“Who redeemeth thy life from destruction.”
“Strike—for your altars
and your fires;
Strike—for the green graves
of your sires;
God, and
your native land!”
The hours that followed were full
of suffering to the heart. John came back with
the doctors he summoned, and during their investigation
he walked restlessly up and down the room in which
the tragedy had occurred. Richard never noticed
him. He sat in a chair by the open window, with
his head in his hands, quite overcome by grief and
remorse. It was in John’s strong arms Phyllis
had been carried to her own room, and no one now disputed
his right to watch and to wait for the doctors’
verdict. He was very white; white through all
the tan of wind and sun; and, as he paced the room,
he wrung his hands in an agony beyond speech.
Terrible, indeed, to both men was the silent house,
with the faint noises of hurried footsteps and closing
doors up stairs! What a mockery seemed the cool,
clear sunshine outside! What a strange sadness
there was in the call of the crickets, and the faint
blooms of the last few flowers! There are scenes
and sounds which, as backgrounds to great events in
life, photograph themselves in their smallest details
upon the mind. In the midst of his distress John
could not help noticing the pattern of the wall-paper,
and the rustling of the dropping leaves and nuts in
the garden.
He pitied Richard; for, even in the
depth of his own sorrow, he perceived a grief he could
not touch—the anguish of a remorse which
might have no end in this life. As the doctors
came down stairs John went to meet them, for even
a minute’s reprieve from his torturing anxiety
was worth going for. The foremost made a slight
movement, a motion of the lips and eyes which somehow
conveyed a hope, and when he heard the words, “She
may recover,” he hastened back to Richard, and
said, “There is a hope for her, and for us.
God forgive us!”
Richard never answered a word, and
John wandered for hours upon the beach, gazing at
the gray melancholy sea, and trying to understand
how far he had been to blame. Perhaps it is in
the want of pity that the real infernal of
Satan consists; for whenever he sees us overwhelmed
with sorrow, then he casts into our throbbing heart
his fiercest weapons. Doubt, anguish, and prostration
of hope, worse than death, assailed him. He tried
to pray, but felt as if his cries were uttered to
an inexorable silence.
As for Richard, he was so mentally
stunned that it was not until he had been taken to
Phyllis, and she had whispered, “I shall be better
soon, Richard,” that a saving reaction could
be induced. Then the abandon of his grief
was terrible; then he felt something of that remorse
for sin which needs no material fiery adjunct to make
a hell for the soul. The Bishop watched him with
infinite pity, but for several days offered him no
consolation. He thought it well he should sorrow;
he wished him to know fully that humiliation which
Jesus exalts, that wretchedness which he consoles,
that darkness which he lightens.
So, when he heard him one night, muttering
as he walked gloomily up and down, “O that I
could forget! O that I could forget!” he
answered, “Not so, son Richard. Can you
escape eternity by forgetting it? And even for
this life to forget is a kind of moral forfeiture,
a treason against your own soul. Forget nothing,
carry every thing about yourself to God—your
weakness, your regrets, and your desires.”
“How can the infinite God heed
my pitiful regrets and desires?”
“Because he loves men individually;
he deals with them soul by soul. You, Richard
Fontaine, you, your very self, must go to him.
You are not only a sinner in the general mass, but
a particular sinner under your own name and in your
special person. So, then, for you he has a special
pardon. He has the special help you need; the
very word of grace, that your soul, and yours only,
may be able to understand.”
“O that God would pity me!”
“You belong to the God of compassions.
He resists the proud, but he comes to abide with the
broken in spirit.”
“If I was only sure Phyllis would recover!”
“And if not?”
“Then I have no hope for this life or the other.”
“God will do what seemeth good to him.”
“I do not understand—God seems so
indifferent to my cries.”
“My son, God’s indifference
does not exist; and if to comprehend the cross of
Christ, you must suffer to extremity, I would not spare
you, Richard; though I love you. There are four
words that you can say, which will shake the gates
of heaven; which will make the Father meet you, and
the elder Brother welcome you, and the angels sing
for joy. Desolate souls, full of anguish, and
yet full of hope, have comprehended them: Have
mercy upon me!”
But the soul is a great mystery.
How often is it called, and will not answer.
Richard for many weeks could neither believe, nor yet
ardently desire. The hour in which he heard that
Phyllis was out of danger was the hour of his spiritual
deliverance. Then a speechless, overwhelming
gratitude took possession of him. He went into
his room, and, amid tears and broken prayers of thankfulness,
his heart melted. A wondrous revelation came
to him, the revelation of a love greater than his sin.
