“I loved you alway,
I will not deny it; not for three months, and
not for a year; but I loved you from the
first, when I was a child,
and my love shall not wither, till death
shall end me.”—GAeLIC SONG.
“Our own acts are our
attending angels, in whose light or shadow
we walk continually.”
The Fontaine place was a long, low,
white building facing a tumbling sea, and a stretch
of burnt sea-sands. It had no architectural beauty,
and yet it was a wonderfully picturesque place.
Broad piazzas draped in vines ran all around the lower
story, and the upper revealed itself only in white
glimpses among dense masses of foliage. And what
did it matter that outside the place there were brown
sand-hills and pale-sailed ships? A high hedge
of myrtles hid it in a large garden full of the scents
of the sun-burnt South—a garden of fragrant
beauty, where one might dream idly all day long.
It was four o’clock in the afternoon
of an August day, and every thing was still; only
the cicadas ran from hedge to hedge telling
each other, in clear resonant voices, how hot it was.
The house door stood open, but all the green jalousies
were closed, and not a breath of air stirred the lace
curtains hanging motionless before the windows.
The rooms, large and lofty, were in a dusky light,
their atmosphere still and warm and heavy with the
scent of flowers. On the back piazza half a dozen
negro children were sleeping in all sorts of picturesque
attitudes, a bright mulatto women was dozing in a rocking-chair,
and the cook, having “fixed” his dinner
ready for the stove, had rolled himself in his blanket
on the kitchen floor. Silence and dusk were every-where,
the dwelling might have been an enchanted one, and
life in it held in a trance.
In one of the upper rooms there was
an occupant well calculated to carry out this idea.
It was Phyllis, fast asleep upon a white couch, with
both hands dropped toward the floor. But the sewing
which had fallen from them, and the thimble still
upon her finger, was guarantee for her mortality.
And in a few minutes she opened her soft, dark eyes,
and smiled at her vacant hands. Then she glanced
at the windows; the curtains were beginning to stir,
the gulf breeze had sprung up, the birds were twittering,
and the house awakening.
But it was pleasant to be quiet and
think in such an indolent mood; and Phyllis had some
reasons for finding the “thinking” engrossing.
First, she had had a letter from Elizabeth, and it
was in a very hopeful tone. Antony and George
Eltham were doing very well, and, as Lord Eltham had
become quietly interested in the firm, the squire felt
more easy as to its final success. Second, Mr.
North was leaving Hallam, his term there had expired,
and the Conference, which would determine his next
movement, was then sitting. Her thoughts were
drifting on these two topics when a woman softly entered
the room. She looked at Phyllis’s closed
eyes, and with a smile went here and there laying
out clean white muslins, and knots of pink ribbons,
and all the pretty accessories of a young maiden’s
evening toilet.
“Thar now, Miss Phill!
I’se ready—and I ’spects thar’s
some good news for you, honey!”
Phyllis opened her eyes. “I
heard you, Harriet. I was not asleep. As
for good news, I think you are always expecting it—besides,
I had some to-day.”
“Dat’s de reason,—Miss
Phill—’whar you going good news?
Jest whar I’se been afore.’ Dat’s
de way. I reckon I knows ’bout it.”
“What makes you know this time,
Harriet? Has the postman been, or a bird whispered
it to you, or have some of Waul’s servants been
making a call here?”
“I don’t ’ceive
any of de Waul’s servants, Miss Phill. I’se
not wanting my char’ctar hung on ebery tree
top in de county. No, I draws my s’picions
in de properest way. Mass’r Richard git
a letter dis morning. Did he tell you, Miss Phill?”
“I have not seen him since breakfast.”
“I thought he’d kind ob
hold back ’bout dat letter. I knows dat
letter from Mass’r John. I’se sure
ob it.”
“Did you look—at the outside of it,
I mean—Harriet?”
“No, Miss Phill, I didn’t
look neider at de outside, nor de inside; I’s
not dat kind; I look at Mass’r Richard’s
face. Bless you, Miss Phill! Mass’r
Richard kaint hide nothing. If he was in love
Harriet would know it, quick as a flash—”
“I think not, Harriet.”
