That homely proverb, used on so many
occasions in England, viz. “That what
is bred in the bone will not go out of the flesh,”
was never more verified than in the story of my Life.
Any one would think that after thirty-five years’
affliction, and a variety of unhappy circumstances,
which few men, if any, ever went through before, and
after near seven years of peace and enjoyment in the
fulness of all things; grown old, and when, if ever,
it might be allowed me to have had experience of every
state of middle life, and to know which was most adapted
to make a man completely happy; I say, after all this,
any one would have thought that the native propensity
to rambling which I gave an account of in my first
setting out in the world to have been so predominant
in my thoughts, should be worn out, and I might, at
sixty one years of age, have been a little inclined
to stay at home, and have done venturing life and
fortune any more.
Nay, farther, the common motive of
foreign adventures was taken away in me, for I had
no fortune to make; I had nothing to seek: if
I had gained ten thousand pounds I had been no richer;
for I had already sufficient for me, and for those
I had to leave it to; and what I had was visibly increasing;
for, having no great family, I could not spend the
income of what I had unless I would set up for an
expensive way of living, such as a great family, servants,
equipage, gaiety, and the like, which were things I
had no notion of, or inclination to; so that I had
nothing, indeed, to do but to sit still, and fully
enjoy what I had got, and see it increase daily upon
my hands. Yet all these things had no effect
upon me, or at least not enough to resist the strong
inclination I had to go abroad again, which hung about
me like a chronic distemper. In particular,
the desire of seeing my new plantation in the island,
and the colony I left there, ran in my head continually.
I dreamed of it all night, and my imagination ran
upon it all day: it was uppermost in all my
thoughts, and my fancy worked so steadily and strongly
upon it that I talked of it in my sleep; in short,
nothing could remove it out of my mind: it even
broke so violently into all my discourses that it
made my conversation tiresome, for I could talk of
nothing else; all my discourse ran into it, even to
impertinence; and I saw it myself.
I have often heard persons of good
judgment say that all the stir that people make in
the world about ghosts and apparitions is owing to
the strength of imagination, and the powerful operation
of fancy in their minds; that there is no such thing
as a spirit appearing, or a ghost walking; that people’s
poring affectionately upon the past conversation of
their deceased friends so realises it to them that
they are capable of fancying, upon some extraordinary
circumstances, that they see them, talk to them, and
are answered by them, when, in truth, there is nothing
but shadow and vapour in the thing, and they really
know nothing of the matter.
For my part, I know not to this hour
whether there are any such things as real apparitions,
spectres, or walking of people after they are dead;
or whether there is anything in the stories they tell
us of that kind more than the product of vapours, sick
minds, and wandering fancies: but this I know,
that my imagination worked up to such a height, and
brought me into such excess of vapours, or what else
I may call it, that I actually supposed myself often
upon the spot, at my old castle, behind the trees;
saw my old Spaniard, Friday’s father, and the
reprobate sailors I left upon the island; nay, I fancied
I talked with them, and looked at them steadily, though
I was broad awake, as at persons just before me; and
this I did till I often frightened myself with the
images my fancy represented to me. One time,
in my sleep, I had the villainy of the three pirate
sailors so lively related to me by the first Spaniard,
and Friday’s father, that it was surprising:
they told me how they barbarously attempted to murder
all the Spaniards, and that they set fire to the provisions
they had laid up, on purpose to distress and starve
them; things that I had never heard of, and that,
indeed, were never all of them true in fact:
but it was so warm in my imagination, and so realised
to me, that, to the hour I saw them, I could not be
persuaded but that it was or would be true; also how
I resented it, when the Spaniard complained to me;
and how I brought them to justice, tried them, and
ordered them all three to be hanged. What there
was really in this shall be seen in its place; for
however I came to form such things in my dream, and
what secret converse of spirits injected it, yet there
was, I say, much of it true. I own that this
dream had nothing in it literally and specifically
true; but the general part was so true—the
base; villainous behaviour of these three hardened
rogues was such, and had been so much worse than all
I can describe, that the dream had too much similitude
of the fact; and as I would afterwards have punished
them severely, so, if I had hanged them all, I had
been much in the right, and even should have been
justified both by the laws of God and man.