He was lost in its rapture, and arose with the sacred,
secret sign of the eternal Father in his soul.
Phyllis saw the change as soon as
he knelt down by her side, for his whole countenance
was altered. She drew near to him, and kissed
him. It was after Christmas, and the days bleak
and cold; but a great fire of cedar logs burned in
the grate, and Phyllis had been lifted to a lounge
near it. She was whiter than the pillow on which
she lay, white with that pallor of death which the
shadowy valley leaves. But O, what a joy it was
to see her there once more, to feel that she was coming
back, though as one from the grave, to life again!
After half an hour’s happy talk
he walked to the window and looked out. It faced
the garden and the beach. The trees were now bare,
and through their interlacing branches he could see
the waters of the gulf. As he stood watching
them, a figure came in sight. He knew well the
tall erect form, the rapid walk, the pause at the gate,
the eager look toward the house. He had seen
it day after day for weeks, and he knew that, however
cold the wind or heavy the rain, it would keep its
watch, until Harriet went to the gate with a word
of comfort.
Suddenly a thought came into Richard’s
heart. He left Phyllis, put on his hat, and walked
rapidly down to the gate. John was about fifty
yards away, and he went to meet him. John saw
him coming and walked steadily forward. He expected
unkind words, and was therefore amazed when Richard
put out his hand, and said, “John, forgive me.”
“With all my heart, Richard.”
The tears were in his eyes, his brown face flushed
scarlet with emotion. He held Richard’s
hand firmly, and said, “I beg your pardon also,
Richard.”
“Will you come in and see Phyllis?”
“Do you really mean such a kindness?”
“I do, indeed; if Phyllis is able to see you.
Let us go and ask.”
Harriet was idling about the parlor,
dusting the already dusted furniture as they entered.
The face was as impassive as a bronze statue.
“Go and ask Miss Phillis, Harriet, if she is
able to see Mr. Millard.”
In a minute she was by Phyllis’s
side. “Miss Phill, honey, Miss Phill, dar’s
a miracle down stairs, nothin’ at all less.
Mass’r Richard and Mass’r John sittin’
together like two lambs, and Mass’r Richard says,
‘Can you see Mass’r John a few minutes?’”
The poetic Greek said, “Destiny
loves surprises,” and our Christian forefathers
called all unexpected pleasures and profits, “Godsends.”
I think such “Godsends” come often to those
who ask them. At any rate, Phyllis was asking
this very favor, and even while the supplication was
on her lips it was granted her. It was Richard,
too, who brought John to her side; and he clasped
their hands in his, and then went away and left them
together. The solemn tenderness of such a meeting
needed but few words. John thought life could
hardly give him again moments so holy and so sweet.
O, how precious are these sudden unfoldings of loving-kindness!
These Godsends of infinite love! He had not dared
to expect any thing for himself; he had only asked
for the life of Phyllis, and it had been given him
with that royal compassion that adds, “grace
unto favor.”
The happy come back to life easily;
and when the snow-drops were beginning to peep above
the ground, Phyllis, leaning upon John and Richard,
stood once more under the blue of heaven, and after
that her recovery was rapid and certain. The
months of January and February were peculiarly happy
ones, full of delightful intercourse and hopeful dreams.
Of course they talked of the future; they knew all
its uncertainties, and faced, with happy hearts, the
struggle they might have together.
At the termination of John’s
last service he had possessed about two thousand dollars,
but this sum had been already much encroached upon,
and he was anxious to find a career which would enable
him to make a home for Phyllis. There seemed,
however, but two possible ways for John: he must
have military service, or he must take up land upon
the frontier, stock it, and then defend it until he
had won it. He had lived so long the free life
of the prairie and the woods, that the crowds of cities
and their occupations almost frightened him. For
theology he had no vocation and no “call.”
Medicine he had a most decided repugnance to.
Law seemed to him but a meddling in other people’s
business and predicaments. He felt that he would
rather face a band of savages than a constant invasion
of shoppers; rather stand behind a breastwork than
behind a desk and ledger. The planter’s
life was too indolent, too full of small cares and
anxieties; his whole crop might be ruined by an army
of worms that he could not fight. But on the
frontier, if there was loss or danger, he could defy
it or punish it.
