But, after all, it was not long now,
and then she’d be gone for good. And there
was no getting over the fact that she had been very
kind to father. She had nursed him day and night
at the end. Indeed, both Constantia and Josephine
felt privately she had rather overdone the not leaving
him at the very last. For when they had gone
in to say good-bye Nurse Andrews had sat beside his
bed the whole time, holding his wrist and pretending
to look at her watch. It couldn’t have
been necessary. It was so tactless, too.
Supposing father had wanted to say something—something
private to them. Not that he had. Oh,
far from it! He lay there, purple, a dark, angry
purple in the face, and never even looked at them when
they came in. Then, as they were standing there,
wondering what to do, he had suddenly opened one eye.
Oh, what a difference it would have made, what a difference
to their memory of him, how much easier to tell people
about it, if he had only opened both! But no—one
eye only. It glared at them a moment and then…went
out.
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