I was astonished at the sincerity
and temper of this pious Papist, as much as I was
oppressed by the power of his reasoning; and it presently
occurred to my thoughts, that if such a temper was
universal, we might be all Catholic Christians, whatever
Church or particular profession we joined in; that
a spirit of charity would soon work us all up into
right principles; and as he thought that the like
charity would make us all Catholics, so I told him
I believed, had all the members of his Church the
like moderation, they would soon all be Protestants.
And there we left that part; for we never disputed
at all. However, I talked to him another way,
and taking him by the hand, “My friend,”
says I, “I wish all the clergy of the Romish
Church were blessed with such moderation, and had
an equal share of your charity. I am entirely
of your opinion; but I must tell you that if you should
preach such doctrine in Spain or Italy, they would
put you into the Inquisition.”—“It
may be so,” said he; “I know not what they
would do in Spain or Italy; but I will not say they
would be the better Christians for that severity;
for I am sure there is no heresy in abounding with
charity.”
Well, as Will Atkins and his wife
were gone, our business there was over, so we went
back our own way; and when we came back, we found
them waiting to be called in. Observing this,
I asked my clergyman if we should discover to him
that we had seen him under the bush or not; and it
was his opinion we should not, but that we should talk
to him first, and hear what he would say to us; so
we called him in alone, nobody being in the place
but ourselves, and I began by asking him some particulars
about his parentage and education. He told me
frankly enough that his father was a clergyman who
would have taught him well, but that he, Will Atkins,
despised all instruction and correction; and by his
brutish conduct cut the thread of all his father’s
comforts and shortened his days, for that he broke
his heart by the most ungrateful, unnatural return
for the most affectionate treatment a father ever gave.
In what he said there seemed so much
sincerity of repentance, that it painfully affected
me. I could not but reflect that I, too, had
shortened the life of a good, tender father by my bad
conduct and obstinate self-will. I was, indeed,
so surprised with what he had told me, that I thought,
instead of my going about to teach and instruct him,
the man was made a teacher and instructor to me in
a most unexpected manner.
I laid all this before the young clergyman,
who was greatly affected with it, and said to me,
“Did I not say, sir, that when this man was
converted he would preach to us all? I tell you,
sir, if this one man be made a true penitent, there
will be no need of me; he will make Christians of
all in the island.”—But having a
little composed myself, I renewed my discourse with
Will Atkins. “But, Will,” said I,
“how comes the sense of this matter to touch
you just now?”
W.A.—Sir, you have set
me about a work that has struck a dart though my very
soul; I have been talking about God and religion to
my wife, in order, as you directed me, to make a Christian
of her, and she has preached such a sermon to me as
I shall never forget while I live.
R.C.—No, no, it is not
your wife has preached to you; but when you were moving
religious arguments to her, conscience has flung them
back upon you.
W.A.—Ay, sir, with such
force as is not to be resisted.
R.C.—Pray, Will, let us
know what passed between you and your wife; for I
know something of it already.
W.A.—Sir, it is impossible
to give you a full account of it; I am too full to
hold it, and yet have no tongue to express it; but
let her have said what she will, though I cannot give
you an account of it, this I can tell you, that I
have resolved to amend and reform my life.
R.C.—But tell us some of
it: how did you begin, Will? For this
has been an extraordinary case, that is certain.
She has preached a sermon, indeed, if she has wrought
this upon you.
W.A.—Why, I first told
her the nature of our laws about marriage, and what
the reasons were that men and women were obliged to
enter into such compacts as it was neither in the
power of one nor other to break; that otherwise, order
and justice could not be maintained, and men would
run from their wives, and abandon their children,
mix confusedly with one another, and neither families
be kept entire, nor inheritances be settled by legal
descent.
R.C.—You talk like a civilian,
Will. Could you make her understand what you
meant by inheritance and families? They know
no such things among the savages, but marry anyhow,
without regard to relation, consanguinity, or family;
brother and sister, nay, as I have been told, even
the father and the daughter, and the son and the mother.
W.A.—I believe, sir, you
are misinformed, and my wife assures me of the contrary,
and that they abhor it; perhaps, for any further relations,
they may not be so exact as we are; but she tells me
never in the near relationship you speak of.
R.C.—Well, what did she say to what you
told her?
W.A.—She said she liked
it very well, as it was much better than in her country.
R.C.—But did you tell her what marriage
was?
W.A.—Ay, ay, there began
our dialogue. I asked her if she would be married
to me our way. She asked me what way that was;
I told her marriage was appointed by God; and here
we had a strange talk together, indeed, as ever man
and wife had, I believe.