He talked to Phyllis of the healthy,
happy life of the prairies; of the joy of encamping
in forests, and seeing the sun rise between the leaves;
of wandering without hinderance; of being satisfied
with little. It was these sweet, unplanted places
of earth, these grand wastes of green, unpartitioned
off into squares of mine and thine, that attracted
John and charmed Phyllis: for her heart was with
his. She thought of the little home that was
to have a look southward and eastward, and which she
was to make beautiful; and no grand dame, with the
prospect of royal favor and court splendor, was ever
half so glad in her future as Phyllis in her dream
of a simple and busy Arcadia. It cannot be said
that Richard shared her enthusiasm. In his heart
he thought Phyllis “too good” for such
a life, and to the Bishop he once permitted himself
a little lament on the subject.
“But, son Richard,” was
the answer, “what kind of men build up new States
and lead the van of the onward march? Are they
not the heroes of the republic? brave men of large
souls and large views, that go naturally to the front
because they are too big for the ranks?”
“I suppose so.”
“And, depend upon it, the noblest
women in the country will love them and go with them.
Blessings upon those women who go into the untrampled
lands, and serve God and suckle heroes! We forget
them too often. The Pilgrim Mothers are as grand
as the Pilgrim Fathers, every whit. The men,
rifle in hand, take possession of the wilderness; the
women make it blossom like the rose. No woman
is too fair, or bright, or clever, or good to be a
pioneer’s wife. If John Millard had been
willing to measure out dry goods, or collect debts,
I should have had serious doubts about marrying Phyllis
to him. If Phyllis had been unwilling to follow
John to the frontier, I should have known that she
was not worthy of John.”
Three days after this conversation
John went to New Orleans with the Bishop. The
Bishop was upon Church business. John had heard
of the colony which had gone with Stephen Austin to
Texas, and wished to make further inquiries; for at
this time there were three words upon every lip—Santa
Anna, Texas, and Houston. At the beginning of
John’s visit there had been present in his mind
an intention of going from New Orleans to Texas at
its close. He was by no means certain that he
would stay there, for he mistrusted a Mexican, and
was neither disposed to fight under their orders,
nor to hold land upon their title. But he had
heard of the wonderful beauty of the country, of its
enchanting atmosphere, and of the plenty which had
given it its happy name; and there had been roused
in him a vague curiosity, which he was not averse
to gratify, especially as the sail was short and pleasant.
He left the Bishop on Canal Street,
and went to the St. Charles Hotel. As he approached
it he saw a crowd of men upon the wide steps and the
piazza. They were talking in an excited manner,
and were evidently under strong emotion. One
of them was standing upon a chair, reading aloud a
paper. It was the noble appeal of Sam Houston,
“in the holy names of Humanity and Liberty,”
for help. Travis and his brave little band had
fallen, like heroes, every soul of them at his post,
in the Alamo. Fannin and his five hundred had
just been massacred in cold blood, and in defiance
of every law of warfare and humanity; and between
the Anglo-Americans and a brutal, slaughtering army
there was only Houston and a few hundred desperate
men. The New Orleans Greys and a company of young
Southern gentlemen from Mobile had just sailed.
Every man’s heart was on fire for this young
republic of Texas. Her shield was scarcely one
month old, and yet it had been bathed in the blood
of a thousand martyrs for freedom, and riddled with
the bullets of an alien foe.
John caught fire as spirit catches
fire. His blood boiled as he listened, his fingers
were handling his weapons. He must see Phyllis
and go. That little band of eight hundred Americans
gathered round Sam Houston, and defying Santa Anna
to enslave them, filled his mind. He could see
them retreating across the country, always interposing
themselves between their families and the foe; hasting
toward the settlements on the Trinity River, carrying
their wounded and children as best they could.
Every man, women, and child called him; and he cast
his lot in with theirs, never caring what woe or weal
it might bring him.
The Bishop had promised to call at
the hotel for him about four o’clock. John
went no farther. He sat there all day talking
over the circumstances of Texas. Nor could the
Bishop resist the enthusiasm. In fact, the condition
of the Texans touched him on its religious side very
keenly. For the fight was quite as much a fight
for religious as for political freedom. Never
in old Spain itself had priestcraft wielded a greater
power than the Roman priesthood in Texas. They
hated and feared an emigration of Americans, for they
knew them to be men opposed to tyranny of all kinds,
men who thought for themselves, and who would not
be dictated to by monks and priests. It was, without
doubt, the clerical element which had urged on the
military element to the massacre at the Alamo and
at Goliad. The Bishop was with his countrymen,
heart and soul. No man’s eye flashed with
a nobler anger than his. “God defend the
brave fellows!” he said, fervently.
