“When we have hoped and sought
and striven and lost our aim, then the truth fronts
us, beaming out of the darkness.”
“Speaking of things
remembered, and so sit
Speechless while things forgotten
call to us.”
“We, who say as we go,
’Strange
to think by the way,
Whatever there is to know,
That we shall
know one day.’”
“I would tell her every thing.”
It was the rector who spoke.
He and Richard were sitting before the study fire;
they had been talking long and seriously, and the rector’s
eyes were dim and troubled. “Yes, I would
tell her every thing.” Then he put his
pipe down, and began to walk about the floor, murmuring
at intervals, “Poor fellow! poor fellow!
God is merciful.”
In accord with this advice Richard
went to see Elizabeth. It was a painful story
he had to tell, and he was half inclined to hide all
but the unavoidable in his own heart; but he could
not doubt the wisdom which counseled him “to
tell all, and tell it as soon as possible.”
The opportunity occurred immediately. He found
Elizabeth mending, with skillful fingers, some fine
old lace, which she was going to make into ruffles
for Harry’s neck and wrists. It was a stormy
morning, and the boy had not been permitted to go
to the village, but he sat beside her, reading aloud
that delight of boyhood, “Robinson Crusoe.”
Elizabeth had never removed her mourning,
but her fair hair and white linen collar and cuffs
made an exquisite contrast to the soft somber folds
of her dress; while Harry was just a bit of brilliant
color, from the tawny gold of his long curls to the
rich lights of his crimson velvet suit, with its white
lace and snowy hose, and low shoes tied with crimson
ribbons.
He was a trifle jealous of Richard’s
interference between himself and his aunt, but far
too gentlemanly a little fellow to show it; and quite
shrewd enough to understand, that if he went to Martha
for an hour or two, he would not be much missed.
They both followed him with admiring eyes as he left
the room; and when he stood a moment in the open door
and touched his brow with his hand, as a parting courtesy,
neither could help an expression of satisfaction.
“What a handsome lad!” said Richard.
“He is. If he live to take
his father’s or my place here, he will be a
noble squire of Hallam.”
“Then he is to be your successor?”
“Failing Anthony.”
“Then, Elizabeth dear, he is
squire of Hallam already, for Anthony is dead.”
“Dead! Without a word!
Without sign of any kind—O, Richard, is
it really—death?”
Richard bowed his head, and Elizabeth
sat gazing out of the window with vacant introspective
vision, trying to call up from the past the dear form
that would come no more. She put down her sewing,
and Richard drew closer to her side, and comforted
her with assurances that he believed, “all was
well with the dead.” “I was with him
during the last weeks of his sad life,” he said;
“I did all that love could suggest to soothe
his sufferings. He sleeps well; believe me.”
“I never heard from him after
our sorrowful farewell. I looked and hoped for
a little until my heart failed me; and I thought he
perished at sea.”
“No; God’s mercy spared
him until he had proved the vanity of all earthly
ambition, and then he gave him rest. When he awoke,
I have no doubt that ‘he was satisfied.’”
“Where did he die? Tell
me all, Richard, for there may be words and events
that seem trivial to you that will be full of meaning
to me.”
“Last March I went to Mexico
on business of importance, and passing one morning
through the Grand Plaza, I thought a figure slowly
sauntering before me was a familiar one. It went
into a small office for the exchange of foreign money,
and, as I wanted some exchange, I followed. To
my surprise the man seemed to be the proprietor; he
went behind the counter into a room, but on my touching
a bell reappeared. It was Antony. The moment
our eyes met, we recognized each other, and after
a slight hesitation, I am sure that he was thankful
and delighted to see me. I was shocked at his
appearance. He looked fifty years of age, and
had lost all his color, and was extremely emaciated.
We were soon interrupted, and he promised to come
to my hotel and dine with me at six o’clock.
“I noticed at dinner that he
ate very little, and that he had a distressing and
nearly constant cough, and afterward, as we sat on
the piazza, I said, ’Let us go inside, Antony;
there is a cold wind, and you have a very bad cough.’
“‘O, it is nothing,’
he answered fretfully. ’The only wonder
is that I am alive, after all I have been made to
suffer. Stronger men than I ever was fell and
died at my side. You are too polite, Richard,
to ask me where I have been; but if you wish to hear,
I should like to tell you.’
“I answered, ’You are
my friend and my brother, Antony; and whatever touches
you for good or for evil touches me also. I should
like to hear all you wish to tell me.’
“’It is all evil, Richard.
You would hear from Elizabeth that I was obliged to
leave England?’
“‘Yes, she told me.’
