“The evening of life brings with
it its lamp.”—TOUBERT.
“And there arrives a
lull in the hot race:
And an unwonted calm pervades
the breast.
And then he thinks he knows
The hills where his life rose,
And the sea, where it goes.”—ARNOLD
“She
has passed
To where, beyond these voices,
there is peace.”
It is the greatest folly to think
that the only time worth writing about is youth.
It is an equal folly to imagine that love is the only
passion universally interesting. Elizabeth’s
years were no less vivid, no less full of feeling
and of changes, after her marriage than before it.
Indeed, she never quite lost the interests of her maiden
life. Hallam demanded an oversight she did not
fail to give it. Three times during the twelve
years of its confiscation to Antony’s creditors
she visited it. In these visits she was accompanied
by Richard, and Harry, and her own children.
Then the Whaleys’ accounts were carefully gone
over, and found always to be perfectly honorable and
satisfactory. And it is needless to say how happy
Martha was at such times.
Gradually all ill-feeling passed away.
The young squire, though educated abroad, had just
such a training as made him popular. For he passed
part of every year in Texas with Dick Millard, and
all that could be known about horses and hunting and
woodcraft, Harry Hallam knew. He had also taken
on very easily the Texan manner, frank, yet rather
proud and phlegmatic: “Evidently a young
man who knows what he wants, and will be apt to get
it,” said Whaley.
“Nine Yorkshire jockeys knocked
into one couldn’t blind him on a horse,”
said young Horton.
“And I’ll lay a guinea
he’ll lead in every hunting field.”
“And they do say, he’s a first-rate scholar
besides.”
Such conversations regarding him were
indefinitely repeated, and varied.
When he was in his eighteenth year
the estate was absolutely free of every claim, and
in a condition which reflected the greatest credit
upon those in whose care it had been placed. It
was at this time that Richard and Elizabeth took the
young man into his grandfather’s room, and laid
before him the title deeds of his patrimony and the
schedule of its various incomes. Then, also,
they told him, with infinite kindness and forbearance,
the story of his father’s efforts and failures,
and the manner in which the estate had been handled,
so that it might be made over to him free of all debt
and stain.
Harry said very little. His adopted
parents liked him the better for that. But he
was profoundly amazed and grateful. Then he went
to Cambridge, and for three years Elizabeth did not
see him. It had been arranged, however, that
the whole family should meet at Hallam on the anniversary
of his majority, and the occurrence was celebrated
with every public festivity that had always attended
that event in the Hallam family. There was nothing
to dim the occasion. Every one, Far and near,
took the opportunity to show that ill-thoughts and
ill-feelings were forever buried, and Elizabeth and
Richard were feted with especial honor.
“Few women would hev done so
well by t’ land and t’ family,” admitted
even Lord Eltham, “and if I wasn’t so old
and feeble, I’d go and tell her so; and to be
foreign-born, that Mr. Fontaine has been varry square,
that he hes. He shows t’ English blood in
him.”
“Ay, it’s hard to wear
Yorkshire out. It bears a deal o’ waterin’,
and is still strong and straight-for’ard,”
answered Whaley.
“Now he’ll hev to wed and settle down.”
“He’ll do that. I’ve
seen a deal o’ him, and I’ve noticed that
he has neither eyes nor ears but for our little lass,
a varry bonny lass she is!”
“It’ll be Alice Horton, happen?”
“Nay, it isn’t. It’s
his cousin, Bessie Fontaine. She’s but a
girl yet, but she’s t’ varry image o’
her mother, just what Elizabeth Hallam was at sixteen—happen
only a bit slighter and more delicate-looking.”
“And no wonder, Whaley.
To be brought up i’ a place like that New Orleans.
Why-a! they do say that t’ winter weather there
is like our haymakin’ time! Poor thing!
She’ll get a bit o’ color here, I’se
warrant.”
