eyes appalling.
“My coming back to speak to
you is—superfluous—and the result
of pure fury. I allow it to myself as mere shameless
indulgence. More is known against you than this—things
which have gone farther and fared worse. You
are not young and you are facing years of life in
prison. Your head will be shaved—your
hands worn and blackened and your nails broken with
the picking of oakum. You will writhe in hopeless
degradation until you are done for. You will have
time, in the night blackness if of your cell, to remember—to
see faces—to hear cries. Women such
as you should learn what hell on earth means.
You will learn.”
When he ended, the woman hung with
her back to the wall she had staggered against, her
mouth opening and shutting helplessly but letting
forth no sound.
He took out an exquisitely fresh handkerchief
and touched his forehead because it was damp.
His eyes were still appalling, but his voice suddenly
dropped and changed.
“I have allowed myself to feel
like a madman,” he said. “It has
been a rich experience—good for such a soul
as I own.”
He went downstairs and walked home
because his carriage had taken Robin and Mademoiselle
back to the slice of a house.