“‘How long have you been
married?’ he asked me, sharply; and when I said,
’We are not married; Elizabeth wrote and said
she had a duty to perform which might bind her for
many years to it, and it alone,’ your brother
seemed to be greatly troubled; and asked, angrily,
’And you took her at her word, and left her
in her sorrow alone? Richard, I did not think
you would have been so cruel!’ And, my darling,
it was the first time I had thought of our separation
in that light. I attempted no excuses to Antony,
and, after a moment’s reflection, he went on:
“’I left Whitehaven in
a ship bound for Havana, and I remained in that city
until the spring of 1841. But I never liked the
place, and I removed to New Orleans at that time.
I had some idea of seeing you, and opening my whole
heart to you; but I lingered day after day unable
to make up my mind. At the hotel were I stayed
there were a number of Texans coming and going, and
I was delighted with their bold, frank ways, and with
the air of conquest and freedom and adventure that
clung to them. One day I passed you upon Canal
Street. You looked so miserable, and were speaking
to the man with whom you were in conversation so sternly,
that I could not make up my mind to address you.
I walked a block and returned. You were just saying,
“If I did right, I would send you to the Penitentiary,
sir;” and I had a sudden fear of you, and, returning
to the hotel, I packed my valise and took the next
steamer for Galveston.’
“I answered, ’I remember
the morning, Antony; the man had stolen from me a
large sum of money. I was angry with him, and
I had a right to be angry.’
“Antony frowned, and for some
minutes did not resume his story. He looked so
faint, also, that I pushed a little wine and water
toward him, and he wet his lips, and went on:
“’Yes, you had a perfect
right; but your manner checked me. I did not
know either how matters stood between you and my sister;
so, instead of speaking to you, I went to Texas.
I found Houston—I mean the little town
of that name—in a state of the greatest
excitement. The tradesmen were working night
and day, shoeing horses, or mending rifles and pistols;
and the saddlers’ shops were besieged for leathern
pouches and saddlery of all kinds. The streets
were like a fair. Of course, I caught the enthusiasm.
It was the Santa Fe expedition, and I threw myself
into it heart and soul. I was going as a trader,
and I hastened forward, with others similarly disposed,
to Austin, loaded two wagons with merchandise of every
description, and left with the expedition in June.
“’You know what a disastrous
failure it was. We fell into the hands of the
Mexicans by the blackest villainy; through the treachery
of a companion in whom we all put perfect trust, and
who had pledged us his Masonic faith that if we gave
up our arms we should be allowed eight days to trade,
and then have them returned, with permission to go
back to Austin in peace. But once disarmed, our
wagons and goods were seized, we were stripped of
every thing, tied six or eight in a lariat, and sent,
with a strong military escort to Mexico.
“’Try to imagine, Richard,
what we felt in prospect of this walk of two thousand
miles, through deserts, and over mountains, driven,
like cattle, with a pint of meal each night for food,
and a single blanket to cover us in the bitterest
cold. Strong men fell down dead at my side, or,
being too exhausted to move, were shot and left to
the wolves and carrion; our guard merely cutting off
the poor fellows’ ears, as evidence that they
had not escaped. The horrors of that march were
unspeakable.’
“You said I was to tell you
all—shall I go on, Elizabeth?”
She lifted her eyes, and whispered,
“Go on; I must hear all, or how can I feel all?
O Antony! Antony!”
“I shall never forget his face,
Elizabeth. Anger, pity, suffering, chased each
other over it, till his eyes filled and his lips quivered.
I did not speak. Every word I could think of seemed
so poor and commonplace; but I bent forward and took
his hands, and he saw in my face what I could not
say, and for a minute or two he lost control of himself,
and wept like a child.
“‘Not for myself, Richard;’
he said, ’no, I was thinking of that awful march
across the “Dead Man’s Journey,”
a savage, thorny desert of ninety miles, destitute
of water. We were driven through it without food
and without sleep. My companion was a young man
of twenty, the son of a wealthy Alabamian planter.
I met him in Austin, so bright and bold, so full of
eager, loving life, so daring, and so hopeful; but
his strength had been failing for two days ere he came
to the desert. His feet were in a pitiable condition.
He was sleeping as he walked. Then he became
delirious, and talked constantly of his father and
mother and sisters. He had been too ill to fill
his canteen before starting; his thirst soon became
intolerable; I gave him all my water, I begged from
others a few spoonfuls of their store, I held him up
as long as I was able; but at last, at last, he dropped.
Richard! Richard! They shot him before my
eyes, shot him with the cry of ‘Christ’
upon his lips. I think my anger supported me,
I don’t know else how I bore it, but I was mad
with horror and rage at the brutal cowards.
“’When I reached the end
of my journey I was imprisoned with some of my comrades,
first in a lazaretto, among lepers, in every stage
of their loathsome disease; and afterward removed
to Santiago, where, hampered with heavy chains, we
were set to work upon the public roads.’
“I asked him why he did not
apply to the British consul, and he said, ’I
had a reason for not doing so, Richard. I may
tell you the reason sometime, but not to-night.