The Yorkshire lawyer had seen even
into a love affair, with clear eyes. Bessie and
Harry had already confided their affection to Elizabeth,
but she was quite determined that there should be no
engagement until after Harry returned from a three-years’
travel in Europe and Asia.
“Then, Harry,” she said,
“you will have seen the women of many lands.
And Bessie will also have seen something of the world,
and of the society around her. She must choose
you from among all others, and not simply because
habit and contiguity and family relations have thrown
you together.”
Still it pleased her, that from every
part of the world came regularly and constantly letters
and tokens of Harry’s love for her daughter.
She would not force, she would not even desire, such
a consummation; but yet, if a true and tried affection
should unite the cousins, it would be a wonderful
settlement of that succession which had so troubled
and perplexed her father, and which at last he had
humbly left to the wisdom and direction of a higher
Power.
Therefore, when Harry, in his twenty-fourth
year, browned and bearded with much travel, came back
to New Orleans, to ask the hand of the only woman
he had ever loved, Elizabeth was very happy. Her
daughter was going back to her old home, going to
be the mistress of its fair sunny rooms, and renew
in her young life the hopes and memories of a by-gone
generation.
And to the happy bridal came John
and Phyllis, and all their handsome sons and daughters,
and never was there a more sweetly, solemn marriage-feast.
For many wise thoughts had come to Elizabeth as her
children grew up at her side, and one of them was a
conviction that marriage is too sacred a thing to
be entered into amid laughter and dancing and thoughtless
feasting. “If Jesus was asked to the marriage,
as he was in Cana of Galilee, there would be fewer
unhappy marriages,” she said. So the young
bride was sent away with smiles and kisses and loving
joyful wishes, but not in a whirl of dancing and champagne
gayety and noisy selfish merriment.
And the years came and went, and none
of them were alike. In one, it was the marriage
of her eldest son, Richard, to Lulu Millard; in another,
the death of a baby girl very dear to her. She
had her daily crosses and her daily blessings, and
her daily portion of duties. But in the main,
it may be said, for Richard and Elizabeth Fontaine,
that they had “borne the yoke in their youth,”
and learned the great lessons of life, before the
days came in which their strength began to fail them.
The last year of any life may generally
be taken as the verdict upon that life. Elizabeth’s
was a very happy one. She was one of those women
on whom time lays a consecrating hand. Her beauty,
in one sense, had gone; in another sense, she was
fairer than ever. Her noble face had lost its
bloom and its fine contour, but her mouth was sweeter
and stronger, and her eyes full of the light of a
soul standing in the promise of heaven. She had
much of her old energy and activity. In the spring
of the year she went to Texas to see a son and daughter
who had settled there; and, with one of her grandchildren,
rode thoughtfully, but not unhappily, over all the
pleasant places she had been with Richard that first
happy year of their marriage. Richard had been
six years dead, but she had never mourned him as those
mourn who part hands in mid-life, when the way is
still long before the lonely heart. In a short
time they would meet again, for
“As the pale waste widens around
us,
And the banks fade dimmer
away,
As the stars come out, the night wind
Brings up the stream
Murmurs and scents of the infinite sea.”
Yet there had been a very solemn parting
between her and Phyllis; and when Phyllis stooped
twice to the face in the departing carriage, and the
two women kissed each other so silently, John was somehow
touched into an unusual thoughtfulness; and for the
first time realized that his sweet Phyllis was fading
away. He could not talk in his usual cheery manner,
and when he said, “Farewell, Elizabeth,”
and held her hand, he involuntarily glanced at his
wife, and walked away with his eyes full of tears.
But as the brain grows by knowledge,
so the heart is made larger by loving; and Elizabeth
was rich and happy in the treasures she had garnered.
The past no prayer could bring back; the future she
counted not; but she enjoyed in every hour the blessing
they brought her. The voyage across the ocean
was delightful; she found young hearts to counsel,
and aged ones to change experiences with. Every
one desired to talk to her, and counted it a favor
to sit or to walk by her side. So beautiful is
true piety; so lovely is the soul that comes into daily
life fresh from the presence of the Deity.
