Having thus given an account of the
colony in general, and pretty much of my runagate
Englishmen, I must say something of the Spaniards,
who were the main body of the family, and in whose
story there are some incidents also remarkable enough.
I had a great many discourses with
them about their circumstances when they were among
the savages. They told me readily that they
had no instances to give of their application or ingenuity
in that country; that they were a poor, miserable,
dejected handful of people; that even if means had
been put into their hands, yet they had so abandoned
themselves to despair, and were so sunk under the
weight of their misfortune, that they thought of nothing
but starving. One of them, a grave and sensible
man, told me he was convinced they were in the wrong;
that it was not the part of wise men to give themselves
up to their misery, but always to take hold of the
helps which reason offered, as well for present support
as for future deliverance: he told me that grief
was the most senseless, insignificant passion in the
world, for that it regarded only things past, which
were generally impossible to be recalled or to be
remedied, but had no views of things to come, and had
no share in anything that looked like deliverance,
but rather added to the affliction than proposed a
remedy; and upon this he repeated a Spanish proverb,
which, though I cannot repeat in the same words that
he spoke it in, yet I remember I made it into an English
proverb of my own, thus:-
“In trouble to be troubled,
Is to have your trouble doubled.”
He then ran on in remarks upon all
the little improvements I had made in my solitude:
my unwearied application, as he called it; and how
I had made a condition, which in its circumstances
was at first much worse than theirs, a thousand times
more happy than theirs was, even now when they were
all together. He told me it was remarkable that
Englishmen had a greater presence of mind in their
distress than any people that ever he met with; that
their unhappy nation and the Portuguese were the worst
men in the world to struggle with misfortunes; for
that their first step in dangers, after the common
efforts were over, was to despair, lie down under
it, and die, without rousing their thoughts up to proper
remedies for escape.
I told him their case and mine differed
exceedingly; that they were cast upon the shore without
necessaries, without supply of food, or present sustenance
till they could provide for it; that, it was true,
I had this further disadvantage and discomfort, that
I was alone; but then the supplies I had providentially
thrown into my hands, by the unexpected driving of
the ship on the shore, was such a help as would have
encouraged any creature in the world to have applied
himself as I had done. “Seignior,”
says the Spaniard, “had we poor Spaniards been
in your case, we should never have got half those
things out of the ship, as you did: nay,”
says he, “we should never have found means to
have got a raft to carry them, or to have got the
raft on shore without boat or sail: and how much
less should we have done if any of us had been alone!”
Well, I desired him to abate his compliments, and
go on with the history of their coming on shore, where
they landed. He told me they unhappily landed
at a place where there were people without provisions;
whereas, had they had the common sense to put off to
sea again, and gone to another island a little further,
they had found provisions, though without people:
there being an island that way, as they had been
told, where there were provisions, though no people—that
is to say, that the Spaniards of Trinidad had frequently
been there, and had filled the island with goats and
hogs at several times, where they had bred in such
multitudes, and where turtle and sea-fowls were in
such plenty, that they could have been in no want
of flesh, though they had found no bread; whereas,
here they were only sustained with a few roots and
herbs, which they understood not, and which had no
substance in them, and which the inhabitants gave
them sparingly enough; and they could treat them no
better, unless they would turn cannibals and eat men’s
flesh.
They gave me an account how many ways
they strove to civilise the savages they were with,
and to teach them rational customs in the ordinary
way of living, but in vain; and how they retorted upon
them as unjust that they who came there for assistance
and support should attempt to set up for instructors
to those that gave them food; intimating, it seems,
that none should set up for the instructors of others
but those who could live without them. They
gave me dismal accounts of the extremities they were
driven to; how sometimes they were many days without
any food at all, the island they were upon being inhabited
by a sort of savages that lived more indolent, and
for that reason were less supplied with the necessaries
of life, than they had reason to believe others were
in the same part of the world; and yet they found
that these savages were less ravenous and voracious
than those who had better supplies of food.
Also, they added, they could not but see with what
demonstrations of wisdom and goodness the governing
providence of God directs the events of things in
this world, which, they said, appeared in their circumstances:
for if, pressed by the hardships they were under,
and the barrenness of the country where they were,
they had searched after a better to live in, they had
then been out of the way of the relief that happened
to them by my means.
They then gave me an account how the
savages whom they lived amongst expected them to go
out with them into their wars; and, it was true, that
as they had firearms with them, had they not had the
disaster to lose their ammunition, they could have
been serviceable not only to their friends, but have
made themselves terrible both to friends and enemies;
but being without powder and shot, and yet in a condition
that they could not in reason decline to go out with
their landlords to their wars; so when they came into
the field of battle they were in a worse condition
than the savages themselves, for they had neither
bows nor arrows, nor could they use those the savages
gave them. So they could do nothing but stand
still and be wounded with arrows, till they came up
to the teeth of the enemy; and then, indeed, the three
halberds they had were of use to them; and they would
often drive a whole little army before them with those
halberds, and sharpened sticks put into the muzzles
of their muskets. But for all this they were
sometimes surrounded with multitudes, and in great
danger from their arrows, till at last they found
the way to make themselves large targets of wood, which
they covered with skins of wild beasts, whose names
they knew not, and these covered them from the arrows
of the savages: that, notwithstanding these,
they were sometimes in great danger; and five of them
were once knocked down together with the clubs of the
savages, which was the time when one of them was taken
prisoner— that is to say, the Spaniard
whom I relieved. At first they thought he had
been killed; but when they afterwards heard he was
taken prisoner, they were under the greatest grief
imaginable, and would willingly have all ventured
their lives to have rescued him.
They told me that when they were so
knocked down, the rest of their company rescued them,
and stood over them fighting till they were come to
themselves, all but him whom they thought had been
dead; and then they made their way with their halberds
and pieces, standing close together in a line, through
a body of above a thousand savages, beating down all
that came in their way, got the victory over their
enemies, but to their great sorrow, because it was
with the loss of their friend, whom the other party
finding alive, carried off with some others, as I
gave an account before. They described, most
affectionately, how they were surprised with joy at
the return of their friend and companion in misery,
who they thought had been devoured by wild beasts
of the worst kind—wild men; and yet, how
more and more they were surprised with the account
he gave them of his errand, and that there was a Christian
in any place near, much more one that was able, and
had humanity enough, to contribute to their deliverance.