I knew that there was diplomatic correspondence going
on about our relief, and that, soon or later, those
who survived their brutal treatment would be set free.
I was one that lived to have my chains knocked off;
but I was many weeks sick afterward, and, indeed,
I have not recovered yet.’
“So you began the exchange business here?”
“’Yes; I had saved through
all my troubles a little store of gold in a belt around
my waist. It was not much, but I have more than
doubled it; and as soon as I can, I intend leaving
Mexico, and beginning life again among civilized human
beings.’”
Elizabeth was weeping bitterly, but
she said, “I am glad you have told me this,
Richard. Ah, my brave brother! You showed
in your extremity the race from which you sprung!
Sydney’s deed was no greater than yours!
That ‘Dead Man’s Journey,’ Richard,
redeems all to me. I am proud of Antony at last.
I freely forgive him every hour of sorrow he has caused
me. His picture shall be hung next his father’s,
and I will have all else forgotten but this one deed.
He gave his last drink of water to the boy perishing
at his side; he begged for him when his own store
failed, he supported him when he could scarcely walk
himself, and had tears and righteous anger for the
wrongs of others; but for his own sufferings no word
of complaint! After this, Richard, I do not fear
what else you have to tell me. Did he die in
Mexico?”
“No; he was very unhappy in
the country, and he longed to leave it. As the
weather grew warmer his weakness and suffering increased;
but it was a hard thing for him to admit that he was
seriously ill. At last he was unable to attend
to his business, and I persuaded him to close his
office. I shall never forget his face as he turned
the key in it; I think he felt then that life for
him was over. I had remained in Mexico for some
weeks entirely on his account, and I now suggested,
as he had no business cares, a journey home by way
of Texas. I really believed that the rare, fine
air of the prairies would do him good; and I was sure
if we could reach Phyllis, he would at least die among
friends. When I made the proposal he was eager
as a child for it. He did not want to delay an
hour. He remembered the ethereal, vivifying airs
of Western Texas, and was quite sure if he could only
breathe them again he would be well in a short time.
He was carried in a litter to Vera Cruz, and then
taken by sea to Brownsville. And really the journey
seemed to greatly revive him, and I could not help
joining in his belief that Phyllis and Western Texas
would save him.
“But when we reached the Basque
there was a sudden change, a change there was no mistaking.
He was unable to proceed, and I laid his mattress
under a great live oak whose branches overshadowed
space enough for our camp. I cannot tell you,
Elizabeth, what a singular stillness and awe settled
over all of us. I have often thought and wondered
about it since. There was no quarreling, no singing,
nor laughing among the men, who were usually ready
enough for any of them; and this ‘still’
feeling, I suppose, was intensified by the weather,
and the peculiar atmosphere. For we had come by
such slow stages, that it was Indian summer, and if
you can imagine an English October day, spiritualized,
and wearing a veil of exquisite purply-grey and amber
haze, you may have some idea of the lovely melancholy
of these dying days of the year on the prairie.
“We waited several days in this
place, and he grew very weak, suffering much, but
always suffering patiently and with a brave cheerfulness
that was inexpressibly sorrowful. It was on a
Sunday morning that he touched me just between the
dawn and the daylight, and said ’Richard, I
have been dreaming of Hallam and of my mother.
She is waiting for me. I will sleep no more in
this world. It is a beautiful world!’ During
the day I never left him, and we talked a great deal
about the future, whose mystery he was so soon to
enter. Soon after sunset he whispered to me the
wrong he had done, and which he was quite sure you
were retrieving. He acknowledged that he ought
to have told me before, but pleaded his weakness and
his dread of losing the only friend he had. It
is needless to say I forgave him, forgave him for you
and for myself; and did it so heartily, that before
I was conscious of the act I had stooped and kissed
him.
“About midnight he said to me,
‘Pray, Richard;’ and surely I was helped
to do so, for crowding into my memory came every blessed
promise, every comforting hope, that could make the
hour of death the hour of victory. And while
I was saying, ’Behold the Lamb of God, who taketh
away the sin of the world,’ he passed away.
We were quite alone. The men were sleeping around,
unconscious of ‘Him that waited.’
The moon flooded the prairie with a soft, hazy light,
and all was so still that I could hear the cattle
in the distance cropping the grass. I awoke no
one. The last offices I could do for him I quietly
performed, and then sat down to watch until daylight.
All was very happy and solemn. It was as if the
Angel of Peace had passed by. And as if to check
any doubt or fear I might be tempted to indulge, suddenly,
and swift and penetrating as light, these lines came
to my recollection:
“’Down in the valley of Death,
A Cross is standing plain;
Where strange and awful the shadows sleep,
And the ground has a deep,
red stain.