“Den I tell you something, Miss
Phill. Mass’r Richard been in love eber
since he come back from ober de Atterlantic Ocean.
P’raps you don’t know, but I done found
him out.”
Phyllis laughed.
“I tell you how I knows it.
Mass’r Richard allays on de lookout for de postman;
and he gits a heap ob dem bluish letters wid a lady’s
face in de corner.”
“That is Queen Victoria’s
face. You don’t suppose Master Richard is
in love with Queen Victoria?”
“Miss Phill, de Fontaines would
fall in love wid de moon, and think dey pay her a
compliment—dey mighty proud fambly, de Fontaines;
but I’se no such fool as not to know de lady’s
head am worth so many cents to carry de letter.
But, Miss Phill, who sends de letters? Dat am
de question.”
“Of course, that would decide it.”
“Den when Mass’r Richard
gits one of dem letters, he sits so quiet-like, thinking
and smiling to himself, and ef you speak to him, he
answers you kind ob far-away, and gentle. I done
tried him often. But he didn’t look like
dat at all when he git de letter dis morning.
Mass’r Richard got powerful high temper, Miss
Phill.”
“Then take care and not anger him, Harriet.”
“You see, when I bring in de
letter, I bring in wid me some fresh myrtles and de
tube roses for de vases, and as I put dem in, and
fixed up de chimley-piece, I noticed Mass’r Richard
through de looking-glass—and he bit his
lips, and he drew his brows together, and he crush’d
de letter up in his hand.”
“Harriet, you have no right
to watch your master. It is a very mean thing
to do.”
“Me watch Mass’r Richard!
Now, Miss Phill, I’se none ob dat kind!
But I kaint shut my eyes, ’specially when I’se
’tending to de flower vases.”
“You could have left the vases just at that
time.”
“No, Miss Phill, I’se
very partic’lar ’bout de vases. Dey
has to be ’tended to. You done told me
ober and ober to hab a time for ebery thing, and de
time for de vases was jist den.”
“Then, the next time you see
Master Richard through the glass, tell him so, Harriet;
that is only fair, you know.”
“Go ’way, Miss Phill!
I’se got more sense dan tell Mass’r Richard
any sich thing.”
Phyllis did not answer; she was thinking
of a decision she might be compelled to make, and
the question was one which touched her very nearly
on very opposite sides. She loved her brother
with all her heart. Their lives had been spent
together, for Phyllis had been left to his guardianship
when very young, and had learned to give him an affection
which had something in it of the clinging reliance
of the child, as well as of the proud regard of the
sister. But John Millard she loved, as women
love but once. He was related by marriage to the
Fontaines, and had, when Phyllis and Richard were children,
spent much of his time at the Fontaine place.
But even as boys Richard and John
had not agreed. To ask “why” is to
ask a question which in such cases is never fully answered.
It is easy to say that Richard was jealous of his
sister, and jealous of John’s superiority in
athletic games, and that John spoke sneeringly of
Richard’s aristocratic airs, and finer gentleman
ways; but there was something deeper than these things,
a natural antipathy, for which there seemed to be
no reason, and for which there was no cure but the
compelling power of a divine love.
John Millard had been for two years
on the frontier, and there had been very meager and
irregular news from him. If any one had asked
Richard, “Are you really hoping that he has been
killed in some Indian fight?” Richard would
have indignantly denied it; and yet he knew that if
such a fate had come to his cousin Millard, he would
not have been sorry. And now the man with the
easy confidence of a soldier who is accustomed to
make his own welcome, wrote to say “that he was
coming to New Orleans, and hoped to spend a good deal
of his time with them.”
The information was most unwelcome
to Richard. He was not anxious for his sister
to marry; least of all, to marry a frontier settler.
He could not endure the thought of Phyllis roughing
life in some log-cabin on the San Marino. That
was at least the aspect in which he put the question
to himself. He meant that he could not endure
that John Millard should at the last get the better
of him about his own sister. And when he put
his foot down passionately, and said, between his
closed teeth, “He shall not do it!” it
was the latter thought he answered.