N.B.—This dialogue between
Will Atkins and his wife, which I took down in writing
just after he told it me, was as follows:-
Wife.—Appointed by your
God!—Why, have you a God in your country?
W.A.—Yes, my dear, God is in every country.
Wife.—No your God in my country; my country
have the great old
Benamuckee God.
W.A.—Child, I am very unfit
to show you who God is; God is in heaven and made
the heaven and the earth, the sea, and all that in
them is.
Wife.—No makee de earth;
no you God makee all earth; no makee my country.
[Will Atkins laughed a little at her
expression of God not making her country.]
Wife.—No laugh; why laugh me? This
no ting to laugh.
[He was justly reproved by his wife,
for she was more serious than he at first.]
W.A.—That’s true,
indeed; I will not laugh any more, my dear.
Wife.—Why you say you God makee all?
W.A.—Yes, child, our God
made the whole world, and you, and me, and all things;
for He is the only true God, and there is no God but
Him. He lives for ever in heaven.
Wife.—Why you no tell me long ago?
W.A.—That’s true,
indeed; but I have been a wicked wretch, and have
not only forgotten to acquaint thee with anything before,
but have lived without God in the world myself.
Wife.—What, have you a
great God in your country, you no know Him? No
say O to Him? No do good ting for Him?
That no possible.
W.A.—It is true; though,
for all that, we live as if there was no God in heaven,
or that He had no power on earth.
Wife.—But why God let you
do so? Why He no makee you good live?
W.A.—It is all our own fault.
Wife.—But you say me He
is great, much great, have much great power; can makee
kill when He will: why He no makee kill when
you no serve Him? no say O to Him? no be good mans?
W.A.—That is true, He might
strike me dead; and I ought to expect it, for I have
been a wicked wretch, that is true; but God is merciful,
and does not deal with us as we deserve.
Wife.—But then do you not
tell God thankee for that too?
W. A.—No, indeed, I have
not thanked God for His mercy, any more than I have
feared God from His power.
Wife.—Then you God no God;
me no think, believe He be such one, great much power,
strong: no makee kill you, though you make Him
much angry.
W.A.—What, will my wicked
life hinder you from believing in God? What a
dreadful creature am I! and what a sad truth is it,
that the horrid lives of Christians hinder the conversion
of heathens!
Wife.—How me tink you have
great much God up there [she points up to heaven],
and yet no do well, no do good ting? Can He tell?
Sure He no tell what you do?
W.A.—Yes, yes, He knows
and sees all things; He hears us speak, sees what
we do, knows what we think though we do not speak.
Wife.—What! He no
hear you curse, swear, speak de great damn?
W.A.—Yes, yes, He hears it all.
Wife.—Where be then the much great power
strong?
W.A.—He is merciful, that
is all we can say for it; and this proves Him to be
the true God; He is God, and not man, and therefore
we are not consumed.
[Here Will Atkins told us he was struck
with horror to think how he could tell his wife so
clearly that God sees, and hears, and knows the secret
thoughts of the heart, and all that we do, and yet
that he had dared to do all the vile things he had
done.]
Wife.—Merciful! What you call dat?
W.A.—He is our Father and Maker, and He
pities and spares us.
Wife.—So then He never
makee kill, never angry when you do wicked; then He
no good Himself, or no great able.
W.A.—Yes, yes, my dear,
He is infinitely good and infinitely great, and able
to punish too; and sometimes, to show His justice
and vengeance, He lets fly His anger to destroy sinners
and make examples; many are cut off in their sins.
Wife.—But no makee kill
you yet; then He tell you, maybe, that He no makee
you kill: so you makee the bargain with Him,
you do bad thing, He no be angry at you when He be
angry at other mans.
W.A.—No, indeed, my sins
are all presumptions upon His goodness; and He would
be infinitely just if He destroyed me, as He has done
other men.
Wife.—Well, and yet no
kill, no makee you dead: what you say to Him
for that? You no tell Him thankee for all that
too?
W.A.—I am an unthankful,
ungrateful dog, that is true.
Wife.—Why He no makee you
much good better? you say He makee you.
W.A.—He made me as He made
all the world: it is I have deformed myself
and abused His goodness, and made myself an abominable
wretch.
Wife.—I wish you makee
God know me. I no makee Him angry—I
no do bad wicked thing.
[Here Will Atkins said his heart sunk
within him to hear a poor untaught creature desire
to be taught to know God, and he such a wicked wretch,
that he could not say one word to her about God, but
what the reproach of his own carriage would make most
irrational to her to believe; nay, that already she
had told him that she could not believe in God, because
he, that was so wicked, was not destroyed.]