But to return to my story. In
this kind of temper I lived some years; I had no enjoyment
of my life, no pleasant hours, no agreeable diversion
but what had something or other of this in it; so
that my wife, who saw my mind wholly bent upon it,
told me very seriously one night that she believed
there was some secret, powerful impulse of Providence
upon me, which had determined me to go thither again;
and that she found nothing hindered me going but my
being engaged to a wife and children. She told
me that it was true she could not think of parting
with me: but as she was assured that if she
was dead it would be the first thing I would do, so,
as it seemed to her that the thing was determined above,
she would not be the only obstruction; for, if I thought
fit and resolved to go—[Here she found
me very intent upon her words, and that I looked very
earnestly at her, so that it a little disordered her,
and she stopped. I asked her why she did not
go on, and say out what she was going to say?
But I perceived that her heart was too full, and
some tears stood in her eyes.] “Speak out, my
dear,” said I; “are you willing I should
go?”—“No,” says she, very
affectionately, “I am far from willing; but if
you are resolved to go,” says she, “rather
than I would be the only hindrance, I will go with
you: for though I think it a most preposterous
thing for one of your years, and in your condition,
yet, if it must be,” said she, again weeping,
“I would not leave you; for if it be of Heaven
you must do it, there is no resisting it; and if Heaven
make it your duty to go, He will also make it mine
to go with you, or otherwise dispose of me, that I
may not obstruct it.”
This affectionate behaviour of my
wife’s brought me a little out of the vapours,
and I began to consider what I was doing; I corrected
my wandering fancy, and began to argue with myself
sedately what business I had after threescore years,
and after such a life of tedious sufferings and disasters,
and closed in so happy and easy a manner; I, say,
what business had I to rush into new hazards, and
put myself upon adventures fit only for youth and poverty
to run into?
With those thoughts I considered my
new engagement; that I had a wife, one child born,
and my wife then great with child of another; that
I had all the world could give me, and had no need
to seek hazard for gain; that I was declining in years,
and ought to think rather of leaving what I had gained
than of seeking to increase it; that as to what my
wife had said of its being an impulse from Heaven,
and that it should be my duty to go, I had no notion
of that; so, after many of these cogitations, I struggled
with the power of my imagination, reasoned myself
out of it, as I believe people may always do in like
cases if they will: in a word, I conquered it,
composed myself with such arguments as occurred to
my thoughts, and which my present condition furnished
me plentifully with; and particularly, as the most
effectual method, I resolved to divert myself with
other things, and to engage in some business that
might effectually tie me up from any more excursions
of this kind; for I found that thing return upon me
chiefly when I was idle, and had nothing to do, nor
anything of moment immediately before me. To
this purpose, I bought a little farm in the county
of Bedford, and resolved to remove myself thither.
I had a little convenient house upon it, and the
land about it, I found, was capable of great improvement;
and it was many ways suited to my inclination, which
delighted in cultivating, managing, planting, and
improving of land; and particularly, being an inland
country, I was removed from conversing among sailors
and things relating to the remote parts of the world.
I went down to my farm, settled my family, bought
ploughs, harrows, a cart, waggon-horses, cows, and
sheep, and, setting seriously to work, became in one
half-year a mere country gentleman. My thoughts
were entirely taken up in managing my servants, cultivating
the ground, enclosing, planting, &c.; and I lived,
as I thought, the most agreeable life that nature
was capable of directing, or that a man always bred
to misfortunes was capable of retreating to.
I farmed upon my own land; I had no
rent to pay, was limited by no articles; I could pull
up or cut down as I pleased; what I planted was for
myself, and what I improved was for my family; and
having thus left off the thoughts of wandering, I
had not the least discomfort in any part of life as
to this world. Now I thought, indeed, that I
enjoyed the middle state of life which my father so
earnestly recommended to me, and lived a kind of heavenly
life, something like what is described by the poet,
upon the subject of a country life:-
“Free from vices, free from care,
Age has no pain, and youth no snare.”
But in the middle of all this felicity,
one blow from unseen Providence unhinged me at once;
and not only made a breach upon me inevitable and
incurable, but drove me, by its consequences, into
a deep relapse of the wandering disposition, which,
as I may say, being born in my very blood, soon recovered
its hold of me; and, like the returns of a violent
distemper, came on with an irresistible force upon
me. This blow was the loss of my wife.