“’This Cross uplifted there
Forbids, with voice divine,
Our anguished hearts to break for the
dead
Who have died and made no
sign.
“’As they turned away from
us,
Dear eyes that were heavy
and dim.
May have met His look who was lifted there,
May be sleeping safe in Him.’”
“Where did you bury him, Richard?”
“Under the tree. Not in
all the world could we have found for him so lovely
and so still a grave. Just at sunrise we laid
him there, ’in sure and certain hope’
of the resurrection. One of the Mexicans cut
a cross and placed it at his head, and, rude and ignorant
as they all were, I believe every one said a prayer
for his repose. Then I took the little gold he
had, divided it among them, paid them their wages,
and let them return home. I waited till all the
tumult of their departure was over, then I, too, silently
lifted my hat in a last ‘farewell.’
It was quite noon then, and the grave lay in a band
of sunshine—a very pleasant grave to remember,
Elizabeth.”
She was weeping unrestrainedly, and
Richard let her weep. Such rain softens and fertilizes
the soul, and leaves a harvest of blessedness behind.
And when the first shock was over, Elizabeth could
almost rejoice for the dead; for Antony’s life
had been set to extremes—great ambitions
and great failures—and few, indeed, are
the spirits so finely touched as to walk with even
balance between them. Therefore for the mercy
that had released him from the trials and temptations
of life, there was gratitude to be given, for it was
due.
That night, when Martha brought in
Elizabeth’s candle, she said: “Martha,
my brother is dead. Master Harry is now the young
squire. You will see that this is understood
by every one.”
“God love him! And may
t’ light o’ his countenance be forever
on him!”
“And if any ask about Mr. Antony,
you may say that he died in Texas.”
“That is where Mrs. Millard lives?”
“Yes, Mrs. Millard lives in
Texas. Mr. Antony died of consumption. O,
Martha! sit down, I must tell you all about him;”
and Elizabeth went over the pitiful story, and talked
about it, until both women were weary with weeping.
The next morning they hung Antony’s picture
between that of his father and mother. It had
been taken just after his return from college, in
the very first glory of his youthful manhood, and
Elizabeth looked fondly at it, and linked it only with
memories of their happy innocent childhood, and with
the grand self-abnegation of “the dead man’s
journey.”
The news of Antony’s death caused
a perceptible reaction in popular feeling. The
young man, after a hard struggle with adverse fate,
had paid the last debt, and the great debt. Good
men refrain from judging those who have gone to God’s
tribunal. Even his largest creditors evinced
a disposition to take, with consideration, their claim,
as the estate could pay it; and some willingness to
allow at last, “thet Miss Hallam hed done t’
right thing.” The fact of the Whaley Brothers
turning her defenders rather confounded them.
They had a profound respect for “t’ Whaleys;”
and if “t’ Whaleys were for backin’
up Miss Hallam’s ways,” the majority were
sure that Miss Hallam’s ways were such as commended
themselves to “men as stood firm for t’
law and t’ land o’ England.”
With any higher test they did not trouble themselves.
The public recognition of young Harry
Hallam as the future squire also gave great satisfaction.
After all, no stranger and foreigner was to have rule
over them; for Richard they certainly regarded in that
light. “He might be a Hallam to start wi’,”
said Peter Crag, “but he’s been that way
mixed up wi’ French and such, thet t’ Hallam
in him is varry hard to find.” All the
tenants, upon the advent of Richard, had stood squarely
upon their dignity; they had told each other that they’d
pay rent only to a Hallam, and they had quite determined
to resent any suggestion made by Richard, and to disregard
any order he gave.
But it was quickly evident that Richard
did not intend to take any more interest in Hallam
than he did in the Church glebe and tithes, and that
the only thing he desired was the bride he had waited
so long for. The spring was far advanced, however,
before the wedding-day was fixed; for there was much
to provide for, and many things to arrange, in view
of the long-continued absences which would be almost
certain. The Whaleys, urged by a lover, certainly
hurried their work to a degree which astonished all
their subordinates; but yet February had passed before
all the claims against Antony Hallam had been collected.
The debt, as debt always is, was larger than had been
expected; and twelve years’ income would be
exhausted in its liquidation. Elizabeth glanced
at Harry and looked gravely at the papers; but Richard
said, “Be satisfied, dear. He will have
the income at the age he really needs it—when
he begins his university career—until then
we can surely care for him.”
So Hallam was left, financially, in
the Whaleys’ care. They were to collect
all its revenues, and keep the house and grounds in
repair, and, after paying all expenses incidental
to this duty, they were to divide, in fair proportions,
the balance every three years among Antony’s
creditors. This arrangement gave perfect satisfaction,
for, as Marmaduke Halcroft said, “If t’
Whaleys ar’n’t to be trusted, t’
world might as well stand still, and let honest men
get out o’ it.”