“I shall start for Texas to-morrow,” said
John.
“I don’t see how you can help it, John.
I wish I could go with you.”
“If you hadn’t been a
preacher, you would have made a grand soldier, father.”
“John, every good preacher would
make a good soldier. I have been fighting under
a grand Captain for forty years. And I do acknowledge
that the spirit of my forefathers is in me. They
fought with Balfour at Drumelog, and with Cromwell
at Dunbar. I would reason with the Lord’s
enemies, surely, John, I would reason with them; but
if they would not listen to reason, and took advantage
of mercy and forbearance, I would give them the sword
of Gideon and of Cromwell, and the rifles of such
men as are with Houston—men born under a
free government, and baptized in a free faith.”
Richard and Phyllis were standing
at the garden gate, watching for their arrival; and
before either of them spoke, Phyllis divined that
something unusual was occupying their minds. “What
is the matter?” she asked; “you two look
as if you had been in a fight, and won a victory.”
“We will take the words as a
good prophecy,” answered the Bishop. “John
is going to a noble warfare, and, I am sure, to a victorious
one. Give us a cup of tea, Phyllis, and we will
tell you all about it.”
John did not need to say a word.
He sat at Phyllis’s side, and the Bishop painted
the struggling little republic in words that melted
and thrilled every heart.
“When do you go, John?” asked Phyllis.
“To-morrow.”
And she leaned toward him, and kissed
him—a kiss of consecration, of love and
approval and sympathy.
Richard’s pale face was also
flushed and eager, his black eyes glowing like live
coals. “I will go with John,” he said;
“Texas is my neighbor. It is a fight for
Protestant freedom, at my own door. I am not going
to be denied.”
“Your duty is at home, Richard.
You can help with your prayers and purse. You
could not leave your plantation now without serious
loss, and you have many to think for besides yourself.”
Of the final success of the Texans
no one doubted. Their cry for help had been answered
from the New England hills and all down the valley
of the Mississippi, and along the shores of the Gulf
of Mexico and the coasts of Florida. In fact,
the first settlers of Texas had been young men from
the oldest northern colonies. Mexico had cast
longing looks toward those six vigorous States which
had grown into power on the cold, barren hills of
New England. She believed that if she could induce
some of their population to settle within Mexican limits,
she could win from them the secret of their success.
So a band of hardy, working youths, trained in the
district schools of New England and New York, accepted
the pledges of gain and protection she offered them,
and, with Stephen F. Austin at their head, went to
the beautiful land of Western Texas. They had
no thought of empire; they were cultivators of the
soil; but they carried with them that intelligent love
of freedom and that hatred of priestly tyranny which
the Spanish nature has never understood, and has always
feared.
Very soon the rapidly-increasing number
of American colonists frightened the natives, who
soon began to oppress the new-comers. The Roman
Catholic priesthood were also bitterly opposed to this
new Protestant element; and, by their advice, oppressive
taxation of every kind was practiced, especially,
the extortion of money for titles to land which had
been guaranteed to the colonists by the Mexican government.
Austin went to Mexico to remonstrate. He was thrown
into a filthy dungeon, where for many a month he never
saw a ray of light, nor even the hand that fed him.
In the meantime Santa Anna had made
himself Dictator of Mexico, and one of his first acts
regarding Texas was to demand the surrender of all
the private arms of the settlers. The order was
resisted as soon as uttered. Obedience to it
meant certain death in one form or other. For
the Americans were among an alien people, in a country
overrun by fourteen different tribes of Indians; some
of them, as the Comanches, Apaches, and Lipans, peculiarly
fierce and cruel. Besides, many families were
dependent upon the game and birds which they shot
for daily food. To be without their rifles meant
starvation. They refused to surrender them.
At Gonzales the people of Dewitt’s
Colony had a little four-pounder, which they used
to protect themselves from the Indians. Colonel
Ugartchea, a Mexican, was sent to take it away from
them. Every colonist hastened to its rescue.
It was retaken, and the Mexicans pursued to Bexar.
Just at this time Austin returned from his Mexican
dungeon. No hearing had been granted him.
