“Stir the deep wells of life that
flow within you,
Touched by God’s genial
hand;
And let the chastened sure ambition win
you
To serve his high command.
“And mighty love embracing all things
human
In one all-fathering name,
Stamping God’s seal on trivial things
and common,
With consecrated aim.”
As the weeks went on the squire’s
confidence insensibly grew. He met Lord Eltham
one day when he was out riding, and they did not quarrel.
On the contrary, Eltham was so conciliating, so patient,
and so confidently hopeful, that it was almost impossible
for Hallam not to be in some measure influenced by
him.
“I’m quite sure t’
young fellows will succeed,” he said, “and
if there’s more ‘an one son i’ a
family thou may take my word for it it’s a varry
comfortable thing to hev more ’an one living
for ’em.”
“And if they spoil t’
horn instead o’ making t’ spoon, what then,
Eltham?”
“They’ll hev hed t’
experience, and they’ll be more ready to settle
down to what is made for ’em, and to be content
wi’ it.”
“That’s varry fine i’
thy case, for t’ experience’ll cost thee
nothing. Thou is giving thy younger son a chance
out o’ t’ Digby’s and Hallam’s
money.”
Eltham only laughed. “Ivery
experiment comes out o’ somebody’s pocket,
Hallam—it’ll be my turn next happen.
Will ta come t’ hunt dinner at Eltham on Thursday?”
“Nay, I wont. I’ll
not bite nor sup at thy table again till we see what
we shall see. If I want to say what I think about
thee, I’m none going to tie my tongue aforehand.”
“We’ll be fast friends
yet. See, if we bean’t! Good-bye to
thee, Hallam. Thou’lt be going through
t’ park, I expect?”
“Ay; I’ll like enough find company there.”
It was about three o’clock,
gray and chill. There had been a good deal of
snow, and, except where it was brushed away from the
foot-path, it lay white and unbroken, the black trunks
of the trees among it looking like pillars of ebony
in the ivory-paved courts of a temple. Up in
the sky winter was passing with all his somber train,
the clouds flying rapidly in great grotesque masses,
and seeming to touch the tops of the trees like a
gloomy, floating veil.
Phyllis and Elizabeth, wrapped in
woolens and furs, walked cheerily on, Phyllis leaning
upon the arm of Elizabeth. They were very happy,
and their low laughter and snatches of Christmas carols
made a distinct sound in the silent park, for the
birds were all quiet and preoccupied, and flitted
about the hawthorns with anxious little ways that were
almost human in their care and melancholy. The
girls had some crumbs of bread and ears of wheat in
a basket, and they scattered them here and there in
sheltered nooks.
“I’m so glad you remembered
it, Phyllis. I shall never forgive myself for
not having thought of it before.”
“It is only bare justice to
our winged sisters. God made the berries for
their winter store, and we have taken them to adorn
our houses and churches. Unless we provide a
good substitute there is an odor of cruel sacrifice
about our festal decorations. And if the poor
little robins and wrens die of hunger, do you think
He, who sees them fall, will hold us innocent?”
“Look how with bright black
eyes they watch us scattering the food! I hope
it will not snow until all of them have had a good
supper.”
Elizabeth was unusually gay.
She had had a delightful letter from Richard, and
he was to return to Hallam about the New-Year.
There had also been one from Antony, beginning “Honored
Sir,” and ending with the “affectionate
duty” of Antony Hallam; and, though the squire
had handed it over to Elizabeth without a word, she
understood well the brighter light in his face and
the cheerful ring in his voice.
They went into Martha’s laughing,
and found her standing upon a table hanging up Christmas
boughs. The little tea-pot was in a bower of holly
leaves, and held a posy of the scarlet hawthorn berries
mixed with the white, waxy ones of the mistletoe.
“You wont forget the birds,
Martha? You have been stealing from their larder,
I see.”
“I’m none o’ that
sort, Miss Phyllis. Look ’ee there;”
and she pointed to the broad lintel of her window,
which had been scattered over with crumbs; where,
busily picking them up, were two robin redbreasts,
who chirruped thankfully, and watched Martha with
bright curious eyes.
“Mary Clough’s coming
to dinner to-morrow, and her and Ben are going to
t’ chapel together. Ben’s getten himsen
a new suit o’ broadcloth, and my word! they’ll
be a handsome couple!”
“You’ll have a happy Christmas, Martha.”
“Nobody in a’ England
hes more reason to keep a joyful Christmas, Miss Hallam.”
“No two Christmases are exactly
alike; are they, Martha? Last year your daughter
was with you. Now she is married and gone far
away. Last Christmas my brother was at home.
He is not coming this year.”