It is not my business here to write an elegy upon
my wife, give a character of her particular virtues,
and make my court to the sex by the flattery of a
funeral sermon. She was, in a few words, the
stay of all my affairs; the centre of all my enterprises;
the engine that, by her prudence, reduced me to that
happy compass I was in, from the most extravagant
and ruinous project that filled my head, and did more
to guide my rambling genius than a mother’s
tears, a father’s instructions, a friend’s
counsel, or all my own reasoning powers could do.
I was happy in listening to her, and in being moved
by her entreaties; and to the last degree desolate
and dislocated in the world by the loss of her.
When she was gone, the world looked
awkwardly round me. I was as much a stranger
in it, in my thoughts, as I was in the Brazils, when
I first went on shore there; and as much alone, except
for the assistance of servants, as I was in my island.
I knew neither what to think nor what to do.
I saw the world busy around me: one part labouring
for bread, another part squandering in vile excesses
or empty pleasures, but equally miserable because
the end they proposed still fled from them; for the
men of pleasure every day surfeited of their vice,
and heaped up work for sorrow and repentance; and
the men of labour spent their strength in daily struggling
for bread to maintain the vital strength they laboured
with: so living in a daily circulation of sorrow,
living but to work, and working but to live, as if
daily bread were the only end of wearisome life, and
a wearisome life the only occasion of daily bread.
This put me in mind of the life I
lived in my kingdom, the island; where I suffered
no more corn to grow, because I did not want it; and
bred no more goats, because I had no more use for them;
where the money lay in the drawer till it grew mouldy,
and had scarce the favour to be looked upon in twenty
years. All these things, had I improved them
as I ought to have done, and as reason and religion
had dictated to me, would have taught me to search
farther than human enjoyments for a full felicity;
and that there was something which certainly was the
reason and end of life superior to all these things,
and which was either to be possessed, or at least
hoped for, on this side of the grave.
But my sage counsellor was gone; I
was like a ship without a pilot, that could only run
afore the wind. My thoughts ran all away again
into the old affair; my head was quite turned with
the whimsies of foreign adventures; and all the pleasant,
innocent amusements of my farm, my garden, my cattle,
and my family, which before entirely possessed me,
were nothing to me, had no relish, and were like music
to one that has no ear, or food to one that has no
taste. In a word, I resolved to leave off housekeeping,
let my farm, and return to London; and in a few months
after I did so.
When I came to London, I was still
as uneasy as I was before; I had no relish for the
place, no employment in it, nothing to do but to saunter
about like an idle person, of whom it may be said he
is perfectly useless in God’s creation, and
it is not one farthing’s matter to the rest
of his kind whether he be dead or alive. This
also was the thing which, of all circumstances of life,
was the most my aversion, who had been all my days
used to an active life; and I would often say to myself,
“A state of idleness is the very dregs of life;”
and, indeed, I thought I was much more suitably employed
when I was twenty-six days making a deal board.
It was now the beginning of the year
1693, when my nephew, whom, as I have observed before,
I had brought up to the sea, and had made him commander
of a ship, was come home from a short voyage to Bilbao,
being the first he had made. He came to me, and
told me that some merchants of his acquaintance had
been proposing to him to go a voyage for them to the
East Indies, and to China, as private traders.
“And now, uncle,” says he, “if you
will go to sea with me, I will engage to land you
upon your old habitation in the island; for we are
to touch at the Brazils.”
Nothing can be a greater demonstration
of a future state, and of the existence of an invisible
world, than the concurrence of second causes with
the idea of things which we form in our minds, perfectly
reserved, and not communicated to any in the world.
My nephew knew nothing how far my
distemper of wandering was returned upon me, and I
knew nothing of what he had in his thought to say,
when that very morning, before he came to me, I had,
in a great deal of confusion of thought, and revolving
every part of my circumstances in my mind, come to
this resolution, that I would go to Lisbon, and consult
with my old sea-captain; and if it was rational and
practicable, I would go and see the island again, and
what was become of my people there. I had pleased
myself with the thoughts of peopling the place, and
carrying inhabitants from hence, getting a patent
for the possession and I know not what; when, in the
middle of all this, in comes my nephew, as I have
said, with his project of carrying me thither in his
way to the East Indies.
