SOME incidents interrupted the conversation
at this point, and when it flowed on again, it was
in a slightly varied channel, and gradually changed
from the abstract into matters of more personal interest.
“What a mystery is life!”
exclaimed Mrs. Markland, the words following an observation
that fell from the lips of Mr. Willet.
“Is it a mystery to you?”
was asked, with something of surprise in the questioner’s
tone.
“There are times,” replied
Mrs. Markland, “when I can see a harmony, an
order, a beauty in every thing; but my vision does
not always remain clear. Ah! if we could ever
be content to do our duty in the present, and leave
results to Him who cares for us with an infinite love!”
“A love,” added Mrs. Willet,
“that acts by infinite wisdom. Can we not
trust these fully? Infinite love and infinite
wisdom?”
“Yes
—reason
makes unhesitating response. But when dark days
come, how the poor heart sinks! Our faith is strong
when the sky is bright. We can trust the love
and wisdom of our Maker when broad gleams of sunshine
lie all along our pathway.”
“True; and therefore the dark
days come to us as much in mercy as the bright ones,
for they show us that our confidence in Heaven is
not a living faith. ‘There grows much bread
in the winter night,’ is a proverb full of a
beautiful significance. Wheat, or bread, is, in
the outer world of nature, what good is in the, inner
world of spirit. And as well in the winter night
of trial and adversity is bread grown, as in the winter
of external nature. The bright wine of truth
we crush from purple clusters in genial autumn; but
bread grows even while the vine slumbers.”
“I know,” said Mrs. Markland,
“that, in the language of another, ‘sweet
are the uses of adversity.’ I know it to
be true, that good gains strength and roots itself
deeply in the winter of affliction and adversity,
that it may grow up stronger, and produce a better
harvest in the end. As an abstract truth, how
clear this is! But, at the first chilling blast,
how the spirit sinks; and when the sky grows dull
and leaden, how the heart shivers!”
“It is because we rest in mere
natural and external things as the highest good.”
“Yes—how often do
we hear that remarked! It is the preacher’s
theme on each recurring Sabbath,” said Mrs.
Markland, in an abstracted way. “How often
have words of similar import passed my own lips, when
I spoke as a mentor, and vainly thought my own heart
was not wedded to the world and the good things it
offers for our enjoyment!”
“If we are so wedded,”
said Mrs. Willet, in her earnest, gentle way, “is
not that a loving Providence which helps us to a knowledge
of the truth, even though the lesson prove a hard
one to learn—nay, even if it be acquired
under the rod of a stern master?”
“Oh, yes, yes!” said Mrs. Markland, unhesitatingly.
“It is undoubtedly true,”
said Mrs. Willet, “that all things of natural
life are arranged, under Providence, with a special
view to the formation and development within us of
spiritual life, or the orderly and true lives of our
spirits. We are not born into this world merely
to eat, drink, and enjoy sensual and corporeal pleasures
alone. This is clear to any mind on the slightest
reflection. The pleasures of a refined taste,
as that of music and art, are of a higher and more
enduring character than these; and of science and
knowledge, still more enduring. Yet not for these,
as the highest development of our lives, were we born.
Taste, science, knowledge, even intelligence, to which
science and knowledge open the door, leave us still
short of our high destiny. The Temple of Wisdom
is yet to be penetrated.”
“Science, knowledge, intelligence,
wisdom!” said Mrs. Markland, speaking slowly
and thoughtfully. “What a beautiful and
orderly series! First we must learn the dead
formulas.”
“Yes, the lifeless scientifics,
if they may so be called, must first be grounded in
the memory. Arrangement and discrimination follow.
One fact or truth is compared with another, and the
mind thus comes to know, or has knowledge. Mere
facts in the mind are lifeless without thought.
Thought broods over dead science in the external memory,
and knowledge is born.”
“How clear! How beautiful!” ejaculated
Mrs. Markland.
“But knowledge is little more
than a collection of materials, well arranged; intelligence
builds the house.”
“And wisdom is the inhabitant,”
said Mrs. Markland, whose quick perceptions were running
in advance.
“Yes—all that preceded
was for the sake of the inhabitant. Science is
first; then knowledge, then intelligence—but
all is for the sake of wisdom.”
“Wisdom—wisdom.” Mrs.
Markland mused again.
“What is wisdom?”