“I found that out long ago,
Miss Hallam. First we missed father, then mother;
then it was a brother or a sister, or a child more
or less; then my husband went, and last year, Sarah
Ann.”
“Will you and Ben come to the hall to-night?”
“Why—mebbe we will.”
“Ben has quite got over his trouble?”
“Ah, Mary helped him a deal.”
“Mary will get a good husband.”
“She will that. Ben Craven
is good at home. You may measure a man by his
home conduct, it’s t’ right place to draw
t’ line, you may depend upon it. Tak’
a bit o’ Christmas loaf, and go your ways back
now, dearies, for we’ll be heving a storm varry
soon.”
They went merrily out, and about fifty
yards away met Mr. North. He also looked very
happy, and his lips were moving, as if he was silently
singing. In fact, he was very happy; he had been
giving gifts to the poor, and the blessing of many
“ready to perish” was upon him. He
thanked Phyllis and Elizabeth for the Christmas offerings
sent to his chapel; and told them of a special service
that was to be held on the first Sunday of the new
year. “I should like you to be there, Miss
Fontaine,” he said, “for I think this peculiar
service of Methodism is not held in America.”
His happiness had conquered his timidity.
He looked almost handsome, as he gave them at parting
“God’s blessing,” and the wish for
a “Merry Christmas.”
“I wish you would ask him to dinner, Elizabeth?”
“Certainly, I will. I should like to do
it.”
They hurried after him, and overtook
him, with his hand upon a cottage gate.
“Will you come and dine with
us, Mr. North? It is a gala night at the hall,
and many of your people will be there. They will
like to see you, and you will add to our pleasure
also.”
“Thank you, Miss Hallam.
It will be very pleasant to me. My duty will
be finished in half an hour, then I will follow you.”
His face was as happy and as candid
as a child’s, as he lifted his hat, and entered
the cottage garden. Elizabeth involuntarily watched
him. “He seems to tread upon air. I
don’t believe he remembers he is still in the
body. He looks like a gentleman to-day.”
“He is always a gentleman, Elizabeth.
I am told he has about L70 a year. Who but a
gentleman could live upon that and look as he does?
Ben Craven has double it, but who would call Ben a
gentleman?”
“There is a singular thing about
the appearance of Methodist preachers, Phyllis; they
all look alike. If you see a dozen of them together,
the monotony is tiresome. The best of them are
only larger specimens of the same type—are
related to the others as a crown piece is related
to a shilling. You know a Methodist minister as
soon as you see him.”
“That is just as it ought to
be. They are the Methodist coin, and they bear
its image and its superscription. The disciples
had evidently the same kind of ‘monotony.’
People who were not Nazarenes ’took knowledge
of them, that they had been with Jesus.’
But if this is a fault, surely the English clergy
have it in a remarkable degree. I know an Episcopal
clergyman just as soon and just as far as I can see
him.”
“Their cloth—”
“O, it is not only their ‘cloth.’
That long surtout, and nicely adjusted white tie,
and general smoothness and trimness, is all very distinctive
and proper; but I refer quite as much to that peculiar
self-containedness of aspect and that air of propriety
and polish which surrounds them like an atmosphere.”
“Now we are quits, Phyllis,
and I think we had better walk faster. See what
large flakes of snow are beginning to fall!”
The squire had reached home first,
and was standing at the door to meet them, his large
rosy face all smiles. There was a roaring, leaping
fire in the hall, and its trophies of chase and war
were wreathed and crowned with fir and box and holly.
Branches of mistletoe hung above the doors and the
hearth-stone; and all the rooms were equally bright.
The servants tripped about in their best clothes, the
men with bits of hawthorn berries and box on their
breast, the women with sprigs of mistletoe. There
was the happiest sense of good humor and good-will,
the far-away echo of laughter, the tinkling of glass
and china and silver, the faint delicious aroma, through
opening doors, of plentiful good cheer.
“Whativer kept you so long,
dearies? Run away and don yourselves, and make
yourselves gay and fine. Christmas comes but once
a year. And don’t keep dinner waiting;
mind that now! T’ rector’s here, and
if there’s any thing that puts him about, it’s
waiting for his dinner.”
“We asked Mr. North, father; he will be here
soon.”
“I’m uncommon glad you
asked him. Go your ways and get your best frocks
on. I’ll go to t’ door to meet him.”
In about an hour the girls came down
together, Phyllis in a pale gray satin, with delicate
edgings of fine lace. It fitted her small form
to perfection, close to the throat, close to the wrists,
and it had about it a slight but charming touch of
puritanism. There was a white japonica in her
hair, and a flame-colored one at her throat, and these
were her only ornaments. Elizabeth wore a plain
robe of dark blue velvet, cut, as was the fashion
in those days, to show the stately throat and shoulders.