I paused a while at his words, and
looking steadily at him, “What devil,”
said I, “sent you on this unlucky errand?”
My nephew stared as if he had been frightened at
first; but perceiving that I was not much displeased
at the proposal, he recovered himself. “I
hope it may not be an unlucky proposal, sir,”
says he. “I daresay you would be pleased
to see your new colony there, where you once reigned
with more felicity than most of your brother monarchs
in the world.” In a word, the scheme hit
so exactly with my temper, that is to say, the prepossession
I was under, and of which I have said so much, that
I told him, in a few words, if he agreed with the
merchants, I would go with him; but I told him I would
not promise to go any further than my own island.
“Why, sir,” says he, “you don’t
want to be left there again, I hope?” “But,”
said I, “can you not take me up again on your
return?” He told me it would not be possible
to do so; that the merchants would never allow him
to come that way with a laden ship of such value, it
being a month’s sail out of his way, and might
be three or four. “Besides, sir, if I
should miscarry,” said he, “and not return
at all, then you would be just reduced to the condition
you were in before.”
This was very rational; but we both
found out a remedy for it, which was to carry a framed
sloop on board the ship, which, being taken in pieces,
might, by the help of some carpenters, whom we agreed
to carry with us, be set up again in the island, and
finished fit to go to sea in a few days. I was
not long resolving, for indeed the importunities of
my nephew joined so effectually with my inclination
that nothing could oppose me; on the other hand, my
wife being dead, none concerned themselves so much
for me as to persuade me one way or the other, except
my ancient good friend the widow, who earnestly struggled
with me to consider my years, my easy circumstances,
and the needless hazards of a long voyage; and above
all, my young children. But it was all to no
purpose, I had an irresistible desire for the voyage;
and I told her I thought there was something so uncommon
in the impressions I had upon my mind, that it would
be a kind of resisting Providence if I should attempt
to stay at home; after which she ceased her expostulations,
and joined with me, not only in making provision for
my voyage, but also in settling my family affairs for
my absence, and providing for the education of my
children. In order to do this, I made my will,
and settled the estate I had in such a manner for
my children, and placed in such hands, that I was
perfectly easy and satisfied they would have justice
done them, whatever might befall me; and for their
education, I left it wholly to the widow, with a sufficient
maintenance to herself for her care: all which
she richly deserved; for no mother could have taken
more care in their education, or understood it better;
and as she lived till I came home, I also lived to
thank her for it.
My nephew was ready to sail about
the beginning of January 1694-5; and I, with my man
Friday, went on board, in the Downs, the 8th; having,
besides that sloop which I mentioned above, a very
considerable cargo of all kinds of necessary things
for my colony, which, if I did not find in good condition,
I resolved to leave so.
First, I carried with me some servants
whom I purposed to place there as inhabitants, or
at least to set on work there upon my account while
I stayed, and either to leave them there or carry
them forward, as they should appear willing; particularly,
I carried two carpenters, a smith, and a very handy,
ingenious fellow, who was a cooper by trade, and was
also a general mechanic; for he was dexterous at making
wheels and hand-mills to grind corn, was a good turner
and a good pot-maker; he also made anything that was
proper to make of earth or of wood: in a word,
we called him our Jack-of-all-trades. With these
I carried a tailor, who had offered himself to go
a passenger to the East Indies with my nephew, but
afterwards consented to stay on our new plantation,
and who proved a most necessary handy fellow as could
be desired in many other businesses besides that of
his trade; for, as I observed formerly, necessity
arms us for all employments.
My cargo, as near as I can recollect,
for I have not kept account of the particulars, consisted
of a sufficient quantity of linen, and some English
thin stuffs, for clothing the Spaniards that I expected
to find there; and enough of them, as by my calculation
might comfortably supply them for seven years; if I
remember right, the materials I carried for clothing
them, with gloves, hats, shoes, stockings, and all
such things as they could want for wearing, amounted
to about two hundred pounds, including some beds,
bedding, and household stuff, particularly kitchen
utensils, with pots, kettles, pewter, brass, &c.;
and near a hundred pounds more in ironwork, nails,
tools of every kind, staples, hooks, hinges, and every
necessary thing I could think of.