He felt half angry at Phyllis for
being so lovely when she sat down opposite him at
dinner time. And there was an unusual light in
her eyes and an indescribable elation in her manner
which betrayed her knowledge of the coming event to
him.
“Phyllis,” he asked, suddenly,
“who told you John Millard was coming?”
“Harriet told me you had a letter
from him this morning.”
“Confound—”
“Richard!”
“I beg your pardon, Phyllis.
Be so good as to keep Harriet out of my way.
Yes; I had a letter—a most impertinent one,
I think. Civilized human beings usually wait
for an invitation.”
“Unless they imagine themselves going to a home.”
“Home?”
“Yes. I think this is,
in some sense, John’s home. Mother always
made him welcome to it. Dear Richard, if it is
foolish to meet troubles, it is far more foolish to
meet quarrels.”
“I do not wish to quarrel, Phyllis;
if John does not talk to you as he ought not to talk.
He ought to have more modesty than to ask you to share
such a home as he can offer you.”
“Richard, dear, you are in a
bad way. There is a trustees’ meeting to-night,
and they are in trouble about dollars and cents; I
would go, if I were you.”
“And have to help the deficiency?”
“Yes; when a man has been feeling
unkindly, and talking unkindly, the best of all atonements
is to do a good deed.”
“O, Phyllis! Phyllis!”
“Yes, Richard; and you will
see the Bishop there, very likely; and you can tell
the good old man what is in your heart, and I know
what he will say. ’It is but fair and square,
son Richard, to treat a man kindly till he does you
some wrong which deserves unkindness.’ He
will say, ’Son Richard, if you have not the
proofs upon which to blame a man, don’t blame
him upon likelihoods.’”
“My good little sister, what do you want me
to do?”
“I want you to meet John, as
we were met at Hallam, with trusting courtesy.”
“If you will promise me to—”
“I will promise you to do nothing
secretly; to do nothing my mother would blame me for.
To ask more, is to doubt me, and doubt I do not deserve.
Now put on your hat and go to church. They will
be disappointed if you are absent.”
“It will cost me $100.”
“A man ought to pay his debts;
and it is nicer to go and pay them than to compel
some one to call here and ask you to do it.”
“A debt?”
“Call it a gift, if you like.
When I look over the cotton-fields, Richard, and see
what a grand crop you are going to have this year,
somehow I feel as if you ought to have said $200.”
“Give me my hat, Phyllis.
You have won, as you always do.” And he
stooped and kissed her, and then went slowly through
the garden to the road.
She did not see him again that night,
but in the morning he was very bright and cheerful
“I am going to ride to Greyson’s Timbers,
Phyllis,” he said; “I have some business
with Greyson, and John will be almost sure to ‘noon’
there. So we shall likely come back together.”
She smiled gladly, but knew her brother
too well to either inquire into his motives or comment
upon them. It was sufficient that Richard had
conquered his lower self, and whether the victory had
been a single-handed one, or whether the Bishop had
been an ally, was not of vital importance. One
may enjoy the perfume of a good action without investigating
the processes of its production.
In the middle of the afternoon she
heard their arrival. It was a pleasant thing
to hear the sound of men’s voices and laughter,
and all that cheerful confusion, which as surely follows
their advent as thunder follows lightning. And
Phyllis found it very pleasant to lie still and think
of the past, and put off, just for an hour or two,
whatever of joy or sorrow was coming to meet her; for
she had not seen John for two years. He might
have ceased to love her. He might be so changed
that she would not dare to love him. But in the
main she thought hopefully. True love, like true
faith, when there seems to, be nothing at all to rest
upon,
“Treads on the void and finds
The rock beneath.”
Few women will blame Phyllis for being
unusually careful about her toilet, and for going
down stairs with a little tremor at her heart.
Even when she could hear Richard and John talking,
she still delayed the moment she had been longing
for. She walked into the dining-room, looked
at the boy setting the table, and altered the arrangement
of the flowers. She looked into the parlor, raised
a curtain, and opened the piano, and then, half ashamed
of her self-consciousness, went to the front piazza,
where the young men were sitting.