Splendid bracelets were on her arms, and one row of
large white pearls encircled her throat. She looked
like a queen, and Phyllis wished Richard could have
seen her.
“She’ll be a varry proper
mistress o’ Hallam-Croft,” thought the
squire, with a passing sigh. But—his
eyes dwelt with delight upon Phyllis. “Eh!”
he said, “but thou art a bonny lass! T’
flowers that bloom for thee to wear are t’ happiest
flowers that blow, I’ll warrant thee.”
After dinner the squire and his daughter
went to the servants’ hall to drink “loving
cup” at their table, and to give their Christmas
gifts. The rector, in the big chair he loved,
sat smoking his long pipe. Mr. North, with a
face full of the sweetest serenity and pleasure, sat
opposite, his thin white hands touching each other
at all their finger tips, and his clear eyes sometimes
resting on the blazing fire, and sometimes drifting
away to the face of Phyllis, or to that of the rector.
“You have been making people happy all day,
Mr. North?”
“Yes; it has been a good day
to me. I had twelve pounds to give away.
They made twelve homes very happy. I don’t
often have such a pleasure.”
“I have noticed, Mr. North,”
said the rector, “that you do very little pastoral
visiting.”
“That is not my duty.”
“I think it a very important part of my duty.”
“You are right. It is. You are a pastor.”
“And you?”
“I am a preacher. My duty
is to preach Christ and him crucified. To save
souls. There are others whose work it is to serve
tables, and comfort and advise in trouble and perplexity.”
“But you must lose all the personal and social
influence of a pastor.”
“If I had desired personal and
social influence, I should hardly have chosen the
office of a Methodist preacher. ’Out of
breath pursuing souls,’ was said of John Wesley
and his pretorian band of helpers. I follow,
as best I can, in their footsteps. But though
I have no time for visiting, it is not neglected.”
“Yes?” said the rector, inquiringly.
“Our class-leaders do that.
John Dawson and Jacob Hargraves and Hannah Sarum are
the class-leaders in Hallam and West Croft. You
know them?”
“Yes.”
“They are well read in the Scriptures.
They have sorrowed and suffered. They understand
the people. They have their local prejudices and
feelings. They have been in the same straits.
They speak the same tongue. It is their duty
to give counsel and comfort, and material help if
it is needed; to watch over young converts; to seek
those that are backsliding; to use their influence
in every way for such of the flock as are under their
charge. John Dawson has twenty-two men and Jacob
Hargraves nineteen men under their care. Hannah
Sarum has a very large class. No one pastor could
do as regards meat and money matters what these three
can do. Besides, the wealthy, the educated, and
the prosperous cannot so perfectly enter into the
joys and sorrows of the poor. If a woman has
a drunken husband, or a disobedient child, she will
more readily go to Hannah for comfort and advice than
to me; and when James Baker was out of work, it was
John Dawson who loaned him five pounds, and who finally
got him a job in Bowling’s mill. I could
have done neither of these things for him, however
willing I might have been.”
“I have never understood the
office, then. It is a wonderful arrangement for
mutual help.”
“It gives to all our societies
a family feeling. We are what we call ourselves—brothers
and sisters;” and, with a smile, he stretched
out his hand to take the one which Phyllis, by some
sympathetic understanding, offered him.
“There was something like it in the apostolic
Church?”
“Yes; our class-leader is the
apostolic diaconate. The apostles were preachers,
evangelists, hasting here and there to save souls.
The deacons were the pastors of the infant churches.
I preach seven times a week. I walk to all the
places I preach at. It is of more importance
to me that men are going to eternal destruction, than
that they are needing a dinner or a coat.”
“But if you settled down in
one place you would soon become familiar with the
people’s needs; you would only have to preach
two sermons a week, and you could do your own pastoral
duty.”
“True; but then I would not
be any longer a Methodist preacher. A Methodist
pastor is a solecism; Methodism is a moving evangelism.
When it settles down for a life pastorate it will
need a new name.”
“However, Mr. North, it seems
to me, that a preacher should bring every possible
adjunct to aid him. The advantages of a reputation
for piety, wisdom, and social sympathy are quite denied
to a man who is only a preacher.”
“He has the cross of Christ.
It needs no aid of wealth, or wisdom, or social sympathy.
It is enough for salvation. The banner of the
Methodist preacher is that mighty angel flying over
land and sea, and having the everlasting Gospel to
preach!”
His enthusiasm had carried him away.
He sighed, and continued, “But I judge no man.
There must be pastors as well as preachers. I
was sent to preach.”