As to the house, it was to be left
absolutely in Martha’s care. Inside its
walls her authority was to be undisputed, and Elizabeth
insisted that her salary should be on the most liberal
basis. In fact, Martha’s position made
her a person of importance—a woman who could
afford to do handsomely toward her chapel, and who
might still have put by a large sum every year.
The wedding was a very pretty one,
and Elizabeth, in her robe of white satin and lace,
with pearls around her throat and arms, was a most
lovely bride. Twelve young girls, daughters of
her tenants, dressed in white, and carrying handfuls
of lilies-of-the-valley, went with her to the altar;
and Richard had for his attendant the handsome little
squire. The rector took the place of Elizabeth’s
father, and a neighboring clergyman performed the
ceremony. Most of the surrounding families were
present in the church, and with this courtesy Elizabeth
was quite satisfied. Immediately after the marriage
they left for Liverpool, and when they arrived at
Richard’s home it was in the time of orange
blooms and building birds, as he had desired it should
be, six years before.
But one welcome which they would gladly
have heard was wanting. Bishop Elliott had removed,
and no other preacher had taken his place in Richard’s
home. This was caused, however, by the want of
some womanly influence as a conductor. It was
Phyllis who had brought the kindred souls together,
and made pleasant places for them to walk and talk
in. Phyllis had desired very much to meet Elizabeth,
on her advent into her American life, but the time
had been most uncertain, and so many other duties
held the wife and mother and mistress, that it had
been thought better to defer the pleasure till it could
be more definitely arranged. And then, after
all, it was Elizabeth that went to see Phyllis.
One day Richard came home in a hurry.
“Elizabeth! I am going
to Texas—to Austin. Suppose you and
Harry go with me. We will give Phyllis a surprise.”
“But housekeepers don’t like surprises,
Richard.”
“Then we will write before leaving,
but I doubt if the letter will be in advance of us.”
It was not. John Millard’s
home was a couple of miles distant from Austin, and
the mail was not gone for with any regularity.
Besides, at this time, John was attending to his duties
in the Legislature, and Phyllis relied upon his visits
to the post-office.
It was a pleasant afternoon in June
when the stage deposited them in the beautiful city,
and after some refreshment Richard got a buggy and
determined to drive out to the Millard place.
Half a mile distant from it they met a boy about seven
years old on a mustang, and Richard asked him if he
could direct him to Captain Millard’s house.
“I reckon so,” said the
little chap, with a laugh. “I generally
stop there, if I’m not on horseback.”
“O, indeed! What is your name?”
“My name is Richard Millard. What’s
your name, sir?”
“My name is Richard Fontaine;
and I shouldn’t wonder if you are my nephew.”
“I’m about certain you
are my uncle. And is that my English aunt?
Wont ma be glad? Say, wont you hurry up?
I was going into the city. My pa’s going
to speak to-night. Did you ever hear my pa speak?”
“No; but I should like to do so.”
“I should think you would.
See! There’s ma. That is Lulu hanging
on to her, and that is Sam Houston in her arms.
My pony is called ’San Jacinto.’
Say! Who is that with you and aunt, Uncle Richard?
I mean you;” and he nodded and smiled
at Harry.
“That is Harry Hallam—a relation
of yours.”
“I’m glad of that. Would he like
to ride my pony?”
“Yes,” answered Harry, promptly.
But Richard declined to make exchanges
just there, especially as they could see Phyllis curiously
watching their approach. In another moment she
had given Sam Houston to a negro nurse, flung a sunbonnet
on her head, and was tripping to the gate to meet
them.
“O how glad I am, Elizabeth!
I knew you the minute I saw the tip of your hat, Richard!
And this is Harry Hallam! Come in, come in; come
with ten thousand welcomes!”
What a merry household it was!
What a joyous, plentiful, almost out-of-doors meal
was ready in half an hour! And then, as soon as
the sun set, Phyllis said, “Now, if you are
not tired, we will go and surprise John. He is
to speak to-night, and I make a point of listening
to him, in the capitol.”
Richard and Elizabeth were pleased
with the proposal; but Harry desired to stay with
young Millard. The boys had fraternized at once,—what
good boys do not? especially when there are ponies
and rabbits and puppies and pigeons to exhibit, and
talk about.
Phyllis had matured into a very beautiful
woman, and Richard was proud of both his sister and
his wife, when he entered the Texas capitol with them.
It was a stirring scene he saw, and certainly a gathering
of manhood of a very exceptional character. The
lobbies were full of lovely, brilliant women; and
scattered among them;—chatting, listening,
love-making—was many a well-known hero,
on whose sun-browned face the history of Texas was
written. The matter in dispute did not much interest
Elizabeth, but she listened with amusement to a conversation
between Phyllis and pretty Betty Lubbock about the
latter’s approaching wedding, and her trip to
the “States.”