“Angelic life,” said Mrs.
Willet. “One who has thought and written
much on heavenly themes, says, ’Intelligence
and wisdom make an angel.’”
Mrs. Markland sighed, but did not
answer. Some flitting thought seemed momentarily
to have shadowed her spirit.
“To be truly wise is to be truly
good,” said Mrs. Willet. “We think
of angels as the wisest and best of beings, do we not?”
“Oh, yes.”
“The highest life, then, toward
which we can aspire, is angelic life. Their life
is a life of goodness, bodying itself in wisdom.”
“How far below angelic life
is the natural life that we are leading here!”
said Mrs. Markland.
“And therefore is it that a
new life is prescribed,—a life that begins
in learning heavenly truths first, as mere external
formulas of religion. These are to be elevated
into knowledge, intelligence, and afterward wisdom.
And it is because we are so unwilling to lead this
heavenly life that our way in the world is often made
rough and thorny, and our sky dark with cloud and
tempest.”
Mr. Willet now interrupted the conversation
by a remark that turned the thoughts of all from a
subject which he felt to be too grave for the occasion,
and soon succeeded in restoring a brighter hue to the
mind of Mrs. Markland. Soon after, the visitors
returned home, all parties feeling happier for the
new acquaintance which had been formed, and holding
in their hearts a cheerful promise of many pleasant
interchanges of thought and feeling.
Many things said by Mr. Willet, and
by his mother and sisters, made a strong impression
on the mind of Mrs. Markland and her daughter.
They perceived some things in a new and clearer light
that had been to them vailed in obscurity before.
“Flora is a lovely girl,”
said Fanny, “and so wise beyond her years.
Many times I found myself looking into her face and
wondering not to see the matron there. We are
fortunate in such neighbours.”
“Very fortunate, I think,”
replied her mother. “I regard them as having
minds of a superior order.”
“Flora is certainly a superior
girl. And she seems to me as good as she is wise.
Her thought appears ever lifting itself upward, and
there is a world of new ideas in her mind. I never
heard any one talk just as she does.”
“What struck me in every member
of the family,” said Mrs. Markland, “was
a profound religious trust; a full confidence in that
Infinite Wisdom which cannot err, nor be unkind.
Ah! my daughter, to possess that were worth more than
all this world can offer.”
A servant who had been despatched
for letters, brought, late in the day, one for Mrs.
Markland from her husband, and one for Fanny from
Mr. Lyon. This was the first communication the
latter had sent to Fanny direct by post. The
maiden turned pale as she received the letter, and
saw, by the superscription, from whom it came.
Almost crushing it in her hand, she hurried away,
and when alone, broke the seal, and with unsteady
hands unfolded it, yet scarcely daring to let her
eyes rest upon the first words:—
“MY EVER DEAR FANNY.”—[How
her heart leaped as she read these words!]—“I
write to you direct by post, for there remains no longer
any reason why our correspondence should be a concealed
one. I have also written to your father, and
shall await his response with the deepest anxiety.
Let his decision in the matter be what it may, I shall
forever bear your image in my heart as a most sacred
possession. Will you not write immediately?
Conceal nothing of the effect produced on your father’s
mind. Send your letter as addressed before, and
it will be forwarded to my hands. May heaven bless
you, dear Fanny! In haste, suspense, and deep
anxiety. LEE LYON.”
Mrs. Markland’s letter from
her husband was very brief, and rather vague as to
his purposes:
“I will be home, if possible,
this week; but may be kept here, by important business,
over Sunday. If so, I will write again. Every
thing is progressing to my fullest satisfaction.
Little danger, I think, of my dying from ennui
in the next twelve months. Head and hands will
both be pretty well occupied for that period, if not
longer. There is too much vitality about me for
the life of a drone. I was growing restless and
unhappy from sheer idleness and want of purpose.
How does our dear Fanny seem? I feel no little
concern about her. Mr. Lyon makes no direct proposition
for her hand, but it is evidently his purpose to do
so. I wish I knew him better, and that I had,
just now, a freer mind to consider the subject.
Weigh it well in your thoughts, Agnes; and by all
means observe Fanny very closely. Dear child!
She is far too young for this experience. Ah,
me! The more I think of this matter, the more
I feel troubled.
“But good-by, for a little while.
I am writing in haste, and cannot say half that is
in my thoughts.”