For a moment there was silence, then
the fine instinct of Phyllis perceived that the conversation
had reached exactly that point when it demanded relief
in order to effect its best ends. She went to
the piano and began to sing softly some tender little
romance of home and home joys. In the midst of
it the squire and Elizabeth entered, and the conversation
turned upon Christmas observances. So, it fell
out naturally enough that Phyllis should speak of
her southern home, and describe the long rows of white
cabins among the live oaks, and the kind-hearted dusky
dwellers in them; and, finally, as she became almost
tearful over her memories, she began to sing one of
the “spirituals,” then so totally unknown
beyond plantation life, singing it sotto voce,
swaying her body gently to the melody, and softly clapping
her small hands as an accompaniment:
“My soul! Massa Jesus!
My soul!
My soul!
Dar’s a little thing lays in my heart,
An’ de more I dig him, de better he spring:
My soul!
Dar’s a little thing lays in my heart,
An’ he set my soul on fire:
My soul!
Massa Jesus! My soul! My soul!”
Then changing the time and tune, she continued:
“De water deep, de water cold,
Nobody here to help me!
O de water rise! De water roll!
Nobody here to help me!
Dear Lord,
Nobody here to help me!”
She had to sing them and many others
over and over. Mr. North’s eyes were full
of tears, and the rector hid his face in his hands.
As for the squire, he sat looking at her with wonder
and delight.
“Why did ta nivver sing them
songs afore, Phyllis? I nivver heard such music.”
“It never has been written down, uncle.”
“Who made it up for ’em?”
“It was never made. It
sprung from their sorrows and their captivity.
The slave’s heart was the slave’s lyre.”
They talked until a deputation came
from the servant’s hall and asked for Mr. North.
They belonged to the Christmas waits, and if he was
going back to the village they wished to accompany
him home; an offer he readily accepted.
“I have had a happy evening,
squire;” and his smile included every one in
the blessing he left behind. They all followed
him to the door, and watched the little crowd take
their way through the white park. The snow had
quite ceased, the moon rode full and clear in mid-heaven,
and near by her there was one bright, bold, steady
star.
In a short time Elizabeth went with
Phyllis to her room, and they laid aside their dresses
and ornaments, and, sitting down before the fire,
began to talk of Richard and Antony, of Rome and America,
and of those innocent, happy hopes which are the joy
of youth. How bright their faces were! How
prettily the fire-light glinted in their white robes
and loosened hair! How sweetly their low voices
and rippling laughter broke the drowsy silence of
the large, handsome room! Suddenly the great
clock in the tower struck twelve. They counted
off the strokes on their white fingers, looking into
each other’s faces with a bright expectancy;
and after a moment’s pause, out clashed the Christmas
bells, answering each other from hill to hill through
the moonlit midnight. Phyllis was in an ecstasy
of delight. She threw open her window and stood
listening, “O, I know what they say, Elizabeth.
Glory be to God on high! And hark! There
is singing!”
“It is the waits, Phyllis.”
A company of about fifty men and women
were coming through the park, filling the air as they
came with music, till all the hills and valleys re-echoed
the “In Excelsis Gloria” of the sweet old
carol:
“When Christ was born of Mary free,
In Bethlehem that fair citie,
The angels sang in holy glee,
‘In
excelsis gloria!’”
They finished the last verses under
the Hall windows, and then, after a greeting from
the rector and the squire, they turned happily back
to the village, singing Herrick’s most perfect
star song:
“Tell us, thou clear and heavenly
tongue,
Where is the Babe that lately sprung?
Lies He the lily-banks among?”
Phyllis was weeping unrestrainedly;
Elizabeth, more calm and self-contained, held her
against her breast, and smiled down at the happy tears.
Blessed are they who have wept for joy! They have
known a rapture far beyond the power of laughter to
express.
The next week was full of visiting
and visitors. The squire kept open house.
The butler stood at the sideboard all day long, and
there was besides one large party which included all
the families within a few miles of Hallam that had
any acquaintance with the squire. It was, perhaps,
a little trial at this time for Phyllis to explain
to Elizabeth that she could not dance.
“But father is expecting to
open the ball with you. He will be very much
disappointed.”
“I am sorry to disappoint him; but, indeed,
I cannot.”
“I will teach you the step and figure in half
an hour.”
“I do not wish to learn.
I have both conscientious and womanly scruples against
dancing.”
“I forgot. The Methodists
do not sanction dancing, I suppose; but you must admit,
Phyllis, that very good people are mentioned in the
Bible as dancing.”
“True, Elizabeth; but the religious
dances of Judea were triumphant adoration. You
will hardly claim so much for the polka or waltz.