In the middle of a description of
the bridal dress, there fell upon her ears these words:
“A bill for the relief of the Millard Rangers.”
She looked eagerly to see who would rise. It was
only a prosy old man who opposed the measure, on the
ground that the State could not afford to protect
such a far-outlying frontier.
“Perish the State that cannot
protect her citizens!” cried a vehement voice
from another seat, and, forthwith leaped to his feet
Captain John Millard. Elizabeth had never seen
him, but she knew, from Phyllis’s sudden silence,
and the proud light in her face, who it was.
He talked as he fought, with all his soul, a very Rupert
in debate, as he was in battle. In three minutes
all whispering had ceased; women listened with full
eyes, men with glowing cheeks; and when he sat down
the bill was virtually passed by acclamation.
Phyllis was silently weeping, and not, perhaps, altogether
for the slaughtered women and children on the frontier;
there were a few proud, happy tears for interests
nearer home.
Then came John’s surprise, and
the happy ride home, and many and many a joyful day
after it—a month of complete happiness,
of days devoid of care, and filled with perfect love
and health and friendship, and made beautiful with
the sunshine and airs of an earthly paradise.
Phyllis’s home was a roomy wooden
house, spreading wide, as every thing does in Texas,
with doors and windows standing open, and deep piazzas
on every side. Behind it was a grove of the kingly
magnolia, in front the vast shadows of the grand pecans.
Greenest turf was under them; and there was, besides,
a multitude of flowers, and vines which trailed up
the lattices of the piazzas, and over the walls and
roofs, and even dropped in at the chamber windows.
There was there, also, the constant
stir of happy servants, laughing and singing at their
work, of playing children, of trampling horses, of
the coming and going of guests; for Captain Millard’s
house was near a great highway, and was known far
and wide for its hospitality. The stranger fastened
his horse at the fence, and asked undoubtingly for
a cup of coffee, or a glass of milk, and Phyllis had
a pleasant word and a cheerful meal for every caller;
so that John rarely wanted company when he sat in
the cool and silence of the evening. It might
be a ranger from the Pecos, or a trader from the Rio
Grande, or a land speculator from the States, or an
English gentleman on his travels, or a Methodist missionary
doing his circuit; yea, sometimes half a dozen travelers
and sojourners met together there, and then they talked
and argued and described until the “night turned,”
and the cocks were crowing for the dawning.
Richard thoroughly enjoyed the life,
and Elizabeth’s nature expanded in it, as a
flower in sunshine. What gallops she had on the
prairies! What rambles with Phyllis by the creek
sides in search of strange flowers! What sweet
confidences! What new experiences! What a
revelation altogether of a real, fresh, natural life
it was! And she saw with her own eyes, and with
a kind of wonder, the men who had dared to be free,
and to found a republic of free men in the face of
nine million Mexicans—men of iron wills,
who under rude felt hats had the finest heads, and
under buckskin vests the warmest hearts. Phyllis
was always delighted to point them out, to tell over
again their exploits, and to watch the kindling of
the heroic fire in Elizabeth’s eyes.
It was, indeed, a wonderful month,
and the last day of it was marked by a meeting that
made a deep impression upon Elizabeth. She was
dressing in the afternoon when she heard a more than
usually noisy arrival. Looking out of the window
she saw a man unsaddling his horse, and a crowd of
negroes running to meet him. It seemed, also,
as if every one of John’s forty-two dogs was
equally delighted at the visit. Such a barking!
Such a chorus of welcome! Such exclamations of
satisfaction it is impossible to describe. The
new-comer was a man of immense stature, evidently
more used to riding than to walking. For his
gait was slouching, his limbs seemed to dangle about
him, and he had a lazy, listless stoop, as he came
up the garden with his saddle over his arm listening
to a score of voices, patting the dogs that leaped
around and upon him, stopping to lift up a little
negro baby that had toddled between his big legs and
fallen, and, finally, standing to shake hands with
Uncle Isaac, the patriarch of The Quarters. And
as Uncle Isaac never—except after long
absences—paid even “Master John”
the honor of coming to meet him, Elizabeth wondered
who the guest could be.
Coming down stairs she met Harriet
in her very gayest head-kerchief and her white-embroidered
apron, and her best-company manner: “De
minister am come, Miss Lizzie—de Rev. Mr.
Rollins am ’rived; and de camp-meetin’
will be ’ranged ’bout now. I’se
powerful sorry you kaint stay, ma’am.”
“Where does Mr. Rollins come from?”
“De Lord knows whar. He’s
at de Rio Grande, and den ’fore you can calc’late
he’s at de Colorado.”
“He appears to be a great favorite.”
“He’s done got de hearts
ob ebery one in his right hand; and de dogs! dey whimper
after him for a week; and de little children! he draw
dem to him from dar mammy’s breast. Nobody’s
never seed sich a man!”