There was a subtle likeness between
Richard and his English ancestors that neither intermarriage,
climate, nor educational surroundings had been able
to overcome; but between him and John Millard there
were radical dissimilarities. Richard was sitting
on the topmost of the broad white steps which led
from the piazza to the garden. With the exception
of a narrow black ribbon round his throat, he was altogether
dressed in white; and this dress was a singularly becoming
contrast to his black hair and glowing dark eyes.
And in every attitude which he took he managed his
tall stature with an indolent grace suggestive of
an unlimited capacity for pride, passion, aristocratic—or
cottonocratic—self-sufficiency. In
his best moods he was well aware of the dangerous
points in his character, and kept a guard over them;
otherwise they came prominently forward; and, sitting
in John Millard’s presence, Richard Fontaine
was very much indeed the Richard Fontaine of a nature
distinctly overbearing and uncontrolled.
John Millard leaned against the pillar
of the piazza, talking to him. He had a brown,
handsome face, and short, brown, curly hair. His
eyes were very large and blue, with that steely look
in them which snaps like lightning when any thing
strikes fire from the heart. He was very tall
and straight, and had a lofty carriage and an air of
command. His dress was that of an ordinary frontiersman,
and he wore no arms of any kind, yet any one would
have said, with the invincible assurance of a sudden
presentiment, “The man is a soldier.”
Richard and he were talking of frontier
defense, and Richard, out of pure contradiction, was
opposing it. In belittling the cause he had some
idea that he was snubbing the man who had been fighting
for it. John was just going to reply when Phyllis’s
approach broke the sentence in two, and he did not
finish it. He stood still watching her, his whole
soul in his face; and, when he took her hands, said,
heartily, “O, Phyllis, I am so happy to see
you again! I was afraid I never would!”
“What nonsense!” said
Richard, coldly; “a journey to Europe is a trifle—no
need to make a fuss about it; is there, Phyllis?
Come, let us go to dinner. I hear the bell.”
Before dinner was over the sun had
set and the moon risen. The mocking-birds were
singing, the fire-flies executing, in the sweet, languid
atmosphere, a dance full of mystery. The garden
was like a land of enchantment. It was easy to
sit still and let the beauty of heaven and earth sink
into the heart. And for some time John was contented
with it. It was enough to sit and watch the white-robed
figure of Phyllis, which was thrown into the fairest
relief by the green vines behind it. And Richard
was silent because he was trying to conquer his resentment
at John finding satisfaction in the exquisite picture.
Perhaps few people understand how
jealous a true brotherly love can be, How tenderly
careful of a sister’s welfare, how watchful of
all that pertains to her future happiness, how proud
of her beauty and her goodness, how exacting of all
pretenders to her favor. His ideal husband for
Phyllis was not John Millard. He wondered what
she could see to admire in the bronzed frontier soldier.
He wondered how John could dare to think of transplanting
a gentlewoman like Phyllis from the repose and luxury
of her present home to the change and dangers and
hardships of pioneer life.
It would have been an uncomfortable
evening if the Bishop had not called. He looked
at John and loved him. Their souls touched each
other when they clasped hands. Perhaps it was
because the nature of both men was militant—perhaps
because both men loved frontier fighting. “I
like,” said the old soldier of Christ, “I
dearly like to follow the devil to his outposts.
He has often fine fellows in them, souls well worth
saving. I was the first Methodist—I
may say the first Protestant preacher—that
entered Washington County, in Texas. Texas was
one of our mission stations in 1837. I never was
as happy as when lifting the cross of Christ in some
camp of outlaws.”
“Did they listen to you?”
“Gladly. Many of them clung
to it. The worst of them respected and protected
me. One night I came to a lonely log-house in
the Brazos woods—that was ‘far, far
West’ then. I think the eight men in it
were thieves; I believe that they intended to rob,
and perhaps to murder, me. But they gave me supper,
and took my saddle-bags, and put up my horse.
‘Reckon you’re from the States,’
one said. ‘Twelve months ago.’