She had left Texas in May; she arrived
at Hallam in June. And how beautiful the dear
old place was! But Martha had gone to her reward
two years previously, and Elizabeth missed her.
She had lived to be eighty-eight years old, and had
not so much died as fallen asleep. She had never
left the hall, but, as long as she was able, had taken
charge of all its treasures and of every thing concerning
the children. Even when confined to her room,
they had come to her with their troubles and their
joys, and her fingers were busy for them unto the
last day.
Yet no one missed Martha as Elizabeth
missed her. With Martha she talked on subjects
she mentioned to no one else. They had confidences
no others could share. It seemed as if the last
link which bound her to her youth was broken.
But one morning, as her daughter was slowly driving
her through Hallam village, she saw an old man who
had been very pleasantly linked with the by-gone years,
and she said, “That is a very dear friend, I
must speak to him, Bessie.”
He was a slight old man, with thin
hair white as wool falling on his shoulders, and a
face full of calm contemplation. “Mr. North,”
said Elizabeth, tremulously, “do you remember
me?”
He removed his hat, and looked attentively
in the face bending toward him. Then, with a
smile, “Ah, yes, I remember Miss Hallam.
God is good to let me see you again. I am very
glad, indeed.”
“You must come to the hall with
me, if you can; I have a great deal to say to you.”
And thus it happened that after this
meeting Bessie frequently stopped for him in the village,
and that gradually he spent more and more time at
the hall. There he always occupied the large room
called the “Chamber of Peace,” hallowed
by the memory of the apostle of his faith.
One hot August day he had gone to
its cool, calm shelter, after spending an hour with
Elizabeth. Their conversation had been in heaven,
and specially of the early dead and blessed, who went
in the serenity of the morning; whose love for God
had known no treachery, and who took the hand of Jesus
and followed him with all their heart.
“I think theirs will be the
radiant habitations, and the swift obedience of the
seraphim. They will know and love and work, as
do the angels.”
“In middle life,” said
Elizabeth, “heaven seems farther away from us.”
“True, my sister. At midday
the workman may think of the evening, but it is his
work that chiefly I engrosses him. Not that the
Christian ever forgets God in his labor, but he needs
to be on the alert, and to keep every faculty busy.
But when the shades of evening gather, he begins to
think of going home, and of the result of his labor.”
“In middle life, too, death
amazes us. In the moment of hearing of such a
death I always found my heart protest against it.
But as I grow older I can feel that all the cords
binding to life grow slack. How will it be at
the end?”
“I think as soon as heaven is
seen, we shall tend toward it. We will not go
away in sadness, dear sister; we shall depart in the
joy of his salvation. If I was by your side,
I should not say, “Farewell;” I should
speak of our meeting again.”
Then he went away, and Elizabeth,
with a happy face, drew her chair to the open window
of her room and lifted her work. It was a piece
of silken patch-work, made of dresses and scarfs and
sashes, that each had a history in her memory.
There were circles from Phyllis’s and her own
wedding dresses, one from a baby sash of her son Charles.
Charles hung his sword from a captain’s belt
then, but she kept the blue ribbon of his babyhood.
There was a bit from Jack’s first cravat, and
Dick’s flag, and her dear husband’s wedding
vest, and from the small silken shoes of the little
Maya—dear little Maya, who
“From the nursery door,
Climbed up with clay cold feet
Unto the golden floor.”
Any wife and mother can imagine the
thousand silken strips that would gather in a life
of love.
She had often said that in her old
age she would sew together these memorials of her
sorrow and her joy; and Bessie frequently stood beside
her, listening to events which this or that piece called
forth, and watching, the gay beautiful squares, as
they grew in the summer sunshine and by the glinting
winter firelight.