He was talking to John when Elizabeth
went on the gallery, and Harry was standing between
his knees, and Dick Millard leaning on his shoulder.
Half a dozen of the more favored dogs were lying around
him, and at least a dozen negro children were crawling
up the piazza steps, or peeping through the railings.
He was dressed in buckskin and blue flannel, and at
first sight had a most unclerical look. But the
moment he lifted, his face Elizabeth saw what a clear,
noble soul looked out from the small twinkling orbs
beneath his large brows. And as he grew excited
in the evening’s conversation, his muscles nerved,
his body straightened, and he became the wiry, knotted
embodiment of calm power and determination.
“We expected you two weeks ago,” said
John to him.
“There was work laid out for
me I hadn’t calculated on, John. Bowie’s
men were hard up for fresh meat, and I lent them my
rifle a few days. Then the Indians bothered me.
They were hanging around Saledo settlement in a way
I didn’t like, so I watched them until I was
about sure of their next dirty trick. It happened
to be a thieving one on the Zavala ranche, so I let
Zavala know, and then rode on to tell Granger he’d
better send a few boys to keep them red-handed Comanche
from picking and stealing and murdering.”
“It was just like you. You probably saved
many lives.”
“Saving life is often saving
souls, John. Next time I go that way every man
at Zavala’s ranche and every man in Granger’s
camp will listen to me. I shall then have a greater
danger than red men to tell them of. But they
know both my rifle and my words are true, and when
I say to them, ’Boys, there’s hell and
heaven right in your path, and your next step may
plunge you into the fiery gulf, or open to you the
golden gates,’ they’ll listen to me, and
they’ll believe me. John, it takes a soldier
to preach to soldiers, and a saved sinner to know
how to save other sinners.”
“And if report is not unjust,”
said Richard, “you will find plenty of great
sinners in such circuits as you take.”
“Sir, you’ll find sinners,
great sinners, everywhere. I acknowledge that
Texas has been made a kind of receptacle for men too
wicked to live among their fellows. I often come
upon these wild, carrion jail-birds. I know them
a hundred yards off. It is a great thing, every
way, that they come here. God be thanked!
Texas has nothing to fear from them. In the first
place, though the atmosphere of crime is polluting
in a large city, it infects nobody here. I tell
you, sir, the murderer on a Texas prairie is miserable.
There is nothing so terrible to him as this freedom
and loneliness, in which he is always in the company
of his outraged conscience, which drives him hither
and thither, and gives him no rest. For I tell
you, that murderers don’t willingly meet together,
not even over the whisky bottle. They know each
other, and shun each other. Well, sir, this subject
touches me warmly at present, for I am just come from
the death-bed of such a man. I have been with
him three days. You remember Bob Black, John?”
“Yes. A man who seldom
spoke, and whom no one liked. A good soldier,
though. I don’t believe he knew the meaning
of fear.”
“Didn’t he? I have
seen him sweat with terror. He has come to me
more dead than alive, clung to my arms like a child,
begged me to stand between him and the shapes that
followed him.”
“Drunk?”
“No, sir. I don’t
think he ever tasted liquor; but he was a haunted
man! He had been a sixfold murderer, and his victims
made life a terror to him.”
“How do you account for that?”
“We have a spiritual body, and
we have a natural body. When it pleases the Almighty,
he opens the eyes and ears of our spiritual body, either
for comfort, or advice, or punishment. This criminal
saw things and heard words no mortal eyes have perceived,
nor mortal ears understood. The man was haunted:
I cannot doubt it.”
“I believe what you say,”
said Elizabeth, solemnly, “for I have heard,
and I have seen.”
“And so have I,” said
the preacher, in a kind of rapture. “When
I lay sleeping on the St. Mark’s one night,
I felt the thrill of a mighty touch, and I heard,
with my spiritual ears, words which no mortal lips
uttered; and I rose swiftly, and saved my life from
the Comanche by the skin of my teeth. And another
night, as I rode over the Maverick prairie, when it
was knee-deep in grass and flowers, and the stars
were gathering one by one with a holy air into the
house of God, I could not restrain myself, and I sang
aloud for joy! Then, suddenly, there seemed to
be all around me a happy company, and my spiritual
ears were opened, and I heard a melody beyond the voices
of earth, and I was not ashamed in it of my little
human note of praise. I tell you, death only
sets us face to face with Him who is not very far from
us at any time.”
“And Bob is dead?”
“Yes; and I believe he is saved.”
No one spoke; and the preacher, after
a minute’s silence, asked, “Who doubts?”
“A sixfold murderer, you said?”