‘Any news?’ ’The grandest. If
you’ll get your boys together I’ll tell
you it.’”
“They gathered very quickly,
lit their pipes, and sat down; and, sitting there
among them, I preached the very best sermon I ever
preached in my life. I was weeping before I’d
done, and they were just as wretched as I like to
see sinners. I laid down among them and slept
soundly and safely. Ten years afterward I gave
the sacrament to four of these very men in Bastrop
Methodist Church. If I was a young man I would
be in the Rio Grande District. I would carry ‘the
glad tidings’ to the ranger camps on the Chicon
and the Secor, and the United States forts on the
Mexican border. It is ‘the few sheep in
the wilderness’ that I love to seek; yea, it
is the scape-goats that, loaded with the sins of civilized
communities, have been driven from among them!”
Richard started to his feet.
“My dear father, almost you persuade me to be
a missionary!”
“Ah, son Richard, if you had
the ‘call’ it would be no uncertain one!
You would not say ‘almost;’ but it is a
grand thing to feel your heart stir to the trumpet,
even though you don’t buckle on the armor.
A respectable, cold indifference makes me despair of
a soul. I have more hope for a flagrant sinner.”
“I am sure,” said John,
“our camp on the San Saba would welcome you.
One night a stranger came along who had with him a
child—a little chap about five years old.
He had been left an orphan, and the man was taking
him to an uncle that lived farther on. As we were
sitting about the fire he said, ’I’m going
into the wagon now. I’m going to sleep.
Who’ll hear my prayers?’ And half a dozen
of the boys said, ‘I will,’ and he knelt
down at the knee of Bill Burleson, and clasped his
hands and said ‘Our Father;’ and I tell
you, sir, there wasn’t a dry eye in camp when
the little chap said ‘Amen.’ And I
don’t believe there was an oath or a bad word
said that night; every one felt as if there was an
angel among us.”
“Thank you, John Millard.
I like to hear such incidents. It’s hard
to kill the divinity in any man. And you are on
the San Saba? Tell me about it.”
It was impossible for Richard to resist
the enthusiasm of the conversation which followed.
He forgot all his jealousy and pride, and listened,
with flashing eyes and eager face, and felt no angry
impulse, although Phyllis sat between the Bishop and
John, and John held her hand in his. But when
the two young men were left alone the reaction came
to Richard. He was shy and cold. John did
not perceive it; he was too happy in his own thoughts.
“What a tender heart your sister
has, Richard. Did you see how interested she
was when I was telling about the sufferings of the
women and children on the frontier?”
“No; I fancied she was rather bored.”
John was at once dashed, and looked
into Richard’s face, and felt as if he had been
making a bragging fool of himself. And Richard
was angry, and ashamed, for a gentleman never tells
a lie, though it be only to his own consciousness,
without feeling unspeakably mean. And by a reflex
motion of accountability he was angry with John for
provoking him into so contemptible a position.
The “good-night” was a
cooler one than the evening had promised; but Richard
had recollected himself before he met John in the morning;
and John, for Phyllis’s sake, was anxious to
preserve a kindly feeling. Love made him wise
and forbearing; and he was happy, and happiness makes
good men tolerant; so that Richard soon saw that John
would give him no excuse for a quarrel. He hardly
knew whether he was glad or sorry, and the actions
and speech of one hour frequently contradicted those
of the next.
Still there followed many days of
sunshine and happy leisure, of boating and fishing,
of riding upon the long stretch of hard sands, of
sweet, silent games of chess in shady corners, of happy
communion in song and story, and of conscious conversations
wherein so few words meant so much. And perhaps
the lovers in their personal joy grew a little selfish,
for; one night the Bishop said to Phyllis, “Come
and see me in the morning, daughter, I have something
to say to you.”
He was sitting waiting for her under
an enormous fig-tree, a tree so large that the space
it shadowed made a pretty parlor, with roof and walls
of foliage so dense that not even a tropical shower
could penetrate them. He sat in a large wicker-chair,
and on the rustic table beside him was a cup of coffee,
a couple of flaky biscuits, and a plate of great purple
figs, just gathered from the branches above him.