They described how they were astonished
at the sight of the relief I sent them, and at the
appearance of loaves of bread—things they
had not seen since their coming to that miserable place;
how often they crossed it and blessed it as bread
sent from heaven; and what a reviving cordial it was
to their spirits to taste it, as also the other things
I had sent for their supply; and, after all, they
would have told me something of the joy they were in
at the sight of a boat and pilots, to carry them away
to the person and place from whence all these new
comforts came. But it was impossible to express
it by words, for their excessive joy naturally driving
them to unbecoming extravagances, they had no way
to describe them but by telling me they bordered upon
lunacy, having no way to give vent to their passions
suitable to the sense that was upon them; that in
some it worked one way and in some another; and that
some of them, through a surprise of joy, would burst
into tears, others be stark mad, and others immediately
faint. This discourse extremely affected me,
and called to my mind Friday’s ecstasy when he
met his father, and the poor people’s ecstasy
when I took them up at sea after their ship was on
fire; the joy of the mate of the ship when he found
himself delivered in the place where he expected to
perish; and my own joy, when, after twenty-eight years’
captivity, I found a good ship ready to carry me to
my own country. All these things made me more
sensible of the relation of these poor men, and more
affected with it.
Having thus given a view of the state
of things as I found them, I must relate the heads
of what I did for these people, and the condition
in which I left them. It was their opinion, and
mine too, that they would be troubled no more with
the savages, or if they were, they would be able to
cut them off, if they were twice as many as before;
so they had no concern about that. Then I entered
into a serious discourse with the Spaniard, whom I
call governor, about their stay in the island; for
as I was not come to carry any of them off, so it
would not be just to carry off some and leave others,
who, perhaps, would be unwilling to stay if their
strength was diminished. On the other hand, I
told them I came to establish them there, not to remove
them; and then I let them know that I had brought
with me relief of sundry kinds for them; that I had
been at a great charge to supply them with all things
necessary, as well for their convenience as their defence;
and that I had such and such particular persons with
me, as well to increase and recruit their number,
as by the particular necessary employments which they
were bred to, being artificers, to assist them in
those things in which at present they were in want.
They were all together when I talked
thus to them; and before I delivered to them the stores
I had brought, I asked them, one by one, if they had
entirely forgot and buried the first animosities that
had been among them, and would shake hands with one
another, and engage in a strict friendship and union
of interest, that so there might be no more misunderstandings
and jealousies.
Will Atkins, with abundance of frankness
and good humour, said they had met with affliction
enough to make them all sober, and enemies enough
to make them all friends; that, for his part, he would
live and die with them, and was so far from designing
anything against the Spaniards, that he owned they
had done nothing to him but what his own mad humour
made necessary, and what he would have done, and perhaps
worse, in their case; and that he would ask them pardon,
if I desired it, for the foolish and brutish things
he had done to them, and was very willing and desirous
of living in terms of entire friendship and union
with them, and would do anything that lay in his power
to convince them of it; and as for going to England,
he cared not if he did not go thither these twenty
years.
The Spaniards said they had, indeed,
at first disarmed and excluded Will Atkins and his
two countrymen for their ill conduct, as they had
let me know, and they appealed to me for the necessity
they were under to do so; but that Will Atkins had
behaved himself so bravely in the great fight they
had with the savages, and on several occasions since,
and had showed himself so faithful to, and concerned
for, the general interest of them all, that they had
forgotten all that was past, and thought he merited
as much to be trusted with arms and supplied with
necessaries as any of them; that they had testified
their satisfaction in him by committing the command
to him next to the governor himself; and as they had
entire confidence in him and all his countrymen, so
they acknowledged they had merited that confidence
by all the methods that honest men could merit to
be valued and trusted; and they most heartily embraced
the occasion of giving me this assurance, that they
would never have any interest separate from one another.
Upon these frank and open declarations
of friendship, we appointed the next day to dine all
together; and, indeed, we made a splendid feast.
I caused the ship’s cook and his mate to come
on shore and dress our dinner, and the old cook’s
mate we had on shore assisted. We brought on
shore six pieces of good beef and four pieces of pork,
out of the ship’s provisions, with our punch-bowl
and materials to fill it; and in particular I gave
them ten bottles of French claret, and ten bottles
of English beer; things that neither the Spaniards
nor the English had tasted for many years, and which
it may be supposed they were very glad of. The
Spaniards added to our feast five whole kids, which
the cooks roasted; and three of them were sent, covered
up close, on board the ship to the seamen, that they
might feast on fresh meat from on shore, as we did
with their salt meat from on board.
After this feast, at which we were
very innocently merry, I brought my cargo of goods;
wherein, that there might be no dispute about dividing,
I showed them that there was a sufficiency for them
all, desiring that they might all take an equal quantity,
when made up, of the goods that were for wearing.
As, first, I distributed linen sufficient to make
every one of them four shirts, and, at the Spaniard’s
request, afterwards made them up six; these were exceeding
comfortable to them, having been what they had long
since forgot the use of, or what it was to wear them.
I allotted the thin English stuffs, which I mentioned
before, to make every one a light coat, like a frock,
which I judged fittest for the heat of the season,
cool and loose; and ordered that whenever they decayed,
they should make more, as they thought fit; the like
for pumps, shoes, stockings, hats, &c. I cannot
express what pleasure sat upon the countenances of
all these poor men when they saw the care I had taken
of them, and how well I had furnished them. They
told me I was a father to them; and that having such
a correspondent as I was in so remote a part of the
world, it would make them forget that they were left
in a desolate place; and they all voluntarily engaged
to me not to leave the place without my consent.
Then I presented to them the people
I had brought with me, particularly the tailor, the
smith, and the two carpenters, all of them most necessary
people; but, above all, my general artificer, than
whom they could not name anything that was more useful
to them; and the tailor, to show his concern for them,
went to work immediately, and, with my leave, made
them every one a shirt, the first thing he did; and,
what was still more, he taught the women not only
how to sew and stitch, and use the needle, but made
them assist to make the shirts for their husbands,
and for all the rest. As to the carpenters, I
scarce need mention how useful they were; for they
took to pieces all my clumsy, unhandy things, and made
clever convenient tables, stools, bedsteads, cupboards,
lockers, shelves, and everything they wanted of that
kind. But to let them see how nature made artificers
at first, I carried the carpenters to see Will Atkins’
basket-house, as I called it; and they both owned
they never saw an instance of such natural ingenuity
before, nor anything so regular and so handily built,
at least of its kind; and one of them, when he saw
it, after musing a good while, turning about to me,
“I am sure,” says he, “that man has
no need of us; you need do nothing but give him tools.”
Then I brought them out all my store
of tools, and gave every man a digging-spade, a shovel,
and a rake, for we had no barrows or ploughs; and
to every separate place a pickaxe, a crow, a broad
axe, and a saw; always appointing, that as often as
any were broken or worn out, they should be supplied
without grudging out of the general stores that I
left behind. Nails, staples, hinges, hammers,
chisels, knives, scissors, and all sorts of ironwork,
they had without reserve, as they required; for no
man would take more than he wanted, and he must be
a fool that would waste or spoil them on any account
whatever; and for the use of the smith I left two
tons of unwrought iron for a supply.
My magazine of powder and arms which
I brought them was such, even to profusion, that they
could not but rejoice at them; for now they could
march as I used to do, with a musket upon each shoulder,
if there was occasion; and were able to fight a thousand
savages, if they had but some little advantages of
situation, which also they could not miss, if they
had occasion.