All ancient dances were symbolical, and meant something.
Every motion was a thought, every attitude a sentiment.
If the daughter of Herodias had danced a modern cotillion,
do you think that John the Baptist’s head would
have fallen at her feet?”
“Don’t associate modern
dancing with such unpleasant things. We do not
want it to mean any thing but pleasure.”
“But how can you find rational
pleasure in spinning round like a teetotum in a room
of eighty degrees temperature?”
“All people do not waltz; I do not myself.”
“The square dances, then?
What are they but slouching mathematical dawdling,
and ‘promiscuous’ bobbing around?”
“But people must do something to pass the time.”
“I do not see that, Elizabeth.
We are told not ‘to pass the time,’ but
to ‘redeem’ it. I think dancing a
foolish thing, and folly and sin are very close kin.”
“You said ‘unwomanly’ also?”
“Yes; I think dancing is unwomanly
in public. If you waltz with Lord Francis Eltham,
you permit him to take a liberty with you in public
you would not allow under any other circumstances.
And then just look at dancers! How heated, flushed,
damp, and untidy they look after the exercise!
Did you ever watch a lot of men and women dancing when
you could not hear the music, but could only see them
bobbing up and down the room? I assure you they
look just like a party of lunatics.”
Elizabeth laughed; but Phyllis kept
her resolution. And after the ball was over,
Elizabeth said, frankly, “You had the best of
it, Phyllis, every way. You looked so cool and
sweet and calm in the midst of the confusion and heat.
I declare every one was glad to sit down beside you,
and look at you. And how cheerfully you sang and
played! You did not dance, but, nevertheless,
you were the belle of the ball.”
On the first Sabbath of the new year
Phyllis was left at the little Methodist chapel.
Her profession had always been free from that obtrusive
demonstration of religious opinion which is seldom
united with true piety. While she dwelt under
her uncle’s roof it had seemed generally the
wisest and kindest thing to worship with his family.
It involved nothing that hurt her conscience, and it
prevented many disputes which would probably have
begun in some small household disarrangement, and
bred only dislike and religious offense. Her
Methodism had neither been cowardly nor demonstrative,
but had been made most conscious to all by her sweet
complaisance and charitable concessions.
So, when she said to the squire, “Uncle,
Mr. North tells me there is to be a very solemn Methodist
service to-morrow, and one which I never saw in America;
I should like you to leave me at the chapel,”
he answered: “To be sure, Phyllis.
We would go with thee, but there’s none but
members admitted. I know what service thou means
well enough.”
She found in the chapel about two
hundred men and women, for they had come to Hallam
from the smaller societies around. They were mostly
from what is often called “the lower orders,”
men and women whose hands were hard with toil, and
whose forms were bowed with labor. But what a
still solemnity there was in the place! No organ,
no dim religious light, no vergers, or beadles, or
robed choristers, or priest in sacred vestments.
The winter light fell pale and cold through the plain
windows on bare white-washed walls, on a raised wooden
pulpit, and on pews unpainted and uncushioned.
Some of the congregation were very old; some, just
in the flush of manhood and womanhood. All were
in the immediate presence of God, and were
intensely conscious of it. There was a solemn
hymn sung and a short prayer; then Mr. North’s
gaze wandered over the congregation until it rested
upon a man in the center—a very old man—with
hair as white as wool.
“Stephen Langside, can you stand
up before God and man to-day?”
The old man rose, and, supported by
two young farmers, lifted-up a face full of light
and confidence.
“They tell me that you are ninety-eight
years old, and that this is the seventy-first time
that you will renew your covenant with the eternal
Father. Bear witness this day of him.”
“His word is sure as t’
everlasting hills! I hev been young, and now
I’m old, and I hev hed a deal to do wi’
him, and he hes hed a deal to do for me; and he nivver
hes deceived me, and he hes nivver failed me, and
he has nivver turned t’ cold shoulder to me;
ay, and he hes stuck up to his promises, when I was
none ready to keep mine. There’s many good
masters, but he is t’ best Master of a’!
There’s many true friends, but he is the truest
of a’! Many a kind father, but no father
so kind as him! I know whom I hev believed,
and I can trust him even unto death!”
“Brothers and sisters, this
is the Master, the Friend, the Father, whom I ask
you to enter into covenant with to-day—a
holy solemn covenant, which you shall kneel down and
make upon your knees, and stand up and ratify in the
sight of angels and of men.”
Not ignorantly did Phyllis enter into
this covenant with her Maker. She had read it
carefully over, and considered well its awful solemnity.
Slowly the grand abnegation, the solemn engagement,
was formed; every sentence recited without haste,
and with full consciousness of all its obligations.