When Phyllis came, he pulled a rocking-chair to his
side, and touched a little hand-bell. “You
shall have some coffee with me, and some bread and
fruit; eating lubricates talking, dear, and I want
to talk to you— very seriously.”
“About John, father?”
“Yes, about John. You know
your own mind, Phyllis Fontaine? You are not
playing with a good man’s heart?”
“I told you two years ago, father,
that I loved John. I love him still. I have
applied the test my leader gave me, and which I told
you of. I am more than willing to take John for
eternity; I should be miserable if I thought death
could part us.”
“Very good—so far;
that is, for John and yourself. But you must think
of Richard. He has claims upon you, also.
Last night I saw how he suffered, how he struggled
to subdue his temper. Phyllis, any moment that
temper may subdue him, and then there will be sorrow.
You must come to some understanding with him.
John and you may enjoy the romance of your present
position, and put off, with the unreasonable selfishness
of lovers, matter-of-fact details, but Richard has
a right to them.”
“Am I selfish, father?”
“I think you are.”
“What must I do?”
“Send John to speak plainly
to Richard. That will give your brother an opportunity
to say what he wishes. If the young men are not
likely to agree, tell John to propose my advice in
the matter. You can trust me to do right, daughter?”
“Yes, I can.”
In the evening Phyllis called on the
Bishop again. He was walking in his garden enjoying
the cool breeze, and when he saw her carriage he went
to meet her. A glance into her face was sufficient.
He led her into the little parlor under the fig-tree.
“So you are in trouble, Phyllis?”
“Yes, father. The conversation
you advised had unfortunately taken place before I
got an opportunity to speak to John. There has
been a quarrel.”
“What was said?”
“I scarcely know how the conversation
began; but Richard told John, that people were talking
about his intimacy with me; and that, as marriage
was impossible between us, the intimacy must cease.”
“What else?”
“I do not know; many hard things
were said on both sides, and John went away in a passion.”
“Go home and see your brother,
and make some concessions to his claim upon your love.
Tell him that you will not marry John for two years;
that will give John time to prepare in some measure
for your comfort. Promise in addition any thing
that is reasonable. I fear Richard’s temper,
but I fear John’s more; for the anger of a patient
man is a deep anger, and John has been patient, very.
Don’t you be impatient, Phyllis. Wait for
time to carry you over the stream, and don’t
fling yourself into the flood, and perish.”
“Two years!”
“But reflect—a quarrel
becomes a duel here very readily—dare you
provoke such a possibility?”
“Dear father, pray for me.”
“I will. Trust God, and
every rod shall blossom for you. Be patient and
prudent. Birds build their nests before they mate,
and love needs the consecration of a home. Tell
John to make one for you, and then to come and speak
to Richard again. I don’t say, wait for
riches; but I do say, wait for comforts. Comforts
keep men innocent, bind them to virtue by the strong
cords of friends, families, homes, and the kindnesses
of kindred.”
But when Phyllis arrived at home Richard
was not there. He had gone to the plantation,
and left word for his sister that he might not return
until late the following day. Phyllis was very
wretched. She could hardly trust the message.
It was possible that Richard had considered flight
from temptation the wisest course, and that he expected
John would leave during his absence. On the other
hand, it was just as likely that John would not leave,
and that the quarrel would be renewed at the hotel,
or upon the street, under circumstances where every
influence would be against the young men.
She was sure that if she had John’s
promise to keep peace with Richard, that he would
not break it; but she did not know whether he was still
in the village or had gone away altogether. If
the latter, she would certainly receive some message
from him; and, if no message came, she must conclude
that he was waiting for an opportunity to see her.
Harriet was sure that he was at the
village ‘hotel.’ “Dime done
seen him thar,” she said, positively, “and
Mass’r John no sich fool as go ‘way widout
talkin’ up for himself. I was ’stonished
dis afternoon, Miss Phill, he took Mass’r Richard’s
worryin’ dat quiet-like; but I could see de
bearin’s ob things mighty plain.”
“You heard the quarrel, then, Harriet?”
“Couldn’t help hearin’
ob it, Miss Phill, no way; ’case I right thar.