I carried on shore with me the young
man whose mother was starved to death, and the maid
also; she was a sober, well-educated, religious young
woman, and behaved so inoffensively that every one
gave her a good word; she had, indeed, an unhappy life
with us, there being no woman in the ship but herself,
but she bore it with patience. After a while,
seeing things so well ordered, and in so fine a way
of thriving upon my island, and considering that they
had neither business nor acquaintance in the East Indies,
or reason for taking so long a voyage, both of them
came to me and desired I would give them leave to
remain on the island, and be entered among my family,
as they called it. I agreed to this readily;
and they had a little plot of ground allotted to them,
where they had three tents or houses set up, surrounded
with a basket-work, palisadoed like Atkins’s,
adjoining to his plantation. Their tents were
contrived so that they had each of them a room apart
to lodge in, and a middle tent like a great storehouse
to lay their goods in, and to eat and to drink in.
And now the other two Englishmen removed their habitation
to the same place; and so the island was divided into
three colonies, and no more—viz. the Spaniards,
with old Friday and the first servants, at my habitation
under the hill, which was, in a word, the capital
city, and where they had so enlarged and extended
their works, as well under as on the outside of the
hill, that they lived, though perfectly concealed,
yet full at large. Never was there such a little
city in a wood, and so hid, in any part of the world;
for I verify believe that a thousand men might have
ranged the island a month, and, if they had not known
there was such a thing, and looked on purpose for it,
they would not have found it. Indeed the trees
stood so thick and so close, and grew so fast woven
one into another, that nothing but cutting them down
first could discover the place, except the only two
narrow entrances where they went in and out could be
found, which was not very easy; one of them was close
down at the water’s edge, on the side of the
creek, and it was afterwards above two hundred yards
to the place; and the other was up a ladder at twice,
as I have already described it; and they had also a
large wood, thickly planted, on the top of the hill,
containing above an acre, which grew apace, and concealed
the place from all discovery there, with only one
narrow place between two trees, not easily to be discovered,
to enter on that side.
The other colony was that of Will
Atkins, where there were four families of Englishmen,
I mean those I had left there, with their wives and
children; three savages that were slaves, the widow
and children of the Englishman that was killed, the
young man and the maid, and, by the way, we made a
wife of her before we went away. There were besides
the two carpenters and the tailor, whom I brought
with me for them: also the smith, who was a very
necessary man to them, especially as a gunsmith, to
take care of their arms; and my other man, whom I
called Jack-of-all-trades, who was in himself as good
almost as twenty men; for he was not only a very ingenious
fellow, but a very merry fellow, and before I went
away we married him to the honest maid that came with
the youth in the ship I mentioned before.
And now I speak of marrying, it brings
me naturally to say something of the French ecclesiastic
that I had brought with me out of the ship’s
crew whom I took up at sea. It is true this man
was a Roman, and perhaps it may give offence to some
hereafter if I leave anything extraordinary upon record
of a man whom, before I begin, I must (to set him
out in just colours) represent in terms very much
to his disadvantage, in the account of Protestants;
as, first, that he was a Papist; secondly, a Popish
priest; and thirdly, a French Popish priest.
But justice demands of me to give him a due character;
and I must say, he was a grave, sober, pious, and
most religious person; exact in his life, extensive
in his charity, and exemplary in almost everything
he did. What then can any one say against being
very sensible of the value of such a man, notwithstanding
his profession? though it may be my opinion perhaps,
as well as the opinion of others who shall read this,
that he was mistaken.
The first hour that I began to converse
with him after he had agreed to go with me to the
East Indies, I found reason to delight exceedingly
in his conversation; and he first began with me about
religion in the most obliging manner imaginable.
“Sir,” says he, “you have not only
under God” (and at that he crossed his breast)
“saved my life, but you have admitted me to go
this voyage in your ship, and by your obliging civility
have taken me into your family, giving me an opportunity
of free conversation. Now, sir, you see by my
habit what my profession is, and I guess by your nation
what yours is; I may think it is my duty, and doubtless
it is so, to use my utmost endeavours, on all occasions,
to bring all the souls I can to the knowledge of the
truth, and to embrace the Catholic doctrine; but as
I am here under your permission, and in your family,
I am bound, in justice to your kindness as well as
in decency and good manners, to be under your government;
and therefore I shall not, without your leave, enter
into any debate on the points of religion in which
we may not agree, further than you shall give me leave.”
I told him his carriage was so modest
that I could not but acknowledge it; that it was true
we were such people as they call heretics, but that
he was not the first Catholic I had conversed with
without falling into inconveniences, or carrying the
questions to any height in debate; that he should
not find himself the worse used for being of a different
opinion from us, and if we did not converse without
any dislike on either side, it should be his fault,
not ours.
He replied that he thought all our
conversation might be easily separated from disputes;
that it was not his business to cap principles with
every man he conversed with; and that he rather desired
me to converse with him as a gentleman than as a religionist;
and that, if I would give him leave at any time to
discourse upon religious subjects, he would readily
comply with it, and that he did not doubt but I would
allow him also to defend his own opinions as well
as he could; but that without my leave he would not
break in upon me with any such thing. He told
me further, that he would not cease to do all that
became him, in his office as a priest, as well as
a private Christian, to procure the good of the ship,
and the safety of all that was in her; and though,
perhaps, we would not join with him, and he could not
pray with us, he hoped he might pray for us, which
he would do upon all occasions. In this manner
we conversed; and as he was of the most obliging,
gentlemanlike behaviour, so he was, if I may be allowed
to say so, a man of good sense, and, as I believe,
of great learning.
He gave me a most diverting account
of his life, and of the many extraordinary events
of it; of many adventures which had befallen him in
the few years that he had been abroad in the world;
and particularly, it was very remarkable, that in
the voyage he was now engaged in he had had the misfortune
to be five times shipped and unshipped, and never
to go to the place whither any of the ships he was
in were at first designed. That his first intent
was to have gone to Martinico, and that he went on
board a ship bound thither at St. Malo; but being
forced into Lisbon by bad weather, the ship received
some damage by running aground in the mouth of the
river Tagus, and was obliged to unload her cargo there;
but finding a Portuguese ship there bound for the
Madeiras, and ready to sail, and supposing he should
meet with a ship there bound to Martinico, he went
on board, in order to sail to the Madeiras; but the
master of the Portuguese ship being but an indifferent
mariner, had been out of his reckoning, and they drove
to Fayal; where, however, he happened to find a very
good market for his cargo, which was corn, and therefore
resolved not to go to the Madeiras, but to load salt
at the Isle of May, and to go away to Newfoundland.