Every man was now well aware that Mexico intended
to enslave them, and they rose for their rights and
freedom. The land they were on they had bought
with their labor or with their gold; and how could
they be expected to lay down their rifles, surrounded
by an armed hostile race, by a bitter and powerful
priesthood, and by tribes of Indians, some of whom
were cannibals? They would hardly have been the
sons of the men who defied King John, Charles I.,
and George III., if they had.
Then came an invading army with the
order “to lay waste the American colonies, and
slaughter all their inhabitants.” And the
cry from these Texan colonists touched every State
in the Union. There were cords of household love
binding them to a thousand homes in older colonies;
and there was, also, in the cry that passionate protestation
against injustice and slavery which noble hearts can
never hear unmoved, and which makes all men brothers.
This was how matters stood when John
Millard heard and answered the call of Texas.
And that night Phyllis learned one of love’s
hardest lessons; she saw, with a pang of fear and
amazement, that in a man’s heart love is not
the passion which swallows up all the rest. Humanity,
liberty, that strange sympathy which one brave man
has for another, ruled John absolutely. She mingled
with all these feelings, and doubtless he loved her
the better for them; but she felt it, at first, a
trifle hard to share her empire. Of course, when
she thought of the position, she acknowledged the
beauty and fitness of it; but, in spite of “beauty
and fitness,” women suffer a little. Their
victory is, that they hide the suffering under smiles
and brave words, that they resolutely put away all
small and selfish feelings, and believe that they
would not be loved so well, if honor and virtue and
valor were not loved more.
Still it was a very happy evening.
Richard and John were at their best; the Bishop full
of a sublime enthusiasm; and they lifted Phyllis with
them. And O, it is good to sometimes get above
our own high-water mark! to live for an hour with
our best ideas! to make little of facts, to take possession
of ourselves, and walk as conquerors! Thus, in
some blessed intervals we have been poets and philosophers.
We have spread liberty, and broken the chains of sin,
and seen family life elevated, and the world regenerated.
Thank God for such hours! for though they were spent
among ideals, they belong to us henceforth, and are
golden threads between this life and a higher one.
“When a flash of truth hath found
thee,
Where thy foot in darkness
trod,
When thick clouds dispart around thee,
And them standest near to
God.
When a noble soul comes near thee,
In whom kindred virtues dwell,
That from faithless doubts can clear thee,
And with strengthening love
compel;
O these are moments, rare fair moments;
Sing and shout, and use them
well!”
—PROF. BLACKIE.
Richard was the first to remember
how many little matters of importance were to be attended
to. The Bishop sighed, and looked at the three
young faces around him. Perhaps the same thought
was in every heart, though no one liked to utter it.
A kind of chill, the natural reaction of extreme enthusiasm
was about to fall upon them. Phyllis rose.
“Let us say ‘good-night,’ now,”
she said; “it is so easy to put it off until
we are too tired to say it bravely.”
“Go to the piano, Phyllis.
We will say it in song;” and the Bishop lifted
a hymn book, opened it, and pointed out the hymn to
Richard and John.
“Come, we will have a soldier’s
hymn, two of as grand verses as Charles Wesley ever
wrote:
“Captain of Israel’s host,
and Guide
Of all who seek the land above,
Beneath thy shadow we abide,
The cloud of thy protecting
love:
Our strength thy grace, our rule thy word,
Our end the glory of the Lord.
“By thy unerring Spirit led,
We shall not in the desert
stray;
We shall not full direction need;
Nor miss our providential
way;
As far from danger as from fear,
While love, almighty love, is near.”
The Bishop and Richard went with John
to New Orleans in the morning. Phyllis was glad
to be alone. She had tried to send her lover away
cheerfully; but there is always the afterward.
The “afterward” to Phyllis was an extreme
sadness that was almost lethargy. Many crushed
souls have these fits of somnolent depression; and
it does no good either to reproach them, or to point
out that physical infirmity is the cause. They
know what the sorrowful sleep of the apostles in the
garden of Olivet was, and pity them. Phyllis wept
slow, heavy tears until she fell into a deep slumber,
and she did not awaken until Harriet was spreading
the cloth upon a small table for her lunch.
“Dar, Miss Phill! I’se
gwine to bring you some fried chicken and some almond
puddin’, and a cup of de strongest coffee I kin
make. Hungry sorrow is mighty bad to bear, honey!”
“Has Master Richard come back?”