Then Mr. North, after a short pause for mental examination,
said:
“Remember now that you are in
the actual presence of the Almighty God. He is
nearer to you than breathing, closer than hands and
feet. He besets you before and behind. He
lays his hand upon you. Therefore let all who,
by standing up, give their soul’s assent to this
consecration, remember well to whom they promise.”
Slowly, one by one, the congregation
arose; and so they remained standing, until every
face was lifted. Then the silence was broken
by the joyful singing of Doddridge’s fine hymn,
“O happy day that fixed my choice,”
and the service closed with the administration
of the Holy Communion.
“Thou looks very happy, Phyllis,”
said the squire to her, as they both sat by the fire
that night.
“I am very happy, uncle.”
“Thou beats me! I told
t’ rector where ta had gone to-day, and he said
it were a varry singular thing that thou should take
such an obligation on thee. He said t’
terms of it would do for t’ varry strictest o’
Roman Catholic orders.”
“Do you not think, uncle, that
Protestants should be as strict regarding personal
holiness as Catholics?”
“Nay, I know nowt about it,
dearie. I wish women were a’ like thee,
though. They’d be a deal better to live
wi’. I like religion in a woman, it’s
a varry reliable thing. I wish Antony hed hed
his senses about him, and got thee to wed him.
Eh! but I would have been a happy father!”
“Uncle, dear—you see—I
love somebody else.”
“Well I nivver! Thee!
Why thou’s too young! When did ta begin
to think o’ loving any body?”
“When I was a little girl John
Millard and I loved each other. I don’t
know when I began to love him, I always loved him.”
“What is ta talking about? Such nonsense!”
“Love is not nonsense, uncle.
You remember the old English song you like so much:
“’O ’tis love, ’tis
love, ’tis love
That makes the world go round’”
“Now be quiet wi’ thee.
It’s nowt o’ t’ sort. Songs
and real life are varry different things. If
ta comes o real life, it’s money, and not love;
t’ world would varry soon stick without a bit
o’ money.”
About the middle of January Richard
returned to Hallam. The Bishop was with friends
in Liverpool, but he wished to sail immediately, and
Richard thought it best to sail with him. Phyllis
was willing to go. She had had a charming visit,
but she had many duties and friends on the other side,
and her heart, also, was there. As for danger
or discomfort in a winter passage, she did not think
it worth consideration. Some discomfort there
must be; and if storm, or even death came, she was
as near to heaven by sea as by land.
The squire had not written to Richard
about his plans for the succession of Hallam.
He had felt more uncertainty on the subject than he
would admit even to his own heart. He thought
he would prefer to explain matters to him in person.
So, one morning, as they were together, he said “Look
’ee here, Richard!” and he led him to the
portrait of Colonel Alfred Hallam. “Thou
can see where ta comes from. Thou is t’
varry marrow o’ that Hallam!”
Richard was much pleased at the incident,
and he traced with pleasure the resemblances between
them.
“Richard, I am going to leave Hallam to thee.”
It was not in the squire’s nature
to “introduce” a subject. He could
never half say a thing. His bald statement made
Richard look curiously at him. He never for a
moment believed him to mean what the words implied.
So he only smiled and bowed.
“Nay, thou needn’t laugh!
It’s no laughing matter. I’ll tell
thee all about it.”
In the squire’s way of telling,
the tale was a very short one. The facts were
stated in a few sentences, without comment. They
amazed Richard, and left him for a moment speechless.
“Well, what does ta say?”
“I will be as frank as you have
been, uncle. I cannot possibly accept your offer.”
“Thou’lt hev a reason?”
“More than one. First,
I would not change my name. I should feel as
if I had slandered the Fontaines. My father was
a brave soldier; my grandfather was a missionary,
whose praise is in all our churches. I need go
no farther back. If I had been born ‘Hallam’
I would have stood by the name just as firmly.”
“Then, thou wilt hev to give
up Elizabeth. Succession must go in her children
and in her name.”
“Miss Hallam and you accepted
me as Richard Fontaine. Have I not the right
to expect that both she and you will keep your word
with me?”
“Thou forgets, Richard.
Her duty to her father and to her ancestors stands
before thee. If thy duty to thine will not let
thee give up thy name, hers may well be due to home
and lands that hold her by a tenure o’ a thousand
years. But neither Miss Hallam nor Hallam Hall
need go a-begging, lad. I ask thy pardon for offering
thee owt so worthless.”
“Dear uncle, do not be angry with me.”
“Ay, ay; it’s ‘dear
uncle,’ and ‘dear father,’ but it’s
also, ’I’ll tak’ my own way’,
wi’ both Antony and thee. I’m a varry
unhappy old man. I am that!”