He had no remedy in this exigence but to go with
the ship, and had a pretty good voyage as far as the
Banks (so they call the place where they catch the
fish), where, meeting with a French ship bound from
France to Quebec, and from thence to Martinico, to
carry provisions, he thought he should have an opportunity
to complete his first design, but when he came to
Quebec, the master of the ship died, and the vessel
proceeded no further; so the next voyage he shipped
himself for France, in the ship that was burned when
we took them up at sea, and then shipped with us for
the East Indies, as I have already said. Thus
he had been disappointed in five voyages; all, as
I may call it, in one voyage, besides what I shall
have occasion to mention further of him.
But I shall not make digression into
other men’s stories which have no relation to
my own; so I return to what concerns our affair in
the island. He came to me one morning (for he
lodged among us all the while we were upon the island),
and it happened to be just when I was going to visit
the Englishmen’s colony, at the furthest part
of the island; I say, he came to me, and told me, with
a very grave countenance, that he had for two or three
days desired an opportunity of some discourse with
me, which he hoped would not be displeasing to me,
because he thought it might in some measure correspond
with my general design, which was the prosperity of
my new colony, and perhaps might put it, at least
more than he yet thought it was, in the way of God’s
blessing.
I looked a little surprised at the
last of his discourse, and turning a little short,
“How, sir,” said I, “can it be said
that we are not in the way of God’s blessing,
after such visible assistances and deliverances as
we have seen here, and of which I have given you a
large account?” “If you had pleased, sir,”
said he, with a world of modesty, and yet great readiness,
“to have heard me, you would have found no room
to have been displeased, much less to think so hard
of me, that I should suggest that you have not had
wonderful assistances and deliverances; and I hope,
on your behalf, that you are in the way of God’s
blessing, and your design is exceeding good, and will
prosper. But, sir, though it were more so than
is even possible to you, yet there may be some among
you that are not equally right in their actions:
and you know that in the story of the children of
Israel, one Achan in the camp removed God’s
blessing from them, and turned His hand so against
them, that six-and-thirty of them, though not concerned
in the crime, were the objects of divine vengeance,
and bore the weight of that punishment.”
I was sensibly touched with this discourse,
and told him his inference was so just, and the whole
design seemed so sincere, and was really so religious
in its own nature, that I was very sorry I had interrupted
him, and begged him to go on; and, in the meantime,
because it seemed that what we had both to say might
take up some time, I told him I was going to the Englishmen’s
plantations, and asked him to go with me, and we might
discourse of it by the way. He told me he would
the more willingly wait on me thither, because there
partly the thing was acted which he desired to speak
to me about; so we walked on, and I pressed him to
be free and plain with me in what he had to say.
“Why, then, sir,” said
he, “be pleased to give me leave to lay down
a few propositions, as the foundation of what I have
to say, that we may not differ in the general principles,
though we may be of some differing opinions in the
practice of particulars. First, sir, though
we differ in some of the doctrinal articles of religion
(and it is very unhappy it is so, especially in the
case before us, as I shall show afterwards), yet there
are some general principles in which we both agree—that
there is a God; and that this God having given us
some stated general rules for our service and obedience,
we ought not willingly and knowingly to offend Him,
either by neglecting to do what He has commanded, or
by doing what He has expressly forbidden. And
let our different religions be what they will, this
general principle is readily owned by us all, that
the blessing of God does not ordinarily follow presumptuous
sinning against His command; and every good Christian
will be affectionately concerned to prevent any that
are under his care living in a total neglect of God
and His commands. It is not your men being Protestants,
whatever my opinion may be of such, that discharges
me from being concerned for their souls, and from
endeavouring, if it lies before me, that they should
live in as little distance from enmity with their
Maker as possible, especially if you give me leave
to meddle so far in your circuit.”
I could not yet imagine what he aimed
at, and told him I granted all he had said, and thanked
him that he would so far concern himself for us:
and begged he would explain the particulars of what
he had observed, that like Joshua, to take his own
parable, I might put away the accursed thing from
us.
“Why, then, sir,” says
he, “I will take the liberty you give me; and
there are three things, which, if I am right, must
stand in the way of God’s blessing upon your
endeavours here, and which I should rejoice, for your
sake and their own, to see removed. And, sir,
I promise myself that you will fully agree with me
in them all, as soon as I name them; especially because
I shall convince you, that every one of them may,
with great ease, and very much to your satisfaction,
be remedied. First, sir,” says he, “you
have here four Englishmen, who have fetched women
from among the savages, and have taken them as their
wives, and have had many children by them all, and
yet are not married to them after any stated legal
manner, as the laws of God and man require.
To this, sir, I know, you will object that there was
no clergyman or priest of any kind to perform the
ceremony; nor any pen and ink, or paper, to write down
a contract of marriage, and have it signed between
them. And I know also, sir, what the Spaniard
governor has told you, I mean of the agreement that
he obliged them to make when they took those women,
viz. that they should choose them out by consent,
and keep separately to them; which, by the way, is
nothing of a marriage, no agreement with the women
as wives, but only an agreement among themselves,
to keep them from quarrelling. But, sir, the
essence of the sacrament of matrimony” (so he
called it, being a Roman) “consists not only
in the mutual consent of the parties to take one another
as man and wife, but in the formal and legal obligation
that there is in the contract to compel the man and
woman, at all times, to own and acknowledge each other;
obliging the man to abstain from all other women,
to engage in no other contract while these subsist;
and, on all occasions, as ability allows, to provide
honestly for them and their children; and to oblige
the women to the same or like conditions, on their
side. Now, sir,” says he, “these
men may, when they please, or when occasion presents,
abandon these women, disown their children, leave them
to perish, and take other women, and marry them while
these are living;” and here he added, with some
warmth, “How, sir, is God honoured in this unlawful
liberty? And how shall a blessing succeed your
endeavours in this place, however good in themselves,
and however sincere in your design, while these men,
who at present are your subjects, under your absolute
government and dominion, are allowed by you to live
in open adultery?”
I confess I was struck with the thing
itself, but much more with the convincing arguments
he supported it with; but I thought to have got off
my young priest by telling him that all that part was
done when I was not there: and that they had
lived so many years with them now, that if it was
adultery, it was past remedy; nothing could be done
in it now.
“Sir,” says he, “asking
your pardon for such freedom, you are right in this,
that, it being done in your absence, you could not
be charged with that part of the crime; but, I beseech
you, flatter not yourself that you are not, therefore,
under an obligation to do your utmost now to put an
end to it. You should legally and effectually
marry them; and as, sir, my way of marrying may not
be easy to reconcile them to, though it will be effectual,
even by your own laws, so your way may be as well
before God, and as valid among men. I mean by
a written contract signed by both man and woman, and
by all the witnesses present, which all the laws of
Europe would decree to be valid.”
I was amazed to see so much true piety,
and so much sincerity of zeal, besides the unusual
impartiality in his discourse as to his own party
or church, and such true warmth for preserving people
that he had no knowledge of or relation to from transgressing
the laws of God. But recollecting what he had
said of marrying them by a written contract, which
I knew he would stand to, I returned it back upon
him, and told him I granted all that he had said to
be just, and on his part very kind; that I would discourse
with the men upon the point now, when I came to them;
and I knew no reason why they should scruple to let
him marry them all, which I knew well enough would
be granted to be as authentic and valid in England
as if they were married by one of our own clergymen.