I carried also a hundred spare arms,
muskets, and fusees; besides some pistols, a considerable
quantity of shot of all sizes, three or four tons
of lead, and two pieces of brass cannon; and, because
I knew not what time and what extremities I was providing
for, I carried a hundred barrels of powder, besides
swords, cutlasses, and the iron part of some pikes
and halberds. In short, we had a large magazine
of all sorts of store; and I made my nephew carry two
small quarter-deck guns more than he wanted for his
ship, to leave behind if there was occasion; so that
when we came there we might build a fort and man it
against all sorts of enemies. Indeed, I at first
thought there would be need enough for all, and much
more, if we hoped to maintain our possession of the
island, as shall be seen in the course of that story.
I had not such bad luck in this voyage
as I had been used to meet with, and therefore shall
have the less occasion to interrupt the reader, who
perhaps may be impatient to hear how matters went with
my colony; yet some odd accidents, cross winds and
bad weather happened on this first setting out, which
made the voyage longer than I expected it at first;
and I, who had never made but one voyage, my first
voyage to Guinea, in which I might be said to come
back again, as the voyage was at first designed, began
to think the same ill fate attended me, and that I
was born to be never contented with being on shore,
and yet to be always unfortunate at sea. Contrary
winds first put us to the northward, and we were obliged
to put in at Galway, in Ireland, where we lay wind-bound
two-and-twenty days; but we had this satisfaction with
the disaster, that provisions were here exceeding
cheap, and in the utmost plenty; so that while we
lay here we never touched the ship’s stores,
but rather added to them. Here, also, I took
in several live hogs, and two cows with their calves,
which I resolved, if I had a good passage, to put
on shore in my island; but we found occasion to dispose
otherwise of them.
We set out on the 5th of February
from Ireland, and had a very fair gale of wind for
some days. As I remember, it might be about the
20th of February in the evening late, when the mate,
having the watch, came into the round-house and told
us he saw a flash of fire, and heard a gun fired;
and while he was telling us of it, a boy came in and
told us the boatswain heard another. This made
us all run out upon the quarter-deck, where for a
while we heard nothing; but in a few minutes we saw
a very great light, and found that there was some
very terrible fire at a distance; immediately we had
recourse to our reckonings, in which we all agreed
that there could be no land that way in which the
fire showed itself, no, not for five hundred leagues,
for it appeared at WNW. Upon this, we concluded
it must be some ship on fire at sea; and as, by our
hearing the noise of guns just before, we concluded
that it could not be far off, we stood directly towards
it, and were presently satisfied we should discover
it, because the further we sailed, the greater the
light appeared; though, the weather being hazy, we
could not perceive anything but the light for a while.
In about half-an-hour’s sailing, the wind being
fair for us, though not much of it, and the weather
clearing up a little, we could plainly discern that
it was a great ship on fire in the middle of the sea.
I was most sensibly touched with this
disaster, though not at all acquainted with the persons
engaged in it; I presently recollected my former circumstances,
and what condition I was in when taken up by the Portuguese
captain; and how much more deplorable the circumstances
of the poor creatures belonging to that ship must be,
if they had no other ship in company with them.
Upon this I immediately ordered that five guns should
be fired, one soon after another, that, if possible,
we might give notice to them that there was help for
them at hand and that they might endeavour to save
themselves in their boat; for though we could see the
flames of the ship, yet they, it being night, could
see nothing of us.
We lay by some time upon this, only
driving as the burning ship drove, waiting for daylight;
when, on a sudden, to our great terror, though we
had reason to expect it, the ship blew up in the air;
and in a few minutes all the fire was out, that is
to say, the rest of the ship sunk. This was
a terrible, and indeed an afflicting sight, for the
sake of the poor men, who, I concluded, must be either
all destroyed in the ship, or be in the utmost distress
in their boat, in the middle of the ocean; which, at
present, as it was dark, I could not see. However,
to direct them as well as I could, I caused lights
to be hung out in all parts of the ship where we could,
and which we had lanterns for, and kept firing guns
all the night long, letting them know by this that
there was a ship not far off.
About eight o’clock in the morning
we discovered the ship’s boats by the help of
our perspective glasses, and found there were two of
them, both thronged with people, and deep in the water.