W.A.—My dear, you mean,
you wish I could teach you to know God, not God to
know you; for He knows you already, and every thought
in your heart.
Wife.—Why, then, He know
what I say to you now: He know me wish to know
Him. How shall me know who makee me?
W.A.—Poor creature, He
must teach thee: I cannot teach thee. I
will pray to Him to teach thee to know Him, and forgive
me, that am unworthy to teach thee.
[The poor fellow was in such an agony
at her desiring him to make her know God, and her
wishing to know Him, that he said he fell down on
his knees before her, and prayed to God to enlighten
her mind with the saving knowledge of Jesus Christ,
and to pardon his sins, and accept of his being the
unworthy instrument of instructing her in the principles
of religion: after which he sat down by her
again, and their dialogue went on. This was the
time when we saw him kneel down and hold up his hands.]
Wife.—What you put down
the knee for? What you hold up the hand for?
What you say? Who you speak to? What is
all that?
W.A.—My dear, I bow my
knees in token of my submission to Him that made me:
I said O to Him, as you call it, and as your old men
do to their idol Benamuckee; that is, I prayed to
Him.
Wife.—What say you O to Him for?
W.A.—I prayed to Him to
open your eyes and your understanding, that you may
know Him, and be accepted by Him.
Wife.—Can He do that too?
W.A.—Yes, He can: He can do all things.
Wife.—But now He hear what you say?
W.A.—Yes, He has bid us pray to Him, and
promised to hear us.
Wife.—Bid you pray?
When He bid you? How He bid you? What
you hear Him speak?
W.A.—No, we do not hear
Him speak; but He has revealed Himself many ways to
us.
[Here he was at a great loss to make
her understand that God has revealed Himself to us
by His word, and what His word was; but at last he
told it to her thus.]
W.A.—God has spoken to
some good men in former days, even from heaven, by
plain words; and God has inspired good men by His
Spirit; and they have written all His laws down in
a book.
Wife.—Me no understand that; where is book?
W.A.—Alas! my poor creature,
I have not this book; but I hope I shall one time
or other get it for you, and help you to read it.
[Here he embraced her with great affection,
but with inexpressible grief that he had not a Bible.]
Wife.—But how you makee
me know that God teachee them to write that book?
W.A.—By the same rule that we know Him
to be God.
Wife.—What rule? What way you know
Him?
W.A.—Because He teaches
and commands nothing but what is good, righteous,
and holy, and tends to make us perfectly good, as well
as perfectly happy; and because He forbids and commands
us to avoid all that is wicked, that is evil in itself,
or evil in its consequence.
Wife.—That me would understand,
that me fain see; if He teachee all good thing, He
makee all good thing, He give all thing, He hear me
when I say O to Him, as you do just now; He makee me
good if I wish to be good; He spare me, no makee kill
me, when I no be good: all this you say He do,
yet He be great God; me take, think, believe Him to
be great God; me say O to Him with you, my dear.
Here the poor man could forbear no
longer, but raised her up, made her kneel by him,
and he prayed to God aloud to instruct her in the
knowledge of Himself, by His Spirit; and that by some
good providence, if possible, she might, some time
or other, come to have a Bible, that she might read
the word of God, and be taught by it to know Him.
This was the time that we saw him lift her up by
the hand, and saw him kneel down by her, as above.
They had several other discourses,
it seems, after this; and particularly she made him
promise that, since he confessed his own life had
been a wicked, abominable course of provocations against
God, that he would reform it, and not make God angry
any more, lest He should make him dead, as she called
it, and then she would be left alone, and never be
taught to know this God better; and lest he should
be miserable, as he had told her wicked men would be
after death.
This was a strange account, and very
affecting to us both, but particularly to the young
clergyman; he was, indeed, wonderfully surprised with
it, but under the greatest affliction imaginable that
he could not talk to her, that he could not speak English
to make her understand him; and as she spoke but very
broken English, he could not understand her; however,
he turned himself to me, and told me that he believed
that there must be more to do with this woman than
to marry her. I did not understand him at first;
but at length he explained himself, viz. that
she ought to be baptized. I agreed with him
in that part readily, and wished it to be done presently.
“No, no; hold, sir,” says he; “though
I would have her be baptized, by all means, for I
must observe that Will Atkins, her husband, has indeed
brought her, in a wonderful manner, to be willing
to embrace a religious life, and has given her just
ideas of the being of a God; of His power, justice,
and mercy: yet I desire to know of him if he
has said anything to her of Jesus Christ, and of the
salvation of sinners; of the nature of faith in Him,
and redemption by Him; of the Holy Spirit, the resurrection,
the last judgment, and the future state.”