I then pressed him to tell me what
was the second complaint which he had to make, acknowledging
that I was very much his debtor for the first, and
thanking him heartily for it. He told me he would
use the same freedom and plainness in the second, and
hoped I would take it as well; and this was, that
notwithstanding these English subjects of mine, as
he called them, had lived with these women almost
seven years, had taught them to speak English, and
even to read it, and that they were, as he perceived,
women of tolerable understanding, and capable of instruction,
yet they had not, to this hour, taught them anything
of the Christian religion—no, not so much
as to know there was a God, or a worship, or in what
manner God was to be served, or that their own idolatry,
and worshipping they knew not whom, was false and
absurd. This he said was an unaccountable neglect,
and what God would certainly call them to account
for, and perhaps at last take the work out of their
hands. He spoke this very affectionately and
warmly.
“I am persuaded,” says
he, “had those men lived in the savage country
whence their wives came, the savages would have taken
more pains to have brought them to be idolaters, and
to worship the devil, than any of these men, so far
as I can see, have taken with them to teach the knowledge
of the true God. Now, sir,” said he, “though
I do not acknowledge your religion, or you mine, yet
we would be glad to see the devil’s servants
and the subjects of his kingdom taught to know religion;
and that they might, at least, hear of God and a Redeemer,
and the resurrection, and of a future state—things
which we all believe; that they might, at least, be
so much nearer coming into the bosom of the true Church
than they are now in the public profession of idolatry
and devil-worship.”
I could hold no longer: I took
him in my arms and embraced him eagerly. “How
far,” said I to him, “have I been from
understanding the most essential part of a Christian,
viz. to love the interest of the Christian Church,
and the good of other men’s souls! I scarce
have known what belongs to the being a Christian.”—“Oh,
sir! do not say so,” replied he; “this
thing is not your fault.”— “No,”
said I; “but why did I never lay it to heart
as well as you?”—“It is not
too late yet,” said he; “be not too forward
to condemn yourself.”—“But
what can be done now?” said I: “you
see I am going away.”—“Will
you give me leave to talk with these poor men about
it?”—“Yes, with all my heart,”
said I: “and oblige them to give heed
to what you say too.”—“As to
that,” said he, “we must leave them to
the mercy of Christ; but it is your business to assist
them, encourage them, and instruct them; and if you
give me leave, and God His blessing, I do not doubt
but the poor ignorant souls shall be brought home
to the great circle of Christianity, if not into the
particular faith we all embrace, and that even while
you stay here.” Upon this I said, “I
shall not only give you leave, but give you a thousand
thanks for it.”
I now pressed him for the third article
in which we were to blame. “Why, really,”
says he, “it is of the same nature. It
is about your poor savages, who are, as I may say,
your conquered subjects. It is a maxim, sir,
that is or ought to be received among all Christians,
of what church or pretended church soever, that the
Christian knowledge ought to be propagated by all possible
means and on all possible occasions. It is on
this principle that our Church sends missionaries
into Persia, India, and China; and that our clergy,
even of the superior sort, willingly engage in the
most hazardous voyages, and the most dangerous residence
amongst murderers and barbarians, to teach them the
knowledge of the true God, and to bring them over
to embrace the Christian faith. Now, sir, you
have such an opportunity here to have six or seven
and thirty poor savages brought over from a state
of idolatry to the knowledge of God, their Maker and
Redeemer, that I wonder how you can pass such an occasion
of doing good, which is really worth the expense of
a man’s whole life.”
I was now struck dumb indeed, and
had not one word to say. I had here the spirit
of true Christian zeal for God and religion before
me. As for me, I had not so much as entertained
a thought of this in my heart before, and I believe
I should not have thought of it; for I looked upon
these savages as slaves, and people whom, had we not
had any work for them to do, we would have used as
such, or would have been glad to have transported
them to any part of the world; for our business was
to get rid of them, and we would all have been satisfied
if they had been sent to any country, so they had
never seen their own. I was confounded at his
discourse, and knew not what answer to make him.
He looked earnestly at me, seeing
my confusion. “Sir,” says he, “I
shall be very sorry if what I have said gives you any
offence.”— “No, no,”
said I, “I am offended with nobody but myself;
but I am perfectly confounded, not only to think that
I should never take any notice of this before, but
with reflecting what notice I am able to take of it
now. You know, sir,” said I, “what
circumstances I am in; I am bound to the East Indies
in a ship freighted by merchants, and to whom it would
be an insufferable piece of injustice to detain their
ship here, the men lying all this while at victuals
and wages on the owners’ account. It is
true, I agreed to be allowed twelve days here, and
if I stay more, I must pay three pounds sterling per
diem demurrage; nor can I stay upon demurrage above
eight days more, and I have been here thirteen already;
so that I am perfectly unable to engage in this work
unless I would suffer myself to be left behind here
again; in which case, if this single ship should miscarry
in any part of her voyage, I should be just in the
same condition that I was left in here at first, and
from which I have been so wonderfully delivered.”
He owned the case was very hard upon me as to my
voyage; but laid it home upon my conscience whether
the blessing of saving thirty-seven souls was not
worth venturing all I had in the world for.
I was not so sensible of that as he was. I replied
to him thus: “Why, sir, it is a valuable
thing, indeed, to be an instrument in God’s
hand to convert thirty-seven heathens to the knowledge
of Christ: but as you are an ecclesiastic, and
are given over to the work, so it seems so naturally
to fall in the way of your profession; how is it,
then, that you do not rather offer yourself to undertake
it than to press me to do it?”
Upon this he faced about just before
me, as he walked along, and putting me to a full stop,
made me a very low bow. “I most heartily
thank God and you, sir,” said he, “for
giving me so evident a call to so blessed a work;
and if you think yourself discharged from it, and
desire me to undertake it, I will most readily do
it, and think it a happy reward for all the hazards
and difficulties of such a broken, disappointed voyage
as I have met with, that I am dropped at last into
so glorious a work.”
I discovered a kind of rapture in
his face while he spoke this to me; his eyes sparkled
like fire; his face glowed, and his colour came and
went; in a word, he was fired with the joy of being
embarked in such a work. I paused a considerable
while before I could tell what to say to him; for
I was really surprised to find a man of such sincerity,
and who seemed possessed of a zeal beyond the ordinary
rate of men. But after I had considered it a
while, I asked him seriously if he was in earnest,
and that he would venture, on the single consideration
of an attempt to convert those poor people, to be
locked up in an unplanted island for perhaps his life,
and at last might not know whether he should be able
to do them good or not? He turned short upon
me, and asked me what I called a venture? “Pray,
sir,” said he, “what do you think I consented
to go in your ship to the East Indies for?”—“ay,”
said I, “that I know not, unless it was to preach
to the Indians.”— “Doubtless
it was,” said he; “and do you think, if
I can convert these thirty-seven men to the faith
of Jesus Christ, it is not worth my time, though I
should never be fetched off the island again?—nay,
is it not infinitely of more worth to save so many
souls than my life is, or the life of twenty more of
the same profession? Yes, sir,” says he,
“I would give God thanks all my days if I could
be made the happy instrument of saving the souls of
those poor men, though I were never to get my foot
off this island or see my native country any more.