We perceived they rowed, the wind being against them;
that they saw our ship, and did their utmost to make
us see them. We immediately spread our ancient,
to let them know we saw them, and hung a waft out,
as a signal for them to come on board, and then made
more sail, standing directly to them. In little
more than half-an-hour we came up with them; and took
them all in, being no less than sixty-four men, women,
and children; for there were a great many passengers.
Upon inquiry we found it was a French
merchant ship of three-hundred tons, home-bound from
Quebec. The master gave us a long account of
the distress of his ship; how the fire began in the
steerage by the negligence of the steersman, which,
on his crying out for help, was, as everybody thought,
entirely put out; but they soon found that some sparks
of the first fire had got into some part of the ship
so difficult to come at that they could not effectually
quench it; and afterwards getting in between the timbers,
and within the ceiling of the ship, it proceeded into
the hold, and mastered all the skill and all the application
they were able to exert.
They had no more to do then but to
get into their boats, which, to their great comfort,
were pretty large; being their long-boat, and a great
shallop, besides a small skiff, which was of no great
service to them, other than to get some fresh water
and provisions into her, after they had secured their
lives from the fire. They had, indeed, small
hopes of their lives by getting into these boats at
that distance from any land; only, as they said, that
they thus escaped from the fire, and there was a possibility
that some ship might happen to be at sea, and might
take them in. They had sails, oars, and a compass;
and had as much provision and water as, with sparing
it so as to be next door to starving, might support
them about twelve days, in which, if they had no bad
weather and no contrary winds, the captain said he
hoped he might get to the banks of Newfoundland, and
might perhaps take some fish, to sustain them till
they might go on shore. But there were so many
chances against them in all these cases, such as storms,
to overset and founder them; rains and cold, to benumb
and perish their limbs; contrary winds, to keep them
out and starve them; that it must have been next to
miraculous if they had escaped.
In the midst of their consternation,
every one being hopeless and ready to despair, the
captain, with tears in his eyes, told me they were
on a sudden surprised with the joy of hearing a gun
fire, and after that four more: these were the
five guns which I caused to be fired at first seeing
the light. This revived their hearts, and gave
them the notice, which, as above, I desired it should,
that there was a ship at hand for their help.
It was upon the hearing of these guns that they took
down their masts and sails: the sound coming
from the windward, they resolved to lie by till morning.
Some time after this, hearing no more guns, they fired
three muskets, one a considerable while after another;
but these, the wind being contrary, we never heard.
Some time after that again they were still more agreeably
surprised with seeing our lights, and hearing the
guns, which, as I have said, I caused to be fired
all the rest of the night. This set them to work
with their oars, to keep their boats ahead, at least
that we might the sooner come up with them; and at
last, to their inexpressible joy, they found we saw
them.
It is impossible for me to express
the several gestures, the strange ecstasies, the variety
of postures which these poor delivered people ran
into, to express the joy of their souls at so unexpected
a deliverance. Grief and fear are easily described:
sighs, tears, groans, and a very few motions of the
head and hands, make up the sum of its variety; but
an excess of joy, a surprise of joy, has a thousand
extravagances in it. There were some in tears;
some raging and tearing themselves, as if they had
been in the greatest agonies of sorrow; some stark
raving and downright lunatic; some ran about the ship
stamping with their feet, others wringing their hands;
some were dancing, some singing, some laughing, more
crying, many quite dumb, not able to speak a word;
others sick and vomiting; several swooning and ready
to faint; and a few were crossing themselves and giving
God thanks.
I would not wrong them either; there
might be many that were thankful afterwards; but the
passion was too strong for them at first, and they
were not able to master it: then were thrown
into ecstasies, and a kind of frenzy, and it was but
a very few that were composed and serious in their
joy. Perhaps also, the case may have some addition
to it from the particular circumstance of that nation
they belonged to: I mean the French, whose temper
is allowed to be more volatile, more passionate, and
more sprightly, and their spirits more fluid than
in other nations. I am not philosopher enough
to determine the cause; but nothing I had ever seen
before came up to it. The ecstasies poor Friday,
my trusty savage, was in when he found his father
in the boat came the nearest to it; and the surprise
of the master and his two companions, whom I delivered
from the villains that set them on shore in the island,
came a little way towards it; but nothing was to compare
to this, either that I saw in Friday, or anywhere else
in my life.
