For three weeks Davidson remained
in this singular state, seeing what at the time we
imagined was an altogether phantasmal world, and stone
blind to the world around him. Then, one Tuesday,
when I called I met old Davidson in the passage.
“He can see his thumb!” the old gentleman
said, in a perfect transport. He was struggling
into his overcoat. “He can see his thumb,
Bellows!” he said, with the tears in his eyes.
“The lad will be all right yet.”
I rushed in to Davidson. He was
holding up a little book before his face, and looking
at it and laughing in a weak kind of way.
“It’s amazing,”
said he. “There’s a kind of patch
come there.” He pointed with his finger.
“I’m on the rocks as usual, and the penguins
are staggering and flapping about as usual, and there’s
been a whale showing every now and then, but it’s
got too dark now to make him out. But put something
there, and I see it—I do see it.
It’s very dim and broken in places, but I see
it all the same, like a faint spectre of itself.
I found it out this morning while they were dressing
me. It’s like a hole in this infernal phantom
world. Just put your hand by mine. No—not
there. Ah! Yes! I see it. The base
of your thumb and a bit of cuff! It looks like
the ghost of a bit of your hand sticking out of the
darkling sky. Just by it there’s a group
of stars like a cross coming out.”
From that time Davidson began to mend.
His account of the change, like his account of the
vision, was oddly convincing. Over patches of
his field of vision, the phantom world grew fainter,
grew transparent, as it were, and through these translucent
gaps he began to see dimly the real world about him.
The patches grew in size and number, ran together and
spread until only here and there were blind spots
left upon his eyes. He was able to get up and
steer himself about, feed himself once more, read,
smoke, and behave like an ordinary citizen again.
At first it was very confusing to him to have these
two pictures overlapping each other like the changing
views of a lantern, but in a little while he began
to distinguish the real from the illusory.
At first he was unfeignedly glad,
and seemed only too anxious to complete his cure by
taking exercise and tonics. But as that odd island
of his began to fade away from him, he became queerly
interested in it. He wanted particularly to go
down into the deep sea again, and would spend half
his time wandering about the low-lying parts of London,
trying to find the water-logged wreck he had seen
drifting. The glare of real daylight very soon
impressed him so vividly as to blot out everything
of his shadowy world, but of a night-time, in a darkened
room, he could still see the white-splashed rocks
of the island, and the clumsy penguins staggering to
and fro. But even these grew fainter and fainter,
and, at last, soon after he married my sister, he
saw them for the last time.