But since you will honour me with putting me into
this work, for which I will pray for you all the days
of my life, I have one humble petition to you besides.”—
“What is that?” said I.—“Why,”
says he, “it is, that you will leave your man
Friday with me, to be my interpreter to them, and to
assist me; for without some help I cannot speak to
them, or they to me.”
I was sensibly touched at his requesting
Friday, because I could not think of parting with
him, and that for many reasons: he had been
the companion of my travels; he was not only faithful
to me, but sincerely affectionate to the last degree;
and I had resolved to do something considerable for
him if he out-lived me, as it was probable he would.
Then I knew that, as I had bred Friday up to be a
Protestant, it would quite confound him to bring him
to embrace another religion; and he would never, while
his eyes were open, believe that his old master was
a heretic, and would be damned; and this might in
the end ruin the poor fellow’s principles, and
so turn him back again to his first idolatry.
However, a sudden thought relieved me in this strait,
and it was this: I told him I could not say
that I was willing to part with Friday on any account
whatever, though a work that to him was of more value
than his life ought to be of much more value than
the keeping or parting with a servant. On the
other hand, I was persuaded that Friday would by no
means agree to part with me; and I could not force
him to it without his consent, without manifest injustice;
because I had promised I would never send him away,
and he had promised and engaged that he would never
leave me, unless I sent him away.
He seemed very much concerned at it,
for he had no rational access to these poor people,
seeing he did not understand one word of their language,
nor they one of his. To remove this difficulty,
I told him Friday’s father had learned Spanish,
which I found he also understood, and he should serve
him as an interpreter. So he was much better
satisfied, and nothing could persuade him but he would
stay and endeavour to convert them; but Providence
gave another very happy turn to all this.
I come back now to the first part
of his objections. When we came to the Englishmen,
I sent for them all together, and after some account
given them of what I had done for them, viz. what
necessary things I had provided for them, and how
they were distributed, which they were very sensible
of, and very thankful for, I began to talk to them
of the scandalous life they led, and gave them a full
account of the notice the clergyman had taken of it;
and arguing how unchristian and irreligious a life
it was, I first asked them if they were married men
or bachelors? They soon explained their condition
to me, and showed that two of them were widowers, and
the other three were single men, or bachelors.
I asked them with what conscience they could take
these women, and call them their wives, and have so
many children by them, and not be lawfully married
to them? They all gave me the answer I expected,
viz. that there was nobody to marry them; that
they agreed before the governor to keep them as their
wives, and to maintain them and own them as their
wives; and they thought, as things stood with them,
they were as legally married as if they had been married
by a parson and with all the formalities in the world.
I told them that no doubt they were
married in the sight of God, and were bound in conscience
to keep them as their wives; but that the laws of
men being otherwise, they might desert the poor women
and children hereafter; and that their wives, being
poor desolate women, friendless and moneyless, would
have no way to help themselves. I therefore
told them that unless I was assured of their honest
intent, I could do nothing for them, but would take
care that what I did should be for the women and children
without them; and that, unless they would give me
some assurances that they would marry the women, I
could not think it was convenient they should continue
together as man and wife; for that it was both scandalous
to men and offensive to God, who they could not think
would bless them if they went on thus.
All this went on as I expected; and
they told me, especially Will Atkins, who now seemed
to speak for the rest, that they loved their wives
as well as if they had been born in their own native
country, and would not leave them on any account whatever;
and they did verily believe that their wives were
as virtuous and as modest, and did, to the utmost
of their skill, as much for them and for their children,
as any woman could possibly do: and they would
not part with them on any account. Will Atkins,
for his own particular, added that if any man would
take him away, and offer to carry him home to England,
and make him captain of the best man-of-war in the
navy, he would not go with him if he might not carry
his wife and children with him; and if there was a
clergyman in the ship, he would be married to her
now with all his heart.
This was just as I would have it.
The priest was not with me at that moment, but he
was not far off; so to try him further, I told him
I had a clergyman with me, and, if he was sincere,
I would have him married next morning, and bade him
consider of it, and talk with the rest. He said,
as for himself, he need not consider of it at all,
for he was very ready to do it, and was glad I had
a minister with me, and he believed they would be
all willing also. I then told him that my friend,
the minister, was a Frenchman, and could not speak
English, but I would act the clerk between them.
He never so much as asked me whether he was a Papist
or Protestant, which was, indeed, what I was afraid
of. We then parted, and I went back to my clergyman,
and Will Atkins went in to talk with his companions.
I desired the French gentleman not to say anything
to them till the business was thoroughly ripe; and
I told him what answer the men had given me.
Before I went from their quarter they
all came to me and told me they had been considering
what I had said; that they were glad to hear I had
a clergyman in my company, and they were very willing
to give me the satisfaction I desired, and to be formally
married as soon as I pleased; for they were far from
desiring to part with their wives, and that they meant
nothing but what was very honest when they chose them.
So I appointed them to meet me the next morning;
and, in the meantime, they should let their wives know
the meaning of the marriage law; and that it was not
only to prevent any scandal, but also to oblige them
that they should not forsake them, whatever might
happen.
The women were easily made sensible
of the meaning of the thing, and were very well satisfied
with it, as, indeed, they had reason to be:
so they failed not to attend all together at my apartment
next morning, where I brought out my clergyman; and
though he had not on a minister’s gown, after
the manner of England, or the habit of a priest, after
the manner of France, yet having a black vest something
like a cassock, with a sash round it, he did not look
very unlike a minister; and as for his language, I
was his interpreter. But the seriousness of
his behaviour to them, and the scruples he made of
marrying the women, because they were not baptized
and professed Christians, gave them an exceeding reverence
for his person; and there was no need, after that,
to inquire whether he was a clergyman or not.
Indeed, I was afraid his scruples would have been
carried so far as that he would not have married them
at all; nay, notwithstanding all I was able to say
to him, he resisted me, though modestly, yet very
steadily, and at last refused absolutely to marry
them, unless he had first talked with the men and
the women too; and though at first I was a little
backward to it, yet at last I agreed to it with a good
will, perceiving the sincerity of his design.