It is further observable, that these
extravagances did not show themselves in that different
manner I have mentioned, in different persons only;
but all the variety would appear, in a short succession
of moments, in one and the same person. A man
that we saw this minute dumb, and, as it were, stupid
and confounded, would the next minute be dancing and
hallooing like an antic; and the next moment be tearing
his hair, or pulling his clothes to pieces, and stamping
them under his feet like a madman; in a few moments
after that we would have him all in tears, then sick,
swooning, and, had not immediate help been had, he
would in a few moments have been dead. Thus
it was, not with one or two, or ten or twenty, but
with the greatest part of them; and, if I remember
right, our surgeon was obliged to let blood of about
thirty persons.
There were two priests among them:
one an old man, and the other a young man; and that
which was strangest was, the oldest man was the worst.
As soon as he set his foot on board our ship, and
saw himself safe, he dropped down stone dead to all
appearance. Not the least sign of life could
be perceived in him; our surgeon immediately applied
proper remedies to recover him, and was the only man
in the ship that believed he was not dead. At
length he opened a vein in his arm, having first chafed
and rubbed the part, so as to warm it as much as possible.
Upon this the blood, which only dropped at first,
flowing freely, in three minutes after the man opened
his eyes; a quarter of an hour after that he spoke,
grew better, and after the blood was stopped, he walked
about, told us he was perfectly well, and took a dram
of cordial which the surgeon gave him. About
a quarter of an hour after this they came running
into the cabin to the surgeon, who was bleeding a Frenchwoman
that had fainted, and told him the priest was gone
stark mad. It seems he had begun to revolve
the change of his circumstances in his mind, and again
this put him into an ecstasy of joy. His spirits
whirled about faster than the vessels could convey
them, the blood grew hot and feverish, and the man
was as fit for Bedlam as any creature that ever was
in it. The surgeon would not bleed him again
in that condition, but gave him something to doze and
put him to sleep; which, after some time, operated
upon him, and he awoke next morning perfectly composed
and well. The younger priest behaved with great
command of his passions, and was really an example
of a serious, well-governed mind. At his first
coming on board the ship he threw himself flat on
his face, prostrating himself in thankfulness for
his deliverance, in which I unhappily and unseasonably
disturbed him, really thinking he had been in a swoon;
but he spoke calmly, thanked me, told me he was giving
God thanks for his deliverance, begged me to leave
him a few moments, and that, next to his Maker, he
would give me thanks also. I was heartily sorry
that I disturbed him, and not only left him, but kept
others from interrupting him also. He continued
in that posture about three minutes, or little more,
after I left him, then came to me, as he had said
he would, and with a great deal of seriousness and
affection, but with tears in his eyes, thanked me,
that had, under God, given him and so many miserable
creatures their lives. I told him I had no need
to tell him to thank God for it, rather than me, for
I had seen that he had done that already; but I added
that it was nothing but what reason and humanity dictated
to all men, and that we had as much reason as he to
give thanks to God, who had blessed us so far as to
make us the instruments of His mercy to so many of
His creatures. After this the young priest applied
himself to his countrymen, and laboured to compose
them: he persuaded, entreated, argued, reasoned
with them, and did his utmost to keep them within
the exercise of their reason; and with some he had
success, though others were for a time out of all
government of themselves.
I cannot help committing this to writing,
as perhaps it may be useful to those into whose hands
it may fall, for guiding themselves in the extravagances
of their passions; for if an excess of joy can carry
men out to such a length beyond the reach of their
reason, what will not the extravagances of anger, rage,
and a provoked mind carry us to? And, indeed,
here I saw reason for keeping an exceeding watch over
our passions of every kind, as well those of joy and
satisfaction as those of sorrow and anger.
We were somewhat disordered by these
extravagances among our new guests for the first day;
but after they had retired to lodgings provided for
them as well as our ship would allow, and had slept
heartily—as most of them did, being fatigued
and frightened—they were quite another
sort of people the next day. Nothing of good
manners, or civil acknowledgments for the kindness
shown them, was wanting; the French, it is known,
are naturally apt enough to exceed that way.
The captain and one of the priests came to me the
next day, and desired to speak with me and my nephew;
the commander began to consult with us what should
be done with them; and first, they told us we had
saved their lives, so all they had was little enough
for a return to us for that kindness received.