“Not he, Miss Phill. He’s
not a-gwine to come back till de black night drive
him, ef there’s any thing strange ’gwine
on in de city; dat’s de way wid all men—aint
none of dem worth frettin’ ’bout.”
“Don’t say that, Harriet.”
“Aint, Miss Phill; I’se
bound to say it. Look at Mass’r John! gwine
off all in a moment like; mighty cur’ous perceeding—mighty
cur’ous!”
“He has gone to fight in a grand cause.”
“Dat’s jist what dey all
say. Let any one beat a drum a thousand miles
off, and dey’s all on de rampage to follow it.”
“The Bishop thought Master John right to go.”
“Bless your heart, Miss Phill!
De Bishop! De Bishop! He don’t know
no more ’an a baby ‘bout dis world!
You should ha’ seen de way he take up and put
down Mass’r John’s rifle. Mighty onwillin’
he was to put it down—kind ob slow like.
I wouldn’t trust de Bishop wid no rifle ef dar
was any fightin’ gwine on ’bout whar he
was. De Bishop! He’s jist de same
as all de rest, Miss Phill. Dar, honey! here’s
de chicken and de coffee; don’t you spile your
appetite frettin’ ’bout any of dem.”
“I wish Master Richard was home.”
“No wonder; for dar isn’t
a mite ob certainty ’bout his ’tentions.
He jist as like to go off wid a lot ob soldiers as
any of de boys, only he’s so mighty keerful
ob you, Miss Phill; and den he’s ‘spectin’
a letter; for de last words he say to me was, ’Take
care ob de mail, Harriet.’ De letter come,
too. Moke didn’t want to gib it up, but
I ‘sisted upon it. Moke is kind ob plottin’
in his temper. He thought Mass’r Richard
would gib him a quarter, mebbe a half-dollar.”
“Did you think so, also, Harriet?”
“Dem’s de house perquisites,
Miss Phill. Moke has nothin’ ’t all
to do wid de house perquisites.”
“Moke has been sick, has he not?”
“Had de fever, he says.”
“Is he not one of your classmates?
I think I have heard you say he was ‘a powerful
member’ of Uncle Isaac’s class.”
“’Clar to gracious, Miss
Phill, I forgot dat. Brudder Moke kin hab de
letter and de perquisite.”
“I was sure you would feel that way, Harriet.”
“I’d rather hab you look
at me dat shinin’ kind ob way dan hab a dollar;
dat I would, Miss Phill.”
Moke got the perquisite and Richard
got his letter, but it did not seem to give him much
pleasure. Phyllis noticed that after reading
it he was unhappy and troubled. He took an hour’s
promenade on the piazza, and then sat down beside
her. “Phyllis,” he said, “we
have both been unfortunate in our love. You stooped
too low, and I looked too high. John has not
money enough; Elizabeth has too much.”
“You are wronging both Elizabeth
and John. What has Elizabeth done or said?”
“There is a change in her, though
I cannot define it. Her letters are less frequent;
they are shorter; they are full of Antony and his wild,
ambitious schemes. They keep the form, but they
lack the spirit, of her first letters.”
“It is nearly two years since you parted.”
“Yes.”
“Go and see her. Absence
does not make the heart grow fonder. If it did,
we should never forget the dead. Those who touch
us move us. Go and see Elizabeth again.
Women worth loving want wooing.”
“Will you go with me?”
“Do not ask me. I doubt
whether I could bear the tossing to and fro for so
many days, and I want to stay where I can hear from
John.”
There was much further talk upon the
subject, but the end of it was that Richard sailed
for England in the early summer. He hardly expected
to renew the enthusiasm of his first visit, and he
was prepared for changes; and, perhaps, he felt the
changes more because those to whom they had come slowly
and separately were hardly conscious of them.
Elizabeth was a different woman, although she would
have denied it. Her character had matured, and
was, perhaps, less winning. She had fully accepted
the position of heiress of Hallam, and Richard could
feel that it was a controlling influence in her life.
Physically she was much handsomer, stately as a queen,
fair and radiant, and “most divinely tall.”
She drove into Leeds to meet the stage
which brought Richard, and was quite as demonstrative
as he had any right to expect; but he felt abashed
slightly by her air of calm authority. He forgot
that when he had seen her first she was in a comparatively
dependent position, and that she was now prospective
lady of the manor. It was quite natural that
she should have taken on a little dignity, and it was
not natural that she should all at once discard it
for her lover.