When he came to them he let them know
that I had acquainted him with their circumstances,
and with the present design; that he was very willing
to perform that part of his function, and marry them,
as I had desired; but that before he could do it, he
must take the liberty to talk with them. He
told them that in the sight of all indifferent men,
and in the sense of the laws of society, they had
lived all this while in a state of sin; and that it
was true that nothing but the consenting to marry,
or effectually separating them from one another, could
now put an end to it; but there was a difficulty in
it, too, with respect to the laws of Christian matrimony,
which he was not fully satisfied about, that of marrying
one that is a professed Christian to a savage, an idolater,
and a heathen—one that is not baptized;
and yet that he did not see that there was time left
to endeavour to persuade the women to be baptized,
or to profess the name of Christ, whom they had, he
doubted, heard nothing of, and without which they could
not be baptized. He told them he doubted they
were but indifferent Christians themselves; that they
had but little knowledge of God or of His ways, and,
therefore, he could not expect that they had said
much to their wives on that head yet; but that unless
they would promise him to use their endeavours with
their wives to persuade them to become Christians,
and would, as well as they could, instruct them in
the knowledge and belief of God that made them, and
to worship Jesus Christ that redeemed them, he could
not marry them; for he would have no hand in joining
Christians with savages, nor was it consistent with
the principles of the Christian religion, and was,
indeed, expressly forbidden in God’s law.
They heard all this very attentively,
and I delivered it very faithfully to them from his
mouth, as near his own words as I could; only sometimes
adding something of my own, to convince them how just
it was, and that I was of his mind; and I always very
carefully distinguished between what I said from myself
and what were the clergyman’s words. They
told me it was very true what the gentleman said,
that they were very indifferent Christians themselves,
and that they had never talked to their wives about
religion. “Lord, sir,” says Will
Atkins, “how should we teach them religion?
Why, we know nothing ourselves; and besides, sir,”
said he, “should we talk to them of God and
Jesus Christ, and heaven and hell, it would make them
laugh at us, and ask us what we believe ourselves.
And if we should tell them that we believe all the
things we speak of to them, such as of good people
going to heaven, and wicked people to the devil, they
would ask us where we intend to go ourselves, that
believe all this, and are such wicked fellows as we
indeed are? Why, sir; ’tis enough to give
them a surfeit of religion at first hearing; folks
must have some religion themselves before they begin
to teach other people.”—“Will
Atkins,” said I to him, “though I am afraid
that what you say has too much truth in it, yet can
you not tell your wife she is in the wrong; that there
is a God and a religion better than her own; that her
gods are idols; that they can neither hear nor speak;
that there is a great Being that made all things,
and that can destroy all that He has made; that He
rewards the good and punishes the bad; and that we
are to be judged by Him at last for all we do here?
You are not so ignorant but even nature itself will
teach you that all this is true; and I am satisfied
you know it all to be true, and believe it yourself.”—“That
is true, sir,” said Atkins; “but with what
face can I say anything to my wife of all this, when
she will tell me immediately it cannot be true?”—“Not
true!” said I; “what do you mean by that?”—“Why,
sir,” said he, “she will tell me it cannot
be true that this God I shall tell her of can be just,
or can punish or reward, since I am not punished and
sent to the devil, that have been such a wicked creature
as she knows I have been, even to her, and to everybody
else; and that I should be suffered to live, that
have been always acting so contrary to what I must
tell her is good, and to what I ought to have done.”—“Why,
truly, Atkins,” said I, “I am afraid thou
speakest too much truth;” and with that I informed
the clergyman of what Atkins had said, for he was
impatient to know. “Oh,” said the
priest, “tell him there is one thing will make
him the best minister in the world to his wife, and
that is repentance; for none teach repentance like
true penitents. He wants nothing but to repent,
and then he will be so much the better qualified to
instruct his wife; he will then be able to tell her
that there is not only a God, and that He is the just
rewarder of good and evil, but that He is a merciful
Being, and with infinite goodness and long-suffering
forbears to punish those that offend; waiting to be
gracious, and willing not the death of a sinner, but
rather that he should return and live; and even reserves
damnation to the general day of retribution; that it
is a clear evidence of God and of a future state that
righteous men receive not their reward, or wicked
men their punishment, till they come into another
world; and this will lead him to teach his wife the
doctrine of the resurrection and of the last judgment.
Let him but repent himself, he will be an excellent
preacher of repentance to his wife.”
I repeated all this to Atkins, who
looked very serious all the while, and, as we could
easily perceive, was more than ordinarily affected
with it; when being eager, and hardly suffering me
to make an end, “I know all this, master,”
says he, “and a great deal more; but I have
not the impudence to talk thus to my wife, when God
and my conscience know, and my wife will be an undeniable
evidence against me, that I have lived as if I had
never heard of a God or future state, or anything
about it; and to talk of my repenting, alas!”
(and with that he fetched a deep sigh, and I could
see that the tears stood in his eyes) “’tis
past all that with me.”—“Past
it, Atkins?” said I: “what dost thou
mean by that?”—“I know well
enough what I mean,” says he; “I mean ’tis
too late, and that is too true.”
I told the clergyman, word for word,
what he said, and this affectionate man could not
refrain from tears; but, recovering himself, said
to me, “Ask him but one question. Is he
easy that it is too late; or is he troubled, and wishes
it were not so?” I put the question fairly
to Atkins; and he answered with a great deal of passion,
“How could any man be easy in a condition that
must certainly end in eternal destruction? that he
was far from being easy; but that, on the contrary,
he believed it would one time or other ruin him.”—“What
do you mean by that?” said I.—“Why,”
he said, “he believed he should one time or
other cut his throat, to put an end to the terror
of it.”
The clergyman shook his head, with
great concern in his face, when I told him all this;
but turning quick to me upon it, says, “If that
be his case, we may assure him it is not too late;
Christ will give him repentance. But pray,”
says he, “explain this to him: that as
no man is saved but by Christ, and the merit of His
passion procuring divine mercy for him, how can it
be too late for any man to receive mercy? Does
he think he is able to sin beyond the power or reach
of divine mercy? Pray tell him there may be a
time when provoked mercy will no longer strive, and
when God may refuse to hear, but that it is never
too late for men to ask mercy; and we, that are Christ’s
servants, are commanded to preach mercy at all times,
in the name of Jesus Christ, to all those that sincerely
repent: so that it is never too late to repent.”
I told Atkins all this, and he heard
me with great earnestness; but it seemed as if he
turned off the discourse to the rest, for he said
to me he would go and have some talk with his wife;
so he went out a while, and we talked to the rest.
I perceived they were all stupidly ignorant as to
matters of religion, as much as I was when I went
rambling away from my father; yet there were none of
them backward to hear what had been said; and all
of them seriously promised that they would talk with
their wives about it, and do their endeavours to persuade
them to turn Christians.