I was in de dinin’-room fixin’ up de clean
window curtains, and de young gen’lemen were
on de p’azza. Cassie never do fix de curtains
right; she’s not got de hang ob dem, Miss Phill;
so I jist made up my mind to do ’em myself;
and while I was busy as a honey-bee ’bout dem,
Mass’r Richard, he walk proud-like up to Mass’r
John, and say, ‘he want to speak a few words
wid him.’ Den I kind ob open my ears, case,
Miss Phill, when gen’lemen want to ‘say
a few words,’ dey’re most ob de time onpleasant
ones.”
“Did Master John answer?”
“He looked kind ob ‘up-head,’
and says he, ‘Dat all right. I’se
nothin’ ‘gainst you sayin’ dem.’
So Mass’r Richard he tell him dat he hear some
talk down town, and dat he won’t have you talked
’bout, and dat as thar was to be no marryin’
’tween you two, Mass’r John better go
’way.” “Did Master Richard say
‘go away,’ Harriet?”
“Dat’s jist what he say—’go
‘way,’ and Mass’r John he flash up
like, and say, he sorry to be turn’d out ob
de ole home, and dat he’ll go as soon as he
see you. Den Mass’r Richard, he git up in
one ob his white-hot still tempers, and he say, ’No
gen’lemen need more ’an one word;’
and Mass’r John say, ‘No gen’leman
eber say dat one word;’ and Mass’r Richard
say, ’Sir, you in my house, and you ’sume
on dat position;’ and Mass’r John say
he ’mighty soon be in some oder house, and den
Mass’r Richard not hab sich ‘cuse;’
and, wid dat, he stamp his foot, and walk off like
both sides ob de argument ’long to him.”
“Then what, Harriet?”
“Mass’r Richard tear roun’
to de stables, and he tole Moke to saddle up Prince,
and whilst de poor boy doin’ his best, he storm
roun’ at dis thing and dat thing, till Prince
work himself up in a fury, too, and I ’spects
dey’s both tired out by dis time. Prince
he jist reared and kicked and foamed at de mouth,
and did all de debil’s own horse could do to
fling Mass’r Richard, and Mass’r Richard,
he de whitest white man any body eber seen. Ki!
but de whip come down steady, Miss Phill.”
“O, Harriet, how wretched you do make me.”
“Dar isn’t a bit need
to worry, Miss Phill. Prince done tried himself
wid Mass’r Richard ’fore dis, and he allus
come in de stable meek as a lamb. When Mass’r
Richard’s got dat dumb debil in him, he’d
ride a ragin’ lion, and bring him home like
a lamb.”
“It’s not that, Harriet;
it’s not that. But if he meet Master John
there will be trouble—and O, the sin of
it.”
“Dat am true as preachin’, Miss Phill.”
“If I could only see John Millard.”
“I’ll mighty soon go for him, ef you say
so.”
“No; that will not do.”
For Phyllis was aware that such a
messenger would only make more trouble. Harriet
was known to be her maid, and John was known to be
her lover. To do anything which would give cause
for ill-natured remarks was to find Richard the excuse
which would permit him active interference. “I
must avoid the appearance of evil,” she said,
anxiously. “What must I do?”
“Clar’ I don’t know,
Miss Phill. ’Pears like you’se on
a bery dangerous road. I reckon you’d best
pray for de grace to choose de cleanest, safest steppin’-stones.”
“Yes; that is best, Harriet.”
But Phyllis was not one of those rash
beings who rush into the presence of God without thought
or solemnity. Slowly bending, body and soul,
she communed with her own heart and was still, until
it burned within her, and the supplication came.
When she rose from her knees, she was resigned in
all things to God’s will, no matter what self-denial
it involved; and she was not unhappy. For, O
believe this truth, the saddest thing under the sky
is a soul incapable of sadness! Most blessed
are those souls who are capable of lodging so great
a guest as Sorrow, who know how to regret, and how
to desire, and who have learned that with renunciation
life begins.