I called Will Atkins again, and asked
him; but the poor fellow fell immediately into tears,
and told us he had said something to her of all those
things, but that he was himself so wicked a creature,
and his own conscience so reproached him with his
horrid, ungodly life, that he trembled at the apprehensions
that her knowledge of him should lessen the attention
she should give to those things, and make her rather
contemn religion than receive it; but he was assured,
he said, that her mind was so disposed to receive due
impressions of all those things, and that if I would
but discourse with her, she would make it appear to
my satisfaction that my labour would not be lost upon
her.
Accordingly I called her in, and placing
myself as interpreter between my religious priest
and the woman, I entreated him to begin with her;
but sure such a sermon was never preached by a Popish
priest in these latter ages of the world; and as I
told him, I thought he had all the zeal, all the knowledge,
all the sincerity of a Christian, without the error
of a Roman Catholic; and that I took him to be such
a clergyman as the Roman bishops were before the Church
of Rome assumed spiritual sovereignty over the consciences
of men. In a word, he brought the poor woman
to embrace the knowledge of Christ, and of redemption
by Him, not with wonder and astonishment only, as
she did the first notions of a God, but with joy and
faith; with an affection, and a surprising degree
of understanding, scarce to be imagined, much less
to be expressed; and, at her own request, she was
baptized.
When he was preparing to baptize her,
I entreated him that he would perform that office
with some caution, that the man might not perceive
he was of the Roman Church, if possible, because of
other ill consequences which might attend a difference
among us in that very religion which we were instructing
the other in. He told me that as he had no consecrated
chapel, nor proper things for the office, I should
see he would do it in a manner that I should not know
by it that he was a Roman Catholic myself, if I had
not known it before; and so he did; for saying only
some words over to himself in Latin, which I could
not understand, he poured a whole dishful of water
upon the woman’s head, pronouncing in French,
very loud, “Mary” (which was the name
her husband desired me to give her, for I was her
godfather), “I baptize thee in the name of the
Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost;”
so that none could know anything by it what religion
he was of. He gave the benediction afterwards
in Latin, but either Will Atkins did not know but
it was French, or else did not take notice of it at
that time.
As soon as this was over we married
them; and after the marriage was over, he turned to
Will Atkins, and in a very affectionate manner exhorted
him, not only to persevere in that good disposition
he was in, but to support the convictions that were
upon him by a resolution to reform his life:
told him it was in vain to say he repented if he
did not forsake his crimes; represented to him how
God had honoured him with being the instrument of bringing
his wife to the knowledge of the Christian religion,
and that he should be careful he did not dishonour
the grace of God; and that if he did, he would see
the heathen a better Christian than himself; the savage
converted, and the instrument cast away. He said
a great many good things to them both; and then, recommending
them to God’s goodness, gave them the benediction
again, I repeating everything to them in English;
and thus ended the ceremony. I think it was
the most pleasant and agreeable day to me that ever
I passed in my whole life. But my clergyman
had not done yet: his thoughts hung continually
upon the conversion of the thirty-seven savages, and
fain be would have stayed upon the island to have undertaken
it; but I convinced him, first, that his undertaking
was impracticable in itself; and, secondly, that perhaps
I would put it into a way of being done in his absence
to his satisfaction.
Having thus brought the affairs of
the island to a narrow compass, I was preparing to
go on board the ship, when the young man I had taken
out of the famished ship’s company came to me,
and told me he understood I had a clergyman with me,
and that I had caused the Englishmen to be married
to the savages; that he had a match too, which he
desired might be finished before I went, between two
Christians, which he hoped would not be disagreeable
to me.
I knew this must be the young woman
who was his mother’s servant, for there was
no other Christian woman on the island: so I
began to persuade him not to do anything of that kind
rashly, or because be found himself in this solitary
circumstance. I represented to him that he had
some considerable substance in the world, and good
friends, as I understood by himself, and the maid also;
that the maid was not only poor, and a servant, but
was unequal to him, she being six or seven and twenty
years old, and he not above seventeen or eighteen;
that he might very probably, with my assistance, make
a remove from this wilderness, and come into his own
country again; and that then it would be a thousand
to one but he would repent his choice, and the dislike
of that circumstance might be disadvantageous to both.