After Mr. North left her she lifted
her work and sat sewing and singing. It was an
unusually hot day; the perfume from the August lilies
and the lavender and the rich carnations almost made
the heart faint. All the birds were still; but
the bees were busy, and far off there was the soft
tinkling of the water falling into the two fountains
on the terrace. Harry came in, and said, “I
am going into Hallam, mother, so I kiss you before
I go;” and she rose up and kissed the handsome
fellow, and watched him away, and when he turned and
lifted his hat to her, she blessed him, and thanked
God that he had let her live to see Antony’s
son so good and worthy an inheritor of the old name
and place.
By and by her thoughts drifted westward
to her son Charles, with his regiment on the Colorado
plains, to her son Richard in his Texan home, to Phyllis
and John, to her daughter Netta, to the graves of Richard
and the little Maya. It seemed to her as if all
her work was finished. How wonderfully the wrong
had been put right! How worthy Harry was!
How happy her own dear Bessie! If her father could
see the home he had left with anxious fears, she thought
he would be satisfied. “I shall be glad
to see him,” she said, softly; “he will
say to me, ’Thou did right, Elizabeth!’
I think that his praise will be sweet, even after
the Master’s.”
At this point in her reflections Bessie
came into her room. She had her arms full of
myrtles and glowing dahlias, of every color; and she
stooped and kissed her mother, and praised the beauty
of her work, and then began to arrange the flowers
in the large vases which stood upon the hearth and
upon the table.
“It is a most beautiful day,
mother! a most beautiful world! I wonder why
God says he will make a new world! How can a new
one be fairer?”
“His tabernacle will be in it,
Bessie. Think of that, my child. An intimate
happiness with him. No more sin. All tears
wiped away. Bessie, there may be grander worlds
among the countless stars, but O earth! fair happy
earth, that has such hope of heaven!” and she
began to sing to the sweet old tune of “Immanuel.”
“There is a land of pure delight,
Where saints—”
There was a sudden pause, and Bessie
lifted the strain, but ere the verse was finished,
turned suddenly and looked at her mother. The
next moment she was at her side. With the needle
in her fingers, with the song upon her lips, Elizabeth
had gone to “Immanuel’s Land,” without
even a parting sigh.
It seemed almost wrong to weep for
such a death. Bessie knelt praying by her mother’s
side, holding her hands, and gazing into the dear face,
fast settling into those solemn curves which death
makes firm and sharp-cut, as if they were to endure
for ages, until the transition was quite complete.
Then she called in the old servants who most loved
her mother, and they dressed her for her burial, and
laid her upon the small, snowy bed which had been
hers from her girlhood. And the children gathered
the white odorous everlastings and the white flowers
in all the garden, and with soft steps and tender hands
spread them over the still breast, and the pure drapery.
And when Mr. North came in with Harry, though Harry
wept, the preacher could not. With a face full
of triumph, he looked at her, and said only, “Go
in peace; soul beautiful and blessed!”
It had been well known for more than
a year that Elizabeth’s life was held at a moment’s
tenure. It was a little singular that Phyllis
was suffering, also, from a complaint almost analogous;
and when they had bid each other a farewell in the
spring, they had understood it to be the last of earth.
Indeed, Phyllis had whispered to Elizabeth in that
parting moment, “I give you a rendezvous in heaven,
my darling!”
Often also during the summer Bessie
had heard her mother softly singing to herself:
“I look unto the gates of His high
place,
Beyond
the sea;
For I know he is coming shortly,
To
summon me.
And when a shadow falls across the window,
Of
my room,
Where I am working my appointed task,
I lift my head to watch the door, and
ask
If
he is come?
And the Angel answers sweetly,
In
my home,
Only a few more shadows,
And
he will come.”
She was laid with her fathers in the
old churchyard at Hallam. And O, how sweet is
the sleep of those whom the King causeth to rest!
Neither lands nor houses nor gold, nor yet the joy
of a fond and Faithful lover, tempted Elizabeth Hallam
to leave the path of honor and rectitude; but when
her trial was finished, bear witness how God blessed
her! giving her abundantly of all good things in this
life, and an inheritance, incorruptible, undefiled,
and which shall never pass away from her.
THE END.