“Nay, nay, John; are you going
to limit the grace of God? Do you know the height
and depth of his mercy? Have you measured the
length and breadth of the cross? I brought the
cross of Christ to that fiend-haunted bed, and the
wretched soul clasped it, clung to it, yes, climbed
up by it into heaven!”
“It was peace at last, then?” said Phyllis.
“It was triumph! The devil
lost all power to torture him; for, with the sweet
assurance of his forgiveness came the peace that passeth
understanding. What is there for great criminals?
Only the cross of Christ? O the miracle of love,
that found out for us such an escape!”
“And you think that the man
really believed himself to be forgiven by God?”
“I am sure that he knew he was forgiven.”
“It is wonderful. Why,
then, do not all Christians have this knowledge?”
“It is their privilege to have
it; but how few of us have that royal nature which
claims all our rights! The cross of Christ!
There are still Jewish minds to whom it is a stumbling-block;
and still more minds of the Greek type to whom it
is foolishness.”
“But is not this doctrine specially a Methodist
one?”
“If St. Paul was a Methodist,
and St. Augustine, and Martin Luther, and the millions
of saved men, to whom God has counted ‘faith’
in his word and mercy ‘for righteousness,’
then it is specially Methodist. What says the
Lord? ’Therefore being justified by faith,
we have peace with God, through our Lord Jesus Christ.’
I do not say but what there are many good men without
this assurance; but I do say, that it is the privilege
of all who love and believe God. John Wesley himself
did not experience this joy until he heard the Moravian,
Peter Bohler, preach. ‘Before that,’
he says, ’I was a servant of God, accepted and
safe, but now I knew it.’”
Elizabeth did not again reply.
She sat very still, her hand clasped in that of Phyllis,
whose head was leaning upon her breast. And very
frequently she glanced down at the pale, spiritual
face with its luminous dark eyes and sweet mouth.
For Phyllis had to perfection that lovely, womanly
charm, which puts itself en rapport with every
mood, and yet only offers the sympathy of a sensitive
silence and an answering face.
As the women sat musing the moon rose,
and then up sprang the night breeze, laden with the
perfume of bleaching grass, and all the hot, sweet
scents of the south.
“How beautiful is this land!”
said Richard, in an enthusiasm. “What a
pity the rabble of other lands cannot be kept out of
it!”
The preacher lifted his head with
a quick belligerent motion: “There is no
such thing, as rabble, sir. For the meanest soul
Christ paid down his precious blood. What you
call ‘rabble’ are the builders of kingdoms
and nationalities.”
“Yes,” said John, “I
dare say if we could see the fine fellows who fought
at Hastings, and those who afterward forced Magna Charta
from King John without the poetic veil of seven hundred
years, we should be very apt to call them ‘rabble’
also. Give the founders of Texas the same time,
and they may also have a halo round their heads.
Was not Rome founded by robbers, and Great Britain
by pirates?”
“There is work for every man,
and men for every work. These ‘rabble,’
under proper leaders, were used by the Almighty for
a grand purpose— the redemption of this
fair land, and his handful of people in it, from the
thrall of the priests of Rome. Would such men
as the Livingstons, the Carrolls, the Renselaers,
or the wealthy citizens of Philadelphia or Washington
have come here and fought Indians and Mexicans; and
been driven about from pillar to post, living on potatoes
and dry corn? Good respectable people suffer a
great deal of tyranny ere they put their property
in danger. But when Texas, in her desperation,
rose, she was glad of the men with a brand on their
body and a rope round their neck, and who did not
value their lives more than an empty nut-shell.
They did good service. Many of them won back
fair names and men’s respect and God’s
love. I call no man ‘rabble.’
I know that many of these outcasts thanked God for
an opportunity to offer their lives for the general
good,” and, he added dropping his voice almost
to a whisper, “I know of instances where the
sacrifice was accepted, and assurance of that acceptance
granted.”
“The fight for freedom seems to be a never-ending
one.”
“Because,” said the preacher,
“Man was created free. Freedom is his birthright,
even though he be born in a prison, and in chains.
Hence, the noblest men are not satisfied with physical
and political freedom; they must also be free men
in Christ Jesus; for let me tell you, if men are slaves
to sin and the devil, not all the Magna Chartas, nor
all the swords in the world, can make them truly free.”
And thus they talked until the moon
set and the last light was out in the cabins, and
the ‘after midnight’ feeling became plainly
evident. Then Phyllis brought out a dish that
looked very like walnut shells, but which all welcomed.
They were preserved bears’ paws. “Eat,”
she said, “for though it is the last hour we
may meet in this life, we must sleep now.”
And the Texan luxury was eaten with
many a pleasant word, and then, with kind and solemn
‘farewells,’ the little party separated,
never in all the years of earth to sit together again;
for just at daylight, John and Phyllis stood at their
gates, watching the carriage which carried Richard
and Elizabeth pass over the hill, and into the timber,
and out of sight.