I was going to say more, but he interrupted me, smiling,
and told me, with a great deal of modesty, that I
mistook in my guesses—that he had nothing
of that kind in his thoughts; and he was very glad
to hear that I had an intent of putting them in a
way to see their own country again; and nothing should
have made him think of staying there, but that the
voyage I was going was so exceeding long and hazardous,
and would carry him quite out of the reach of all
his friends; that he had nothing to desire of me but
that I would settle him in some little property in
the island where he was, give him a servant or two,
and some few necessaries, and he would live here like
a planter, waiting the good time when, if ever I returned
to England, I would redeem him. He hoped I would
not be unmindful of him when I came to England:
that he would give me some letters to his friends in
London, to let them know how good I had been to him,
and in what part of the world and what circumstances
I had left him in: and he promised me that whenever
I redeemed him, the plantation, and all the improvements
he had made upon it, let the value be what it would,
should be wholly mine.
His discourse was very prettily delivered,
considering his youth, and was the more agreeable
to me, because he told me positively the match was
not for himself. I gave him all possible assurances
that if I lived to come safe to England, I would deliver
his letters, and do his business effectually; and
that he might depend I should never forget the circumstances
I had left him in. But still I was impatient
to know who was the person to be married; upon which
he told me it was my Jack-of-all-trades and his maid
Susan. I was most agreeably surprised when he
named the match; for, indeed, I thought it very suitable.
The character of that man I have given already; and
as for the maid, she was a very honest, modest, sober,
and religious young woman: had a very good share
of sense, was agreeable enough in her person, spoke
very handsomely and to the purpose, always with decency
and good manners, and was neither too backward to
speak when requisite, nor impertinently forward when
it was not her business; very handy and housewifely,
and an excellent manager; fit, indeed, to have been
governess to the whole island; and she knew very well
how to behave in every respect.
The match being proposed in this manner,
we married them the same day; and as I was father
at the altar, and gave her away, so I gave her a portion;
for I appointed her and her husband a handsome large
space of ground for their plantation; and indeed this
match, and the proposal the young gentleman made to
give him a small property in the island, put me upon
parcelling it out amongst them, that they might not
quarrel afterwards about their situation.
This sharing out the land to them
I left to Will Atkins, who was now grown a sober,
grave, managing fellow, perfectly reformed, exceedingly
pious and religious; and, as far as I may be allowed
to speak positively in such a case, I verily believe
he was a true penitent. He divided things so
justly, and so much to every one’s satisfaction,
that they only desired one general writing under my
hand for the whole, which I caused to be drawn up,
and signed and sealed, setting out the bounds and
situation of every man’s plantation, and testifying
that I gave them thereby severally a right to the
whole possession and inheritance of the respective
plantations or farms, with their improvements, to them
and their heirs, reserving all the rest of the island
as my own property, and a certain rent for every particular
plantation after eleven years, if I, or any one from
me, or in my name, came to demand it, producing an
attested copy of the same writing. As to the
government and laws among them, I told them I was not
capable of giving them better rules than they were
able to give themselves; only I made them promise
me to live in love and good neighbourhood with one
another; and so I prepared to leave them.
One thing I must not omit, and that
is, that being now settled in a kind of commonwealth
among themselves, and having much business in hand,
it was odd to have seven-and-thirty Indians live in
a nook of the island, independent, and, indeed, unemployed;
for except the providing themselves food, which they
had difficulty enough to do sometimes, they had no
manner of business or property to manage. I
proposed, therefore, to the governor Spaniard that
he should go to them, with Friday’s father,
and propose to them to remove, and either plant for
themselves, or be taken into their several families
as servants to be maintained for their labour, but
without being absolute slaves; for I would not permit
them to make them slaves by force, by any means; because
they had their liberty given them by capitulation,
as it were articles of surrender, which they ought
not to break.
They most willingly embraced the proposal,
and came all very cheerfully along with him:
so we allotted them land and plantations, which three
or four accepted of, but all the rest chose to be
employed as servants in the several families we had
settled. Thus my colony was in a manner settled
as follows: The Spaniards possessed my original
habitation, which was the capital city, and extended
their plantations all along the side of the brook,
which made the creek that I have so often described,
as far as my bower; and as they increased their culture,
it went always eastward. The English lived in
the north-east part, where Will Atkins and his comrades
began, and came on southward and south-west, towards
the back part of the Spaniards; and every plantation
had a great addition of land to take in, if they found
occasion, so that they need not jostle one another
for want of room. All the east end of the island
was left uninhabited, that if any of the savages should
come on shore there only for their customary barbarities,
they might come and go; if they disturbed nobody,
nobody would disturb them: and no doubt but they
were often ashore, and went away again; for I never
heard that the planters were ever attacked or disturbed
any more.