The captain said they had saved some money and some
things of value in their boats, caught hastily out
of the flames, and if we would accept it they were
ordered to make an offer of it all to us; they only
desired to be set on shore somewhere in our way, where,
if possible, they might get a passage to France.
My nephew wished to accept their money at first word,
and to consider what to do with them afterwards; but
I overruled him in that part, for I knew what it was
to be set on shore in a strange country; and if the
Portuguese captain that took me up at sea had served
me so, and taken all I had for my deliverance, I must
have been starved, or have been as much a slave at
the Brazils as I had been at Barbary, the mere being
sold to a Mahometan excepted; and perhaps a Portuguese
is not a much better master than a Turk, if not in
some cases much worse.
I therefore told the French captain
that we had taken them up in their distress, it was
true, but that it was our duty to do so, as we were
fellow-creatures; and we would desire to be so delivered
if we were in the like or any other extremity; that
we had done nothing for them but what we believed
they would have done for us if we had been in their
case and they in ours; but that we took them up to
save them, not to plunder them; and it would be a most
barbarous thing to take that little from them which
they had saved out of the fire, and then set them
on shore and leave them; that this would be first
to save them from death, and then kill them ourselves:
save them from drowning, and abandon them to starving;
and therefore I would not let the least thing be taken
from them. As to setting them on shore, I told
them indeed that was an exceeding difficulty to us,
for that the ship was bound to the East Indies; and
though we were driven out of our course to the westward
a very great way, and perhaps were directed by Heaven
on purpose for their deliverance, yet it was impossible
for us wilfully to change our voyage on their particular
account; nor could my nephew, the captain, answer
it to the freighters, with whom he was under charter
to pursue his voyage by way of Brazil; and all I knew
we could do for them was to put ourselves in the way
of meeting with other ships homeward bound from the
West Indies, and get them a passage, if possible,
to England or France.
The first part of the proposal was
so generous and kind they could not but be very thankful
for it; but they were in very great consternation,
especially the passengers, at the notion of being
carried away to the East Indies; they then entreated
me that as I was driven so far to the westward before
I met with them, I would at least keep on the same
course to the banks of Newfoundland, where it was
probable I might meet with some ship or sloop that
they might hire to carry them back to Canada.
I thought this was but a reasonable
request on their part, and therefore I inclined to
agree to it; for indeed I considered that to carry
this whole company to the East Indies would not only
be an intolerable severity upon the poor people, but
would be ruining our whole voyage by devouring all
our provisions; so I thought it no breach of charter-party,
but what an unforeseen accident made absolutely necessary
to us, and in which no one could say we were to blame;
for the laws of God and nature would have forbid that
we should refuse to take up two boats full of people
in such a distressed condition; and the nature of
the thing, as well respecting ourselves as the poor
people, obliged us to set them on shore somewhere
or other for their deliverance. So I consented
that we would carry them to Newfoundland, if wind and
weather would permit: and if not, I would carry
them to Martinico, in the West Indies.
The wind continued fresh easterly,
but the weather pretty good; and as the winds had
continued in the points between NE. and SE. a long
time, we missed several opportunities of sending them
to France; for we met several ships bound to Europe,
whereof two were French, from St. Christopher’s,
but they had been so long beating up against the wind
that they durst take in no passengers, for fear of
wanting provisions for the voyage, as well for themselves
as for those they should take in; so we were obliged
to go on. It was about a week after this that
we made the banks of Newfoundland; where, to shorten
my story, we put all our French people on board a
bark, which they hired at sea there, to put them on
shore, and afterwards to carry them to France, if
they could get provisions to victual themselves with.
When I say all the French went on shore, I should
remember that the young priest I spoke of, hearing
we were bound to the East Indies, desired to go the
voyage with us, and to be set on shore on the coast
of Coromandel; which I readily agreed to, for I wonderfully
liked the man, and had very good reason, as will appear
afterwards; also four of the seamen entered themselves
on our ship, and proved very useful fellows.
From hence we directed our course
for the West Indies, steering away S. and S. by E.
for about twenty days together, sometimes little or
no wind at all; when we met with another subject for
our humanity to work upon, almost as deplorable as
that before.