He walked angrily off, leaving Richard
standing before the picture which so much resembled
him. He turned quickly, and went in search of
Elizabeth. She was sitting with Phyllis in the
breakfast parlor. Phyllis, who was often inclined
to a dreamy thoughtfulness, was so inclined at that
hour, and she was answering Elizabeth’s remarks,
far more curious of some mental vision than of the
calm-browed woman, sitting opposite to her, sewing
so industriously. Richard came in like a small
tempest, and for once Elizabeth’s quiet, inquiring
regard seemed to irritate him.
“Elizabeth;” and he took
her work from her hand, and laid it on the table.
“My dear love! does Phyllis know?”
“What, Richard?”
“About Antony and the Hallam estate?”
“No; I thought it best to let you tell her.”
“Because you were sure I would refuse it?—Phyllis!”
“Yes, Richard.”
“Your uncle is going to disinherit
Antony; and he wishes me to become his heir and take
his name.”
“But that is impossible.
You could not take Antony’s place. You could
not give up your name—not for a kingdom.”
“Then,” said Elizabeth,
a little proudly, “he must give me up. I
cannot disobey my father.”
Phyllis quietly rose and went out.
She could not interfere with the lovers, but she felt
sorry enough for them. Richard’s compliance
was forbidden by every sentiment of honor. Elizabeth
was little likely to give way. Richard held her
to her promise, and pleaded for its fulfillment.
He wanted no fortune. He was quite content that
her fortune should go to free Hallam. But he
did not see that her life and happiness, and his,
also, should be sacrificed to Antony’s insane
ambition. “He will marry, doubtless,”
he urged. “He may have a large family;
cannot one of them, in such case, be selected as heir?”
This was the only hope Elizabeth would
admit. In her way she was as immovable as Richard.
She had made up her mind as to what was her duty in
the premises, and her lover could not move her from
this position. And, as the unhappy can seldom
persuade themselves that “sufficient unto the
day is the evil thereof,” each heart was heavy
with the probable sorrows that were to flow from this
complication of affairs.
Phyllis, musing thoughtfully at her
own room window, saw the squire walking on the terrace.
Her first impulse was to go to him, but she sat down
to consider the inclination. Her class-leader,
a shrewd, pious old Scotchman, had once said to her—“Nine
impulses oot o’ ten, Sister Phyllis, come fra
the de’il. Just put an impulse through its
catechism before ye go the gate it sends ye.”
So she sat down to think. “What right have
I to interfere? Ought I to solicit a confidence?
Can I do good? Might I not do harm? A good
word spoken out of season is often a bad word; and
I am not sure what is the good word in this case.
I had better be still and wait.”
Her patience had in some measure its
reward. Toward afternoon Elizabeth came to her
room. Her eyes were red with weeping, but she
said, “Father and Richard have shaken hands,
Phyllis; there is to be no ill-will about the disappointment.”
“I am very glad. But is
it to be a disappointment—to you, I mean,
Elizabeth?”
“I fear so; I must stand by
father’s side as regards Hallam. I can
wait and love on. But I will not bind Richard.
He is free.”
“I am quite sure he is not free.
Richard will never be free while there remains a hope
of eventually winning you.”
“He says that nothing but my
marriage to some other person shall make him lose
hope; but men say these things and forget.”
“Richard means what he says.
He will not forget; and time gives with both hands
to the patient and the truthful. Is the squire
satisfied?”
“I don’t think he blames
Richard. The shadow I felt on the night of our
betrothal has begun to creep toward me, Phyllis.
I am in its chill and gloom. It will darken all
our remaining hours together, and they are few now.”
“Make the most of them, dear.
Get all the sunshine you can; stay with Richard.
I am going to the village to bid Martha good-bye.”
“Richard says you are to sail Wednesday?”
“Yes; what is the use of drawing
out a parting? We have had a happy holiday.
Let us go ere its spirit is over. There must be
times and seasons, Elizabeth; it is the part of love
and wisdom never to force them. Besides, uncle
has a very sore place in his heart, and Richard can
hardly avoid rubbing against it. It is best for
us to go.”
Martha was a little dull, and Phyllis
was struck with her explanation: “I’m
a bit selfish to-day; and t’ heart that isn’t
loving isn’t cheerful. Ben and me hev been
so much to each other, that it comes a bit hard to
hev to step aside for a lass as one doesn’t care
much for.” She put her checked apron to
her eyes, and wiped away a few tears.
“But Ben can never forget what you did for him.”
“It was Mary after a’
that saved him. I nobbut prayed night and day.
She brought the magistrate and t’ constable.