And Phyllis foresaw that renunciation
would be the price of peace. At the commencement
of the inquiry with her own soul she had refused to
entertain the idea. She had tried to find reasons
for seeking some other human adviser than Bishop Elliott,
because she feared that he would counsel hard things
to her. Ere she slept, however, she had determined
to go to him very early in the morning.
But while she was drinking her coffee
John Millard entered the room. He took her hands,
and, looking sorrowfully into her face, said, “Phyllis,
my dearest, it was not my fault.”
“I believe you, John.”
“And you love me, Phyllis?”
“I shall always love you, for
I believe you will always try to deserve my love.
But we must part at present. I was just going
to ask the Bishop to tell you this. I can trust
you, John, and you can trust me. He will tell
you what you ought to do. And don’t think
hard of me if I say ‘good-bye’ now; for
though Richard went to the plantation last night,
he may be back any hour, and for my sake you must avoid
him.”
“Phyllis; you are asking a very
hard thing. Richard has said words which I can
scarcely ignore. Two or three men have inquired
if I was going to put up with them?”
“What kind of men?”
“Captain Lefferts and Jim Wade and—”
“Nay, you need say no more.
Will you sacrifice my happiness to the opinion of
Captain Lefferts and Jim Wade? Are you their slave?
Richard is not himself now; if you permit him to force
a fight upon you, you will both sorrow for it all
your lives.”
“I will go and see the Bishop,
and do whatever he tells me. If I need a defender
from ill words—”
“You may safely leave your good
name in his care, John. And who would dare to
dispute a word he said? Dear John, I knew I could
trust you. Goodbye, my love!”
He drew her to his breast and kissed
her, and with a look of fervent, sorrowful love, was
leaving the room, when Richard entered by another
door. He intercepted the glance, and returned
it to John with one of contemptuous defiant anger.
It did not help to soothe Richard that John looked
unusually handsome. There was a fire and persuasion
in his face, a tenderness and grace in his manner,
that was very irritating, and Richard could neither
control his hands nor his tongue. He began at
once to feel for his pistol. “Why is John
Millard here?” he asked of Phyllis. “Answer
me that.”
“He is here to promise me that
he will not put the name of Phyllis Fontaine in the
month of every drunken gambler and scornful man and
woman to satisfy his own selfish, false pride.”
“He is too big a coward to fight
a gentleman, he prefers fighting half-armed savages;
but I propose to honor his behavior with more attention
than it deserves unless he runs away.”
“John, dear John, do not mind
what Richard says now. He will be sorry for it.
If you care for me, ever so little, you will not fight
about me. The shame would kill me. I don’t
deserve it. I will never marry a man who drags
my name into a quarrel. Richard, for our mother’s
sake, be yourself. Brother, you ought to protect
me! I appeal to you! For God’s sake,
dear Richard, give me that pistol!”
“Phyllis,” said John,
“I will go. I will not fight. Your
desire is sufficient.”
“Coward! You shall fight
me! I will call you coward wherever I meet you.”
“No one, who knows us both, will believe you.”
It was not the taunt, so much as the
look of deep affection which John gave Phyllis, that
irritated the angry man beyond further control.
In a moment he had struck John, and John had cocked
his pistol. In the same moment Phyllis was between
them, looking into John’s eyes, and just touching
the dangerous weapon. John trembled all over and
dropped it. “Go your ways safely, Richard
Fontaine. I could kill you as easy as a baby,
but for Phyllis’s sake you are safe.”
“But I will make you fight,
sir;” and as he uttered the threat, he attempted
to push Phyllis aside. Ere one could have spoken,
she had faced Richard and fallen. Her movement
in some way had fired the cocked pistol, and, with
a cry of horror, he flung it from him. John lifted
her. Already the blood was staining the snowy
muslin that covered her breast. But she was conscious.
“Kiss me, John, and go.
It was an accident, an accident, dear. Remember
that.”
“Stay with her, Richard.
I will go for a doctor, my horse is saddled at the
door;” and John rode away, as men ride between
life and death. Richard sat in a stupor of grief,
supporting the white form that tried to smile upon
him, until the eyes closed in a death-like unconsciousness.