The clergyman smiled upon me when
I reported what answer they gave, but said nothing
a good while; but at last, shaking his head, “We
that are Christ’s servants,” says he, “can
go no further than to exhort and instruct: and
when men comply, submit to the reproof, and promise
what we ask, ’tis all we can do; we are bound
to accept their good words; but believe me, sir,”
said he, “whatever you may have known of the
life of that man you call Will Atkin’s, I believe
he is the only sincere convert among them: I
will not despair of the rest; but that man is apparently
struck with the sense of his past life, and I doubt
not, when he comes to talk of religion to his wife,
he will talk himself effectually into it: for
attempting to teach others is sometimes the best way
of teaching ourselves. If that poor Atkins begins
but once to talk seriously of Jesus Christ to his
wife, he will assuredly talk himself into a thorough
convert, make himself a penitent, and who knows what
may follow.”
Upon this discourse, however, and
their promising, as above, to endeavour to persuade
their wives to embrace Christianity, he married the
two other couple; but Will Atkins and his wife were
not yet come in. After this, my clergyman, waiting
a while, was curious to know where Atkins was gone,
and turning to me, said, “I entreat you, sir,
let us walk out of your labyrinth here and look; I
daresay we shall find this poor man somewhere or other
talking seriously to his wife, and teaching her already
something of religion.” I began to be
of the same mind; so we went out together, and I carried
him a way which none knew but myself, and where the
trees were so very thick that it was not easy to see
through the thicket of leaves, and far harder to see
in than to see out: when, coming to the edge
of the wood, I saw Atkins and his tawny wife sitting
under the shade of a bush, very eager in discourse:
I stopped short till my clergyman came up to me, and
then having showed him where they were, we stood and
looked very steadily at them a good while. We
observed him very earnest with her, pointing up to
the sun, and to every quarter of the heavens, and
then down to the earth, then out to the sea, then to
himself, then to her, to the woods, to the trees.
“Now,” says the clergyman, “you
see my words are made good, the man preaches to her;
mark him now, he is telling her that our God has made
him, her, and the heavens, the earth, the sea, the
woods, the trees, &c.”—“I believe
he is,” said I. Immediately we perceived Will
Atkins start upon his feet, fall down on his knees,
and lift up both his hands. We supposed he said
something, but we could not hear him; it was too far
for that. He did not continue kneeling half
a minute, but comes and sits down again by his wife,
and talks to her again; we perceived then the woman
very attentive, but whether she said anything to him
we could not tell. While the poor fellow was
upon his knees I could see the tears run plentifully
down my clergyman’s cheeks, and I could hardly
forbear myself; but it was a great affliction to us
both that we were not near enough to hear anything
that passed between them. Well, however, we could
come no nearer for fear of disturbing them: so
we resolved to see an end of this piece of still conversation,
and it spoke loud enough to us without the help of
voice. He sat down again, as I have said, close
by her, and talked again earnestly to her, and two
or three times we could see him embrace her most passionately;
another time we saw him take out his handkerchief and
wipe her eyes, and then kiss her again with a kind
of transport very unusual; and after several of these
things, we saw him on a sudden jump up again, and
lend her his hand to help her up, when immediately
leading her by the hand a step or two, they both kneeled
down together, and continued so about two minutes.
My friend could bear it no longer,
but cries out aloud, “St. Paul! St. Paul!
behold he prayeth.” I was afraid Atkins
would hear him, therefore I entreated him to withhold
himself a while, that we might see an end of the scene,
which to me, I must confess, was the most affecting
that ever I saw in my life. Well, he strove with
himself for a while, but was in such raptures to think
that the poor heathen woman was become a Christian,
that he was not able to contain himself; he wept several
times, then throwing up his hands and crossing his
breast, said over several things ejaculatory, and
by the way of giving God thanks for so miraculous a
testimony of the success of our endeavours.
Some he spoke softly, and I could not well hear others;
some things he said in Latin, some in French; then
two or three times the tears would interrupt him, that
he could not speak at all; but I begged that he would
contain himself, and let us more narrowly and fully
observe what was before us, which he did for a time,
the scene not being near ended yet; for after the
poor man and his wife were risen again from their knees,
we observed he stood talking still eagerly to her,
and we observed her motion, that she was greatly affected
with what he said, by her frequently lifting up her
hands, laying her hand to her breast, and such other
postures as express the greatest seriousness and attention;
this continued about half a quarter of an hour, and
then they walked away, so we could see no more of
them in that situation.
I took this interval to say to the
clergyman, first, that I was glad to see the particulars
we had both been witnesses to; that, though I was
hard enough of belief in such cases, yet that I began
to think it was all very sincere here, both in the
man and his wife, however ignorant they might both
be, and I hoped such a beginning would yet have a
more happy end. “But, my friend,”
added I, “will you give me leave to start one
difficulty here? I cannot tell how to object
the least thing against that affectionate concern
which you show for the turning of the poor people from
their paganism to the Christian religion; but how does
this comfort you, while these people are, in your
account, out of the pale of the Catholic Church, without
which you believe there is no salvation? so that you
esteem these but heretics, as effectually lost as
the pagans themselves.”
To this he answered, with abundance
of candour, thus: “Sir, I am a Catholic
of the Roman Church, and a priest of the order of St.
Benedict, and I embrace all the principles of the Roman
faith; but yet, if you will believe me, and that I
do not speak in compliment to you, or in respect to
my circumstances and your civilities; I say nevertheless,
I do not look upon you, who call yourselves reformed,
without some charity. I dare not say (though
I know it is our opinion in general) that you cannot
be saved; I will by no means limit the mercy of Christ
so far as think that He cannot receive you into the
bosom of His Church, in a manner to us unperceivable;
and I hope you have the same charity for us:
I pray daily for you being all restored to Christ’s
Church, by whatsoever method He, who is all-wise,
is pleased to direct. In the meantime, surely
you will allow it consists with me as a Roman to distinguish
far between a Protestant and a pagan; between one that
calls on Jesus Christ, though in a way which I do
not think is according to the true faith, and a savage
or a barbarian, that knows no God, no Christ, no Redeemer;
and if you are not within the pale of the Catholic
Church, we hope you are nearer being restored to it
than those who know nothing of God or of His Church:
and I rejoice, therefore, when I see this poor man,
who you say has been a profligate, and almost a murderer
kneel down and pray to Jesus Christ, as we suppose
he did, though not fully enlightened; believing that
God, from whom every such work proceeds, will sensibly
touch his heart, and bring him to the further knowledge
of that truth in His own time; and if God shall influence
this poor man to convert and instruct the ignorant
savage, his wife, I can never believe that he shall
be cast away himself. And have I not reason,
then, to rejoice, the nearer any are brought to the
knowledge of Christ, though they may not be brought
quite home into the bosom of the Catholic Church just
at the time when I desire it, leaving it to the goodness
of Christ to perfect His work in His own time, and
in his own way? Certainly, I would rejoice if
all the savages in America were brought, like this
poor woman, to pray to God, though they were all to
be Protestants at first, rather than they should continue
pagans or heathens; firmly believing, that He that
had bestowed the first light on them would farther
illuminate them with a beam of His heavenly grace,
and bring them into the pale of His Church when He
should see good.”