Men don’t count much on prayer.”
“Dear Martha, God sends by whom
he will send. If he had thought it best, you
would have got the order. God looks afar off—for
the years that are to come—when you may
be where all tears are wiped away.”
“I know, I know.”
“Don’t let Ben think you
grudge him the fullest measure of his happiness and
deliverance. Mothers must have a deal to bear.
The best of children are blind, I think.”
Martha was crying quietly. “He
was t’ last left me. I hev carried him
i’ my heart for months, till my heart is fair
empty without him. I wanted him a little bit
to mysen. She’s a good girl, is Mary, and
I’m trying hard to love her; but I’ve
got a weight on me that’s bad to bide.”
“If it’s a bitter cup, drink it, Martha.”
“My lass, I’ll do that.
There’ll be a blessing in t’ bottom o’
it, never fear. I’m nobbut standing as
a bairn does wi’ a cup o’ medicine; and
when a thing is hard to take, its nobbut human nature
to say it’s none nice.”
“I am come to say ‘good-bye’
Martha; I don’t want to leave you in tears.”
“Nay then is ta! Surely
to goodness thou isn’t going in t’ dead
o’ winter?”
“Yes. We leave Hallam to-morrow.”
“Then bide a bit. I’ll
mak’ a cup o’ tea in t’ little Wesley
tea-pot; and I’ll toast thee a Yorkshire cake,
and we’ll eat a mouthful together in this world
before we part. We’ll be none like to meet
again.”
She wiped away every trace of tears,
and drew the little table to the hearth-stone, and
set out her humble service. And she quite put
away her own trouble and spoke cheerfully, and served
Phyllis with busy hospitality.
“For, you see,” she said,
as she knelt before the fire toasting the cake, “I
feel as if you were a pilgrim, Sister Phyllis, that
had come across my little cottage on your way to the
kingdom. And if I didn’t mak’ you
welcome, and say a hearty, loving ‘Godspeed’
to you, I’d happen miss a bit o’ my own
welcome when I enter the gates o’ the kingdom.
So, eat and drink, dearie; and may the bread strengthen
you, and the cup be full o’ blessing.”
“I shall never forget you, Martha.
I think we shall know each other when we meet again.”
“For sure we will. It will
be in ‘Jerusalem the golden’ I don’t
doubt. Farewell, sister!” and she took
the sweet young face between her large hands and kissed
it.
Her smile was bright, her words cheerful,
but Phyllis went down the street with a heavy heart.
She stopped at the house where Mr. North lodged and
asked to see him. He came down to her with a smile;
but when she said, “It is a good-bye, Mr. North,”
his face grew pale, his eyes full of trouble; he was
unable to answer her. The silence became painful,
and Phyllis rose.
“Let me walk a little way with
you. Pardon me, I was not prepared for this—blow.”
Then Phyllis knew that he loved her.
Then he knew it himself. A great pity was in
her heart. She was silent and constrained, and
they walked together as two who are walking toward
a grave.
“It is very hard for me to say
‘good-bye,’ Miss Fontaine. I shall
never, never forget you.”
“There are many hard things
in life, Mr. North; we can but bear them.”
“Is that all?”
“That is all.”
“God help me!” He lifted
her gloved hand and touched it with his lips.
No knight could have expressed in the act more respect,
more hopeless tenderness. Then he turned silently
away. Phyllis’s lips parted, but no words
would come. She was full of sorrow for the noble,
suffering, humble heart. She longed to say a
kind word, and yet felt that it would be unkind; and
she stood still watching him as he went farther and
farther away. At a bend in the road he turned
and saw her standing. The level rays of the sun
set her in a clear amber light. He gazed at her
steadily for a moment, raised his hand slowly, and
passed forever from her sight.
There was something so pathetic and
yet so lofty in the slight, vanishing figure, with
the hand lifted heavenward, that she felt strangely
affected, and could scarcely restrain her tears.
When people come to the end of a pleasure,
so many little things show it. The first enthusiasms
are gone, there is a little weariness in joy, the
heart begins to turn to those fundamental affections
and those homely ties which are the main reliance
of life. It seemed to Phyllis that, for the first
time, she was homesick. The low, white, rambling
wooden house, spreading itself under moss-covered trees,
began to grow very fair in her memory. The mocking-birds
were calling her across the sea. She remembered
the tangles of the yellow jasmine, the merry darkies
chatting and singing and laughing, and her soul turned
westward with an indescribable longing.
And she thought to herself, as she
stood upon the terrace and looked over the fair land
she was leaving with so little regret, “When
the time comes for me to go to my heavenly home, I
shall be just as willing to leave the earthly one.”