The squire, too, was changed, sadly
changed; for he had had a fall in the hunting field,
and had never recovered from its effects. He
limped to the door to meet Richard, and spoke in his
old hearty way, but Richard was pained to see him,
so pale and broken.
“Thou’s welcome beyond
ivery thing, Richard,” he said, warmly.
“If ta hed brought Phyllis, I’d hev given
thee a double welcome. I’d hev liked to
hev seen her bonny face again afore I go t’ way
I’ll nivver come back.”
“She was not strong enough to bear the journey.”
“Yonder shooting was a bad bit
o’ work. I’ve nowt against a gun,
but dash pistols! They’re blackguardly
weapons for a gentleman to carry about; ’specially
where women are around.”
“You are quite right, uncle.
That pistol-shot cost me many a day’s heart-ache.”
“And t’ poor little lass
hed to suffer, too! Well, well, we thought about
her above a bit.”
Elizabeth had spoken, of company,
but in the joy and excitement of meeting her again,
Richard had asked no questions about it. It proved
to be Antony’s intended wife, Lady Evelyn Darragh,
daughter of an Irish nobleman. Richard, without
admiring her, watched her with interest. She
was tall and pale, with a transparent aquiline nose
and preternaturally large eyes. Her moods were
alternations of immoderate mirth and immoderate depression.
“She expects too much of life,” thought
Richard, “and if she is disappointed, she will
proudly turn away and silently die.” She
had no fortune, but Antony was ambitious for something
more than mere money. For the carrying out of
his financial schemes he wanted influence, rank, and
the prestige of a name. The Earl of Darragh had
a large family, and little to give them, and Lady
Evelyn having been selected by the promising young
financier, she was not permitted to decline the hand
he offered her.
So it happened she was stopping at
Hallam, and she brought a change into the atmosphere
of the place. The squire was anxious, fearful
of his son’s undertakings, and yet partly proud
of his commercial and social recognition. But
the good-natured evenness of his happy temperament
was quite gone. Elizabeth, too, had little cares
and hospitable duties; she was often busy and often
pre-occupied. It was necessary to have a great
deal of company, and Richard perceived that among
the usual visitors at Hallam he had more than one rival.
But in this respect he had no fault to find with Elizabeth.
She treated all with equal regard and to Richard alone
unbent the proud sufficiency of her manner. And
yet he was unhappy and dissatisfied. It was not
the Elizabeth he had wooed and dreamed about.
And he did not find that he reached any more satisfactory
results than he had done by letter. Elizabeth
could not “see her way clear to leave her father.”
“If Antony married?” he asked.
“That would not alter affairs
much. Antony could not live at Hallam. His
business binds him to the vicinity of London.”
There was but one new hope, and that
was but a far probability. Antony had requested
permission to repay, as soon as he was able, the L50,000,
and resume his right as heir of Hallam. When he
was able to do this Elizabeth would be freed from
the duties which specially pertained to the property.
As to her father’s claim upon her, that could
only end with his or her own life. Not even if
Antony’s wife was mistress of Hallam would she
leave the squire, if he wished or needed her love.
And Elizabeth was rather hurt that
Richard could not see the conditions as reasonable
a service as she did. “You may trust me,”
she said, “for ten, for twenty years; is not
that enough?”
“No, it is not enough,”
he answered, warmly. “I want you now.
If you loved me, you would leave all and come with
me. That is how Phyllis loves John Millard.”
“I think you are mistaken.
If you were sick, and needed Phyllis for your comfort,
or for your business, she would not leave you.
Men may leave father and mother for their wives, that
is their duty; but women have a higher commandment
given them. It may be an unwritten Scripture,
but it is in every good daughter’s heart, Richard.”
The squire did not again name to him
the succession to Hallam. Antony’s proposal
had become the dearest hope of the old man’s
heart. He wished to live that he might see the
estate honorably restored to his son. He had
fully determined that it should go to Elizabeth, unless
Antony paid the uttermost farthing of its redemption;
but if he did this, then he believed that it might
be safely entrusted to him. For a man may be
reckless with money or land which he acquires by inheritance,
but he usually prizes what he buys with money which
he himself earns.
Therefore Richard’s and Elizabeth’s
hopes hung upon Antony’s success; and with such
consolation as he could gather from this probability,
and from Elizabeth’s assurance of fidelity to
him, he was obliged to content himself.